Hi
I'm not really sure if I belong here or not so I'm just going to lay out some facts about myself and we will see what happens.
I'm 49 yo female who is not transitioning atm but as soon as I figure out what my options are I just might start the process. Closest I've seen so far is androgyne but I dont know if a person can transition into that or not or if they just are. As a kid, I was a real tomboy, played with the boys, wore my brothers hand me down clothes, was real ruff and tough and loved it, then I got to be around 10 and 11 yo and everything changed. The boys saw me as a girl and didn't want me hanging around anymore and the girls saw me as a boy or just not girlie enough for them so they didn't want me hanging around them either. I saw myself as a girl but wanted to be a boy so that caused a lot of frustration going through school because I wasn't feminine or masculine enough for anyone. I'm single with no children and I'm bi-sexual birthed out of desperation I'm sure but so far no takers LOL
I'm a nice person just nothing to look at and the whole feminine thing eludes me which is a turn off for men especially. I'm legally deaf and I'm obese at 219lbs which might play a big role now but it's only been within the last 10 years that I lost most of my hearing and gained the weight. I'm a pretty up beat person that has learned to laugh at myself, I think it's really healthy to be able to do that so my main interest in joining this group is to see exactly where I fit and maybe understand myself a bit better. Everyone here seems to be very nice.
