But there it sits on my counter, unopened

I've been planning for weeks that today would be the day I started Estrogen. I got the prescription, told my wife, doctor, therapist etc. I was ready for today to be the day.
Then this weekend I noticed that the ingrown toenail I had "fixed" a few months back was irritated, and after walking on it I had a little blood at the corner of the nail

It's not super painful, but it means that the nail probably is growing back in the wrong way again, so they'll need to go back in and fix it.
What a bummer. Not only am I not looking forward to having my big toe cut on again, but while my doctor doesn't think there's really any risk to be concerned about with blood clots at this point he also said that one thing we don't know is how E might make me more emotional, or more sensitive than I already am to situations like that. I already don't like needles, so I'm opting to wait.
Anyway, the soonest I can get in to get my toe fixed is 6 days from today - so that's what I'm going for. The new date for my first pill is April 2.
It's been kinda frustrating, but I think it's probably better to do it this way.