First off, I'm completely new to this site, so I wanna say hello to everyone - hello!
I am incredibly confused about my gender-identity (well, obviously, if I wasn't I probably wouldn't be here), and I have, if not a question, then just my whole situation that I would like opinions on. Allright, here we go...
I'm a born female, and I am still young. I look very feminine in terms of body and face, but I don't feel completely feminine on the inside, and I have no desire to be a girl! However, I have absolute no desire to be a dude either, nor do I feel completely masculine on the inside. For example, I look girly, but my mannerisms, my language and my approach to things are neither feminine or masculine. It's like I'm floating between the masculine and feminine gender norms most of the time.
I don't feel restricted by society norms about what men and women can and cannot do, and how they should behave respectively - I do as I please!
As I said, most of the time I balance between masculine and feminine, but sometimes, one of the sides take over, and I will act extremely boyish or extremely girly. However, this only last for a short period of time, typically not more than a week, and then I just automatically slide back into my 'gender-neutral mode'. I've noticed that when I'm either masculine or feminine in behaviour, I always feel like there's something 'missing' inside, if that makes any sense, I actually feel slightly shallow, and I'm not truly happy. However, when I'm 'balancing' again, I'm still hella confused, but also very happy.
Normally, I wear women's clothes, but I'm also feeling a strong pull towards the men's department. I like to look groomed, with neat eyebrows, a little makeup, and clean hair, but I avoid pastels and most bright colours like the plague, since I don't feel comfortable in them. I usually stick with dressing in beige, black, white and blue, and maybe green or red.
I feel like my mind is a little yin and yan-ish. I have both a masculine and a feminine side, but if one of them doesn't exist, or if one of them is too prominent, there's just chaos in mah mind

I've started thinking that I might simply just be an androgyne, taking my feelings and thoughts into consideration, but I would really like to hear others' opinions on the matter, and whether you feel the same way?
I would also like to note that I'm not in any way ashamed of how I feel or who I am, and I never will be. I'm just curious and very, very confused.
Peace and Love
Hayden