I did  .. minimal, hidden, barely enough to be considered a cross-dresser by definition. The desire to dress differently was there yet not realized. I had no awareness of being trans at that time. My becoming self-aware had nothing to do with how I dressed, or even conscious thought for that matter.

That's the same advise I get from my friends. Thank you

It's work pressures, I have been under great stress to finish the design and layout of a new processing PCB for the optical comms satellite. But at the same time I have to work in commercial to make money.

The PCB has been built and has some errors due to oversight caused by the stresses and I am having difficulty fixing them due to the extreme density of the board and most of the tracking not visible due to them spread over 20 layers.

Now I am under extreme pressure to come up with fixes.

If you are interested this is what it looks like: Pcb

Jessica xxx

Do you like to eat oranges?  I enjoy Cara Cara oranges.
I also enjoy Mandarin oranges.  Also, some Naval oranges.

Were you cross dressing before you realized you were transgender (MTF)?

Many are transgender.  However, many simply remain as only crossdressers.  Which are you and when did you know for sure what you were (transgender or cross dresser only)?

Note that if you are MTF or FTM, if you dress in your gender conforming clothes, you are not actually crossdressing.  At least, I do not think so.

Concert

Loud whisper

      (oxymoron)      

             true myth

Looks like it was the Nord VPN that messed up the laptop ,when I turned it back on it was trying to sell it to me. Not cynical but strange it was telling me there was a fault and to sort it it needed to download (for a price!)
 Nice out today 23C ,got the jobs plus a few more done. Worn out now.

Scented deodorant

I had a busy week, but I wanted to post something in case anyone was worried.

We went to see my dad again over the weekend. I spent several hours mowing his yard, and an hour or so with a chainsaw. Two very large limbs had broken off during a recent storm, one was big enough to cut up for firewood. Susan helped me clear the debris.

I was able to document even more checks my dad had written, and pinpoint when the financial abuse began. We reported it to law enforcement on Monday. They were in disbelief. Over 500 checks, over $500k, in the last four years. The officer we worked with said she had 'no doubt' they would be making an arrest soon. I'm not sure how much we may be able to recover. There is much more to this story, but I'm keeping that confidential for now.

My dad is doing a little better, but he knows it will be a long time before he can go home. He has no idea we have made a police report. Unless it becomes necessary, we may never tell him. Seeing the depth of what happened would be extremely painful to him, and we want to spare him from that if possible.

Love always -- Jessica Rose