Internalized Trans-Phobia
http://tgmentalhealth.com/2011/03/25/internalized-trans-phobia/3/25/11
Internalized trans-phobia refers to feelings some people have inside about their being trans that they might not even be aware of. It refers to how some people hate that part of themselves and are ashamed of it. The phrase comes from the similar experiences of gay folk who sometimes have "internalized homo-phobia".
How does this happen? This happens because of discrimination, ignorance and stigma in society against people who display gender non-conforming behavior. In other words against men and boys who appear feminine or girls and woman who appear masculine or "butch" or people who are more gender-queer and don't appear to be completely male or female.