Malissa's Frybread has a reputation as being the best in the State.
My first time having frybread or an Indian Taco. Did not disappoint.
Five stars!

(I pigged out.)

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I know this is a older post. But yes exercise and weight training do wonders for legs. Hopefully that will get you by till you're able to get on the hormone treatment you need. And then continue to workout legs and you'll soon see even better results.

There are many risk to benefit factors that come into play. One big obvious one is your physical safety.

Most therapists and even doctors would suggest the very minimum of transition or treatment to satisfy or overcome the symptoms of each individual. Some can be perfectly happy dressing in private. Some need hormones, others need to fill transition and be passable. It is different for everyone based on the level and severity of their symptoms.

I feel I need to wear something feminine. It can be what ever, usually panties or something not seen by every one. But I have to have at least one thing I wear everyday that's made for a woman to help me focus on doing my job and vs being in my headspace about my feelings and thoughts of transitioning. If I wear something it satisfies the woman Inside. If I don't I can't stop thinking about how I could transition or being online shopping for things I could wear or use daily etc. it is starting to get to a point where I can't function without it

You look very beautiful.

As for herbal supplements, in my research I came across another forum specifically for genetic males trying to grow breast any way shape or form possible. It covers using herbs like bovine ovary or pueraria mirifica a long with supporting supplements to stop converting test into dht, while supporting estrogen. Also covers hrt, breast pumping and massage, even surgery.
But just like hrt herbals take time even years to start working on the body and it's all just an experiment that's not supervised. If you're going to invest the time either way mind as well be supervised HRT

I have read a few articles about something called cross dreaming. And it's exactly that, sometimes sexual sometimes not. But typically you dream of you were in the female role and their is a man that has no face but you can tell the other person is a man and treating you as woman. But for most people that shared their experiences the man always remains faceless, never being able to see their face for what ever reason our subconscious doesn't allow.

Hobbies are hobbies and you are who you are. I will prob never stop being active and fit and bodybuilding even after I transition, I'll prob still work on my own cars and continue to go to car shows with my classic car. Ill still play video games.

Only thing I feel that is even remotely feminine that I have always done is anything art related. I love to color with my kids, or go to pottery painting places and stuff of that nature. But I have never developed feminine hobbies like knitting etc. I feel that's done very early on when women are young girls, very old school passed on from mother to daughter style parenting.

Most of the women I've ever been in committed relationships with all said that they learned those things from their mom and grandmother.

I typically sleep naked but I feel that's more of a guy thing. Than a feminine thing. If I do wear anything at all it's usually soffee silkie running shorts (even better if the liner is cut out) theyre great shorts for working out in too.

We used to wear them all the time for when we did pt In the Marines.

But when I look at my wife and all my previous relationships, they all usually slept in parties and a comfortable tank top or shirt, possibly silk shorts and Cammie set (but that's not usually a everyday thing). Usually they wore just panties and comfy baggy shirt or tank top.

I've tried sleeping In panties and topless and it's just not comfortable yet. Maybe after surgery (assuming I get one). I also feel it's a comfort/vulnerability thing.

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on Yesterday at 11:01:52 AMThat's the letter that we should all write, Allie.

Thanks! The letter to family and friends had more detail (not too much) and saved the part about contacting me until the end.

But with this group... I try to put myself into the mind of the reader. They are immediately going to go to "how does this impact me? Do I have come up with a response for this?"... so being explicit and taking them off the hook up top... and THEN giving them a bit of history, I think allows them to relax into subject matter.

A big long letter of navel-gazing serves no purpose whatsoever.

That's where I landed, anyway.