Finding Form
http://everquestingmind.wordpress.com/2010/12/15/finding-form/by lorelei
12/15/10
This post may seem... odd. It certainly won't appeal to anyone a bit prudish. It involves me, alone yet 'pleasurable', in a bed, how it changed what preceded, and the feelings afterwards.
Because I feel something transformed last night (Oh gosh I can already see all sorts of strange innuendos coming out of this...). Something I had been battling against for years was, if not wholly embraced, then at the least brought to a mutual and respectful understanding.
It had been building up, I think, especially in the last few days. I think I have mentioned in a previous post that I have pretty much decided I won't be getting the 'full' sexual reassignment surgery, due both to prohibitive costs and because I am not so willing to have my abdomen and genitals sliced and rearranged, and to have to deal with a lifetime of neovaginal (neovagina: new vagina) maintenance.
