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Went out last night

Started by drvotion86, May 13, 2011, 07:09:36 PM

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Ok so my bf's friend invited him to go to the hot tub at his apt. Its like 2 in the morning. His tub is cold, So he says lets go to raiders pass they have a nice hot tub. So we go and pull up and then his friend is like oh there is straight ppl here i hope its ok. So I see 3 really big college guys and 1 girl, I am very nervous at this point i havent been girl mode in front of ppl unless it was at like a gay club. So i do not want to go in, my bf's friend lucky says come on you live once, So i took off my skirt (not tucking >.>) And my top, Wearing a pushup adding 2 cup sizes. So she stands in front of me so i can atleast sit down and cross my legs in the tub.

Too scared to talk because i dont know  how well my voice passes atm. So im sitting there and i notice all the guys were staring so did my bf he was jealous lol. 1 starts to act funny trying to show off running from the hot tub to the pool, its very cold outside too. He says talking to me you should jump in. I look at lucky and she says, "Oh she just got her hair done for a couple hundred dollars so you know us girls and our hair". He laughed and is like ya this girl i used to go with was like that.

So all in all i was worried over nothing, Was there for 2 hrs sitting and kinda talking after a bit not very loud though. When it was time to leave i got up and turned away b4 i got out. So they couldnt see the front, Guess they stared the entire time until i put my skirt on.

Its so nice to get checked out. I felt so much better about myself. I can't wait for this full time! Just wanted to share my night with everyone.
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shortnsweet1004

I would call that a good night on a few levels. You got to go out and be yourself, and no one noticed/cared.

Congrats on conquering fear! Glad it went well for you :)
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Gabby

Danni, that sounds like a great night, great night on quite a few levels and one of 'em was you got checked out too lol :)

And Lucky sounds really cool, she should be your friend too not just your bf's :)
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Megan Joanne

Wow, talk about risky, no way I'd ever live that dangerously, can imagine if they saw a little something, they'd be like WTF! But good that you managed to pull it off and made you feel good about it later.
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Melody Maia

and i know that i'm never alone
and i know that my heart is my home
Every missing piece of me
I can find in a melody



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