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Title: Ok, that dream hurt.
Post by: LivingInGrey on November 22, 2011, 08:45:56 AM
Post by: LivingInGrey on November 22, 2011, 08:45:56 AM
Yesterday I had a bad day. Today seems to be starting out even worse.
I had a dream last night that my mother was cutting my hair and the girl in the mirror was so pretty. I remember feeling so happy in the dream. My hair was beautiful, I had bangs and it looked great. I felt great.
And then my junk woke me up.
Bad enough to have it wake me up, but this hurt down to my core.
I wanted to cry yesterday, I damn near cried this morning.
I had a dream last night that my mother was cutting my hair and the girl in the mirror was so pretty. I remember feeling so happy in the dream. My hair was beautiful, I had bangs and it looked great. I felt great.
And then my junk woke me up.
Bad enough to have it wake me up, but this hurt down to my core.
I wanted to cry yesterday, I damn near cried this morning.
Title: Re: Ok, that dream hurt.
Post by: BrokenCode on November 22, 2011, 09:25:41 AM
Post by: BrokenCode on November 22, 2011, 09:25:41 AM
I feel your pain. I use to have dreams like that all the time. Sometimes you find it better to just wanting to go back in that dream. These dreams always left me in a depression state for a few days. The only thing I can say is that ever since I started transitioning, I felt better when dreaming and waking up.
Bear Hug :)
Bear Hug :)
Title: Re: Ok, that dream hurt.
Post by: AndromedaVox on November 22, 2011, 11:20:42 AM
Post by: AndromedaVox on November 22, 2011, 11:20:42 AM
I used to have dreams like that all the time. They really do hurt, because all you want to do is be that person you are in your dreams. But here is the good news: YOU WILL BE!
Now, I sometimes have dreams where a penis grows back, and it's terrifying but then I wake up and everything is okay! :)
Now, I sometimes have dreams where a penis grows back, and it's terrifying but then I wake up and everything is okay! :)
Title: Re: Ok, that dream hurt.
Post by: LivingInGrey on November 22, 2011, 11:58:01 AM
Post by: LivingInGrey on November 22, 2011, 11:58:01 AM
I picked up a new hoodie today at the thrift store. Kinda made me feel better.
Maroon with TIGGER embroidered on the front with the zipper cutting the two G's apart with Tigger embroidered lying down across the ER. It's a size 14-16 misses so I was worried it wasn't going to fit right. Outside of being a little short in the arms it fits nice.
I just soo wish I could be the girl in my dreams.
Maroon with TIGGER embroidered on the front with the zipper cutting the two G's apart with Tigger embroidered lying down across the ER. It's a size 14-16 misses so I was worried it wasn't going to fit right. Outside of being a little short in the arms it fits nice.
I just soo wish I could be the girl in my dreams.
Title: Re: Ok, that dream hurt.
Post by: ByeBye on November 22, 2011, 04:15:50 PM
Post by: ByeBye on November 22, 2011, 04:15:50 PM
I wish my face was as smooth as a baby's right now. I'd be so happy!
Title: Re: Ok, that dream hurt.
Post by: Lynn on November 22, 2011, 05:11:30 PM
Post by: Lynn on November 22, 2011, 05:11:30 PM
Quote from: ♥ Alyssa Case ♥ on November 22, 2011, 04:15:50 PMThis is totally off topic but ... I like your new photo, you're smiling on it. :)
I wish my face was as smooth as a baby's right now. I'd be so happy!
As for the topic at hand. I've had a similar dream about a week ago. I felt really bad for a few days after it and was bitchy towards pretty much everyone. Not fun. :(
Title: Re: Ok, that dream hurt.
Post by: Sunnynight on November 22, 2011, 05:29:47 PM
Post by: Sunnynight on November 22, 2011, 05:29:47 PM
I had a dream that left me depressed like that a couple days ago. I was getting GCS and when the surgery was over I was so happy. I woke up pretty sad.