Gut feeling is the right feeling, and if you have any hesitation, then pause it! I know it can be a dream killer to put off something so precious and so awaited as I am in the same boat, but mine is a financial situation not fear. I have done as you have done and I am sorry, I didn't find his patients attractive, just as you do. I have found the best man for my job, and I specifically stress, bone work exclusive, Dr Ousterhout, but he is phenomenally expensive and hence my extended wait. There is another doctor with quite pleasant results in Mexico Dr Lazaro Cardenas, fairly inexpensive and good. I will probably use him for facelift after FFS with Dr. O. I hope this was helpful, and I wish you the best results hon. Love Inna.