Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: rhonda13000 on February 26, 2007, 03:40:04 PM Return to Full Version
Title: Feeling WONDERFUL - A Solid Attestation of the Condition
Post by: rhonda13000 on February 26, 2007, 03:40:04 PM
Post by: rhonda13000 on February 26, 2007, 03:40:04 PM
I awoke this morning finally at 10:00 AM; I had worked on the flightline in an ice-cold aircraft rewiring an electrical circuit yesterday and accordingly, was exhausted. Working in very cold weather saps one's energy very quickly.
Accordingly, I went to bed at 7:30 PM.
But when I awoke this morning, I found myself reveling in how utterly wonderful that I felt. It was as though I had taken narcotic pain reliever and as silly as this may sound, I found myself rapidly trying to remember if I had taken something pharmacological that would induce such a great feeling.
But I hadn't--the feeling was genuine and not artificially induced.
This is something that was never felt in 49 years of life on this earth.
The onset of this began on exactly 27 December 2006, after a surgery.
It's about time, I think.
Transition and HRT are the best things that have ever happened to me, in my entire 50+ years.
I would never go back to the former state.
It is finally great to be alive!
Accordingly, I went to bed at 7:30 PM.
But when I awoke this morning, I found myself reveling in how utterly wonderful that I felt. It was as though I had taken narcotic pain reliever and as silly as this may sound, I found myself rapidly trying to remember if I had taken something pharmacological that would induce such a great feeling.
But I hadn't--the feeling was genuine and not artificially induced.
This is something that was never felt in 49 years of life on this earth.
The onset of this began on exactly 27 December 2006, after a surgery.
It's about time, I think.
Transition and HRT are the best things that have ever happened to me, in my entire 50+ years.
I would never go back to the former state.
It is finally great to be alive!
Title: Re: Feeling WONDERFUL - A Solid Attestation of the Condition
Post by: Kimberly on February 26, 2007, 06:04:45 PM
Post by: Kimberly on February 26, 2007, 06:04:45 PM
*smiles and hugs*
Title: Re: Feeling WONDERFUL - A Solid Attestation of the Condition
Post by: Hazumu on February 27, 2007, 12:27:43 AM
Post by: Hazumu on February 27, 2007, 12:27:43 AM
Rhonda;
Congratulations!
When I had my epiphany, I felt as if I had let myself out of a cage.
It took a while to take a few steps away from the relative safety of the cage.
I was worried that much would happen. But little if anything negative has come to pass.
The cage is still there, hinges rusted, lock broken, very far away from where I now stand.
Soon, it will be on the horizon, then over...
Karen
Congratulations!
When I had my epiphany, I felt as if I had let myself out of a cage.
It took a while to take a few steps away from the relative safety of the cage.
I was worried that much would happen. But little if anything negative has come to pass.
The cage is still there, hinges rusted, lock broken, very far away from where I now stand.
Soon, it will be on the horizon, then over...
Karen