Hi everyone! My name is Salina and though I have just joined this site, I have been visiting it occassionally for the past few years. I started dressing around 9 yrs of age when my grandmother put one of her slips on me because I was curious about it. I enjoyed it a lot and asked her if I could wear it again the nex day and she said yes. Through out my teen years I would try on my grandmothers old clothes (in secret, of course) and sometimes, when no one was home, my mothers things as well. I found a long yellow silk night gown that belonged to my grandmother and slept with it on a few times when I was 16, that was really enjoyable. Anyway, time passed. For many years I stopped physically dressing but still wondered what would that dress would look like and feel on me. After retirement from the military, I began to want to start dressing again. mostly it was underdressing, panties, slips, camis, etc. and I still underdress to this day. I cant do anything else cause my wife does not like me wearing womens clothing in any form, eventhough, she knows I like to. So in the interest of keeping our marriage together, I told her I no longer wear womens clothing and that makes her happy. However, it dosent make me happy or feel good. So, with out her knowing, I underdress, trying to be real careful so she wont find out. dressing for me feels natural and helps me relax, even if all I am wearing are panties. Right now, the only way I can do more than underdress is when my wife is gone visiting for a few days or so. Then I wear either a skirt and blouse as well as heels or a dress those days. But thats far and few as they say. Someday I hope to be able to fully dress more often. I do underdress at work but carefully.
