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Quote from: Sarah B on August 26, 2010, 06:00:28 AMOver my dead body would I ever detransition. However, thinking about being a male, thinking about what I once had, makes me feel sick to the core and I would rather die than become a man.
Quote from: Sarah B on January 24, 2024, 10:02:00 PM. . . .
OK to be brutally honest there were two instances where I paused and considered what I was doing with my life, one was the consideration of de-transitioning. However, that was never going to fly in the face of it. Why? I was standing in the middle of George Street, Sydney and I was thinking about others, that were considering reversing what they were doing and I thought what I had to do to achieve this, breast removal was one of the thoughts racing through my mind at the time.
However, thinking about this, 30 seconds at most or a very short period of time, a sickening feeling came over me and I immediately and emphatically said no to myself about this. There was no chance in hell, I was ever going back to the way that I lived and to this day thinking about how I lived makes me sick to the stomach, in other words it makes me very nauseous.
The other time where I considered the ramifications of what I was doing and possibly could of ended up not going ahead with the surgery, was on the day of my surgery. My friend at the time was driving my car and we arrived at the hospital and I sat there thinking about what lay ahead and realized that if I went ahead there was no turning back, but I only dwelt on these thoughts only for about a minute or so.
Actually my mind was basically blank at the time. I already knew with out fear, what I was going to do, I did not know what the future was going to hold for me, not that I thought about that at the time, so I got out of the car and walked into the hospital and as they say, the rest is history. . . . .
Quote from: Oldandcreaky on May 14, 2024, 08:18:03 PMI'm sorry to read this, Chrissy. Do you mind sharing what happened?
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on May 14, 2024, 08:09:48 PMNot a couple hours earlier at a cosmetics store. So be it.