I wish I knew, man. I've just recently come to the realization that I don't like being in the body of my birth gender, or living under the expectations of such. My family doesn't really know what's up with me, but I know they're not accepting of me asserting myself as an individual in any way. I am their slave, and that is all. Yeah. But anyway, I'm finding that my tolerance level for living as a female is rapidly decreasing. And since I'm pretty much stuck with it for the time being, until I lose a great deal of weight, I'm feeling irritated and restless. And for me, there's not much new territory left to cover. I've always worn all mens' clothes including mens' underwear and have always shaved my head. What's new left to cover? Not much other than not shaving my legs which don't grow hardly any hair anyways. And I wore some aftershave out yesterday just for the smell, to read even more as a man. But it's no real difference to me, because unless you're as thin as Paris Hilton and have long blonde hair, people tend to read you as male anyway.
