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Title: Nurturing woman
Post by: jainie marlena on September 14, 2011, 12:14:32 AM
Post by: jainie marlena on September 14, 2011, 12:14:32 AM
Last week I started bringing extra food to work with me and for the life of me I did not know why I was doing it. What I was thinking is I don't know why I keep so much food with me?
To day something happend at work the guy that I opened up to at work forgot his lunch. Just so happened to ask me if I had anything extra with me to eat? My eyes lit up and something I havnt felt in a long time came to me. I felt needed for the first time in 20 years.
Sometime back my wife at the time told me that I was not a nurturing person. I remember being hurt by those words. The feelings that came with giving him my extra food opened memories of things that I forgot about. For some reason I suppressed myself after getting married and stopped caring about things like this but at the present time the feelings that I got were overwelmingly great.
So any thoughts on this? I would like to hear them.
To day something happend at work the guy that I opened up to at work forgot his lunch. Just so happened to ask me if I had anything extra with me to eat? My eyes lit up and something I havnt felt in a long time came to me. I felt needed for the first time in 20 years.
Sometime back my wife at the time told me that I was not a nurturing person. I remember being hurt by those words. The feelings that came with giving him my extra food opened memories of things that I forgot about. For some reason I suppressed myself after getting married and stopped caring about things like this but at the present time the feelings that I got were overwelmingly great.
So any thoughts on this? I would like to hear them.
Title: Re: Nurturing woman
Post by: heatherrose on September 14, 2011, 01:13:36 AM
Post by: heatherrose on September 14, 2011, 01:13:36 AM
I feel ya, It amazes me how much of my capacity for compassion I had surpressed.
I feel so... free... to be a nurturer, without someone looking at me sideways wondering what the catch is.
Title: Re: Nurturing woman
Post by: JungianZoe on September 14, 2011, 01:17:27 AM
Post by: JungianZoe on September 14, 2011, 01:17:27 AM
(Editing my post to oblivion...)
Title: Re: Nurturing woman
Post by: AbraCadabra on September 14, 2011, 02:30:02 AM
Post by: AbraCadabra on September 14, 2011, 02:30:02 AM
Yep, it's nice to be who we are, without having to worry about "what the catch is".
Also, it's nice to experience the giving.
I also had suppressed it for some long time, so I do know.
Bless you honey and enjoy,
Axelle
Also, it's nice to experience the giving.
I also had suppressed it for some long time, so I do know.
Bless you honey and enjoy,
Axelle
Title: Re: Nurturing woman
Post by: justmeinoz on September 14, 2011, 04:35:45 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on September 14, 2011, 04:35:45 AM
Good acts are their own reward. :)