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Title: Depressed and a bit angry...
Post by: natarii on July 01, 2012, 05:13:39 PM
Hello,

I've been a bit depressed and angry recently, or more accurately, becoming more and more so.
I basically feel like everyone around me is being allowed to start HRT, while I can't yet.
I don't know what to do  :'(

- Nathalie
Title: Re: Depressed and a bit angry...
Post by: SarahLynn on July 01, 2012, 05:45:06 PM
Talk about it here and get it off your chest.  :)

I hope you start feeling better.
Title: Re: Depressed and a bit angry...
Post by: Ms. OBrien CVT on July 01, 2012, 09:20:51 PM
I know the feeling, natarii.  I get the same way whenever someone else goes for SRS.  (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-1.gif&hash=4a7edb8e10f639196821bd403e6dc36860459f64)
Title: Re: Depressed and a bit angry...
Post by: jainie marlena on July 01, 2012, 10:34:57 PM
Quote from: natarii on July 01, 2012, 05:13:39 PM
Hello,

I've been a bit depressed and angry recently, or more accurately, becoming more and more so.
I basically feel like everyone around me is being allowed to start HRT, while I can't yet.
I don't know what to do  :'(

- Nathalie
I was feeling this way for a whole year. I had alot working against me back then things change doors open when you least expect it. hang on it is coming.


Quote from: Ms. OBrien on July 01, 2012, 09:20:51 PM
I know the feeling, natarii.  I get the same way whenever someone else goes for SRS.  (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-1.gif&hash=4a7edb8e10f639196821bd403e6dc36860459f64)
Funny you said this I just read in anther post someone going for SRS. I started feeling left behind. I guess we go through our lows and we have our highs. I remember accepting myself it was high time also, then the year of waiting came. I felt like crap watching videos on youtube and seeing those that started their channels around the sametime as me become beautiful women and I was still the same. I needed to feel like that a little at the time. It would make me ready for the next step when it came.