i still have one blood test result coming in, but im in hiv test overdrive........wow I cant even begin to tell you all how news like that is all-shattering. what sucks is that i had met a really nice guy and he googled "superkitty036" and actually found my post that i made when i first got the false positive results. needlesstosay, i didnt know it was a false positive and neither did the technician who told me.....so he basically got scared....i dont blame him though......i would have done the same thing...... oh well.......what else, nothing really....the weather sucks here in california so i cant go and lay out in the sun....its been really really cold at night,,,,,,we cant seem to break into the 80's, not yet anyways........i feel like a caged animal. I dont do well in winter months.......i am like a butterfly that needs her warm sunlight to bring me to life.......i am soooooooooooooo very thankful for life.......i am so very thankful to have the genes i have, i feel very upbeat and positive......i love life and I love all of you......
