Greetings to all of you folks.
Since there is this great opportunity for me to introduce myself to the community of "Susan's Place", I'll try to make good use of it for you to know a bit about myself.
First and foremost, you can call me Babykittenful, or Kitten, or Kitty if you like! I identify as transsexual girl, although if you were to cross me in the street, you'd certainly see me as a quite normal lad with long hair. I live in the great frenchy city of Montréal in Canada, where I live the very frenchy life of 20 y-o trans girl struggling with gender identity.
As I have previously said, I have pretty much lived my whole life as a boy and even identified as one in the past. However, in the last 2-3 years, I've started to seriously examine that desire that I have always seemed to have to live as a girl. I started exploring the world wide web in search of clues of what was going on in my head and I ended up learning a lot about transsexualism. As I learned more, this apparently innocent desire slowly became a growing aching inside my head that nearly drove me to madness.
Right now, I am in the process of finding out what is right for me. Maybe transition isn't the solution to my gender crisis, but I really feel like I need to get to the bottom of what I am feeling. I am currently seeking psychological support regarding this question, but I feel that I need to get to know some people who might be experiencing similar problems.
So then, I'm pretty much thrilled at the idea of being accepted by this community and seriously hope to meet some good folks who might actually help me on my quest for a balanced life!
