as i read thread titles its kinda weird you all seem so, innocent now. I mean laser hurting, tucking in bathroom, transitioning under the radar! Makes me look at you all with a smile!
PLease take this advice and at least think about what im about to say. Have no fears. As long as you dont hurt others or yourself, go for it! Dont let other peoples issues bedome your issues, If it is your problem and you are 100% responsible for it, own it and do something positive about it. If you have no control, and/or it is someone elses problem to own, let them own it., and move on. Dont waste any time or expend ANY energy or thought with other people's issues! PEriod! You see, there may come a time when the fear or uneasiness you feel now may pale in comparison to whatever new fear or uneasiness arises. you see, that can be a source of regret near the end.
this isnt coming out right, so let me paraphrase. regret is something that I know I dont want to experience when i die.
I disbelieve in gawd, but ill share with you my perception of judgment day. As we are crossing that threshold of death, our whole life will flash in front of you, it will take only a nanosecond or two, but how do you feel, even for the briefest of moments thereafter? Regret, anger, content, peaceful?
When my turn comes, and it may be sooner than later, i dont want to regret anything. And this is not a new thought for me. I have been thinkinng about this for many many years....i believe ill be scared, but ok with it.....
