At this point, I don't know what the hell I am. I think I might be gay. When I was younger I said I knew I was bi, for about five years claimed I was a lesbian (while trying to suffocate the hell out of my attraction and near infatuation with the male body, makes so much sense in retrospect), finally admitted to bisexual and then this past year I've noticed my attraction/interest in women depleting and then flat-out disappearing.
Anyone else have this happen? It weirds me out and actually kind of upsets me. I hate not knowing wtf is up with my own head, and I'm freaking out that my family is just going to think I'm insane. Not to mention everyone I know will go insane if I finally do end things with Julie and stay with just Ben.