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Title: A First for Me
Post by: Constance on November 17, 2011, 10:43:23 AM
Post by: Constance on November 17, 2011, 10:43:23 AM
Last night as I was getting ready to go to a bar for the first time in my life, I noticed something.
I didn't have my blouse on yet as I didn't want to worry about getting makeup powder on it. As I looked into the bathroom mirror, just standing there in my camisole and jeans I saw someone whom I thought was attractive.
I'd never thought that about myself. I'd put together outfits that I liked. There had been times when I liked my hair. But this was the first time I found myself attractive.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fa7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net%2Fhphotos-ak-ash4%2F385488_183928045029131_100002358103784_411638_1045912019_n.jpg&hash=274af537acc3793b0c350336f36e082e294d3a77)
I didn't have my blouse on yet as I didn't want to worry about getting makeup powder on it. As I looked into the bathroom mirror, just standing there in my camisole and jeans I saw someone whom I thought was attractive.
I'd never thought that about myself. I'd put together outfits that I liked. There had been times when I liked my hair. But this was the first time I found myself attractive.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fa7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net%2Fhphotos-ak-ash4%2F385488_183928045029131_100002358103784_411638_1045912019_n.jpg&hash=274af537acc3793b0c350336f36e082e294d3a77)
Title: Re: A First for Me
Post by: stldrmgrl on November 17, 2011, 10:50:13 AM
Post by: stldrmgrl on November 17, 2011, 10:50:13 AM
That's awesome to hear! I'm happy for you.
Title: Re: A First for Me
Post by: Devlyn on November 17, 2011, 11:05:18 AM
Post by: Devlyn on November 17, 2011, 11:05:18 AM
You should feel good about yourself! Hugs, Tracey
Title: Re: A First for Me
Post by: Catherine Sarah on November 17, 2011, 11:10:26 AM
Post by: Catherine Sarah on November 17, 2011, 11:10:26 AM
Ooohhh SOG,
I'm just sooooo happy for you. These are just so, defining moments, in ones life and journey. REAL milestones. Embrace it and enjoy it. There are many more to come, for you.
Believe me; that's better than hearing you won Division 1 Lotto.
Be safe, well and happy
Lotsa luv
Catherine
I'm just sooooo happy for you. These are just so, defining moments, in ones life and journey. REAL milestones. Embrace it and enjoy it. There are many more to come, for you.
Believe me; that's better than hearing you won Division 1 Lotto.
Be safe, well and happy
Lotsa luv
Catherine
Title: Re: A First for Me
Post by: tekla on November 17, 2011, 12:01:48 PM
Post by: tekla on November 17, 2011, 12:01:48 PM
You're getting there, takes time, but it's happening.
I'll send this out to you.
The wheel is turning
and you can't slow down
You can't let go
and you can't hold on
You can't go back
and you can't stand still
If the thunder don't get you
then the lightning will
Won't you try just a little bit harder?
Couldn't you try just a little bit more?
Won't you try just a little bit harder?
Couldn't you try just a little bit more?
Round round robin run around
Gotta get back where you belong
Little bit harder, just a little bit more
Little bit farther than you than you've gone before
Small wheel turn by the fire and rod
Big wheel turn by the grace of God
Everytime that wheel turn round
bound to cover just a little more ground
I'll send this out to you.
The wheel is turning
and you can't slow down
You can't let go
and you can't hold on
You can't go back
and you can't stand still
If the thunder don't get you
then the lightning will
Won't you try just a little bit harder?
Couldn't you try just a little bit more?
Won't you try just a little bit harder?
Couldn't you try just a little bit more?
Round round robin run around
Gotta get back where you belong
Little bit harder, just a little bit more
Little bit farther than you than you've gone before
Small wheel turn by the fire and rod
Big wheel turn by the grace of God
Everytime that wheel turn round
bound to cover just a little more ground
Title: Re: A First for Me
Post by: JenJen2011 on November 17, 2011, 12:02:34 PM
Post by: JenJen2011 on November 17, 2011, 12:02:34 PM
Quote from: stldrmgrl on November 17, 2011, 10:50:13 AM
That's awesome to hear! I'm happy for you.
+1 :)
Title: Re: A First for Me
Post by: Constance on November 17, 2011, 12:15:17 PM
Post by: Constance on November 17, 2011, 12:15:17 PM
Thanks, all.
I've been comfortable in my identity for a while, but still had not been too cool with my appearance. Then last night, it just hit me. I'm getting more comfortable with myself as a whole.
It does get better.
I've been comfortable in my identity for a while, but still had not been too cool with my appearance. Then last night, it just hit me. I'm getting more comfortable with myself as a whole.
It does get better.