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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: TaoPhoenix on September 17, 2011, 03:50:43 AM

Title: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: TaoPhoenix on September 17, 2011, 03:50:43 AM
Will I be 100% nonfunctional? Will It just become much more difficult to get an erection? Will I be able to Produce any sort of sperm? Should I goto a sperm bank and save some sperm for future reproduction with my future lover? I'm Extremely curious because I would still like to have a kid in the future of my Genes.

Thanks all,
~Tao Phoenix
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Sianna on September 17, 2011, 03:59:54 AM
As far as I can tell after 4 month of HRT, erections are still possible, pretty much like before HRT. But you should definitely bank sperm if you want to have your own kids.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: pebbles on September 17, 2011, 04:10:39 AM
I can still get erections and have orgasms. However it's near enough completely dry I don't ejaculate thus nor do I produce sperms and am thus sterile this is irriversible. My libido is much lower than it used to be. and I can go months without feeling "that itch" thus it takes alittle longer to get into that mindset as most of the time you can't be bothered.

When you don't have an orgasm for monthsit gets ALOT more intense when you finally do.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Naturally Blonde on September 17, 2011, 04:25:00 AM
Quote from: TaoPhoenix on September 17, 2011, 03:50:43 AM
Will I be 100% nonfunctional? Will It just become much more difficult to get an erection? Will I be able to Produce any sort of sperm? Should I goto a sperm bank and save some sperm for future reproduction with my future lover? I'm Extremely curious because I would still like to have a kid in the future of my Genes.

Thanks all,
~Tao Phoenix

Well I've been permanently on HRT for nearly 10 years and I still get unwanted erections quite often which I find disturbing. Sometimes they are locked on and I might need the toilet and it won't go down. It's quite horrendous and not the sort of thing I thought I would have to deal with after 10 years on anti androgens and HRT.

Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Telyna on September 17, 2011, 04:46:54 AM
Your balls shrink and you become sterile from 4 to 6 monts on HRT.Which  brings my question : After the SRS do you still have to take hormones?
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: pebbles on September 17, 2011, 05:51:18 AM
Quote from: Telyna on September 17, 2011, 04:46:54 AM
Your balls shrink and you become sterile from 4 to 6 monts on HRT.Which  brings my question : After the SRS do you still have to take hormones?
yes you have to take estrogen or else experience menopause but you can skip out the hormone blockers as your testis no longer need to be suppressed.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Padma on September 17, 2011, 06:11:06 AM
You also need oestrogen after SRS because otherwise you get osteoporosis, which is a Bad Thing.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Lily on September 17, 2011, 10:05:57 AM
It's very rare for me to get an involuntary erection, but I can make myself erect if I want to be.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 10:21:20 AM
you will urinate from it and thats about it. My attitude is THANK THE ROSES FOR THAT
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 10:32:38 AM
Quote from: pebbles on September 17, 2011, 04:10:39 AM
I can still get erections and have orgasms. However it's near enough completely dry I don't ejaculate thus nor do I produce sperms and am thus sterile this is irriversible. My libido is much lower than it used to be. and I can go months without feeling "that itch" thus it takes alittle longer to get into that mindset as most of the time you can't be bothered.

When you don't have an orgasm for monthsit gets ALOT more intense when you finally do.

hmmm, thats weird. What regiment are you on? black market or dr? ARe you taking testosterone blockers?  What is your testosterone level?
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: BillieTex on September 17, 2011, 12:18:47 PM
mine is at 73, doc said it too low, and don't care if that thing ever wakes up again. never was much good with it anyway...
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 12:42:59 PM
Quote from: BillieTex on September 17, 2011, 12:18:47 PM
mine is at 73, doc said it too low, and don't care if that thing ever wakes up again. never was much good with it anyway...

73 would be to low for a male. Mine is at 7 and in the relevant range for a woman.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Bird on September 17, 2011, 02:22:26 PM
At 3 months of HRT I wans't getting proper erections.

Basically, if you can't get a erection long enough to have  intercourse, you have erectile dysfunction, what seens my case. These days (6 months) it only goes turgid and never goes up. Way back, it used to hurt to have a erection, then the pain subdued and I haven't had full erections since then.

It varies from person to person.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Telyna on September 19, 2011, 12:41:48 PM
It's a pain to wake up with an erection.Im not on HRT and I  rarely get a super hard one except if I dont see something reaaaly hot
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Padma on September 19, 2011, 12:54:13 PM
I really don't mind if I get erections - except when they don't fit well into my skimpier knickers ::). That's just uncomfortable - but just physically, not emotionally for me.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Jayne on September 19, 2011, 01:34:34 PM
Quote from: Padma on September 19, 2011, 12:54:13 PM
I really don't mind if I get erections - except when they don't fit well into my skimpier knickers ::). That's just uncomfortable - but just physically, not emotionally for me.

Even without an erection I find skimpy knickers uncomfortable, I know that I want it removed but i'd rather it was removed by a surgeon & not my underwear  ;)
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Emily Ray on September 20, 2011, 12:23:20 AM
In my experience the erections not only became less frequent, but they hurt when they did occur making them nearly untouchable and usless for penetration. But , after three weeks of a steady sexlife things are working again and really even better.

Huggs

Emily
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: heatherrose on September 20, 2011, 01:59:19 AM



On HRT the first time, after six months my ejaculate became clear and thin.
I assume at that point I was sterile.
Because of financial issuses I had to discontinue hormone therapy after 1 year.
My ejaculate returned to it's former color and consistancy, about 6 months later.
I have no way of knowing if my potency returned, if in fact I had been rendered sterile.
I was able to restart HRT 6 months later, and again my ejaculate became clear and thin, after six months.
At no time, while on HRT, was I hindered in any way from being able to acheive or maintain an erection, whenever I was of a mind to.
The occasions of me "being of a mind to" were considerably more infrequent than before HRT.
Now after 2 cummalative years of hormone therapy and having been recently neutered,
I am still able to acheive and maintain an erection, to climax. Whenever I am of a mind to.
My ejaculate is crystal clear and I am most definitely sterile.


Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Naturally Blonde on September 20, 2011, 02:44:03 PM
Quote from: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 12:42:59 PM
73 would be to low for a male. Mine is at 7 and in the relevant range for a woman.

Mine is 7 too! but I still often get horrible unwanted erections after ten years on HRT.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Emily Ray on September 20, 2011, 04:15:13 PM
Last summer I was on Premarin for 2 months and even though my T was at 4 ng/nl I had a libido that was higher than my first time through puberty. I had no control of when things would pop up. I had to switch to estrodiol in order to get things back to normal. Surprise erections just don't work when you are wearing a skirt or dress.

Huggs

Emily
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Sadie on September 20, 2011, 04:31:02 PM
Since starting HRT no libido and no erections, except for the night ones that the body does to keep the penis healthy.  Awake, nothing.  However I was never high libido prior to HRT and sometimes had difficulty maintaining. HRT seems to have killed it all together.  Not sure if I am even orgasmic anymore, haven't had one since starting HRT 3 months ago.

So as you can see from our varying testimonies its a crap shoot, you can't predict it. Just like everything else related to HRT.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Joelene9 on September 20, 2011, 05:15:32 PM
  My libedo was quite high compared to my friends the same age.  Some needed Viagara.  About 2 1/2 weeks after starting HRT, it was all suppressed.  I did experience only one hard erection when I went off of the T-blockers for 2 weeks though.  Shows there could be some comeback with the erections.  The longer you are on HRT the more irreversible the fertility.  Sperm bank before HRT is a good idea if you're still young.   
  Joelene
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Naturally Blonde on September 21, 2011, 03:58:35 AM
I woke up this morning to a knock at the door, I then find I have a horrendous full blown erection, what do I do? I needed to answer the door but decline to do so! this is after 10 years of anti androgens and HRT. I am absolutely gutted!
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: JenJen2011 on September 21, 2011, 08:27:34 AM
Quote from: Naturally Blonde on September 21, 2011, 03:58:35 AM
I woke up this morning to a knock at the door, I then find I have a horrendous full blown erection, what do I do? I needed to answer the door but decline to do so! this is after 10 years of anti androgens and HRT. I am absolutely gutted!

hehe, maybe you just needed to pee?
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: GingerMaxim on June 16, 2014, 04:51:55 AM
Quote from: pebbles on September 17, 2011, 04:10:39 AM
I can still get erections and have orgasms. However it's near enough completely dry I don't ejaculate thus nor do I produce sperms and am thus sterile this is irriversible. My libido is much lower than it used to be. and I can go months without feeling "that itch" thus it takes alittle longer to get into that mindset as most of the time you can't be bothered.

When you don't have an orgasm for monthsit gets ALOT more intense when you finally do.

I agree with  Pebbles, my morning erections have lessened, my normal daily erections are much less as well, but I can certainly get my own erection if wanted. Just not as hard for me and most certainly my ejaculations have decreased almost to nothing and the bit I do get is alot more runny and liquidy (not really a word). But my penis seems alot more sensitive and actually more enjoyable.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Ms Grace on June 16, 2014, 05:00:48 AM
Wow, zombie thread!
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: luna nyan on June 16, 2014, 05:09:15 AM
Need a necro pic or a zombie pic!
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: warlockmaker on June 16, 2014, 05:10:03 AM
Much of it is in the mind. I had a very high libido as a male, could do it 10 time in one night. I have now been on HRT for 14+months and I do not have morning erections but have a great orgasims at least once a day and sometimes more. The fluids are clear. My testorone count is virtually non existant. If you had a very high libido as a cis male then You can most likely maintain. Maybe I'm an exception but I have read this forum for over a year and other have the same experience.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: stephaniec on June 16, 2014, 06:40:09 AM
thankfully no erections , nada. I have bountiful  O's though
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Jayne on June 16, 2014, 12:28:39 PM
It definately a good idea to bank sperm if you want children with your genes.

As for erections & orgasms, what happens to one is not guaranteed to happen for all.
In my experience I had normal orgasms whilst on low doses of E for 3 - 4 months, for the next few months on a slightly higher E dose I had intense orgasms.
Then I had my T-blocker injection two months ago & everything changed, I get NO unwanted erections (thank God), I can get an erection but it's harder than before the blocker (I mean harder to wake it up, get your minds out of the gutter, lol), for the first month I couldn't reach orgasm & it didn't bother me at all then I managed an orgasm but it wasn't as mindblowing as before, in the last two months i've had 2 orgasms (as opposed to 60+ when running on T).

It seems to be that if i'm approaching a major orgasm things get too sensitive just as I approach the trigger point, there have been a few times when i've been at the tipping point & suddenly snapped out of it because my entire body is shouting at me "what the hell was that??". if it's a minor orgasm then my body allows it.
As HRT makes changes to our chemistry we have to learn to change with it.

I've never felt happier or more relaxed with my body in my entire life
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Shandril on December 05, 2015, 06:59:27 PM
Thanks this has offered me some hope, i plan on keeping it and using it lol so does my wife. By the looks of it the more active you are sexually does or might have an impact on its ability to perform when needed.

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Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: GingerMaxim on February 26, 2016, 09:48:43 AM
I personally since I've been on HRT have lost 1inch off my penis. Woohooo...
Also my sex drive is down maybe 75%. Woohooo

I do fantasize about things men and women being Bi. I do like NOT having a hardon every
single morning and getting them during the day.

Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: KristyWalker on February 26, 2016, 12:28:13 PM
This post answered questions I was about to ask! I am so glad it came back up when it did.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: julie d on February 29, 2016, 02:10:34 PM
After a year of HRT, T Blockers, and finasteride, I was much smaller, unable to maintain an erection, and libido much lower. Divorced and unsure about my sexuality.  However, loving my new body and looking forward to dating in the future!
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: archlord on February 29, 2016, 04:57:10 PM
After 1 month random and morning erections were not happening anymore . I was finding a feeling of peace with my body as it wasnt mechanical system anymore . I didnt have to masturbate 2 time a day and feel bad about It anymore . Now at 4 month and 3 week , my genitals are working quite similar to woman's. I can be days without feeling the need to have sexual activity but when I do ... The orgasm is quite magical, mind and body centered.. Its much better then It used to be omg . I still get very hard and I think it is stronger the before . ( my T is Totally dead btw , It was 0.87 on 3 month blood test and my dr doubled my AA dose since then) . My ejaculations are now only a few drop of clear liquid or is only air ... But I repeat again , orgasm are MUCH better then anything i got as a men . I also need to be concentrated and on the mood, otherwize nothing happen lol
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Kclaire86 on March 01, 2016, 11:10:04 PM
I have no unwanted erections, sometimes while making out I'll get one... but aside from those... unless i'm really in the mood it won't "stand to salute the flag"

my orgasms are occasionally a ghost, however most of the time it is just really liquidy and kinda yellowish.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Dankster on March 02, 2016, 02:35:30 AM
Like everything else with hrt, it's ymmv. I know plenty of girls that have lost theirs 3 months into hrt and a couple that can still easily get it up over a year into hrt. Before hrt, I would fool around 5 times a day, literally. Now, if I'm lucky, I can do it once a week, maybe. If you still want it to work, later into hrt, from what my friend told me, is that you gotta keep at it everyday. Hope this helps.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Adchop on March 02, 2016, 02:10:11 PM
I'm happy someone started this thread, since I've been curious about this same question myself. I'm planning to start hrt in the next few months, but I've already noticed many of the same issues in my own sexuality over the last 3-5 years. My doctor diagnosed me with low T about 5 years ago, & it was hard for me to understand how all of this fit together. I've had issues for years now where it's hard for me to "get in the mood" for sex, & even then it's difficult for me to hold an erection, unless I can really stay focused & keep myself in the moment. I've noticed that even now when I look at beautiful women that I'm attracted to, its more of a desire for intimacy, instead of just a raw sexual desire.

All of this has made my marriage extremely awkward when it comes to the topic of sex. Many times I'm around men or family members who make jokes about sex, or talk about intimacy with their spouses. I always felt awkward, considering my sex drive had a more feminine nature to it, & me and my wife don't really have sex much anymore. None of it really made since until I realized that I'm TG.

I'm not sure what kind of effect hrt will have on me, since I've already having some of these issues, though I'm very curious to find out though. I have noticed like others have said that even though the erections are harder to keep, when you can get in the right mood/state of mind, the orgasms are much better.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: liz on March 02, 2016, 02:11:45 PM
As others said it makes you sterile and block sperm production after a while.

You will probably have a random erection now and then but it's gonna be...  Less hard and easier to get rid of.

I had to stop everything 3 weeks before srs and i must say it was the most unpleasant moment of my life. I spended those 3 weeks on a semi-permanent boner.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: Ange on March 04, 2016, 03:45:20 AM
It hurts. For me, that is. When you don't use your thing for too long (in my case I think I only masturbated twice these 10 past monthes, and it's been 15 monthes since the last time I had sex), some tissues used in erection actually shrink, causing pain when you finally go erect.

It's so painful the slightest erection makes me want to cry. Hopefully, erections never happen if I don't look for them. (or if my girlfriend doesn't try do deep-kiss me which did happen and owww, that was good but owww, that was also really really bad xD )

Apart from that, testicles shrink and sperm is no longer produced. That's all.
Title: Re: How much will taking HRT as MTF Kill my male genitalia?
Post by: KayXo on March 04, 2016, 10:14:08 AM
Quote from: Ange on March 04, 2016, 03:45:20 AM
causing pain when you finally go erect.

It's so painful the slightest erection makes me want to cry.

I can relate but I am post-op. When I get aroused and all the blood rushes to the base of my vagina, it can sometimes hurt like hell!!!  :o