I am a 15-16 year old male, quite skinny, quite short and have a slight womens shape. No one knows (Want to keep it a secret). I tried tucking and taping today - couldn't find duct, so had to use alot of scotch. Didn't work to well. So... I came here with some questions...
1) Homemade breast forums? I have been using two Pikachu plushies >__>
2) Homemade gaff? I have watched few videos, but alas no Nylons. I do have a clothy pair of gaus (gauss or gauz whatever) that are quite tight. I would like it perfectly flat so I can do a video, that I may show om the forum
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3) I do have access to alot of womens clothes, but no miniskirts. I been using my brief/boxer hybrids and putting both legs in one leg-spot. How do you make homemade miniskirts??
4) I have long hair for male, ( everyone think its emo, they don't know truth
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) how do you do side ponytails?
Continued - An admin refered to me as a fetishist (no offense),I am not and feel good about my self in womens clothes. So I will expand this thread as she said.
To expand it. I will tell my story: When I was 12, mid-summer it was my brothers birthday. My cousins male and female came to tryvout his new pool (fun party), but one of my older cousins left a bra in the bathroom... Curious I tried it on, feeling a amazing rush a grabbed two identical plushies and proceeded to get a bigger rush! I then proceded to get two water-baloons left over and stuffing them down under the cups, then realizing that I like this.. I began to repress it in fear of being caught, hoping (at the time) that because came over to get her clothes it would be over. Two years later there was a Gender Bender day for spirit week, although I didn't participate - it gave me those feelings again, this time instead of repressing I died to appear a girl and walk through a mall (the latter scsring me into not going). So I began to look through my moms dresser when shes gone - finding swimsuits, shirts, tank tops you name it. I continued this (amateurishly) for a few monthes till about a week ago. I wanted how to pass as a girl in public again, watching youtube videos and eventually coming here, hoping for acceptance and help.