So I'm new here.... And full of questions and confusion. As far back as I can remember, I've always felt like I'm in a body I dont belong in... I can remember as a kid, as young as 7 or 8 (I'm 23 now), I would put a sock in my underpants and things felt right (now I'm not trying to be inappropriate by any means here). I've always been a tomboy, wearing mens clothes and all that... And a couple years ago, I had this friend who introduced me to packys, and it was awesome, I felt like I was who I was meant to be... Then I dont know if I got scared or went into denial for fear of non-acceptance or whatever else... But I shoved all the thoughts on the back burner. Now they're back, asking with imagining myself in a mans body with facial hair and blah blah blah... and I dont know if I'm trans, or just in a ' phase' or what. Thing is, when I look at myself in the mirror, I see a fella, my lady parts, for lack of better words, disgust me... Now I know that nobody but me can come to the revelation of a decision, but I thought that a supportive place such as this would be beneficial and help me along my path with a clear head, does that make sense? I know I'm kinda rambling, but I've never really reached out to anyone about these thoughts before and I really have no clue where to start, lol... Well I kinda lied, I saw a therapist today and I told her a little bit about the situation. So yea, theres that then... Thank you for taking time to have read this.
