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Title: I was at mass these days..
Post by: Bird on August 11, 2011, 11:09:58 AM
Post by: Bird on August 11, 2011, 11:09:58 AM
I go to a protestant church.
Anyway the priest at a certain point in mass began "There are great wounds here tonight. Wounds so deep that they might never be able to heal. There is someone who was deeply hurt at their childhood and suffered much during their adolesence, she had to endure many humiliations during her life" He then pointed at me "You! In the green shirt. God spoke to me and I saw you working with a white overcoat, at an hospital..." then I don't remember his exact words, but he said God would heal my wounds that night. He also said Satan was working agains't me even at my work, but He would protect me.
Then later on I went to speak with him and the priest said he had seen that it was as if I had suffered abuse in my childhood. I actually suffered from physical violence in most of my teenage and child years, as well as the mental one all TG go through. He also guessed on the Umbanda/Candomblé work that had been done agains't me, as I have distant relatives who are into that sort of stuff and do bad things to me.
To top it all, he said I should not worry about being exposed in church, as God exposes no one. I had always been worried he would find I'm TG and expose me to everyone there.
What do you know, in these few days after this event, I do feel greatly healed and much of the pain I always felt from my teenage years is gone. I also found I have a new amount of self-confidence, and not passing is no longer a issue to me, not only that, but I am by consequence passing a lot better.
I feel so at peace, I think he healed more in me than he actually understands and much more than I could ever understand.
Anyway the priest at a certain point in mass began "There are great wounds here tonight. Wounds so deep that they might never be able to heal. There is someone who was deeply hurt at their childhood and suffered much during their adolesence, she had to endure many humiliations during her life" He then pointed at me "You! In the green shirt. God spoke to me and I saw you working with a white overcoat, at an hospital..." then I don't remember his exact words, but he said God would heal my wounds that night. He also said Satan was working agains't me even at my work, but He would protect me.
Then later on I went to speak with him and the priest said he had seen that it was as if I had suffered abuse in my childhood. I actually suffered from physical violence in most of my teenage and child years, as well as the mental one all TG go through. He also guessed on the Umbanda/Candomblé work that had been done agains't me, as I have distant relatives who are into that sort of stuff and do bad things to me.
To top it all, he said I should not worry about being exposed in church, as God exposes no one. I had always been worried he would find I'm TG and expose me to everyone there.
What do you know, in these few days after this event, I do feel greatly healed and much of the pain I always felt from my teenage years is gone. I also found I have a new amount of self-confidence, and not passing is no longer a issue to me, not only that, but I am by consequence passing a lot better.
I feel so at peace, I think he healed more in me than he actually understands and much more than I could ever understand.
Title: Re: I was at mass these days..
Post by: mowdan6 on August 11, 2011, 11:21:05 AM
Post by: mowdan6 on August 11, 2011, 11:21:05 AM
Isn't it great...when we really hear from God? It is an awesome...inexplainable feeling. Just remember to always keep that shield of Faith present and active. I have found anytime we get new revelations and healing, the enemy will try to strike. Keep God first in your life....remember all His goodness. Never let that feeling go.
As for the TS stuff. As the Bible says, God knows the end from the beginning. He knew we were trans before we did. And He chose us. God Bless You.
As for the TS stuff. As the Bible says, God knows the end from the beginning. He knew we were trans before we did. And He chose us. God Bless You.
Title: Re: I was at mass these days..
Post by: Sarah Louise on August 11, 2011, 11:27:24 AM
Post by: Sarah Louise on August 11, 2011, 11:27:24 AM
God works in mysterious ways, I'm happy for you.