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Title: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween! [Update w/more pics!]
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 12:58:26 AM
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 12:58:26 AM
By going as my old self!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fh5AQj.jpg&hash=0f14ac4aa0bc52bd581486334b8e5475bcfdc5ae)
I'm not mad. Honest. I just look like this!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGmj3Z.jpg&hash=50948b503d606b0930e2c7a3b89fb12ec4d3037d)
Annnnnd I can't keep a straight face.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F36uOW.jpg&hash=cb8d1554fc102c3e3bb5b84d41a1aa89eec47c14)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fh5AQj.jpg&hash=0f14ac4aa0bc52bd581486334b8e5475bcfdc5ae)
I'm not mad. Honest. I just look like this!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGmj3Z.jpg&hash=50948b503d606b0930e2c7a3b89fb12ec4d3037d)
Annnnnd I can't keep a straight face.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F36uOW.jpg&hash=cb8d1554fc102c3e3bb5b84d41a1aa89eec47c14)
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: ~RoadToTrista~ on November 01, 2011, 01:16:37 AM
Post by: ~RoadToTrista~ on November 01, 2011, 01:16:37 AM
:o
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: JenJen2011 on November 01, 2011, 08:58:02 AM
Post by: JenJen2011 on November 01, 2011, 08:58:02 AM
At a girl!
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 09:06:51 AM
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 09:06:51 AM
Hehe thanks.
It was actually really empowering to treat my old appearance so disdainfully as to use it explicitly as a costume. :P
As an update:
This was for a costume party being hosted by my university's GSA. I didn't win the costume contest, but I did make the final cut.
And more importantly, I got elected the new VP of the organization. :D
It was actually really empowering to treat my old appearance so disdainfully as to use it explicitly as a costume. :P
As an update:
This was for a costume party being hosted by my university's GSA. I didn't win the costume contest, but I did make the final cut.
And more importantly, I got elected the new VP of the organization. :D
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: JadeS on November 01, 2011, 09:29:04 AM
Post by: JadeS on November 01, 2011, 09:29:04 AM
did you post this on ->-bleeped-<- too?
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 10:15:56 AM
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 10:15:56 AM
:o
I've been found out! :P Hehe. Yes, I did.
I've been found out! :P Hehe. Yes, I did.
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: Felix on November 01, 2011, 11:12:42 AM
Post by: Felix on November 01, 2011, 11:12:42 AM
Lol you are my hero. I am not yet near that confident. Congratulations. :)
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: Rebekah with a K-A-H on November 01, 2011, 01:24:10 PM
Post by: Rebekah with a K-A-H on November 01, 2011, 01:24:10 PM
This sounds like a lot of fun! I've promised a queer female friend of mine that we're going to go out both crossdressed and pretend to be gay boyfriends. It's going to be wonderful.
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween!
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 05:25:24 PM
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 01, 2011, 05:25:24 PM
Thanks. :) You know, I don't feel like it took all that much confidence. I didn't have any huge negative reactions (from myself, no one else would be able to have a negative reaction that affected me). I think the hardest part is that I feel like I still look like that most days. But what I found when I started getting ready was that it all felt so foreign.
I was struck by my inability to recapture my former self. That's a guaranteed sign of progress. :) So it was very reinforcing.
I feel like I'm stuck in between the two now, which is perhaps appropriate for only being a few months into HRT and pre-FFS. I don't see a woman in the mirror most days, but I can't pull off looking like the guy I was. So . . . *shrug*
I was struck by my inability to recapture my former self. That's a guaranteed sign of progress. :) So it was very reinforcing.
I feel like I'm stuck in between the two now, which is perhaps appropriate for only being a few months into HRT and pre-FFS. I don't see a woman in the mirror most days, but I can't pull off looking like the guy I was. So . . . *shrug*
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween! [Update w/more pics!]
Post by: MeghanAndrews on November 01, 2011, 09:23:53 PM
Post by: MeghanAndrews on November 01, 2011, 09:23:53 PM
Ok, so this is AWESOME :laugh:
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween! [Update w/more pics!]
Post by: Constance on November 01, 2011, 09:27:44 PM
Post by: Constance on November 01, 2011, 09:27:44 PM
Excellent!
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween! [Update w/more pics!]
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 02, 2011, 01:11:31 AM
Post by: LifeInNeon on November 02, 2011, 01:11:31 AM
Thank you! :)
Title: Re: I kicked dysphoria in the nuts for Halloween! [Update w/more pics!]
Post by: Ava C on November 02, 2011, 02:10:30 AM
Post by: Ava C on November 02, 2011, 02:10:30 AM
Very Very cool. Lovin it! ;D