My name is Brice and i am post everything and completely lost on what to do to get my life where i want it to be. i am 19, and threw away all of the girly clothes i had last year. it was the easiest most freeing thing i've ever done, besides when i shaved all my hair off in 10th grade. i don't know that i have a sexual preference, and i don't really believe in gender. but i know i identify more as a male in a social or relationship setting. my sister and i have competed to be 'boyish' i guess, most of my life. i gave up when i was sent to a rehab facility in garden valley (for manic depression(self mutilation), suicidal ideation(with attempts), and eating disorder), somehow always knowing that when i turned 18 i would be enabled to change everything that hurt me growing up. having to wear grandma's cloths and feeling dirty on the inside because i was a grubby kid. but she grew out of feeling different and i guess i never did. i feel like i made a step in the right way for a minute though, and now all i want is to see this through.
