I have one friend in real life and one friend online, the one in RL is always too busy so I only see him every few weeks and my friend online is in a similar situation as me. We both spend too much time alone indoors and don't get out enough and meet people yet we still whinge about it. We're both very introverted and only need to fill the hump of friendship once every so often yet most people out there like to spend lots of time with their friends and if you ever seem distant they think you don't like them or their company etc blah. I don't know.. it seems so hard to find people that have such similarities.. especially when those people spend a lot of time at home instead of going out!!! >___< ...then if you find one they might drift away and you have to find someone else, I don't like that but that's a part of life I guess...change!!
loneliness does suck but until I start going out and filtering through all the people that I don't blend with then it's going to remain, I'm not as shy as I used to be so I don't worry about it just need to actually make it happen! Maybe I'll get used to it before then? :O
