Hey all,
I was too lazy/anxious to post an introduction here when I first joined, and even though it's been months of lurking and a few posts, I figured I would now.
I'm not out as anything, except as "confused" with my girlfriend and a few others. I'm terrified of labels at the moment. But for the sake of an introduction, I lean heavily towards "male" in terms of identity and feel most natural with a masculine expression. My reasons to prefer ambiguity and perhaps suppression are tied somewhat into a fear of general rejection, but mostly I'm avoiding candid introspection and subscription to identity terms because it could complicate my relationship with my girlfriend (8 months on Sunday!). Though, I am genuinely trying to figure things out, going to therapy, talking to people, and thinking. Just got a lot of walls up in my head.
Preacher dad, bigoted friends back home and none at my university, Kinsey 6 but supportive and loving girlfriend. Oh, complications.
Looking for community, information, and perspective. I love this place
Mikah
