Your question be my question,
it's as if a person gets MS attack for no apparently understood reason.
Well, not quite, --- as person lashing out, female, had long and detailed talks about my situation and seemed quite ok for MONTHS.
Back ground?
Sexual molestation with halve-sister of first marriage and father (now dead), maybe more.
Both sisters from second marriage never married, no kids younger one had severe drug-problems for years.
Sorted now, but never talks to me. Older one that liked to keep contact "ADORED" dead father. Likes to make him like some "angel". Never interfered with this "vision". Father was know to have had lots of affairs, misogynist (over-sexed). Treated ex- like ->-bleeped-<-e whom I also know.
Guy was living two lifes. You go figure.
Rich with possibilities. Now looks like something "snapped".
Older one had long standing boy-friend who liked some kinky sex (fish-net stockings and such) but left her long while ago. Now starting get more and more "saintly" is seems. Used to organize hookers doing adverts in big city. Now in small town with normal agency job.
Maybe now my turn be called kinky? Sounds that way to me.
Don't see self as "kinky", just normal transwoman. Anyway what is kinky? Depends who defines it, or?
Axelle
