Hello

[Einstein412]

Hello everyone

I am definitely new here and to this.

I am 36 and I have liked to off and on crossdress for about 15 years or so.
I am married with a 7 year old. 
In the last year I told my wife about it and she was ok with it.
We even shop at vs and aerie together.
I have been wearing women's jeans and undies only for over a year now.
I actually have more than my wife now.

But I think I want to take it further and see if I can get on hrt.
I don't think I ever want srs, but I want the effects of hrt.
My problem is that we live in a small town and have our own business.

Can any of you give some advice on this?

Thanks
E

[Devlyn]

Hi E, welcome to Susans! Take a look around, there is much to be learned here. It's nice to hear you have support, that makes things easier. Hugs, Tracey

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[Einstein412]

ok i need to ask this?

citrine oak, why would you delete and block me? (James Madison)

i am not a ->-bleeped-<-!
I am married, but this is me!

i haven;t lied to you in any way.
i am not trying to hit on you at all!

why would you say those things?

this is who i am!

[Janet_Girl]

Einstein,  Many of the girls are very leery of non-tg men,  There has been a couple who scared even this old broad.  Don't worry about it.

Be a gentleman and you will be fine.

[Einstein412]

i can completely understand it.
i have been made fun of my whole life because i am thinner and smaller than most males.


but it bothers me, i am not a mean person.
i just want to learn from others what to do for different situations.
i want to grow in my feminnity

i mean,my wife is ok with my cd, but so far not with me getting hrt.
but i am working on it.

[Einstein412]

this is what she said to me:

No. You are a Fettishist/->-bleeped-<- ->-bleeped-<-, and you go afer people.. good bye ->-bleeped-<-.

and it REALLY bothers me.
so not true!

i never said anything

[Barbara]

welcome.
Don't be afraid to post what is on your mind.

[Gabby]

I don't think I ever want srs, but I want the effects of hrt.

You know this is a very wise statement truth be told.  I have a horrible feeling there's a problem where some transgendered people thinking genitalia is the same as gender, it's not, they are completely seperate.  Being full transgendered is not the same as being transsexual, one can lead to the other, or you can be both at the same time which is a common phenomena. 

I would if I was you later down the road keep the realisation that you do work a certain way sexually in your mind, but things can change and I'm only talking as a  'from puberty I was 100% transsexual', but because I was very very good at some male things (having a female mind had alot to do with it), I actually thought it could all work out ok living as a man.  One day I'll be able to function sexually but that has nothing to do with being female gender.

Best wishes.

[Einstein412]

lexia:

oh i agree, i am keeping my mind open, that is why i didnt put never.
i know things can change and more than likely will.

i take life one step at a time.

thanks for your input.