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Title: On Vacation & out of Place
Post by: Randi on June 20, 2011, 08:51:53 PM
Post by: Randi on June 20, 2011, 08:51:53 PM
Here I am in beautiful NW FL and I can't be en femme-and it's driving me nuts. I am so jealous of the cute girls and the clothes they wear. I'm not on my meds and I am feeling the pressure. I have spent most of today thinking about being female. When I look in the mirror I see male. When I close my eyes and think about myself I am always female. I want so bad to put on my little black tshirt dress with sandals and a little belt and tell everybody I am female and be accepted that way. I am not a happy camper today.
Randi
Randi
Title: Re: On Vacation & out of Place
Post by: juliekins on June 20, 2011, 09:20:52 PM
Post by: juliekins on June 20, 2011, 09:20:52 PM
Hang in there, Randi. It will get better.
Where are you along your gender journey?
Where are you along your gender journey?
Title: Re: On Vacation & out of Place
Post by: Randi on June 22, 2011, 10:29:58 PM
Post by: Randi on June 22, 2011, 10:29:58 PM
Thanks, I am some better today. I am getting back to the hormone levels prior to my use of Estrogen & spironolactone-to say the least it is difficult for me.
Randi
Randi
Title: Re: On Vacation & out of Place
Post by: Janet_Girl on June 22, 2011, 11:44:49 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on June 22, 2011, 11:44:49 PM
Not sure why you can be en Femme, but it is just for short time. Hang in there Randi. It will end soon.
Title: Re: On Vacation & out of Place
Post by: inna on June 23, 2011, 09:17:24 PM
Post by: inna on June 23, 2011, 09:17:24 PM
Little black Tshirt! Oh my girl, you will surely melt. I went to fill up my car and at the station caught a glimpse of weather report: 94F feels like 127
I don't know about you but I am melting just thinking about fueling my car :)
I don't know about you but I am melting just thinking about fueling my car :)
Title: Re: On Vacation & out of Place
Post by: Cindy on June 24, 2011, 03:02:14 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 24, 2011, 03:02:14 AM
As Janet said I'm not sure why you can't be you.
Love and Hugs
And you will be gorgeous in one of those itsy bitsy bikinis one day
Cindy
Love and Hugs
And you will be gorgeous in one of those itsy bitsy bikinis one day
Cindy
Title: Re: On Vacation & out of Place
Post by: Randi on June 24, 2011, 04:41:48 PM
Post by: Randi on June 24, 2011, 04:41:48 PM
Oh Lord Home Sweet Home! I decided to come on up today and have some me time. I'm gonna meet up with my sister for supper with margaritas for dessert!
I have been away with my wife's family-brother sister mother neices their kids...yeah you get the picture. Not a very enjoyable trip overall although I did get quality time listening to the waves breaking. I saw two sharks one seven or eight ft. and the other a small one around 3ft. both in shallow water. After that the only thing I did was wade.
I keep what I want to wear to myself if they/her & family are around me. I had my little blue suit with me just in case I could get away for a while-but alas, twas not to be the case. I also have lost five pounds this week so I am a pretty happy camper-almost time for a smaller swimsuit! After I got over being jealous to a degree of all the pretty girls who were there, I didn't spend much time sitting on the sand. What time I did spend I got to watch all of them and see what they were wearing-wondering how it would look on me. I did enjoy that part of it and I saw alot of things in shops down there I would have loved to have had. But I was good and didn't buy anything. Not even a patch for my riding jacket-knew I forgot something when we left the Naval Aviation Museum.
I'm home safe and all is well-or at least better than the other day. And I promise I won't celebrate too much tonite.
Randi
I have been away with my wife's family-brother sister mother neices their kids...yeah you get the picture. Not a very enjoyable trip overall although I did get quality time listening to the waves breaking. I saw two sharks one seven or eight ft. and the other a small one around 3ft. both in shallow water. After that the only thing I did was wade.
I keep what I want to wear to myself if they/her & family are around me. I had my little blue suit with me just in case I could get away for a while-but alas, twas not to be the case. I also have lost five pounds this week so I am a pretty happy camper-almost time for a smaller swimsuit! After I got over being jealous to a degree of all the pretty girls who were there, I didn't spend much time sitting on the sand. What time I did spend I got to watch all of them and see what they were wearing-wondering how it would look on me. I did enjoy that part of it and I saw alot of things in shops down there I would have loved to have had. But I was good and didn't buy anything. Not even a patch for my riding jacket-knew I forgot something when we left the Naval Aviation Museum.
I'm home safe and all is well-or at least better than the other day. And I promise I won't celebrate too much tonite.
Randi