Not hiding, I have nothing to hide its just the lost pages when this site crashed. Anyway spent a load of money again gathering  Parts for the Herferod build, they had a trolley/wheeled board in the supermarket for £10. The casters would have cost more than that to make one, moving engines and gearbox will be a lot easier now.

Mum has a 5 to 6 ft double row, she gets a few good pickings (French beans ) and an 8ft double row of runner beans.

I love that, Davina. It sounds like she is living a wonderful life and that you and she remain very close. I don't know what more we could want from a relationship with our mothers.

We're starting to pick peppers here. I grabbed 14 Jalapenos (1/2 lb) to make jelly. Biquinhos are starting to ripen up too. Orange and yellow Habanero are green but have quite a few peppers. KSLS are running slow but I have time. Serrano, Citron, and Cayenne were started late, so we'll see what happens.

Hugs, Devlyn

Oh I apologize then, i dont like using the word either. Ive been called it once. Its pretty horrible.

No need to keep dropping "transtrenders" on the site, thank you. It's a derogatory term and generally used by our detractors. 

A short film from 2017, The Real Thing by Brandon Kelly.

Seven minutes long... get your Kleenex ready. 

No we dont choose to be transgender as purported by those who think we are transtrenders. I didnt choose this, its a predisposition and ingrained since birth like with your habits and your brain not matching your body's biological sex. People can say what they want to and hate people who are different from them but it doesnt mean they arent wrong and the one who speaks the loudest and screams and is a bigot and prejudice is probably transgender or gay themselves but hates the fact that they are.

Regardless we make the choice to transition physically and bodily, but not by being transgender itself.

This is great news, Chrissy! I still have micro-beans that are growing larger. I hope you get many more.

Ill check my inbox. I agree Devlyn, im an active member on some other trans sites and basically they talk about being passable all the time. Its surprising that some of them even say hurtful words to each other but i decided to give this place a try again because im really serious about transitioning now. I think its hard with many doctors though.

For many some don't even realize or know you're trans unless you tell them, im sure.

If you're comfortable with your body, then it doesn't matter whether people think your passable or not.