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so I bought a gv sailor a couple days ago and it just came in the mail. i put it on with the strap that i got and i know this is embarrassing but I started crying. how silly is it that a $20 piece of silicone feels like the fulfillment of almost everything I've struggled with my whole life. I'm so happy. I want to prance around in my underwear and sing songs from the sound of music. I keep grabbing my balls and doing the "male adjust" BECAUSE I CAN. anyone who has followed my posts knows that I'm extremely devastated by not having a penis and even if that's shallow I feel like I can finally calm down and not be so insecure. I know I'm rambling but I'm just so excited and happy... for those of you who don't need to pack- well im envious of your confidence but for those of you with terrible bottom dysphoria like me, packing is the best thing ever.

I smirked at the title.

Unfortunately, I can't get anything like that because my sister likes to go through my stuff.

Quote from: ravij on August 08, 2011, 03:54:53 PM
I smirked at the title.

Unfortunately, I can't get anything like that because my sister likes to go through my stuff.

I have a little safebox with a lock that only I know the combination to, so if I ever take it off, it's going in there. (I'm stealth and in college dorms- can you imagine someone finding that???)

Why does the "Lazy Song" by Bruno Mars come to mind?  ;)

Quote from: RyanThomas on August 08, 2011, 03:57:31 PM
I have a little safebox with a lock that only I know the combination to, so if I ever take it off, it's going in there. (I'm stealth and in college dorms- can you imagine someone finding that???)

I need to get myself a little lockbox. lol, I'd be devastated.

Quote from: RyanThomas on August 08, 2011, 03:50:16 PM
I keep grabbing my balls and doing the "male adjust" BECAUSE I CAN.

This made me smile.

Super jelly of you, dude ^_^ congrats on your dick

Quote from: RyanThomas on August 08, 2011, 03:50:16 PM
I keep grabbing my balls and doing the "male adjust" BECAUSE I CAN.

I know what you mean, but from the other side.

When I put my breastforms on for the first time I was giddy beyond belief. The adhesive holds them in place, but I "adjust" them just because I can, too.

Congratulations, Ryan!

That's awesome, Ryan.  I like happy posts like these :)

I cried when I got my pink cheapy softy packer in the mail.  Where the  heck had they been all my life??


Jay

Quote from: sneakersjay on August 08, 2011, 06:08:43 PM
I cried when I got my pink cheapy softy packer in the mail.  Where the  heck had they been all my life??


Jay

lol if they had made a little one incher with no balls I would've worn it in kindergarten! who am I kidding I would have gone for the 4" anyways... make all the little boys jealous

High fives man!!  I'm sure the ladies who come in here wouldn't mind you dancing around in your undies. If it will make you feel better I'll dance badly with you.

Quote from: Wesley_33 on August 08, 2011, 06:21:10 PM
High fives man!!  I'm sure the ladies who come in here wouldn't mind you dancing around in your undies. If it will make you feel better I'll dance badly with you.

You see now that is just rude... I mean.. You should at least try to make the dancing have a lil rhythm like all the male strippers out there. :3

And much congratz Ryan.  :D

Glad that getting the gv sailor made you happy.  :)

Quote from: Beth Andrea on August 08, 2011, 07:22:43 PM
+1

I slept in mine for the first few days after getting them.

A question for the curious : Have any FTM's slept with their...part? Comfortable, comforting, awkward, happy?

i will sleep with mine because it's supposed to be there. guys can't just take off their penises or girls their boobs to go to sleep, even if they do get in the way haha

Nice title dude congrats! Can I ask which harness you're using?

Quote from: xAndrewx on August 08, 2011, 07:33:11 PM
Nice title dude congrats! Can I ask which harness you're using?

it's the aslan jock style from early2bed, same place i ordered the packer. in my opinion, jock style is a must for the security and peace of mind. god knows where your dick would end up if it's just floating from a string around your waist.

Awesome post man, congrats!  ;D

(_|_) (_/_) (_|_) (_\_) (_|_) (_/_) (_\_) Booty dance!!

Long distance high five  :P
I definitely feel your joy

Heck yeah dude! Enjoy the lack of dysphoria and general feelings of awesomeness.

That's awesome bro! I got the stp that came with the sailor and I got rid of the stp part because of leakage with the nipple style. Anyways packing with the sailor alone felt good but I couldn't get it positioned right. I'm thinking I'll try that jock you got.

Funny how so many people will never quite understand that feeling. I've had what I consider a dick all my life but I've never had the full equipment. For years and years I knew of the existence of packers but I just never got one. One night on a whim I ordered one online and snagged the box from the mail before my other half got to it. He still doesn't know I have it lol. But I modified it to fit over what I got (just hollowed the sucker out a bit) and looked at myself in the mirror with it and couldn't stop smiling. I know it's just silicon too but it's what I always felt should be there anyway. I don't wear it all the time but on occasions when I'm feeling down or something. That probably sounds incredibly sad lol. And yes, I have slept with it on.

Quote from: Beth Andrea on August 08, 2011, 07:22:43 PM
+1

I slept in mine for the first few days after getting them.

A question for the curious : Have any FTM's slept with their...part? Comfortable, comforting, awkward, happy?

Every night.

There is this talk "store bought vaginas" for us MtFs, and I just had to think about that :-)

Then then say, you can stick a vagina on a melon but it will not make a woman.

Not sure what all those sayings are on your FtM side :-) Now better live up to your new purchase, and I do wish you much fun with it. But please do NOT scratch it too obviously, it is considered bad form dude.

Enjoy,
Axelle

Another saying (after peeing) :

"Shake it more than twice, you're playing with it." LOL

congrats, man! i got the same packer as well like a week ago :D

Brilliant title! :laugh:
I get what you are saying.  My son is FtM and has just bought his second, more realistic and durable one. Be careful with it , his previous one suffered a major laceration.  :o
Also, just don't wave it in  your Dad's (pre trans) face like he did and say , "hey, check out my penis!", when his first arrived. 
Karen.

You call it packer... we'd called it pecker... funny, eh.
Like Woody Wood Pecker.

And yes. Shaking more then twice = jerking off! So better watch out guys :-)

Anything we best not do with our Va-jay-jays? Have some advice?

Like stay clear with hands by at least 1' not 1" or some such?
Be interesting to learn.

Thanks guys,
Axelle

Quote from: Axélle on August 09, 2011, 08:58:17 AM


Anything we best not do with our Va-jay-jays? Have some advice?

Yeah, it's not a good idea to scratch your Vajayjay in public, either.. :D


Jay (glad to be rid of that.... hole!)

Quote from: sneakersjay on August 09, 2011, 10:21:46 AM
Yeah, it's not a good idea to scratch your Vajayjay in public, either.. :D

I guess it's a bad idea to scratch somebody else's, too.

Quote from: Shades O'Grey on August 09, 2011, 10:23:00 AM
I guess it's a bad idea to scratch somebody else's, too.

I fell off the couch after reading that, I laughed so hard ^_^
From what I've noticed, it's best to just steer completely clear of the whole area unless you're alone. I think scratching/adjusting yourself is mainly a guy thing, considering vajayjays don't normally need to be adjusted =P

Give you two a big hand. You are some stand-up (sit-down?) comedians. LOL

Give me some good old giggles too... can I smell grass, oh no?

Hugs,
Axelle

Applause.

Cue Bob Seger for the "Risky Business" dance.

talk about lolz on the scratching. but not as bad as my mate giving me hell n singing the song he made up called detachable penis. it used to be a joke to him till he found out im ftm. now he just blushes at the word dick lol. but congrats to all those who have another peice added to the metaporical puzzle that is self

Quote from: vik2ray on August 10, 2011, 07:24:54 AM
talk about lolz on the scratching. but not as bad as my mate giving me hell n singing the song he made up called detachable penis. it used to be a joke to him till he found out im ftm. now he just blushes at the word dick lol. but congrats to all those who have another peice added to the metaporical puzzle that is self

He didn't make it up, or at least he wasn't the first...

King Missile - Detachable Penis (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=byDiILrNbM4#)

as an update I just recently came into a couple hundred bucks and since my bottom dysphoria is more life threatening than say, not eating, I just bought a reelmagik rather than groceries. I'm a college kid and I need to lose weight anyways it will be fine....

but since there's such an absolute lack of first hand experience with the reelmagiks I will definitely be reviewing it for you guys as detailed as I can when it comes. it'll be the 6" advanced in a caucasian skin tone with a flex rod and dark brown hair. now to wait 3+ months.

Awesome title, by the way, and congrats on the one step closer to being happy with yourself.   ;D

You guys always know how to make this andro kid smile.   :laugh:

That's awesome man! Definitely curious about the hair because I've seen some reviews of the basic but none of the advanced. Congrats on the purchase hopefully the 3 months goes quick

Quote from: xAndrewx on August 19, 2011, 01:24:33 PM
That's awesome man! Definitely curious about the hair because I've seen some reviews of the basic but none of the advanced. Congrats on the purchase hopefully the 3 months goes quick

thanks and yeah i heard from the one guy thats on youtube now that if you're not careful with the adhesive and remover some of the hairs can fall out but i'm going to be as careful as possible. i didn't really see the point of the extreme realism of the reelmagik if you weren't going to get the pubic hair, because i feel like the tab would be quite noticeable. i mean if unshaved isn't a guys thing then don't let me stop you but for my own reasons i want to be as passable naked as i can be without surgery.

great you got the money to order one.  Can't wait to hear how it woorks for you. 

Can't wait for the review. I hope to get one myself when I come into a little extra money.

Quote from: Beth Andrea on August 08, 2011, 07:22:43 PM
A question for the curious : Have any FTM's slept with their...part? Comfortable, comforting, awkward, happy?

I have. It was sweaty and I don't have a harness for it so it was all over the place. I prefer to sleep sans clothing too, so I can never wear it to bed.