I have been on the edge of death a couple times now. Where the only way to live is to suffer through medical hell and pray.
I understand the desire to give up at that point and came very close to giving in when I was there.
There is no way that I can fault anouther person when the battle becomes so bad that checking out becomes an option.
Personaly I would love to see you around here for years to come. (even though you make me cry sometimes)
Whatever you chose for you in the long run I can respect and honor.
Hugz and luv,
Cyndi
