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Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 19, 2012, 09:43:01 PM
Post by: V M on July 19, 2012, 09:43:01 PM
Unhappy because I've had a bad tummy all day :P Happy because folks at the grocery store seem to assume I was on my period :laugh:
Not sure what to think, what made you both happy and unhappy at the same time today?
Not sure what to think, what made you both happy and unhappy at the same time today?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 19, 2012, 09:49:59 PM
Post by: King Malachite on July 19, 2012, 09:49:59 PM
Thinking about top surgery has made me both happy and unhappy at the same time today. I got excited thinking about the day I would get it and even actually looked at the airport flights to see how much the airline tickets and taxi fares would cost. That got me really excited. However when the reality of not having the money I need for it set it in made me really sad and made me feel hopeless.
I'm sure this won't be the last time I feel happy and sad at the same time about this.
I'm sure this won't be the last time I feel happy and sad at the same time about this.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 22, 2012, 09:35:08 PM
Post by: Edge on July 22, 2012, 09:35:08 PM
I'm watching a music video with constant censored words. One one hand, it's annoying. On the other, it's amusing how many there are.
I want to look like the guys in the band (aka have a completely male body) which makes me feel both unhappy because I can't look like that and happy because imagining myself looking like that makes me feel happy.
I want to look like the guys in the band (aka have a completely male body) which makes me feel both unhappy because I can't look like that and happy because imagining myself looking like that makes me feel happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Julian on July 25, 2012, 11:30:40 AM
Post by: Julian on July 25, 2012, 11:30:40 AM
Today I have to go see my GP. I'm really nervous and scared because I haven't told her about the gender issues, the top surgery, or this other problem I've been having. If she takes me seriously and helps me get the help I probably need, I'll be really relieved and happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 25, 2012, 10:49:52 PM
Post by: V M on July 25, 2012, 10:49:52 PM
Actually having an apatite and then trying to decide what sounded good for dinner :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 25, 2012, 10:56:10 PM
Post by: King Malachite on July 25, 2012, 10:56:10 PM
Thinking about Anime Expo-it makes me happy to think about going there and cosplaying but it makes me sad because I know that won't happen until I'm on T and get top surgery which is going to be years from now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on July 25, 2012, 11:02:02 PM
Post by: Jamie D on July 25, 2012, 11:02:02 PM
My July labwork.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: crazy old bat on July 25, 2012, 11:06:46 PM
Post by: crazy old bat on July 25, 2012, 11:06:46 PM
The way it seems some local people go out of their way to treat me as a woman, its nice, but at the same time, I feel like they are just trying to humor me because of how I am.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 28, 2012, 11:24:07 PM
Post by: Edge on July 28, 2012, 11:24:07 PM
My neighbour.
I have a crush on her which feels good because it's the first one I've had on a real person for awhile now, but also now would be a really bad time to ask her out because she just left a bad relationship.
We were talking the other night and she said that she'd never date a guy again because (I forget the insult). When I said "Hey!" she said "You're alright as a friend." So I'm happy she sees me as a guy. I'm a little sad that I can't ask her out which I knew ahead of time and a little unhappy at the insult, but I understand where she's coming from because I'm in the same boat when it comes to relationships.
I have a crush on her which feels good because it's the first one I've had on a real person for awhile now, but also now would be a really bad time to ask her out because she just left a bad relationship.
We were talking the other night and she said that she'd never date a guy again because (I forget the insult). When I said "Hey!" she said "You're alright as a friend." So I'm happy she sees me as a guy. I'm a little sad that I can't ask her out which I knew ahead of time and a little unhappy at the insult, but I understand where she's coming from because I'm in the same boat when it comes to relationships.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: justmeinoz on July 29, 2012, 06:57:28 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on July 29, 2012, 06:57:28 AM
I spent the weekend at a friend's farm in the north of the state, for a 'Christmas in July' dinner (Aussie winter. Even snow on the Western Tiers) . It was a GLBTIQ fund raiser for my support group.
It was good to catch up with a lot of close friends from that end of the state who I don't see as often as I like, but also a bit of a downer to realise that I was one of the few there who was single, especially when several of my friends had just started relationships. I had a good talk with several of my closest friends and have come to the conclusion that I am unlikely to find a partner among the lesbians around here, so will instead just hope to find someone among the BTI and Q of the acronym.
Karen.
It was good to catch up with a lot of close friends from that end of the state who I don't see as often as I like, but also a bit of a downer to realise that I was one of the few there who was single, especially when several of my friends had just started relationships. I had a good talk with several of my closest friends and have come to the conclusion that I am unlikely to find a partner among the lesbians around here, so will instead just hope to find someone among the BTI and Q of the acronym.
Karen.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 29, 2012, 08:25:00 AM
Post by: King Malachite on July 29, 2012, 08:25:00 AM
Listening to the Sailor Moon song Moon Revenge
It's a beautiful song that I like but it makes me sad because I wanted to stand beside Serena and help save the day.
It's a beautiful song that I like but it makes me sad because I wanted to stand beside Serena and help save the day.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 29, 2012, 09:37:14 AM
Post by: Edge on July 29, 2012, 09:37:14 AM
Watching Gin's death scene in Bleach. I like that scene, but it's so sad and he's one of my favourite characters.
Quote from: Malachite on July 25, 2012, 10:56:10 PMThis for me too. I want to cosplay as Grimmjow. As you can see, he goes around pretty much shirtless.
Thinking about Anime Expo-it makes me happy to think about going there and cosplaying but it makes me sad because I know that won't happen until I'm on T and get top surgery which is going to be years from now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 30, 2012, 04:50:38 PM
Post by: V M on July 30, 2012, 04:50:38 PM
I had to go in and have the thing under my ear reworked again so I wasn't very happy about having to have the Dr. cut on me some more :P
I am happy that the Dr. said he thinks he got it all this time and that it's taking to the antibiotics and starting to heal up :)
I am happy that the Dr. said he thinks he got it all this time and that it's taking to the antibiotics and starting to heal up :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 30, 2012, 04:54:01 PM
Post by: King Malachite on July 30, 2012, 04:54:01 PM
Quote from: Edge on July 29, 2012, 09:37:14 AM
Watching Gin's death scene in Bleach. I like that scene, but it's so sad and he's one of my favourite characters.
This for me too. I want to cosplay as Grimmjow. As you can see, he goes around pretty much shirtless.
:( *hugs* I can relate. I get so jealous of the guys who can cosplay shirtless in pubic
Motivation has made me happy and sad. I'm happy because my sister is supposed to be helping me lose weight but i'm unhappy because I have to give up certain foods for the next 21 days. >.>
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jeatyn on July 31, 2012, 09:23:37 AM
Post by: Jeatyn on July 31, 2012, 09:23:37 AM
I'm happy because I got my T script....but I'm unhappy because none of the pharmacy's can get it in stock o__o
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on July 31, 2012, 07:39:27 PM
Post by: Constance on July 31, 2012, 07:39:27 PM
I finished reading the book Love & Lies: Marisol's Story by Ellen Wittlinger. I loved the book, but the next book I've requested from the library isn't in yet and I've nothing to read.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 01, 2012, 11:35:19 PM
Post by: V M on August 01, 2012, 11:35:19 PM
I was feeling tired so I laid down for a nap and had drifted off into a nice deep sleep :icon_sleep: I started to have a dream about someone playing a drum when suddenly I woke up to realize someone was pounding on my front door
I put on my robe and answer the door saying "Can I help you?" there was a lady with a clipboard who asked:
"Is (Male name) there?"
*I'm thinking what are you a cop?* "Yes..."
"Can you do me a favor hon and tell him that the shuttle is here to take him to his therapist appointment?"
"Okay" *Walks into bedroom a moment then back to the door* "He says it's next week, not today"
"Oh, okay hon, sorry if I interrupted anything... I'll let the office know"
"Okay, thank you, see you next week"
I didn't like getting woken up but apparently I passed even though I was half awake and looked like crap :laugh:
I put on my robe and answer the door saying "Can I help you?" there was a lady with a clipboard who asked:
"Is (Male name) there?"
*I'm thinking what are you a cop?* "Yes..."
"Can you do me a favor hon and tell him that the shuttle is here to take him to his therapist appointment?"
"Okay" *Walks into bedroom a moment then back to the door* "He says it's next week, not today"
"Oh, okay hon, sorry if I interrupted anything... I'll let the office know"
"Okay, thank you, see you next week"
I didn't like getting woken up but apparently I passed even though I was half awake and looked like crap :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 01, 2012, 11:40:40 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 01, 2012, 11:40:40 PM
V M, that's an AWESOME pass. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on August 02, 2012, 05:34:04 AM
Post by: Felix on August 02, 2012, 05:34:04 AM
Fantastic dumpsterdiving. Good stuff on the one hand - nice ottoman, sweet piece of luggage, silk ties, great lamp - but on the other hand, stuff to carry. Now my ankle is all crunchy and pulsing insistently painful. Eh.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on August 03, 2012, 07:54:41 PM
Post by: Jam on August 03, 2012, 07:54:41 PM
I finally got around to getting some man vests (yey) but then I asked my friend to try them on and now I feel like cr*p because the sides of his stomach are straight. His whole trunk looks wider and far more masculin then I can ever hope for because I am lumbered with an hour glass figure.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Oriah on August 03, 2012, 08:05:30 PM
Post by: Oriah on August 03, 2012, 08:05:30 PM
I was cutting down weeds with the machette (I broke the weedwhacker) in 100+ degree weather and was getting really irritated by the sweat gathering between my breasts....then I realized I had sweat BETWEEN MY BREASTS and was like yaaaaayyyyyyyy!
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Post by: Constance on August 04, 2012, 06:05:39 PM
Post by: Constance on August 04, 2012, 06:05:39 PM
I finished reading another great book (She Loves You, She Loves You Not) by Julie Anne Peters.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 04, 2012, 10:12:57 PM
Post by: Edge on August 04, 2012, 10:12:57 PM
I'm stressed over finances, but excited about starting university.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on August 07, 2012, 05:35:46 PM
Post by: King Malachite on August 07, 2012, 05:35:46 PM
The new credit music in Sailor Moon Super S. It changed halfway through and I actually like to listen to it. However it maks me unhappy because now it will take longer to finish Sailor Moon Super S. -_-
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on August 11, 2012, 01:26:24 AM
Post by: Constance on August 11, 2012, 01:26:24 AM
After dinner tonight I had a great conversation with my daughter. What made me unhappy was that this conversation started with my daughter telling me that earlier today she just lost her first friend because she's bi. My daughter came out and her (seemingly former) friend scooted away and stopped talking to her.
I'm glad that I'm able to be there for my kids. But, in a way, it sucks when I have to. They shouldn't have to be afraid of losing friends because of who and what they are.
I'm glad that I'm able to be there for my kids. But, in a way, it sucks when I have to. They shouldn't have to be afraid of losing friends because of who and what they are.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Madison Leigh on August 11, 2012, 01:51:40 AM
Post by: Madison Leigh on August 11, 2012, 01:51:40 AM
Quote from: Connie Anne on August 11, 2012, 01:26:24 AM
I'm glad that I'm able to be there for my kids. But, in a way, it sucks when I have to. They shouldn't have to be afraid of losing friends because of who and what they are.
That's so very true, but try and look at it from the other side. That kind of thing is unfortunately going to happen at times and a great many children don't have parents that can/will be supporting. The fact that you can and do support them through things like this is to me one of the things that truly defines a "good" parent.
Madison
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Post by: Constance on August 11, 2012, 09:12:52 AM
Post by: Constance on August 11, 2012, 09:12:52 AM
Quote from: Madison Leigh on August 11, 2012, 01:51:40 AMTrue. Thanks, Madison.
That's so very true, but try and look at it from the other side. That kind of thing is unfortunately going to happen at times and a great many children don't have parents that can/will be supporting. The fact that you can and do support them through things like this is to me one of the things that truly defines a "good" parent.
Madison
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 15, 2012, 09:50:46 PM
Post by: V M on August 15, 2012, 09:50:46 PM
The kick stand on my bicycle had come loose and would randomly rub the tire while I would ride and cause drag :-\
When I went to tighten it down, I found the 8mm hex head wrench on my multitool wouldn't fit into the area because to multitool was too bulky :eusa_think: Well, I finally figured out that I could take the multitool apart and use the wrench individually by turning it with a 8mm box end wrench :eusa_dance: Problem solved
I think if it comes loose again I'll just remove it though
When I went to tighten it down, I found the 8mm hex head wrench on my multitool wouldn't fit into the area because to multitool was too bulky :eusa_think: Well, I finally figured out that I could take the multitool apart and use the wrench individually by turning it with a 8mm box end wrench :eusa_dance: Problem solved
I think if it comes loose again I'll just remove it though
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Post by: Devlyn on August 15, 2012, 10:05:05 PM
Post by: Devlyn on August 15, 2012, 10:05:05 PM
Rain. The garden needs it, but my tomatoes will crack and split.
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Post by: RAY on August 15, 2012, 10:43:16 PM
Post by: RAY on August 15, 2012, 10:43:16 PM
I been missing my mother lately, she died a few years ago. I just wish I could hug her and have her talk with me. I know she is watching me from heaven. I know she is always in my heart and my thoughts. Idon't why Ifeel this way.
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Post by: Snowpaw on August 16, 2012, 03:20:07 AM
Post by: Snowpaw on August 16, 2012, 03:20:07 AM
Oh interesting topic :O Well this girl I went to her house for a date. She hasn't talked to me for a while since. I am saddened that I lost someone interesting to talk to and all, but at the same time I need to figure out my life more before dragging someone else along for the ride :)
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Post by: King Malachite on August 16, 2012, 07:50:05 AM
Post by: King Malachite on August 16, 2012, 07:50:05 AM
Lack of sleep-I'm mad because I am not going to sleep for the next few hours but it's only because I'm waiting for my therapist appointment so that maks me happy in a sense.
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Post by: Edge on August 19, 2012, 07:31:00 PM
Post by: Edge on August 19, 2012, 07:31:00 PM
I finished watching No Ordinary Family. It was cancelled after the first season (not enough publicity I think). I enjoyed watching it.
Some people are trying to play games with me that I have won in the past against much more dangerous opponents. On one hand, it's annoying. On the other, it's amusing that they actually think they are any sort of threat.
Some people are trying to play games with me that I have won in the past against much more dangerous opponents. On one hand, it's annoying. On the other, it's amusing that they actually think they are any sort of threat.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on August 20, 2012, 02:36:26 PM
Post by: Constance on August 20, 2012, 02:36:26 PM
I just had lunch with my ex-wife.
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Post by: Edge on August 20, 2012, 02:50:11 PM
Post by: Edge on August 20, 2012, 02:50:11 PM
I'm going to make a lot of people mad at me for being myself, but I will enjoy myself more.
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Post by: Jam on August 20, 2012, 08:49:31 PM
Post by: Jam on August 20, 2012, 08:49:31 PM
Quote from: Edge on August 19, 2012, 07:31:00 PM
I finished watching No Ordinary Family. It was cancelled after the first season (not enough publicity I think). I enjoyed watching it.
Some people are trying to play games with me that I have won in the past against much more dangerous opponents. On one hand, it's annoying. On the other, it's amusing that they actually think they are any sort of threat.
*note to self- never be Edge's enemy* :P
I have toe hair! And my arm hair is getting really long and thick which makes me happy. But then I keep getting the image of a grizzly bear in my mind...
Still bring on the hobbit feet ;D
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Post by: Rena-san on August 20, 2012, 10:21:44 PM
Post by: Rena-san on August 20, 2012, 10:21:44 PM
A guy held a door open for me, which made me happy.
Until I realized, or thought I realized--hard to tell for sure as it happened fast--that he was giving me a wierd stare. My paranoia set it and that one moment ruined my entire day of happiness and joy I had felt prior. Suddenly all the happy memories and positive comments I recieved today became twisted in my mind. I conviced myself that people didn't like the dress I had on, they only said so because they felt sorry for me. And then as soon as I left they talked bad about me behind my back.
I realized that everyone pry knew that I was just some sad "trans" case.
Until I realized, or thought I realized--hard to tell for sure as it happened fast--that he was giving me a wierd stare. My paranoia set it and that one moment ruined my entire day of happiness and joy I had felt prior. Suddenly all the happy memories and positive comments I recieved today became twisted in my mind. I conviced myself that people didn't like the dress I had on, they only said so because they felt sorry for me. And then as soon as I left they talked bad about me behind my back.
I realized that everyone pry knew that I was just some sad "trans" case.
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Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 20, 2012, 11:02:15 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 20, 2012, 11:02:15 PM
Quote from: Tom on August 20, 2012, 08:49:31 PM
I have toe hair! And my arm hair is getting really long and thick which makes me happy. But then I keep getting the image of a grizzly bear in my mind...
Still bring on the hobbit feet ;D
;D nice! I feel the same way about my butt hair and my light little chest hairs. I keep imagining my Eastern European genes flaring up, and me in a really low cut v-neck with all the hair hanging out for the world to see. :P Becoming a sleazy stereotype lol. But I really like my body hair, even the butt hair.
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Post by: Floritine on August 21, 2012, 06:03:53 AM
Post by: Floritine on August 21, 2012, 06:03:53 AM
realising I can do so things right, then thinking once the plaster was on the next few weeks will suck having one arm ;D ;D
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Post by: Padma on August 21, 2012, 06:11:05 AM
Post by: Padma on August 21, 2012, 06:11:05 AM
After discovering I've put on 5kg in the last month due to comfort eating (due to, and leading to, discomfort) - I realised that at least a small part of that weight gain is boob growth ;D.
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Post by: V M on August 21, 2012, 07:35:21 AM
Post by: V M on August 21, 2012, 07:35:21 AM
The other day when I was riding my bike home from the store some guy with an electronic thingy hooked up in his truck made it whistle at me three times as he went by
At first that made me feel good, but then I fell into one of those stupid insecurity trips were I feel ugly and thinking I don't actually pass and people are just humoring me and then it just started spiraling out of control with self loathing and dark thoughts about what a failure I am and don't deserve to live
I think this all came about when I was trying to make a vid. to post but then decided that although I'm doing okay in the boob dept. I think I look old and have to much belly and not enough butt
Anyway, sorry for the rant :P
At first that made me feel good, but then I fell into one of those stupid insecurity trips were I feel ugly and thinking I don't actually pass and people are just humoring me and then it just started spiraling out of control with self loathing and dark thoughts about what a failure I am and don't deserve to live
I think this all came about when I was trying to make a vid. to post but then decided that although I'm doing okay in the boob dept. I think I look old and have to much belly and not enough butt
Anyway, sorry for the rant :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on August 21, 2012, 07:39:33 AM
Post by: Devlyn on August 21, 2012, 07:39:33 AM
Big hugs, V M!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 21, 2012, 08:03:20 AM
Post by: V M on August 21, 2012, 08:03:20 AM
Thank you Devlyn
I actually go through this more often than I'd like to admit, I just don't talk about it much because I don't wan't to be a downer, but it does get to me sometimes and I have to let it out
Sorry to be such a cry baby wah wah, but I'm human too
I probably just need to get more sleep
Hugs
V M
I actually go through this more often than I'd like to admit, I just don't talk about it much because I don't wan't to be a downer, but it does get to me sometimes and I have to let it out
Sorry to be such a cry baby wah wah, but I'm human too
I probably just need to get more sleep
Hugs
V M
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Post by: Jam on August 21, 2012, 11:34:16 AM
Post by: Jam on August 21, 2012, 11:34:16 AM
Quote from: edderkopp on August 20, 2012, 11:02:15 PM
;D nice! I feel the same way about my butt hair and my light little chest hairs. I keep imagining my Eastern European genes flaring up, and me in a really low cut v-neck with all the hair hanging out for the world to see. :P Becoming a sleazy stereotype lol. But I really like my body hair, even the butt hair.
Nice to know you have bum hair dude ::)
In all seriousness, bum hair is fine but if I ever get back hair I'll be seeking wax strips.
I'm looking forward to college but at the same time Ergh 16 year olds...
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Post by: ShawnaB on August 23, 2012, 05:59:29 AM
Post by: ShawnaB on August 23, 2012, 05:59:29 AM
after 8 weeks of hrt, I need a sports bra. Yay :)
after 8 weeks of hrt, I need a sports bra. Oww :(
after 8 weeks of hrt, I need a sports bra. Oww :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: justmeinoz on August 23, 2012, 07:19:24 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on August 23, 2012, 07:19:24 AM
Talking to my GP today about my trust issues, Lesbian Transphobia and loneliness, and having him give me a kick up the bum and a pat on the back at the same time.
Just needed someone to reassure me I am doing okay. Realised I am still my own worst critic at times.
Just needed someone to reassure me I am doing okay. Realised I am still my own worst critic at times.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 24, 2012, 05:34:07 PM
Post by: V M on August 24, 2012, 05:34:07 PM
Waking up to another day of this world :P
Picking up my bicycle from the bike shop, the bill for $86 for the repairs :P Turns out I had a broken rear axle and the gear cluster and bearings were shot plus the rim had to be trued
The bike shop guy said he was amazed the bicycle was rideable at all
I guess that kid that ran into me awhile back did a lot more damage than I first thought :P
The bike rides pretty good now :)
Picking up my bicycle from the bike shop, the bill for $86 for the repairs :P Turns out I had a broken rear axle and the gear cluster and bearings were shot plus the rim had to be trued
The bike shop guy said he was amazed the bicycle was rideable at all
I guess that kid that ran into me awhile back did a lot more damage than I first thought :P
The bike rides pretty good now :)
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Post by: Constance on August 25, 2012, 10:51:15 PM
Post by: Constance on August 25, 2012, 10:51:15 PM
I attended my ex-wife's Jukai ceremony, where she took the 16 Bodhisattva precepts.
Yeah, I heard her take vows in a religious ceremony. I wonder if she'll keep these vows.
Yeah, I heard her take vows in a religious ceremony. I wonder if she'll keep these vows.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 26, 2012, 02:19:38 PM
Post by: Edge on August 26, 2012, 02:19:38 PM
Pride was a lot of fun... but I was mistaken for a lesbian.
I used the right bathroom! (In a gay bar) But I also used the wrong bathroom when I was afraid to enter the men's bathroom because other guys were in there and I was afraid they'd kick me out.
I met a really hot guy... who got all touchy feely with another guy who is not me... which I am ok with since I'm pretty sure a lot of my attraction to him is because I want to look like him and he's shorter than me which makes me feel better about my height.
I talked to people! I feel pathetic about the fact that this is a big deal.
Being in crowds of people makes me feel very dysphoric because it reminds that my body is wrong. It also confirms that I am, in fact, male. I am also completely certain that a lot of my shyness is due to the fact that my body is wrong.
I used the right bathroom! (In a gay bar) But I also used the wrong bathroom when I was afraid to enter the men's bathroom because other guys were in there and I was afraid they'd kick me out.
I met a really hot guy... who got all touchy feely with another guy who is not me... which I am ok with since I'm pretty sure a lot of my attraction to him is because I want to look like him and he's shorter than me which makes me feel better about my height.
I talked to people! I feel pathetic about the fact that this is a big deal.
Being in crowds of people makes me feel very dysphoric because it reminds that my body is wrong. It also confirms that I am, in fact, male. I am also completely certain that a lot of my shyness is due to the fact that my body is wrong.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on August 26, 2012, 09:37:18 PM
Post by: Constance on August 26, 2012, 09:37:18 PM
Your Humble Savant went back to college today. I've had a lot of fun hanging out with them over the summer. They're the type of kid that makes a parent happy and proud.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ave on August 26, 2012, 09:44:12 PM
Post by: Ave on August 26, 2012, 09:44:12 PM
Drinking spicy noodle soup liquid left over...yum!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on August 27, 2012, 05:55:12 PM
Post by: Jam on August 27, 2012, 05:55:12 PM
I'm enrolling at college tomorrow and later this week I'm off to the cinema with some guys from work for the first time ever. I'm like yey I'm getting a life but at the same time....that's a lot of socialising.
It's all making me very nervous =\
It's all making me very nervous =\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 27, 2012, 05:58:00 PM
Post by: Edge on August 27, 2012, 05:58:00 PM
I start university for the first time next week.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on August 27, 2012, 06:16:27 PM
Post by: Jam on August 27, 2012, 06:16:27 PM
Quote from: Edge on August 27, 2012, 05:58:00 PM
I start university for the first time next week.
are you anxious?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 27, 2012, 06:24:23 PM
Post by: Edge on August 27, 2012, 06:24:23 PM
Quote from: Tom on August 27, 2012, 06:16:27 PMVery. I also forgot to buy school supplies (which I can get on the weekend) and I'm stressed about finances.
are you anxious?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on August 27, 2012, 06:36:27 PM
Post by: Jam on August 27, 2012, 06:36:27 PM
Quote from: Edge on August 27, 2012, 06:24:23 PM
Very. I also forgot to buy school supplies (which I can get on the weekend) and I'm stressed about finances.
Me too minus the finances which I guess is a pretty big minus ::)
argh I don't like meeting new people, its so awkward and I have to give receptionists my old school certificates with my old name.
I wish you could actually dig a hole and hide in it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on August 28, 2012, 04:31:45 PM
Post by: Constance on August 28, 2012, 04:31:45 PM
There's this co-worker who I thought had been giving me the cold shoulder since I started transitioning on the job in last September. Today as I was walking through the office we made eye contact. I smiled at her, but she just looked away.
But as I continued across the office, another co-worker gave me a big smile and a happy "Hi!"
But as I continued across the office, another co-worker gave me a big smile and a happy "Hi!"
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: androgynoid on August 29, 2012, 08:40:55 PM
Post by: androgynoid on August 29, 2012, 08:40:55 PM
My parents and I are watching the Republican National Convention. I'm laughing, otherwise I'd be crying.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ayden on August 30, 2012, 04:31:50 AM
Post by: Ayden on August 30, 2012, 04:31:50 AM
School at my old university started back up again. First day of classes is tomorrow. I'm glad I graduated and I was able to do so with out debt, but I miss the simplicity of the life of a college student and I miss my friends.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on August 30, 2012, 03:29:32 PM
Post by: Padma on August 30, 2012, 03:29:32 PM
I caught myself today just beginning to start (all over a-bloody-gain) setting up to "rescue" a woman I like who's having a hard time.
I'm really tired of this Compulsive White Knight(Dame) thing, and all the misery it's caused me and the women I've done it with.
I'm really glad to have seen myself sliding down that incline, and to step off it, and just be caring instead.
I'm really tired of this Compulsive White Knight(Dame) thing, and all the misery it's caused me and the women I've done it with.
I'm really glad to have seen myself sliding down that incline, and to step off it, and just be caring instead.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 30, 2012, 03:57:46 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 30, 2012, 03:57:46 PM
Quote from: Padma on August 30, 2012, 03:29:32 PM
I caught myself today just beginning to start (all over a-bloody-gain) setting up to "rescue" a woman I like who's having a hard time.
I'm really tired of this Compulsive White Knight(Dame) thing, and all the misery it's caused me and the women I've done it with.
I'm really glad to have seen myself sliding down that incline, and to step off it, and just be caring instead.
I almost got into this situation recently with a friend who was abused. Fortunately, someone gave me really good advice and I was able to avoid it before it really began.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on August 30, 2012, 04:02:24 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on August 30, 2012, 04:02:24 PM
Thought my face was healing, but after shaving it looks as bad as one week ago...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 31, 2012, 07:18:01 PM
Post by: V M on August 31, 2012, 07:18:01 PM
Catching a rather hunky paramedic checkin' me out and then giving me a flirty smile as I was getting ready to leave the grocery store :) I nearly melted, to bad he's too young for me :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on August 31, 2012, 09:28:47 PM
Post by: Jam on August 31, 2012, 09:28:47 PM
Well I'm off to sleep soon which means work will get closer :-\
But at the same time IM SO COSY!! *squishes head into pillow*
But at the same time IM SO COSY!! *squishes head into pillow*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: gennee on August 31, 2012, 09:31:26 PM
Post by: gennee on August 31, 2012, 09:31:26 PM
I was happy visiting the old haunts I frequented as a youth and young adult. It was my comming of age. I am saddened that gentrification has destroyed some of the history of the neighborhoods.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on September 05, 2012, 09:27:10 PM
Post by: Edge on September 05, 2012, 09:27:10 PM
I have a crush :) on someone who I've never met in person and who lives in a different country. :( That probably makes me creepy. :embarrassed:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on September 05, 2012, 09:33:38 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on September 05, 2012, 09:33:38 PM
Lmao. Join the club, Edge. *hug*
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on September 06, 2012, 02:34:05 AM
Post by: Padma on September 06, 2012, 02:34:05 AM
Yeah... I have a crush on someone I've never even seen (no avatar, dammit :)), I just really like how they communicate.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on September 06, 2012, 02:43:58 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on September 06, 2012, 02:43:58 AM
I know who Edge likes, everyone knows who I like :P I am curious to know who Padma likes.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on September 06, 2012, 02:57:16 AM
Post by: Padma on September 06, 2012, 02:57:16 AM
I'll never tell... :). Actually, I have two crushes here. Sigh...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on September 06, 2012, 06:28:42 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on September 06, 2012, 06:28:42 AM
Got my first GID teraphy appointment scheduled for November the 9th. The bad part? The doctor mentioned something about "preparing and adapting to the role", which from what I asked, yes, it is RLE. Wich since June it is not supposed to be mandatory, and it is impossible for me (My parents will kick me and I will be outed at work before time).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on September 06, 2012, 11:11:58 AM
Post by: Sephirah on September 06, 2012, 11:11:58 AM
Poetry made me happy today, and finding that there are some things which transcend the years. Some feelings which... persist.
Tinged with a little sadness though, for the same reasons.
The Angel by William Blake
I dreamt a dream! What can it mean?
And that I was a maiden Queen
Guarded by an Angel mild:
Witless woe was ne'er beguiled!
And I wept both night and day,
And he wiped my tears away;
And I wept both day and night,
And hid from him my heart's delight.
So he took his wings, and fled;
Then the morn blushed rosy red.
I dried my tears, and armed my fears
With ten-thousand shields and spears.
Soon my Angel came again;
I was armed, he came in vain;
For the time of youth was fled,
And grey hairs were on my head.
Tinged with a little sadness though, for the same reasons.
The Angel by William Blake
I dreamt a dream! What can it mean?
And that I was a maiden Queen
Guarded by an Angel mild:
Witless woe was ne'er beguiled!
And I wept both night and day,
And he wiped my tears away;
And I wept both day and night,
And hid from him my heart's delight.
So he took his wings, and fled;
Then the morn blushed rosy red.
I dried my tears, and armed my fears
With ten-thousand shields and spears.
Soon my Angel came again;
I was armed, he came in vain;
For the time of youth was fled,
And grey hairs were on my head.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on September 06, 2012, 07:28:43 PM
Post by: Jam on September 06, 2012, 07:28:43 PM
My mates mum took him some stuff to hospital so he can freshen up and what not so I got to go with and see him. Hes stopped throwing up which is good as well ;D
The bad news - she took my toothbrush :icon_blah:
The bad news - she took my toothbrush :icon_blah:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on September 08, 2012, 07:06:41 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on September 08, 2012, 07:06:41 PM
We were bringing a ton of donations, and I did the heavy lifting...someone said "you're awfully strong for a woman."
It made me happy because T is helping me regain a lot of the muscle mass that I lost when I was sick a few years back, but it made me sad because obviously I was read as female.
It made me happy because T is helping me regain a lot of the muscle mass that I lost when I was sick a few years back, but it made me sad because obviously I was read as female.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on September 08, 2012, 08:46:09 PM
Post by: Jam on September 08, 2012, 08:46:09 PM
I was looking at something in my hand and I looked up to see a 16 or 17 year old girl looking straight at my face. She looked stunned...literally stunned. I could understand that if I was a double decker bus going 70 mph straight at her but...stunned by my face???
It made me happy because I found it humorous but a part of me is thinking that could mean something rather bad lol.
It made me happy because I found it humorous but a part of me is thinking that could mean something rather bad lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: CandyBoy on September 08, 2012, 08:49:36 PM
Post by: CandyBoy on September 08, 2012, 08:49:36 PM
Unhappy: I woke up and realised my carers and foster brother had all gone out for the day without so much as leaving a note and my foster sister is at her mams for the weekend and I have panic attacks when I'm on my own, they could have at least left a note.
Happyish: I was able to sit at the kitchen table and make things out of clay all day without being botherd by an annoying 4 year old boy who ruins everything I do
Happyish: I was able to sit at the kitchen table and make things out of clay all day without being botherd by an annoying 4 year old boy who ruins everything I do
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on September 11, 2012, 02:46:27 AM
Post by: Felix on September 11, 2012, 02:46:27 AM
Finding out my kid still believes in the tooth fairy. Unhappy because I'm apparently all of a sudden squeamish about a bloody tooth falling out of its socket, and also she wrote a letter with questions I can't answer tonight because she'll recognize my handwriting. Happy because it's adorable, and a good reminder that this kid isn't pure viciousness and ill will. She's genuinely childlike and usually doing the best she can. She asked Celeste (the tooth fairy as I was taught to call her) for the crown back, and for a human sized camera to take a picture of her with. I have no idea how to respond to that, so I left some money and no note. My roommate said he didn't feel like donating his handwriting tonight but might tomorrow.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.gstatic.com%2Fimages%3Fq%3Dtbn%3AANd9GcR6pQle9FwZAlabAsFvuG7h9WSUB6irjcOD-oKVz85ufhp0WYXV_g%26amp%3Bt%3D1&hash=a922bcaec64dbd977209ebdf73f6c2962c095e80)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.gstatic.com%2Fimages%3Fq%3Dtbn%3AANd9GcR6pQle9FwZAlabAsFvuG7h9WSUB6irjcOD-oKVz85ufhp0WYXV_g%26amp%3Bt%3D1&hash=a922bcaec64dbd977209ebdf73f6c2962c095e80)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: justmeinoz on September 12, 2012, 05:47:02 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on September 12, 2012, 05:47:02 AM
You could always write left-handed Felix. Tough, been there, done that!
Meeting a fellow, much younger student's mother this evening, and finding her very attractive. Okay Exrtremely Hot!! And straight. ::)
Meeting a fellow, much younger student's mother this evening, and finding her very attractive. Okay Exrtremely Hot!! And straight. ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Reagan on September 12, 2012, 02:49:50 PM
Post by: Reagan on September 12, 2012, 02:49:50 PM
Oooch! Laser day today....
No pain no gain! :P :o
No pain no gain! :P :o
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Teela Renee on September 12, 2012, 03:30:36 PM
Post by: Teela Renee on September 12, 2012, 03:30:36 PM
electrol, my upper lip is forever hair free now, unhappy part, it burns alot. Worst reaction to electrol ive had yet. and I did my eyebrows today :)
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on September 13, 2012, 12:15:20 PM
Post by: Padma on September 13, 2012, 12:15:20 PM
I texted my friend a joke that made her laugh in the face of hardship, and she sent me a lovely thank you text back - which made me cry because I'm fed up with wanting to be important to someone.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on September 13, 2012, 02:32:41 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on September 13, 2012, 02:32:41 PM
I keep losing weigh at a slow but steady rate...
But now I can't sit without a cushion, my ass is now completely flat. I can either try to gain fat or improve the muscles down there...
But now I can't sit without a cushion, my ass is now completely flat. I can either try to gain fat or improve the muscles down there...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on September 14, 2012, 09:57:43 PM
Post by: Felix on September 14, 2012, 09:57:43 PM
Centurylink told me my internet should be up sometime tomorrow morning. Unhappy because that's what they said yesterday, and I've been 21 days without internet, but happy because maybe it'll finally be resolved.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on September 17, 2012, 10:22:30 AM
Post by: Padma on September 17, 2012, 10:22:30 AM
A weird "worldly winds" experience (things not to get blown around by - it's a Buddhist thang :)).
I had to go to my doctor's surgery today to check up on my latest riduculously high E results - the surgery has a self-check-in touch screen, and as of me writing to them last week, I now get to hit the girl button instead of the boy button :D :D :D.
However, the GP I saw today (who's not my usual one, and isn't very with it) had to call the pharmacist to query them about Vaniqa (I was asking for a prescription for this, which is currently licensed for women only), and kept referring to me over the phone as "he", and said to them "he's going through a gender change, but he's still a guy until surgery, can he have this?"
I was so stunned by this that I did't say anything at the time - but I'm going to write her a gentle but firm letter explaining why that's really inappropriate and made me very uncomfortable.
Still: girl button :D :D :D.
::) (and other emoticons...)
I had to go to my doctor's surgery today to check up on my latest riduculously high E results - the surgery has a self-check-in touch screen, and as of me writing to them last week, I now get to hit the girl button instead of the boy button :D :D :D.
However, the GP I saw today (who's not my usual one, and isn't very with it) had to call the pharmacist to query them about Vaniqa (I was asking for a prescription for this, which is currently licensed for women only), and kept referring to me over the phone as "he", and said to them "he's going through a gender change, but he's still a guy until surgery, can he have this?"
I was so stunned by this that I did't say anything at the time - but I'm going to write her a gentle but firm letter explaining why that's really inappropriate and made me very uncomfortable.
Still: girl button :D :D :D.
::) (and other emoticons...)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on September 17, 2012, 04:54:48 PM
Post by: Jam on September 17, 2012, 04:54:48 PM
Quote from: Padma on September 17, 2012, 10:22:30 AM
A weird "worldly winds" experience (things not to get blown around by - it's a Buddhist thang :)).
I had to go to my doctor's surgery today to check up on my latest riduculously high E results - the surgery has a self-check-in touch screen, and as of me writing to them last week, I now get to hit the girl button instead of the boy button :D :D :D.
However, the GP I saw today (who's not my usual one, and isn't very with it) had to call the pharmacist to query them about Vaniqa (I was asking for a prescription for this, which is currently licensed for women only), and kept referring to me over the phone as "he", and said to them "he's going through a gender change, but he's still a guy until surgery, can he have this?"
I was so stunned by this that I did't say anything at the time - but I'm going to write her a gentle but firm letter explaining why that's really inappropriate and made me very uncomfortable.
Still: girl button :D :D :D.
::) (and other emoticons...)
My GP practice has been rather good about all this. They changed my name easily and any doctor I see refers to me with the correct pronouns, including the nurses but I can't do the boy button :( . Although when no one was around the other day I tried the girl button , turns out I can't do thy either so godknows what I'm under lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on September 17, 2012, 08:24:42 PM
Post by: Edge on September 17, 2012, 08:24:42 PM
Thinking of the power I want makes me happy. Thinking of how I don't have it yet and it will take time to get makes me unhappy and impatient.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on September 18, 2012, 02:35:02 AM
Post by: Padma on September 18, 2012, 02:35:02 AM
Yesterday my Decree Nisi arrived in the post - this is part first of UK divorce, part last comes some weeks later. I spent all night dreaming that me and my ex had got back together - and in some of the dreams, it was okay. In the last one, I looked after her while she threw up a lot. Woke up feeling pretty sad, but also relief at the divorce happening.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on September 18, 2012, 11:11:26 AM
Post by: Jam on September 18, 2012, 11:11:26 AM
I really am getting to like a girl at work and well maybe I'm just reading into things too much, but I think she might like me a little too. If she didn't have a boyfriend I'd ask her out, that makes me happy because for once I think I might actually have a chance.
But then I think if she 'knew' about me I doubt she'd like me in that way at all and even over coming that, we are at such different stages in our lives I doubt it could ever work.
:-\
But then I think if she 'knew' about me I doubt she'd like me in that way at all and even over coming that, we are at such different stages in our lives I doubt it could ever work.
:-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 06, 2012, 07:44:21 PM
Post by: V M on October 06, 2012, 07:44:21 PM
Nearly getting hit by a car because the driver was on her cell phone :icon_shakefist: A police car appearing out of seemingly nowhere and going after said offender :icon_rockon:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 09, 2012, 02:18:30 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 09, 2012, 02:18:30 AM
Not only I get to keep my job, but I will also be getting an almost 4000€ yearly raise in my gross income.
The bad part... More responsibilities, work, control and quality of service.
The bad part... More responsibilities, work, control and quality of service.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on October 15, 2012, 07:04:34 PM
Post by: Edge on October 15, 2012, 07:04:34 PM
My son is being really cute and affectionate, but he's supposed to be in bed.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AbraCadabra on October 15, 2012, 09:49:24 PM
Post by: AbraCadabra on October 15, 2012, 09:49:24 PM
Selling my house in an almost dead and static market. Houses, big ones, go for ridiculous prices at present and often do not even move on auctions. I got the price I had asked for last year this time. A lucky strike as it seems after more than one year of laughable offers.
Leaving a place I had painstakingly designed and furnished with the hope of a recovery from the first big downsizing 7 years back; 390 sq. metre with a huge pool then to 280 sq. metre and a quite small pool... after splitting up 3 years ago now my next move will be to ~ 60 sq. meter (a tiny cottage) will be about as small as it gets, save to rent a room only...
At least the cost is such that I'm not squeezed by those for ever rising utility bills and a mini pension that increases maybe just 10% of food and living expense increases.
So, yes, happy AND unhappy. Another dream bubble has burst and I'm almost out of tears.
Simply to fade away often seems an excellent final solution once no one is interested in your skills anymore rendering one useless, and ready for the trash heap.
Sorry for the rant,
Axélle
PS: the 'up side' ? I will not be alone :angel:
Leaving a place I had painstakingly designed and furnished with the hope of a recovery from the first big downsizing 7 years back; 390 sq. metre with a huge pool then to 280 sq. metre and a quite small pool... after splitting up 3 years ago now my next move will be to ~ 60 sq. meter (a tiny cottage) will be about as small as it gets, save to rent a room only...
At least the cost is such that I'm not squeezed by those for ever rising utility bills and a mini pension that increases maybe just 10% of food and living expense increases.
So, yes, happy AND unhappy. Another dream bubble has burst and I'm almost out of tears.
Simply to fade away often seems an excellent final solution once no one is interested in your skills anymore rendering one useless, and ready for the trash heap.
Sorry for the rant,
Axélle
PS: the 'up side' ? I will not be alone :angel:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 19, 2012, 12:55:38 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 19, 2012, 12:55:38 PM
First time I forget to correct a wrong pronoun about me when writing. Wrong in the sense that I should have quickly corrected to a male one. And I don't care anymore about what people think. I'm tired of this fake life...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Beth Andrea on October 19, 2012, 02:01:19 PM
Post by: Beth Andrea on October 19, 2012, 02:01:19 PM
There are a lot of "pieces" of my former self's emotional life inside me...and I've been trying to assimilate them into my new self's structure.
I realized today (just this very morning), that some of the pieces, in particular his love for the ex, are just too big and painful for me to take on. So I have to...
:'( + :)
I realized today (just this very morning), that some of the pieces, in particular his love for the ex, are just too big and painful for me to take on. So I have to...
...just let it go.
:'( + :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: androgynoid on October 25, 2012, 08:47:21 PM
Post by: androgynoid on October 25, 2012, 08:47:21 PM
I got to work with clay at work today! :) I spent over 2 hours basically slamming chunks of clay onto a tabletop. Now my wrists are killing me. Ow. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 25, 2012, 09:24:33 PM
Post by: V M on October 25, 2012, 09:24:33 PM
I bought a rack for the back of my bicycle :) It was a wrestling match to secure the rack and still have enough clearance for the mud flap (fender) that I already have
I got that all worked out but then realized that I didn't have the strength to tighten down the hex head bolts of the rack
to secure it steady :-\ Well I had to be smarter than the hex head
I took my multitool apart and put a large screw driver through the loop end of the hex head wrench and this gave me the leverage to tighten the rack down nice and snug 8) Plus I dug out a large red reflector to put on the end of the rack
It was a little frustrating but I got it figured ;D Yay!!!
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Similar mud flap but they don't carry mine anymore
Similar mud flap but they don't carry mine anymore
I got that all worked out but then realized that I didn't have the strength to tighten down the hex head bolts of the rack
to secure it steady :-\ Well I had to be smarter than the hex head
I took my multitool apart and put a large screw driver through the loop end of the hex head wrench and this gave me the leverage to tighten the rack down nice and snug 8) Plus I dug out a large red reflector to put on the end of the rack
It was a little frustrating but I got it figured ;D Yay!!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Beth Andrea on October 26, 2012, 08:17:42 PM
Post by: Beth Andrea on October 26, 2012, 08:17:42 PM
Got my new "smart phone" today...it's pretty neat, but I have to make a TON of new connections in my brain...:) :-/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ave on October 27, 2012, 11:20:26 AM
Post by: Ave on October 27, 2012, 11:20:26 AM
amtrak ticket to Montreal.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jayne on October 27, 2012, 03:48:24 PM
Post by: Jayne on October 27, 2012, 03:48:24 PM
Today has been a bitter sweet day, I had a text yesterday about the council sorting me out some emergency accomodation & had a meeting today.
I've been given a small flat in a sheltered hostel & I can move in as soon as I can get transport for my stuff (what little I have left), this made me happy.
I can't have pets so I have to say goodbye to my poopie later this week, this made me cry all the way home (i'm not even allowed my hamsters).
My ex will continue looking after poopie & i'll visit but i'll not have much money for bus fare & it's about a 2hr walk.
I can't have broadband fitted as it's temporary accomodation so i'll be cut off from the world for a few months, i'll only be able to post on here when I get access to someones broadband, I also wont be able to play xbox online so will be out of touch with many of my friends. The support workers said they will try to get me access to the hostels broadband but they don't know for sure yet,
I'm keep telling myself that it's only for a few months, they aim to have people moved on to a proper council place within 4 months, fingers crossed.
It's been a day of great relief & heartbreaking sadness.
I've been given a small flat in a sheltered hostel & I can move in as soon as I can get transport for my stuff (what little I have left), this made me happy.
I can't have pets so I have to say goodbye to my poopie later this week, this made me cry all the way home (i'm not even allowed my hamsters).
My ex will continue looking after poopie & i'll visit but i'll not have much money for bus fare & it's about a 2hr walk.
I can't have broadband fitted as it's temporary accomodation so i'll be cut off from the world for a few months, i'll only be able to post on here when I get access to someones broadband, I also wont be able to play xbox online so will be out of touch with many of my friends. The support workers said they will try to get me access to the hostels broadband but they don't know for sure yet,
I'm keep telling myself that it's only for a few months, they aim to have people moved on to a proper council place within 4 months, fingers crossed.
It's been a day of great relief & heartbreaking sadness.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 27, 2012, 08:45:33 PM
Post by: V M on October 27, 2012, 08:45:33 PM
The unexpected expense of having to replace my microwave oven :P The new microwave works a heck of a lot better 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on October 28, 2012, 04:22:14 AM
Post by: Padma on October 28, 2012, 04:22:14 AM
I'm finally doing a tidy-up I've been putting off for months (and of course, it's hardly taking any time at all ::)). I'm finding a lot of things I'd forgotten I had. Some of them are really cool, some are really upsetting. So it goeth.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 05, 2012, 07:41:18 PM
Post by: V M on November 05, 2012, 07:41:18 PM
I went to wash my hands and the bathroom faucet made like a sprinkler :o So I took the aerator apart and cleaned the screen with some SLR... Simple task right? So I get it all put back together but when I go to test it the screen pops out and goes down the drain :icon_anger:
LOL... Good thing I cleaned out the drain trap the other week ::) Oh well, I guess it was new aerator time so I got a new and improved water saving aerator and put it on... Yay, no more sprinkler head faucet :laugh:
LOL... Good thing I cleaned out the drain trap the other week ::) Oh well, I guess it was new aerator time so I got a new and improved water saving aerator and put it on... Yay, no more sprinkler head faucet :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on November 08, 2012, 03:29:00 AM
Post by: Padma on November 08, 2012, 03:29:00 AM
My train to singing was cancelled last night at the last minute - so I took a couple of buses to get there instead. An old fella sat opposite me in the bus aisle smled at me and said something as he was getting off the bus. I articulately said "Eh?", and he repeated himself, but the bus was too noisy, and so all I heard was "mumble mumble mumble, my love."
I have no idea what he said to me, but "my love" is a west country thing you'd never say to a man, if you're a man.
I feel in more or less equal parts flattered and creeped out. I'm pretty sure he wasn't being creepy - you can tell a lot by how someone smiles. But I was still creeped out, and I'm not sure why. But also flattered :).
I have no idea what he said to me, but "my love" is a west country thing you'd never say to a man, if you're a man.
I feel in more or less equal parts flattered and creeped out. I'm pretty sure he wasn't being creepy - you can tell a lot by how someone smiles. But I was still creeped out, and I'm not sure why. But also flattered :).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on November 08, 2012, 09:59:46 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on November 08, 2012, 09:59:46 AM
My chest hurts a lot. I mean, it is hard to wear a shirt. This makes me happy, because it means I am growing. However, I don't like hurting this much. :( ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on November 08, 2012, 02:03:09 PM
Post by: Jam on November 08, 2012, 02:03:09 PM
I love college it's going great but wearing my binder this much more often is killing my chest.
It feels like my ribcage is just going to implode and pop out of my back.
It feels like my ribcage is just going to implode and pop out of my back.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on November 08, 2012, 02:07:09 PM
Post by: Brooke777 on November 08, 2012, 02:07:09 PM
Quote from: Jam on November 08, 2012, 02:03:09 PM
I love college it's going great but wearing my binder this much more often is killing my chest.
It feels like my ribcage is just going to implode and pop out of my back.
Ouch!! That sounds horrible!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KayCeeDee on November 08, 2012, 09:09:57 PM
Post by: KayCeeDee on November 08, 2012, 09:09:57 PM
I had to get my hair trimmed up today, and told the stylist I was wanting to grow it out long, but I wanted it trimmed more andro so it could style it either way. And I chatted with her; usually I sit in silence. So it was good to sort of come out to a stranger, so that made me happy. But it made me unhappy every time I saw my face in the mirror.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on November 09, 2012, 02:27:57 AM
Post by: Padma on November 09, 2012, 02:27:57 AM
I'm heading for Bristol tomorrow for the weekend, to catch up with a few friends. I'd said i would attend a dance meditation evening tomorrow. But I realise I'm not really fit, physically or emotionally, to put myself through that - so I've told my friend I won't come to the dance thing after all. It makes me sad that I'm like this, but happy that I know well enough how to take care of myself that I'm willing to admit what I'm incapable of, before the fact. I'm looking forward to seeing my friends.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on November 09, 2012, 02:28:54 AM
Post by: Jam on November 09, 2012, 02:28:54 AM
Quote from: Brooke777 on November 08, 2012, 02:07:09 PM
Ouch!! That sounds horrible!
Haha feels horrible too >.< top surgery is on the horizon though thankfully :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on November 09, 2012, 09:08:36 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on November 09, 2012, 09:08:36 AM
Quote from: Jam on November 09, 2012, 02:28:54 AM
Haha feels horrible too >.< top surgery is on the horizon though thankfully :)
That is good that top surgery is coming up.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ♥ Dutchess on November 09, 2012, 07:24:57 PM
Post by: ♥ Dutchess on November 09, 2012, 07:24:57 PM
I got fired today..err "Let Go" from a really heinous job.
The good part being how lame and unfeeling the job was and how HAPPY I am to get away from it.
The bad being the cut in finances as I hopefully go on unemployment.
The good part being how lame and unfeeling the job was and how HAPPY I am to get away from it.
The bad being the cut in finances as I hopefully go on unemployment.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 10, 2012, 10:46:17 PM
Post by: V M on November 10, 2012, 10:46:17 PM
Finding myself rather impressed by various individuals, unfortunately they are not making a very good impression :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on November 17, 2012, 06:11:05 AM
Post by: Jamie D on November 17, 2012, 06:11:05 AM
My November labwork.
Lots of good stuff in there. But one sour note as well.
Lots of good stuff in there. But one sour note as well.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on November 17, 2012, 09:48:49 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on November 17, 2012, 09:48:49 AM
Happy:
- Bought a new watch:
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Unhappy:
- I could not enter the electronics shop to buy an epilator because I was carrying a bag with the watch and did not have the exact coin required to operate the storage cabinet.
- I wanted to dip my sorrows buying a few t-shirts and the only had XL and XXL. And I was too big of a pussy to go to the ladies section, where I probably would have found something that suited me better.
- Bought a new watch:
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Unhappy:
- I could not enter the electronics shop to buy an epilator because I was carrying a bag with the watch and did not have the exact coin required to operate the storage cabinet.
- I wanted to dip my sorrows buying a few t-shirts and the only had XL and XXL. And I was too big of a pussy to go to the ladies section, where I probably would have found something that suited me better.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KayCeeDee on November 18, 2012, 07:11:11 PM
Post by: KayCeeDee on November 18, 2012, 07:11:11 PM
Happy: made a gaff and found it wasn't uncomfortable like I thought it would be. Really enjoyed wearing it.
Unhappy: Realizing I'm starting to run out of new things to stave off the dysphoria...
Unhappy: Realizing I'm starting to run out of new things to stave off the dysphoria...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: justmeinoz on November 21, 2012, 06:57:38 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on November 21, 2012, 06:57:38 AM
Unhappy at leaving my girlfriend in Launceston after being together for a week and heading back to Hobart. :( :'( Happy that she will be here Friday for the Pride Parade on Saturday. ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on November 21, 2012, 05:36:08 PM
Post by: Jam on November 21, 2012, 05:36:08 PM
The girl I have a crush on told me she likes me too! And that things haven't been great with her boyfriend in months so she's considering leaving him and not sure what to do.
But...she doesn't know I'm FTM.
:-\
But...she doesn't know I'm FTM.
:-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MeghanAndrews on November 22, 2012, 01:03:36 AM
Post by: MeghanAndrews on November 22, 2012, 01:03:36 AM
Three..........brownie..........bites..........
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: justmeinoz on November 22, 2012, 04:56:18 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on November 22, 2012, 04:56:18 AM
Brownie bites Meghan? If they bite you I reckon they are fair game for eating then. ;)
Still have a sinus bug, but have another day to recover before my girl gets here for the weekend.
Still have a sinus bug, but have another day to recover before my girl gets here for the weekend.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on November 22, 2012, 10:30:47 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on November 22, 2012, 10:30:47 AM
Unhappy: My son's friend showed up with out letting us know ahead of time. Her parents have not told her about me being trans yet. I did not want to shock her, and think it should be up to her parents to tell her how they want to. So, I had to hide in my room for the short time she was here.
Happy: My son's mother (she and I don't usually get along), felt so bad that I had to hide. She kept apologizing for it and truly felt bad. That makes me happy because that means she is starting to understand how much it hurts me to have to hide the real me.
Happy: My son's mother (she and I don't usually get along), felt so bad that I had to hide. She kept apologizing for it and truly felt bad. That makes me happy because that means she is starting to understand how much it hurts me to have to hide the real me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MeghanAndrews on November 22, 2012, 01:08:03 PM
Post by: MeghanAndrews on November 22, 2012, 01:08:03 PM
Quote from: justmeinoz on November 22, 2012, 04:56:18 AMLOL! They were just sitting there on a napkin so innocently. My coworker said "go ahead, have one...or two...or three" and I said "aww, you're so sweet. Thanks, but I can't eat that! WAAAAY too many calories" then he said "Oh please, you can spare calories, eat some" to which I responded by eating THREE of them. He was laughing and said "text me when you regret eating them" and I picked up my phone after I ate them and texted him :)
Brownie bites Meghan? If they bite you I reckon they are fair game for eating then. ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 22, 2012, 08:45:45 PM
Post by: King Malachite on November 22, 2012, 08:45:45 PM
Black Friday
I'm happy that I got some of the games I wanted (especially the last copy of WWE 13) and I'm happy that I got into the Black Friday madness scuffle but I'm unhappy because I didn't get UFC Undisputed 3 which was what I really wanted.
I'm happy that I got some of the games I wanted (especially the last copy of WWE 13) and I'm happy that I got into the Black Friday madness scuffle but I'm unhappy because I didn't get UFC Undisputed 3 which was what I really wanted.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on November 22, 2012, 08:58:01 PM
Post by: Constance on November 22, 2012, 08:58:01 PM
I got to go for a nice bike ride this afternoon and a nice walk this evening. I was able to do these things because I was alone for Thanksgiving.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on November 23, 2012, 02:05:59 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on November 23, 2012, 02:05:59 AM
Still not having the courage to see my GP for a referral to a therapist as I feel so alone and isolated, god I hate having to present as male when I know its so wrong, but I am looking forward to my next LHR session next week as it really has stopped the facial hair growth amazingly well..
Yes I kind of love the pain involved with it in a sick way as it is less than the internal pain I have.
Yes I kind of love the pain involved with it in a sick way as it is less than the internal pain I have.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on November 24, 2012, 09:25:34 AM
Post by: Jam on November 24, 2012, 09:25:34 AM
Quote from: Jam on November 21, 2012, 05:36:08 PM
The girl I have a crush on told me she likes me too! And that things haven't been great with her boyfriend in months so she's considering leaving him and not sure what to do.
But...she doesn't know I'm FTM.
:-\
Well I told her and she's been really good about it so far. She said she would never stop being my friend because of it and stuff.
But...she admitted she couldn't go out with me now.
I've buried my feelings on this, I tried not to. I tried really hard to cry or just be angry and get ot all out but I just felt sick and wanted to sleep. I've woke up this morning with a smile on my face, I know this will come back and bite me but I guess that's just how I deal with things. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on November 24, 2012, 08:00:54 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on November 24, 2012, 08:00:54 PM
Aw man, Jam, that sucks so much. I'm really sorry. But it would have been better, in the end, than torturing yourself wondering when to tell her, you know? :( *big hug*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: justmeinoz on November 25, 2012, 05:41:31 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on November 25, 2012, 05:41:31 AM
Being able to take my girl for her first motorcycle pillion ride today, through the countryside south of here, and her telling me how fantastic it was. Then her having to head back to Launceston after a great weekend.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on November 25, 2012, 08:09:52 AM
Post by: Edge on November 25, 2012, 08:09:52 AM
Yesterday, my son was very cuddly... when he wasn't trying to stand on my head or running around creating havok.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 26, 2012, 07:18:37 PM
Post by: King Malachite on November 26, 2012, 07:18:37 PM
Quote from: Jam on November 24, 2012, 09:25:34 AM
Well I told her and she's been really good about it so far. She said she would never stop being my friend because of it and stuff.
But...she admitted she couldn't go out with me now.
I've buried my feelings on this, I tried not to. I tried really hard to cry or just be angry and get ot all out but I just felt sick and wanted to sleep. I've woke up this morning with a smile on my face, I know this will come back and bite me but I guess that's just how I deal with things. :-\
*HUGS*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jayne on November 27, 2012, 10:27:31 AM
Post by: Jayne on November 27, 2012, 10:27:31 AM
The hostel manager has allowed me to have my hamster in my flat, unfortunately 2 have died, my ex was looking after them but couldn't go in the room with them because they were causing asthma attacks (so she says), she didn't want them getting cold so she put the fire on full blast, when I went in the room it was like a sauna, I know hamsters come from hot regions but at least it cools down at night for them, in the room they were in it would have been roasting hot 24hrs a day.
After I found them dead I cried for the next few days, I got the survivor back to my flat yesterday & she's very happy
After I found them dead I cried for the next few days, I got the survivor back to my flat yesterday & she's very happy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FullThrottleMalehem on November 27, 2012, 05:13:55 PM
Post by: FullThrottleMalehem on November 27, 2012, 05:13:55 PM
I'm so very sorry to hear that happened, how terrible!
I had a dream the other night where everyone referred to me by proper gender pronouns. For once a dream that wasn't a nightmare. Then I was sad because I woke up and realized it was just a dream.
I had a dream the other night where everyone referred to me by proper gender pronouns. For once a dream that wasn't a nightmare. Then I was sad because I woke up and realized it was just a dream.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 27, 2012, 10:40:31 PM
Post by: V M on November 27, 2012, 10:40:31 PM
Yesterday actually, I woke up earlier than usual and couldn't get back to sleep so I decided to do some house chores, color my hair and wax my pits (I was way overdue for both) :) No big deal right?
So I've got the color in my hair and vacuumed the floor while it set then went to heat up the wax in the microwave, every things going off like clockwork until I noticed that the wax was a different formula than my usual but thought... "What the heck, I'll give it a try"
Big mistake :-\ It was much more painful than usual and when I got in the shower the wax wouldn't wash off like it usually does :( So then I've got wax all over my hands, armpits that keep sticking together and some of the wax got stuck in my hair :o I was miserable and trying to find something that would help get the wax off :P
Walla! finally! I remembered a make up remover that I didn't care for but still had around... Hooray!!! It worked!!! :D
So I've got the color in my hair and vacuumed the floor while it set then went to heat up the wax in the microwave, every things going off like clockwork until I noticed that the wax was a different formula than my usual but thought... "What the heck, I'll give it a try"
Big mistake :-\ It was much more painful than usual and when I got in the shower the wax wouldn't wash off like it usually does :( So then I've got wax all over my hands, armpits that keep sticking together and some of the wax got stuck in my hair :o I was miserable and trying to find something that would help get the wax off :P
Walla! finally! I remembered a make up remover that I didn't care for but still had around... Hooray!!! It worked!!! :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SarahM777 on November 30, 2012, 03:34:50 AM
Post by: SarahM777 on November 30, 2012, 03:34:50 AM
Yesterday finally replaced the old WII. Played for some time with the WII fit. :)
You guessed it,got so involved with it I didn't realize how much time I was on it. (I think it was the skate boarding that got me) :P
You guessed it,got so involved with it I didn't realize how much time I was on it. (I think it was the skate boarding that got me) :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on November 30, 2012, 12:15:35 PM
Post by: Brooke777 on November 30, 2012, 12:15:35 PM
Happy: My work has created a transition timeline for me.
Unhappy: In the guide the want me to use a bathroom in a different building for the first month. They want to make it so the only restroom I can use is a single occupant one. I would have to walk outside in the cold and rain just to go pee. That actually goes against the laws of my state, so I told them that is not acceptable.
Unhappy: In the guide the want me to use a bathroom in a different building for the first month. They want to make it so the only restroom I can use is a single occupant one. I would have to walk outside in the cold and rain just to go pee. That actually goes against the laws of my state, so I told them that is not acceptable.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 01, 2012, 01:26:07 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 01, 2012, 01:26:07 PM
- I looked at my last paycheck and was amazed at the difference compared to the previous one.
- I looked at my nose and saddened about how assymetricral and ugly it is.
So I'm going out, almost at night, to extract money from my account and put it in the account with the savings for FFS.
- I looked at my nose and saddened about how assymetricral and ugly it is.
So I'm going out, almost at night, to extract money from my account and put it in the account with the savings for FFS.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: androgynoid on December 05, 2012, 11:09:48 PM
Post by: androgynoid on December 05, 2012, 11:09:48 PM
I was supposed to have a date downtown with a pretty lady today, but she came down with something and had to cancel. :( However, when I told my friend this he suggested we go downtown together instead. I hadn't seen him in months. We went to the outdoor Christmas market, drank mulled wine and ate German food and chocolate, and generally had a great time catching up.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on December 06, 2012, 09:49:03 AM
Post by: Constance on December 06, 2012, 09:49:03 AM
I woke up at about 3:40 this morning and didn't really fall back to sleep until about the time I was supposed to get up. But on the good side, I was able to work out a scene for a book I have in the works.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: silly by the seashore on December 07, 2012, 11:19:28 PM
Post by: silly by the seashore on December 07, 2012, 11:19:28 PM
While its kind of nice to have guys say I'm pretty or beautiful, I still wanna stab most of them with a pen cause I know they would not say that if they knew what I was.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on December 08, 2012, 11:43:35 PM
Post by: Brooke777 on December 08, 2012, 11:43:35 PM
Happy: I met a guy at the bar last night. He kept buying me drinks all night.
Unhappy: I have been hung over all day.
Unhappy: I have been hung over all day.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 09, 2012, 06:29:37 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 09, 2012, 06:29:37 AM
Happy: I am fully shaved, as I like it.
Unhappy: I cut myself on a *TMI* really sensitive place.
Unhappy: I cut myself on a *TMI* really sensitive place.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: androgynoid on December 10, 2012, 11:14:03 AM
Post by: androgynoid on December 10, 2012, 11:14:03 AM
On the upside, I have my rescheduled date with the pretty lady today. On the downside, I'm so nervous I could probably vomit. First dates are probably the scariest thing. Scarier than zombies, and zombies are scary.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on December 10, 2012, 07:39:16 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on December 10, 2012, 07:39:16 PM
Quote from: Cain on December 10, 2012, 11:14:03 AM
On the upside, I have my rescheduled date with the pretty lady today. On the downside, I'm so nervous I could probably vomit. First dates are probably the scariest thing. Scarier than zombies, and zombies are scary.
Glad you got to catch up with your friend, and a rescheduled date!
I hope it all goes well!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on December 10, 2012, 07:40:46 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on December 10, 2012, 07:40:46 PM
Happy - went to the gym
Unhappy - went to the gym to escape very depressing vibe at home, and going to the gym made me feel dysphoric.
Unhappy - went to the gym to escape very depressing vibe at home, and going to the gym made me feel dysphoric.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 12, 2012, 04:59:03 PM
Post by: V M on December 12, 2012, 04:59:03 PM
Had a fairly good session with my therapist today :)
The shuttle drivers really kinda bug me :-\ The first one was coughing her head off on the way there and had the heat up to high then the one on the way back started mumbling to herself and pulled into an elementary school parking lot so I ask her what's going on ??? She tells me she wants to pick up a student before dropping me off so I ask when they get out of school and she says not for 10 min.s
I tell her I really don't want to sit out here waiting that long and I really don't want to be swarmed by a bunch of children and it will only take 5 min.s to drop me off and come back ::) She muttered something under her breath and took me home 8)
The shuttle drivers really kinda bug me :-\ The first one was coughing her head off on the way there and had the heat up to high then the one on the way back started mumbling to herself and pulled into an elementary school parking lot so I ask her what's going on ??? She tells me she wants to pick up a student before dropping me off so I ask when they get out of school and she says not for 10 min.s
I tell her I really don't want to sit out here waiting that long and I really don't want to be swarmed by a bunch of children and it will only take 5 min.s to drop me off and come back ::) She muttered something under her breath and took me home 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ~RoadToTrista~ on December 12, 2012, 05:36:50 PM
Post by: ~RoadToTrista~ on December 12, 2012, 05:36:50 PM
The world ended... And the jokes on everybody who said it wouldn't! ^.^ jk
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 16, 2012, 12:00:21 PM
Post by: King Malachite on December 16, 2012, 12:00:21 PM
Peanut butter cookies
They taste so good but they are so bad for me.
They taste so good but they are so bad for me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: supremecatoverlord on December 17, 2012, 08:23:34 PM
Post by: supremecatoverlord on December 17, 2012, 08:23:34 PM
I am listening to Amanda Palmer, so that makes me happy.
However, I wish I had someone who would recite her songs back and forth with me.
xD
However, I wish I had someone who would recite her songs back and forth with me.
xD
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on December 19, 2012, 10:48:31 PM
Post by: Constance on December 19, 2012, 10:48:31 PM
The support team was treated to drinks and dinner tonight at a local restaurant. That made me happy to hang out with my coworkers and just have fun.
What made me unhappy is that I think I have a crush on the boss's boss. Not good.
What made me unhappy is that I think I have a crush on the boss's boss. Not good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on December 23, 2012, 01:08:51 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on December 23, 2012, 01:08:51 AM
Found a nice dress on-line that I wanted to buy, but when I went in to find it I couldn't find it. Hmmm. Not happy.
I seem to have lost a bit of my fear in the shopping in women's section, as I bought some other items instead and am happy.
Oh well, I will buy it on-line instead. A nice black sateen dress.
A nice coming out dress when that happens.
J
I seem to have lost a bit of my fear in the shopping in women's section, as I bought some other items instead and am happy.
Oh well, I will buy it on-line instead. A nice black sateen dress.
A nice coming out dress when that happens.
J
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 23, 2012, 01:19:14 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 23, 2012, 01:19:14 AM
Quote from: Jenny07 on December 23, 2012, 01:08:51 AM
Found a nice dress on-line that I wanted to buy, but when I went in to find it I couldn't find it. Hmmm. Not happy.
I seem to have lost a bit of my fear in the shopping in women's section, as I bought some other items instead and am happy.
Oh well, I will buy it on-line instead. A nice black sateen dress.
A nice coming out dress when that happens.
J
Ohh Ohh OO,
The shopping bug has been transmitted. Nearly taken, full blown disease on the horizon.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on December 23, 2012, 01:24:13 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on December 23, 2012, 01:24:13 AM
I hope so as I have so much catching up to do.
Was in Myer in the city today, and it was busy.
I am sure that you would love to help.
Was in Myer in the city today, and it was busy.
I am sure that you would love to help.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 23, 2012, 01:35:01 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 23, 2012, 01:35:01 AM
Just buy me something expensive. I like ear rings,
It has been so hot here I think people gave up. I had to go for something I forgot for a salad and went to a smaller shopping mall and it was very quiet.
People seem worn out.
I thought the idea was to enjoy rather than die from exhaustion.
It has been so hot here I think people gave up. I had to go for something I forgot for a salad and went to a smaller shopping mall and it was very quiet.
People seem worn out.
I thought the idea was to enjoy rather than die from exhaustion.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 23, 2012, 01:44:22 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 23, 2012, 01:44:22 AM
I did meet the classic male shoppers.
Five guys mid twenties early thirties (and very cute) . OK you buy Mum one of those perfume sets in a basket, we don't have to wrap it. Dad gets after shave, F**k those spray guns look cool get them for the kids. Get Mum a pie cooker as well. Love pies. Remember we need wrapping paper and bows. That's one of those smelly candles, Sis likes them, get that.
OK I have a $100 anyone else? Cheap s**t she's your Mum.
I realise I was never a guy. But I do like them.
They were really nice and very very cute in a guy way.
Five guys mid twenties early thirties (and very cute) . OK you buy Mum one of those perfume sets in a basket, we don't have to wrap it. Dad gets after shave, F**k those spray guns look cool get them for the kids. Get Mum a pie cooker as well. Love pies. Remember we need wrapping paper and bows. That's one of those smelly candles, Sis likes them, get that.
OK I have a $100 anyone else? Cheap s**t she's your Mum.
I realise I was never a guy. But I do like them.
They were really nice and very very cute in a guy way.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on December 24, 2012, 03:15:29 PM
Post by: Padma on December 24, 2012, 03:15:29 PM
Once again, Santa has brought me a UTI for xmas. Frankly, I'd prefer coal.
The plus side is, I really welcome an excuse not to eat sugar for a couple of days, since the yule-run-up has been bleedin' ridiculous on the cake/pie/choc front, and I can't afford bigger trousies.
The plus side is, I really welcome an excuse not to eat sugar for a couple of days, since the yule-run-up has been bleedin' ridiculous on the cake/pie/choc front, and I can't afford bigger trousies.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Beth Andrea on December 24, 2012, 08:54:32 PM
Post by: Beth Andrea on December 24, 2012, 08:54:32 PM
It's Xmas eve.
Need I say more?
Need I say more?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on December 25, 2012, 12:04:48 PM
Post by: Padma on December 25, 2012, 12:04:48 PM
Flying solo for xmas for the first time, and it's kind of nice (they're *my* roast veg, so I can lean towards more parsnips and garlic if I want!). But I was counting on visiting a friend tomorrow, and he's ill so I can't. Life is unpredictable.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 25, 2012, 05:08:14 PM
Post by: Edge on December 25, 2012, 05:08:14 PM
My son woke up wired in the middle of the night. He woke me up at 4am by saying "Fix it! Fix it!" and pushing my broken glasses in front of my nose. Then, when I had them taped up, he poked me in the chest and said, "I love you."
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 26, 2012, 06:13:13 AM
Post by: V M on December 26, 2012, 06:13:13 AM
My Iguana's night time heat lamp suddenly burnt out early in the morning when it is most needed :P I had the forethought to order spare terrarium lights last week and was up and ready to change the bulb out for a new one 8)
Simple math:
Warm Iguana = Happy Iguana :)
Cold Iguana = Dead pet :P
Simple math:
Warm Iguana = Happy Iguana :)
Cold Iguana = Dead pet :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on December 26, 2012, 06:31:46 AM
Post by: Nero on December 26, 2012, 06:31:46 AM
Quote from: Too Tall With A Bit Of A Belly V M on December 26, 2012, 06:13:13 AM
My Iguana's night time heat lamp suddenly burnt out early in the morning when it is most needed :P I had the forethought to order spare terrarium lights last week and was up and ready to change the bulb out for a new one 8)
Simple math:
Warm Iguana = Happy Iguana :)
Cold Iguana = Dead pet :P
Whew. That's a relief. Is there any other way to keep them warm? Blankets? lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 26, 2012, 07:00:12 AM
Post by: V M on December 26, 2012, 07:00:12 AM
Draping an electric blanket over the terrarium might work but it would be rather expensive on the electric bill and running my wall heater at 80 degrees all night is out of the question
Luckily experience has taught me that I'm going to need one or two nighttime heat bulbs and probably a daytime UV bulb right about this time of year :) Not sure why exactly but for some reason the lamps don't seem to last as well during the frozen months
But such is snow country, the temp. outside most likely won't get above freezing for at least the next three months and I keep my apt. around 40 - 60 degrees, so I have to find the least expensive but most effective way to keep the terrarium around 70 - 80 degrees
Luckily experience has taught me that I'm going to need one or two nighttime heat bulbs and probably a daytime UV bulb right about this time of year :) Not sure why exactly but for some reason the lamps don't seem to last as well during the frozen months
But such is snow country, the temp. outside most likely won't get above freezing for at least the next three months and I keep my apt. around 40 - 60 degrees, so I have to find the least expensive but most effective way to keep the terrarium around 70 - 80 degrees
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily Aster on December 26, 2012, 08:19:14 AM
Post by: Emily Aster on December 26, 2012, 08:19:14 AM
My makeup job. Looked great in the mirror. Looked horrid on film. Just something else I have to figure out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on December 26, 2012, 08:21:10 AM
Post by: Padma on December 26, 2012, 08:21:10 AM
Quote from: Fat Admin on December 26, 2012, 06:31:46 AMKelp porridge would probably help, too. Happiness is a warm iguana.
Whew. That's a relief. Is there any other way to keep them warm? Blankets? lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on December 26, 2012, 08:23:17 AM
Post by: Padma on December 26, 2012, 08:23:17 AM
Quote from: Emily_FormerlyKaren on December 26, 2012, 08:19:14 AMThe camera's always rude. I've learned from experience that there's only one angle at which I like my face in photos, and it takes about 10 goes to get near it. Other people's photos of me? I lower my expectations.
My makeup job. Looked great in the mirror. Looked horrid on film. Just something else I have to figure out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 02, 2013, 03:32:29 AM
Post by: V M on January 02, 2013, 03:32:29 AM
I found it both humorous and sad that someone would try to B.S. me like they did ::) Oh wells, what can you do? People are people, never trust anyone :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on January 02, 2013, 06:12:24 AM
Post by: Nero on January 02, 2013, 06:12:24 AM
Quote from: V M on January 02, 2013, 03:32:29 AM
I found it both humorous and sad that someone would try to B.S. me like they did ::) Oh wells, what can you do? People are people, never trust anyone :P
what happened hon?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 02, 2013, 06:25:06 AM
Post by: Cindy on January 02, 2013, 06:25:06 AM
I'm renewing my passport in my new name and female gender, looking at the picture of the old man in it is either making me laugh or cry and I'm not sure which is the more appropriate.
Geex he was an ugly old bugga
Geex he was an ugly old bugga
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on January 02, 2013, 06:27:27 AM
Post by: Padma on January 02, 2013, 06:27:27 AM
Contents may settle :).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Medusa on January 02, 2013, 07:13:07 AM
Post by: Medusa on January 02, 2013, 07:13:07 AM
I was talking with one cute boy (I want to date) about how strange we are ;D
I said that I bout Hello Kitty Cross Body Bag
and he replied
But still, at least you are a girl (as a girls can be silly ;D )
As a pre-op and he don't know, oh ... :-\ :'(
I said that I bout Hello Kitty Cross Body Bag
and he replied
But still, at least you are a girl (as a girls can be silly ;D )
As a pre-op and he don't know, oh ... :-\ :'(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 02, 2013, 02:00:15 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 02, 2013, 02:00:15 PM
My glasses....this is the first time that I have picked out male glasses so that's good....but the bad part is that I don't like these too much
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on January 02, 2013, 03:41:06 PM
Post by: Nero on January 02, 2013, 03:41:06 PM
Quote from: Malachite on January 02, 2013, 02:00:15 PM
My glasses....this is the first time that I have picked out male glasses so that's good....but the bad part is that I don't like these too much
Pics so we can judge for ourselves. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: spring0721 on January 02, 2013, 03:55:19 PM
Post by: spring0721 on January 02, 2013, 03:55:19 PM
My best friend is moving tomorrow, we packed her up today. It was a really exciting time because she's super excited about her new job/new city etc. We looked at tons of old pictures from us when we were little which was fun and made us both laugh. Excited for her & very sad at the same time :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 02, 2013, 10:00:10 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 02, 2013, 10:00:10 PM
Quote from: Fat Admin on January 02, 2013, 03:41:06 PM
Pics so we can judge for ourselves. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi48.tinypic.com%2Fjzyae8.jpg&hash=bf189dc5f1efd73a092e00e43e7a039ea8c1032b)
I don't know if you can see it in the pic but the glasses kind of slant at an angle
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 02, 2013, 10:43:13 PM
Post by: V M on January 02, 2013, 10:43:13 PM
When I went to the store this evening people kept asking me if I was feeling okay ??? Granted I appreciated their concern but I was thinking what the hecks? Do I look that bad? I am in quite a bit of pain and often feel rather tired, but that's a daily thing that I deal with... I just thought it was kinda weird :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 02, 2013, 11:45:34 PM
Post by: Edge on January 02, 2013, 11:45:34 PM
I met up with some people this evening. Yay!
One kept going on about gender roles. Boo.
I was told that I look androgynous and could "go either way." Yay!
She told the other trans guy there that he looked feminine. Not cool. Boo.
The other trans guy showed up stoned. I'm not too pleased with that.
I got a babysitter for friday, bought myself pants, and put in my transfer to the science program. Yay!
One kept going on about gender roles. Boo.
I was told that I look androgynous and could "go either way." Yay!
She told the other trans guy there that he looked feminine. Not cool. Boo.
The other trans guy showed up stoned. I'm not too pleased with that.
I got a babysitter for friday, bought myself pants, and put in my transfer to the science program. Yay!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: crazy at the coast on January 03, 2013, 10:09:50 PM
Post by: crazy at the coast on January 03, 2013, 10:09:50 PM
The brother of a girl I know was in the store with her tonight and kept telling me how pretty I was. While in a way, that's nice and makes me happy, it also bugs me because I know if he actually knew about me, he wouldn't say it, just like a lot of the guys around here are about it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 03, 2013, 10:27:03 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 03, 2013, 10:27:03 PM
I just had to unfriend and block a guy on Facebook because he keeps using homophobic slurs to describe things he dislikes, ignoring my requests to keep that stuff off my wall, and telling me I'm "over-reacting" because I "have a vagina". This moron knows I'm trans, so that made it doubly annoying.
Sod it. I tried to get him to be a better person, but he's not for listening. I am not the A**hole Whisperer.
It was an unpleasant exchange though, so I've got a ton of social anxiety in my head right now.
Sod it. I tried to get him to be a better person, but he's not for listening. I am not the A**hole Whisperer.
It was an unpleasant exchange though, so I've got a ton of social anxiety in my head right now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 04, 2013, 03:41:00 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 04, 2013, 03:41:00 AM
Quote from: DeeperThanSwords on January 03, 2013, 10:27:03 PM
I just had to unfriend and block a guy on Facebook because he keeps using homophobic slurs to describe things he dislikes, ignoring my requests to keep that stuff off my wall, and telling me I'm "over-reacting" because I "have a vagina". This moron knows I'm trans, so that made it doubly annoying.
Sod it. I tried to get him to be a better person, but he's not for listening. I am not the A**hole Whisperer.
It was an unpleasant exchange though, so I've got a ton of social anxiety in my head right now.
I feel you there, confrontation tends to leave me rattled. It's hard, even when you know you are right, and you're standing by your values, I feel like I have something to apologize for. Or I wonder if I could have done better in making them change their ways, lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on January 04, 2013, 09:31:43 AM
Post by: Constance on January 04, 2013, 09:31:43 AM
Last night, my sangha met for zazen in the home of one the sangha members who is dying. We sat in her living room, and on a table top were three tiny square canvasses on three tiny easels. They were pictures this dying members had painted for her granddaughter.
She'd given her granddaughter the Moon, the Sun, and the Stars.
She'd given her granddaughter the Moon, the Sun, and the Stars.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 04, 2013, 05:04:13 PM
Post by: Edge on January 04, 2013, 05:04:13 PM
My son isn't feeling well which means I have to miss the PFLAG meeting. On the bright side, I might have a babysitter for the next one. Also, the forty five minutes of quiet cuddles I got are so worth it. (It's just a cold, so I'm not worried, but he wants me to hold him when he's feeling poorly. I have no problem with that. ;D )
I just e-mailed my profs about using my preferred name. I am both excited and nervous. Mostly excited because most people have been supportive so far. Also, my androgynous looking geology professor is cool and funny and I have her again this semester, so I'm pretty happy about that while also being nervous because I don't know what she thinks of trans men. Especially one who will where green nail polish around halloween and look at the pink sandstone in the lab even though it's not one of the rocks on the lab because "it's pretty." (Really, it was because I was comparing it to the other pink sandstone, but also 'cause it's pretty.) Yep, I'm manly.
I just e-mailed my profs about using my preferred name. I am both excited and nervous. Mostly excited because most people have been supportive so far. Also, my androgynous looking geology professor is cool and funny and I have her again this semester, so I'm pretty happy about that while also being nervous because I don't know what she thinks of trans men. Especially one who will where green nail polish around halloween and look at the pink sandstone in the lab even though it's not one of the rocks on the lab because "it's pretty." (Really, it was because I was comparing it to the other pink sandstone, but also 'cause it's pretty.) Yep, I'm manly.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 04, 2013, 06:06:07 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 04, 2013, 06:06:07 PM
Quote from: Liam Erik on January 04, 2013, 10:00:04 AM
The cat takes enormous pleasure in pushing things off other things. My contacts case, a Christmas bow, a tin of altoids, and my Hobbit 3D glasses just hit the floor one at a time.
It is annoying to be unable to set anything on top of anything else with any reasonable expectation of it remaining thus. But he's awfully cute. :icon_shakefist:
Cuteness is their superpower. It lets them get away with pretty much anything.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 04, 2013, 06:07:39 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 04, 2013, 06:07:39 PM
Quote from: Casey on January 04, 2013, 03:41:00 AM
I feel you there, confrontation tends to leave me rattled. It's hard, even when you know you are right, and you're standing by your values, I feel like I have something to apologize for. Or I wonder if I could have done better in making them change their ways, lol.
Exactly, you've got it bang on there. I keep telling myself that I did talk to him several times about it, and he repeatedly ignored my requests, and that I shouldn't have to put up with people who make me unhappy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on January 08, 2013, 01:32:57 AM
Post by: Felix on January 08, 2013, 01:32:57 AM
In reverse order of occurrence: my space heater (feels good but expensive) alcohol (questionably healthy and costs money), music (often provokes mixed emotions), my roommate, the internet, and the extreme childishness of my kid (often endearing but also drives me crazy).
Sleep, too. It feels good and gives me strength but I keep waking myself up yelling. It's not like I was in Vietnam or something. I'm just a wuss.
Sleep, too. It feels good and gives me strength but I keep waking myself up yelling. It's not like I was in Vietnam or something. I'm just a wuss.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Medusa on January 08, 2013, 08:05:20 AM
Post by: Medusa on January 08, 2013, 08:05:20 AM
so, year waiting time for SRS begins
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: janis on January 08, 2013, 09:20:24 AM
Post by: janis on January 08, 2013, 09:20:24 AM
Hi,
Tomorrow is my BD. I will be 68 years young, which makes me happy
and sad at the same time living in a male body I can't stand, but I
guess what will be will be.
I just wish the hormones would work a little faster.
janis
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 10, 2013, 02:38:45 AM
Post by: King Malachite on January 10, 2013, 02:38:45 AM
The custom match on Black Ops 2
It's so much fun but I can't rank up from it.
It's so much fun but I can't rank up from it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily Aster on January 10, 2013, 09:17:25 AM
Post by: Emily Aster on January 10, 2013, 09:17:25 AM
Woke up 2 hours late for work... and got more than 5hrs of sleep for a change.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on January 10, 2013, 10:11:41 AM
Post by: Constance on January 10, 2013, 10:11:41 AM
I had practice discussion with my Zen teacher last night. I explained that I'm both happier and unhappier than I've ever been in my memory. She said that while this feels bleak, this in a way is the heart of Zen.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 10, 2013, 12:48:58 PM
Post by: V M on January 10, 2013, 12:48:58 PM
I was making a Monte Cristo sandwich and was in the process of scooping it up out of the pan when I started to have one of the fine little seizures I get from time to time :P
Luckily the sandwich just fell back in the pan so it was okay, but I dropped one of my favorite plates on the floor and it broke :P
Luckily the sandwich just fell back in the pan so it was okay, but I dropped one of my favorite plates on the floor and it broke :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on January 11, 2013, 07:15:03 AM
Post by: Felix on January 11, 2013, 07:15:03 AM
Quote from: V M on January 10, 2013, 12:48:58 PMhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monte_Cristo_sandwich (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monte_Cristo_sandwich)
I was making a Monte Cristo sandwich and was in the process of scooping it up out of the pan when I started to have one of the fine little seizures I get from time to time :P
Luckily the sandwich just fell back in the pan so it was okay, but I dropped one of my favorite plates on the floor and it broke :P
I hope you're okay and that the sandwich was good. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on January 11, 2013, 07:50:39 AM
Post by: Nero on January 11, 2013, 07:50:39 AM
Quote from: V M on January 10, 2013, 12:48:58 PM
Luckily the sandwich just fell back in the pan so it was okay, but I dropped one of my favorite plates on the floor and it broke :P
Oh god I hate that. Are you eating enough, dear?
As for me, I'm happy I'm finally coming out of my shell. But sad I wasted so much time. I wish I would have come out of my shell when I first started transitioning.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 11, 2013, 07:58:26 AM
Post by: Cindy on January 11, 2013, 07:58:26 AM
Quote from: V M on January 10, 2013, 12:48:58 PM
I was making a Monte Cristo sandwich and was in the process of scooping it up out of the pan when I started to have one of the fine little seizures I get from time to time :P
Luckily the sandwich just fell back in the pan so it was okay, but I dropped one of my favorite plates on the floor and it broke :P
You OK Sis?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 17, 2013, 10:40:54 AM
Post by: Edge on January 17, 2013, 10:40:54 AM
I got introduced to a band I really like and I'm having fun watching videos of one of their concerts. I'm also feeling a painful amount of jealousy and dysphoria.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily Aster on January 17, 2013, 11:02:26 AM
Post by: Emily Aster on January 17, 2013, 11:02:26 AM
I got up the nerve to physically go to the store to buy my latest wave of girl mode clothes. Figured while I was there, let me give this epilator thing a shot too. So there I am with a cart full of women's clothes, already nervous, and the epilator in the bright pink box is on a security holder thing. I almost decided not to get it, but I sucked it up and asked a saleswoman. She wouldn't give it to me and took it to the front desk to wait for me to checkout. It's safe to buy a razor, but an epilator is just too dangerous for someone to hold onto. So I get up to the register and there are 3 registers open and a very long line of people waiting. I finally get to my turn and have to ask for it. So the cashiers are yelling back and forth to find out where this guy's epilator is, they hold up the bright pink box and ask me if this is it.
Was very unhappy because I was so embarrassed by all that, but I was the only one worried about it! Happy cause I survived and made it home with all this cool stuff to checkout.
Was very unhappy because I was so embarrassed by all that, but I was the only one worried about it! Happy cause I survived and made it home with all this cool stuff to checkout.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MyKa on January 17, 2013, 05:57:17 PM
Post by: MyKa on January 17, 2013, 05:57:17 PM
Went and seen my therapist today. The good news is i could have both the letters needed to start the srs process!!!!! The bad news is i really don't have the money/ my insurance doesn't cover srs at this time. I feel so in limbo right now :( just wanna cry. Don't know what to do!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 19, 2013, 10:34:10 PM
Post by: V M on January 19, 2013, 10:34:10 PM
Finally getting the jump on an elusive fly that had snuck in :icon_joy: Icky bug guts on my hand :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Catherine Sarah on January 19, 2013, 10:43:32 PM
Post by: Catherine Sarah on January 19, 2013, 10:43:32 PM
Ooooooooooooooh Y U C K That is simply gross
But in answer to the thread; trying to work out how to answer it
Huggs
Catherine :laugh:
But in answer to the thread; trying to work out how to answer it
Huggs
Catherine :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 23, 2013, 03:47:46 PM
Post by: V M on January 23, 2013, 03:47:46 PM
I was really dreading my therapist session today because I'd been sick, even to the point of having an early morning anxiety attack :-\ The problem is you have to give two days notice if you're going to cancel an appt. or you get charged for the time plus a $25 cancellation fee
So I finally get to sleep for awhile then wake up and get ready to go, right about the time I'm wondering where is the darn shuttle? I get a call from the office informing that my therapist is out sick and that my appt. has been cancelled
So I was both relieved and a bit disappointed at the same time and I'm still sick :P
So I finally get to sleep for awhile then wake up and get ready to go, right about the time I'm wondering where is the darn shuttle? I get a call from the office informing that my therapist is out sick and that my appt. has been cancelled
So I was both relieved and a bit disappointed at the same time and I'm still sick :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on January 24, 2013, 04:15:55 PM
Post by: Brooke777 on January 24, 2013, 04:15:55 PM
Happy: I have my first ever crush!
Unhappy: She is married to another woman.
Unhappy: She is married to another woman.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on January 24, 2013, 04:19:25 PM
Post by: Nero on January 24, 2013, 04:19:25 PM
My heart.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 27, 2013, 12:19:36 AM
Post by: V M on January 27, 2013, 12:19:36 AM
The grocery store discontinued it's store brand of a cheese I like and had sold out of my next choice up :-\ But then I noticed another brand that was a couple of dollars more but had more than twice as much cheese (6 ounce VS 16 once) So I buy it
Of course I wanted to try some as soon as I got home and oh my goodness, yummy yummy :) So doing the math I figured out that I got a tastier cheese at a better price per ounce
*Does happy cheese dance*
Of course I wanted to try some as soon as I got home and oh my goodness, yummy yummy :) So doing the math I figured out that I got a tastier cheese at a better price per ounce
*Does happy cheese dance*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 27, 2013, 10:42:13 AM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 27, 2013, 10:42:13 AM
Quote from: Brooke777 on January 24, 2013, 04:15:55 PM
Happy: I have my first ever crush!
Unhappy: She is married to another woman.
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you'll be ok.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on January 27, 2013, 10:43:34 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on January 27, 2013, 10:43:34 AM
Quote from: DeeperThanSwords on January 27, 2013, 10:42:13 AM
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you'll be ok.
You're sweet. Thanks!
Actually, I'm over it now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 27, 2013, 10:45:06 AM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on January 27, 2013, 10:45:06 AM
Quote from: Brooke777 on January 27, 2013, 10:43:34 AM
You're sweet. Thanks!
Actually, I'm over it now.
Ah ok, I was going to say that crushes tend to pass or die down over time, but you're already sorted, so thumbs up to you! :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on January 27, 2013, 10:47:26 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on January 27, 2013, 10:47:26 AM
Quote from: DeeperThanSwords on January 27, 2013, 10:45:06 AM
Ah ok, I was going to say that crushes tend to pass or die down over time, but you're already sorted, so thumbs up to you! :)
It was an interesting experience. I actually did not know I was capable of having a crush. It's nice to know that it can happen, and hopefully if it happens again, she will be available.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on January 31, 2013, 08:00:21 PM
Post by: Constance on January 31, 2013, 08:00:21 PM
The Happy: I get to be the jisha (Zen priest's assistant) during zazen tonight with my sangha.
The Unhappy: It'll be for a memorial ceremony for a sangha member who died of cancer last week.
The Unhappy: It'll be for a memorial ceremony for a sangha member who died of cancer last week.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on February 02, 2013, 01:37:36 PM
Post by: Felix on February 02, 2013, 01:37:36 PM
Sleep deprivation. Like on the one hand I know it's terribly unhealthy to sleep so erratically but on the other hand I've done it all my life and I feel fine right this moment, so what could go wrong? :laugh:
I'm gonna be young forever.
I'm gonna be young forever.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 02, 2013, 06:04:04 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 02, 2013, 06:04:04 PM
The unhappy - I had a drink while I was home alone tonight, without permission from der Bossman.
The happy - It was a small reward for doing lots of housework and being good this week, and was fine with only having the one. I think I appreciate my wine tasting more when it's less frequent, so this is good.
Second unhappy - I've had my debit and credit cards taken off me (well, rather, I've given them over to Himself, and asked him to look after my accounts).
Second happy - It's for my own good, and I'm feeling positive about it helping me to conquer my unhealthy impulsive spending.
The happy - It was a small reward for doing lots of housework and being good this week, and was fine with only having the one. I think I appreciate my wine tasting more when it's less frequent, so this is good.
Second unhappy - I've had my debit and credit cards taken off me (well, rather, I've given them over to Himself, and asked him to look after my accounts).
Second happy - It's for my own good, and I'm feeling positive about it helping me to conquer my unhealthy impulsive spending.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on February 02, 2013, 09:43:15 PM
Post by: V M on February 02, 2013, 09:43:15 PM
Being able to help the various elderly folks at my apt.s with various things :) Waking up stiff, sore and hurting for the next few days after helping said people :P
Also, some folks at my apt.s have no problem with me being a girl :) But some others are not very accepting and rather pointedly adamant about using male pronouns and such in reference to me :P
Also, some folks at my apt.s have no problem with me being a girl :) But some others are not very accepting and rather pointedly adamant about using male pronouns and such in reference to me :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kevin Peña on February 02, 2013, 10:42:32 PM
Post by: Kevin Peña on February 02, 2013, 10:42:32 PM
Quote from: V M on February 02, 2013, 09:43:15 PM
But some others are not very accepting and rather pointedly adamant about using male pronouns and such in reference to me :P
Umm, at least they don't call you, "it." :-\
Well, my stove finally got replaced, but I had to buy a new extension cord for it's special plug. $8 down the tube. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on February 02, 2013, 11:41:59 PM
Post by: V M on February 02, 2013, 11:41:59 PM
Quote from: DianaP on February 02, 2013, 10:42:32 PM
Umm, at least they don't call you, "it." :-\
Well, my stove finally got replaced, but I had to buy a new extension cord for it's special plug. $8 down the tube. :(
Sorry dear, do people call you "it"? If they do, that's a terrible thing to say to someone
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 03, 2013, 05:39:30 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 03, 2013, 05:39:30 PM
Quote from: V M on February 02, 2013, 11:41:59 PM
Sorry dear, do people call you "it"? If they do, that's a terrible thing to say to someone
Agreed, that's horrible.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on February 03, 2013, 08:11:59 PM
Post by: Constance on February 03, 2013, 08:11:59 PM
I got in at 2am this morning, so this post is a little late.
The Happy: I was kissed for the first time since April 2011.
The Unhappy: It was by a person who has told me we won't be lovers while I'm pre-op.
The More Happy: She baked me a cake to celebrate my legal name & gender change.
The Happy: I was kissed for the first time since April 2011.
The Unhappy: It was by a person who has told me we won't be lovers while I'm pre-op.
The More Happy: She baked me a cake to celebrate my legal name & gender change.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 04, 2013, 10:19:05 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 04, 2013, 10:19:05 PM
Unhappy - I caved in and had a drink.
Happy - I stopped myself going too far, and am about to have some tea instead.
Happy - I stopped myself going too far, and am about to have some tea instead.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 05, 2013, 07:42:16 PM
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 05, 2013, 07:42:16 PM
Happy: Bought my first pair of ladies shoes!
Unhappy: Found out I'm a size 11 so they aren't exactly easy to find...
Unhappy: Found out I'm a size 11 so they aren't exactly easy to find...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 05, 2013, 08:37:00 PM
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 05, 2013, 08:37:00 PM
Quote from: kkut on February 05, 2013, 07:46:51 PM
LOL, you should be thrilled! Maybe hard to find, but atleast you can!
Oh, I am thrilled and the happy far outweighs the unhappy! Wearing them right now ;D
Plus I picked up rainbow fuzzy Hello Kitty slippers to go with my pink Minnie jammies :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kevin Peña on February 05, 2013, 08:43:02 PM
Post by: Kevin Peña on February 05, 2013, 08:43:02 PM
Quote from: Orihime on February 05, 2013, 08:37:00 PM
Oh, I am thrilled and the happy far outweighs the unhappy! Wearing them right now ;D
Plus I picked up rainbow fuzzy Hello Kitty slippers to go with my pink Minnie jammies :D
You are such a girl... :)
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I found a cute pair of boots that my mom hasn't worn in awhile. :) However, my stupid man-feet won't let me fit in them. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 06, 2013, 12:37:38 AM
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 06, 2013, 12:37:38 AM
Quote from: DianaP on February 05, 2013, 08:43:02 PM
You are such a girl... :)
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I found a cute pair of boots that my mom hasn't worn in awhile. :) However, my stupid man-feet won't let me fit in them. :(
Thank you ;D After I posted that I went and put them on and played a "truth or dare" type board game with my daughters, which included a dare challenge of having to write what boy I thought was cute on my hand whilst blindfolded and seeing if they could read it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on February 06, 2013, 03:06:34 AM
Post by: Felix on February 06, 2013, 03:06:34 AM
Quote from: Orihime on February 05, 2013, 07:42:16 PMWhat's cool about having weird sizes is that where they do turn up you get first dibs.
Happy: Bought my first pair of ladies shoes!
Unhappy: Found out I'm a size 11 so they aren't exactly easy to find...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on February 06, 2013, 10:02:15 AM
Post by: Constance on February 06, 2013, 10:02:15 AM
Quote from: Orihime on February 05, 2013, 07:42:16 PMI've found that at Woman Within (http://www.womanwithin.com/) I can usually find a pretty good selection of size 11 and even size 12 shoes.
Happy: Bought my first pair of ladies shoes!
Unhappy: Found out I'm a size 11 so they aren't exactly easy to find...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 06, 2013, 12:49:35 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 06, 2013, 12:49:35 PM
Quote from: Orihime on February 05, 2013, 08:37:00 PM
Oh, I am thrilled and the happy far outweighs the unhappy! Wearing them right now ;D
Plus I picked up rainbow fuzzy Hello Kitty slippers to go with my pink Minnie jammies :D
That's adorable ;D.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on February 07, 2013, 01:57:28 AM
Post by: Felix on February 07, 2013, 01:57:28 AM
My cat wants to sit with me. That makes me happy because it's the chillest affection ever, and makes me unhappy because I'm trying to inject and the cat trying to jump up right now is not cool.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on February 07, 2013, 06:48:29 PM
Post by: King Malachite on February 07, 2013, 06:48:29 PM
Power outages are no fun to begin with but:
The good: My internet is working
The bad: Half the power is out in my room and the kitchen and dining room. My mom and brother get all the power in their room. :(
The good: My internet is working
The bad: Half the power is out in my room and the kitchen and dining room. My mom and brother get all the power in their room. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 08, 2013, 04:02:34 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 08, 2013, 04:02:34 PM
Happy - I'm no longer feeling scared to cut my hair off.
Unhappy - I can't afford to get it done properly, and Himself seemed less than on board when I mentioned it.
Unhappy - I can't afford to get it done properly, and Himself seemed less than on board when I mentioned it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Phoeniks on February 08, 2013, 06:47:35 PM
Post by: Phoeniks on February 08, 2013, 06:47:35 PM
I just learned to stand on my own two feet and hold my ground. Even if I'm abused emotionally. Even if my "friend" is the one who does that to me.
Phew.
Good thing: being true to myself.
Sad thing: seeing how superficial a "friendship" can be.
Phew.
Good thing: being true to myself.
Sad thing: seeing how superficial a "friendship" can be.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 08, 2013, 07:51:59 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 08, 2013, 07:51:59 PM
Quote from: Phoeniks on February 08, 2013, 06:47:35 PM
I just learned to stand on my own two feet and hold my ground. Even if I'm abused emotionally. Even if my "friend" is the one who does that to me.
Phew.
Good thing: being true to myself.
Sad thing: seeing how superficial a "friendship" can be.
*hugs*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on February 09, 2013, 02:43:45 AM
Post by: Felix on February 09, 2013, 02:43:45 AM
Morrissey. :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kevin Peña on February 09, 2013, 06:06:42 PM
Post by: Kevin Peña on February 09, 2013, 06:06:42 PM
Happy: I can do some pretty good impressions. :)
Unhappy: They're of Kermit the Frog, Marvin the Martian, Optimus Prime, Boo-boo and Yogi, Mickey Mouse, Goofy, Christian Bale's Batman, and Bane. :icon_cry2:
Unhappy: They're of Kermit the Frog, Marvin the Martian, Optimus Prime, Boo-boo and Yogi, Mickey Mouse, Goofy, Christian Bale's Batman, and Bane. :icon_cry2:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on February 09, 2013, 08:22:54 PM
Post by: V M on February 09, 2013, 08:22:54 PM
The checker at the grocery store gave me the wrong change :-\ But she's a nice gal so even with having a migraine headache I was able to be nice and get it all sorted without raising much a fuss :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on February 11, 2013, 09:58:31 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on February 11, 2013, 09:58:31 AM
Unhappy - I am so tired today. I stayed up past midnight last night and had to get up at 5 for work.
Happy - The reason I stayed up past midnight is because I was talking to this woman that I am quite interested in. ;D
Happy - The reason I stayed up past midnight is because I was talking to this woman that I am quite interested in. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily Aster on February 11, 2013, 10:13:23 AM
Post by: Emily Aster on February 11, 2013, 10:13:23 AM
How comfortable I am right now with girl underneath and androgyne on top is what makes me happy. What makes me sad about it is that I only have one shirt that I can consider androgynous, so I need to go shopping again (shopping is actually good.. having to get to the mall to do it is bad).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on February 11, 2013, 11:01:20 AM
Post by: Felix on February 11, 2013, 11:01:20 AM
Finally getting Leah's vaccinations done today. It'll be nice to have it out of the way but I expect it'll get interesting. ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on February 12, 2013, 06:06:46 PM
Post by: Edge on February 12, 2013, 06:06:46 PM
This weekend, I watched a series that I have mixed feelings for. On one hand, I really like it. On the other, it makes me feel kind of weird. Now, I'm in some sort of mood where I feel glad and down at the same time and I can't even describe why or anything and I want to discuss it with someone, but I'm afraid they'll be weirded out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ford on February 12, 2013, 07:58:48 PM
Post by: ford on February 12, 2013, 07:58:48 PM
I've been trying to get a job with the US Forest Service...it's been a long ongoing process, but I heard from them today and it sounds like I'll probably get it! The bad...they don't know I'm trans, and I'm hoping to start T soon. So basically, I'll show up, perhaps wait until I have a paycheck under my belt, and then say "Surprise!".
From what research I've done though it looks like federal employees have the right to transition at work...so perhaps this will all work out.
From what research I've done though it looks like federal employees have the right to transition at work...so perhaps this will all work out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on February 13, 2013, 09:33:45 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on February 13, 2013, 09:33:45 AM
Quote from: ford on February 12, 2013, 07:58:48 PM
I've been trying to get a job with the US Forest Service...it's been a long ongoing process, but I heard from them today and it sounds like I'll probably get it! The bad...they don't know I'm trans, and I'm hoping to start T soon. So basically, I'll show up, perhaps wait until I have a paycheck under my belt, and then say "Surprise!".
From what research I've done though it looks like federal employees have the right to transition at work...so perhaps this will all work out.
The Federal Government does a great job of protecting the rights of it's trans employees. Might I also recommend, go with the Blue Cross Blue Shield insurance. That is the best plan I found with them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Medusa on February 13, 2013, 02:47:11 PM
Post by: Medusa on February 13, 2013, 02:47:11 PM
today I red what my estrogen injections would cause and depression is one of symptoms
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Heather on February 13, 2013, 04:30:30 PM
Post by: Heather on February 13, 2013, 04:30:30 PM
Got over my fear of being out shopping in girl mode all by myself. Now I have to go to work in guy mode. :-* Which compared to the rest of my day totally sucks! I just can't wait till the day I'm full time. :eusa_pray:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 13, 2013, 08:00:06 PM
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 13, 2013, 08:00:06 PM
Good for you Heather!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Medusa on February 15, 2013, 03:57:00 AM
Post by: Medusa on February 15, 2013, 03:57:00 AM
My GF said me "You never looked like a boy"
I'm happy to be nice girl now, but sad, because I can be me much earlier, I never was accepted as boy and was mistaken for girl
I'm happy to be nice girl now, but sad, because I can be me much earlier, I never was accepted as boy and was mistaken for girl
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on February 15, 2013, 04:29:02 AM
Post by: Jamie D on February 15, 2013, 04:29:02 AM
Quote from: ford on February 12, 2013, 07:58:48 PM
I've been trying to get a job with the US Forest Service...it's been a long ongoing process, but I heard from them today and it sounds like I'll probably get it! The bad...they don't know I'm trans, and I'm hoping to start T soon. So basically, I'll show up, perhaps wait until I have a paycheck under my belt, and then say "Surprise!".
From what research I've done though it looks like federal employees have the right to transition at work...so perhaps this will all work out.
This might be a good link for you. It has been several years since I last worked for the federal government, but even at that time, my agency maintained a strict non-discrimination policy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on February 15, 2013, 11:01:41 AM
Post by: Felix on February 15, 2013, 11:01:41 AM
Maintenance guy in my house. On the one hand I don't want to have a stranger in my house right now, but on the other hand his accent is adorable and he keeps using gendered pronouns for the smoke alarm and other appliances. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on February 16, 2013, 09:22:26 AM
Post by: Constance on February 16, 2013, 09:22:26 AM
It was late last night, but I was at a dance ritual at Pantheacon with my daughter, and I began crying over the fact that I'll never have a womb. But at the same time, it felt good to have this bit of mourning.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: summer710 on February 16, 2013, 10:25:42 AM
Post by: summer710 on February 16, 2013, 10:25:42 AM
The Happy:
- I got on my roadbike for the first time this season. It felt good to stretch the legs, and start shaking off the rust and dusting off the cobwebs for the upcoming season.
The Unhappy:
- There's alot of rust to shake off, and alot of cobwebs to dust. [plus, I don't really know how my fitness will hold up, competing in the Men's fields while on E2, having been a mid-pack/bottom-pack racer last year].
- I got on my roadbike for the first time this season. It felt good to stretch the legs, and start shaking off the rust and dusting off the cobwebs for the upcoming season.
The Unhappy:
- There's alot of rust to shake off, and alot of cobwebs to dust. [plus, I don't really know how my fitness will hold up, competing in the Men's fields while on E2, having been a mid-pack/bottom-pack racer last year].
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 19, 2013, 06:55:24 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 19, 2013, 06:55:24 PM
I met a nice gay guy tonight, but he's going out with an ex-friend's son.
(that's aside from the fact I'm unable to pursue anyone anyway)
(that's aside from the fact I'm unable to pursue anyone anyway)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on February 19, 2013, 08:38:07 PM
Post by: Edge on February 19, 2013, 08:38:07 PM
I had a really cool, but sad dream this morning.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on February 19, 2013, 08:39:34 PM
Post by: Nero on February 19, 2013, 08:39:34 PM
Quote from: Constance on February 16, 2013, 09:22:26 AM
It was late last night, but I was at a dance ritual at Pantheacon with my daughter, and I began crying over the fact that I'll never have a womb. But at the same time, it felt good to have this bit of mourning.
Aww what kind of dance was it? Something womb-related?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 19, 2013, 11:22:01 PM
Post by: KayCeeDee on February 19, 2013, 11:22:01 PM
Happy that I'm getting better at doing my hair, but unhappy knowing I need a lot more practice at it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 20, 2013, 07:03:21 AM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on February 20, 2013, 07:03:21 AM
Happy that my new workout regime is already developing my muscles, but unhappy that they're still mostly buried under flab :(.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkflame on February 23, 2013, 03:39:00 PM
Post by: Darkflame on February 23, 2013, 03:39:00 PM
Happy that I went to the gym and had a great workout, unhappy that I went with my aunt to her gym and had to present female for the first time in a month, but happy that when I wore one of my oversized hoodies in between weights and machines I was correctly gendered ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on February 23, 2013, 04:37:33 PM
Post by: Constance on February 23, 2013, 04:37:33 PM
Quote from: Not-so Fat Admin on February 19, 2013, 08:39:34 PMEarlier in the evening I'd been at a Druidic ritual in which they talked about the womb of the Earth Mother. Then at this trance dance, there was a woman dancing near me with her hands low on her belly, right over her womb would be. So, it ended up being womb-related to me.
Aww what kind of dance was it? Something womb-related?
For today's un/happy combo, I was turned down for a blood donation because I'm on finasteride now. But on the upside, the phlebotomist congratulated me on the legal name and gender change.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on February 23, 2013, 10:40:45 PM
Post by: V M on February 23, 2013, 10:40:45 PM
We had an early morning snow storm blizzard and the snow plows did a crap job of clearing the streets and forget about most sidewalks
So the bike ride to the store wasquite an adventure a hay ride through hell and the motor traffic was rather dangerous
Oh well, I made it there and back alive :-\ I suppose I should be happy about that, but I'm not sure
So the bike ride to the store was
Oh well, I made it there and back alive :-\ I suppose I should be happy about that, but I'm not sure
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 30, 2013, 06:45:59 PM
Post by: V M on March 30, 2013, 06:45:59 PM
I needed some groceries so I turned in my change jar and the payout was a bit more than I expected :)
Unhappy because I was trying to save up some :(
Unhappy because I was trying to save up some :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on March 31, 2013, 09:53:01 AM
Post by: Brooke777 on March 31, 2013, 09:53:01 AM
My son is on spring break for a week. I took him to stay with my parents for this week, yesterday. I'm happy that he will get to have a lot of fun, and I get some quiet time in return. I'm unhappy because I already miss him so much!! My house is so quiet without him here. :( :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ZoeM on March 31, 2013, 08:20:54 PM
Post by: ZoeM on March 31, 2013, 08:20:54 PM
Drive-through lady called me 'Ma'am' while taking my order. :)
Then she called me 'Sir' when she saw me at the window. :(
Then she called me 'Sir' when she saw me at the window. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: androgynoid on March 31, 2013, 11:02:32 PM
Post by: androgynoid on March 31, 2013, 11:02:32 PM
My Pathfinder character got killed. :( I liked her.
However, this gives me the opportunity to create a hilarious new character, whom I'm nearly certain will be a gnome paladin. Not sure on their gender yet.
I don't think I've ever played a character who wasn't small-size.
However, this gives me the opportunity to create a hilarious new character, whom I'm nearly certain will be a gnome paladin. Not sure on their gender yet.
I don't think I've ever played a character who wasn't small-size.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Renee on April 26, 2013, 11:18:54 PM
Post by: Renee on April 26, 2013, 11:18:54 PM
Being told I looked pretty. For some reason it bugs me when people irl say that, they're crazy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on April 28, 2013, 04:16:40 AM
Post by: Jamie D on April 28, 2013, 04:16:40 AM
Quote from: Renee on April 26, 2013, 11:18:54 PM
Being told I looked pretty. For some reason it bugs me when people irl say that, they're crazy.
But you are!
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: androgynoid on May 03, 2013, 08:19:40 AM
Post by: androgynoid on May 03, 2013, 08:19:40 AM
I had to wake up early, but someone I like a lot is snoring in bed next to me.
... I may have woken him up typing that really close to his head.
... I may have woken him up typing that really close to his head.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Renee on May 03, 2013, 09:10:36 AM
Post by: Renee on May 03, 2013, 09:10:36 AM
Quote from: Jamie D on April 28, 2013, 04:16:40 AMI know I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean they aren't too, you know...
But you are!
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on May 19, 2013, 07:28:26 PM
Post by: Devlyn on May 19, 2013, 07:28:26 PM
The lilacs, they've been in bloom for a few weeks so they're getting raggedy. I stopped by for a sniff this morning and found this creature inhabiting them.
Which is my second happy/unhappy. I don't like spiders, but that is one cool looking animal!
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Which is my second happy/unhappy. I don't like spiders, but that is one cool looking animal!
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ZoeM on May 19, 2013, 07:31:56 PM
Post by: ZoeM on May 19, 2013, 07:31:56 PM
@Devlyn: Eee, scary. D:
That thing looks toxic.
That thing looks toxic.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on May 19, 2013, 07:34:10 PM
Post by: Devlyn on May 19, 2013, 07:34:10 PM
Aren't all spiders toxic? I gave it the benefit of the doubt!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ZoeM on May 19, 2013, 07:38:21 PM
Post by: ZoeM on May 19, 2013, 07:38:21 PM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 19, 2013, 07:34:10 PMSome are more toxic than others. This one looks like a spider made of pure undiluted evil acid.
Aren't all spiders toxic? I gave it the benefit of the doubt!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 19, 2013, 10:30:52 PM
Post by: King Malachite on May 19, 2013, 10:30:52 PM
I had a religious debate with my sister. In the end, we both agreed to disagree. I enjoyed debating on the little scriptures I know, even if she's a full blown pastor. This has made me happy and she even said I was very philosophical.
What has made me unhappy? I'm going to hell according to her viewpoint.
What has made me unhappy? I'm going to hell according to her viewpoint.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: janis on May 22, 2013, 09:00:53 AM
Post by: janis on May 22, 2013, 09:00:53 AM
That I woke up and I still had male parts, it made me very unhappy!
janis
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DriftingCrow on May 22, 2013, 08:21:26 PM
Post by: DriftingCrow on May 22, 2013, 08:21:26 PM
I wore a dress to work and I got tons of compliments about how great I looked from my coworkers, bosses, and clients. It made me happy because I usually don't get told that I look great all day long by people, but it also made me unhappy at the same time because I can't wear men's clothes to work, and I don't even really look good in men's clothing.
Ah, I know that feeling too, I have this nice, great looking guy who is smart, funny, kind, and generally perfect for me, except I am not into men right now.
Quote from: Miss Bungle on May 22, 2013, 06:01:09 PM
Even though I am a lesbian I have to admit that there was a part of me that was a bit flattered by it since the guy thought I was cute enough to be hit on and he actually told me that he thought I was cute. Plus, he was actually kind of charming rather than the usual creeps that hit on me. (But there is that pesky lesbian issue so it cancels that out anyway. :D)
Ah, I know that feeling too, I have this nice, great looking guy who is smart, funny, kind, and generally perfect for me, except I am not into men right now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 24, 2013, 06:25:12 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 24, 2013, 06:25:12 AM
I had a tube of haemorrhoid cream in my pocket (yah, you don't want all the details about that) along with the keys to my workplace.
When I reached into my pocket to get the keys at lunchtime, I found a whole mess of messiness in there. Apparently, the lid of the tube had managed to unscrew itself in my pocket, so I had a whole pocket full of greasy haemorrhoid cream. :o
I was in a rush to get out the door so I only had enough time to run to the bathroom, get some toilet paper, and wipe out the worst of it. I also gave the keys a quick wipe-down too. I didn't have time to wash my hands properly so I spent the next 20 minutes with my hands smelling of haemorrhoid cream.
What made me happy about this little extravaganza? My iPhone was in my other pocket... ;D
When I reached into my pocket to get the keys at lunchtime, I found a whole mess of messiness in there. Apparently, the lid of the tube had managed to unscrew itself in my pocket, so I had a whole pocket full of greasy haemorrhoid cream. :o
I was in a rush to get out the door so I only had enough time to run to the bathroom, get some toilet paper, and wipe out the worst of it. I also gave the keys a quick wipe-down too. I didn't have time to wash my hands properly so I spent the next 20 minutes with my hands smelling of haemorrhoid cream.
What made me happy about this little extravaganza? My iPhone was in my other pocket... ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on May 24, 2013, 06:59:34 AM
Post by: big kim on May 24, 2013, 06:59:34 AM
Got an invite to my nephews wedding the same day I want to go to the Rebellion punk festival and I know his Dad my ex brother in law will be there,he used my sister for a punch bag for 14 years before leaving her with 5 kids.Iwill find it hard to resist kicking him squarely in the balls
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on May 24, 2013, 05:30:16 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on May 24, 2013, 05:30:16 PM
All of this used to be on my chest and shoulders:
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It took me over two hours to remove it. The clippers ran out of juice. I still couldn't get a smooth shave so it's all stubbly. Also, I found out that I can't shave reliably with my left hand. Too uncoordinated.
I'm going to have to do this every week for the rest of my life. AARGH!
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It took me over two hours to remove it. The clippers ran out of juice. I still couldn't get a smooth shave so it's all stubbly. Also, I found out that I can't shave reliably with my left hand. Too uncoordinated.
I'm going to have to do this every week for the rest of my life. AARGH!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on May 24, 2013, 09:19:14 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on May 24, 2013, 09:19:14 PM
Quote from: androgynoid on March 31, 2013, 11:02:32 PM
My Pathfinder character got killed. :( I liked her.
However, this gives me the opportunity to create a hilarious new character, whom I'm nearly certain will be a gnome paladin. Not sure on their gender yet.
I don't think I've ever played a character who wasn't small-size.
I understand the loss of a character, it's often hard for non-rpers to understand. They're a part of ourselves.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 25, 2013, 02:10:22 AM
Post by: Edge on May 25, 2013, 02:10:22 AM
My son is very cute when I read him a certain book, show him cats and/or bunnies, and/or blow bubbles. He has a temper tantrum when I won't read the book again and put the bubbles away.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 25, 2013, 06:20:16 AM
Post by: King Malachite on May 25, 2013, 06:20:16 AM
I'm happy that I stood to pee twice with two empty toilet rolls with little to no mess-I especially enjoyed the sound
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I'm unhappy because I have to get completely naked for that to work. It just reminds me that I don't have a penis and it makes me jealous of my brother.
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I'm unhappy because I have to get completely naked for that to work. It just reminds me that I don't have a penis and it makes me jealous of my brother.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on May 25, 2013, 02:15:39 PM
Post by: Padma on May 25, 2013, 02:15:39 PM
I have my 2nd opinion appointment, but it's not until mid-July. Meanwhile, I'm going to need surgery pretty soon for a big problem with my waterworks, and they're trying to decide who's going to do what surgery. It's faintly possible that they might decide to do it all at once (the waterworks and the GRS) and it's faintly possible that if they do, they'll bring it all forward somewhat because of the urgency of the waterworks problem. But for the moment, I'm hovering in the void, waiting for people to make decisions on my behalf, and keeping my fingers crossed (and my legs).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on May 28, 2013, 09:58:18 PM
Post by: V M on May 28, 2013, 09:58:18 PM
Well, I needed to go to the store today to get an eyeglass repair kit and a few other things but it was a rather wet and cold day out today and my old glasses are about as good as not wearing any
I randomly mentioned feeling apprehensive about riding out on my bicycle in such weather and not being able to see very well to one of my neighbors and so she had her boyfriend give me a ride
Glasses are now repaired :)
I randomly mentioned feeling apprehensive about riding out on my bicycle in such weather and not being able to see very well to one of my neighbors and so she had her boyfriend give me a ride
Glasses are now repaired :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on May 29, 2013, 10:48:54 PM
Post by: Darkie on May 29, 2013, 10:48:54 PM
So I am allowed to wear jeans at work and right now all I own are girl jeans. We went to McDonalds for lunch and I got one of those new big wraps they have. I'm eating it in the breakroom when I notice that it was leaking a little on my hand. I look down to find my entire crotch basically soaking wet. It looked like I had peed all over myself. So, I went to the clearence rack (I work at a consignment store) and tried on a pair of jeans. They are sized like a girl (Just one number instead of the two) but they look like boy jeans. So I am wearing them and they have made me feel so happy today. Thanks McDonalds!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on June 01, 2013, 01:48:15 PM
Post by: Edge on June 01, 2013, 01:48:15 PM
Happy part: My friend invited my son and I to meet her and her son at the park.
Frustrating part: She called me after she had already been at the park for over an hour and didn't stay very long after we arrived. She gave me no advance notice.
Frustrating part: She called me after she had already been at the park for over an hour and didn't stay very long after we arrived. She gave me no advance notice.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Alekibutt on June 03, 2013, 09:56:23 PM
Post by: Alekibutt on June 03, 2013, 09:56:23 PM
The mutually frustrating and joyous part of my day was having to go to the post office to complain about how none of the packages I ordered two months earlier had arrived yet and convincing them to look for them and find them. Frustrating because they had apparently been there since last month and the post had just somehow not been able to send me notifications.
But happy that I finally have them in my possession. :)
But happy that I finally have them in my possession. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: CalmRage on June 04, 2013, 09:23:00 AM
Post by: CalmRage on June 04, 2013, 09:23:00 AM
i should've talked to my therapist today, but he texted me in class(!), saying that he was sick.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on June 04, 2013, 10:13:37 PM
Post by: Jamie D on June 04, 2013, 10:13:37 PM
I have a cold, a sore throat, and a cough. My voice is hoarse. (unhappy)
I stayed in bed most of the day, and made some sugar-free Jello when I was up. (happy)
I stayed in bed most of the day, and made some sugar-free Jello when I was up. (happy)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on June 05, 2013, 08:18:34 AM
Post by: suzifrommd on June 05, 2013, 08:18:34 AM
Quote from: Jamie D on June 04, 2013, 10:13:37 PM
I have a cold, a sore throat, and a cough. My voice is hoarse. (unhappy)
Well, don't cough on your posts. You wouldn't want to spread it around ;D
Seriously, take good care of yourself and get well soon.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on June 06, 2013, 03:20:47 PM
Post by: King Malachite on June 06, 2013, 03:20:47 PM
Happy- I made a Craigslist sale
Unhappy- I can't even enjoy the little $5 I made when my mother basically condems me for meeting people online. That and me being worried that the woman will email me complaining about the post and frame's flaws even though I described in the ad a lot of the flaws and put sold AS IS. I also gave her a lot of time to look it over and her son too.
Unhappy- I can't even enjoy the little $5 I made when my mother basically condems me for meeting people online. That and me being worried that the woman will email me complaining about the post and frame's flaws even though I described in the ad a lot of the flaws and put sold AS IS. I also gave her a lot of time to look it over and her son too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Naomi on June 06, 2013, 03:30:03 PM
Post by: Naomi on June 06, 2013, 03:30:03 PM
Unhappy - I quit my internship.
Happy - I quit my internship.
Happy - I quit my internship.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on June 06, 2013, 06:09:08 PM
Post by: Constance on June 06, 2013, 06:09:08 PM
I was asked by a woman today how far along I am in my pregnancy. This made me happy as it means I passed with flying colors. It made me unhappy because I'm overweight enough to look pregnant.
But, it mostly made me happy.
But, it mostly made me happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on June 06, 2013, 09:34:20 PM
Post by: Jamie D on June 06, 2013, 09:34:20 PM
Oh, my secret wish - to have been a birth mother.
You are already a great parent, C.A.!
You are already a great parent, C.A.!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on June 06, 2013, 10:56:51 PM
Post by: Constance on June 06, 2013, 10:56:51 PM
Quote from: Jamie D on June 06, 2013, 09:34:20 PMThanks, Jamie. I've been a little low again lately because of the whole I'll never be pregnant thing, but I don't want to start over at 43 and I do have 2 awesome (if I do say so myself) adult kids. But to be mistaken for a pregnant woman just totally made a good day even better!
Oh, my secret wish - to have been a birth mother.
You are already a great parent, C.A.!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 11, 2013, 08:15:26 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 11, 2013, 08:15:26 AM
Just had a wonderful lunch with an old friend of mine... whose son has severe cerebral palsy.
It was great to catch up with her and I got some wonderful cuddles out of her son. He's such a cheerful little tyke. But his opportunities in life have been destroyed because the midwife messed up his delivery. He won't even be able to sit up by himself, let alone do anything else. :(
Which kinda puts my problems into perspective: I have 99 problems, but I'm not in his shoes. Poor little guy.
It was great to catch up with her and I got some wonderful cuddles out of her son. He's such a cheerful little tyke. But his opportunities in life have been destroyed because the midwife messed up his delivery. He won't even be able to sit up by himself, let alone do anything else. :(
Which kinda puts my problems into perspective: I have 99 problems, but I'm not in his shoes. Poor little guy.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Padma on June 11, 2013, 11:58:14 AM
Post by: Padma on June 11, 2013, 11:58:14 AM
After 11 months of no contact, my ex-gf phoned me on Sunday. We had a lovely and honest catch-up, and now she and her (not so) little boy are visiting me tomorrow. I'm delighted but also anxious and sad - she's meanwhile finally come out, and has moved to London to live with her new girlfriend. I still have my feelings for her, and I'm going to have to hold it together in front of her son. I feel all topsy-turvy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 12, 2013, 12:01:26 AM
Post by: V M on June 12, 2013, 12:01:26 AM
It had gotten dark and I had to make a run to the post office to mail off something I'd forgotten to mail off earlier :eusa_doh: To do this I had to ride through the University district where several students tend to gather in groups and so weaving around and through the congestion of the area can be a bit of a challenge
To make things worse my bicycle's headlight was beginning to fade out so I had little to no of chance of even being seen approaching
So, as I approached the intersections and groups of students I called out "Amok, amok, amok, amok!!!" Not only did I get a few laughs and giggles but also some cheers and applauds and the students happily made way to let me through rather than just standing about talking like a herd of cattle
All and all it went pretty well :)
To make things worse my bicycle's headlight was beginning to fade out so I had little to no of chance of even being seen approaching
So, as I approached the intersections and groups of students I called out "Amok, amok, amok, amok!!!" Not only did I get a few laughs and giggles but also some cheers and applauds and the students happily made way to let me through rather than just standing about talking like a herd of cattle
All and all it went pretty well :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on June 12, 2013, 11:34:21 AM
Post by: Constance on June 12, 2013, 11:34:21 AM
Quote from: V M on June 12, 2013, 12:01:26 AMGerman rap from 1984:
So, as I approached the intersections and groups of students I called out "Amok, amok, amok, amok!!!"
LEDERNACKEN " AMOK " (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4onlGf3Ppjk#)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: bethany on June 12, 2013, 11:51:43 AM
Post by: bethany on June 12, 2013, 11:51:43 AM
I received a message from a friends husband today. Now my friend who is a staunch catholic is dead set against anyone who fits under the LGBT umbrella. So I really can't consider her to much of a friend anymore. Anyway her husband sent me this message
I feel so bad for for the husband not being able to be who they want to be. But happy that I was told that I'm looking good.
QuoteLooking good girl. Wish I had the guts to let my feminine side show.
I feel so bad for for the husband not being able to be who they want to be. But happy that I was told that I'm looking good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 14, 2013, 03:11:50 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 14, 2013, 03:11:50 AM
Feeling a bit woozy after having had about a million vials of blood taken for some tests.
But... those tests are to see whether it's safe for me to go on T.
But... those tests are to see whether it's safe for me to go on T.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on June 14, 2013, 03:33:06 AM
Post by: King Malachite on June 14, 2013, 03:33:06 AM
happy-My favorite Youtube gamer has finally started on "The Last of Us"
Unhappy-only part one is out
Unhappy-only part one is out
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 14, 2013, 02:01:34 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 14, 2013, 02:01:34 PM
I have started my journey at last, but it's going to be a long, hard, scary one.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on June 14, 2013, 03:02:58 PM
Post by: Constance on June 14, 2013, 03:02:58 PM
I made a few adjustments to my OKCupid profile and my number of visitors has gone up quite a bit. Unfortunately, the number of people choosing to contact me hasn't.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on June 14, 2013, 03:03:52 PM
Post by: Constance on June 14, 2013, 03:03:52 PM
Quote from: DeeperThanSwords on June 14, 2013, 02:01:34 PMWe'll make that journey with you. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}
I have started my journey at last, but it's going to be a long, hard, scary one.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jess42 on June 14, 2013, 06:09:57 PM
Post by: Jess42 on June 14, 2013, 06:09:57 PM
The bad: I missed my ride to Reno in a luxurious motorhome ::) thankfully and now have to fly. The good: I'll be there before everyone else even with the TSA involved. And again the bad: I'll have to try to check into the hotel early, if possible. And again the good: I'll be well rested and everyone else will be tired.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 14, 2013, 06:31:55 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 14, 2013, 06:31:55 PM
Quote from: Constance on June 14, 2013, 03:03:52 PM
We'll make that journey with you. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}
Thank you so much!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 15, 2013, 06:30:50 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 15, 2013, 06:30:50 PM
I finally came out!!!
I'm utterly terrified!!!
I'm utterly terrified!!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 15, 2013, 08:08:48 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 15, 2013, 08:08:48 PM
Quote from: Liam Erik on June 15, 2013, 07:02:20 PM
That's great DeeperThanSwords, hope it all works out well!
Thanks! Everyone has been wonderful so far.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on June 16, 2013, 07:29:34 AM
Post by: big kim on June 16, 2013, 07:29:34 AM
I hope it goes well for you,good luck and best wishes.I'm happy I'm now closer to my Dad than I've ever been and we get along better than ever.I'm sad it took my Mum's death to bring this about
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on June 16, 2013, 09:59:54 AM
Post by: Edge on June 16, 2013, 09:59:54 AM
New music! But I ran out of room on my iPod.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 17, 2013, 10:42:03 PM
Post by: V M on June 17, 2013, 10:42:03 PM
Went out and worked in the garden a good while and wore myself out pretty good 8) Might have to lay down a bit early for awhile
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on June 18, 2013, 08:33:22 AM
Post by: Edge on June 18, 2013, 08:33:22 AM
I got a referral to an endo, but I need to find a new therapist.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 19, 2013, 11:25:31 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 19, 2013, 11:25:31 AM
My ankle's still aching like crazy after I injured it two weeks ago. On top of that, I now have a cold & a sore throat. On the plus side, my sore throat is making my voice sound gravelly and is helping me pass. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on June 19, 2013, 07:29:28 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on June 19, 2013, 07:29:28 PM
Ran the epilator over my chest and abdomen for an hour until the battery light started flashing red and I still managed to clear only about half of the area.
Practiced hypnotic pain control techniques. They work really well.
Practiced hypnotic pain control techniques. They work really well.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 20, 2013, 02:26:56 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on June 20, 2013, 02:26:56 PM
Happy - I got let into the men's fitting rooms at TK Maxx with not so much as a second glance.
Unhappy - It's really, really hard to find proper plus size men's clothing in my city.
Unhappy - It's really, really hard to find proper plus size men's clothing in my city.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on June 21, 2013, 12:35:52 PM
Post by: King Malachite on June 21, 2013, 12:35:52 PM
Happy- My father gave me $10
Unhappy- I may have to use it for a cab tommorrow.
Unhappy- I may have to use it for a cab tommorrow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Erik Ezrin on June 25, 2013, 12:04:25 PM
Post by: Erik Ezrin on June 25, 2013, 12:04:25 PM
Good - I have some neat 'suit-ish' clothes for my diplom ceremony this thursday. NO DRESS! *jumps in air*
Bad - I'm still too late for the ball, even though I'd like it, and 'cause I forgot to say I wasn't coming I now have to pay 10 e charge :s Dammit!
Bad - I'm still too late for the ball, even though I'd like it, and 'cause I forgot to say I wasn't coming I now have to pay 10 e charge :s Dammit!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 25, 2013, 09:54:20 PM
Post by: V M on June 25, 2013, 09:54:20 PM
A boy look at me then ask his girl if she will be able to ride a bike like 'her' when she becomes an 'old woman' :o WTF? I didn't care too much for the 'old' part of it >:( Puts out pouting lip
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on June 25, 2013, 09:59:40 PM
Post by: Devlyn on June 25, 2013, 09:59:40 PM
Quote from: V M on June 25, 2013, 09:54:20 PM
A boy look at me then ask his girl if she will be able to ride a bike like 'her' when she becomes an 'old woman' :o WTF? I didn't care too much for the 'old' part of it >:( Puts out pouting lip
Same thing happened to me parking my bike in front of my shoe!
Kids suck, V M, you know that. Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: BunnyBee on June 25, 2013, 11:24:33 PM
Post by: BunnyBee on June 25, 2013, 11:24:33 PM
I was just realizing that this has already been the best year of my life. Then I realized it hasn't really been that good of year.
At least it hasn't been BAD. Baby steps :)
At least it hasn't been BAD. Baby steps :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 26, 2013, 11:19:34 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 26, 2013, 11:19:34 AM
Just had another visit with my friend who has a severely disabled son. He was really responsive today which was great and I got a massive cuddle out of him. But he's going into hospital tomorrow for a major operation. Whilst the op should improve his quality of life, it will cause some pain for him and disruption for his family in the short term.
Good luck, little dude.
Good luck, little dude.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: CalmRage on June 26, 2013, 11:32:22 AM
Post by: CalmRage on June 26, 2013, 11:32:22 AM
Happy:
Had another jam session today
Unhappy:
My voice, while better than before, is just awful and today it cracked even more than yesterday.
Had another jam session today
Unhappy:
My voice, while better than before, is just awful and today it cracked even more than yesterday.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mollie on June 26, 2013, 01:33:29 PM
Post by: Mollie on June 26, 2013, 01:33:29 PM
My unemployed son got a job :).................................. 1000 miles away in a different country :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lajs on June 26, 2013, 01:57:18 PM
Post by: Lajs on June 26, 2013, 01:57:18 PM
My mother bought me a hat. :-)
It was a sparkly girl hat. :-(
It was a sparkly girl hat. :-(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: androgynoid on June 26, 2013, 02:55:13 PM
Post by: androgynoid on June 26, 2013, 02:55:13 PM
SB5 failed!
DOMA fell!
...
The Voting Rights Act was pretty much struck down.
Two steps forward, one step back. Come on, America.
DOMA fell!
...
The Voting Rights Act was pretty much struck down.
Two steps forward, one step back. Come on, America.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Renee on June 26, 2013, 03:44:24 PM
Post by: Renee on June 26, 2013, 03:44:24 PM
Quote from: V M on June 25, 2013, 11:09:46 PMThere was an old woman that lived in a shoe...
Shoe?
I heard she got it cheap too. Apparently the previous owner had athlete's foot.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 01, 2013, 04:38:18 AM
Post by: V M on July 01, 2013, 04:38:18 AM
Picking fragments out of my skull and various parts of my body
I don't get them as often as I use to, but they are still rather annoying and tend to come in small groups :-\ They are not very large, usually about 1/8 of an inch or less and look like the tip of a needle
Most are metal fragments but some seem to be something else, sometimes they create what looks like an ingrown hair, but mostly they just pop out of the skin... Either way they always bleed a bit
Anyway, feeling bothered that they still pop up from time to time but also happy to remove them
I don't get them as often as I use to, but they are still rather annoying and tend to come in small groups :-\ They are not very large, usually about 1/8 of an inch or less and look like the tip of a needle
Most are metal fragments but some seem to be something else, sometimes they create what looks like an ingrown hair, but mostly they just pop out of the skin... Either way they always bleed a bit
Anyway, feeling bothered that they still pop up from time to time but also happy to remove them
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on July 01, 2013, 04:50:35 AM
Post by: Jamie D on July 01, 2013, 04:50:35 AM
OMG, I hope you're okay.
I should not feel so bad about a pencil lead permanently embedded in my palm.
I should not feel so bad about a pencil lead permanently embedded in my palm.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 01, 2013, 05:21:13 AM
Post by: V M on July 01, 2013, 05:21:13 AM
Quote from: Jamie D on July 01, 2013, 04:50:35 AM
OMG, I hope you're okay.
I should not feel so bad about a pencil lead permanently embedded in my palm.
I'm okay, this has been going on for several years but to be honest, I have no memory of what may have caused it
I was collecting the fragments in a small container for quite awhile, but have since lost the container and I just throw them away anymore
I don't even remember why I was told to collect the fragments in the first place
I don't worry on it much, it's just kind of annoying, 6 or 7 of them showed up over the past couple of days
That's how fragments are, eventually they make their way up and work their way out of the skin
Hopefully it will be over with some day
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: janis on July 01, 2013, 08:07:06 AM
Post by: janis on July 01, 2013, 08:07:06 AM
Hi Everyone,
I would like to know if anyone can help with this problem?
I was pulling weeds in my yard and I caught poison ivy., Does
anyone know of a cure or something to stop the inching, it
is driving me nuts/
Thanks, janis
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 01, 2013, 08:27:21 AM
Post by: V M on July 01, 2013, 08:27:21 AM
Quote from: janis on July 01, 2013, 08:07:06 AM
Hi Everyone,
I would like to know if anyone can help with this problem?
I was pulling weeds in my yard and I caught poison ivy., Does
anyone know of a cure or something to stop the inching, it
is driving me nuts/
Thanks, janis
You will probably need to get some cream from your Pharmacy/Chemist
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 01, 2013, 11:14:57 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 01, 2013, 11:14:57 PM
I scraped my knee and a bunch of dirt got stuck in the hair and it was painful. I was trying to clean it and decided to shave the hair off...bad idea. I'm such a hairy mofo now that I just hacked the heck out of my leg. This is the second time. So to balance it out I tried to shave the legs...I literally could not finish. Tons of blood and 5 razors clogged beyond the point of being viably used...
It sucks being more carved up than I was to begin with, but I am very satisfied that I have become THAT hairy. I am also glad to know that the girl I like doesn't mind my hairs, because there's no way they're coming off for ANYONE lol.
It sucks being more carved up than I was to begin with, but I am very satisfied that I have become THAT hairy. I am also glad to know that the girl I like doesn't mind my hairs, because there's no way they're coming off for ANYONE lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on July 02, 2013, 12:31:59 AM
Post by: Jamie D on July 02, 2013, 12:31:59 AM
Quote from: V M on July 01, 2013, 05:21:13 AM
I'm okay, this has been going on for several years but to be honest, I have no memory of what may have caused it
I was collecting the fragments in a small container for quite awhile, but have since lost the container and I just throw them away anymore
I don't even remember why I was told to collect the fragments in the first place
I don't worry on it much, it's just kind of annoying, 6 or 7 of them showed up over the past couple of days
That's how fragments are, eventually they make their way up and work their way out of the skin
Hopefully it will be over with some day
When I was a kid I went over the handlebars on my bike once, and did a face plant in the street. I had gravel in my chin, not all of which got cleaned out. I could feel it from time to time. yick
Glad you're ok.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lee on July 02, 2013, 01:05:31 AM
Post by: Lee on July 02, 2013, 01:05:31 AM
I'm packing to move about an hour away to start pharmacy school. While I'm really excited, it's sad to be leaving my friends and family. Also, two good friends are moving to other states soon. It's definitely an end to an era, and I'm not entirely sure what's coming next.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on July 03, 2013, 12:56:47 AM
Post by: Keaira on July 03, 2013, 12:56:47 AM
Quote from: Prof HB on July 01, 2013, 11:14:57 PM
I scraped my knee and a bunch of dirt got stuck in the hair and it was painful. I was trying to clean it and decided to shave the hair off...bad idea. I'm such a hairy mofo now that I just hacked the heck out of my leg. This is the second time. So to balance it out I tried to shave the legs...I literally could not finish. Tons of blood and 5 razors clogged beyond the point of being viably used...
It sucks being more carved up than I was to begin with, but I am very satisfied that I have become THAT hairy. I am also glad to know that the girl I like doesn't mind my hairs, because there's no way they're coming off for ANYONE lol.
Next time, dont do it! And I think EVERYONE knows that the girl you like is me, so you can actually use my name :p
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 03, 2013, 04:03:03 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 03, 2013, 04:03:03 AM
Just received the bill for my cat's euthanasia & cremation. I was sad to see a reminder of what happened... but happy that I was able to give her this one final act of kindness.
Which reminds me... I need to renew my membership of Dignity in Dying.
Which reminds me... I need to renew my membership of Dignity in Dying.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on July 03, 2013, 04:46:19 AM
Post by: LordKAT on July 03, 2013, 04:46:19 AM
Now Virginia, I don't know if there is a Santa Claus, but I do know this world would not be brighter without you in it. Stick around for me if not for yourself.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on July 03, 2013, 05:55:45 AM
Post by: big kim on July 03, 2013, 05:55:45 AM
I met a girl I had crush on when I was a guy but was to shy to tell and she told me how she had a crush on me at the same time but was even more shy than me and couldn't tell me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 08, 2013, 04:58:43 PM
Post by: V M on July 08, 2013, 04:58:43 PM
Helping a neighbor lady top up the fluids on her car :) Unfortunately, I also had to tell her that it sounds like the water pump in going out and will probably have to be replaced :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 09, 2013, 08:28:17 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 09, 2013, 08:28:17 AM
Today at lunchtime I went into several women's clothing shops to buy some skirts & underwear for my (very girly) daughter.
I hate going into women's clothing shops because it reminds me of all those years I was forced to present as female. But whilst it did trigger my dysphoria, this time round it wasn't nearly as bad as it used to be. I coped by using a tactic I've picked up here at Susan's: I just thought to myself "Yeah, so what if I'm buying women's underwear that happens to be exactly my size? Big hairy deal!"
I guess this means that my transition is moving along nicely, and that makes me happy. As does being able to get a couple of nice things for my daughter.
I hate going into women's clothing shops because it reminds me of all those years I was forced to present as female. But whilst it did trigger my dysphoria, this time round it wasn't nearly as bad as it used to be. I coped by using a tactic I've picked up here at Susan's: I just thought to myself "Yeah, so what if I'm buying women's underwear that happens to be exactly my size? Big hairy deal!"
I guess this means that my transition is moving along nicely, and that makes me happy. As does being able to get a couple of nice things for my daughter.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 11, 2013, 02:25:42 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 11, 2013, 02:25:42 AM
I ran out of citalopram (an SSRI for anxiety) and could not find the prescription until today. Yesterday at the evening the effects started to go away, and...
Unhappy: The fear of going back to my old fears
Happy: I wanted to cry of happiness all the day, everything seemed more colorful and beautiful... And my libido came back. At the night it was crazy. Telling a friend on whatsapp that I had the hots for him and so much wanted to... Argh. Despite all the HRT, is like having a snake in my pants again.
Unhappy: The fear of going back to my old fears
Happy: I wanted to cry of happiness all the day, everything seemed more colorful and beautiful... And my libido came back. At the night it was crazy. Telling a friend on whatsapp that I had the hots for him and so much wanted to... Argh. Despite all the HRT, is like having a snake in my pants again.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nicolette on July 11, 2013, 12:19:57 PM
Post by: Nicolette on July 11, 2013, 12:19:57 PM
My piano teacher explained to me that he thought that Marion Bartoli was quite mannish.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jam on July 12, 2013, 10:55:23 AM
Post by: Jam on July 12, 2013, 10:55:23 AM
Well the suns out which you know is nice BUT 26C and no cool breeze?! I melted in the car, I don't have air con =\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 13, 2013, 01:25:30 AM
Post by: V M on July 13, 2013, 01:25:30 AM
I opened a can of New England clam chowder and it went splurch!!! All over my blue jeans :o As amusing as that might be, I really didn't want to walk around with it, luckily it cleaned up rather easily :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 14, 2013, 09:10:35 AM
Post by: Edge on July 14, 2013, 09:10:35 AM
I had a really cool dream, but I'm forgetting it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on July 14, 2013, 11:53:00 AM
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on July 14, 2013, 11:53:00 AM
Does this count? Waking up miserable but then knowing i had an email to reply to....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on July 14, 2013, 07:06:56 PM
Post by: Constance on July 14, 2013, 07:06:56 PM
I got to volunteer at the Gender Spectrum (https://www.genderspectrum.org/) Family Conference again this year. The downside was that there were so many volunteers they only needed me to help with lunch.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 15, 2013, 09:49:22 PM
Post by: King Malachite on July 15, 2013, 09:49:22 PM
Happy-I found a penny on the ground
Unhappy-I lost that penny.
Unhappy-I lost that penny.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Tadpole on July 15, 2013, 09:59:20 PM
Post by: Tadpole on July 15, 2013, 09:59:20 PM
Finally getting a decent haircut
Getting gouged for supplies and tips
Nice stuff though
But I probably didn't have to spend that money that I didn't have
But it was nice to get an even haircut for a change
Even though I had to change the place I went to
And the hairdresser was nice
Getting gouged for supplies and tips
Nice stuff though
But I probably didn't have to spend that money that I didn't have
But it was nice to get an even haircut for a change
Even though I had to change the place I went to
And the hairdresser was nice
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: jamielikesyou on July 15, 2013, 10:00:12 PM
Post by: jamielikesyou on July 15, 2013, 10:00:12 PM
Found out I'm not actually 6'0" but 5'10 3/4" after my visit to the GP. Went most of my life thinking I was 6' with size 13 feet. Neither are true. Happy as it helps my sizing for women's wear but can't help feeling like someone just told me Santa isn't real ???
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on July 16, 2013, 09:13:31 AM
Post by: suzifrommd on July 16, 2013, 09:13:31 AM
Quote from: JulieR on July 15, 2013, 04:11:32 PM
I took out one post from the new ear piercing I got 3 weeks ago. They recommend 6 to 8 weeks but the left one seemed to be doing great, the post was quite free to move and no soreness. I tried to put in a dangley loop earring but the wire was not pointed or rounded, just cut flat and thus wouldn't find it's own way in the hole. Sooo, i tried to put the original piercing stud back in , but it's small and I dropped the little beggar. Finally found it but it still wouldn't go in easily. I tried putting it through from the back and it finally came through. My post is back in the hole, but inserted the wrong way.
I had similar experiences, Julie, culminating in having to ask my wife to help put the posts back in.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on July 16, 2013, 12:51:41 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on July 16, 2013, 12:51:41 PM
Quote from: JulieR on July 16, 2013, 11:25:04 AM
I remember reading about yours Suzi, I considered asking you about the outcome. Was your wife able to get them re-inserted without much help? I got mine back in (by myself the wrong way) with only a little blood, I'd hate to completely ruin the piercing by my haste. Have you tried again, or are you going to wait a bit before another attempt?
We got them both back on. The instruction recommended 6 months before putting in hooks or rings, so I'm going to leave them in until then. I didn't get an infection, so I'm relieved about that, but after that, I expect I'll give up on posts altogether. Too hard to get the backs on.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on July 16, 2013, 01:24:27 PM
Post by: LordKAT on July 16, 2013, 01:24:27 PM
I have some money owed to me that will be sent this year. I have to send in proof of name change to receive it as it comes from before the name change. One person ma'amed me the whole time even with a deep voice and all the info.
Haven't had that happen in a couple years.
Haven't had that happen in a couple years.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 16, 2013, 02:44:12 PM
Post by: Makalii on July 16, 2013, 02:44:12 PM
While on my way to a concert a passing couple told me I "looked like a chick." They meant it as an insult but it still made me very happy. The best part, all I was wearing was some women's jeans and some eyeliner, along with all of my jewelry.
The sad part, I was with one of my very best friends, who might be the most masculine-minded person I've ever met, and he became almost enraged at the "insult" towards me. It's going to be so hard to come out to him.
The sad part, I was with one of my very best friends, who might be the most masculine-minded person I've ever met, and he became almost enraged at the "insult" towards me. It's going to be so hard to come out to him.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 17, 2013, 06:34:01 PM
Post by: V M on July 17, 2013, 06:34:01 PM
I decide to make pizza last night so I go to open a can of pineapple and notice that it has a convenient pull tab 8) So I pull the tab and it breaks off :-\ Feeling frustrated by that, I go all cave woman on it and give it a good whack with the can opener
Not only does the lid dent inward but now there is pineapple juice spattered everywhere :o Well, pried it open with a butter knife, made my pizza and today my apt. smells like pineapple :icon_evil_laugh:
The maintenance man come to replace the leaky kitchen faucet :icon_joy: He woke me up :P
Not only does the lid dent inward but now there is pineapple juice spattered everywhere :o Well, pried it open with a butter knife, made my pizza and today my apt. smells like pineapple :icon_evil_laugh:
The maintenance man come to replace the leaky kitchen faucet :icon_joy: He woke me up :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 17, 2013, 10:39:38 PM
Post by: King Malachite on July 17, 2013, 10:39:38 PM
Happy- My hair is braided
Unhappy- I have to have curlers in for the night in other to keep them from coming loose
Unhappy- I have to have curlers in for the night in other to keep them from coming loose
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 18, 2013, 11:00:01 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 18, 2013, 11:00:01 AM
I've just heard that Zachary Quinto and Jonathan Groff have split up. Which explains why ZQ spent a lot of time travelling with his brother recently.
Yoohoo! Zach, I'm available! :icon_archery:
Yoohoo! Zach, I'm available! :icon_archery:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on July 18, 2013, 11:25:47 AM
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on July 18, 2013, 11:25:47 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on July 18, 2013, 11:00:01 AM
I've just heard that Zachary Quinto and Jonathan Groff have split up. Which explains why ZQ spent a lot of time travelling with his brother recently.
Yoohoo! Zach, I'm available! :icon_archery:
:o
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: dpadgett628 on July 18, 2013, 10:09:12 PM
Post by: dpadgett628 on July 18, 2013, 10:09:12 PM
I hung out with this really awesome girl that I volunteer with all day. We were working a find raiser together and ended up talking and telling stories the whole time, then went to lunch together, then we hung out in her mom's office (she wasn't there) till her ride got there to pick her up. We were pretty much inseparable all day and it was great.
I'm too dense to know if she's into me or not, but if she is I'm going to have to tell her about me and that's terrifying to think about. She may already have an idea considering our supervisor uses her/she and calls me my legal name (and I look 12), but still, its a terrifying thought. Cause I really like her.
Being trans makes things more complicated than they should be sometimes :P
I'm too dense to know if she's into me or not, but if she is I'm going to have to tell her about me and that's terrifying to think about. She may already have an idea considering our supervisor uses her/she and calls me my legal name (and I look 12), but still, its a terrifying thought. Cause I really like her.
Being trans makes things more complicated than they should be sometimes :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 10:37:25 PM
Post by: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 10:37:25 PM
Quote from: dpadgett628 on July 18, 2013, 10:09:12 PM
I hung out with this really awesome girl that I volunteer with all day. We were working a find raiser together and ended up talking and telling stories the whole time, then went to lunch together, then we hung out in her mom's office (she wasn't there) till her ride got there to pick her up. We were pretty much inseparable all day and it was great.
I'm too dense to know if she's into me or not, but if she is I'm going to have to tell her about me and that's terrifying to think about. She may already have an idea considering our supervisor uses her/she and calls me my legal name (and I look 12), but still, its a terrifying thought. Cause I really like her.
Being trans makes things more complicated than they should be sometimes :P
AWWW I'm so sorry!!! That really bites. In the words of my former self, "That really sucks bra'a." I wish the best of luck to you!! ^_^ And your avatar doesn't look twelve. ;)
"Being trans makes things more complicated than they should be sometimes :P"
True that Son! I feel for ya boy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 10:41:08 PM
Post by: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 10:41:08 PM
btw, "Bra'a" is short for brotha which is short for brother. Some people don't understand my island speak sometimes. ;)
Also, IS that you in your avatar? (I promise I'm not creepin! ;D)
Also, IS that you in your avatar? (I promise I'm not creepin! ;D)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: dpadgett628 on July 18, 2013, 11:30:21 PM
Post by: dpadgett628 on July 18, 2013, 11:30:21 PM
Quote from: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 10:37:25 PM
AWWW I'm so sorry!!! That really bites. In the words of my former self, "That really sucks bra'a." I wish the best of luck to you!! ^_^ And your avatar doesn't look twelve. ;)
"Being trans makes things more complicated than they should be sometimes :P"
True that Son! I feel for ya boy.
Thanks! I'm hopin it'll go fine, she doesn't seem like the type to care so hopefully she'll just be like "okay, whatever" and move on. If this conversation does happen.
Lol from face on I look 12 though!
Quote from: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 10:41:08 PM
btw, "Bra'a" is short for brotha which is short for brother. Some people don't understand my island speak sometimes. ;)
Also, IS that you in your avatar? (I promise I'm not creepin! ;D)
Aha I figured as much, no worries!
Yeah that's me! We were at the range (gun range) one weekend teaching a family friend's wife and daughter how to shoot.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 11:54:10 PM
Post by: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 11:54:10 PM
Quote from: dpadgett628 on July 18, 2013, 11:30:21 PM
Yeah that's me! We were at the range (gun range) one weekend teaching a family friend's wife and daughter how to shoot.
Your forearms look really good in that picture. ^_^ Just thought I'd let you know.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 19, 2013, 09:06:49 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 19, 2013, 09:06:49 AM
A nice guy kindly let me go ahead of him in the queue at the supermarket because I was only buying one item. Unfortunately, he called me 'love' in the process... thereby misgendering me. Which of course stunned me and left me speechless - especially since this is the first time I've been misgendered for a couple of months.
However, I handled it like a gent. I thanked him for his courtesy, but said I was a bit surprised at being called 'love' by another man, because that doesn't happen a lot. At least, not in supermarkets. ;)
He laughed and said he's just a bloke who can't see anything when he doesn't have his glasses on. I said I'm a bloke who can't see anything clearly even if I do have my glasses on. A good laugh was had all round, and whilst being misgendered did sting, I didn't feel half as bad about it as I usually do.
However, I handled it like a gent. I thanked him for his courtesy, but said I was a bit surprised at being called 'love' by another man, because that doesn't happen a lot. At least, not in supermarkets. ;)
He laughed and said he's just a bloke who can't see anything when he doesn't have his glasses on. I said I'm a bloke who can't see anything clearly even if I do have my glasses on. A good laugh was had all round, and whilst being misgendered did sting, I didn't feel half as bad about it as I usually do.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: StellaB on July 19, 2013, 09:30:32 AM
Post by: StellaB on July 19, 2013, 09:30:32 AM
Having to arrange filming five floors up on scaffolding on a building site.
I'm scared of heights, but I could really use footage of the London skyline from an elevated place for my film.
I'm scared of heights, but I could really use footage of the London skyline from an elevated place for my film.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mary81 on July 19, 2013, 10:32:23 AM
Post by: Mary81 on July 19, 2013, 10:32:23 AM
My first laser session. I am so exciting to have finally started on it. However, it hurt more than I was expecting and now I smell of burnt hair :( The idea of having to do it again in a few weeks is a little scary and the idea that I will also have to do electrolysis, which is the painful option, is terrifying!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 19, 2013, 03:45:12 PM
Post by: King Malachite on July 19, 2013, 03:45:12 PM
Happy-My mother made the ground beef with taco seasoning that she made nearly all week
Unhappy- She didn't keep it simple like she did the other days and added stuff in the beef that made it so I couldn't taste the taco seasoning. It also became thicker. :(
Unhappy- She didn't keep it simple like she did the other days and added stuff in the beef that made it so I couldn't taste the taco seasoning. It also became thicker. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 19, 2013, 11:30:06 PM
Post by: Edge on July 19, 2013, 11:30:06 PM
Two of my friends are trusting me with their problems which I feel honoured for and I am glad to help with.
However, I have no one to talk about mine with. I can handle both my problems and listening to theirs (listening to someone else's problems is easy), but the people who are most likely to be supportive are the ones who are coming to me with some pretty heavy problems. I don't want to burden them and I don't want them to think they're burdening me (they're not).
However, I have no one to talk about mine with. I can handle both my problems and listening to theirs (listening to someone else's problems is easy), but the people who are most likely to be supportive are the ones who are coming to me with some pretty heavy problems. I don't want to burden them and I don't want them to think they're burdening me (they're not).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: StellaB on July 20, 2013, 03:01:23 AM
Post by: StellaB on July 20, 2013, 03:01:23 AM
I have two important meetings today on opposite sides of London and only an hour between the two travelling by public transport.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: dpadgett628 on July 20, 2013, 05:37:49 PM
Post by: dpadgett628 on July 20, 2013, 05:37:49 PM
Quote from: Makalii on July 18, 2013, 11:54:10 PM
Your forearms look really good in that picture. ^_^ Just thought I'd let you know.
Aha thanks!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 21, 2013, 01:38:27 AM
Post by: Makalii on July 21, 2013, 01:38:27 AM
Quote from: dpadgett628 on July 20, 2013, 05:37:49 PM
Aha thanks!
You're welcome! ^_^
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on July 21, 2013, 07:27:35 AM
Post by: Keaira on July 21, 2013, 07:27:35 AM
Caleb and I watched the 3rd Episode of Orange is the New Black. And I found it really hard to watch because Sophia Burset's relationship with her wife was so close to mine. Well, Before she went to prison.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on July 21, 2013, 02:27:36 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on July 21, 2013, 02:27:36 PM
Just back from BiCon.
Happy - I met some lovely people over this weekend at BiCon.
Unhappy - Having to say goodbye to them. Also, some of the seminars were very emotionally intense.
Happy - I met some lovely people over this weekend at BiCon.
Unhappy - Having to say goodbye to them. Also, some of the seminars were very emotionally intense.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on July 21, 2013, 03:37:48 PM
Post by: LordKAT on July 21, 2013, 03:37:48 PM
I got a decent sized check in the mail, ...made out to me 2 legal names past.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on July 21, 2013, 03:41:49 PM
Post by: Nero on July 21, 2013, 03:41:49 PM
Beer
and the horrible suspicion it's not good for me lol
and the horrible suspicion it's not good for me lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DriftingCrow on July 21, 2013, 06:37:51 PM
Post by: DriftingCrow on July 21, 2013, 06:37:51 PM
Since I've been friendly with my estranged husband lately, he wanted to know if I was still going to divorce him. . . I basically said I'd be fine being friends living together but that I couldn't see us as more than friends. Made me unhappy: I hate hurting people's feelings, Made me happy: being honest even though it can be hard, because I know ultimately I'd never be able to give him what he needs, and I'd be tied down in a relationship that I didn't want.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 22, 2013, 02:46:12 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 22, 2013, 02:46:12 PM
Happy: I finally had my turbinoplasty.
Unhappy: They did not told me I would be hospitalized for half a day. Including removing my piercings, one of those hospital gowns that rob you of your dignity and to be transported in bed.
But what was the cherry on top was waking up and and discoverin that my "boobs" were completely exposed. Well, more like "perky teenager nipples", but still, since I was in male mode that day... Light speed cover. and quite red in front of the nurse.
Unhappy: They did not told me I would be hospitalized for half a day. Including removing my piercings, one of those hospital gowns that rob you of your dignity and to be transported in bed.
But what was the cherry on top was waking up and and discoverin that my "boobs" were completely exposed. Well, more like "perky teenager nipples", but still, since I was in male mode that day... Light speed cover. and quite red in front of the nurse.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on July 22, 2013, 05:40:54 PM
Post by: King Malachite on July 22, 2013, 05:40:54 PM
Happy-Didn't have to watch my niece and nephew
Unhappy-My mother didn't buy a pizza because they wouldn't be over here
Unhappy-My mother didn't buy a pizza because they wouldn't be over here
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 23, 2013, 01:37:35 AM
Post by: Makalii on July 23, 2013, 01:37:35 AM
I tried to tell my mother that I was trans...
I'm happy to get sonething partially off my chest...
But she doesn't understand anything beyond
gentalia = gender... and she told me I was too young...
Basically flat out told me I was wrong...
And now I'm out looking for comfort...
I'm happy to get sonething partially off my chest...
But she doesn't understand anything beyond
gentalia = gender... and she told me I was too young...
Basically flat out told me I was wrong...
And now I'm out looking for comfort...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on July 23, 2013, 01:44:33 AM
Post by: Sephirah on July 23, 2013, 01:44:33 AM
Quote from: Makalii on July 23, 2013, 01:37:35 AM
I tried to tell my mother that I was trans...
I'm happy to get sonething partially off my chest...
But she doesn't understand anything beyond
gentalia = gender... and she told me I was too young...
Basically flat out told me I was wrong...
And now I'm out looking for comfort...
*gives you a big hug*
Don't think that is necessarily the way she will always feel, hon. Sometimes people immediately react upon being given information without actually thinking anything through. Running on instinct, or emotion. Give it some time, and don't give up. That she doesn't understand isn't necessarily an indicator that she never will. You've taken a big step and regardless of how she took it, you should be very proud of yourself. I'm proud of you. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 23, 2013, 02:09:23 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 23, 2013, 02:09:23 AM
Quote from: JulieR on July 23, 2013, 02:04:19 AM
Cleaning out my spare room, am old friend is coming to stay with me for a while.
It is good that he is coming to visit.
It REALLY sucks trying to figure out what to do with all the crap I threw in my spare room.
i feel you girl. In the same situation right now.....
Happy: Nose it's starting to work
Unhappy. A lot of "things" are coming out of it, non stop. A LOT.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on July 23, 2013, 02:27:03 AM
Post by: LordKAT on July 23, 2013, 02:27:03 AM
I was 'there' for a friend when her husband died. She sent me a thank you card. That's cool.
My name was in quotation marks. :(
My name was in quotation marks. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 23, 2013, 01:54:54 PM
Post by: Makalii on July 23, 2013, 01:54:54 PM
Quote from: Sephirah on July 23, 2013, 01:44:33 AM
*gives you a big hug*
Thanks (:,
Title: Re: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 24, 2013, 05:35:00 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on July 24, 2013, 05:35:00 PM
Quote from: JulieR on July 23, 2013, 04:39:28 AM.
Did you find the snow shovel that's been missing? (J/K, congratz on your turbinoplasty. What was the old cartoon "Nose, Nose, anything goes, turn into a (as required)?)
The "uncovered" hospital stay happened to me 30 years ago with a motorcycle wreck, only I was out cold for 3 days when my friend finally came to visit and said I was spread eagle, exposed for all the world to see. At least I wasn't awake for it.
Public healthcare paid from my taxes, so luckily I didn't have to pay anything... Can't say the same for the meds, though. The dreaded "copago farmacéutico" has raised the costs so much that every time I pick my pills for the knee I tremble in fear.
Quote
Happy: The online pharmacy I decided to try finally changed my order status to "shipped" after a week
Unhappy: Delivery requires 2 to 4 weeks. I need this in 1.5 weeks. poop. I'm screwed.
I know that feeling... Now it's less of a problem with my current provider and ordering one month before I run out, but I have had my fair share of these, both online and with physical pharmacies...
Happy: three girls in a mall shopping like there is no tomorrow!
Unhappy: Spent more than the specified budget, and I still need two more items to make it work. Damn.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: spacerace on July 24, 2013, 07:09:53 PM
Post by: spacerace on July 24, 2013, 07:09:53 PM
They called to confirm my appointment to get my first T prescription for tomorrow and some of the information was mixed up. I was nervous about it messing things up while talking to sort it out, and I think I came across as angry to the person on the phone. Everything is fine though, but I hope I didn't seem rude.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 26, 2013, 06:23:34 AM
Post by: V M on July 26, 2013, 06:23:34 AM
I made one of my world famous cheeseburgers and thought I'd have one of my world famous homemade pickles to go with it but I couldn't get get the jar open :-\ But then I remembered, 'Well hecks! I've got another jar of pickles!' nom nom nom snarf!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on July 26, 2013, 05:33:32 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on July 26, 2013, 05:33:32 PM
Had to come home from what was supposed to be a working weekend at a music festival, as the first night shift broke me to the point that I wasn't going to be any use to anyone. Between the physical strain, the strange environment, and the transphobic comments from drunk punters, I couldn't cope.
On the plus side, I got to come home, where I feel safe.
On the plus side, I got to come home, where I feel safe.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on July 27, 2013, 05:47:27 AM
Post by: LordKAT on July 27, 2013, 05:47:27 AM
Quote from: JulieR on July 26, 2013, 05:41:14 PM
I want them pickles... and cheeburgs
You can have them, I want the chef.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on July 27, 2013, 08:12:39 AM
Post by: LordKAT on July 27, 2013, 08:12:39 AM
I hope not, liver isn't a food, it's guts.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Renee on July 27, 2013, 08:15:23 AM
Post by: Renee on July 27, 2013, 08:15:23 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on July 27, 2013, 08:12:39 AMLiver is a very good food, with gravy and onions, its probably the best food you can eat despite its function within the body it was removed from.
I hope not, liver isn't a food, it's guts.
Now, I'm hungry...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on July 27, 2013, 08:20:06 AM
Post by: Sephirah on July 27, 2013, 08:20:06 AM
Liver is lovely. ;D Foie gras is fantastic!
Long live liver lovers!
Long live liver lovers!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on July 27, 2013, 12:55:20 PM
Post by: Keaira on July 27, 2013, 12:55:20 PM
we have 2 cats. one is older and fat and lazy, the other is a little turd that I can't wait to be rid of. I'm tired of him scratching up stuff. And I just caught him peeing next to my dresser! It's on now!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on July 27, 2013, 01:34:28 PM
Post by: Jamie D on July 27, 2013, 01:34:28 PM
Quote from: V M on July 26, 2013, 06:23:34 AM
I made one of my world famous cheeseburgers and thought I'd have one of my world famous homemade pickles to go with it but I couldn't get get the jar open :-\ But then I remembered, 'Well hecks! I've got another jar of pickles!' nom nom nom snarf!
You and Seph have got me thinking about all that lovely food, and I am trying to lose these extra 40 pounds I have carried for years.
Actually, it was an extra 60 pounds last year, so I am making gains (losses??). I am so confused.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 29, 2013, 09:08:49 PM
Post by: V M on July 29, 2013, 09:08:49 PM
The fact that I don't talk about my problems/difficulties much anymore, dealing with stuff on my own because nobody really cares much anyway and they have their own problems and such
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on July 29, 2013, 09:46:36 PM
Post by: Makalii on July 29, 2013, 09:46:36 PM
I got my very first pair of legwarmers today! :D
But they're handmedowns and they're kinda small... ):
But they're handmedowns and they're kinda small... ):
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: vegie271 on July 31, 2013, 08:28:41 AM
Post by: vegie271 on July 31, 2013, 08:28:41 AM
Got a flat tire on my Bicycle - thing is I had gotten 4 in one month - back when I was paying someone to do it and it was killing me - then I got my own tools and stuff - this is my first flat since then 2 full months ;D
went ahead and went out and bought new tires to go along with it - danged tube blew on the way home - had to carry the bike 2 blocks back to the shop before someone gave me a ride the rest of the way
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on July 31, 2013, 10:52:49 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on July 31, 2013, 10:52:49 AM
My wife declared she plans to stay. After a few days of "doomed marriage" mode, that made me feel happy. But there's a catch. She isn't staying out of love or passion for the relationship, but out of duty. Her logic is "you stayed with me through cancer, so I'll stay with you through this." Can't help feeling unhappy, too.
Maddy
Maddy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on August 04, 2013, 05:42:07 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on August 04, 2013, 05:42:07 PM
I've realised, after slowing things right down and doing lots of thinking, that I'm more like genderqueer/genderfluid/transmasculine, not really transexual. I feel better for knowing more about myself, but I'm scared of my local trans friends getting angry with me for wanting to take a few steps back from my previous position. I would hope they'll still love me for who I am, but I worry that they'll tell me I'm wrong and either stop talking to me, or pressure me to transition when I don't want to anymore.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 06, 2013, 02:12:43 PM
Post by: Edge on August 06, 2013, 02:12:43 PM
Season 2 of vikings is coming! But the trailer makes it look like Floki will die.
Also, I am proud that my kid likes Labyrinth, but wish he would stop demanding to watch it over and over.
Also, I am proud that my kid likes Labyrinth, but wish he would stop demanding to watch it over and over.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: StellaB on August 07, 2013, 07:05:18 AM
Post by: StellaB on August 07, 2013, 07:05:18 AM
I'm happy and grateful for the support of cisgendered people in my life as much as the next person, but why do they still fall back and expect me to take on a leading or frontline position in something?
Why can't they understand that through being trans I've had to experience a lot of discrimination and prejudice from others, and that as a result there's certain things and situations I just don't feel comfortable in?
Why can't they understand that through being trans I've had to experience a lot of discrimination and prejudice from others, and that as a result there's certain things and situations I just don't feel comfortable in?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on August 07, 2013, 01:40:02 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on August 07, 2013, 01:40:02 PM
My wife took my seven year old son to a historical fort the other day. Evidently, when the tour guide described the fortress wall as impenetrable, my son took issue, and proceeded to demonstrate. Before anyone could stop him, he had scaled the twenty(?) foot stone wall and climbed down onto the street outside.
My son is fearless. I am not.
Maddy
My son is fearless. I am not.
Maddy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 07, 2013, 05:56:57 PM
Post by: Edge on August 07, 2013, 05:56:57 PM
I got a lot done today and was met with general acceptance (I was informing people of my legal name change). Unfortunately, it is now almost 8pm, I am exhausted, I haven't even started cleaning yet, and I have company coming over tomorrow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on August 07, 2013, 06:09:44 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on August 07, 2013, 06:09:44 PM
I'm off on vacation tomorrow.
Happy: I'll see my son for the first time in over a month and get to relax at the family cottage.
Unhappy: I'll be offline for two weeks and I'll miss you guys!!!
Maddy
Happy: I'll see my son for the first time in over a month and get to relax at the family cottage.
Unhappy: I'll be offline for two weeks and I'll miss you guys!!!
Maddy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 07, 2013, 06:20:12 PM
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 07, 2013, 06:20:12 PM
Quote from: MadeleineG on August 07, 2013, 06:09:44 PM
I'm off on vacation tomorrow.
Happy: I'll see my son for the first time in over a month and get to relax at the family cottage.
Unhappy: I'll be offline for two weeks and I'll miss you guys!!!
Maddy
I want miss you :P Joking! I suppose i should say that i hope you have a wonderful time. Don't spoil your son too much :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on August 07, 2013, 06:35:59 PM
Post by: Jamie D on August 07, 2013, 06:35:59 PM
Quote from: Sephirah on July 27, 2013, 08:20:06 AM
Liver is lovely. ;D Foie gras is fantastic!
Long live liver lovers!
A liver lover, luv?
Loverly.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: justmeinoz on August 07, 2013, 08:45:40 PM
Post by: justmeinoz on August 07, 2013, 08:45:40 PM
My girl is going to be here in a couple of hours ;D, but I won't be at home when she arrives due to Uni lectures. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: spacerace on August 07, 2013, 08:51:38 PM
Post by: spacerace on August 07, 2013, 08:51:38 PM
I was asked to do a special project for work stuff, but the extra responsibility already has my anxiety shooting through the roof
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on August 08, 2013, 04:26:49 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on August 08, 2013, 04:26:49 PM
Quote from: Joules on August 08, 2013, 02:21:33 PM
Unhappy - My boobs get lost in my Buddha belly, nobody really noticed my B cups.
That's what breast forms are for. To give onlookers just a wee bit of help...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 08, 2013, 08:47:26 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 08, 2013, 08:47:26 PM
Quote from: MadeleineG on July 31, 2013, 10:52:49 AM
My wife declared she plans to stay. After a few days of "doomed marriage" mode, that made me feel happy. But there's a catch. She isn't staying out of love or passion for the relationship, but out of duty. Her logic is "you stayed with me through cancer, so I'll stay with you through this." Can't help feeling unhappy, too.
Maddy
Hang in there Maddy, things are always subject to reversal.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on August 09, 2013, 02:12:37 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on August 09, 2013, 02:12:37 AM
unhappy: Yesterday I forgot my frontal hairpiece at work and i almost had to use the wig again
Happy: I got to use my cap until I could recover the hairpiece
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FfpXae3Hh.jpg&hash=f6b6a28b12ce7eed78f5ca86ad07e2143c67bff3)
Happy: I got to use my cap until I could recover the hairpiece
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FfpXae3Hh.jpg&hash=f6b6a28b12ce7eed78f5ca86ad07e2143c67bff3)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 10:05:45 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 10:05:45 AM
Quote from: Apple Sprout on August 09, 2013, 02:12:37 AM
unhappy: Yesterday I forgot my frontal hairpiece at work and i almost had to use the wig again
Happy: I got to use my cap until I could recover the hairpiece
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FfpXae3Hh.jpg&hash=f6b6a28b12ce7eed78f5ca86ad07e2143c67bff3)
The cap works, you're cute!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 10:21:27 AM
Post by: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 10:21:27 AM
A coworker made some very 'I'm a guy who's kinda attracted to you and very embarrassed about it' overtures at me. Stuff of the "I'm sorry I acted strangely yesterday and I think you noticed even though you didn't" variety.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 10:56:29 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 10:56:29 AM
Quote from: Joules on August 09, 2013, 10:31:05 AM
LOL Zoe. That makes perfect sense in a kinda-sorta way, but not really/yes really. I feel twinges of passion for some of the MTFs in my support group, I feel like a traitor there sometimes.
Don't feel that way, attractions are normal!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 11:08:50 AM
Post by: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 11:08:50 AM
Quote from: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 10:56:29 AMThe gals you're attracted to prob'ly wouldn't mind, either - if you actually say something.
Don't feel that way, attractions are normal!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 11:51:15 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 11:51:15 AM
Quote from: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 11:08:50 AM
The gals you're attracted to prob'ly wouldn't mind, either - if you actually say something.
Oh and by the way Zoe, did I ever tell you that I think you're cute? ;D :D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 12:04:28 PM
Post by: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 12:04:28 PM
Quote from: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 11:51:15 AMUm, thanks. :P
Oh and by the way Zoe, did I ever tell you that I think you're cute? ;D :D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Heather on August 09, 2013, 12:23:00 PM
Post by: Heather on August 09, 2013, 12:23:00 PM
Quote from: ZoeM on August 09, 2013, 10:21:27 AMHey at least you know you look good Zoe! When a man knows your trans and still has a bit of a crush on you that is a positive sign. :D
A coworker made some very 'I'm a guy who's kinda attracted to you and very embarrassed about it' overtures at me. Stuff of the "I'm sorry I acted strangely yesterday and I think you noticed even though you didn't" variety.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on August 09, 2013, 04:28:31 PM
Post by: Makalii on August 09, 2013, 04:28:31 PM
A boy walked up to me.
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Yes?"
"Why are you dressed like a girl?"
It was kind of nice that someone at least noticed I looked different... But I was too surprised at the question to offer an intelligent answer... and of course now I'm wishing I could go back to that moment now that I have a better response...
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Yes?"
"Why are you dressed like a girl?"
It was kind of nice that someone at least noticed I looked different... But I was too surprised at the question to offer an intelligent answer... and of course now I'm wishing I could go back to that moment now that I have a better response...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 10, 2013, 07:13:12 PM
Post by: V M on August 10, 2013, 07:13:12 PM
An individual at my apt.s who caused me a lot of grief with my immediate family and was a constant source of irritation and harassment for several years passed away this morning
I am torn between feeling sad for anyone to pass away and celebrating that I will never have to be bothered by this jerk (Bluto) again
I am torn between feeling sad for anyone to pass away and celebrating that I will never have to be bothered by this jerk (Bluto) again
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on August 10, 2013, 07:26:11 PM
Post by: Devlyn on August 10, 2013, 07:26:11 PM
Quote from: Crusty Old Fart on August 10, 2013, 07:13:12 PM
An individual at my apt.s who caused me a lot of grief with my immediate family and was a constant source of irritation and harassment for several years passed away this morning
I am torn between feeling sad for anyone to pass away and celebrating that I will never have to be bothered by this jerk (Bluto) again
I was in a similar situation. I went to the wake, paid my respects to the living, did a quick loop around the funeral home and left. Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 10, 2013, 08:33:48 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 10, 2013, 08:33:48 PM
Quote from: Crusty Old Fart on August 10, 2013, 07:13:12 PM
An individual at my apt.s who caused me a lot of grief with my immediate family and was a constant source of irritation and harassment for several years passed away this morning
I am torn between feeling sad for anyone to pass away and celebrating that I will never have to be bothered by this jerk (Bluto) again
One crusty old fart to another, I can completely relate to your sentiments, although I like Devlyn's approach by taking the high road and paying respects to the living who also had to put up with him all those years. Who knose, they may be experiencing a sense of relief as well.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 10, 2013, 09:33:21 PM
Post by: V M on August 10, 2013, 09:33:21 PM
Does this mean I shouldn't pass out party favors?
Sorry, I'm terrible, but this person was rather cruel
To feel any grief at all would be like grieving over an Al-Qaeda member imo
Sorry, I'm terrible, but this person was rather cruel
To feel any grief at all would be like grieving over an Al-Qaeda member imo
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 08:24:29 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 08:24:29 AM
Quote from: Crusty Old Fart on August 10, 2013, 09:33:21 PM
Does this mean I shouldn't pass out party favors?
Sorry, I'm terrible, but this person was rather cruel
To feel any grief at all would be like grieving over an Al-Qaeda member imo
Obviously no-one can have had your experience and so you are certainly entitled to shun the entire party without feeling any guilt over it. Glad it's over and past history for you now. (Hugs)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 11, 2013, 08:39:57 AM
Post by: V M on August 11, 2013, 08:39:57 AM
Quote from: Shantel on August 10, 2013, 08:33:48 PM
One crusty old fart to another, I can completely relate to your sentiments, although I like Devlyn's approach by taking the high road and paying respects to the living who also had to put up with him all those years. Who knose, they may be experiencing a sense of relief as well.
I reread this and it makes sense, there are several people who were bothered by this guy also and we did chat a bit and most seem to feel about the same
An odd combined sense of sadness and relief
I'm actually not sure if there are any services scheduled for him or not, that will probably take a few days
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 08:59:37 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 08:59:37 AM
Quote from: Crusty Old Fart on August 11, 2013, 08:39:57 AM
I reread this and it makes sense, there are several people who were bothered by this guy also and we did chat a bit and most seem to feel about the same
An odd combined sense of sadness and relief
I'm actually not sure if there are any services scheduled for him or not, that will probably take a few days
It always makes one wonder how and why anyone would want to spend their lives tormenting others with their poisonous attitudes. What perks are possibly in it for them to make it worth becoming such a turd in everyone's soup and wind up being so universally unloved?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 11, 2013, 09:24:35 AM
Post by: V M on August 11, 2013, 09:24:35 AM
Quote from: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 08:59:37 AM
It always makes one wonder how and why anyone would want to spend their lives tormenting others with their poisonous attitudes. What perks are possibly in it for them to make it worth becoming such a turd in everyone's soup and wind up being so universally unloved?
It is difficult to understand, but I think it starts early like in high school or maybe even earlier
That's what he reminded me of, a high school bully
Possibly their home life was a bad influence
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 09:50:49 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 09:50:49 AM
Quote from: Joules on August 11, 2013, 09:32:02 AM
It's about control.
What a sad commentary on one's life that they would give up their soul and tarnish any memory of themselves in exchange for the dubious thrill of controlling others.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 10:01:45 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 10:01:45 AM
A neighbor two blocks away had a party with a loud PA system, band and a DJ. The base boom, boom,boom shook my windows, loud yelling and screaming went on until 11:30PM. I looked out as I was preparing to call the police and noticed everyone else's lights on as well and a police cruiser slowly driving by. Someone beat me to it, the noise ceased just before I was forced to run amok! >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 11, 2013, 10:15:08 AM
Post by: V M on August 11, 2013, 10:15:08 AM
Quote from: Joules on August 11, 2013, 09:32:02 AM
It's about control.
Nice to have you back VM, now where's that avatar we all love?
NVM, lol. Great choice btw, as always....
Thank you 8)
Quote from: Shantel on August 11, 2013, 09:50:49 AM
What a sad commentary on one's life that they would give up their soul and tarnish any memory of themselves in exchange for the dubious thrill of controlling others.
Self control is a virtue, feeling the need to control or take power over others is a sign of insecurity and weakness imo
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on August 11, 2013, 10:49:44 AM
Post by: big kim on August 11, 2013, 10:49:44 AM
Had a great time at my nephew's wedding except I was the only veggie there and everything had meat in it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on August 12, 2013, 05:48:41 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on August 12, 2013, 05:48:41 PM
Quote from: big kim on August 11, 2013, 10:49:44 AM
Had a great time at my nephew's wedding except I was the only veggie there and everything had meat in it.
Feels. I hate it when that happens, I run into similar issues a lot. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on August 12, 2013, 06:10:34 PM
Post by: big kim on August 12, 2013, 06:10:34 PM
Thanks,the veggie enchilada tasted great when I got back!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on August 12, 2013, 06:30:58 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on August 12, 2013, 06:30:58 PM
Quote from: big kim on August 12, 2013, 06:10:34 PM
Thanks,the veggie enchilada tasted great when I got back!
Mmmm, veggie enchiladas are the bomb-diggity.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: vegie271 on August 12, 2013, 09:51:33 PM
Post by: vegie271 on August 12, 2013, 09:51:33 PM
I was looking for books to read for a thread - while doing so I found the body of a wireless trackball (and I had set aside the ball from a broken one (this one had previously lost its ball through a weird mischance (bizarre circumstance my apartment eats things) allowing me to make a whole trackball ;D -
I was unable to find the books I was looking for this means I am missing 4 hardback books I ordered The color Purple and 3 I can't even remember the titles of (as I say my apartment eats things) they seem to have just vanished into the concrete floor just like the ball from the previous trackball :'( out $60
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on August 12, 2013, 11:28:14 PM
Post by: Jamie D on August 12, 2013, 11:28:14 PM
Quote from: V M on August 10, 2013, 07:13:12 PM
An individual at my apt.s who caused me a lot of grief with my immediate family and was a constant source of irritation and harassment for several years passed away this morning
I am torn between feeling sad for anyone to pass away and celebrating that I will never have to be bothered by this jerk (Bluto) again
I am waiting for one of my former bosses to die so I can piss on his gravestone.
I can be a real vindictive bitch when I feel like it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on August 14, 2013, 04:02:51 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on August 14, 2013, 04:02:51 PM
The offer was accepted that I made on the house I was interested in. The good news is that I'm moving out of what has grown into a toxic situation between my soon-to-be-ex-wife and me. The bad news is I'll be living alone and away from my two children.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 14, 2013, 05:46:33 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 14, 2013, 05:46:33 PM
Quote from: suzifrommd on August 14, 2013, 04:02:51 PM
The offer was accepted that I made on the house I was interested in. The good news is that I'm moving out of what has grown into a toxic situation between my soon-to-be-ex-wife and me. The bad news is I'll be living alone and away from my two children.
I know how much that sucks, but I remember your posts about that home life. You've needed some serious reprieve for a long time. *hug* You're going to be OK.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 14, 2013, 08:47:42 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 14, 2013, 08:47:42 PM
Quote from: suzifrommd on August 14, 2013, 04:02:51 PM
The offer was accepted that I made on the house I was interested in. The good news is that I'm moving out of what has grown into a toxic situation between my soon-to-be-ex-wife and me. The bad news is I'll be living alone and away from my two children.
They won't abandon you Suzi, meanwhile this will be healthy for you.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JillSter on August 15, 2013, 09:16:42 PM
Post by: JillSter on August 15, 2013, 09:16:42 PM
I'm quitting smoking in preparation for HRT. I'm so glad to get this monkey off my back, but OMG it sucks!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on August 16, 2013, 08:17:11 AM
Post by: suzifrommd on August 16, 2013, 08:17:11 AM
Quote from: Jillian on August 15, 2013, 09:16:42 PM
I'm quitting smoking in preparation for HRT. I'm so glad to get this monkey off my back, but OMG it sucks!
Stay strong, sister. Be kind to your body. You're precious.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on August 16, 2013, 05:51:20 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on August 16, 2013, 05:51:20 PM
I dropped a whole bucket of olives over myself tonight at work. But I got to use someones Lynx deodorant to cover up the smell. I don't particularly like it but its a stereotypical teenage guys deodorant, and something I've wanted to use just for that for a while.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 16, 2013, 06:35:49 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 16, 2013, 06:35:49 PM
Quote from: AlexanderC on August 16, 2013, 05:51:20 PM
I dropped a whole bucket of olives over myself tonight at work. But I got to use someones Lynx deodorant to cover up the smell. I don't particularly like it but its a stereotypical teenage guys deodorant, and something I've wanted to use just for that for a while.
I love Lynx Africa. My ex bought it for me when I went to see her, and I loved how it made me smell. Though now, whenever I smell it, I'm brought straight back to England and it makes me sort of sad.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 19, 2013, 10:55:44 AM
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 19, 2013, 10:55:44 AM
Viewing something
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on August 19, 2013, 08:13:01 PM
Post by: Makalii on August 19, 2013, 08:13:01 PM
Quote from: SaveMeJeebus on August 19, 2013, 10:55:44 AM
Viewing something
Dare I ask?
Went shopping today. Bought some cute clothes!!
But also a major dash on self esteem. I loved the clothes, but they didn't love me back... ):
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 21, 2013, 08:59:00 PM
Post by: Edge on August 21, 2013, 08:59:00 PM
My dad just sent me a message that my grandma is unresponsive and will probably die in the next two days. I'm glad she won't be suffering anymore and that she has had a long, good life, but I am upset that I won't be able to go to her funeral.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on August 22, 2013, 02:41:12 AM
Post by: Jamie D on August 22, 2013, 02:41:12 AM
Very sorry for your impending loss, Edge.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 22, 2013, 04:51:53 AM
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 22, 2013, 04:51:53 AM
Quote from: Makalii on August 19, 2013, 08:13:01 PM
Dare I ask?
Went shopping today. Bought some cute clothes!!
But also a major dash on self esteem. I loved the clothes, but they didn't love me back... ):
I don't want to jinx myself.
Quote from: Edge on August 21, 2013, 08:59:00 PM
My dad just sent me a message that my grandma is unresponsive and will probably die in the next two days. I'm glad she won't be suffering anymore and that she has had a long, good life, but I am upset that I won't be able to go to her funeral.
It saddens me to hear.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on August 22, 2013, 04:25:30 PM
Post by: Night Haven on August 22, 2013, 04:25:30 PM
The thought of being able to run around without a shirt on; can't do it yet, but eventually...
Also that I won't be able to do so immediately after surgery. It tastes bittersweet.
Also that I won't be able to do so immediately after surgery. It tastes bittersweet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 22, 2013, 06:43:22 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 22, 2013, 06:43:22 PM
Quote from: Edge on August 21, 2013, 08:59:00 PM
My dad just sent me a message that my grandma is unresponsive and will probably die in the next two days. I'm glad she won't be suffering anymore and that she has had a long, good life, but I am upset that I won't be able to go to her funeral.
Focus on your good memories of her and give thanks for her life and the positive influence she had on you, she knows you love her.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on August 22, 2013, 11:54:18 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on August 22, 2013, 11:54:18 PM
Quote from: Edge on August 21, 2013, 08:59:00 PM
My dad just sent me a message that my grandma is unresponsive and will probably die in the next two days. I'm glad she won't be suffering anymore and that she has had a long, good life, but I am upset that I won't be able to go to her funeral.
Please accept a *hug* :(
Maddy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 23, 2013, 10:23:45 AM
Post by: Edge on August 23, 2013, 10:23:45 AM
Thanks Jamie, SaveMeJeebus, Shantel, and Maddy. There is no need to be sad. She is 92, has had a good life, and has spent the past decade with Alzheimer's. It's just her time.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on August 23, 2013, 11:50:37 AM
Post by: AdamMLP on August 23, 2013, 11:50:37 AM
My new laptop arrived today. But, it's running windows 8 which is just a bad idea, and the touchpad seems incapable of being used normally to scroll, you have to use two fingers and scroll in the opposite direction to normal scratch that, I finally managed to find a driver that enabled me to change that, I just can't sort out the two finger thing. And it's got a purple tinge to it which it didn't have on the website. If something's colour is advertised as "metal" I expect grey, not purple!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Renee on August 23, 2013, 11:58:55 AM
Post by: Renee on August 23, 2013, 11:58:55 AM
Make sure there isn't a thin plastic film over it to protect it, something like that could add a purple tinge to it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on August 23, 2013, 08:17:05 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on August 23, 2013, 08:17:05 PM
Quote from: some old bag lady on August 23, 2013, 11:58:55 AM
Make sure there isn't a thin plastic film over it to protect it, something like that could add a purple tinge to it.
Nope, that was removed ASAP. I'm starting to get to grips with it now, only installing the antivirus the shop sold me completely wrecks the wifi, it's brilliant! I'd definitely not be getting a virus with that! No, it's not firewalls or anything causing the problems, the option for turning on the wifi just completely vanishes.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 23, 2013, 10:21:03 PM
Post by: V M on August 23, 2013, 10:21:03 PM
Last night and early this morning we had thunder storms that kept randomly knocking out the power and freaking out my computer and telephone and such, I finally gave up and went to bed >:(
Luckily I was able to reset everything today :) Glad I have a surge protector
Luckily I was able to reset everything today :) Glad I have a surge protector
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on August 24, 2013, 12:27:14 PM
Post by: LordKAT on August 24, 2013, 12:27:14 PM
Car died, no money
mom offered a loan
have one car to drive and one to get towed away
but now I owe my mom money
Life definitely has its ups and downs.
mom offered a loan
have one car to drive and one to get towed away
but now I owe my mom money
Life definitely has its ups and downs.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on August 24, 2013, 12:38:24 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on August 24, 2013, 12:38:24 PM
I start a new job on Monday. I'm moving out of the classroom and into a board-level consultancy role.
It's a big promotion with a lot more responsibility. Assuming that coming out doesn't compromise me, professionally, it should be a step towards upper admin. Professionally, I'm happy and feel very respected.
But I'm going to miss the classroom terribly. I'll miss the kids' enthusiasm, their ideas, the thrill when they overcome challenges, and, selfishly, the knowledge that I'm a tangibly positive direct influence in their lives.
Maddy
It's a big promotion with a lot more responsibility. Assuming that coming out doesn't compromise me, professionally, it should be a step towards upper admin. Professionally, I'm happy and feel very respected.
But I'm going to miss the classroom terribly. I'll miss the kids' enthusiasm, their ideas, the thrill when they overcome challenges, and, selfishly, the knowledge that I'm a tangibly positive direct influence in their lives.
Maddy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 24, 2013, 12:48:07 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 24, 2013, 12:48:07 PM
Quote from: Fairy Princess with a Death Ray on August 24, 2013, 12:38:24 PM
I start a new job on Monday. I'm moving out of the classroom and into a board-level consultancy role.
It's a big promotion with a lot more responsibility. Assuming that coming out doesn't compromise me, professionally, it should be a step towards upper admin. Professionally, I'm happy and feel very respected.
But I'm going to miss the classroom terribly. I'll miss the kids' enthusiasm, their ideas, the thrill when they overcome challenges, and, selfishly, the knowledge that I'm a tangibly positive direct influence in their lives.
Maddy
Congratulations! If nothing else, it should give you an even greater platform to eventually launch the real you from and receive the added respect that goes with the position which could be advantageous.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on August 24, 2013, 01:41:35 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on August 24, 2013, 01:41:35 PM
Quote from: Shantel on August 24, 2013, 12:48:07 PM
Congratulations! If nothing else, it should give you an even greater platform to eventually launch the real you from and receive the added respect that goes with the position which could be advantageous.
Thank you, Auntie Shan! :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 24, 2013, 02:55:51 PM
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 24, 2013, 02:55:51 PM
Being on Facetime to my siblings, while looking at myself on the screen :-X
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on August 24, 2013, 03:22:03 PM
Post by: Night Haven on August 24, 2013, 03:22:03 PM
When the fanfics have better plots and writing than the original canon.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on August 24, 2013, 05:51:47 PM
Post by: FTMDiaries on August 24, 2013, 05:51:47 PM
Good news: The laxatives are working.
Bad news: The laxatives are working.
Bad news: The laxatives are working.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 24, 2013, 05:57:25 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 24, 2013, 05:57:25 PM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on August 24, 2013, 05:51:47 PM
Good news: The laxatives are working.
Bad news: The laxatives are working.
Uh-huh, now you're stuck at home close to the loo! ;D :D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on August 24, 2013, 06:07:33 PM
Post by: FTMDiaries on August 24, 2013, 06:07:33 PM
Quote from: Shantel on August 24, 2013, 05:57:25 PM
Uh-huh, now you're stuck at home close to the loo! ;D :D :laugh:
LOL - it's almost as if ED-209 is in my bathroom... I keep being told I only have 15 seconds to comply ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on August 25, 2013, 05:36:20 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on August 25, 2013, 05:36:20 PM
My son moving out of the house and into his college dorm.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on August 26, 2013, 02:20:08 PM
Post by: Devlyn on August 26, 2013, 02:20:08 PM
Quote from: Joules on August 26, 2013, 02:18:16 PM
It's getting harder to hide my "girls" anymore. I'm happy they are growing but I hoped to get rid of some of my guy muscles before the girls got too big.
If you're anything like your avatar, it's durn near impossible! Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 26, 2013, 05:05:43 PM
Post by: V M on August 26, 2013, 05:05:43 PM
Quote from: Joules on August 26, 2013, 02:18:16 PM
It's getting harder to hide my "girls" anymore. I'm happy they are growing but I hoped to get rid of some of my guy muscles before the girls got too big.
I was concerned about the same thing, I wasn't built like a pro body builder but I was rather muscular with little to no body fat 8) It took some time but my arms and such have girled up pretty good now
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 26, 2013, 08:31:38 PM
Post by: V M on August 26, 2013, 08:31:38 PM
Quote from: Glitterfly on August 26, 2013, 07:25:56 PM
how long would you say it took? :)
To be honest, I'm not really sure, maybe a year? :) I noticed some feminizing within a few months but my muscular arms and such still bothered me for quite awhile
Then one day when I got out of the shower I noticed that the my bulging biceps and forearms and such were much less bulky and my whole muscular build had changed and I had the body of an average female my age
Except the hips and waistline, wish I had better hips and waistline
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on August 26, 2013, 10:54:45 PM
Post by: Constance on August 26, 2013, 10:54:45 PM
I had dinner with my ex for her birthday.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 26, 2013, 11:37:31 PM
Post by: V M on August 26, 2013, 11:37:31 PM
Getting woots and whistles from construction workers on my way to the store... Again
I'm never quite sure if I should feel complimented or afraid so I just keep the same expression (average girl smile) looking foward and don't react
I'm never quite sure if I should feel complimented or afraid so I just keep the same expression (average girl smile) looking foward and don't react
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on August 28, 2013, 03:38:05 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on August 28, 2013, 03:38:05 PM
When I was at the open day for my apprenticeship today one of the staff came up to us over lunch and said something to my mum like "Do you know if he's out of school yet?", clearly trying to make a joke about how young I look, they argued back and forth over my gender three or four times before he saw my name badge and just about died of embarrassment. I was just hoping to disappear from embarrassment and awkwardness.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on August 28, 2013, 04:14:01 PM
Post by: NathanielM on August 28, 2013, 04:14:01 PM
I talked to my mum about her asking for one last girly picture. She didn't mean to hurt me of course and I'm not going to do it and she is sorry for hurting me. I'm happy we worked it out. That said the uphill chore the conversation was makes me sad. It just reminded me that talking to my mum about emotions will allways be a chore and I'll never know what she really feels about thing, even if she 'tells' me. My own reaction made me sad too, whenever my mums involved everything is my fault and I just lose all the hard-earned selfrespect and boundary setting I try so hard to keep up. And worst thing is I can't even really blame her for it...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on August 28, 2013, 04:20:21 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on August 28, 2013, 04:20:21 PM
My first girl clothes arrived in the mail a day early... which meant my wife was home to receive them.
...and they're far too big (of all things). So much for measuring first!
...and they're far too big (of all things). So much for measuring first!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 28, 2013, 09:47:50 PM
Post by: Edge on August 28, 2013, 09:47:50 PM
My grandma passed away this afternoon. My dad e-mailed me to tell me. She went peacefully, while she was being read to, and knowing she was loved.
Also, my friend said something today that makes me think she might see me for who I am. More than most anyway. I probably shouldn't get my hopes up though. But I also told her some personal stuff and she hasn't run away or told me I'm crazy. Yet.
Also, my friend said something today that makes me think she might see me for who I am. More than most anyway. I probably shouldn't get my hopes up though. But I also told her some personal stuff and she hasn't run away or told me I'm crazy. Yet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 29, 2013, 12:47:48 AM
Post by: V M on August 29, 2013, 12:47:48 AM
Police officers and EMT personnel complimenting me on my ability to maintain calm and properly give care and handle a situation
Then one of them said "You've had some training haven't you sir"
Deflated V M sighed then smiled and said "Yes, just a little"
Then one of them said "You've had some training haven't you sir"
Deflated V M sighed then smiled and said "Yes, just a little"
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 29, 2013, 11:51:07 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 29, 2013, 11:51:07 AM
Quote from: V M on August 29, 2013, 12:47:48 AM
Police officers and EMT personnel complimenting me on my ability to maintain calm and properly give care and handle a situation
Then one of them said "You've had some training haven't you sir"
Deflated V M sighed then smiled and said "Yes, just a little"
If those photos of yourself that you posted awhile back are really you, which I believe are, then that person needs his eyes checked or a serious attitude adjustment.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on August 30, 2013, 06:21:57 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on August 30, 2013, 06:21:57 PM
I recieved a cc'd copy of my endo referral letter in the mail. I'm happy that the referral is in process, but quite unhappy because that the letter misgenders me repeatedly. :-\
Maddy
Maddy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JillSter on August 30, 2013, 07:51:31 PM
Post by: JillSter on August 30, 2013, 07:51:31 PM
All week I've been craving this smoked keta salmon I love. I went to the store on Monday or Tuesday and they were out of it. The guy at the fish market said they would be getting more on Thursday. So I went back on Thursday and they told me it'll arrive on Friday. Ugh!
So I went back today and guess what! No keta salmon! :-\
But I was obsessed by then, so I drove way out of my way to another place that sells it. And they had a whole bunch of them! :eusa_dance:
*munch munch* Yum! :D
So I went back today and guess what! No keta salmon! :-\
But I was obsessed by then, so I drove way out of my way to another place that sells it. And they had a whole bunch of them! :eusa_dance:
*munch munch* Yum! :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 30, 2013, 08:17:04 PM
Post by: V M on August 30, 2013, 08:17:04 PM
Quote from: Glitterfly on August 30, 2013, 07:54:12 PM
xD enjoy your salmon! salmon is yummy >:3 what is keta salmon...? is it a different species..?
It is a rather tasty salmon caught in the Northern Pacific, particularly in Alaska and also referred to as Keta O. keta, Chum, Silverbrite or Dog salmon
The meatiest, firmest texture of all the five species and it's affordable too
Dang!!! Now I'm craving some
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JillSter on August 30, 2013, 08:27:38 PM
Post by: JillSter on August 30, 2013, 08:27:38 PM
Quote from: Glitterfly on August 30, 2013, 07:54:12 PM
xD enjoy your salmon! salmon is yummy >:3 what is keta salmon...? is it a different species..?
It's a Pacific salmon. It's less fatty, less oily and a lot of flavor when smoked. Supposedly it's not great for other uses, but it smokes very well. I like it. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 30, 2013, 10:46:28 PM
Post by: V M on August 30, 2013, 10:46:28 PM
I am sooooo glad I put these new road tires and tubes on my bicycle :) Some jerk tossed a beer bottle up from his car window which of course broke right in front of me >:( I thought for sure I was going to get a flat tire
But nope, I was able to ride right through it with the glass popping and crunching underneath 8) The only other thing was my feet got spattered with beer and a small shard of glass got stuck in the toe next to my pinky toe, but that was easily plucked out
No flat tires :icon_joy:
But nope, I was able to ride right through it with the glass popping and crunching underneath 8) The only other thing was my feet got spattered with beer and a small shard of glass got stuck in the toe next to my pinky toe, but that was easily plucked out
No flat tires :icon_joy:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on August 31, 2013, 08:20:14 AM
Post by: LordKAT on August 31, 2013, 08:20:14 AM
I have to work monday.
No 3 day weekend but, I get paid twice for it.
No 3 day weekend but, I get paid twice for it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suitsme on September 01, 2013, 04:24:58 PM
Post by: suitsme on September 01, 2013, 04:24:58 PM
I devoured a ton of biscuits, made me really happy. ;D I thought about the way I'm slowly becoming the size of a house lol, made me unhappy. >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suitsme on September 02, 2013, 02:49:20 AM
Post by: suitsme on September 02, 2013, 02:49:20 AM
That's exactly the reason I don't want to put weight on lol :) my chest needs a steam roller on it!!! :p
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suitsme on September 02, 2013, 08:48:05 AM
Post by: suitsme on September 02, 2013, 08:48:05 AM
It's a good job we can find humour in it all ey? Lol ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 02, 2013, 10:56:51 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 02, 2013, 10:56:51 AM
Quote from: Glitterfly on September 02, 2013, 10:53:32 AM
Unhappy that I can be so obsessed/preoccupied by my face that I spend hours measuring it from every angle and measuring all its proportions and comparing them with female and male facial proportions and differences between female and male faces.
Happy that the end result was 71% female xD (or another possible way to look at it: 23% male, 52% female, 24% either/andro/neutral)
...there are so many better ways to use your time than this... (-_-')
Obsessing is right, but you'll have to give the rest of us obsessive types a head's up on what criteria you used.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on September 02, 2013, 03:24:44 PM
Post by: Devlyn on September 02, 2013, 03:24:44 PM
Happy: I made a barrel stove today to keep me warm this winter, and I didn't lay myself open cutting it.
Unhappy: I made a barrel stove today, I'm tired, sore, and got a blister on my hand that popped.
Unhappy: I made a barrel stove today, I'm tired, sore, and got a blister on my hand that popped.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 02, 2013, 08:42:33 PM
Post by: Shantel on September 02, 2013, 08:42:33 PM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on September 02, 2013, 03:24:44 PM
Happy: I made a barrel stove today to keep me warm this winter, and I didn't lay myself open cutting it.
Unhappy: I made a barrel stove today, I'm tired, sore, and got a blister on my hand that popped.
Let's see a photo, where is it going to be used?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on September 02, 2013, 08:54:15 PM
Post by: Devlyn on September 02, 2013, 08:54:15 PM
She's not completed yet, I did the hole for the door and some of the drilling for the legs. It's a standard Vogelzang barrel kit, I ordered it on eBay for $40, then had local teens drag three, er, appropriated barrels back to my house for another $40. When this stove wears out, I can build two more.
http://www.vogelzang.com/
http://www.vogelzang.com/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on September 03, 2013, 06:04:33 AM
Post by: Keaira on September 03, 2013, 06:04:33 AM
I was asked acouple of days ago by a friends classmate if I could give a speech to students at a local university to help bring awareness to transgender issues, since it never even came up in the psychology class they are taking.
I'with the formationa speech. I sure as hell dont know if im even the right person to do it. The problem is, there isnt anyone else. And this is on top of helping to organize the local Transgender Day of Remembrance and also assisting with the formation of a transgender support group and possibly be creating new websites for 2 trans support groups, Indy Boyz and Indy Girlz. And the website for the Indiana Transgender Rights Advocacy Association, or INTRAA as its known. TDOR is going to be so hard for me. Last year I shared my Sister Jannie's story of loss and family hatred. This year i will be talking about her passing away. Eventually I'll probably also help INTRAA by giving talks if need be about trans rights, lobbying, etc.
If all that works out I have almost no hope of being stealth.
I'with the formationa speech. I sure as hell dont know if im even the right person to do it. The problem is, there isnt anyone else. And this is on top of helping to organize the local Transgender Day of Remembrance and also assisting with the formation of a transgender support group and possibly be creating new websites for 2 trans support groups, Indy Boyz and Indy Girlz. And the website for the Indiana Transgender Rights Advocacy Association, or INTRAA as its known. TDOR is going to be so hard for me. Last year I shared my Sister Jannie's story of loss and family hatred. This year i will be talking about her passing away. Eventually I'll probably also help INTRAA by giving talks if need be about trans rights, lobbying, etc.
If all that works out I have almost no hope of being stealth.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 03, 2013, 09:38:29 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 03, 2013, 09:38:29 AM
Went out to lunch with m'colleagues to toast someone who is about to get married. The food was great, the drink was great, the company was great... until somebody pulled out their iPhone and started passing it around, showing off a photo of one of my male colleagues dressed as a fairy princess, which was taken at a social event a while ago.
Cue much transphobic joking and laughter amongst my usually awesome colleagues... about how comfortable he looked in a dress, how much the look suited him, how much the colour brought out his eyes, how someone should tell his wife, how he should hand in his man card, etc. etc. etc.
One - just one - of my colleagues had the grace to look a little bit embarrassed that this was happening right in front of me.
Sigh. Even awesome colleagues can be douches sometimes. ::)
Cue much transphobic joking and laughter amongst my usually awesome colleagues... about how comfortable he looked in a dress, how much the look suited him, how much the colour brought out his eyes, how someone should tell his wife, how he should hand in his man card, etc. etc. etc.
One - just one - of my colleagues had the grace to look a little bit embarrassed that this was happening right in front of me.
Sigh. Even awesome colleagues can be douches sometimes. ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 03, 2013, 10:05:35 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 03, 2013, 10:05:35 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on September 03, 2013, 09:38:29 AM
Went out to lunch with m'colleagues to toast someone who is about to get married. The food was great, the drink was great, the company was great... until somebody pulled out their iPhone and started passing it around, showing off a photo of one of my male colleagues dressed as a fairy princess, which was taken at a social event a while ago.
Cue much transphobic joking and laughter amongst my usually awesome colleagues... about how comfortable he looked in a dress, how much the look suited him, how much the colour brought out his eyes, how someone should tell his wife, how he should hand in his man card, etc. etc. etc.
One - just one - of my colleagues had the grace to look a little bit embarrassed that this was happening right in front of me.
Sigh. Even awesome colleagues can be douches sometimes. ::)
Unfortunately that is all learned behavior that comes down from parents. I am guilty of once making a disparaging remark concerning a certain person's sexual preference and about cops in front of my kids when they were young when I was having an explosive anger moment about something. The kids picked up on it and so it was passed on to yet another generation. I regret that, but once you let an arrow fly it's out their doing it's destructive work.
So FTM there you were sitting in the midst of someone's adult children who were acting very immature and feeding off one another's learned nastiness. It's going to take a long time and a lot of careful introspection and self control by parents whose kids will one day be adults before this problem goes away.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on September 03, 2013, 06:27:29 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on September 03, 2013, 06:27:29 PM
First day of school today... no kids to teach. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on September 04, 2013, 03:16:27 AM
Post by: King Malachite on September 04, 2013, 03:16:27 AM
Unhappy- Saw some bug moving along the floor but couldn't find my glasses in time to identify the creature. By the time I found my glasses it was gone. I got scared thinking it was a spider as something told me it was.
Happy- When I turned my tv off while getting ready for bed I saw that same creature crawling on the wall and my suspicions about the identification of the creature was confirmed, therefore, I moved into neutralize the threat. This has made me happy now.
Happy- When I turned my tv off while getting ready for bed I saw that same creature crawling on the wall and my suspicions about the identification of the creature was confirmed, therefore, I moved into neutralize the threat. This has made me happy now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 04, 2013, 07:00:36 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 04, 2013, 07:00:36 AM
Quote from: Shantel on September 03, 2013, 10:05:35 AM
So FTM there you were sitting in the midst of someone's adult children who were acting very immature and feeding off one another's learned nastiness. It's going to take a long time and a lot of careful introspection and self control by parents whose kids will one day be adults before this problem goes away.
Agreed. And I know they didn't mean anything by it. It's just that this is the kind of casual, everyday transphobia that makes all our lives so bloody difficult. ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 05, 2013, 04:36:58 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 05, 2013, 04:36:58 AM
A DJ on a local radio station referred to British MtF celebrity Lauren Harries as 'that man-lady'.
I phoned in to complain... and the DJ rang me back on my mobile to apologise personally. Profusely.
I phoned in to complain... and the DJ rang me back on my mobile to apologise personally. Profusely.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 05, 2013, 05:44:02 PM
Post by: Shantel on September 05, 2013, 05:44:02 PM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on September 05, 2013, 04:36:58 AM
A DJ on a local radio station referred to British MtF celebrity Lauren Harries as 'that man-lady'.
I phoned in to complain... and the DJ rang me back on my mobile to apologise personally. Profusely.
Way to go, zero tolerance for nasty stuff!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 06, 2013, 04:37:36 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 06, 2013, 04:37:36 AM
Quote from: Shantel on September 05, 2013, 05:44:02 PM
Way to go, zero tolerance for nasty stuff!
Thanks Auntie Shan! :)
I hate confrontation... but I can't let a comment like his slide. Especially in a city with thousands of trans* residents, many of whom face daily bullying & threats due to this sort of thing being promoted in the media as an acceptable way to talk about a woman who transitioned many years ago. A woman who was once attacked in her own home by a gang of transphobes.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on September 06, 2013, 07:02:10 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on September 06, 2013, 07:02:10 PM
I've just finished packing to move out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on September 06, 2013, 11:14:56 PM
Post by: Makalii on September 06, 2013, 11:14:56 PM
I had my first time passing today from close up! :D I was at comic con and I was all dressed up as a genie and this man with a camera walked up and asked me what I was dressed up as. (I was in too much of a hurry to shave so I just wore black tights and a black close fitting shirt underneath my red genie costume) when I responded, he said "woah, you're a guy. I totally did not see that coming.) I told him I was trans and he said he could tell. So on the bad side, my voice definitely gave me away, and the man didn't seem to understand that being trans meant I in fact wasn't a guy, but on the good side,
For the first time close up and for more than just a quick glance I was passing!!!!! :D!!!!
For the first time close up and for more than just a quick glance I was passing!!!!! :D!!!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 07, 2013, 02:26:57 PM
Post by: Shantel on September 07, 2013, 02:26:57 PM
Quote from: Makalii on September 06, 2013, 11:14:56 PM
I had my first time passing today from close up! :D I was at comic con and I was all dressed up as a genie and this man with a camera walked up and asked me what I was dressed up as. (I was in too much of a hurry to shave so I just wore black tights and a black close fitting shirt underneath my red genie costume) when I responded, he said "woah, you're a guy. I totally did not see that coming.) I told him I was trans and he said he could tell. So on the bad side, my voice definitely gave me away, and the man didn't seem to understand that being trans meant I in fact wasn't a guy, but on the good side,
For the first time close up and for more than just a quick glance I was passing!!!!! :D!!!!
Pretty cool experience even for a genie! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on September 08, 2013, 01:39:33 PM
Post by: Edge on September 08, 2013, 01:39:33 PM
I had a really cool dream... that I can barely remember...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on September 09, 2013, 10:53:26 AM
Post by: King Malachite on September 09, 2013, 10:53:26 AM
Happy- School is cancelled today so I can sleep in
Unhappy- My driving teacher has strep throat. That's why.
Unhappy- My driving teacher has strep throat. That's why.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 09, 2013, 11:38:57 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 09, 2013, 11:38:57 AM
Quote from: Malachite on September 09, 2013, 10:53:26 AM
Happy- School is cancelled today so I can sleep in
Unhappy- My driving teacher has strep throat. That's why.
Just as well, you don't wanna get that!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JillSter on September 09, 2013, 08:59:05 PM
Post by: JillSter on September 09, 2013, 08:59:05 PM
I haven't had any alcohol or cigarettes in a month, but I'm drinking tonight.
I feel good. But I know I'll hate myself tomorrow.
F**k you future me. We're drinking tonight!
But we're not smoking! :icon_drunk:
I feel good. But I know I'll hate myself tomorrow.
F**k you future me. We're drinking tonight!
But we're not smoking! :icon_drunk:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JillSter on September 10, 2013, 12:48:01 PM
Post by: JillSter on September 10, 2013, 12:48:01 PM
Quote from: Jillian on September 09, 2013, 08:59:05 PM
I haven't had any alcohol or cigarettes in a month, but I'm drinking tonight.
I feel good. But I know I'll hate myself tomorrow.
F**k you future me. We're drinking tonight!
But we're not smoking! :icon_drunk:
Yep. I called it.
>:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on September 10, 2013, 01:59:43 PM
Post by: Darkie on September 10, 2013, 01:59:43 PM
I lost my job today but when my SO left for work I immediately changed into my boy clothes. I feel so much calmer right now and managed to get in a little cat nap.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on September 11, 2013, 02:26:46 AM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on September 11, 2013, 02:26:46 AM
I have a job interview tomorrow at Value Village (aka Savers). Not sure I want to go back to work right now. That will probably help in the interview since I won't have as much anxiety about getting hired. Happy because I like Value Village and it will give me money to spend there. Unhappy because it means I'm going to be working my ass off with school and work for the next month and a half.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on September 11, 2013, 07:13:42 AM
Post by: big kim on September 11, 2013, 07:13:42 AM
My replacement bank card for the one I lost arrived early.My wages didn't show up on time (again)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: janis on September 11, 2013, 08:24:57 AM
Post by: janis on September 11, 2013, 08:24:57 AM
Hi,
Last week I was going to a flea market, and I asked the man what time
does the market open he said 9.00 mam, I said what, he said sorry miss.
That made me feel really good.
Janis
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Post by: FTMDiaries on September 11, 2013, 09:06:13 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on September 11, 2013, 09:06:13 AM
My biceps are aching. But it's self-inflicted pain, because last night I blasted the living daylights out of them with a pair of dumbbells after the kids had gone to bed.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 11, 2013, 09:17:55 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 11, 2013, 09:17:55 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on September 11, 2013, 09:06:13 AM
My biceps are aching. But it's self-inflicted pain, because last night I blasted the living daylights out of them with a pair of dumbbells after the kids had gone to bed.
Check out the article entitled "Bashing Binaries" posted in Arts and Entertainment by Learnedhand. Heather Cassils has a totally resculpted physique through hard work and determination.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on September 11, 2013, 07:49:45 PM
Post by: Night Haven on September 11, 2013, 07:49:45 PM
My AP Psych class is stellar, AP Lang isn't too bad, and AP Bio is one of my favorite subjects~
However, they're all on the same day. With Latin. *Drowns in homework*
However, they're all on the same day. With Latin. *Drowns in homework*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on September 11, 2013, 09:25:36 PM
Post by: Darkie on September 11, 2013, 09:25:36 PM
Quote from: Night Haven on September 11, 2013, 07:49:45 PM
My AP Psych class is stellar, AP Lang isn't too bad, and AP Bio is one of my favorite subjects~
However, they're all on the same day. With Latin. *Drowns in homework*
Yikes, Latin? And I thought ASL was hard. ;.;
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on September 12, 2013, 07:43:28 PM
Post by: Night Haven on September 12, 2013, 07:43:28 PM
Quote from: Darkie on September 11, 2013, 09:25:36 PM
Yikes, Latin? And I thought ASL was hard. ;.;
I've actually been wanting to learn ASL... Might actually switch over if I can; don't think I'm going to be able to handle Latin this year, and I've gotten all my language credits already. :P
It's not too bad, just a lot of memorization. Our old teacher was great, but unfortunately for us she moved (but awesome for her - moved and got married, so stellar~), and our new one is starting us off with Caesar... And no review. None at all, though we weren't assigned any summer work. *Sigh* It's probably because our class is merged to upper level Latin, though - 3, 4, and AP.
*Sigh* Definitely going to have to see about a schedule change - everything else is pretty decent, and I don't want to mess that up, so hopefully there'll be something available...
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Post by: Darkie on September 12, 2013, 07:51:57 PM
Post by: Darkie on September 12, 2013, 07:51:57 PM
Quote from: Night Haven on September 12, 2013, 07:43:28 PM
I've actually been wanting to learn ASL... Might actually switch over if I can; don't think I'm going to be able to handle Latin this year, and I've gotten all my language credits already. :P
It's not too bad, just a lot of memorization. Our old teacher was great, but unfortunately for us she moved (but awesome for her - moved and got married, so stellar~), and our new one is starting us off with Caesar... And no review. None at all, though we weren't assigned any summer work. *Sigh* It's probably because our class is merged to upper level Latin, though - 3, 4, and AP.
*Sigh* Definitely going to have to see about a schedule change - everything else is pretty decent, and I don't want to mess that up, so hopefully there'll be something available...
I'd be happy to teach you as I learn! That way if you can't switch until next semester you will be ahead a little! We can have skype tutor lessons! If you don't mind the fact that I look like a girl. ;.;
On a side note, finally broke out my piano (clavanova) and started playing again! Bad thing is I'm so short and I have it on our dining room table that I'm having to sit on a phone book just to reach the keys. DX
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on September 12, 2013, 09:42:46 PM
Post by: V M on September 12, 2013, 09:42:46 PM
Having a minor surgery performed near my left ear, the thingy removed appears to be benign (noncancerous)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on September 12, 2013, 09:54:36 PM
Post by: Devlyn on September 12, 2013, 09:54:36 PM
Yay for benign growths! Hugs, Devlyn
Happy/unhappy: Some people will fall for anything. :D >:(
Happy/unhappy: Some people will fall for anything. :D >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 13, 2013, 10:01:22 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 13, 2013, 10:01:22 AM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on September 12, 2013, 09:54:36 PM
Yay for benign growths! Hugs, Devlyn
Ditto that!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on September 13, 2013, 08:31:32 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on September 13, 2013, 08:31:32 PM
Went to a dinner party given by the parents of one of my daughter's friends. Had a great time. Definitely was gendered correctly by everyone there.
Then, while I was in the bathroom, my wife outed me.
"I thought everyone already knew," she said later.
Then, while I was in the bathroom, my wife outed me.
"I thought everyone already knew," she said later.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on September 13, 2013, 09:08:32 PM
Post by: Darkie on September 13, 2013, 09:08:32 PM
Went to a Deaf coffee chat and I had fun, but being a beginning student, my brain hurts from watching so intently.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on September 16, 2013, 02:55:42 PM
Post by: NathanielM on September 16, 2013, 02:55:42 PM
Still dreaming about the elf fantasy fair but getting upset that I can't be who I really want to be because of this stupid body. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 16, 2013, 03:07:02 PM
Post by: Shantel on September 16, 2013, 03:07:02 PM
Quote from: NathanielM on September 16, 2013, 02:55:42 PM
Still dreaming about the elf fantasy fair but getting upset that I can't be who I really want to be because of this stupid body. :(
Elfs don't fuss about their bodies do they Nathaniel? C'mon cheer up kid!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Renee on September 16, 2013, 03:09:50 PM
Post by: Renee on September 16, 2013, 03:09:50 PM
Got my hair trimmed and colored over the weekend and today, not a soul complimented me on it. The bastards!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 16, 2013, 03:11:18 PM
Post by: Shantel on September 16, 2013, 03:11:18 PM
Quote from: j on September 16, 2013, 03:09:50 PM
Got my hair trimmed and colored over the weekend and today, not a soul complimented me on it. The bastards!
I know you look gorgeous, so quit carping and put a photo up!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Renee on September 16, 2013, 03:44:19 PM
Post by: Renee on September 16, 2013, 03:44:19 PM
Quote from: Shantel on September 16, 2013, 03:11:18 PMFar from gorgeous really. And I'm not sure when I will put another photo up.
I know you look gorgeous, so quit carping and put a photo up!
But I did just think of another name to use for a bit...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shodan on September 16, 2013, 03:54:48 PM
Post by: Shodan on September 16, 2013, 03:54:48 PM
My nipples are really, really sore. It means the Spiro is doing it's job and my natural E is starting to do things but.... owwww.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Natkat on September 17, 2013, 04:18:06 PM
Post by: Natkat on September 17, 2013, 04:18:06 PM
happy because I got an education
unhappy because its not going as well as I hoped.
unhappy because its not going as well as I hoped.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on September 17, 2013, 04:41:23 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on September 17, 2013, 04:41:23 PM
Happy because I dragged myself out and survived circuit training this week (manning up and wearing a sports bra instead of a binder was definitely worth it).
Unhappy because I fell over in the warm up and landed on the dodgy part of my dodgy hand. That area's already taken enough abuse over the years, but at least I know it's not broken.
Unhappy because I fell over in the warm up and landed on the dodgy part of my dodgy hand. That area's already taken enough abuse over the years, but at least I know it's not broken.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 17, 2013, 07:00:33 PM
Post by: Shantel on September 17, 2013, 07:00:33 PM
Quote from: butterface on September 16, 2013, 03:44:19 PM
Far from gorgeous really. And I'm not sure when I will put another photo up.
But I did just think of another name to use for a bit...
We will have to agree to disagree about your looks, but I'm going to be the last word on that and what I said still stands. :icon_ballbounce:
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Post by: Renee on September 17, 2013, 07:21:54 PM
Post by: Renee on September 17, 2013, 07:21:54 PM
Quote from: Shantel on September 17, 2013, 07:00:33 PMMy dog agrees with me too, you know.
We will have to agree to disagree about your looks, but I'm going to be the last word on that and what I said still stands. :icon_ballbounce:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 17, 2013, 07:42:44 PM
Post by: Shantel on September 17, 2013, 07:42:44 PM
Quote from: butterface on September 17, 2013, 07:21:54 PM
My dog agrees with me too, you know.
So? My dog is bigger than your dog, and he says you're mistaken honey! >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on September 20, 2013, 04:12:01 PM
Post by: King Malachite on September 20, 2013, 04:12:01 PM
Unhappy-period is on
Happy- at least I can get it out the way for the month
Happy- at least I can get it out the way for the month
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on September 20, 2013, 11:08:59 PM
Post by: V M on September 20, 2013, 11:08:59 PM
Quote from: Liam Erik on September 20, 2013, 10:54:51 PM
Another one of them two and a half inch wolf spiders appeared on the kitchen floor right next to me. The cat chased it a bit but wouldn't kill it, and then they both stopped for a standoff. I took the liberty of whacking it with the flyswatter, which basically exploded it and caused the cat to levitate four feet off the ground. That was hilarious but I couldn't find most of its parts, which makes me uncomfortable.
Jumpin' cats!!! that is hilarious :laugh: One thing I loved about my dog is that he would point out hobo spiders :) He'd actually take up the pointer position and do his little "I found something" yip until I came and whacked the spider
I miss him a lot :'(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on September 21, 2013, 09:53:30 AM
Post by: Darkie on September 21, 2013, 09:53:30 AM
Quote from: V M on September 20, 2013, 11:08:59 PM
Jumpin' cats!!! that is hilarious :laugh: One thing I loved about my dog is that he would point out hobo spiders :) He'd actually take up the pointer position and do his little "I found something" yip until I came and whacked the spider
I miss him a lot :'(
I think we have hobo spiders but I'm not sure. Sometimes though I get these bites on my fingers that swell up and are really REALLY painful to touch, but about a week later they go away. Our porch is infested with spiders though. Every time I go out onto the porch at night I get terrified I'm gunna be carried away by a spider back to his lair.
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Post by: Shantel on September 21, 2013, 10:07:25 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 21, 2013, 10:07:25 AM
Quote from: Darkie on September 21, 2013, 09:53:30 AM
I think we have hobo spiders but I'm not sure. Sometimes though I get these bites on my fingers that swell up and are really REALLY painful to touch, but about a week later they go away. Our porch is infested with spiders though. Every time I go out onto the porch at night I get terrified I'm gunna be carried away by a spider back to his lair.
Muhahahaha gotcha kid!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fscaled%2Flarge%2F59%2F9rh9.jpg&hash=1b19b60e53131978d0a9e994ed43dab94b678a3b) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/59/9rh9.jpg/)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on September 21, 2013, 10:40:06 AM
Post by: V M on September 21, 2013, 10:40:06 AM
Hobo spider bites left untreated can be very dangerous, I had one on my forearm that began to become necrotic and swelled with infection
I had to get a shot in the rear and a round of antibiotics, I now have a tube of prescription 'bite cream' for whenever I get a suspicious bite mark
I would recommend spraying your porch with insecticide and putting sticky traps near the doorways
I had to get a shot in the rear and a round of antibiotics, I now have a tube of prescription 'bite cream' for whenever I get a suspicious bite mark
I would recommend spraying your porch with insecticide and putting sticky traps near the doorways
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Post by: Darkie on September 21, 2013, 10:45:36 AM
Post by: Darkie on September 21, 2013, 10:45:36 AM
Well let's hope I don't get bitten then. Out of the 5 antibiotics one can take, I'm allergic to 3.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on September 21, 2013, 02:09:18 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on September 21, 2013, 02:09:18 PM
A gang of my former students mobbed me last night. It was good to see them, but made me nostalgic for the classroom.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mariax on September 25, 2013, 03:38:11 AM
Post by: Mariax on September 25, 2013, 03:38:11 AM
I was asked about genderless bathrooms in the US by a coworker. He had read something about it, so I was pleased to discuss it. This made me happy, because I thought it made a great time to talk to someone about the problems we face. It made me unhappy, because I am not out at work, and this might have been a not so sublte hint that everyone knows! Ah well...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on September 25, 2013, 02:33:26 PM
Post by: Edge on September 25, 2013, 02:33:26 PM
I will finally :) be getting my student loan within the next ten business days. >:( It is about a month late.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on September 28, 2013, 02:48:32 AM
Post by: NathanielM on September 28, 2013, 02:48:32 AM
I used the mens bathroom in a station in brussels, Which is nice but it was the first and probably one of the few times I was standing there wondering if I was safe in that bathroom. And it makes me sad that there are peope who have that feeling almost everytime they have to choose their bathroom :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jessica Merriman on September 28, 2013, 04:27:49 AM
Post by: Jessica Merriman on September 28, 2013, 04:27:49 AM
My nails finally looked perfect, yet at a high school football game rednecks were looking at me like the first day of deer season. OOPS, maybe it wasn't me, I think it is deer season here! :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 03, 2013, 05:57:58 AM
Post by: V M on October 03, 2013, 05:57:58 AM
Can't really think of much of anything that made me all too happy today, it was pretty much a day full of annoying crap that kinda pissed me off
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Post by: Darkie on October 03, 2013, 02:45:45 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 03, 2013, 02:45:45 PM
Been teaching 6th graders at work all day. It was a blast but I'm pooped. I'm fighting to stay awake.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on October 03, 2013, 05:18:45 PM
Post by: LordKAT on October 03, 2013, 05:18:45 PM
Another trip to the ER, more anti biotics, colostomy bag exploded. So the good news? I got back in time for PT and feel better than I have in days.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mariax on October 03, 2013, 05:40:43 PM
Post by: Mariax on October 03, 2013, 05:40:43 PM
Sad: Clocked moments after leaving home.
Happy:In boy mode;D
Edit: Basically, I left home, someone went by on a bicycle, and said "Woah, that's a dude!" I had to fight back venomous thoughts, but moments later I reframed the situation.
Happy:In boy mode;D
Edit: Basically, I left home, someone went by on a bicycle, and said "Woah, that's a dude!" I had to fight back venomous thoughts, but moments later I reframed the situation.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Red Leicester on October 03, 2013, 07:24:35 PM
Post by: Red Leicester on October 03, 2013, 07:24:35 PM
I thought a friend of mine was in trouble: Unhappy
But she is good: Happy
Now I am alone with my thoughts: Unhappy again
Having to answer silly challenge questions: Unhappier
And they don't really prove I am human anyway. >:(
But she is good: Happy
Now I am alone with my thoughts: Unhappy again
Having to answer silly challenge questions: Unhappier
And they don't really prove I am human anyway. >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on October 03, 2013, 10:30:26 PM
Post by: Megumi on October 03, 2013, 10:30:26 PM
I was out walking and eating my lunch at the same time and got caught up in a sudden thunder storm. Since I was about 1/2 way through my 2 mile walk and there are no buildings around I took refuge under a nice big tree. As I was leaning up against it to stay dry I had the most lethargic look on my face while I stared up at the sky and got caught up in my thoughts about all of my current problems in life which put me into a unhappy mood. Then suddenly a very large acorn bundle fell out of the tree and hit me square on the top of the head, ouch! I didn't even flinch, I still had the same stupid lethargic look on my face and then this video jumped into my mind and gave me a good laugh to cheer me up.
http://youtu.be/L4GN2Ffix6E
http://youtu.be/L4GN2Ffix6E
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Post by: Shantel on October 04, 2013, 09:12:18 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 04, 2013, 09:12:18 AM
Quote from: Megan on October 03, 2013, 10:30:26 PM
I was out walking and eating my lunch at the same time and got caught up in a sudden thunder storm. Since I was about 1/2 way through my 2 mile walk and there are no buildings around I took refuge under a nice big tree.
Stay away from under trees during thunder and lightening events, good way to get fried hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on October 04, 2013, 11:11:54 PM
Post by: Megumi on October 04, 2013, 11:11:54 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 04, 2013, 09:12:18 AMIt wasn't lightening, I usually call any sudden rain shower a thunderstorm regardless if it actually thunders and lightening at all. In this case there was some slight rumbles and a good hard 5 minute rain but no lightning to be seen. If I'd have seen lightening off in the distance my butt would have been turning right around the moment I stepped outside ;D
Stay away from under trees during thunder and lightening events, good way to get fried hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on October 05, 2013, 02:44:26 PM
Post by: Sephirah on October 05, 2013, 02:44:26 PM
Finding a buried extra content mod in Fallout New Vegas which was made by the same guy who made Falskaar for Skyrim, playing through most of it in probably the most enjoyable, best atmosphere in the game... only to get a constant CTD right near the end of it and being unable to figure out which mod is causing it.
Infuriating.
Infuriating.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 05, 2013, 03:17:57 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 05, 2013, 03:17:57 PM
The unhappy came first. I dropped my son off at my parents' for a sleep over. They managed to ridicule me (in tone; yes Father I should go on my walk with the kids - I'll wake them up at 5-6, get them dressed, and push them out the door) and tell me how I'm going against their values and that my choice is ruining other people's lives (my wife and kids...)
On the other hand, I had a couple hours and went to Kohls for about 45 min, shopped in the women's section (XL is tight, but fits OK and will fit better with some more weight loss). I got a sweater, long sleeve shirt that fits great other than being tight in the arms, and 6 pairs of girl socks (nothing crazy... greens and blues with gray to go with my new gray Toms (http://www.toms.com/womens/shoes/classics/ash-canvas-classics-shoes/s). I was so pissed off I didn't care a whit about what anyone thought of me shopping in women's clothes. I wish I had the confidence to use the dressing rooms, too... I might have tried a little harder to find some slightly looser clothes -- but these will fit pretty perfectly in a month or two.
And thanks... I'm a little less P-O'd now ♥
On the other hand, I had a couple hours and went to Kohls for about 45 min, shopped in the women's section (XL is tight, but fits OK and will fit better with some more weight loss). I got a sweater, long sleeve shirt that fits great other than being tight in the arms, and 6 pairs of girl socks (nothing crazy... greens and blues with gray to go with my new gray Toms (http://www.toms.com/womens/shoes/classics/ash-canvas-classics-shoes/s). I was so pissed off I didn't care a whit about what anyone thought of me shopping in women's clothes. I wish I had the confidence to use the dressing rooms, too... I might have tried a little harder to find some slightly looser clothes -- but these will fit pretty perfectly in a month or two.
And thanks... I'm a little less P-O'd now ♥
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 05, 2013, 11:00:36 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 05, 2013, 11:00:36 PM
My SO was coming home from work and I wanted to do something special so I had us play Smash Brothers since he says I always ignore him and sit on my computer. It was going great till he couldn't beat Captain Falcon twice and got mad and threw the controller on the ground. Needless to say that ended our playtime.
After about 10 minutes he kinda calmed down and now we are at the dining room table.
After about 10 minutes he kinda calmed down and now we are at the dining room table.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on October 07, 2013, 08:48:02 PM
Post by: Megumi on October 07, 2013, 08:48:02 PM
I wrote my coming out letter yesterday/today and it's super long but I like it so I've been in an amazingly good mood where I felt light as a feather and gasp had a smile and bright looking eyes all day long instead of my usual long down in the dumps look. Then after work I went to my parents house to grab a bite to eat before we went to my little niece's soccer game and while I was eating she asked me if I was a girl. Made me happy that she, being a totally innocent child would see me as such. :D Also makes me question if my family has been asking each other what's been up with me lately and that this has been a topic. But then I felt sad when I couldn't tell her yes as that's not the way I want to come out in front of my family.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 07, 2013, 08:49:31 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 07, 2013, 08:49:31 PM
Did you tell her no or just smile? Cause if you just smiled you didn't really say no. That's what I did when this little boy asked me if I was a boy. I just smiled.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on October 07, 2013, 08:57:51 PM
Post by: Megumi on October 07, 2013, 08:57:51 PM
Quote from: Darkie on October 07, 2013, 08:49:31 PMYeah I just smiled, then let her play with my hair. My parents weren't in the room so I couldn't see their faces for any inkling of expressions and I think at least my dad heard her ask me. Bah oh well, I have plans in action to come out fairly soon so I'm not too worried that she asked me. They'll all know soon enough.
Did you tell her no or just smile? Cause if you just smiled you didn't really say no. That's what I did when this little boy asked me if I was a boy. I just smiled.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on October 08, 2013, 02:23:28 AM
Post by: NathanielM on October 08, 2013, 02:23:28 AM
4 seperate kids at my internship came to ask me if I was a boy or a girl :). It's kind of nice that I get this when I'm not even trying to pass, and that when I ask them "what do you think?" 3/4 said I was a boy and 1 said she really didn't know (so cute and sincere). I'm sad because I then had to say I wasn't a boy because I can't just have a couple of the kids telling others I'm a boy and they asked me, that would cause issues. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 08, 2013, 08:27:57 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 08, 2013, 08:27:57 AM
Quote from: NathanielM on October 08, 2013, 02:23:28 AM
4 seperate kids at my internship came to ask me if I was a boy or a girl :). It's kind of nice that I get this when I'm not even trying to pass, and that when I ask them "what do you think?" 3/4 said I was a boy and 1 said she really didn't know (so cute and sincere). I'm sad because I then had to say I wasn't a boy because I can't just have a couple of the kids telling others I'm a boy and they asked me, that would cause issues. :(
You could have just left them wondering!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on October 08, 2013, 08:59:35 AM
Post by: NathanielM on October 08, 2013, 08:59:35 AM
I work with kids 8-13 that are mentally and physically disabled... They didn't ask to be mean, they truly wondered and being cryptic or leaving it at that would be confusing and unfair to them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 08, 2013, 10:37:30 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 08, 2013, 10:37:30 AM
Quote from: NathanielM on October 08, 2013, 08:59:35 AM
I work with kids 8-13 that are mentally and physically disabled... They didn't ask to be mean, they truly wondered and being cryptic or leaving it at that would be confusing and unfair to them.
That's thoughtful and kind of you Nathaniel!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 09, 2013, 07:34:02 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 09, 2013, 07:34:02 PM
Was brave enough to come out to my teacher but I wish the circumstances had been different. I would have much rather have told her after I had thought out what I was going to say and not have had it caused by a very upsetting conversation. Although in hindsight, I don't know if I ever would have had the courage to say anything had it not been triggered.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on October 10, 2013, 05:10:05 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on October 10, 2013, 05:10:05 AM
Had my second T shot this morning. ;D
What made me happy: woohoo! more hormones!
What made me unhappy: ow ow ow ow ow ow ow...
What made me happy: woohoo! more hormones!
What made me unhappy: ow ow ow ow ow ow ow...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 10, 2013, 03:17:19 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 10, 2013, 03:17:19 PM
I like to give the unhappy first... since it usually isn't that unhappy and then I end on a high note ;)
Unhappy: I went to see my GP today, to talk about AAs (gave him a nice letter a few days ago) and hoping to get Spiro... either today or in a month. He is more than happy to be my GP, but doesn't feel comfortable doing anything endocrine.
Happy: He knows of the endo I was suggested by my therapist, he is referring me to her, and her office will be calling me tomorrow. She's trans friendly and she is known for working through various insurance issues (read between the lines there ;)). It's only unfortunate that my appointment will probably be in 2-3 months instead of 1.
Unhappy: I went to see my GP today, to talk about AAs (gave him a nice letter a few days ago) and hoping to get Spiro... either today or in a month. He is more than happy to be my GP, but doesn't feel comfortable doing anything endocrine.
Happy: He knows of the endo I was suggested by my therapist, he is referring me to her, and her office will be calling me tomorrow. She's trans friendly and she is known for working through various insurance issues (read between the lines there ;)). It's only unfortunate that my appointment will probably be in 2-3 months instead of 1.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 10, 2013, 03:29:47 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 10, 2013, 03:29:47 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 10, 2013, 03:25:27 PM
I had a similar experience kabit. My GP is a great guy. He did start me on low dose Spiro but only as a diuretic. He is a decent doc in terms of meds, he will carefully prescribe for me even when the treatment may be somewhat controversial, but he knows his limits. When I first talked to him about HRT, he declined (which I suspected would happen). He did agree to prescribing E for me on a continuing basis once I had worked through initial treatment with a specialist.
I totally respect his decision. In fact, I was expecting it (part of why I went in early... worth the $25 copay and hey - might've had a script). I figured he wouldn't want to touch E - there are too many options and pitfalls. Hopefully my endo will be ok with doing just AAs for a while (6 mo or so). I really want what they give (body hair lightening especially, which takes a while, but also the impotence and hopefully it will help my mood some).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 10, 2013, 03:53:05 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 10, 2013, 03:53:05 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 10, 2013, 03:37:32 PM
One thing to keep in mind when seeking a prescription for E - prescribing E to males for transgender purposes is considered "off label". i.e., it is not an FDA approved use for Estrogen. A doctor who prescribes off label puts themselves at greater risk in a lawsuit, which can feed back to their insurance coverage. Losing insurance coverage can end an MD's career, so they are often skittish to attempt off label prescription.
Then how does it work? An endo supporting trans prescribes for a non-trans issue that a (cis) man couldn't have (such as some low estrogen disorder)? Which, I suppose, the insurance takes because it's a non-trans script? Does that protect the doctor?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 11, 2013, 06:00:33 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 11, 2013, 06:00:33 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 10, 2013, 03:56:12 PM
I don't know all the fine points involved but "off label" prescribing has some legal risks. Guess I can't say for sure tho...
EDIT: Oops, i didn't quite fathom your question about insurance then it clicked with me. The insurance I talked about was the Medical Malpractice insurance that doctors are required to carry. It is a big part of the cost of health care, and if a doctor is unable to obtain such coverage, they are out of business.
LOL... no, the kind I meant was prescribing for an unspecified endocrine disorder (or whatever floats their insurance code). Still not quite legal - but trans discrimination is a pretty gray area these days.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 11, 2013, 06:02:46 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 11, 2013, 06:02:46 PM
Happy: It's National Coming Out Day.
Unhappy: I'm stuck in the closet 'cause I'm trans and haven't even started HRT.
I'll just continue liking posts on Facebook from FCKH8.com (https://www.facebook.com/fckh8com) and NOH8 Campaign (https://www.facebook.com/pages/NOH8-Campaign) to keep people guessing... :p
Unhappy: I'm stuck in the closet 'cause I'm trans and haven't even started HRT.
I'll just continue liking posts on Facebook from FCKH8.com (https://www.facebook.com/fckh8com) and NOH8 Campaign (https://www.facebook.com/pages/NOH8-Campaign) to keep people guessing... :p
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 11, 2013, 10:47:24 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 11, 2013, 10:47:24 PM
Quote from: kabit on October 11, 2013, 06:02:46 PM
Happy: It's National Coming Out Day.
Unhappy: I'm stuck in the closet 'cause I'm trans and haven't even started HRT.
I'll just continue liking posts on Facebook from FCKH8.com (https://www.facebook.com/fckh8com) and NOH8 Campaign (https://www.facebook.com/pages/NOH8-Campaign) to keep people guessing... :p
That's ok, the teacher who knows about me told everyone HAPPY COMING OUT DAY in sign and then smiled at me. XD She is the only one at the school besides my friend Freya who knows. So I'm in the closet. Will be for a LONG time.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 12, 2013, 04:00:33 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 12, 2013, 04:00:33 AM
Quote from: Darkie on October 11, 2013, 10:47:24 PM
That's ok, the teacher who knows about me told everyone HAPPY COMING OUT DAY in sign and then smiled at me. XD She is the only one at the school besides my friend Freya who knows. So I'm in the closet. Will be for a LONG time.
:) I understand it's more for straight people (http://www.huffingtonpost.com/wayne-dhesi/why-national-coming-out-d_b_4080386.html?ncid=edlinkusaolp00000003) than for the rest of us. Nobody's saying we have to come out.
But I've wanted to come out to everyone since I came out to myself... and that feeling has just grown stronger. I want everyone to see who I am (and it'd be nice if they'd accept it... but now I'm just making wishes again ;)).
NCOD just makes it that much tougher... I start thinking about it, like that old college friend of mine who noticed my wife feeling angsty on Facebook. She was a very close friend of mine (not even of my wife's) and I'd love nothing more than to tell her... but we're just not that close anymore.
Now take that feeling and apply it to almost every human interaction I have (including online)...
So yeah... it's not so much the day as much as it hurts to be in the closet with nearly everyone still. Thank god I mostly hang out with close family - but some of those interactions are pretty awkward lately too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 12, 2013, 10:46:41 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 12, 2013, 10:46:41 PM
Good news? Went to an anime halloween ball and was the DJ for the first half and had a BLAST dancing like an idiot. Really got to let some of my boy side out, it was really fun and I couldn't stop smiling. Even my friend told me she had never seen me that energetic before.
Bad news. A conversation started between me and said friend who told me she is tired of people jumping on the "I'm trans" bandwagon and most people she knows are just doing it for attention. She's seen me presenting as male. So, I asked if she thought I was just being genderfluid "for the attention." She said I'm not an >-bleeped-< enough to be a boy and that I'm not really genderfluid. And that she isn't the only one who thinks it. So now I know there is someone who is talking crap about me behind my back. Oh joy.
Confronted my friend about it and asked her if she was one of the people. Basically told her to be completely honest with me or I would never forgive her. Thankfully she isn't and she felt really bad that it had happened.
Bad news. A conversation started between me and said friend who told me she is tired of people jumping on the "I'm trans" bandwagon and most people she knows are just doing it for attention. She's seen me presenting as male. So, I asked if she thought I was just being genderfluid "for the attention." She said I'm not an >-bleeped-< enough to be a boy and that I'm not really genderfluid. And that she isn't the only one who thinks it. So now I know there is someone who is talking crap about me behind my back. Oh joy.
Confronted my friend about it and asked her if she was one of the people. Basically told her to be completely honest with me or I would never forgive her. Thankfully she isn't and she felt really bad that it had happened.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 12, 2013, 10:51:39 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 12, 2013, 10:51:39 PM
The new Pokémon game is fun, but I really wish I didn't have to spend money on it.
There's the 2 in 1 factor.
There's the 2 in 1 factor.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on October 13, 2013, 02:04:56 AM
Post by: King Malachite on October 13, 2013, 02:04:56 AM
Happy: A fanfic writer mentioned me in the author note in the second chapter of their story after I left them an extensive review.
unhappy: I don't have the strength to read the whole chapter right now and that reminds me I need to get started on chapter 23 of mine where the action is about to happen again -sigh- I wish fanfics could write themselves lol but the show must go on! Just not now.
unhappy: I don't have the strength to read the whole chapter right now and that reminds me I need to get started on chapter 23 of mine where the action is about to happen again -sigh- I wish fanfics could write themselves lol but the show must go on! Just not now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on October 13, 2013, 09:59:49 AM
Post by: Edge on October 13, 2013, 09:59:49 AM
I bought material to make my Loki costume and I am really excited! Except I have to clean my entire apartment before I can start it which is an ongoing struggle and everything I do gets undone soon after my son gets home. Even if I did manage to get it all clean, I suck at sewing and I'm afraid of messing it all up.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 13, 2013, 10:42:00 AM
Post by: Darkie on October 13, 2013, 10:42:00 AM
Quote from: Edge on October 13, 2013, 09:59:49 AM
I bought material to make my Loki costume and I am really excited! Except I have to clean my entire apartment before I can start it which is an ongoing struggle and everything I do gets undone soon after my son gets home. Even if I did manage to get it all clean, I suck at sewing and I'm afraid of messing it all up.
Story. Of. My. Life.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:01:52 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:01:52 PM
Had my impossible to lose "love handles" lipo-suctioned out yesterday which along with good abs and lats will give me some great waist definition and I'll look better in my clothes. :eusa_dance:
The discomfort and laying around with ice packs is not funny though, not thrilled about that part. :'(
The discomfort and laying around with ice packs is not funny though, not thrilled about that part. :'(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:25:29 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:25:29 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 15, 2013, 06:13:21 PM
Dripped a big drop of pasta sauce on my only white athletic bra that holds the girls down (It's a size smaller than comfortable). I got it right away and it washed out OK though. Guess it really doesn't matter, nobody sees my bras except me anyway, but it makes me feel like one of those girls to have sloppy underwear.
Haha that is a Shan thing! I've wiped out more tops like that! I bought myself a large BBQ apron and I wear it when I'm around food now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:29:27 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:29:27 PM
Quote from: Darkie on October 12, 2013, 10:46:41 PM
Good news? Went to an anime halloween ball and was the DJ for the first half and had a BLAST dancing like an idiot. Really got to let some of my boy side out, it was really fun and I couldn't stop smiling. Even my friend told me she had never seen me that energetic before.
Bad news. A conversation started between me and said friend who told me she is tired of people jumping on the "I'm trans" bandwagon and most people she knows are just doing it for attention. She's seen me presenting as male. So, I asked if she thought I was just being genderfluid "for the attention." She said I'm not an >-bleeped-< enough to be a boy and that I'm not really genderfluid. And that she isn't the only one who thinks it. So now I know there is someone who is talking crap about me behind my back. Oh joy.
Confronted my friend about it and asked her if she was one of the people. Basically told her to be completely honest with me or I would never forgive her. Thankfully she isn't and she felt really bad that it had happened.
I'll bet that she's not high up on your buddy roster after that episode!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 15, 2013, 06:35:46 PM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 15, 2013, 06:35:46 PM
I was reading in the "what makes you sad" thread and it really saddens me to see how much pain so many of you are going through. Sometimes I wish I could just carry all the burdens in the world on my own shoulders just to see everyone happy. What made it all a little bit better though, was when I read some of the replies there, people comforting each other. No doubt this is a forum with very many amazing people. ^-^
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:40:58 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:40:58 PM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on October 15, 2013, 06:35:46 PM
I was reading in the "what makes you sad" thread and it really saddens me to see how much pain so many of you are going through. Sometimes I wish I could just carry all the burdens in the world on my own shoulders just to see everyone happy. What made it all a little bit better though, was when I read some of the replies there, people comforting each other. No doubt this is a forum with very many amazing people. ^-^
That's the right nature for a support forum, we're all in this together even though some of us come from the opposite direction, we all have something positive and uplifting to share with each other. That's the way it should be.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on October 15, 2013, 06:55:40 PM
Post by: Sephirah on October 15, 2013, 06:55:40 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:01:52 PM
Had my impossible to lose "love handles" lipo-suctioned out yesterday which along with good abs and lats will give me some great waist definition and I'll look better in my clothes. :eusa_dance:
The discomfort and laying around with ice packs is not funny though, not thrilled about that part. :'(
*gentle hug*
I hope you heal up soon, sweetie.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 15, 2013, 07:04:57 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 15, 2013, 07:04:57 PM
Shan, Hope it all turns out great :D
Kittens w/ mittens, I've been avoiding that thread... maybe I shouldn't. :(
Kittens w/ mittens, I've been avoiding that thread... maybe I shouldn't. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 15, 2013, 07:33:51 PM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 15, 2013, 07:33:51 PM
Quote from: Darkie on October 12, 2013, 10:46:41 PMBad news. A conversation started between me and said friend who told me she is tired of people jumping on the "I'm trans" bandwagon and most people she knows are just doing it for attention. She's seen me presenting as male. So, I asked if she thought I was just being genderfluid "for the attention." She said I'm not an >-bleeped-< enough to be a boy and that I'm not really genderfluid. And that she isn't the only one who thinks it. So now I know there is someone who is talking crap about me behind my back. Oh joy.
Wow, just wow. I had the exactly same thing happening to me today.
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Nono Tarah, good thing is you can find love and caring people anywhere. And hurrah for that. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 07:35:44 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 07:35:44 PM
Thanks Sephirah and Kabit, I want my backside to look more like that avatar photo you have up Sephirah!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on October 15, 2013, 07:39:40 PM
Post by: Sephirah on October 15, 2013, 07:39:40 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 07:35:44 PM
Thanks Sephirah and Kabit, I want my backside to look more like that avatar photo you have up Sephirah!
Don't we all, lol.
The last time I saw my backside naked, Neil Armstrong wanted to land on it. :-\
I'm sure you look amazing, Shan.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 15, 2013, 07:48:12 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 15, 2013, 07:48:12 PM
I just wish my back side had less hair! :D
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Kittens, I come here now for love and support. I get some from my mother, after finally clearing up some of the angst, but family is hurt and confused and I have a hard time seeing it right now. My brother's a big help too... but busy. Susan's is about the most awesome forum I've ever been to - what few spats there are tend to not be so bad.
Other forums have tended to be too unstructured: >-bleeped-<; too masculine & cerebral: board game forums; etc. - I've had so little experience with caring myself that I find I love it and missed out. It helps that we're all in the same situation, but even my understanding of others and their own problems has expanded greatly.
I want to say that all this caring makes me happy and unhappy (because I'm taking on some of others' pain), but it all really just makes me happy. Sorry - I broke the thread (as if I haven't done that before).
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Kittens, I come here now for love and support. I get some from my mother, after finally clearing up some of the angst, but family is hurt and confused and I have a hard time seeing it right now. My brother's a big help too... but busy. Susan's is about the most awesome forum I've ever been to - what few spats there are tend to not be so bad.
Other forums have tended to be too unstructured: >-bleeped-<; too masculine & cerebral: board game forums; etc. - I've had so little experience with caring myself that I find I love it and missed out. It helps that we're all in the same situation, but even my understanding of others and their own problems has expanded greatly.
I want to say that all this caring makes me happy and unhappy (because I'm taking on some of others' pain), but it all really just makes me happy. Sorry - I broke the thread (as if I haven't done that before).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 15, 2013, 08:57:28 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 15, 2013, 08:57:28 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 06:29:27 PM
I'll bet that she's not high up on your buddy roster after that episode!
The friend that said she thinks I am faking? Not high. My friend that said she believes me? So high on my list.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 16, 2013, 08:23:03 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 16, 2013, 08:23:03 AM
God, that was so terrible.
I went back to the gym, but I discovered the hard way that straightened and carefully kept hair is an essential part of my female presentation. Since I had to prepare for another event right after the exercise session, I skipped on any makeup but the beard concealer. The problem is that after 90 minutes of hair compressed, it looked even worse than usual. And here comes the harsh reality. The deal is that until I could sort the thing with the lockers in the gym, I would stay in "andro / male" presentation as little as possible. But nooo, I had to enter that shop after seeing that they had now that thing I've wanting for a long time.
The clerk called me dude. It felt like a kick, but seeing my reflection explained it all: My hair was completely pointing upwards, leaving open a completely male forehead and hairline. No bang to cover it.
Can't tell how bad it felt. Upon arrived home, I threw away all the sweaty clothing, showered and repaird my hair. Perfect. I changed into female, put a belt I still had not tried one and I felt again like in heaven. This time I could even solve the usual problem I have after doing a laser session since I had the concealer ready.
I'm tired of this. Tomorrow I'm going to ask on the support association about tips on how to ask to be moved to the other locker, and after that I will buy female gym clothing. I want to get rid of this morning situation as soon as possible.
I went back to the gym, but I discovered the hard way that straightened and carefully kept hair is an essential part of my female presentation. Since I had to prepare for another event right after the exercise session, I skipped on any makeup but the beard concealer. The problem is that after 90 minutes of hair compressed, it looked even worse than usual. And here comes the harsh reality. The deal is that until I could sort the thing with the lockers in the gym, I would stay in "andro / male" presentation as little as possible. But nooo, I had to enter that shop after seeing that they had now that thing I've wanting for a long time.
The clerk called me dude. It felt like a kick, but seeing my reflection explained it all: My hair was completely pointing upwards, leaving open a completely male forehead and hairline. No bang to cover it.
Can't tell how bad it felt. Upon arrived home, I threw away all the sweaty clothing, showered and repaird my hair. Perfect. I changed into female, put a belt I still had not tried one and I felt again like in heaven. This time I could even solve the usual problem I have after doing a laser session since I had the concealer ready.
I'm tired of this. Tomorrow I'm going to ask on the support association about tips on how to ask to be moved to the other locker, and after that I will buy female gym clothing. I want to get rid of this morning situation as soon as possible.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 12:47:23 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 12:47:23 PM
So I've got my rescheduled appointment with the university psychologist in matter of minutes, I'm so happy and nervous I feel like I'm going to piss myself.
The men's room is in an inconvenient location in this wrong of the building, while the women's room is right there. How I wish I could use the latter.
The men's room is in an inconvenient location in this wrong of the building, while the women's room is right there. How I wish I could use the latter.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 03:11:02 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 03:11:02 PM
Well, after an hour of more emotions than I've ever expressed in public, some progress was made. She admits that I'm only the second person who she's met that is openly transgender with her, the other being a supervisor she once had, and doesn't really know what to do. She said she'd speak with her colleague to determine if I should meet with them and find out what action was necessary. She also told me to tell the same thing to Psychology when I see them on Friday.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 03:30:00 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 03:30:00 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 16, 2013, 03:20:41 PMExcellent, she didn't try to BS past it, or talk you out of it. Sounds like great progress.She did inform me that ist's a process, and I told her I knew that, that it'd likely be about 2 years before SRS, if not more, and I didn't expect to go into the OR tonight.
I also told her about my worries and hopes for telling my family, and she seems to think I have logical and legitimate points on it all. I know they likely won't understand, but I hope that they'd still support their child (this is where I got all into tears about if my child did something I didn't like, how it'd take me a while to understand why, but I'd still do my best to support my child, no matter how rough our relationship is, because I'd love them) still, because, even though my family can seem cruel and distant at times, the support hasn't always been there from them to me or me to them, but they're still my family, and I love them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 03:47:47 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 16, 2013, 03:47:47 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 16, 2013, 03:38:50 PMGo slow and easy on coming out, it's a huge step and not one to be made lightly. Even the best of situations can go bad from poor handling. Same for SRS, don't make the appointment yet! Your still new in transition, think things through carefully before deciding.I'm thinking about telling my sister first. Of all the bad things that could happen and break my parents apart, I don't want her hurt. I care for her most of all.
Of course, I didn't say that I would. I have a few "guideline timelines" ready, none of them have SRS until at least summer 2015, if not later. Now, what I do want to do soon is book an endo, so I can get started at least on blockers to stop my remaining puberty.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 17, 2013, 12:07:17 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 17, 2013, 12:07:17 PM
I have full access to the women's changing rooms og the gym in both 1st (gym) and 3rd (Pool) Floors. If I need privacy I can used the locked changing rooms in the 3rd, but if I only want to drop my backpack and sweater, I can use the one in the 1st (The closest). If somebody abuses or tries to harass me, I need to report it.
She just asked me "Do you feel like a Woman?" "Then you are going to the women's area". She showed me everything, and when we were out, she hugged me and told me that they only wanted the best for us.
I went back half crying. Don't know if of happiness or the sadness that despite being accepted as a woman by everybody, I feel like a mockery that wishes to be a woman and will only be a crude chop shop imitation.
If somebody if going to ask me... Yes, I had a GID attack while going out when I looked in the mirror. I don't know why, but at the end of the day I look more like a man and my facial features become harder. I don't know if the make up is reflecting more light due to the accumulated sweat and body's sebaceous production despite how much fixing powder I put.
She just asked me "Do you feel like a Woman?" "Then you are going to the women's area". She showed me everything, and when we were out, she hugged me and told me that they only wanted the best for us.
I went back half crying. Don't know if of happiness or the sadness that despite being accepted as a woman by everybody, I feel like a mockery that wishes to be a woman and will only be a crude chop shop imitation.
If somebody if going to ask me... Yes, I had a GID attack while going out when I looked in the mirror. I don't know why, but at the end of the day I look more like a man and my facial features become harder. I don't know if the make up is reflecting more light due to the accumulated sweat and body's sebaceous production despite how much fixing powder I put.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Darkie on October 17, 2013, 09:07:06 PM
Post by: Darkie on October 17, 2013, 09:07:06 PM
Good news? Heard that they want to hire me on at the museum after my student aid runs out and I started back at Gamestop. And I'm loving Pokemon X.
Bad news? When I bit down and hurt my tooth on Tuesday turns out I cracked it. There is a nice crack along my front tooth and I'm just waiting for it to break off. I don't have dental but I think my parents feel bad as it was food they made me that I cracked it on so I think they are going to pay for it.
Bad news? When I bit down and hurt my tooth on Tuesday turns out I cracked it. There is a nice crack along my front tooth and I'm just waiting for it to break off. I don't have dental but I think my parents feel bad as it was food they made me that I cracked it on so I think they are going to pay for it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: suzifrommd on October 18, 2013, 08:35:32 PM
Post by: suzifrommd on October 18, 2013, 08:35:32 PM
Had to go see the divorce lawyer today to prepare for the next four-way meeting.
On the way home, I stopped at Target and bought a couple skirts I can wear at work and my very first dress.
When I got it home I showed my daughter. My wife saw it and fell into a funk that has lasted all evening.
On the way home, I stopped at Target and bought a couple skirts I can wear at work and my very first dress.
When I got it home I showed my daughter. My wife saw it and fell into a funk that has lasted all evening.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 19, 2013, 03:56:25 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 19, 2013, 03:56:25 AM
I'm taking my son on a camping trip w/ cub scouts.
I'm going 99% "boy mode" for this... ok... maybe more like 90% - I don't think I can give up my panties & tucking.
Looking at my toes right now is just WEIRD - colorless and dull doesn't look right to me at all :( I know what I'm doing tomorrow... (and maybe I need a new color or two).
I'm going 99% "boy mode" for this... ok... maybe more like 90% - I don't think I can give up my panties & tucking.
Looking at my toes right now is just WEIRD - colorless and dull doesn't look right to me at all :( I know what I'm doing tomorrow... (and maybe I need a new color or two).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on October 21, 2013, 06:55:45 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on October 21, 2013, 06:55:45 AM
The cat's well and truly out the bag now!
I'd decided not to tell my family about starting HRT, because every time I mentioned anything to do with my transition we'd all get into a huge argument with me being painted as the Spawn of Satan. I don't need that kind of stress in my life, so I decided to simply start HRT and let my family notice the changes as and when they happen - because it seemed that talking about things in advance just stresses them out more.
Well, over the weekend one of my daughters noticed my 'billy-goat fluff' (as I'm calling the facial hair that's sprouting on my chin & moustache area) and challenged me on it. I immediately admitted that I've been on HRT since August and guess what? the world hasn't ended as a result. Nor have we had a knock on the door from the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. There was an argument (naturally), but it was shorter and less severe than usual.
Later that evening, my other daughter & I were talking about skincare (as you do) and I admitted that the reason why I've been bathing more frequently than usual is because my hair & skin are incredibly greasy thanks to the HRT. She then fetched me some skincare products that should help with greasy skin.
Perhaps we're making a tiny bit of progress here?
I'd decided not to tell my family about starting HRT, because every time I mentioned anything to do with my transition we'd all get into a huge argument with me being painted as the Spawn of Satan. I don't need that kind of stress in my life, so I decided to simply start HRT and let my family notice the changes as and when they happen - because it seemed that talking about things in advance just stresses them out more.
Well, over the weekend one of my daughters noticed my 'billy-goat fluff' (as I'm calling the facial hair that's sprouting on my chin & moustache area) and challenged me on it. I immediately admitted that I've been on HRT since August and guess what? the world hasn't ended as a result. Nor have we had a knock on the door from the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. There was an argument (naturally), but it was shorter and less severe than usual.
Later that evening, my other daughter & I were talking about skincare (as you do) and I admitted that the reason why I've been bathing more frequently than usual is because my hair & skin are incredibly greasy thanks to the HRT. She then fetched me some skincare products that should help with greasy skin.
Perhaps we're making a tiny bit of progress here?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 21, 2013, 07:06:22 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 21, 2013, 07:06:22 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on October 21, 2013, 06:55:45 AM
The cat's well and truly out the bag now!
I'd decided not to tell my family about starting HRT, because every time I mentioned anything to do with my transition we'd all get into a huge argument with me being painted as the Spawn of Satan. I don't need that kind of stress in my life, so I decided to simply start HRT and let my family notice the changes as and when they happen - because it seemed that talking about things in advance just stresses them out more.
Well, over the weekend one of my daughters noticed my 'billy-goat fluff' (as I'm calling the facial hair that's sprouting on my chin & moustache area) and challenged me on it. I immediately admitted that I've been on HRT since August and guess what? the world hasn't ended as a result. Nor have we had a knock on the door from the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. There was an argument (naturally), but it was shorter and less severe than usual.
Later that evening, my other daughter & I were talking about skincare (as you do) and I admitted that the reason why I've been bathing more frequently than usual is because my hair & skin are incredibly greasy thanks to the HRT. She then fetched me some skincare products that should help with greasy skin.
Perhaps we're making a tiny bit of progress here?
Awesome! Arguments can be good. It may be they're finally accepting that it's real and happening?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on October 21, 2013, 08:49:28 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on October 21, 2013, 08:49:28 AM
Quote from: kabit on October 21, 2013, 07:06:22 AM
Awesome! Arguments can be good. It may be they're finally accepting that it's real and happening?
That's my hope.
I'm hoping that each argument gives them an opportunity to release their pent-up anger, so that they can move on towards acceptance. I don't think we're out of the woods yet, but at least we can see a glimmer of sunshine through the trees.
Quote from: Joules on October 21, 2013, 08:13:53 AM
A few days ago, I found a styling gel in the cut out bin, it was nearly free for the markdown and I've been struggling with styling my longer hair. I tried it but it left my hair looking like a dirty, stringy mop instead of a clean one. I've been trying to wash it out for 2 days, I can't get rid of the smell and I've had to change my pillow case twice.
Have you tried baby shampoo? It sounds like the product probably contained a lot of silicone, and baby shampoo or clarifying shampoo are both good at removing that sort of stuff.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 21, 2013, 09:04:11 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 21, 2013, 09:04:11 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on October 21, 2013, 06:55:45 AM
The cat's well and truly out the bag now!
I'd decided not to tell my family about starting HRT, because every time I mentioned anything to do with my transition we'd all get into a huge argument with me being painted as the Spawn of Satan. I don't need that kind of stress in my life, so I decided to simply start HRT and let my family notice the changes as and when they happen - because it seemed that talking about things in advance just stresses them out more.
Well, over the weekend one of my daughters noticed my 'billy-goat fluff' (as I'm calling the facial hair that's sprouting on my chin & moustache area) and challenged me on it. I immediately admitted that I've been on HRT since August and guess what? the world hasn't ended as a result. Nor have we had a knock on the door from the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. There was an argument (naturally), but it was shorter and less severe than usual.
Later that evening, my other daughter & I were talking about skincare (as you do) and I admitted that the reason why I've been bathing more frequently than usual is because my hair & skin are incredibly greasy thanks to the HRT. She then fetched me some skincare products that should help with greasy skin.
Perhaps we're making a tiny bit of progress here?
Sounds like it's a possibility! Self determination = 99% Other's approval = 0%
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 21, 2013, 09:06:54 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 21, 2013, 09:06:54 AM
Quote from: Joules on October 21, 2013, 08:13:53 AM
A few days ago, I found a styling gel in the cut out bin, it was nearly free for the markdown and I've been struggling with styling my longer hair. I tried it but it left my hair looking like a dirty, stringy mop instead of a clean one. I've been trying to wash it out for 2 days, I can't get rid of the smell and I've had to change my pillow case twice.
Guess we know why it was marked down, gah poor Joules!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on October 21, 2013, 12:27:02 PM
Post by: LordKAT on October 21, 2013, 12:27:02 PM
FTM Diaries, Grats on the glimmer of light, I hope it soon turns to a full out sunny day without too many clouds in the way.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 21, 2013, 11:18:13 PM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 21, 2013, 11:18:13 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 21, 2013, 09:26:55 PM
Looking in the mirror, I can see myself starting to look female. I was even going to take and post a pic. When I tried to put fresh batteries in my camera, it wouldn't turn on. I think it died.
It's a sign! That you should try again....;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 21, 2013, 11:54:24 PM
Post by: V M on October 21, 2013, 11:54:24 PM
The NY Giants finally won a game this season, unfortunately their stats still put them in the 'Losers League'
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 22, 2013, 09:53:30 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 22, 2013, 09:53:30 AM
Like I said earlier, I had my "love handles" lipo-suctioned out for good. Didn't know it would be such a big deal. I'm stuck wearing a compression garment for six weeks, have to ice it down three times a day, but it's all downhill from here. :)
The bad part is the recovery boredom, I can't keep my hand out of the halloween goodies we have for the kids and have a vision of lard handles growing back twice as big again, I'll need to see a shrink before it's over. >:(
The bad part is the recovery boredom, I can't keep my hand out of the halloween goodies we have for the kids and have a vision of lard handles growing back twice as big again, I'll need to see a shrink before it's over. >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 09:12:30 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 09:12:30 AM
I can't wait for the bloodwork results.
Unfortunately that means not getting nervous in the chair when they go to take the blood. Nothing I seem to do is working, the psychiatrist is dying her best but it's still not quite enough.
Unfortunately that means not getting nervous in the chair when they go to take the blood. Nothing I seem to do is working, the psychiatrist is dying her best but it's still not quite enough.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 09:17:51 AM
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 09:17:51 AM
Quote from: Shantel on October 22, 2013, 09:53:30 AM
Like I said earlier, I had my "love handles" lipo-suctioned out for good. Didn't know it would be such a big deal. I'm stuck wearing a compression garment for six weeks, have to ice it down three times a day, but it's all downhill from here. :)
The bad part is the recovery boredom, I can't keep my hand out of the halloween goodies we have for the kids and have a vision of lard handles growing back twice as big again, I'll need to see a shrink before it's over. >:(
You could always give the kids carrot sticks and celery for Halloween instead, lol. Think of it as doing them a service, too. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 10:44:51 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 10:44:51 AM
Quote from: Joules on October 23, 2013, 09:19:00 AMI'm not sure I follow Willow, are you afraid of needles so much?To an extreme amount. So much so that they couldn't get the blood today iand I have to reschedule. I'm an emotional wreck right now. But tthe psychiatrist told me "Willow, you are a strong woman."
I cried tears of joy over or for a good 10 minutes.
I'm now just totally demoralised, I don't want to go to class or anything. I feel like I'm going to be sick.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 11:03:52 AM
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 11:03:52 AM
Quote from: Willow on October 23, 2013, 10:44:51 AM
To an extreme amount. So much so that they couldn't get the blood today iand I have to reschedule. I'm an emotional wreck right now. But tthe psychiatrist told me "Willow, you are a strong woman."
I cried tears of joy over or for a good 10 minutes.
I'm now just totally demoralised, I don't want to go to class or anything. I feel like I'm going to be sick.
Have you ever thought of learning a few autohypnosis and/or relaxation techniques? They can help immensely with anxiety over things like needles. What they essentially do is allow you to alter your state of consciousness and take you out of that situation, to a more calming place from which you may not even notice the needle at all.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 11:26:12 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 11:26:12 AM
Quote from: Joules on October 23, 2013, 10:49:47 AMOk, wow, I've never had that problem but hugs girlfriend. I don't know what to say that might help, maybe just think of it as you'll get an E flavored lollipop at the end, and it's SOO good.That's pretty much what I thought of, but it didn't work. Fear overruled desire. I don't know if desire will ever overcome. I tried so hard, but could not get the reward. No consolation prize, not for second place.
Quote from: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 11:03:52 AMHave you ever thought of learning a few autohypnosis and/or relaxation techniques? They can help immensely with anxiety over things like needles. What they essentially do is allow you to alter your state of consciousness and take you out of that situation, to a more calming place from which you may not even notice the needle at all.Had a psychiatrist there, she tried all that. Try as I might to listen to her I could not.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 11:34:28 AM
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 11:34:28 AM
Quote from: Willow on October 23, 2013, 11:26:12 AM
Had a psychiatrist there, she tried all that. Try as I might to listen to her I could not.
This may be of some help, hon.
http://www.helpguide.org/mental/phobia_symptoms_types_treatment.htm
Particularly the part about treatment.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 01:41:26 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 01:41:26 PM
Quote from: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 11:34:28 AMThis may be of some help, hon.I was more or less told all this by the psychiatrist. Still didn't work.
http://www.helpguide.org/mental/phobia_symptoms_types_treatment.htm
Particularly the part about treatment.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 23, 2013, 02:15:22 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 23, 2013, 02:15:22 PM
I was meeting with my best friend. That was enough to make me happy, but there was one factor I feared: She was picking her five year-old son from school bus. This kid saw me while in male in July. He remembers me since I gave him my Nintendo 64. I was Noah by that time.
So the mom says "This is Noah. The one that gave you the Nintendo 64"
Silence... Her mother had to tell me what she uttered. "But before she was a boy"
"She was a girl before, but she was dressind as a boy" She tells him.
I could only use the "Know your enemy" counter. "So, have you ever played the first Super Mario Bros?" I had hime brainwashed for 25 minutes.
I kinda felt better when I was completely sure I didn't pass. This mid weird stage is being the hardest.
So the mom says "This is Noah. The one that gave you the Nintendo 64"
Silence... Her mother had to tell me what she uttered. "But before she was a boy"
"She was a girl before, but she was dressind as a boy" She tells him.
I could only use the "Know your enemy" counter. "So, have you ever played the first Super Mario Bros?" I had hime brainwashed for 25 minutes.
I kinda felt better when I was completely sure I didn't pass. This mid weird stage is being the hardest.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 23, 2013, 02:20:02 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 23, 2013, 02:20:02 PM
Quote from: Willow on October 23, 2013, 10:44:51 AM
To an extreme amount. So much so that they couldn't get the blood today iand I have to reschedule. I'm an emotional wreck right now. But tthe psychiatrist told me "Willow, you are a strong woman."
I cried tears of joy over or for a good 10 minutes.
I'm now just totally demoralised, I don't want to go to class or anything. I feel like I'm going to be sick.
Ñé. I always look the other side while they do it and use my ability to send my brain kilometers away by reading every poster in the room, checking the printer model... But this time I looked back thinking she had finished. Not pretty. And I'm not use if it is getting more painful or it was a really bad nurse.
If it helps, at least you don't have claustrophobia. I haven't been able to enter again one place, and I hyperventilate in those tiny places so full of people.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 03:16:18 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 03:16:18 PM
Quote from: Apple Sprout on October 23, 2013, 02:20:02 PMÑé. I always look the other side while they do it and use my ability to send my brain kilometers away by reading every poster in the room, checking the printer model... But this time I looked back thinking she had finished. Not pretty. And I'm not use if it is getting more painful or it was a really bad nurse.Didn't have much to look at.
The sense of it though, it's almost as if I can feel it before it arrives. I try breathing, staying calm, but my arm won't allow anything to happen to it like it's sensing it's impending doom.
I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I need to have this bloodwork done to see if I can go on hormones. I want to be that strong woman my psychiatrist tells me I am, but my body is rebelling.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on October 23, 2013, 03:22:28 PM
Post by: LordKAT on October 23, 2013, 03:22:28 PM
Have you tried requesting NO2? The gas dentists use.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 03:40:46 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 03:40:46 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on October 23, 2013, 03:22:28 PMHave you tried requesting NO2? The gas dentists use.I don't know if they have it or if it's covered by insurance or not. When I go in next time I'll ask abut it.
EDIT: Actually N2O is used, NO2 is deadly.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 23, 2013, 03:45:42 PM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 23, 2013, 03:45:42 PM
Quote from: Willow on October 23, 2013, 03:40:46 PM
I don't know if they have it or if it's covered by insurance or not. When I go in next time I'll ask abut it.
EDIT: Actually N2O is used, NO2 is deadly.
NO2....that gives me some bad flashbacks from an earlier interaction here on Susan's....but I can laugh about it now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 03:52:54 PM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 03:52:54 PM
I was like "who would want to give their patients nitrogen dioxide?" ;D Nerd alert lol. But yeah you should ask for it, it's not that hard to get. Or at least something like alepam. *hugs*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on October 23, 2013, 03:58:33 PM
Post by: LordKAT on October 23, 2013, 03:58:33 PM
"..to err is human."
I guess I'm not an alien after all. Sorry for the wrong spelling, glad you figured out what I meant.
I guess I'm not an alien after all. Sorry for the wrong spelling, glad you figured out what I meant.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 04:02:04 PM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 04:02:04 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on October 23, 2013, 03:58:33 PM
"..to err is human."
I guess I'm not an alien after all. Sorry for the wrong spelling, glad you figured out what I meant.
Good thing we live in 2013 - you can always blame autocorrect :angel:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 04:11:02 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 04:11:02 PM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 03:52:54 PMI was like "who would want to give their patients nitrogen dioxide?" ;D Nerd alert lol. But yeah you should ask for it, it's not that hard to get. Or at least something like alepam. *hugs*I've been taking clonazepam, and it didn't make it any better. I'll do anything to get over the phobia. But it looks like it isn't going away.
I just want the results to see if I'm healthy enough for hormones. Does anyone else have this bad of a problem?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 04:19:02 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 04:19:02 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on October 23, 2013, 03:58:33 PM"..to err is human."It's OK, not everyone is a master of chemistry.
I guess I'm not an alien after all. Sorry for the wrong spelling, glad you figured out what I meant.
Quote from: Joules on October 23, 2013, 04:13:42 PMI've known a few people who have a fear of needles, but I think yours is the worst I've ever heard of Willow. Small comfort to hear.Not really to me, that makes me sound terrible and feel even worse.
And usually this is passed down from family by experience, or stemmed from a bad experience in childhood. I've had neither. I'm so confused and just want Spiro and E so I can start, why do I have to do this part?
I've got a team working for me. The team is good, but can't win. Means I'm the problem.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 23, 2013, 04:38:51 PM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 23, 2013, 04:38:51 PM
Quote from: Joules on October 23, 2013, 04:29:00 PM
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Ok, sorry, chemical police here, NO2 is not deadly. It is mildly irritating to some, but not deadly, except in the case that's all you have to breathe. Atomic Nitrogen (diatomic as N2 in it's natural state) composes ~78% of the air we breathe every day. :police: :police:
Well it depends on concentration. It is toxic in high concentrations i.e. what you would likely get if you requested it. It could be compared to cigarette smoke. It's deadly in a similar way.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 04:44:14 PM
Post by: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 04:44:14 PM
Quote from: Willow on October 23, 2013, 04:19:02 PM
Not really to me, that makes me sound terrible and feel even worse.
And usually this is passed down from family by experience, or stemmed from a bad experience in childhood. I've had neither. I'm so confused and just want Spiro and E so I can start, why do I have to do this part?
I've got a team working for me. The team is good, but can't win. Means I'm the problem.
You're not the problem, sweetie. Phobias are irrational fears. Fear that has no basis. Nothing to do with a bad experience. Bad experiences are rational, they're the mind's way of trying to prevent the same bad experience happening again. Phobias are no less real in their intensity though. It's not your fault. It just is what it is.
You're scared because you're scared. And that's all there needs to be to it. If you can't identify a cause, don't worry about it and just work on treating the symptoms. The things the psychiatrist tried with you were bound to be less effective since you were in the environment which terrified you. It's like trying to point out that lions don't often eat people when you're sat with your head in ones mouth.
The relaxation techniques are something you can try any time. You don't have to be in a stressful encounter. You can do them when you're just sat at home, chilling. They're designed just to relax you, that's really it. Not to combat heightened tension. That's more a sort of by product. If you practice them at times where you're not feeling scared, get used to doing them (especially the breathing exercises and the visualisations), noticing the way they make you feel, then you can sort of implant mental triggers into your mind. It's partly how hypnosis works when the hypnotist says "sleep" and you just do. It's a trigger, implanted by being put into a trance state prior to the experience.
You can do that too. You can program yourself to relax instinctively through repeated practice and exposure to the states of consciousness such techniques lead to.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 04:48:02 PM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 04:48:02 PM
If it is of any comfort at all Willow, you're not alone. I'm so scared of needles. They had to draw blood when a horse ran over me and pretty much stepped on my abdomen. Result? I passed out. So they had to rush me into the hospital in an ambulance, thinking it was some organ failure or whatever when it was just the needle.. .____. It's only natural to freak out, I just hope you find a way around it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 05:21:17 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 05:21:17 PM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on October 23, 2013, 04:48:02 PMIf it is of any comfort at all Willow, you're not alone. I'm so scared of needles. They had to draw blood when a horse ran over me and pretty much stepped on my abdomen. Result? I passed out. So they had to rush me into the hospital in an ambulance, thinking it was some organ failure or whatever when it was just the needle.. .____. It's only natural to freak out, I just hope you find a way around it.I wish I would pass out, just for a minute, so they could draw the blood and get it over with.
I should probably focus on something else right now, my arms are starting to get ghost pains.
Quote from: Sephirah on October 23, 2013, 04:44:14 PMYou're not the problem, sweetie. Phobias are irrational fears. Fear that has no basis. Nothing to do with a bad experience. Bad experiences are rational, they're the mind's way of trying to prevent the same bad experience happening again. Phobias are no less real in their intensity though. It's not your fault. It just is what it is.I'll give it a go, see if I can't improve.
You're scared because you're scared. And that's all there needs to be to it. If you can't identify a cause, don't worry about it and just work on treating the symptoms. The things the psychiatrist tried with you were bound to be less effective since you were in the environment which terrified you. It's like trying to point out that lions don't often eat people when you're sat with your head in ones mouth.
The relaxation techniques are something you can try any time. You don't have to be in a stressful encounter. You can do them when you're just sat at home, chilling. They're designed just to relax you, that's really it. Not to combat heightened tension. That's more a sort of by product. If you practice them at times where you're not feeling scared, get used to doing them (especially the breathing exercises and the visualisations), noticing the way they make you feel, then you can sort of implant mental triggers into your mind. It's partly how hypnosis works when the hypnotist says "sleep" and you just do. It's a trigger, implanted by being put into a trance state prior to the experience.
You can do that too. You can program yourself to relax instinctively through repeated practice and exposure to the states of consciousness such techniques lead to.
I always hate trying my best at something, and still failing.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 23, 2013, 05:33:47 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 23, 2013, 05:33:47 PM
Quote from: Willow on October 23, 2013, 03:16:18 PM
Didn't have much to look at.
The sense of it though, it's almost as if I can feel it before it arrives. I try breathing, staying calm, but my arm won't allow anything to happen to it like it's sensing it's impending doom.
I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I need to have this bloodwork done to see if I can go on hormones. I want to be that strong woman my psychiatrist tells me I am, but my body is rebelling.
You know, in my case it's more like two sides of a coin. I don't mind when somebody does it to (I even prefer to do the piercings withn autoclave needles), but... Heck, after seeing people self injecting HRT, I thought two things: a) THis must be much less harmful to the liver than oral, and b) What if I can't push the needle enough or I break it while inside and I can't take out, and I need to walkt to the ER with a needle inside my body? Nightmare Fuel.
To be honest, I openly talk about my claustrophobia, but what nobody knows is that my worst fear is anything related to eyes. I could not wear contact lenses because I was too scared of touching my eyes (whenever I do I retire it), and the first test experience was awful on the first removal. I ended getting lasik, but even with that I was insulted by my parents and the doctor for saying that I was the worst case ever existed, and that a retard that had it done at the same time than me hold it better than me. They sedated me to the maximum they could and they still argue I was the worst patient. I've never been so insulted in my whole life.
They have opened my gut, sewn my forehead, cut my skin with an electric scalpel, driven a burning rod through my nose and removed a mold stuck on my teeth with a hammer. I never panicked, even when I saw blood flowing from an open wound in my forehead. And yet I have been chastised for years every time the lasik is mentioned. I'm a masochist with no issues for holding on pain (compared to the mind this is nothing), but the eyes is my personal private phobia. In 2007 I nearly got a sharp metal piece stuck in my eye. When I was a kid they f*ck*ng put a cigaretter close to my cornea. I still feel unsafe after years of not wearing glasses.
I hate my family the more I remember about them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 06:28:45 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 23, 2013, 06:28:45 PM
Apple, all I can say is (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.freesmileys.org%2Fsmileys%2Fsmiley-hug002.gif&hash=b6ec9b5e4f4fae786f060fed743f06c9cd24bb21)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on October 23, 2013, 08:49:10 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on October 23, 2013, 08:49:10 PM
Having the support of so many wonderful people during this rough time in my life but not being able to believe them when they tell me I deserve good things or that I'm a good person. :'(
Amy
Amy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 24, 2013, 04:18:57 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 24, 2013, 04:18:57 AM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on October 23, 2013, 08:49:10 PM
Having the support of so many wonderful people during this rough time in my life but not being able to believe them when they tell me I deserve good things or that I'm a good person. :'(
Amy
...and it's true! You deserve great things.
I used to be terrible at accepting compliments, especially for any work or project I do. Modest to a fault. I've been trying to just say thank you and take everything at face value... and come to find out I'm able to accept compliments better. I may have gone from terrible to just bad or even mediocre!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on October 25, 2013, 12:42:02 AM
Post by: King Malachite on October 25, 2013, 12:42:02 AM
Happy: I woke up in time to notice a spider on my bed.
Unhappy: There was a freaking spider on my bed....on my cheatcodes :( and it was hard to tape it down.
Unhappy: There was a freaking spider on my bed....on my cheatcodes :( and it was hard to tape it down.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 25, 2013, 06:00:09 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on October 25, 2013, 06:00:09 AM
Happy: Back to the gym. Shared machines without problems
Unhappy: I may have made a nice screw aup at the lockers. Toilets and showers had the placards inverted (pointing to the opposite), And when I turned aad saw a girl showering I made a step back as if I had crossed myself with a Rottweiler. At least I know they use shower caps...
Really Unhappy: Ow my balls!
Unhappy: I may have made a nice screw aup at the lockers. Toilets and showers had the placards inverted (pointing to the opposite), And when I turned aad saw a girl showering I made a step back as if I had crossed myself with a Rottweiler. At least I know they use shower caps...
Really Unhappy: Ow my balls!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 25, 2013, 04:31:46 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 25, 2013, 04:31:46 PM
Quote from: Miss Bungle on October 25, 2013, 04:14:25 PM
I found this hilarious Get Along Gang fanfic someone wrote where the gang had to switch gender roles for a day. It was actually pretty decent. But Portia had no real part and they didn't even finish the friggin thing.
It sounds like you have a job to do . . . ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 25, 2013, 05:09:30 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 25, 2013, 05:09:30 PM
Grew out nails to the longest they've ever been and are looking great with purple sparkly nail polish.
Tossed a pizza crust and punctured it with said nails. I've tossed thousands of pies, but never before with claws.
*le sigh* I like to make them pretty.
Tossed a pizza crust and punctured it with said nails. I've tossed thousands of pies, but never before with claws.
*le sigh* I like to make them pretty.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 25, 2013, 05:19:35 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 25, 2013, 05:19:35 PM
Quote from: Jill F on October 25, 2013, 05:09:30 PM
Grew out nails to the longest they've ever been and are looking great with purple sparkly nail polish.
Tossed a pizza crust and punctured it with said nails. I've tossed thousands of pies, but never before with claws.
*le sigh* I like to make them pretty.
That you cat woman? ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 25, 2013, 05:54:18 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 25, 2013, 05:54:18 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 25, 2013, 05:19:35 PM
That you cat woman? ;D
Quote from: Jill F on October 25, 2013, 05:09:30 PM
*le sigh*
Sounds like Pepe's cat friend to me... (TIL: "Penelope Pussycat")
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 25, 2013, 05:56:08 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 25, 2013, 05:56:08 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 25, 2013, 05:19:35 PM
That you cat woman? ;D
Meow? ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on October 25, 2013, 06:33:50 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on October 25, 2013, 06:33:50 PM
My feet are size 9 1/2. I'm happy that I have feet of such (female) average size, but unhappy because apparently, it isn't a size that comes up much in the discount racks. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 25, 2013, 08:41:31 PM
Post by: V M on October 25, 2013, 08:41:31 PM
LOL... One of the neighbor gals called me 'Horsey' as in "See ya horsey"
True, it is something one girl would say to another as an insult, but it was also very affirming in that she views me as another woman
I see it as kind of a territorial pissing kinda thing, being that her boyfriend (who I would never date) was with her
I actually find it somewhat humorous given that she's kinda horsey herself :laugh:
True, it is something one girl would say to another as an insult, but it was also very affirming in that she views me as another woman
I see it as kind of a territorial pissing kinda thing, being that her boyfriend (who I would never date) was with her
I actually find it somewhat humorous given that she's kinda horsey herself :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on October 26, 2013, 01:15:15 AM
Post by: big kim on October 26, 2013, 01:15:15 AM
Found a missing pair of sunglasses......by standing on them!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Alaia on October 26, 2013, 02:20:11 AM
Post by: Alaia on October 26, 2013, 02:20:11 AM
Got my letter for HRT. :D
Found out my preferred endo, who is trans* savvy, isn't covered by my insurance. :'(
Found out my preferred endo, who is trans* savvy, isn't covered by my insurance. :'(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kaylee on October 26, 2013, 03:57:36 AM
Post by: Kaylee on October 26, 2013, 03:57:36 AM
Girlie day out with best friend :)...Check
Get new hair cut that I'm really happy with :)...Check
Get eyebrows professionally threaded :)...Check
Off to get what turned out to be an awesome burrito from the new food court that's opened in the local shopping centre :)...Check
Obligatory "I think that girls a >-bleeped-<" discussion between random strangers :(...Check
Get new hair cut that I'm really happy with :)...Check
Get eyebrows professionally threaded :)...Check
Off to get what turned out to be an awesome burrito from the new food court that's opened in the local shopping centre :)...Check
Obligatory "I think that girls a >-bleeped-<" discussion between random strangers :(...Check
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 26, 2013, 04:26:11 AM
Post by: V M on October 26, 2013, 04:26:11 AM
Quote from: Kaylee on October 26, 2013, 03:57:36 AM
Girlie day out with best friend :)...Check
Get new hair cut that I'm really happy with :)...Check
Get eyebrows professionally threaded :)...Check
Off to get what turned out to be an awesome burrito from the new food court that's opened in the local shopping centre :)...Check
Obligatory "I think that girls a >-bleeped-<" discussion between random strangers :(...Check
Ugh, I hate that >:( You're out having a nice day and things are going well and then some jerk face comes along to ruin it
Well don't let them!!! It seems it doesn't matter what anyone is doing, there will always be that random a-hole or two that will want to bring you down and most of it is built upon their own insecurities
You are a wonderful and beautiful gal who has every right to enjoying life just as much as anyone else :)...Check
Hugs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kaylee on October 26, 2013, 06:16:59 AM
Post by: Kaylee on October 26, 2013, 06:16:59 AM
Quote from: V M on October 26, 2013, 04:26:11 AM
Ugh, I hate that >:( You're out having a nice day and things are going well and then some jerk face comes along to ruin it
Well don't let them!!! It seems it doesn't matter what anyone is doing, there will always be that random a-hole or two that will want to bring you down and most of it is built upon their own insecurities
You are a wonderful and beautiful gal who has every right to enjoying life just as much as anyone else :)...Check
Hugs
Aww, cheers V ;D
I had a chat with my friend when we got back, she had to remind me of all the people that had called me "love" or "darling", that everyone else had correctly gendered me in conversation, that the art director and her assistant that did my hair at the salon thought my hair was in great condition and loved the colour...but it was 1 dodgy comment that stuck in my mind.
We discussed that things will get better. That I've only been out to friends since March, went part time in April (and didn't dress at all really prior to that) and went FT in August. How proud she was that I've came so far in such a short space of time, seem so much happier and confident now and that I still really only at the beginning of my transition, that this time next year those same people will hopefully be staring/turning there heads because they're thinking "Wow, look at her" than "Wow, is that a man?". So happy to be moving in with her soon :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 26, 2013, 10:27:53 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 26, 2013, 10:27:53 AM
You know girls, I can't help but consider the number of times I have overheard a couple of cis women make comments about other cis women.
OMG Esther look, that poor thing has saddlebags!
Look at her for god's sake she's fashioned challenged to say the least, I wouldn't wear that to a dog fight!
Oh Evie, did you see that woman at Starbucks with all that boobage showing? You'd think she'd want to be seen for more than just her boobs!
Hey Dick did you check out the bodacious rack on that babe?
Jayne, look at that woman's ass and thighs, she's repulsive. You'd think she's at least wear a skirt over those tights, you can see her vjay!
Hey Chuck, check out the beached whale over there, you can actually see her twat!
Ladies, I suppose that we internalize one or two remarks as things that destroy our entire day, but it shouldn't be so because cis women suffer all and more of the same snotty indignities every day from all quarters.
OMG Esther look, that poor thing has saddlebags!
Look at her for god's sake she's fashioned challenged to say the least, I wouldn't wear that to a dog fight!
Oh Evie, did you see that woman at Starbucks with all that boobage showing? You'd think she'd want to be seen for more than just her boobs!
Hey Dick did you check out the bodacious rack on that babe?
Jayne, look at that woman's ass and thighs, she's repulsive. You'd think she's at least wear a skirt over those tights, you can see her vjay!
Hey Chuck, check out the beached whale over there, you can actually see her twat!
Ladies, I suppose that we internalize one or two remarks as things that destroy our entire day, but it shouldn't be so because cis women suffer all and more of the same snotty indignities every day from all quarters.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 26, 2013, 10:30:15 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 26, 2013, 10:30:15 AM
Quote from: big kim on October 26, 2013, 01:15:15 AM
Found a missing pair of sunglasses......by standing on them!
I think you win today's medal for having THE most bittersweet experience of the day lol!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on October 26, 2013, 10:37:05 AM
Post by: LordKAT on October 26, 2013, 10:37:05 AM
Just a comment on the wonderful and ensuing conversation.
A few years back, I was at the library and having gotten a few books went out to read on a bench in the nice warm sun. Behind me 2 men sat down and started talking about "who does she think she is. No one would ever think that's a guy." type stuff.
I turned to give them the evil eye when I noticed they were pointing at someone else. Someone I had worked with in the past and was not likely trans at all.
Makes me wonder about all the people who 'can just tell' a trans person just at a glance.
A few years back, I was at the library and having gotten a few books went out to read on a bench in the nice warm sun. Behind me 2 men sat down and started talking about "who does she think she is. No one would ever think that's a guy." type stuff.
I turned to give them the evil eye when I noticed they were pointing at someone else. Someone I had worked with in the past and was not likely trans at all.
Makes me wonder about all the people who 'can just tell' a trans person just at a glance.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kaylee on October 26, 2013, 10:49:03 AM
Post by: Kaylee on October 26, 2013, 10:49:03 AM
Quote from: Shantel on October 26, 2013, 10:27:53 AM
Ladies, I suppose that we internalize one or two remarks as things that destroy our entire day, but it shouldn't be so because cis women suffer all and more of the same snotty indignities every day from all quarters.
Yeah, our chat ended up going along the same lines as well, and that it happens to a lot of other minority groups...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on October 26, 2013, 03:53:01 PM
Post by: big kim on October 26, 2013, 03:53:01 PM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on October 26, 2013, 10:30:15 AMThanks better take care not to stand on that as well!
I think you win today's medal for having THE most bittersweet experience of the day lol!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 26, 2013, 04:35:21 PM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 26, 2013, 04:35:21 PM
Having a wonderful friend over, singing The Fox and other songs with my pink ukulele on skype to random people.. so much fun. Then she goes out to party and I am staying home because I'm in such bad shape right now. Let this infection pass quickly.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: CalmRage on October 26, 2013, 04:57:57 PM
Post by: CalmRage on October 26, 2013, 04:57:57 PM
Happy: Celebrated one of my aunt's birthday today. Had a fun time.
Unhappy:
She's gravely ill, it could very well be her last birthday. She was unusually upbeat today, which got us all a little bit worried. We all got the impression she knows her life is nearing its end and is trying to have some more fun before the end.
Unhappy:
She's gravely ill, it could very well be her last birthday. She was unusually upbeat today, which got us all a little bit worried. We all got the impression she knows her life is nearing its end and is trying to have some more fun before the end.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on October 28, 2013, 07:22:54 AM
Post by: Megumi on October 28, 2013, 07:22:54 AM
The sad part: My mom is stuck in the hardcore denial phase right now. No matter how much of a convincing argument I make as to why I feel the way that I feel she just won't believe that I am a woman. I had a very awkward conversation last night and basically was told that I have the devil inside of me because of my familys previous generations sins and that's why I'm trans...... I keep telling myself that she's just stuck in a phase as she's having to weigh her faith in the bible against my reality of what I'm doing. Still its getting very annoying but at least my dad has been cool with everything so far.
The happy: After that she asked what my next step is. I'm looking for a good specialist to begin lasering my beard away for ever! Then later today I'm going to ask my therapist for a referral to an endocrinologist to begin HRT. I am ready for it and I hope that she sees that too. I can't wait for my session later today now. Mom wasn't happy about the HRT comment but she'll have to get use to it whether she likes it or not. I'm lucky enough to be financially independent and can cut off all ties if all I get is resistance during my transition.
The happy: After that she asked what my next step is. I'm looking for a good specialist to begin lasering my beard away for ever! Then later today I'm going to ask my therapist for a referral to an endocrinologist to begin HRT. I am ready for it and I hope that she sees that too. I can't wait for my session later today now. Mom wasn't happy about the HRT comment but she'll have to get use to it whether she likes it or not. I'm lucky enough to be financially independent and can cut off all ties if all I get is resistance during my transition.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: of a sort on October 28, 2013, 05:19:52 PM
Post by: of a sort on October 28, 2013, 05:19:52 PM
my dog giving me little kisses made me happy, but then he tried to slip me the tongue.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on October 28, 2013, 06:34:08 PM
Post by: Edge on October 28, 2013, 06:34:08 PM
It's almost time for my second shot of T! Assuming I can get in for an appointment because of doctor-related confusion again.
I can have an extra day to finish my lab report, but I still have to do it.
I already finished my bio homework for tomorrow, but there's a really long, run-on sentence that I still need to fix.
I can have an extra day to finish my lab report, but I still have to do it.
I already finished my bio homework for tomorrow, but there's a really long, run-on sentence that I still need to fix.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: boddi on October 28, 2013, 07:13:36 PM
Post by: boddi on October 28, 2013, 07:13:36 PM
Hi. I was unhappy by my frustration in getting any replies from the myriad of GRS surgeons I emailed re: my revision.
But I was happy when I saw my little cat and my sister. She cheers me up. Is this question meant to be gauging trans people's happiness and unhappiness patterns!? ;)
But I was happy when I saw my little cat and my sister. She cheers me up. Is this question meant to be gauging trans people's happiness and unhappiness patterns!? ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 28, 2013, 08:14:23 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 28, 2013, 08:14:23 PM
Quote from: of a sort on October 28, 2013, 05:19:52 PM
my dog giving me little kisses made me happy, but then he tried to slip me the tongue.
Nothing wrong with that :D French poodle, by any chance?
I get TONS of kisses from my dog (a lab). He can really give a lickin'. My youngest daughter (2) claims she does not love the dog... and doesn't like him "eating her pants."
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 28, 2013, 08:20:42 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 28, 2013, 08:20:42 PM
Quote from: of a sort on October 28, 2013, 05:19:52 PM
my dog giving me little kisses made me happy, but then he tried to slip me the tongue.
He's probably been licking his butt and genitals and wanted to share, how cute! :D ;D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: of a sort on October 28, 2013, 09:12:37 PM
Post by: of a sort on October 28, 2013, 09:12:37 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 28, 2013, 08:20:42 PMNow do we really have to go there. He probably brushed his little doggy teeth and gargled before kissing me. Or at least that is what I choose to believe...
He's probably been licking his butt and genitals and wanted to share, how cute! :D ;D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on October 29, 2013, 10:21:49 AM
Post by: King Malachite on October 29, 2013, 10:21:49 AM
Happy- There is a LBGT-friendly church in our town. It's Presbyterian so I'm thinking it's probably reformed, which is interesting since lately I've been attracted to the doctrines of Calvinism.
Unhappy- I would need a car to drive there....something I don't have. I don't even have a license.
Unhappy- I would need a car to drive there....something I don't have. I don't even have a license.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 29, 2013, 10:25:39 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 29, 2013, 10:25:39 AM
Quote from: of a sort on October 28, 2013, 09:12:37 PM
Now do we really have to go there. He probably brushed his little doggy teeth and gargled before kissing me. Or at least that is what I choose to believe...
Believe that if you want honey, but he and I both know better! :icon_ballbounce:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 29, 2013, 11:05:25 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 29, 2013, 11:05:25 AM
Quote from: Malachite on October 29, 2013, 10:21:49 AM
Happy- There is a LBGT-friendly church in our town. It's Presbyterian so I'm thinking it's probably reformed, which is interesting since lately I've been attracted to the doctrines of Calvinism.
Unhappy- I would need a car to drive there....something I don't have. I don't even have a license.
Churches often have assistance for that sort of thing. There may be someone involved in the church who's not too far out of the way to pick you up.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on October 29, 2013, 08:18:47 PM
Post by: Night Haven on October 29, 2013, 08:18:47 PM
Happy: I've somehow managed to get my voice to deepen a bit without hormones.
Unhappy: Haven't come out to most of my family yet: "...She.................she......she..................she.....................................she......she" *Sigh*
I know I'm going to have to tell them sometime soon, as I'm pretty sure mother will drag her feet through transition unless everyone else knows. She already seems to think this is something to be kept to one's personal family life, never ever to be revealed to outsiders.
Unhappy: Haven't come out to most of my family yet: "...She.................she......she..................she.....................................she......she" *Sigh*
I know I'm going to have to tell them sometime soon, as I'm pretty sure mother will drag her feet through transition unless everyone else knows. She already seems to think this is something to be kept to one's personal family life, never ever to be revealed to outsiders.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ttim0324 on October 29, 2013, 09:16:21 PM
Post by: ttim0324 on October 29, 2013, 09:16:21 PM
Happy: I have top surgery in just about 3 weeks.
Unhappy: I got called 'miss' for the first time in over 8 months.
The negative is outweighing the positive today. :-\
Unhappy: I got called 'miss' for the first time in over 8 months.
The negative is outweighing the positive today. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 29, 2013, 09:24:15 PM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 29, 2013, 09:24:15 PM
Quote from: ttim0324 on October 29, 2013, 09:16:21 PM
Happy: I have top surgery in just about 3 weeks.
Unhappy: I got called 'miss' for the first time in over 8 months.
The negative is outweighing the positive today. :-\
If its one time in 8 months, might be nothing to worry about. I've been called "miss" with a beard and men's clothing and I was born male.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ttim0324 on October 29, 2013, 11:52:21 PM
Post by: ttim0324 on October 29, 2013, 11:52:21 PM
Quote from: <3 on October 29, 2013, 09:24:15 PM
If its one time in 8 months, might be nothing to worry about. I've been called "miss" with a beard and men's clothing and I was born male.
Oh yeah, I don't think it is haha. I'm very grateful that it was such a random occurence but it just brought all that dysphoria right back to the surface, ya know? Sometimes I feel like no matter how manly I look I'll always have this anxiety about being outed in public.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on October 30, 2013, 06:11:37 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on October 30, 2013, 06:11:37 PM
So I'm getting moved to a coed dorm within 10 days.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on October 31, 2013, 07:19:11 AM
Post by: King Malachite on October 31, 2013, 07:19:11 AM
Quote from: kabit on October 29, 2013, 11:05:25 AM
Churches often have assistance for that sort of thing. There may be someone involved in the church who's not too far out of the way to pick you up.
I thought about that. Perhaps they may have a church van where they pick up people, but I don't like the idea of having to wait around to fellowship afterwards and having to depend on the van to get back when I could just up and leave in a personal vehicle but that's just something I'll have to sacrifice I suppose.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 07:49:44 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 07:49:44 AM
Lovely weather outside, not that it matters because I can't go outside anyways :( Gaaah. Snuck outside to the mailbox and got yelled at for not having socks on by one of the workers here lol. Too cute. And I have a cat lying next to me purring her heart out, but everything gets a little more meh because I'm so ill. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 31, 2013, 07:55:45 AM
Post by: V M on October 31, 2013, 07:55:45 AM
Sorry you're still not feeling well, purring kitty cats always made me feel a bit better whenever I got sick in younger days
Hugs
Hugs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 08:21:35 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 08:21:35 AM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 07:49:44 AM
Lovely weather outside, not that it matters because I can't go outside anyways :( Gaaah. Snuck outside to the mailbox and got yelled at for not having socks on by one of the workers here lol. Too cute. And I have a cat lying next to me purring her heart out, but everything gets a little more meh because I'm so ill. :(
Hope you recover quickly! :icon_bunch: I get the feeling you live way up north somewhere, wear your sox! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: of a sort on October 31, 2013, 08:46:42 AM
Post by: of a sort on October 31, 2013, 08:46:42 AM
My neighbor(who takes his dog and my dog on morning rides out on the ridge in the marsh) called and said my dog took off scared when a boat with some people came into the marsh and he didn't know where Jake went. But a few minutes later, here comes Jake up the road from the gate going out to the ridge just trotting towards home. His little legs were a little shaky and he was dirty, but a quick rinse and he's as good as new...
At least he knows where home is.
At least he knows where home is.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 08:54:13 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 08:54:13 AM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on October 31, 2013, 08:46:42 AM
My neighbor(who takes his dog and my dog on morning rides out on the ridge in the marsh) called and said my dog took off scared when a boat with some people came into the marsh and he didn't know where Jake went. But a few minutes later, here comes Jake up the road from the gate going out to the ridge just trotting towards home. His little legs were a little shaky and he was dirty, but a quick rinse and he's as good as new...
At least he knows where home is.
He loves his mommy and knows who feeds him!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 31, 2013, 08:58:17 AM
Post by: V M on October 31, 2013, 08:58:17 AM
Glad Jake made it home okay :)
Hugs
Hugs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 09:01:28 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 09:01:28 AM
Quote from: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 08:21:35 AM
Hope you recover quickly! :icon_bunch: I get the feeling you live way up north somewhere, wear your sox! ;D
Thanks Auntie (and V M) :) <3
Yeah I live north of the arctic circle. Lots and lots of snow from October to like May. And I hate snow. Way to be misplaced lol!
Oh well, some good things does come out of being ill for a long time - lost 6 kilos in a week.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 09:07:40 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 09:07:40 AM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 09:01:28 AM
Thanks Auntie (and V M) :) <3
Yeah I live north of the arctic circle. Lots and lots of snow from October to like May. And I hate snow. Way to be misplaced lol!
Oh well, some good things does come out of being ill for a long time - lost 6 kilos in a week.
Wow, that's a lot for one week and not the best way to lose weight either. So are you in Norway, Finland, Russia?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 09:13:25 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 09:13:25 AM
Quote from: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 09:07:40 AM
Wow, that's a lot for one week and not the best way to lose weight either. So are you in Norway, Finland, Russia?
Well I'm quite overweight so not complaining lol! Lots of it is probably just water though. I'm in northern Norway, of Swedish/Finnish/Norwegian blood :) Such a love child lol!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 09:18:03 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 31, 2013, 09:18:03 AM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on October 31, 2013, 09:13:25 AM
Well I'm quite overweight so not complaining lol! Lots of it is probably just water though. I'm in northern Norway, of Swedish/Finnish/Norwegian blood :) Such a love child lol!
My ethnicity is the exact same as yours, got some of Taka's tribal blood in my veins as well. My grandpa came here from Hammerfest.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: of a sort on October 31, 2013, 09:39:14 AM
Post by: of a sort on October 31, 2013, 09:39:14 AM
Quote from: V M on October 31, 2013, 08:58:17 AMThanks, I am too. I don't know what I'd do if something were to happen to the little guy. He's become a huge part of my life and gives me something to look forward to coming home to.
Glad Jake made it home okay :)
Hugs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on October 31, 2013, 01:39:11 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on October 31, 2013, 01:39:11 PM
Painting my fingernails. ;D My stupid right index finger kept giving me problems! >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on October 31, 2013, 03:30:04 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on October 31, 2013, 03:30:04 PM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on October 31, 2013, 01:39:11 PM
Painting my fingernails. ;D My stupid right index finger kept giving me problems! >:(
On that note... I had to repair my thumb - it doesn't look good, but at least the part that chipped off is "fixed" with top coat. My fingers just have hardener and top coat on... glossy, but nobody's said anything. (I flirt with that plenty, though... :P to the cis ;))
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on October 31, 2013, 03:39:01 PM
Post by: Constance on October 31, 2013, 03:39:01 PM
The date that I was supposed to have tonight got moved to Sunday. But, my date texted me today to wish me a Blessed Samhain.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on October 31, 2013, 05:14:16 PM
Post by: King Malachite on October 31, 2013, 05:14:16 PM
Happy- I has cheesesticks
Unhappy- No marinera sauce to go with them :(
Unhappy- No marinera sauce to go with them :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on October 31, 2013, 06:29:00 PM
Post by: Night Haven on October 31, 2013, 06:29:00 PM
The past few weeks I seem to be edging toward emotional wreck, mainly due to increasing dysphoria. Top it off today with an awful hair cut that makes the roundness of my face stand out like a spotlight, and it's not even what I asked for - the hairdresser managed to take an image with shaggy bangs and sides and convert it so a cut so short it doesn't even come close to touching my eyebrows, while everything else barely scrapes an inch long. *Fumes, bangs head against the wall*
Good news at least is that I'll be getting a binder in the mail (hopefully) soon enough, so at least the chesticles might be taken care of to some extent.
Good news at least is that I'll be getting a binder in the mail (hopefully) soon enough, so at least the chesticles might be taken care of to some extent.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on October 31, 2013, 06:31:03 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on October 31, 2013, 06:31:03 PM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on October 31, 2013, 01:39:11 PM
Painting my fingernails. ;D My stupid right index finger kept giving me problems! >:(
Ooh! Ooh! What colour?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 31, 2013, 06:48:55 PM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on October 31, 2013, 06:48:55 PM
Quote from: Malachite on October 31, 2013, 05:14:16 PM
Happy- I has cheesesticks
Unhappy- No marinera sauce to go with them :(
Happy - I thought that said cheesecake...I love cheesecake
Unhappy - Marinara on cheesecake...not so good...oh...you said cheesesticks....:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on October 31, 2013, 06:59:06 PM
Post by: King Malachite on October 31, 2013, 06:59:06 PM
Quote from: <3 on October 31, 2013, 06:48:55 PM
Happy - I thought that said cheesecake...I love cheesecake
Unhappy - Marinara on cheesecake...not so good...oh...you said cheesesticks....:(
Marinara cheesecake....I'd try it!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 31, 2013, 07:12:17 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 31, 2013, 07:12:17 PM
I went to get groceries today at Trader Joe's (a semi-discount specialty food/beverage place). The woman at checkout suddenly started looking at me a bit funny and told me how great I looked. Turns out that by using my debit card and asking for cash back, my former name came up on the screen. I think she assumed I was just dressing up for Halloween.
Compliment accepted.
Now I wonder how many times I've been outed by my stupid debit card and didn't know it.
Until I get my legal name chage, I guess I will need to be carrying loads of cash. *Le sigh*
Compliment accepted.
Now I wonder how many times I've been outed by my stupid debit card and didn't know it.
Until I get my legal name chage, I guess I will need to be carrying loads of cash. *Le sigh*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on October 31, 2013, 08:15:31 PM
Post by: Constance on October 31, 2013, 08:15:31 PM
Quote from: Jill F on October 31, 2013, 07:12:17 PMYeah, I used to not get cash over at TJs for the same reason.
I went to get groceries today at Trader Joe's (a semi-discount specialty food/beverage place). The woman at checkout suddenly started looking at me a bit funny and told me how great I looked. Turns out that by using my debit card and asking for cash back, my former name came up on the screen. I think she assumed I was just dressing up for Halloween.
Compliment accepted.
Now I wonder how many times I've been outed by my stupid debit card and didn't know it.
Until I get my legal name chage, I guess I will need to be carrying loads of cash. *Le sigh*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JillSter on October 31, 2013, 08:54:45 PM
Post by: JillSter on October 31, 2013, 08:54:45 PM
Being back.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on October 31, 2013, 08:57:48 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on October 31, 2013, 08:57:48 PM
Quote from: Just Gwynne! on October 31, 2013, 06:31:03 PMBlue of course. :P
Ooh! Ooh! What colour?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on October 31, 2013, 11:35:54 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on October 31, 2013, 11:35:54 PM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on October 31, 2013, 08:57:48 PM
Blue of course. :P
:P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 01, 2013, 04:57:49 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 01, 2013, 04:57:49 AM
Had a great Halloween movie night with my daughter. She wanted to watch a scary movie, but she is chicken... so she picked Hocus Pocus. We munched popcorn & chocolate, and enjoyed Bette Midler's outrageous overacting. Sarah Jessica Parker was delightful too.
It's a fun Halloween movie, but (no offense intended!) it really makes me cringe to hear Americans pronounce it 'hollow-een'. And it happens a lot in that movie, even though one of the characters managed to get it right in the pronunciation of 'All Hallow's Eve'. ::)
Also, my daughter remarked that Disney movies used to be much better back in those days. Their current offerings are much more sanitised, and she lamented this difference. One of the big jokes in the movie is about one of the characters being a virgin, and as she correctly pointed out, they wouldn't do that these days for fear of causing offense.
It's a fun Halloween movie, but (no offense intended!) it really makes me cringe to hear Americans pronounce it 'hollow-een'. And it happens a lot in that movie, even though one of the characters managed to get it right in the pronunciation of 'All Hallow's Eve'. ::)
Also, my daughter remarked that Disney movies used to be much better back in those days. Their current offerings are much more sanitised, and she lamented this difference. One of the big jokes in the movie is about one of the characters being a virgin, and as she correctly pointed out, they wouldn't do that these days for fear of causing offense.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 01, 2013, 06:15:17 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 01, 2013, 06:15:17 AM
Happy- Halloween is over so the extra lonliness I felt is over for another year
Unhappy- Now it's back to my regular lonliness....until another major holiday.
Unhappy- Now it's back to my regular lonliness....until another major holiday.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 01, 2013, 06:18:49 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 01, 2013, 06:18:49 AM
Quote from: Malachite on November 01, 2013, 06:15:17 AM
Happy- Halloween is over so the extra lonliness I felt is over for another year
Unhappy- Now it's back to my regular lonliness....until another major holiday.
The holiday season is tough. Hang in there!
This will be my last "normal" holidays (all three) since next year I'll be on my own... and "normal" is stretching things a bit. It's still fun and friendly, but most people attending know what's going on and it's hard to fit in. . . I guess that statement fits the topic pretty well.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 01, 2013, 06:36:47 AM
Post by: V M on November 01, 2013, 06:36:47 AM
I have a pretty rough time during my birthday and the holiday season :-\ I often wish I could hibernate from the beginning of October until just after Easter
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on November 01, 2013, 07:29:11 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on November 01, 2013, 07:29:11 AM
Happy: Managed to go to the gym by telling myself "You know it's quite late, but if you don't go you will be depressed for the rest of the day.
Unhappy: The tuck undid itself while exercising. I had to enter the bathroom with the towel in front of my crotch tuck three times until I managed to to an extra-strong one. Not a happy event.
Unhappy: The tuck undid itself while exercising. I had to enter the bathroom with the towel in front of my crotch tuck three times until I managed to to an extra-strong one. Not a happy event.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 01, 2013, 08:05:23 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 01, 2013, 08:05:23 AM
Quote from: kabit on November 01, 2013, 06:18:49 AM
The holiday season is tough. Hang in there!
This will be my last "normal" holidays (all three) since next year I'll be on my own... and "normal" is stretching things a bit. It's still fun and friendly, but most people attending know what's going on and it's hard to fit in. . . I guess that statement fits the topic pretty well.
Holiday seasons are very tough indeed :/ I just thought about it: next year probably won't be too pretty for me since I will try to begin my partial transition then. Not looking foward to coming out to my family then.
Quote from: V M on November 01, 2013, 06:36:47 AM
I have a pretty rough time during my birthday and the holiday season :-\ I often wish I could hibernate from the beginning of October until just after Easter
I kind of feel that way......well from October to Valentines day. Actually New Years Eve and Valentines Day are the worse for me, followed by Thanksgiving.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on November 01, 2013, 06:08:50 PM
Post by: Jenny07 on November 01, 2013, 06:08:50 PM
While I've been so unbelievably happy with the way things are going personally, it makes me so sad thinking about the others here who it is not so easy. I wish others could experience the joy of the correct hormones without all the hoops and other rubbish to navigate through or to face inquisitions. (No not the Spanish Inquisition).
Not having to wait or deal with doctors who gate keep and deny services. It seems I was extraordinarily lucky with the doctors I went through here in Sydney but why can't it be the same for everyone?
Hugs to all those in pain waiting.
Stay strong as it is worth it.
Jen
Not having to wait or deal with doctors who gate keep and deny services. It seems I was extraordinarily lucky with the doctors I went through here in Sydney but why can't it be the same for everyone?
Hugs to all those in pain waiting.
Stay strong as it is worth it.
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 01, 2013, 06:35:10 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 01, 2013, 06:35:10 PM
Quote from: Jenny07 on November 01, 2013, 06:08:50 PM
While I've been so unbelievably happy with the way things are going personally, it makes me so sad thinking about the others here who it is not so easy. I wish others could experience the joy of the correct hormones without all the hoops and other rubbish to navigate through or to face inquisitions. (No not the Spanish Inquisition).
Not having to wait or deal with doctors who gate keep and deny services. It seems I was extraordinarily lucky with the doctors I went through here in Sydney but why can't it be the same for everyone?
Hugs to all those in pain waiting.
Stay strong as it is worth it.
Jen
Thanks for writing this . . . :) It makes my very short wait for meds that much easier to bear.
... and no - I didn't expect the inquisition!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 01, 2013, 07:51:20 PM
Post by: Shantel on November 01, 2013, 07:51:20 PM
Quote from: Joules on November 01, 2013, 07:12:08 PM
Happy: Snacking on Jalapeno slices and sauerkraut
Unhappy: Having Jalapeno and sauerkraut juices find the scratches on the roof of my mouth
Count your blessings, it could bode worse at the other end! :icon_peace:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 01, 2013, 08:15:22 PM
Post by: King Malachite on November 01, 2013, 08:15:22 PM
Happy-Whipped out my Black Ops and played a game of it. Our team was down but we got our kills up and won the game and I ranked up to level 41
Unhappy- I haven't played the game in quite some time and have played GTA V so much that mentally revert back to those controls during gameplay so I'm a bit rusty. Everything was going a bit fast for me so I had to cut the game off. Also, the first game cut off due to a poor connection.
Unhappy- I haven't played the game in quite some time and have played GTA V so much that mentally revert back to those controls during gameplay so I'm a bit rusty. Everything was going a bit fast for me so I had to cut the game off. Also, the first game cut off due to a poor connection.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on November 01, 2013, 11:40:31 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on November 01, 2013, 11:40:31 PM
Quote from: Jenny07 on November 01, 2013, 06:08:50 PM
While I've been so unbelievably happy with the way things are going personally, it makes me so sad thinking about the others here who it is not so easy. I wish others could experience the joy of the correct hormones without all the hoops and other rubbish to navigate through or to face inquisitions. (No not the Spanish Inquisition).
Not having to wait or deal with doctors who gate keep and deny services. It seems I was extraordinarily lucky with the doctors I went through here in Sydney but why can't it be the same for everyone?
Hugs to all those in pain waiting.
Stay strong as it is worth it.
Jen
*big hug*
Damn the inquisitors!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ttim0324 on November 02, 2013, 02:48:20 AM
Post by: ttim0324 on November 02, 2013, 02:48:20 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 01, 2013, 07:12:08 PM
Happy: Snacking on Jalapeno slices and sauerkraut
Unhappy: Having Jalapeno and sauerkraut juices find the scratches on the roof of my mouth
Hurts so bad...but tastes so good! Now I've got a hearty craving for Jalepenos and sauerkraut lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 02, 2013, 02:54:44 AM
Post by: LordKAT on November 02, 2013, 02:54:44 AM
Glad there are people on Susan's to cheer me up a tad. I love jalapenos and sauerkraut, dumb diet says no eating them yet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 02, 2013, 10:48:21 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 02, 2013, 10:48:21 AM
Happy-my mom had some extra quarter wrappers
Unhappy- she didn't have any other coin wrappers
Unhappy- she didn't have any other coin wrappers
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 02, 2013, 09:38:54 PM
Post by: V M on November 02, 2013, 09:38:54 PM
Eating the yummy toppings off of reheated left over pizza slices because I burned the bottom of the crusts
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 02, 2013, 11:01:17 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 02, 2013, 11:01:17 PM
Happy: MSU wins big and I went to my first actual college party :)
Unhappy: It was my dad who invited me to it, who was invited by someone else, and laundry to do :(
Unhappy: It was my dad who invited me to it, who was invited by someone else, and laundry to do :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felice Aislin on November 02, 2013, 11:20:20 PM
Post by: Felice Aislin on November 02, 2013, 11:20:20 PM
Thinking about seeing my spouse so happy about being dressed and looking beautiful (dressed her correct gender for Halloween) that she didn't want to change...made me so happy to see her so happy, and so sad that it broke her heart (and mine) that she had to change and go back to boy clothes.
Renewed motivation to figure out a way for her not to have to "change back" to "boy mode."
Renewed motivation to figure out a way for her not to have to "change back" to "boy mode."
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on November 03, 2013, 07:06:12 AM
Post by: big kim on November 03, 2013, 07:06:12 AM
Happy my Dad's out of hospital
Unhappy that if he's out he will go on another bender when no one is watching just like before
Unhappy that if he's out he will go on another bender when no one is watching just like before
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 03, 2013, 07:45:04 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 03, 2013, 07:45:04 AM
Happy-Rockstar is supposed to have a patch for gta v online
Unhappy: I have a feeling it won't help my issue getting onto the servers.....especially since they since me such a crap answer to my problem.......assuming it's my network's fault
Unhappy: I have a feeling it won't help my issue getting onto the servers.....especially since they since me such a crap answer to my problem.......assuming it's my network's fault
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ttim0324 on November 03, 2013, 04:30:06 PM
Post by: ttim0324 on November 03, 2013, 04:30:06 PM
Happy: This banana chocolate milkshake I'm drinking right now.
Unhappy: The fact that it cost $4.50.
I think it's time to invest in a blender.
Unhappy: The fact that it cost $4.50.
I think it's time to invest in a blender.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 03, 2013, 04:33:47 PM
Post by: King Malachite on November 03, 2013, 04:33:47 PM
Happy- I found 5 pennies today at church
Unhappy-It was my conviction to put them in the offering instead of keeping them since I don't believe it taking money I find on church property for myself.
Unhappy-It was my conviction to put them in the offering instead of keeping them since I don't believe it taking money I find on church property for myself.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 04, 2013, 03:58:14 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 04, 2013, 03:58:14 AM
OK, this was actually Saturday but I've been offline for a couple of days.
I've needed to get my car tyres replaced but my car takes an awkward size. So after hunting around for ages to find tyres that fit and will suit a British winter, I eventually found a very good online deal and went to a local fitter to have my tyres fitted.
The service was outstanding - all four tyres were fitted within 45 minutes - and my car is once again a pleasure to drive. I was gendered correctly (I think my Movember contribution might be helping with that) and was treated with respect like any other customer.
So what made me unhappy about this whole experience? Well, as I'd elected to wait in the Reception area until my tyres had been fitted, the manager offered me a hot drink. There were two staff on duty: the manager and a pretty young female assistant. Guess who made my coffee? You guessed it. And that's what made me unhappy: I remember being the 'pretty young female assistant' and how it was automatically presumed I should do all the menial tasks, but especially fetching drinks. All-in-all, it was a sobering reminder of male privilege.
I've needed to get my car tyres replaced but my car takes an awkward size. So after hunting around for ages to find tyres that fit and will suit a British winter, I eventually found a very good online deal and went to a local fitter to have my tyres fitted.
The service was outstanding - all four tyres were fitted within 45 minutes - and my car is once again a pleasure to drive. I was gendered correctly (I think my Movember contribution might be helping with that) and was treated with respect like any other customer.
So what made me unhappy about this whole experience? Well, as I'd elected to wait in the Reception area until my tyres had been fitted, the manager offered me a hot drink. There were two staff on duty: the manager and a pretty young female assistant. Guess who made my coffee? You guessed it. And that's what made me unhappy: I remember being the 'pretty young female assistant' and how it was automatically presumed I should do all the menial tasks, but especially fetching drinks. All-in-all, it was a sobering reminder of male privilege.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on November 04, 2013, 01:29:45 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on November 04, 2013, 01:29:45 PM
Happy: I'm back down south in my dorm room waiting for all the other people at work to turn up and have a catch up after the weekend. It's only 46 days until I go back up to my family for Christmas, about 10 days shorter than I was away last time.
Unhappy: I've left my girlfriend at home again after only getting to spend just over a day with her during the weekend. They haven't bothered to give us any food today even though last weekend when we had a paintballing trip organised they were getting all antsy about how it's in their contract to provide us with three meals a day. And I misjudged how far the walk from the trainstation was, a 45 minute walk with a heavy rucksack after 5 hours on a train didn't make me a happy bunny.
Unhappy: I've left my girlfriend at home again after only getting to spend just over a day with her during the weekend. They haven't bothered to give us any food today even though last weekend when we had a paintballing trip organised they were getting all antsy about how it's in their contract to provide us with three meals a day. And I misjudged how far the walk from the trainstation was, a 45 minute walk with a heavy rucksack after 5 hours on a train didn't make me a happy bunny.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 04, 2013, 02:49:51 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 04, 2013, 02:49:51 PM
Happy: I have some really wonderful caring friends that are there for me when I need them. :)
Unhappy: To repay them for their kindness, I constantly let them down. :(
Unhappy: To repay them for their kindness, I constantly let them down. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 04, 2013, 05:16:57 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 04, 2013, 05:16:57 PM
Happy: Replacement Kindle Fire came (just under the wire... 2 years and my wife got it for me Christmas 2 years ago).
Not: I have to reinstall *everything* AND lose all the settings & saved info in each of the apps.
Not: I have to reinstall *everything* AND lose all the settings & saved info in each of the apps.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on November 04, 2013, 08:29:54 PM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on November 04, 2013, 08:29:54 PM
Natural Peanut Butter. Its always a pain in the butt and such a mess to mix it but its so much better than that nasty icing sugar filled junk...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: lou7 on November 04, 2013, 08:49:33 PM
Post by: lou7 on November 04, 2013, 08:49:33 PM
Happy: Playing with the dogs this evening outside.
Unhappy: A call to the office for me to take a employee home early because her house had caught fire.
Unhappy: A call to the office for me to take a employee home early because her house had caught fire.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on November 04, 2013, 09:44:26 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on November 04, 2013, 09:44:26 PM
Happy: Toronto mayor Rob Ford is a crackhead.
Unhappy: Toronto mayor Rob Ford is a crackhead.
Unhappy: Toronto mayor Rob Ford is a crackhead.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on November 05, 2013, 01:38:22 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on November 05, 2013, 01:38:22 AM
Yesterday when I visited my Endo I saw a young girl with her mother exit his office.
She was so supportive of her daughter it really made my day. It is good to see someone so young getting the vital assistance that she requires to live a happy life. :)
It made me sad thinking of what I have lost. I lost my mother at 9 in a car accident I was in and badly hurt. If I had her by my side and not my dad who I hate, long story, things would have been so different as she know how I felt and wanted to help and I would have been able to transition many years ago myself just like this young girl. :'(
While there is nothing I can do to change what happened I am so happy now that I am finally being decisive and being myself no matter what it brings I can just be me, though delayed.
Jen
She was so supportive of her daughter it really made my day. It is good to see someone so young getting the vital assistance that she requires to live a happy life. :)
It made me sad thinking of what I have lost. I lost my mother at 9 in a car accident I was in and badly hurt. If I had her by my side and not my dad who I hate, long story, things would have been so different as she know how I felt and wanted to help and I would have been able to transition many years ago myself just like this young girl. :'(
While there is nothing I can do to change what happened I am so happy now that I am finally being decisive and being myself no matter what it brings I can just be me, though delayed.
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 05, 2013, 02:02:46 AM
Post by: Cindy on November 05, 2013, 02:02:46 AM
I wasn't at work today so I could take my wife to the dental hospital. She is very difficult to maneuver in her wheel chair it physically taxes me.
At the end of the procedure he said there was no charge as she is a special needs patient. Great no bill!
So of course I left enough money to cover it and told him to use it for the next deserving patient who had to pay. I felt good!
I got home and there was a text message from my lab staff. They had bought me a Melbourne Cup sweep ticket.
It felt so good that they thought of me.
It won, Wow.
Down side? I'll take them all to morning tea tomorrow.
Nah not really a downer at all :laugh:
What nice people to think of me that way!
Geez people are nice.
At the end of the procedure he said there was no charge as she is a special needs patient. Great no bill!
So of course I left enough money to cover it and told him to use it for the next deserving patient who had to pay. I felt good!
I got home and there was a text message from my lab staff. They had bought me a Melbourne Cup sweep ticket.
It felt so good that they thought of me.
It won, Wow.
Down side? I'll take them all to morning tea tomorrow.
Nah not really a downer at all :laugh:
What nice people to think of me that way!
Geez people are nice.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 05, 2013, 08:30:00 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 05, 2013, 08:30:00 AM
Quote from: Cindy on November 05, 2013, 02:02:46 AM
Geez people are nice.
Yourself included. You just made it easier for someone in need to get dental treatment without wondering how on Earth they're going to find the money. As someone who has been in that situation before (as I'm sure many of us have), thank you! :)
What made me happy/unhappy today? My Billy-Goat Fluff (i.e. moustache and chin area hair) is growing in quite nicely now. So much so that it's actually properly noticeable; up until a few days ago, you had to look really closely to see it. I've been feeling self-conscious about how unconvincing it is due to its colour (it's pale and blond, so it doesn't stand out against my skin tone) but I walked past another blond guy with a short beard at lunchtime and his was similar. That made me feel much better.
What made me feel worse? I'm getting clocked a heck of a lot more now. My eyes and facial shape are still too feminine, but I now have obvious facial hair. So I'm getting a lot more of those confused, accusatory stares that MtFs in early transition are oh-so-familiar with.
Ah well. This too shall pass. And then so shall I. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 05, 2013, 08:34:47 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 05, 2013, 08:34:47 PM
Yay! Got my Doctor Who eleventh Doctor sonic screwdriver universal remote today!!!! Damn thing is oversensitive and a PITA to program/use. >:(
amy
amy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 05, 2013, 09:23:34 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 05, 2013, 09:23:34 PM
I'll bet it looks cool once you do get it set up.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 05, 2013, 09:27:40 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 05, 2013, 09:27:40 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on November 05, 2013, 09:23:34 PMIt's cool but if you program say volume up/down to certain gestures, it changes it WAY too much. I don't know of any way to correct it. :-\
I'll bet it looks cool once you do get it set up.
amy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 06, 2013, 01:20:37 AM
Post by: NathanielM on November 06, 2013, 01:20:37 AM
I've told my class I want to talk to them tomorrow so no more backing out now I'm coming out to them :D YAY! except I'm now dying of nerves aaaah
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 06, 2013, 08:29:19 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 06, 2013, 08:29:19 AM
Happy: crepes are served 2-3 times a week at breakfast tat this dining hall. The communal bathroom situation is actually rather nice.
Unhappy: I couldn't finish the crepes :( . And I left my shower kit in my old room. All the way across campus. And I can't just go get it now, he's asleep until noon.
Unhappy: I couldn't finish the crepes :( . And I left my shower kit in my old room. All the way across campus. And I can't just go get it now, he's asleep until noon.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 06, 2013, 08:37:11 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 06, 2013, 08:37:11 AM
Quote from: Willow on November 06, 2013, 08:29:19 AM
Happy: crepes are served 2-3 times a week at breakfast tat this dining hall. The communal bathroom situation is actually rather nice.
Unhappy: I couldn't finish the crepes :( . And I left my shower kit in my old room. All the way across campus. And I can't just go get it now, he's asleep until noon.
I'm happy the move went well for you!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 06, 2013, 08:43:50 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 06, 2013, 08:43:50 AM
Quote from: kabit on November 06, 2013, 08:37:11 AMI'm happy the move went well for you!I'm rather upset about the light use of the word coed, though. There may be men and women both on this floor, but the north wing is women, and the south wing is men. I'm stuck in the south wing, fortunately right on the barrier.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on November 06, 2013, 10:30:36 AM
Post by: Sephirah on November 06, 2013, 10:30:36 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 06, 2013, 10:18:16 AM
Stepped on the bathroom scale this morning, my weight is finally back down to what it was when I started HRT. When I tried a second time to double check, the battery died and I don't have a replacement.
Take it as a sign that the scale summoned up the last of its Scalean strength and used its final throes of life to give you the most accurate reading it could. A final, super-Scalean effort to show you your real weight. And in a single whisper, almost imperceptible, gentle as the breeze, to say in the lilting Scalean language: "You're doing good, Joules. Trust meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..."
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on November 06, 2013, 10:36:57 AM
Post by: Sephirah on November 06, 2013, 10:36:57 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 06, 2013, 10:35:30 AM
Thanks Seph, now I have something for the laugh thread as well: This comment!
*curtseys*
Happy to oblige. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 07, 2013, 10:28:54 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 07, 2013, 10:28:54 AM
Wow... I just either got gender questioned or totally checked out at work. Some telephone line worker is in the hallway here. I left my office to use the bathroom and I not only saw him looking at me, but saw him turn as I walked past.
Weird feeling... I'll have to get used to that, but it doesn't feel bad . . . it's just a little scary!
I couldn't say if it's unhappy or happy. . . :D
Weird feeling... I'll have to get used to that, but it doesn't feel bad . . . it's just a little scary!
I couldn't say if it's unhappy or happy. . . :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on November 07, 2013, 10:34:19 AM
Post by: Makalii on November 07, 2013, 10:34:19 AM
I talked to my school today. I don't have to use the boys changing room anymore!
Downside, they said they can't legally have me change in the girls room, so I get to change in the broom/mop closet place thingy, (I'm not kidding! xD) and there's no mirror. -.-
Still :) better than the boys room.
Downside, they said they can't legally have me change in the girls room, so I get to change in the broom/mop closet place thingy, (I'm not kidding! xD) and there's no mirror. -.-
Still :) better than the boys room.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 07, 2013, 10:39:29 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 07, 2013, 10:39:29 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 07, 2013, 10:33:16 AM
I'm not into guys, I think it would creep me to get checked out. Of course, then again, maybe I'll never get that lucky anyway....
I'm assuming it was a misgender. Skinny jeans, sweatshirt, slightly girly hair and clean eyebrows. Only the laser and hair totally make me.
Even if he was checking me out (I mean, it's the same thing either way...) I did like it. It's very unnerving... it makes you feel vulnerable... but it's not a bad feeling at all.
If it were dark on a city street... yeah I'd be freaking out ;) I also hope I wouldn't have been walking alone!!! (Certainly not after transition progresses some! Actually - heck - maybe it has progressed some)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 07, 2013, 10:57:20 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 07, 2013, 10:57:20 AM
Design classes at my school are impossible to sign up for, or are for landscape architecture, interior design, or mechanical engineering majors only. I just want a class that teaches me to design buildings using autoCAD. But I can get the software free at least :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on November 07, 2013, 11:18:43 AM
Post by: Constance on November 07, 2013, 11:18:43 AM
A coworker was let go. I'd been working with him for the last 9.5 years. He's the one who took my picture for my employee ID when I went full time.
As he was saying this goodbyes, he extended his hand to the guys for a handshake. To me, he opened his arms. There's no way I can "pass" with him, as he knows my story. But it was validating as he was not hugging any of the men goodbye.
I'm going to miss him.
As he was saying this goodbyes, he extended his hand to the guys for a handshake. To me, he opened his arms. There's no way I can "pass" with him, as he knows my story. But it was validating as he was not hugging any of the men goodbye.
I'm going to miss him.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 07, 2013, 02:09:54 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 07, 2013, 02:09:54 PM
Quote from: Makalii on November 07, 2013, 10:34:19 AM
I talked to my school today. I don't have to use the boys changing room anymore!
Downside, they said they can't legally have me change in the girls room, so I get to change in the broom/mop closet place thingy, (I'm not kidding! xD) and there's no mirror. -.-
Still :) better than the boys room.
Sometimes you have to start with what you can get. Hopefully this awakens them to the need for other facilities.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: DriftingCrow on November 07, 2013, 11:20:14 PM
Post by: DriftingCrow on November 07, 2013, 11:20:14 PM
Getting to see Ani DiFranco, but then having to leave wicked early. Not really worth the price of the tickets to only see a few songs.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 08, 2013, 06:43:52 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 08, 2013, 06:43:52 AM
Quote from: LearnedHand on November 07, 2013, 11:20:14 PM
Getting to see Ani DiFranco, but then having to leave wicked early. Not really worth the price of the tickets to only see a few songs.
I wasn't there... but I heard about it and maybe could have gone if my x2b-wife wasn't working.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 08, 2013, 07:17:07 AM
Post by: LordKAT on November 08, 2013, 07:17:07 AM
I got a PM from someone I admire, Yay!
alerting me to a place I screwed up. Boo
I got a laugh out of it and corrected it. I hope she did too.
alerting me to a place I screwed up. Boo
I got a laugh out of it and corrected it. I hope she did too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 08, 2013, 01:54:42 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 08, 2013, 01:54:42 PM
Happy: Daydreaming about someone special. :icon_love:
Unhappy: I was driving on the freeway at the time and started slowly drifting off into the next lane over without realizing it. :icon_yikes:
Happy (again): No one was in the lane next to me so I'm alright. ;D Note to self: Driving is more important than euphoria. :P
Happy: This person makes me feel like the most wonderful woman in the world. ;D :icon_love:
Unhappy: This person isn't my wife and makes me question my sexuality which is confusing. :-\ ???
Amy
Unhappy: I was driving on the freeway at the time and started slowly drifting off into the next lane over without realizing it. :icon_yikes:
Happy (again): No one was in the lane next to me so I'm alright. ;D Note to self: Driving is more important than euphoria. :P
Happy: This person makes me feel like the most wonderful woman in the world. ;D :icon_love:
Unhappy: This person isn't my wife and makes me question my sexuality which is confusing. :-\ ???
Amy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on November 08, 2013, 03:00:42 PM
Post by: Night Haven on November 08, 2013, 03:00:42 PM
Binder came in today. Yaaaa--
-- ...Hm. Wait. It doth appear to be much too small. I'm slightly worried to try getting my other arm through it in case I get stuck (and I can't pull it on past my thighs). I don't think I can get it returned, as the tag's already off.
Mn. New bright side, I at least got a back support thing to try binding with. It works reasonably well.
-- ...Hm. Wait. It doth appear to be much too small. I'm slightly worried to try getting my other arm through it in case I get stuck (and I can't pull it on past my thighs). I don't think I can get it returned, as the tag's already off.
Mn. New bright side, I at least got a back support thing to try binding with. It works reasonably well.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 08, 2013, 06:43:48 PM
Post by: Shantel on November 08, 2013, 06:43:48 PM
Quote from: Night Haven on November 08, 2013, 03:00:42 PM
Binder came in today. Yaaaa--
-- ...Hm. Wait. It doth appear to be much too small. I'm slightly worried to try getting my other arm through it in case I get stuck (and I can't pull it on past my thighs). I don't think I can get it returned, as the tag's already off.
Mn. New bright side, I at least got a back support thing to try binding with. It works reasonably well.
Bummer...I hate that when it happens!
Lesson: Don't cut tags or throw out receipt until it checks out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on November 08, 2013, 07:28:29 PM
Post by: Night Haven on November 08, 2013, 07:28:29 PM
Lesson learned. *Sigh* Hopefully it'll be remembered next time.
At least I have a sort-of excuse to look into another binder. I'm considering Loveboat, but they're a bit pricy and I've heard they tend to run small. Perhaps I'll just add a couple inches to my measurements.
At least I have a sort-of excuse to look into another binder. I'm considering Loveboat, but they're a bit pricy and I've heard they tend to run small. Perhaps I'll just add a couple inches to my measurements.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on November 08, 2013, 11:49:40 PM
Post by: Jenny07 on November 08, 2013, 11:49:40 PM
So while I'm ecstatic to be feeling the wonderful effects of E kicking in and making changes to me I have only dreamt about I am finding it difficult to cope having to present as male outside as I have a long way to go. I am finding it conflicting at present even though I am doing my best. The down below changes are kicking in as well :o
I am also annoyed that when I went to visit my aunt yesterday and tell her more, she had no time at all. She is always full of excuses that stop her doing simple tasks so it was not me.
I am also annoyed that when I went to visit my aunt yesterday and tell her more, she had no time at all. She is always full of excuses that stop her doing simple tasks so it was not me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 08, 2013, 11:52:44 PM
Post by: Cindy on November 08, 2013, 11:52:44 PM
Quote from: Jenny07 on November 08, 2013, 11:49:40 PM
So while I'm ecstatic to be feeling the wonderful effects of E kicking in and making changes to me I have only dreamt about I am finding it difficult to cope having to present as male outside as I have a long way to go. I am finding it conflicting at present even though I am doing my best. The down below changes are kicking in as well :o
I am also annoyed that when I went to visit my aunt yesterday and tell her more, she had no time at all. She is always full of excuses that stop her doing simple tasks so it was not me.
Remember that you are travelling fast in your new life and others don't always understand.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 09, 2013, 05:02:52 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 09, 2013, 05:02:52 AM
Quote from: Cindy on November 08, 2013, 11:52:44 PM
Remember that you are travelling fast in your new life and others don't always understand.
That relates directly to mine...
I'm happy that my family is reaching out to me and wants to make things happy at the holidays.
I'm unhappy that there's no way they can understand what I'm going through, I don't completely understand what they're going through, and they admit that they support my wife and disagree with my "decision" ... and they think I'm the one breaking up the family and harming the kids. Yes, I admit that it will be difficult for them because of who I am, and I accept that responsibility... but my wife is the one who wants the divorce and wants me out of the house before I start hormones. They see the 15+ years of me in the closet and wonder why I suddenly feel this need now... and I can't figure out how to help them understand.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 09, 2013, 08:36:33 AM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 09, 2013, 08:36:33 AM
Coming to Susan's.
HAPPY: I get the support I need and generally people make me feel better.
UNHAPPY: I feel inadequate trying to help others when I can't even help myself which makes me not want to offer my support to begin with. Then I feel guilty for feeling this way. :(
Amy
HAPPY: I get the support I need and generally people make me feel better.
UNHAPPY: I feel inadequate trying to help others when I can't even help myself which makes me not want to offer my support to begin with. Then I feel guilty for feeling this way. :(
Amy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 09, 2013, 10:00:58 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 09, 2013, 10:00:58 AM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 09, 2013, 08:36:33 AMI'm pretty sure we all feel like that (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.freesmileys.org%2Fsmileys%2Fsmiley-hug002.gif&hash=b6ec9b5e4f4fae786f060fed743f06c9cd24bb21)
Coming to Susan's.
HAPPY: I get the support I need and generally people make me feel better.
UNHAPPY: I feel inadequate trying to help others when I can't even help myself which makes me not want to offer my support to begin with. Then I feel guilty for feeling this way. :(
Amy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 09, 2013, 12:34:19 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 09, 2013, 12:34:19 PM
Sometimes the best way to help yourself IS to help someone else.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 10, 2013, 03:33:33 AM
Post by: NathanielM on November 10, 2013, 03:33:33 AM
And sometimes the best way to help someone else is to help yourself! I've spent a lot of time in my life trying to help others, but as they say to paramedics as long as you're not okay yourself you should focus on yourself. That's perfectly okay too, sometimes people on here should be a lot more selfish! This fits perfectly with what I wanted to say: I'm happy because I feel I'm not constantly worrying about others and I can put myself first every now and then. I'm unhappy because I still end up feeling guilty because I don't sacrifice my own happiness for others... I know I don't have to however it can be hard sometimes.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 10, 2013, 05:33:17 AM
Post by: LordKAT on November 10, 2013, 05:33:17 AM
I agree, it can be either way.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on November 10, 2013, 06:10:16 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on November 10, 2013, 06:10:16 AM
Missing my girlfriend. So much that it really hurts. Like five weeks till I'm going to see her but I am already packing and preparing. Bought a new suitcase as my old one is more of a.. sled. You seriously need muscles to pull that thing. High point of the week was finding THE perfect suitcase though!!
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 10, 2013, 07:06:25 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 10, 2013, 07:06:25 AM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on November 10, 2013, 06:10:16 AM
Missing my girlfriend. So much that it really hurts. Like five weeks till I'm going to see her but I am already packing and preparing. Bought a new suitcase as my old one is more of a.. sled. You seriously need muscles to pull that thing. High point of the week was finding THE perfect suitcase though!!
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Wow!! So pretty :D ♥♥♥ it!!!
You'll see her soon!!!! I'm counting down 'til Christmas too :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on November 10, 2013, 07:38:00 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on November 10, 2013, 07:38:00 AM
Quote from: kabit on November 10, 2013, 07:06:25 AM
Wow!! So pretty :D ♥♥♥ it!!!
You'll see her soon!!!! I'm counting down 'til Christmas too :D
I know right!! And it was only $140 (and I even got a discount!) and I'm a SUPER pink person soooo! Nevermind the messy kitchen though hahaha!
Aaawh lovely<3 So nice to have something to look forward to!
Going to stay inside all day. My lungs are still not behaving properly. Was really looking forward to going outside, but guess I'll do some housekeeping instead. Such bittersweetness, aaaa!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 10, 2013, 08:20:53 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 10, 2013, 08:20:53 AM
Happy= I somewhat got through to my mom to convince her that I need therapy
Unhappy- She thinks I doesn't and she was like "well if you really want to see a therapist because you think you're nutty then look up some" She wants it to be in my town which would make it difficult. There aren't any gender therapists here. Plus, by the way she talks she seems sarcastic about it and if I really found one, she wouldn't go for it.
Unhappy- She thinks I doesn't and she was like "well if you really want to see a therapist because you think you're nutty then look up some" She wants it to be in my town which would make it difficult. There aren't any gender therapists here. Plus, by the way she talks she seems sarcastic about it and if I really found one, she wouldn't go for it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 10, 2013, 08:27:27 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 10, 2013, 08:27:27 AM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on November 10, 2013, 06:10:16 AM
Missing my girlfriend. So much that it really hurts. Like five weeks till I'm going to see her but I am already packing and preparing. Bought a new suitcase as my old one is more of a.. sled. You seriously need muscles to pull that thing. High point of the week was finding THE perfect suitcase though!!
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Whatever makes you happy dear, (snicker) It certainly will make it easy for her to spot you in a crowded terminal.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 10, 2013, 09:48:13 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 10, 2013, 09:48:13 AM
Was going to put this yesterday but forgot.
The good: The showers in the communal bathrooms at the dorm I've moved into have seats in them. I sat down to take my shower. I felt so pampered, like somebody else was washing me.
The bad: It's been a week since I painted my nails; the polish started to chip off in the shower.
I wish I could go to that spa that one of the users here set up. I'm wanting to be pampered and beautiful lately.
The good: The showers in the communal bathrooms at the dorm I've moved into have seats in them. I sat down to take my shower. I felt so pampered, like somebody else was washing me.
The bad: It's been a week since I painted my nails; the polish started to chip off in the shower.
I wish I could go to that spa that one of the users here set up. I'm wanting to be pampered and beautiful lately.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 10, 2013, 12:09:28 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 10, 2013, 12:09:28 PM
This exactly (it clearly covers both...)
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,153610.new.html
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,153610.new.html
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 10, 2013, 09:03:17 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 10, 2013, 09:03:17 PM
I had a beer! Lagunitas Brown Shugga' (9.9% ABV, 7.9% ABW)... wow! Exactly within my calories (10 over for the day).
I had a 2nd beer! Homebrewed Westvleteren 12 clone (11% ABV, 8.8% ABW)... now about 300 calories over my daily goal :P
I guess I'll have to make up for it tomorrow...
I had a 2nd beer! Homebrewed Westvleteren 12 clone (11% ABV, 8.8% ABW)... now about 300 calories over my daily goal :P
I guess I'll have to make up for it tomorrow...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 11, 2013, 10:59:19 AM
Post by: NathanielM on November 11, 2013, 10:59:19 AM
It's more like happy and scared as hell at the same time but I suppose it goes. I finally decided to follow my dream and will be auditioning for dramaschool in february. I'm happy I've become confident enough to finally take this step but aaah scary, what if I'm just not good enough, what if they hate me :-\ All this and more going on in my head.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 11, 2013, 02:43:56 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 11, 2013, 02:43:56 PM
Quote from: kabit on November 10, 2013, 09:03:17 PM
I had a beer! Lagunitas Brown Shugga' (9.9% ABV, 7.9% ABW)... wow! Exactly within my calories (10 over for the day).
I had a 2nd beer! Homebrewed Westvleteren 12 clone (11% ABV, 8.8% ABW)... now about 300 calories over my daily goal :P
I guess I'll have to make up for it tomorrow...
Unhappy (???)
Oh... chat buddies helped me make that 4 beers... (which is NOT to say it's chat's fault... I was just feeling in a fun mood). I went 800 calories over my limit for the day. (Yeah... that's about 8 standard drinks :(. I don't do that ever... but for once in a blue moon.)
Happy (???)
Dehydration (I assume) found me 0.8 lbs lighter this morning (192.0, wow)
Actually Unhappy
The headache I had until the 3rd coffee kicked in. (Yes... it's a diuretic, but you gain more fluid than you lose... plus caffeine)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:55:30 AM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:55:30 AM
Argument with my soon-to-be ex-wife.
Unhappy because she's trying to blame me for everything, she can do nothing wrong. :'(
Happy because I stood my ground despite her guilt trip making me cry. ;D
Unhappy because she's trying to blame me for everything, she can do nothing wrong. :'(
Happy because I stood my ground despite her guilt trip making me cry. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 12, 2013, 12:45:29 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 12, 2013, 12:45:29 PM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:55:30 AM
Argument with my soon-to-be ex-wife.
Unhappy because she's trying to blame me for everything, she can do nothing wrong. :'(
Happy because I stood my ground despite her guilt trip making me cry. ;D
My parents got mad at me for saying she and I were equally at fault (and equally not at fault) for breaking up our marriage... I did not choose to leave her. She did not choose for me to come out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 12, 2013, 02:44:45 PM
Post by: King Malachite on November 12, 2013, 02:44:45 PM
Happy- THe Black Friday ads are out!
Unhappy- Hatsune Miku: Project Diva F isn't on sale anywhere and the deals are very scattered. I may have to stick to the most important deals I want.
Unhappy- Hatsune Miku: Project Diva F isn't on sale anywhere and the deals are very scattered. I may have to stick to the most important deals I want.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 12, 2013, 03:13:55 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 12, 2013, 03:13:55 PM
I might be able to get help with some of my rent.
I just got a 5 day eviction notice. I had a lawyer tell me it had to be a 28 day one.
On the other hand, no help with rent unless I got an eviction notice.
I just got a 5 day eviction notice. I had a lawyer tell me it had to be a 28 day one.
On the other hand, no help with rent unless I got an eviction notice.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 03:18:53 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 03:18:53 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on November 12, 2013, 03:13:55 PM^THIS! :) :(
I might be able to get help with some of my rent.
I just got a 5 day eviction notice. I had a lawyer tell me it had to be a 28 day one.
On the other hand, no help with rent unless I got an eviction notice.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on November 12, 2013, 03:31:54 PM
Post by: Shaina on November 12, 2013, 03:31:54 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on November 12, 2013, 03:13:55 PM
I might be able to get help with some of my rent.
I just got a 5 day eviction notice. I had a lawyer tell me it had to be a 28 day one.
On the other hand, no help with rent unless I got an eviction notice.
Good luck with everything LordKAT! I hope it works out!
I'm happy to have great friends
I'm sad I can't see them as often as I like
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 03:59:55 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 03:59:55 PM
HAPPY: I noticed that I'm now a D-cup! ;D
UNHAPPY: Only 6 months of HRT, they're still growing! I'm worried they'll get too big! :icon_yikes:
UNHAPPY: Only 6 months of HRT, they're still growing! I'm worried they'll get too big! :icon_yikes:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 12, 2013, 05:04:45 PM
Post by: Shantel on November 12, 2013, 05:04:45 PM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 03:59:55 PM
HAPPY: I noticed that I'm now a D-cup! ;D
UNHAPPY: Only 6 months of HRT, they're still growing! I'm worried they'll get too big! :icon_yikes:
We call them B-52's ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 12, 2013, 07:29:55 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 12, 2013, 07:29:55 PM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 03:59:55 PMHAPPY: I noticed that I'm now a D-cup! ;DJust wondering, if it's OK to ask, what method are you using?
UNHAPPY: Only 6 months of HRT, they're still growing! I'm worried they'll get too big! :icon_yikes:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: lou7 on November 12, 2013, 07:59:23 PM
Post by: lou7 on November 12, 2013, 07:59:23 PM
Happy: I got my new peecock today
Unhappy: I'm really not liking my girlfriend and our relationship
Unhappy: I'm really not liking my girlfriend and our relationship
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on November 12, 2013, 08:43:38 PM
Post by: Kristal on November 12, 2013, 08:43:38 PM
A guy at work pinched my nipple today and said "Nice tits".
On the one hand, he touched my breast!
On the other hand, he said I have nice tits...
On the one hand, he touched my breast!
On the other hand, he said I have nice tits...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:26:20 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:26:20 PM
Quote from: Willow on November 12, 2013, 07:29:55 PME+Spiro+Fin+having gynecomastia since I was 13 and starting HRT when I was already a B. ;)
Just wondering, if it's OK to ask, what method are you using?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 12, 2013, 09:37:23 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 12, 2013, 09:37:23 PM
Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:26:20 PMThe latter helps.
E+Spiro+Fin+having gynecomastia since I was 13 and starting HRT when I was already a B. ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:40:19 PM
Post by: Amelia Pond on November 12, 2013, 09:40:19 PM
Quote from: Willow on November 12, 2013, 09:37:23 PMDefinitely. It's funny, as a "guy," I always tried hiding my breasts for obvious reasons. Now I'm so glad that I had the head start, I just wish they'd stop getting so damn big. :eusa_doh:
The latter helps.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 13, 2013, 08:37:43 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 13, 2013, 08:37:43 AM
Just had lunch with my friend whose son has severe cerebral palsy.
It was great to see her again. We caught up on stuff, she asked some very respectful questions about my transition which I don't mind answering, and as a major bonus I got a mega-cuddle out of her son.
On the downside, she revealed that her son's doctors think he'll be lucky to make it to 20 years of age, due to the nature of his disabilities. :'(
Things are getting really expensive for her now, because he's getting to the age where they'll soon need lifting equipment, a specially adapted bed, wheelchairs and other stuff to help them take care of him. She can't work because he needs 24-hour care (he has about 15 epileptic fits every day, for example), and there's no help available from the government due to a lack of joined-up thinking on disability. So she's stuck wondering where she's going to find the money to take care of him properly.
It was great to see her again. We caught up on stuff, she asked some very respectful questions about my transition which I don't mind answering, and as a major bonus I got a mega-cuddle out of her son.
On the downside, she revealed that her son's doctors think he'll be lucky to make it to 20 years of age, due to the nature of his disabilities. :'(
Things are getting really expensive for her now, because he's getting to the age where they'll soon need lifting equipment, a specially adapted bed, wheelchairs and other stuff to help them take care of him. She can't work because he needs 24-hour care (he has about 15 epileptic fits every day, for example), and there's no help available from the government due to a lack of joined-up thinking on disability. So she's stuck wondering where she's going to find the money to take care of him properly.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2013, 09:07:39 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2013, 09:07:39 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on November 13, 2013, 08:37:43 AM
Just had lunch with my friend whose son has severe cerebral palsy.
It was great to see her again. We caught up on stuff, she asked some very respectful questions about my transition which I don't mind answering, and as a major bonus I got a mega-cuddle out of her son.
She must be a wonderful lady! Sometimes dealing with constant adversity will make a person become so much more considerate and thoughtful of others. She's a keeper hon!
Quote from: FTMDiaries on November 13, 2013, 08:37:43 AM
On the downside, she revealed that her son's doctors think he'll be lucky to make it to 20 years of age, due to the nature of his disabilities. :'(
Things are getting really expensive for her now, because he's getting to the age where they'll soon need lifting equipment, a specially adapted bed, wheelchairs and other stuff to help them take care of him. She can't work because he needs 24-hour care (he has about 15 epileptic fits every day, for example), and there's no help available from the government due to a lack of joined-up thinking on disability. So she's stuck wondering where she's going to find the money to take care of him properly.
That's so sad, I know a couple with a child like that, it's a terrible burden for them all to bear, but the boy is a sweetheart!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 13, 2013, 09:19:58 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 13, 2013, 09:19:58 AM
Thanks Auntie Shan! She is indeed amazing. In fact, she's so amazing that she was the first person I chose to come out to when I came out last year.
She's incredibly laid-back and patient, which makes her the absolute perfect parent for her special boy. I doubt I'd do half as good a job as she does under the circumstances.
She's incredibly laid-back and patient, which makes her the absolute perfect parent for her special boy. I doubt I'd do half as good a job as she does under the circumstances.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2013, 09:28:13 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2013, 09:28:13 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on November 13, 2013, 09:19:58 AM
Thanks Auntie Shan! She is indeed amazing. In fact, she's so amazing that she was the first person I chose to come out to when I came out last year.
She's incredibly laid-back and patient, which makes her the absolute perfect parent for her special boy. I doubt I'd do half as good a job as she does under the circumstances.
I think "The Big Kahuna" above gives certain people a gift of supernatural coping power.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 13, 2013, 11:53:46 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 13, 2013, 11:53:46 AM
Unhappy- My mom is coming home early because the equipment at her job is tearing up
Happy- She doesn't have a ton of groceries for me to get out and she says shes going to get onto my brother for bailing and leaving the dishes for me to do.
Happy- She doesn't have a ton of groceries for me to get out and she says shes going to get onto my brother for bailing and leaving the dishes for me to do.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on November 13, 2013, 11:08:25 PM
Post by: Megumi on November 13, 2013, 11:08:25 PM
Happy: The guy who does laser is 100% transgender friendly!!!! He and the staff have no problems with people presenting as their real self and he only charges 150 USD to laser your full beard per session.
Sad: I went to the laser facility in guy/androgynous fail mode. Bleh
Sad: I went to the laser facility in guy/androgynous fail mode. Bleh
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 14, 2013, 04:55:51 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 14, 2013, 04:55:51 AM
This is a happy, sad and laugh thread.
My brother tweeted me this morning to say that our dad has been in touch with him asking for my contact details. Apparently he wants to talk to me about something. I haven't spoken to my dad since coming out, but I had a long discussion with another of my brothers (who lives near my dad) about a month ago, so I can only presume my brother told him all about that conversation, and about my coming out.
I have very mixed feelings about this. My dad abandoned my elder brother & I when I was 7 years old, and we've had sporadic contact since then. My dad is also in his late 60s, and when someone from that age group tries to get in touch with you after several years, it's not usually good news.
What made me kinda laugh? When I was a kid, my mum would never punish us kids for doing anything wrong because she just couldn't stomach it. Instead, she'd say to us "Just you wait until your father gets home!!!1!" and then he'd punish us when he got back. I used to quake in my boots when I heard those words. Well, when my brother said that my dad wanted to get in touch, my first thought was "Oh, no - I'm in real trouble now!"
EDIT: OK, I'm not laughing now. My dad just emailed me to tell me that his eldest brother, a world-renowned scientist, has died. :'( Dammit, we need more eccentric, intelligent, curious, talented people like him, not fewer. RIP, Uncle.
My brother tweeted me this morning to say that our dad has been in touch with him asking for my contact details. Apparently he wants to talk to me about something. I haven't spoken to my dad since coming out, but I had a long discussion with another of my brothers (who lives near my dad) about a month ago, so I can only presume my brother told him all about that conversation, and about my coming out.
I have very mixed feelings about this. My dad abandoned my elder brother & I when I was 7 years old, and we've had sporadic contact since then. My dad is also in his late 60s, and when someone from that age group tries to get in touch with you after several years, it's not usually good news.
What made me kinda laugh? When I was a kid, my mum would never punish us kids for doing anything wrong because she just couldn't stomach it. Instead, she'd say to us "Just you wait until your father gets home!!!1!" and then he'd punish us when he got back. I used to quake in my boots when I heard those words. Well, when my brother said that my dad wanted to get in touch, my first thought was "Oh, no - I'm in real trouble now!"
EDIT: OK, I'm not laughing now. My dad just emailed me to tell me that his eldest brother, a world-renowned scientist, has died. :'( Dammit, we need more eccentric, intelligent, curious, talented people like him, not fewer. RIP, Uncle.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on November 14, 2013, 03:18:22 PM
Post by: Shaina on November 14, 2013, 03:18:22 PM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on November 14, 2013, 04:55:51 AM
EDIT: OK, I'm not laughing now. My dad just emailed me to tell me that his eldest brother, a world-renowned scientist, has died. :'( Dammit, we need more eccentric, intelligent, curious, talented people like him, not fewer. RIP, Uncle.
I'm so sorry for your loss! At least you can rest assured that your Uncle really contributed to this world before he left it, and not many people can say that.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 14, 2013, 03:45:33 PM
Post by: NathanielM on November 14, 2013, 03:45:33 PM
Unhappy: I had a near run-in with a car this morning while cycling to my internship. I was already pretty much in shock and then got shouted at by the driver for 5 minutes, couldn't get bike on my back for ten more minutes because of shaking.
Happy: It completely made my nerves for my evaluation dissapear :p Which means I defended myself really well (I'm good at talking :)) and it all went pretty well!
Happy: It completely made my nerves for my evaluation dissapear :p Which means I defended myself really well (I'm good at talking :)) and it all went pretty well!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 14, 2013, 05:25:42 PM
Post by: FTMDiaries on November 14, 2013, 05:25:42 PM
Quote from: Shaina on November 14, 2013, 03:18:22 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss! At least you can rest assured that your Uncle really contributed to this world before he left it, and not many people can say that.
Thanks Shaina. He certainly did contribute enormously to his field, and his work has inspired generations of scientists. I'm proud to have known him.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 15, 2013, 10:43:46 AM
Post by: Xhianil on November 15, 2013, 10:43:46 AM
My drawing has 9 views.
My drawing only has 9 views.
My drawing only has 9 views.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 15, 2013, 11:52:37 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 15, 2013, 11:52:37 AM
I'm hungry, tired, and scared of the possibility of bloodwork.
If I get it done with, then everything is set in motion.
If I get it done with, then everything is set in motion.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on November 16, 2013, 09:28:16 AM
Post by: AdamMLP on November 16, 2013, 09:28:16 AM
We managed to have a great chilled out night with a couple of bottles of nice, but cheap, cider we sneaked in to our accommodation last night. The fact that I was able to get suitably drunk without freaking out about the bad experiences I've had with alcohol in the past makes me really happy, hopefully it means I'm finally learning to let go of that bit of my past, and trust these people here.
The only downside is I've got a lovely headache now and the guys have their music on way too loud. I can't work out why I have the headache either, I didn't drink that much.
The only downside is I've got a lovely headache now and the guys have their music on way too loud. I can't work out why I have the headache either, I didn't drink that much.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 16, 2013, 10:15:36 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 16, 2013, 10:15:36 AM
I'm going thrifting today!
The friend I'm going with is getting her dog taken away from her any moment now.
The friend I'm going with is getting her dog taken away from her any moment now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 16, 2013, 11:37:10 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 16, 2013, 11:37:10 AM
Happy- My internet seems to be working again
Unhappy- I know it won't later on tonight/earily in the morning.
Unhappy- I know it won't later on tonight/earily in the morning.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 16, 2013, 12:35:53 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 16, 2013, 12:35:53 PM
Happy: I'm about to make $300 from selling something I don't use anymore.
Unhappy: My friend is still sad over her dog, and worse, the people who were supposed to take it haven't come yet.
Unhappy: My friend is still sad over her dog, and worse, the people who were supposed to take it haven't come yet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on November 17, 2013, 03:55:42 AM
Post by: Shaina on November 17, 2013, 03:55:42 AM
Quote from: Willow on November 16, 2013, 12:35:53 PM
Happy: I'm about to make $300 from selling something I don't use anymore.
Unhappy: My friend is still sad over her dog, and worse, the people who were supposed to take it haven't come yet.
Not Carter's dog I hope?! I bonded with that puppy! Nooooo! :icon_cry2:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on November 17, 2013, 07:12:40 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on November 17, 2013, 07:12:40 AM
Unhappy - this whole hospital situation..
Happy - going to work in a couple of hours! Only for a few hours so that I can take the day off on Tuesday and spend the day with the horses :)
Happy - going to work in a couple of hours! Only for a few hours so that I can take the day off on Tuesday and spend the day with the horses :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 17, 2013, 09:11:29 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 17, 2013, 09:11:29 AM
Quote from: Shaina on November 17, 2013, 03:55:42 AMNot Carter's dog I hope?! I bonded with that puppy! Nooooo! :icon_cry2:Unfortunately yes :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 18, 2013, 12:22:22 AM
Post by: Xhianil on November 18, 2013, 12:22:22 AM
Found a working projector.
It has sucky quality, can't read anything on it.
It has sucky quality, can't read anything on it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 18, 2013, 12:47:59 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 18, 2013, 12:47:59 AM
I really want to practice my voice. But I have nowhere to do so, no privacy in my room.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 18, 2013, 01:13:53 AM
Post by: King Malachite on November 18, 2013, 01:13:53 AM
Happy: I have four chin hairs!
Unhappy: I only have four chin hairs. :(
Unhappy: I only have four chin hairs. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 18, 2013, 01:18:51 AM
Post by: Xhianil on November 18, 2013, 01:18:51 AM
Quote from: Willow on November 18, 2013, 12:47:59 AM
I really want to practice my voice. But I have nowhere to do so, no privacy in my room.
Wait till your alone and they aren't going to be back, while walking around, in the bathroom (such as in shower), it's not much but still can at least.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on November 18, 2013, 01:32:13 AM
Post by: big kim on November 18, 2013, 01:32:13 AM
A good nights sleep but woke up with a huge blister on my thigh were I slept on the hot water bottle.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 18, 2013, 01:34:45 AM
Post by: Cindy on November 18, 2013, 01:34:45 AM
OoooH, take care of them Hon! Don't let them get infected.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on November 18, 2013, 01:37:06 AM
Post by: big kim on November 18, 2013, 01:37:06 AM
Thanks will do
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 02:21:24 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 02:21:24 AM
It's been raining solid in Sydney now for the last 4 days, wetest November for some time.
Stuck inside all day as so wet. Not how I want to spend my holidays.
Cindy Please insert comment here!
On the plus side was able to sort out quite a few things as well as fix my bookcase which was bothering me.
Have a visit with the pain monster tomorrow and E is working wonders for me.
Only if it would stop raining so I can get outside.
Jen
Stuck inside all day as so wet. Not how I want to spend my holidays.
Cindy Please insert comment here!
On the plus side was able to sort out quite a few things as well as fix my bookcase which was bothering me.
Have a visit with the pain monster tomorrow and E is working wonders for me.
Only if it would stop raining so I can get outside.
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 18, 2013, 02:28:27 AM
Post by: Cindy on November 18, 2013, 02:28:27 AM
Quote from: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 02:21:24 AM
It's been raining solid in Sydney now for the last 4 days, wetest November for some time.
Stuck inside all day as so wet. Not how I want to spend my holidays.
Cindy Please insert comment here!
On the plus side was able to sort out quite a few things as well as fix my bookcase which was bothering me.
Have a visit with the pain monster tomorrow and E is working wonders for me.
Only if it would stop raining so I can get outside.
Jen
It was 33C here :laugh:
I started to wash my car, I put on a bikini top and shorts but the workmen across the street started to see me as an object of interest. So I went inside and had a long luxurious bath instead.
Oh I wish I was freezing cold in Sydney and workmen in tight shorts and little else weren't perving me. >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 02:35:16 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 02:35:16 AM
You must be doing something right, or were they checking out your car.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 18, 2013, 03:16:13 AM
Post by: Cindy on November 18, 2013, 03:16:13 AM
Quote from: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 02:35:16 AM
You must be doing something right, or were they checking out your car.
They did seem interested in the chassis and the body work. But they went back to work when there was only the car!
I thought triathletes liked getting wet? Or have you turned into a girl :laugh: :laugh: >:-)
(sorry people just being rude to a friend)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on November 18, 2013, 03:56:33 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on November 18, 2013, 03:56:33 AM
Quote from: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 02:21:24 AMI know, totally nuts right? Last month it was fires, this month floods and, apparently, a tornado!? Have "fun" at electrolysis tomorrow.
It's been raining solid in Sydney now for the last 4 days, wetest November for some time.
Stuck inside all day as so wet. Not how I want to spend my holidays.
Quote from: Cindy on November 18, 2013, 02:28:27 AMYou're just too sexy for your own good, babe!
I started to wash my car, I put on a bikini top and shorts but the workmen across the street started to see me as an object of interest.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 04:22:13 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on November 18, 2013, 04:22:13 AM
Quote
I thought triathletes liked getting wet? Or have you turned into a girl :laugh: :laugh: >:-)
(sorry people just being rude to a friend)
I'll get you my pretty! >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 18, 2013, 05:03:13 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 18, 2013, 05:03:13 AM
Unhappy: Everything hurts.
Happy: In a good way (from exercise)... except my jaw - that's from sleeping or something.
Happy: In a good way (from exercise)... except my jaw - that's from sleeping or something.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 18, 2013, 07:59:14 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 18, 2013, 07:59:14 AM
Quote from: Xhianil on November 18, 2013, 01:18:51 AMWait till your alone and they aren't going to be back, while walking around, in the bathroom (such as in shower), it's not much but still can at least.We have communal bathrooms; can't practice in there, and I missed the weekend where my roommate was gone by shopping and writing instead.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 18, 2013, 08:13:31 AM
Post by: Xhianil on November 18, 2013, 08:13:31 AM
Quote from: Willow on November 18, 2013, 07:59:14 AM
We have communal bathrooms; can't practice in there, and I missed the weekend where my roommate was gone by shopping and writing instead.
Still, you can find time if you try hard enough, find a nice and quiet place to relax and practice at a park or something.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 18, 2013, 11:34:40 AM
Post by: NathanielM on November 18, 2013, 11:34:40 AM
Unhappy: I had the worst internship day. It was chaos, I fell hard on my knee, I hurt everywhere from lifting loads of kids,... I honestly felt I was terrible and no help at all
Happy: I asked for feedback on this because I can get down on myself sometimes and they said they felt I was doing a good job considering the chaos of the day :) Proud I didn't let my brain tell me I was terrible and instead asked someone who could know!
Happy: I asked for feedback on this because I can get down on myself sometimes and they said they felt I was doing a good job considering the chaos of the day :) Proud I didn't let my brain tell me I was terrible and instead asked someone who could know!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 19, 2013, 03:26:35 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 19, 2013, 03:26:35 PM
You have to, fairly quickly, scrape and stretch the hides. There is more obviously. I have a friend who does his own from hunting and trapping. Not my thing, I become physically sick.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 19, 2013, 04:45:37 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 19, 2013, 04:45:37 PM
I see, my misunderstanding.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on November 19, 2013, 05:59:13 PM
Post by: Kristal on November 19, 2013, 05:59:13 PM
If they didn't give you the brains you'll have to get your own tanning solution. Try a sportsman store. If you can't find one, you can get a recipe online. I think it involves rock salt and battery acid, but don't quote me on that. You'll also need a large sealed container to keep the hides in.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on November 20, 2013, 01:27:53 AM
Post by: Shaina on November 20, 2013, 01:27:53 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on November 19, 2013, 03:26:35 PM
You have to, fairly quickly, scrape and stretch the hides. There is more obviously. I have a friend who does his own from hunting and trapping. Not my thing, I become physically sick.
Tehe! I just imagined a large cat, like a lion, taking down an animal....
Then calming removing and tanning the hide. Clearly I need sleep!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 20, 2013, 01:35:19 AM
Post by: Cindy on November 20, 2013, 01:35:19 AM
I had a vision of LordKAT laying in the sun tanning his pelt.
Now where did I put my knife?
Now where did I put my knife?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 20, 2013, 01:38:26 AM
Post by: LordKAT on November 20, 2013, 01:38:26 AM
Quote from: Cindy on November 20, 2013, 01:35:19 AM
I had a vision of LordKAT laying in the sun tanning his pelt.
Now where did I put my knife?
EEP! I should have been born a porcupine.
BTW, warm furry snuggles are better when I still have my pelt where it belongs.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 20, 2013, 01:39:34 AM
Post by: Cindy on November 20, 2013, 01:39:34 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on November 20, 2013, 01:38:26 AM
EEP! I should have been born a porcupine.
BTW, warm furry snuggles are better when I still have my pelt where it belongs.
OK that sounds good to me!!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: bethany on November 20, 2013, 05:31:05 PM
Post by: bethany on November 20, 2013, 05:31:05 PM
Today I was thinking of a friend that I had met this past summer but have not heard from since the begining of August. I am very worried that she may have hurt herself. Last I knew she was very depressed over a number of things. I tried to call her today. No answer so I left a message. Then I went to her facebook page and saw another one of her friends are just as concerned as I am.
I sent her friend that posted a message asking if she had heard from her and no she had not. :(
Anyway while talking to the missing woman's friend we quickly became friends and found out that we went to the same highschool!! a few years apart but wow what a small world. So I made a new friend.
Now the best part. While typing this out I recieved a phone call from the missing woman's wife she told me she has been in the hospital for some time. (I fear she tried to kill herself but I should not speculate that.) Anyway her wife is going to pass along that I called and will give her my number. Thank GOD she is still alive!!
I sent her friend that posted a message asking if she had heard from her and no she had not. :(
Anyway while talking to the missing woman's friend we quickly became friends and found out that we went to the same highschool!! a few years apart but wow what a small world. So I made a new friend.
Now the best part. While typing this out I recieved a phone call from the missing woman's wife she told me she has been in the hospital for some time. (I fear she tried to kill herself but I should not speculate that.) Anyway her wife is going to pass along that I called and will give her my number. Thank GOD she is still alive!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 20, 2013, 10:18:13 PM
Post by: Xhianil on November 20, 2013, 10:18:13 PM
+thanksgiving lunch at school.
+(new) girl said she thinks I'm a great guy cause i don't stare at her boobs.
-i think she thinks I'm gay.
-reminded again about just how crazy my mother is.
-still useing the neighbors internet.
+(new) girl said she thinks I'm a great guy cause i don't stare at her boobs.
-i think she thinks I'm gay.
-reminded again about just how crazy my mother is.
-still useing the neighbors internet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 20, 2013, 11:17:44 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 20, 2013, 11:17:44 PM
Froze my legs and fingers off and emptied my tear ducts at a TDoR vigil, but went dressed so I felt good about it.
Disrobing wasn't fun either. Last night it made it so I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I look in the mirror and see him, not me.
Disrobing wasn't fun either. Last night it made it so I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I look in the mirror and see him, not me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on November 21, 2013, 04:33:12 AM
Post by: Keaira on November 21, 2013, 04:33:12 AM
I woke up missing Caleb again. But last night I sprayed his deodorant all over my Starlite Pillowpet and cuddle with him as I went to sleep and it brought a little bit of comfort. It's as close to having Caleb to snuggle with as I will get for now. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 21, 2013, 07:31:10 AM
Post by: Xhianil on November 21, 2013, 07:31:10 AM
Didn't want to leave bed at all today, i just wanted to stay there and snugle my doggie, sadly though reality came knocking.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 21, 2013, 08:36:18 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 21, 2013, 08:36:18 AM
Quote from: Keaira Raine on November 21, 2013, 04:33:12 AM
I woke up missing Caleb again. But last night I sprayed his deodorant all over my Starlite Pillowpet and cuddle with him as I went to sleep and it brought a little bit of comfort. It's as close to having Caleb to snuggle with as I will get for now. :(
Once again this reminds me of the 50's era sone by Mickey and Sylvia "Love is Strange". You're both such fun to know here.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on November 21, 2013, 11:40:14 AM
Post by: Constance on November 21, 2013, 11:40:14 AM
It was actually yesterday, but I didn't get home till nearly midnight.
The Trans Day of Remembrance service went very well last night. I raged and wept and sang and prayed. I even helped kindle a flame of hope.
I'm still wounded, but I feel like we did something beneficial.
The Trans Day of Remembrance service went very well last night. I raged and wept and sang and prayed. I even helped kindle a flame of hope.
I'm still wounded, but I feel like we did something beneficial.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 21, 2013, 11:49:06 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 21, 2013, 11:49:06 AM
MLP
Crying from the emotion in it... seriously, at MLP...? :P
Happy that I can cry now... if a bit too easily. WTH will HRT bring to the table?! :D LOL
Crying from the emotion in it... seriously, at MLP...? :P
Happy that I can cry now... if a bit too easily. WTH will HRT bring to the table?! :D LOL
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on November 21, 2013, 12:40:52 PM
Post by: Kristal on November 21, 2013, 12:40:52 PM
Quote from: kabit on November 21, 2013, 11:49:06 AM
MLP
Crying from the emotion in it... seriously, at MLP...? :P
Happy that I can cry now... if a bit too easily. WTH will HRT bring to the table?! :D LOL
Ohmygosh, yes! I watched "A Friend In Deed" last night. I was bawling my eyes out through the whole "Smile, Smile, Smile" song. A tad ironic, if you think about it... Pinkie Pie always gets to me.
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Post by: KabitTarah on November 21, 2013, 12:53:51 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 21, 2013, 12:53:51 PM
Quote from: Kristal on November 21, 2013, 12:40:52 PM
Ohmygosh, yes! I watched "A Friend In Deed" last night. I was bawling my eyes out through the whole "Smile, Smile, Smile" song. A tad ironic, if you think about it... Pinkie Pie always gets to me.
I think I'm a combo of Twilight Sparkle & Fluttershy... but then I've only "seriously" watched the first three episodes!
And cried for each... I'm in trouble... ;)
... at least it's not Glee... I had to stop... it got to be too triggering. Crying I like... triggers I don't.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 21, 2013, 12:58:39 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 21, 2013, 12:58:39 PM
Quote from: Xhianil on November 21, 2013, 07:31:10 AM
Didn't want to leave bed at all today, i just wanted to stay there and snugle my doggie, sadly though reality came knocking.
Unfortunately, reality can be so harsh. Have a KAT hug, maybe it will help.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 21, 2013, 01:48:28 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 21, 2013, 01:48:28 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on November 21, 2013, 12:58:39 PM
Unfortunately, reality can be so harsh. Have a KAT hug, maybe it will help.
The BEST kind of hug is a KAT hug!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 09:51:45 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 09:51:45 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 22, 2013, 09:49:05 AM
Yesterday actually:
Happy: I received a priority mail envelope with a certified check from my new house mate!
Unhappy: I was being scammed. The check was for far more than I had requested as a deposit, "she" requested me to use the extra money to pay for a car by Western Union. When I presented the check to the issuing bank, they wouldn't honor it, as I had begun to suspect from the quirky nature of the interaction.
Oh that's creepy!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 10:08:31 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 10:08:31 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 22, 2013, 10:02:58 AM
Thanks Shan. I'm more pissed than anything, I wasted a week fooling around with these clowns. I do have to give them a bit of credit, the presentation and act had a lot more polish than the usual scam, enough to string me along for a bit. Guess I'll write it off to entertainment lol.
Hope you didn't give them any numbers or personal info, keep an eye on your account for awhile.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 10:18:57 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 10:18:57 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 22, 2013, 10:11:40 AM
Not much info was given, email (of course), FB account (which is stripped of most personally identifying info), my home address and Skype phone number. I didn't give out my "utility" account number, it's the one I use for stuff like this and it's kept empty for that reason.
This reminds me of the constant come-ons by the Nairobian prince in my email junk files. Like Mulder said to Agent Scully, "They are out there!" Be vigilant!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 10:29:00 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 22, 2013, 10:29:00 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 22, 2013, 10:26:55 AM
I considered it only polite advance notice but maybe the opportunists think it means "easy mark".
No doubt!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 22, 2013, 11:02:56 AM
Post by: Xhianil on November 22, 2013, 11:02:56 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 22, 2013, 10:26:55 AMBelieve it or not, but i have three emails and one (my male stealth one) gets tons but I'm only on YouTube, Xbox live, and Facebook on it, shows how those "protect" your E-mail *rolls eyes*
those lame junk emails that would only be believed by those with extreme gullibility
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 22, 2013, 12:19:05 PM
Post by: Xhianil on November 22, 2013, 12:19:05 PM
Quote from: Joules on November 22, 2013, 11:23:36 AM
I have 2 Gmail accounts. I'm fairly pleased with the filters they have, mostly really effective. The interface also separates mail by type, having a main, "Social" and "Promotions" tabs which helps avoid wading through that stuff that you might read someday from significant emails involving ongoing communications with real people.
Mine are all gmail too, but the spam gets through.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on November 24, 2013, 01:11:37 AM
Post by: Makalii on November 24, 2013, 01:11:37 AM
I went to Mimi's this morning and the waitress totally thought I was a cis-girl! (She was almost 70 but still.) Everything was great and I was totally passing...
Until...
I opened my mouth to order a hot chocolate... and she heard my voice...
Until...
I opened my mouth to order a hot chocolate... and she heard my voice...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 24, 2013, 07:41:20 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 24, 2013, 07:41:20 AM
Received the "Longest Cry" achievement in this game I'm playing...
...the game is life and the reasons varied. It started with thinking about PJI forcing that girl into suicide watch - we haven't heard much update since... but it just made me angry and sad again... that morphed into being said at my BIL and realizing just how bigoted it is to basically say he wouldn't know what to tell his kids about me... and then most of all at my parents for supporting his decision over my need (the kids are innocent - they shouldn't need to know about this sort of thing.... wait, what? Their uncle being trans and going through transition isn't "need" enough?)
I was thinking of going to church with my parents... don't think I could now - despite that we *are* on pretty good terms right now.
I am thinking of bringing my kids out for lunch and grocery shopping instead (need coffee.... need to cut coffee.... need more coffee :P)
...the game is life and the reasons varied. It started with thinking about PJI forcing that girl into suicide watch - we haven't heard much update since... but it just made me angry and sad again... that morphed into being said at my BIL and realizing just how bigoted it is to basically say he wouldn't know what to tell his kids about me... and then most of all at my parents for supporting his decision over my need (the kids are innocent - they shouldn't need to know about this sort of thing.... wait, what? Their uncle being trans and going through transition isn't "need" enough?)
I was thinking of going to church with my parents... don't think I could now - despite that we *are* on pretty good terms right now.
I am thinking of bringing my kids out for lunch and grocery shopping instead (need coffee.... need to cut coffee.... need more coffee :P)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 24, 2013, 07:57:56 AM
Post by: NathanielM on November 24, 2013, 07:57:56 AM
Happy: Yesterday I went to talk to 2 people from a local transsupport group for a schoolassignment I'm doing and stayed there for 3 hours talking to them. The best part was talking to the transman who kept saying I looked exactly like him at my age (he looks awesome now!) and acted like him and... I have a supportgroup but I've never felt this close to them, he just got me and not just on the gender part. It was so freeing and he hugged me in the end, made me cry and then greeted my dad and called me Nathan right there.
Unhappy: For some reason (to good to stay that way I suppose) my brain decided to kill me with anxiety today, I keep remembering flashes of yesterday's conversation and thinking I was dumb or sounded girly or... I mean come on brain! Give me a break okay!
Unhappy: For some reason (to good to stay that way I suppose) my brain decided to kill me with anxiety today, I keep remembering flashes of yesterday's conversation and thinking I was dumb or sounded girly or... I mean come on brain! Give me a break okay!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 24, 2013, 08:04:32 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 24, 2013, 08:04:32 AM
Quote from: NathanielM on November 24, 2013, 07:57:56 AM
Happy: Yesterday I went to talk to 2 people from a local transsupport group for a schoolassignment I'm doing and stayed there for 3 hours talking to them. The best part was talking to the transman who kept saying I looked exactly like him at my age (he looks awesome now!) and acted like him and... I have a supportgroup but I've never felt this close to them, he just got me and not just on the gender part. It was so freeing and he hugged me in the end, made me cry and then greeted my dad and called me Nathan right there.
Unhappy: For some reason (to good to stay that way I suppose) my brain decided to kill me with anxiety today, I keep remembering flashes of yesterday's conversation and thinking I was dumb or sounded girly or... I mean come on brain! Give me a break okay!
"Happy" sounds AWESOME ♥ I'm glad you have some good support (too bad you can't go talk to them today, too).
"Unhappy" sounds familiar... don't be too hard on yourself. It's hard to break our old habits when they've been beaten into us by society for so long. You'll get there!!!! (And you don't sound girly to me ;))
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 24, 2013, 08:04:57 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 24, 2013, 08:04:57 AM
Quote from: NathanielM on November 24, 2013, 07:57:56 AM
Happy: Yesterday I went to talk to 2 people from a local transsupport group for a schoolassignment I'm doing and stayed there for 3 hours talking to them. The best part was talking to the transman who kept saying I looked exactly like him at my age (he looks awesome now!) and acted like him and... I have a supportgroup but I've never felt this close to them, he just got me and not just on the gender part. It was so freeing and he hugged me in the end, made me cry and then greeted my dad and called me Nathan right there.
Unhappy: For some reason (to good to stay that way I suppose) my brain decided to kill me with anxiety today, I keep remembering flashes of yesterday's conversation and thinking I was dumb or sounded girly or... I mean come on brain! Give me a break okay!
Nathan, sounds like it was a wonderful experience, you made a valuable connection! I'd be riding high on the afterglow of that event and tell my brain to shut up about feeling dumb or girly. Kudos!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on November 24, 2013, 11:06:19 AM
Post by: big kim on November 24, 2013, 11:06:19 AM
Happy went birdwatching on the beach
Unhappy it's freezing!
Unhappy it's freezing!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ~RoadToTrista~ on November 24, 2013, 11:09:35 AM
Post by: ~RoadToTrista~ on November 24, 2013, 11:09:35 AM
Watching Sailor Moon. I have no clue why but for some reason it makes me dwell on my mistakes. >.>
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on November 24, 2013, 03:51:41 PM
Post by: LordKAT on November 24, 2013, 03:51:41 PM
Watching Dr. Who
I don't know why.
Mother wants to go shopping.
It is way too cold.
I need a shower but there are people in the house.
I don't know why.
Mother wants to go shopping.
It is way too cold.
I need a shower but there are people in the house.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on November 24, 2013, 09:19:29 PM
Post by: Shaina on November 24, 2013, 09:19:29 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on November 24, 2013, 03:51:41 PM
I need a shower but there are people in the house.
Give them dinner and a show! ;) Just kidding!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on November 24, 2013, 09:26:46 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on November 24, 2013, 09:26:46 PM
Obligatory response. (http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/09/49157-george-takei-oh-my-gif-e64l.gif)
Shaina, you're almost as bad as Carter!
Shaina, you're almost as bad as Carter!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on November 24, 2013, 11:08:01 PM
Post by: Megumi on November 24, 2013, 11:08:01 PM
Went shopping with my parents. Mom bought me some makeup & supplies, to her surprise I stayed in the isle the entire time making suggestions as to what we should get and what I already have. I kind of wondered if she wanted to do this just to test the possibility that I'd run off while she got me the makeup and supplies. I actually enjoyed shopping with her as this was the first real time I've ever actually interacted with her while shopping. Next time we'll have to do some clothes shopping. I'm getting a little giddy at the prospect of clothes shopping with my mom :D
The sad part was me being in man mode bleh as we were at the store where my dad works so I didn't want to create any strife for him working there.
The sad part was me being in man mode bleh as we were at the store where my dad works so I didn't want to create any strife for him working there.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 25, 2013, 12:12:44 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 25, 2013, 12:12:44 AM
Un: My wife and I played the blame game... which involves a back & forth about how it's my fault I didn't come OOTC before getting married. I said something stupid about kid #4 (that didn't happen). Sorry... shouldn't be fighting back, but it's hard not to sometimes.
Happy: It worked out in the end. We reaffirmed our love (such as it may be) for each other. We know it isn't continuing on, but there's still hope that it will begin anew, as a friendship.
Un: That means I'm not asleep yet at 1 am... alarm at 4... (no 5... no 6...).
Happy: I only am going to bed now because she and I bonded a bit... hope it meant something to her, too.
Happy: It worked out in the end. We reaffirmed our love (such as it may be) for each other. We know it isn't continuing on, but there's still hope that it will begin anew, as a friendship.
Un: That means I'm not asleep yet at 1 am... alarm at 4... (no 5... no 6...).
Happy: I only am going to bed now because she and I bonded a bit... hope it meant something to her, too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on November 25, 2013, 09:37:32 AM
Post by: Xhianil on November 25, 2013, 09:37:32 AM
+today i ate extra food for a class event.
-i feel too dead inside to enjoy it...
-i feel too dead inside to enjoy it...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 25, 2013, 09:52:06 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 25, 2013, 09:52:06 AM
Quote from: Megumi on November 24, 2013, 11:08:01 PM
Went shopping with my parents. Mom bought me some makeup & supplies, to her surprise I stayed in the isle the entire time making suggestions as to what we should get and what I already have. I kind of wondered if she wanted to do this just to test the possibility that I'd run off while she got me the makeup and supplies. I actually enjoyed shopping with her as this was the first real time I've ever actually interacted with her while shopping. Next time we'll have to do some clothes shopping. I'm getting a little giddy at the prospect of clothes shopping with my mom :D
So excited for you hon! You can be assured that there are plenty of us here thinking 'If only I could have had that experience with such accepting parents at that young age!'
Quote from: Megumi on November 24, 2013, 11:08:01 PMThe sad part was me being in man mode bleh as we were at the store where my dad works so I didn't want to create any strife for him working there.
Smart and considerate though! No sense in creating problems for dad knowing that it would bite you in the a$$ on the home front later.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on November 25, 2013, 11:03:42 AM
Post by: Megumi on November 25, 2013, 11:03:42 AM
Quote from: Shantel on November 25, 2013, 09:52:06 AMI do have to admit that it does surprise me that they are much more accepting now. I want to say it has to be my steadfast resolve that this is all real and that what I'm doing is right for me that is helping them cope with the reality and just talking to them about my feelings has made a huge difference.
So excited for you hon! You can be assured that there are plenty of us here thinking 'If only I could have had that experience with such accepting parents at that young age!'
Smart and considerate though! No sense in creating problems for dad knowing that it would bite you in the a$$ on the home front later.
Yeah I really didn't want to cause any problems for dad. Hopefully next time we can go out of town to go clothes shopping with me being me!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 25, 2013, 02:38:24 PM
Post by: NathanielM on November 25, 2013, 02:38:24 PM
Unhappy: clearly my social anxiety hasn't dissapeared, it's was hiding and waiting for revenge. I drove myself crazy knowing I wouldn't have the guts to go back to my supportgroup. The mere idea of having to walk in there, not knowing so many people... brr
Happy: Dealing with problems is apparently my new gift. After 3 hours of overthinking I sent a message to someone I sort of know that spends a lot of time in the supportgroup, so I'd have someone to meet up with. And have arranged to go back thursday! Now I can't even be nervous because I'm too shocked at what i did :p
Happy: Dealing with problems is apparently my new gift. After 3 hours of overthinking I sent a message to someone I sort of know that spends a lot of time in the supportgroup, so I'd have someone to meet up with. And have arranged to go back thursday! Now I can't even be nervous because I'm too shocked at what i did :p
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 25, 2013, 02:41:06 PM
Post by: Shantel on November 25, 2013, 02:41:06 PM
Quote from: NathanielM on November 25, 2013, 02:38:24 PM
Unhappy: clearly my social anxiety hasn't dissapeared, it's was hiding and waiting for revenge. I drove myself crazy knowing I wouldn't have the guts to go back to my supportgroup. The mere idea of having to walk in there, not knowing so many people... brr
Happy: Dealing with problems is apparently my new gift. After 3 hours of overthinking I sent a message to someone I sort of know that spends a lot of time in the supportgroup, so I'd have someone to meet up with. And have arranged to go back thursday! Now I can't even be nervous because I'm too shocked at what i did :p
It's a step in the right direction, keep putting one foot ahead of the other! :eusa_clap:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 29, 2013, 08:08:03 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 29, 2013, 08:08:03 PM
Happy: Gave blood for the first time!
Unhappy: Passed Out! Hard! (Need to drink more)
Happy: Wendy's Hamburger, fries, frosty
Unhappy: Probably the very last time I can give blood -- at least for a very long time. If I pass out on a mild diuretic and too much coffee... I probably don't stand a chance on Spiro!!?? (They don't seem to exclude trans*, though... so that's happy).
Unhappy: Passed Out! Hard! (Need to drink more)
Happy: Wendy's Hamburger, fries, frosty
Unhappy: Probably the very last time I can give blood -- at least for a very long time. If I pass out on a mild diuretic and too much coffee... I probably don't stand a chance on Spiro!!?? (They don't seem to exclude trans*, though... so that's happy).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 29, 2013, 08:12:54 PM
Post by: Shantel on November 29, 2013, 08:12:54 PM
Quote from: kabit on November 29, 2013, 08:08:03 PM
Happy: Gave blood for the first time!
Unhappy: Passed Out! Hard! (Need to drink more)
Happy: Wendy's Hamburger, fries, frosty
Unhappy: Probably the very last time I can give blood -- at least for a very long time. If I pass out on a mild diuretic and too much coffee... I probably don't stand a chance on Spiro!!?? (They don't seem to exclude trans*, though... so that's happy).
Hahaha good for you Kabit! Don't feel bad hon, I've see 6' burly Marines faint when they got shots. Something about needles being more terrifying than bullets and grenade fragments. Guess it's because they could see the needle coming. :D ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on November 29, 2013, 08:26:07 PM
Post by: Shaina on November 29, 2013, 08:26:07 PM
Quote from: Shantel on November 29, 2013, 08:08:52 PM
Hehe yeah, love you kid! Just adopted Malachite, you are brother and sister now so you'd better behave! :D ;D
^This!
I'm so pleased Shantel adopted me! ;D
I don't wanna be related to Malachite though... >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 29, 2013, 08:50:08 PM
Post by: V M on November 29, 2013, 08:50:08 PM
Quote from: Shantel on November 29, 2013, 08:12:54 PM
Hahaha good for you Kabit! Don't feel bad hon, I've see 6' burly Marines faint when they got shots. Something about needles being more terrifying than bullets and grenade fragments. Guess it's because they could see the needle coming. :D ;D
So true :laugh: When I was in San Diego I knew an individual who started out in the Marines and then became a Corpsman and would go out with either Marine Corps units and/or SEAL teams
Imagine a field medic with an aversion to needles and such :laugh: But according to him it was okay as long as the needle wasn't intended for him
Of course he managed to rack up a fine collection of scares like everybody else but luckily was able to keep all appendages intact (The right leg just above the knee along with the left foot a little above the ankle were questionable for awhile)
Eventually he got over the needle thing and was like "Oh, another one? Go ahead and poke me, knock yourself out"
But he sure took the hard road to get there :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 30, 2013, 06:31:04 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 30, 2013, 06:31:04 AM
I'm not a huge fan... but I'm ok with needles (giving myself an E shot? Well...... we'll see ;))
I was able to sit up off the table... stand... walk to the food table and eat a cookie. Then I had to sit down... and the next thing I knew I was on the floor, feet raised, with ice packs all over me.
I guess just drinking coffee all day isn't so good for giving blood. ;D
I'm sure it didn't help seeing me passing out, but my wife - who got hers taken right after me - was on the table, raised her arm, and passed out.
Luckily tons of her family were there for the event... some of them took the kids (who were a little shaken, but ok ;))... and then her brother drove us home -- I bought him Wendy's.
I was able to sit up off the table... stand... walk to the food table and eat a cookie. Then I had to sit down... and the next thing I knew I was on the floor, feet raised, with ice packs all over me.
I guess just drinking coffee all day isn't so good for giving blood. ;D
I'm sure it didn't help seeing me passing out, but my wife - who got hers taken right after me - was on the table, raised her arm, and passed out.
Luckily tons of her family were there for the event... some of them took the kids (who were a little shaken, but ok ;))... and then her brother drove us home -- I bought him Wendy's.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on November 30, 2013, 06:47:18 AM
Post by: Cindy on November 30, 2013, 06:47:18 AM
Bad. My wife finally asked if she could ever live at home again and if her injuries are progressive. I told her the truth, it was time and she accepted. I tried to cry alone.
Good. She looked at my new female passport and my old male one and I said the female one looked real. She then said I knew I was a female since the day we met.
Bad. Tissues were running out.
Good. None
Good. She looked at my new female passport and my old male one and I said the female one looked real. She then said I knew I was a female since the day we met.
Bad. Tissues were running out.
Good. None
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on November 30, 2013, 09:07:16 AM
Post by: Kristal on November 30, 2013, 09:07:16 AM
Quote from: Shantel on November 29, 2013, 08:12:54 PM
Hahaha good for you Kabit! Don't feel bad hon, I've see 6' burly Marines faint when they got shots. Something about needles being more terrifying than bullets and grenade fragments. Guess it's because they could see the needle coming. :D ;D
Oh gods, I hate needles! I know what you're thinking, "Kristal, you're the Tattooed Trans Girl, how could you possibly be afraid of needles?" BECAUSE SHUT UP. No seriously, I've never looked at the artist work while getting a tattoo.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on November 30, 2013, 10:29:50 AM
Post by: Constance on November 30, 2013, 10:29:50 AM
Quote from: Cindy on November 30, 2013, 06:47:18 AM
Bad. My wife finally asked if she could ever live at home again and if her injuries are progressive. I told her the truth, it was time and she accepted. I tried to cry alone.
Good. She looked at my new female passport and my old male one and I said the female one looked real. She then said I knew I was a female since the day we met.
Bad. Tissues were running out.
Good. None
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on November 30, 2013, 10:31:09 AM
Post by: Constance on November 30, 2013, 10:31:09 AM
Quote from: kabit on November 29, 2013, 08:08:03 PMThey used to let me give blood while on progesterone, estrogen and sprio. It was the finasteride that finally meant I could no longer donate. But once I stop needing that one, I can donate again.
Happy: Gave blood for the first time!
Unhappy: Passed Out! Hard! (Need to drink more)
Happy: Wendy's Hamburger, fries, frosty
Unhappy: Probably the very last time I can give blood -- at least for a very long time. If I pass out on a mild diuretic and too much coffee... I probably don't stand a chance on Spiro!!?? (They don't seem to exclude trans*, though... so that's happy).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on November 30, 2013, 11:23:45 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on November 30, 2013, 11:23:45 AM
Quote from: Cindy on November 30, 2013, 06:47:18 AM
Bad. My wife finally asked if she could ever live at home again and if her injuries are progressive. I told her the truth, it was time and she accepted. I tried to cry alone.
Good. She looked at my new female passport and my old male one and I said the female one looked real. She then said I knew I was a female since the day we met.
Bad. Tissues were running out.
Good. None
♥
Quote from: Constance on November 30, 2013, 10:31:09 AM
They used to let me give blood while on progesterone, estrogen and sprio. It was the finasteride that finally meant I could no longer donate. But once I stop needing that one, I can donate again.
Yeah... that one surprised me, then I remembered it causes birth defects and it makes a lot of sense. Pregnant ladies aren't even allowed to look at it ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 30, 2013, 11:29:13 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 30, 2013, 11:29:13 AM
Quote from: Cindy on November 30, 2013, 06:47:18 AM
Bad. My wife finally asked if she could ever live at home again and if her injuries are progressive. I told her the truth, it was time and she accepted. I tried to cry alone.
Good. She looked at my new female passport and my old male one and I said the female one looked real. She then said I knew I was a female since the day we met.
Bad. Tissues were running out.
Good. None
Bless her sweet heart and yours too Cindy! ((Hugs))
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on November 30, 2013, 09:41:33 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on November 30, 2013, 09:41:33 PM
Quote from: RJR on November 30, 2013, 08:24:19 PM
Happy: Finally got some new pics of me to try on www.pictriev.com
Unhappy: 5 months on HRT and I still score 99% masculine...
Edit: I feel really bad!
For what it's worth, I uploaded a picture to that website, too. Results? It says I'm 99% masculine and bear a striking resemblance to Salman Rushdie and Henry Kissinger. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on November 30, 2013, 10:50:50 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on November 30, 2013, 10:50:50 PM
Twice in the last two days I have been asked about periods. The ultrasound person asked if I had cycles and honestly, it took me by surprise and I was like "um, no" as if it should have been obvious. :P And then my mom asked me today "so, you never have periods at all...?" and was jealous. I'm happy because they are so alien to me now. But unhappy because ew, cut these things out of me please.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 01, 2013, 06:40:28 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 01, 2013, 06:40:28 AM
Quote from: caleb. on November 30, 2013, 10:50:50 PM
Twice in the last two days I have been asked about periods. The ultrasound person asked if I had cycles and honestly, it took me by surprise and I was like "um, no" as if it should have been obvious. :P And then my mom asked me today "so, you never have periods at all...?" and was jealous. I'm happy because they are so alien to me now. But unhappy because ew, cut these things out of me please.
I can just picture them thinking... "so wait... all I have to do is go on T and the periods stop??"
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 01, 2013, 07:47:44 AM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 01, 2013, 07:47:44 AM
I got a load of music off my friend, which is about time because I've over listened all of the music on my iPod to the point where I actually feel sick listening to some of it. The only problem is he's never named the stuff properly, so I've got about 2 gb of music to work out the names and artists of.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on December 01, 2013, 10:29:48 AM
Post by: Kristal on December 01, 2013, 10:29:48 AM
Quote from: kabit on December 01, 2013, 06:40:28 AM
I can just picture them thinking... "so wait... all I have to do is go on T and the periods stop??"
I doubt they would. I was explaining to a male friend that I don't have to worry about Male Pattern Baldness because of the estrogen. He told me that it wasn't worth it. More worried about his lower head than his upper one, I suppose...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 01, 2013, 10:35:37 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 01, 2013, 10:35:37 AM
Quote from: Shaina on November 29, 2013, 08:26:07 PM
^This!
I'm so pleased Shantel adopted me! ;D
I don't wanna be related to Malachite though... >:(
You get a new name then, it's no longer Shaina it's Miss Behave! :icon_ballbounce:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kaylee on December 01, 2013, 10:49:27 AM
Post by: Kaylee on December 01, 2013, 10:49:27 AM
Quote from: AlexanderC on December 01, 2013, 07:47:44 AM
I got a load of music off my friend, which is about time because I've over listened all of the music on my iPod to the point where I actually feel sick listening to some of it. The only problem is he's never named the stuff properly, so I've got about 2 gb of music to work out the names and artists of.
Load it all all onto a computer then run an ID3 tag fixer program over the folders containing the missing names, should sort em right out.
Lifehacker has some programs you can use reviewed HERE (http://lifehacker.com/5266613/six-best-mp3-tagging-tools)
Title: Re: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 01, 2013, 12:03:56 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 01, 2013, 12:03:56 PM
Quote from: Kaylee on December 01, 2013, 10:49:27 AM
Load it all all onto a computer then run an ID3 tag fixer program over the folders containing the missing names, should sort em right out.
Lifehacker has some programs you can use reviewed HERE (http://lifehacker.com/5266613/six-best-mp3-tagging-tools)
I'll remember that one for the future, the problem is that our wifi where I'm staying blocks all downloads, so I'll not be able to download it until I'm back home at Christmas. I'm 75% through by now I think. It's mostly the stuff I can't work out the names to that I'm left with.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 01, 2013, 04:49:59 PM
Post by: Shaina on December 01, 2013, 04:49:59 PM
Quote from: Shantel on December 01, 2013, 10:35:37 AM
You get a new name then, it's no longer Shaina it's Miss Behave! :icon_ballbounce:
Thanks Mom! I'll try to live up to this one. >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on December 01, 2013, 05:22:53 PM
Post by: Devlyn on December 01, 2013, 05:22:53 PM
The good: It isn't snowing.
The bad: It is pouring.
The ugly: I'm going to have to walk the dog in it.
The bad: It is pouring.
The ugly: I'm going to have to walk the dog in it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Makalii on December 01, 2013, 05:39:43 PM
Post by: Makalii on December 01, 2013, 05:39:43 PM
The other day I was showing my very best friend this new pair of jeans my mother gave me. He asked me, "Dude, what do you do with your junk when you wear those pants?" This made me laugh, and so, much to his discomfort and my amusement, I told him. (Not in great detail, don't worry. Haha )
This made me happy because a) it was funny and b) until now he hadn't shown any interest at all other than discomfort in my femme endeavors.
But this also saddened me because although he knows I wear girl's clothes, I don't think he even thinks of me as a crossdresser and I haven't told him I'm transsexual. It's going to be hard...
This made me happy because a) it was funny and b) until now he hadn't shown any interest at all other than discomfort in my femme endeavors.
But this also saddened me because although he knows I wear girl's clothes, I don't think he even thinks of me as a crossdresser and I haven't told him I'm transsexual. It's going to be hard...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on December 02, 2013, 01:36:42 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on December 02, 2013, 01:36:42 AM
Quote from: kabit on December 01, 2013, 06:40:28 AM
I can just picture them thinking... "so wait... all I have to do is go on T and the periods stop??"
Lol, well my mom always does say she should have been her father's son...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 02, 2013, 01:37:46 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 02, 2013, 01:37:46 AM
I have a sudden craving for a milkshake.
Not sure if that's good or bad.
Not sure if that's good or bad.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 02, 2013, 05:33:05 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 02, 2013, 05:33:05 AM
Quote from: Willow on December 02, 2013, 01:37:46 AM
I have a sudden craving for a milkshake.
Not sure if that's good or bad.
Good: Milkshake!
Bad (?): Boys to the yard!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on December 02, 2013, 06:17:03 AM
Post by: Kristal on December 02, 2013, 06:17:03 AM
Quote from: kabit on December 02, 2013, 05:33:05 AM
Good: Milkshake!
Bad (?): Boys to the yard!
Dad gum whippersnappers! Get off my lawn!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 02, 2013, 09:56:57 AM
Post by: Shaina on December 02, 2013, 09:56:57 AM
Bad: I missed the bus and an important appointment.
Good: Ran into a long lost friend on the next bus and he really needed a shoulder.
It was meant to be! ;D
Good: Ran into a long lost friend on the next bus and he really needed a shoulder.
It was meant to be! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 02, 2013, 10:05:10 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 02, 2013, 10:05:10 AM
Quote from: Shaina on December 02, 2013, 09:56:57 AM
Bad: I missed the bus and an important appointment.
Good: Ran into a long lost friend on the next bus and he really needed a shoulder.
It was meant to be! ;D
That's our girl, always the optimistic pragmatist who sees adversity as an opportunity. The saying is true, "You can't be optimistic if you have a misty optic!" Atta Girl Shaina!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 03, 2013, 02:41:40 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 03, 2013, 02:41:40 PM
A six year old who wants to be referred to and identifies as male making the front page news on one of our national "newspapers" (I really struggle to call The Sun anything more than a comic...).
I'm happy for the exposure because I personally didn't know that trans men existed until I had just turned fifteen, and that the mother fought for their child's rights.
I'm unhappy that it was deemed something major enough to be front page news, that there were female pronouns throughout the article, and that The Sun probably just wanted to get one up on all the other newspapers going on about Tom Daley on their front pages.
I'm happy for the exposure because I personally didn't know that trans men existed until I had just turned fifteen, and that the mother fought for their child's rights.
I'm unhappy that it was deemed something major enough to be front page news, that there were female pronouns throughout the article, and that The Sun probably just wanted to get one up on all the other newspapers going on about Tom Daley on their front pages.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 03, 2013, 03:45:56 PM
Post by: Edge on December 03, 2013, 03:45:56 PM
I have a Loki costume! Unfortunately, some parts of it need fixing.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 04, 2013, 01:33:54 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 04, 2013, 01:33:54 AM
The unhappy: My SIL Mum died, she was a nice elderly lady who had accepted me immediately.
The happy: My SIL told my mother in law that Cindy would be taking her to the funeral (she is 92 and in a wheelchair). Mother in law says, Oh good I like Cindy.
Not bad from a dear lady who knew me as her son in law for 30 years!
The happy: My SIL told my mother in law that Cindy would be taking her to the funeral (she is 92 and in a wheelchair). Mother in law says, Oh good I like Cindy.
Not bad from a dear lady who knew me as her son in law for 30 years!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 03:25:58 AM
Post by: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 03:25:58 AM
Quote from: Shantel on December 02, 2013, 10:05:10 AM
That's our girl, always the optimistic pragmatist who sees adversity as an opportunity. The saying is true, "You can't be optimistic if you have a misty optic!" Atta Girl Shaina!
Thank you Mom! Clearly I'm trying to grow up to be as happy and optimistic as you! :)
Cindy your mother-in-law sounds lovely!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on December 04, 2013, 12:40:41 PM
Post by: Devlyn on December 04, 2013, 12:40:41 PM
Joules' avatar. Yesterday it was the cats meow. Today it's the cats.....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on December 04, 2013, 02:00:55 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on December 04, 2013, 02:00:55 PM
I got gendered correctly at the store despite being extremely weak (totally could not handle the amount of groceries I bought). But I am unhappy because I am so weak. lol. That said I have no idea how much the groceries weighed, there were a lot of jars, a jug of milk, a few kgs of various grains...so...perhaps it was actually just a lot to carry.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 04, 2013, 02:07:38 PM
Post by: Xhianil on December 04, 2013, 02:07:38 PM
Quote from: Joules on December 04, 2013, 12:47:05 PM
...evil eye(s) :D ;D ::)
Just make sure you obey your Lord, KAT.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 04:18:42 PM
Post by: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 04:18:42 PM
Quote from: Joules on December 04, 2013, 03:07:59 PM
EDIT: I'll keep just a few of my faves. I'm a horrible pack rat. ;)
So am I Joules! I collect old paperbacks like my friends collect shoes.
Happy: Caramel Marble Mocha! Mmm I love chocolate!
Unhappy: The lack of sleep that made it necessary. :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 04, 2013, 04:23:39 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 04, 2013, 04:23:39 PM
Happy: My therapist said that, with what I was wearing and my new purse, and my hair... I'd definitely be taken for female walking down the street.
Unhappy: Until they looked at my face (maybe if it's dark out... walking alone... no thanks ;)). The laser is progressing well, though! (Just not quite fast enough for my taste ;))
Unhappy: Until they looked at my face (maybe if it's dark out... walking alone... no thanks ;)). The laser is progressing well, though! (Just not quite fast enough for my taste ;))
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 04, 2013, 04:29:43 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 04, 2013, 04:29:43 PM
Quote from: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 04:18:42 PMSo am I Joules! I collect old paperbacks like my friends collect shoes.Sounds delish!
Happy: Caramel Marble Mocha! Mmm I love chocolate!
Unhappy: The lack of sleep that made it necessary. :D
I've been having some trouble sleeping too. Likely nerves for finals next week.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 04, 2013, 05:04:48 PM
Post by: V M on December 04, 2013, 05:04:48 PM
Power outage that lasted 6-7 hrs so the apt.s mgr cancelled doing inspections today 8)
She'll be back tomorrow :P
Also it was fffff freakin' freezing here!!! I was very worried about my iguana but luckily her enclosure held it's temp. fairly well and didn't drop below 50f
She'll be back tomorrow :P
Also it was fffff freakin' freezing here!!! I was very worried about my iguana but luckily her enclosure held it's temp. fairly well and didn't drop below 50f
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Anna++ on December 04, 2013, 05:10:15 PM
Post by: Anna++ on December 04, 2013, 05:10:15 PM
Happy: my cat cuddling with me
Unhappy: I didn't get much sleep last night. He was laying on my face, and every time I would move so I could breathe he would move back to laying on my face!
Unhappy: I didn't get much sleep last night. He was laying on my face, and every time I would move so I could breathe he would move back to laying on my face!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on December 04, 2013, 05:25:57 PM
Post by: big kim on December 04, 2013, 05:25:57 PM
Happy, got to drive a classic Dodge Superbee back from a photo shoot as the owner was drinking.Got a free lunch
Unhappy it was freezing!
Unhappy it was freezing!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 04, 2013, 06:19:23 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 04, 2013, 06:19:23 PM
Quote from: big kim on December 04, 2013, 05:25:57 PM
Happy, got to drive a classic Dodge Superbee back from a photo shoot as the owner was drinking.Got a free lunch
Unhappy it was freezing!
Cold here too 28 degrees F.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 05, 2013, 11:26:23 PM
Post by: Xhianil on December 05, 2013, 11:26:23 PM
Birth certificate change for NM looks rather easy and all old records get sealed!
Most document change requires SRS, something thats hard to get.
Most document change requires SRS, something thats hard to get.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 06, 2013, 05:52:02 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 06, 2013, 05:52:02 AM
Quote from: Xhianil on December 05, 2013, 11:26:23 PM
Birth certificate change for NM looks rather easy and all old records get sealed!
Most document change requires SRS, something thats hard to get.
Governmental gatekeeping...
Luckily the BC isn't something you need to use all that often. The passport is more useful.
Even the US passport looks changeable with just long term HRT... the only statement required is:
Quote(Name of patient) has had appropriate clinical treatment for gender transition to the new gender (specify new gender male or female).
Which says nothing about surgery. (See: https://www.aclu.org/translaw )
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 06, 2013, 10:05:38 AM
Post by: Xhianil on December 06, 2013, 10:05:38 AM
Quote from: kabit on December 06, 2013, 05:52:02 AM
Governmental gatekeeping...
Luckily the BC isn't something you need to use all that often. The passport is more useful.
Even the US passport looks changeable with just long term HRT... the only statement required is:
Which says nothing about surgery. (See: https://www.aclu.org/translaw )
Yea I'm just wanting it all changed or sealed, me being born male was one of the worst things in my life.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 06, 2013, 01:45:23 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 06, 2013, 01:45:23 PM
Studio Art is officially my secondary major!
I still can't get into the programming course for computer science, my primary major.
I still can't get into the programming course for computer science, my primary major.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Night Haven on December 06, 2013, 06:54:20 PM
Post by: Night Haven on December 06, 2013, 06:54:20 PM
Unhappy: Really bad doctor's appointment with Mother, early in the morning when I get frustrated and cry stupidly easily, with the same doctor who doesn't seem to either listen or understand what I mean.
Better: At least getting a referral to an endocrinologist.
Worse: Estrogen cycles are trying to emotionally wreck me. It was much worse this time than it has been in a while, but it always seems to get worse with passing months and years.
Better: I think I found a way to get onto a low dose of T, if only it'll work and a doctor will listen to my logic. I need to type out what I'm thinking simply and clearly so it can't be misunderstood (or at least somebody would have to stretch to not get it).
Better and worse: Emotions are more stable, but this means the beginning of shark week and awful cramping.
Better: Endometrial ablation (cauterization of the uterine lining) is a practical possibility that I plan to ask the parents about later (they might pay for it).
Also better: I think I have time to try doing henna. Now to figure out where I'm going to put the patterns... Legs, maybe? I've also figured out how to make real hot chocolate, and it's going from not tasting like crap to actually tasting pretty good.
Better: At least getting a referral to an endocrinologist.
Worse: Estrogen cycles are trying to emotionally wreck me. It was much worse this time than it has been in a while, but it always seems to get worse with passing months and years.
Better: I think I found a way to get onto a low dose of T, if only it'll work and a doctor will listen to my logic. I need to type out what I'm thinking simply and clearly so it can't be misunderstood (or at least somebody would have to stretch to not get it).
Better and worse: Emotions are more stable, but this means the beginning of shark week and awful cramping.
Better: Endometrial ablation (cauterization of the uterine lining) is a practical possibility that I plan to ask the parents about later (they might pay for it).
Also better: I think I have time to try doing henna. Now to figure out where I'm going to put the patterns... Legs, maybe? I've also figured out how to make real hot chocolate, and it's going from not tasting like crap to actually tasting pretty good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 06, 2013, 11:08:04 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 06, 2013, 11:08:04 PM
Me and another guy who rarely go out with the group (I live far away and have kids, though) were called a "rarity" by someone... ("You're both rarities" or something like that)
Happy: Being called a rarity, when I know I'm more of a twilight/fluttershy mix.
Sad: Realizing that wasn't what he was talking about, but that I should have said what I was thinking anyway ;)
Sadder: Realizing that I am indeed a pegasister, aren't I?? :P lol
Happy: Being called a rarity, when I know I'm more of a twilight/fluttershy mix.
Sad: Realizing that wasn't what he was talking about, but that I should have said what I was thinking anyway ;)
Sadder: Realizing that I am indeed a pegasister, aren't I?? :P lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:22:10 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:22:10 AM
My sister in law (Nancy) trying to publicly humiliate me by saying to a couple I was talking to at a wake 'you know this is my brother in law'
Their reply 'Nancy you are so wrong, unlike you, she is a beautiful woman'
Their reply 'Nancy you are so wrong, unlike you, she is a beautiful woman'
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 07, 2013, 01:30:35 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 07, 2013, 01:30:35 AM
Lovely return there.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:33:29 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:33:29 AM
Still hurts though. Worst insult I have had so far to be honest.
Maybe I've been lucky.
Maybe I've been lucky.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:53:18 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:53:18 AM
Quote from: Joules on December 07, 2013, 01:50:19 AM
Ouch, hugs Sis.
Any chance it was an honest slip?
I don't think it was malicious, I just think she is so dumb she doesn't know her ass from her head.
I suppose I'm wondering if I should call her and tell her how insulted I was.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 02:11:35 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 02:11:35 AM
True. I'm going to leave it. She will be at my place for Christmas lunch and I'll deal with the issues then, if they arise, and the other family members are present as well to support me.
To be honest I think she is jealous of me. Without wanting to sound like a 'tool' myself, I am quite attractive, I'm intelligent, I have a good job, I'm respected and I have many friends. She has none of these.
To be honest I think she is jealous of me. Without wanting to sound like a 'tool' myself, I am quite attractive, I'm intelligent, I have a good job, I'm respected and I have many friends. She has none of these.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 07, 2013, 02:24:08 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 07, 2013, 02:24:08 AM
Quote from: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 02:11:35 AM
True. I'm going to leave it. She will be at my place for Christmas lunch and I'll deal with the issues then, if they arise, and the other family members are present as well to support me.
To be honest I think she is jealous of me. Without wanting to sound like a 'tool' myself, I am quite attractive, I'm intelligent, I have a good job, I'm respected and I have many friends. She has none of these.
100% agree, You are awesome!
Insults do hurt, if that is the worst, you are doing good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 02:29:01 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 02:29:01 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 07, 2013, 02:24:08 AM
100% agree, You are awesome!
Insults do hurt, if that is the worst, you are doing good.
Hugs my friend! I didn't work at being perfect, I was just born that way :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 07, 2013, 02:30:36 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 07, 2013, 02:30:36 AM
Quote from: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 02:29:01 AM
Hugs my friend! I didn't work at being perfect, I was just born that way :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
Yep, yep. What better friend to have than a perfect one. Or purrfectly furry one.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on December 07, 2013, 04:07:42 AM
Post by: Kristal on December 07, 2013, 04:07:42 AM
Quote from: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:22:10 AM
My sister in law (Nancy) trying to publicly humiliate me by saying to a couple I was talking to at a wake 'you know this is my brother in law'
Their reply 'Nancy you are so wrong, unlike you, she is a beautiful woman'
Yeah! Screw you, Nancy! That was a sick burn, yo.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on December 07, 2013, 09:32:02 AM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on December 07, 2013, 09:32:02 AM
Quote from: kabit on December 06, 2013, 11:08:04 PM
Me and another guy who rarely go out with the group (I live far away and have kids, though) were called a "rarity" by someone... ("You're both rarities" or something like that)
Happy: Being called a rarity, when I know I'm more of a twilight/fluttershy mix.
Sad: Realizing that wasn't what he was talking about, but that I should have said what I was thinking anyway ;)
Sadder: Realizing that I am indeed a pegasister, aren't I?? :P lol
Why does that make you sad?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 07, 2013, 09:36:29 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 07, 2013, 09:36:29 AM
Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on December 07, 2013, 09:32:02 AM
Why does that make you sad?
The "sadder?" I was kidding. I am resisting ;) I assume my membership card is in the mail?
It really did make me a little sad that he wasn't talking about MLP.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 07, 2013, 09:44:56 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 07, 2013, 09:44:56 AM
Quote from: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 02:11:35 AM
To be honest I think she is jealous of me. Without wanting to sound like a 'tool' myself, I am quite attractive, I'm intelligent, I have a good job, I'm respected and I have many friends. She has none of these.
She is indeed jealous. She sees you wearing the mantle that she feels she deserves being cis, she sees you as an interloper on what is by birth rightfully her turf and a resentful, envious and vindictive spirit has gripped her. Your best weapon is to be kind, loving and continue to exude your sweetness to her in front of everyone, it will either serve to disarm her completely or expose her before all in the event she continues to try and humiliate you.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on December 07, 2013, 09:57:46 PM
Post by: Ms Grace on December 07, 2013, 09:57:46 PM
Quote from: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 01:22:10 AMThat was pretty low...something I could imagine my own sister in law saying. Loved the response from that couple you were talking to. Did the sis in law slink away when they burned her with that reply?
My sister in law (Nancy) trying to publicly humiliate me by saying to a couple I was talking to at a wake 'you know this is my brother in law'
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 07, 2013, 10:50:47 PM
Post by: Xhianil on December 07, 2013, 10:50:47 PM
most SRS surgeons require you to be either 20 or have a guardian with you, (assorted cursing)
other then that I'm able to get it.
other then that I'm able to get it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 07, 2013, 11:35:27 PM
Post by: V M on December 07, 2013, 11:35:27 PM
I switched off my regular road tires for my studded snow tires on my bicycle and that seemed to help as the plow crews don't seem to be doing quite as good a job at clearing the roads this year
I need to make sure to remember to take my rescue inhaler with me, on the way home I started having an asthma attack and had trouble breathing
Luckily a young couple happened along and helped, they wanted to call the EMTs but I convinced them to just get me home
Obviously I am here and not laying in the snow a few blocks from my place so it's all good
Hugs
I need to make sure to remember to take my rescue inhaler with me, on the way home I started having an asthma attack and had trouble breathing
Luckily a young couple happened along and helped, they wanted to call the EMTs but I convinced them to just get me home
Obviously I am here and not laying in the snow a few blocks from my place so it's all good
Hugs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 11:41:26 PM
Post by: Cindy on December 07, 2013, 11:41:26 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on December 07, 2013, 09:57:46 PM
That was pretty low...something I could imagine my own sister in law saying. Loved the response from that couple you were talking to. Did the sis in law slink away when they burned her with that reply?
I realised, after much reflection, that I was a complete threat to her femininity. I was also the carer for her mother, who was delighted to be with her daughter in law. For Nancy it was the final blow. I was accepted as me, I was talking to interesting people and she was being ignored.
She was the one insulted by her own lack of love.
I rose above it and she has nowhere to go but to accept her self inflicted humiliation.
I feel sad for her.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on December 07, 2013, 11:53:29 PM
Post by: Jamie D on December 07, 2013, 11:53:29 PM
Quote from: V M on December 07, 2013, 11:35:27 PM
I switched off my regular road tires for my studded snow tires on my bicycle and that seemed to help as the plow crews don't seem to be doing quite as good a job at clearing the roads this year
I need to make sure to remember to take my rescue inhaler with me, on the way home I started having an asthma attack and had trouble breathing
Luckily a young couple happened along and helped, they wanted to call the EMTs but I convinced them to just get me home
Obviously I am here and not laying in the snow a few blocks from my place so it's all good
Hugs
Happy #1 - I am glad to hear you are not in a snow bank somewhere. :)
Happy #2 - I started Finasteride today. It is a tiny step back toward HRT. :D
Unhappy - I needed to start Finasteride. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on December 08, 2013, 01:14:11 AM
Post by: Kristal on December 08, 2013, 01:14:11 AM
Quote from: Xhianil on December 07, 2013, 10:50:47 PM
most SRS surgeons require you to be either 20 or have a guardian with you, (assorted cursing)
other then that I'm able to get it.
They also want you to have money!
Gatekeeping bastards...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 08, 2013, 01:23:15 AM
Post by: Xhianil on December 08, 2013, 01:23:15 AM
Quote from: Kristal on December 08, 2013, 01:14:11 AM
They also want you to have money!
Gatekeeping bastards...
Thats possable to amass fast, aging isn't.
Agreed agreed agreed.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 08, 2013, 05:31:19 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 08, 2013, 05:31:19 AM
Quote from: JRD on December 08, 2013, 05:23:54 AM
Wait til you get way older, then that age just piles up faster than anything.
Yeaah... I was confused by this fast money! I've never heard of that sort of scheme actually working (not without high risk or high cost, anyhow)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 09:33:36 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 09:33:36 AM
Quote from: V M on December 07, 2013, 11:35:27 PMI didn't realize that they had such things for bicycles!
I switched off my regular road tires for my studded snow tires on my bicycle and that seemed to help as the plow crews don't seem to be doing quite as good a job at clearing the roads this year
Quote from: V M on December 07, 2013, 11:35:27 PM
I need to make sure to remember to take my rescue inhaler with me, on the way home I started having an asthma attack and had trouble breathing
Luckily a young couple happened along and helped, they wanted to call the EMTs but I convinced them to just get me home
Obviously I am here and not laying in the snow a few blocks from my place so it's all good
Hugs
Glad you're OK, thanks goodness for good samaritans huh? Real cold air and exertion will do it to me too, it's an exercise induced asthma attack, not funny either!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 09:41:10 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 09:41:10 AM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on December 08, 2013, 05:23:54 AM
Wait til you get way older, then that age just piles up faster than anything.
Yup, seems like maybe 20 years ago I was in high school, no wait a minute that can't be so because I just missed my 50th reunion last year..... >:(
Remember when we used to measure time by how far off our birthday or Christmas was and it seemed like forever? Now they seem to whip by at warp speed! Oh well..... :eusa_boohoo:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on December 08, 2013, 11:01:11 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on December 08, 2013, 11:01:11 AM
I'm home now.
Happy: being back with my family
Unhappy: I went from +40 to -40 (Fahrenheit)
Happy: being back with my family
Unhappy: I went from +40 to -40 (Fahrenheit)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on December 08, 2013, 11:14:39 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on December 08, 2013, 11:14:39 AM
Happy: My lovely mum called me and invited me for dinner.
Unhappy: I had already eaten. We misunderstood each other yesterday, so they have been preparing an amazing meal for us (stepfather, mum and me), and I ate like an hour ago and I'm so full I feel uncomfortable. I kind of want to just throw it all up but then I'd also feel crap because I know I shouldn't do that. Gaaah. Feeling so bad because other people are so good..
Unhappy: I had already eaten. We misunderstood each other yesterday, so they have been preparing an amazing meal for us (stepfather, mum and me), and I ate like an hour ago and I'm so full I feel uncomfortable. I kind of want to just throw it all up but then I'd also feel crap because I know I shouldn't do that. Gaaah. Feeling so bad because other people are so good..
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 08, 2013, 01:18:43 PM
Post by: Shaina on December 08, 2013, 01:18:43 PM
Quote from: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 09:41:10 AM
Yup, seems like maybe 20 years ago I was in high school, no wait a minute that can't be so because I just missed my 50th reunion last year... >:(
Remember when we used to measure time by how far off our birthday or Christmas was and it seemed like forever? Now they seem to whip by at warp speed! Oh well..... :eusa_boohoo:
You're as young as you feel Mom! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 08, 2013, 01:51:42 PM
Post by: Edge on December 08, 2013, 01:51:42 PM
I am really enthused about music and stuff. Unfortunately, I'm trying (and failing) to concentrate on studying for my exams this week.
Still having mixed feelings about how I feel about a guy. On one hand, I feel happy. On the other, I have no chance. I'm also afraid that talking about this makes me come across as "too girly."
I found some awesome pants! Except they're the last ones available and I'm afraid they'll be gone by the time I can get them.
Still having mixed feelings about how I feel about a guy. On one hand, I feel happy. On the other, I have no chance. I'm also afraid that talking about this makes me come across as "too girly."
I found some awesome pants! Except they're the last ones available and I'm afraid they'll be gone by the time I can get them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 05:35:25 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 05:35:25 PM
Quote from: Shaina on December 08, 2013, 01:18:43 PM
You're as young as you feel Mom! ;D
You're such a sweet child sugar!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 08, 2013, 07:50:49 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 08, 2013, 07:50:49 PM
Quote from: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 05:35:25 PM
You're such a sweet child sugar!
I notice she didn't ask how you felt, though? >:-)
hehee...
~~ Most things for me are both happy and unhappy, lately. I suppose that's wonderful - it means nothing's extraordinarily bad!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 08:19:14 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 08:19:14 PM
Quote from: kabit on December 08, 2013, 07:50:49 PM
I notice she didn't ask how you felt, though? >:-)
hehee...
I'm slow on the uptake, but I know she's not malicious cause she's my kid!
Title: Re: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 08, 2013, 09:15:53 PM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 08, 2013, 09:15:53 PM
Quote from: Shantel on December 08, 2013, 08:19:14 PM
I'm slow on the uptake, but I know she's not malicious cause she's my kid!
I vote Shaina "least likely to be malicious" for the Susan's yearbook!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kristal on December 09, 2013, 05:59:00 AM
Post by: Kristal on December 09, 2013, 05:59:00 AM
Quote from: Edge on December 08, 2013, 01:51:42 PM
I am really enthused about music and stuff. Unfortunately, I'm trying (and failing) to concentrate on studying for my exams this week.
Still having mixed feelings about how I feel about a guy. On one hand, I feel happy. On the other, I have no chance. I'm also afraid that talking about this makes me come across as "too girly."
I found some awesome pants! Except they're the last ones available and I'm afraid they'll be gone by the time I can get them.
Maybe try using the word "dude" in every sentence?
Edge: "Hey, dude!"
Other Guy: "'Sup, dude?"
E: "Got something to talk to you about, dude."
O: "What's that, dude?"
E: "It's super serious, dude."
O: Woah, dude. I'm totes listening."
E: "I'm hot for your bod, dude."
You can also substitute the words "man" and "bro".
But seriously, just talk to him.
Quote from: John Greenleaf WhittierOf all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these, "It might have been".
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 09, 2013, 06:30:11 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 09, 2013, 06:30:11 AM
Quote from: Kristal on December 09, 2013, 05:59:00 AM
You can also substitute the words "man" and "bro".
Another thing I never understood.... how it was "cool" to call your friends bras.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 09, 2013, 08:20:36 AM
Post by: Edge on December 09, 2013, 08:20:36 AM
That is a funny sounding conversation.
I do talk to him since we're friends (I hope). I'm just not going to talk to him about this. He might come to The Hobbit with a group of our friends though.
I don't think "bra" has ever been cool. At least, I've never heard it used like that.
I do talk to him since we're friends (I hope). I'm just not going to talk to him about this. He might come to The Hobbit with a group of our friends though.
I don't think "bra" has ever been cool. At least, I've never heard it used like that.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Hayley on December 09, 2013, 08:25:57 AM
Post by: Hayley on December 09, 2013, 08:25:57 AM
Quote from: kabit on December 09, 2013, 06:30:11 AM
Another thing I never understood.... how it was "cool" to call your friends bras.
I have a friend(that I'm out to) who always calls everyone bro. He now calls me "brah" because it sounds like bra... He thinks he is very funny.
What made me happy was finding out that I will be an aunt. The part that made me unhappy was the news was broke to me with a text saying "What's up Lawrence, I have some big news, you ready to be Uncle Larry?" Which is to be expected since I'm not out to family yet. Stings a bit but I'm still super excited for my little brother.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 09, 2013, 08:31:41 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 09, 2013, 08:31:41 AM
Done with boring chemistry, even though the final could have gone better. All the stuff I studied was on a cheat sheet stapled to the back.
And now I have my calc exam next. Eew.
And now I have my calc exam next. Eew.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 09, 2013, 08:42:04 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 09, 2013, 08:42:04 AM
Quote from: Joules on December 09, 2013, 08:37:55 AMI'm not very confident, but I'm nervous, seeing that I get rejected from the college of engineering if I fail this math class, meaning I have to make my 4th major change this semester.
Ninj that stuff lol. you go girl.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 09, 2013, 08:43:35 AM
Post by: Xhianil on December 09, 2013, 08:43:35 AM
Quote from: Willow on December 09, 2013, 08:42:04 AM
I'm not very confident, but I'm nervous, seeing that I get rejected from the college of engineering if I fail this math class, meaning I have to make my 4th major change this semester.
I know you can do it willow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 09, 2013, 08:50:09 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 09, 2013, 08:50:09 AM
Quote from: Xhianil on December 09, 2013, 08:43:35 AMLiterally I have to ace this to pass. I haven't got over a 70 on a test in this class all year, and it's not because I don't study enough.
I know you can do it willow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 09, 2013, 08:52:20 AM
Post by: Xhianil on December 09, 2013, 08:52:20 AM
Quote from: Willow on December 09, 2013, 08:50:09 AM
Literally I have to ace this to pass. I haven't got over a 70 on a test in this class all year, and it's not because I don't study enough.
Willow, i know you can do it, even if you don't think you can.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ltl89 on December 09, 2013, 02:59:53 PM
Post by: Ltl89 on December 09, 2013, 02:59:53 PM
I have off for at least a week so I can move into a different position at my job. Technically, I'm getting a promotion, so it's a good thing. Unfortunately, I don't get payed during this hiatus, so it's a bitter sweet situation. Ideally, I hope this only takes a week for hr to complete the process, so I can enjoy a short break without losing too much pay. At the moment, I'm much more happy to know I have a little time off, lol. :) I think my sanity is coming back. ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 10, 2013, 06:22:27 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 10, 2013, 06:22:27 PM
Quote from: Joules on December 10, 2013, 05:56:24 PM
Happy: Made a trip to Costco and stocked up on Peperoncini.
Unhappy: Walking out, a captive vendor near the exit said to me: "How about you sir, care to talk about gutters or sports or something?"
I don't mind the sir so much, after all that's my presentation for a while. But wanting to talk sports, yechh, that triggers me.
+1 Got that! Isn't there anything else besides sports for crying out loud....hello?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on December 10, 2013, 07:36:39 PM
Post by: Jill F on December 10, 2013, 07:36:39 PM
I filed my legal papers for name and gender change today. That made me happy.
Now I want to bang my head against the wall.
The soonest court date I can get now is July 24. It really sucks having to wait 7 more effing months before I can finally get an ID that has my name on it. I mean, I haven't presented male in public since March. I just got the paperwork back from my endo last week, who has held them up since July when I went on the full dose of HRT. So basically, I have to wait over a full year from going full-time to legal name change. I get to look forward to more awkward moments until August now. Sigh. So help me, if I get jury duty any time soon, I'm going to scream.
Now I want to bang my head against the wall.
The soonest court date I can get now is July 24. It really sucks having to wait 7 more effing months before I can finally get an ID that has my name on it. I mean, I haven't presented male in public since March. I just got the paperwork back from my endo last week, who has held them up since July when I went on the full dose of HRT. So basically, I have to wait over a full year from going full-time to legal name change. I get to look forward to more awkward moments until August now. Sigh. So help me, if I get jury duty any time soon, I'm going to scream.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 10, 2013, 08:04:24 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 10, 2013, 08:04:24 PM
Quote from: Jill F on December 10, 2013, 07:36:39 PM
I filed my legal papers for name and gender change today. That made me happy.
Now I want to bang my head against the wall.
The soonest court date I can get now is July 24. It really sucks having to wait 7 more effing months before I can finally get an ID that has my name on it. I mean, I haven't presented male in public since March. I just got the paperwork back from my endo last week, who has held them up since July when I went on the full dose of HRT. So basically, I have to wait over a full year from going full-time to legal name change. I get to look forward to more awkward moments until August now. Sigh. So help me, if I get jury duty any time soon, I'm going to scream.
Just return mail the summons and tell them that you've recently completely lost your hearing.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 11, 2013, 05:24:30 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 11, 2013, 05:24:30 PM
I have another GPs appointment for next Thursday.
I shouldn't need to be chasing up referrals and trying to educate him about how to refer me to a GIC.
He probably won't listen to me.
I shouldn't need to be chasing up referrals and trying to educate him about how to refer me to a GIC.
He probably won't listen to me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 11, 2013, 09:19:55 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 11, 2013, 09:19:55 PM
I may be able to move in with an FtM guy who is a transfer student, and he's cool with me getting dressed up whenever I want.
The downside: My second dorm move in just the first year.
The downside: My second dorm move in just the first year.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 11, 2013, 10:04:47 PM
Post by: Edge on December 11, 2013, 10:04:47 PM
Quote from: AlexanderC on December 11, 2013, 05:24:30 PMI had to the same with my doctor. Good luck.
I have another GPs appointment for next Thursday.
I shouldn't need to be chasing up referrals and trying to educate him about how to refer me to a GIC.
He probably won't listen to me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on December 12, 2013, 10:47:58 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on December 12, 2013, 10:47:58 AM
Unhappy: I'm kind of brokeish for the next two weeks. :(
Happy: Got a gift card on a local clothes shop and today I got told they are having 30% off everything. Guess that means new trousers for me. I also want a Christmas jumper.
Happy: Got a gift card on a local clothes shop and today I got told they are having 30% off everything. Guess that means new trousers for me. I also want a Christmas jumper.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 12, 2013, 10:30:18 PM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 12, 2013, 10:30:18 PM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on December 12, 2013, 10:47:58 AM
Happy: Got a gift card on a local clothes shop and today I got told they are having 30% off everything. Guess that means new trousers for me. I also want a Christmas jumper.
Yay for the Christmas jumper! I used to get them all the time from my Nana but it's been ages now. I think I will get one too!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 13, 2013, 12:54:42 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 13, 2013, 12:54:42 AM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on December 12, 2013, 10:47:58 AM
Unhappy: I'm kind of brokeish for the next two weeks. :(
Happy: Got a gift card on a local clothes shop and today I got told they are having 30% off everything. Guess that means new trousers for me. I also want a Christmas jumper.
Here ya go.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1.cpcache.com%2Fproduct%2F117508082%2Fi_heart_love_mexican_jumping_beans_ornament_rou.jpg%3Fheight%3D225%26amp%3Bwidth%3D225&hash=c64cb5fdd125fc43fa58d50c49cb463d2305765d)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 13, 2013, 12:56:04 AM
Post by: King Malachite on December 13, 2013, 12:56:04 AM
Happy: It's Friday
Unhappy: It's the 13th
Unhappy: It's the 13th
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on December 13, 2013, 07:50:38 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on December 13, 2013, 07:50:38 AM
Quote from: Joules on December 10, 2013, 05:56:24 PM
Unhappy: Walking out, a captive vendor near the exit said to me: "How about you sir, care to talk about gutters or sports or something?"
I don't mind talking sports because I enjoy statistics. Watching them does nothing for me. :-\
What really got me about this post was the reference to gutters. I'm confused. Are men supposed to sit around discussing the sewer system? :embarrassed:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 13, 2013, 07:57:48 AM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 13, 2013, 07:57:48 AM
I got a phone call from the local mental health team regarding my referral to them from the GP. They said it was just to tell me that they had posted a letter about it, which hopefully means a letter about an appointment.
The downside is, they were letting me know they'd posted a letter because it was being sent to the care of [a woman I don't know, who does something which I don't know in my company]. I'm hoping either she doesn't open it, or that it doesn't contain too much information, but then again if it does then I don't have to deal with coming out to them...
The downside is, they were letting me know they'd posted a letter because it was being sent to the care of [a woman I don't know, who does something which I don't know in my company]. I'm hoping either she doesn't open it, or that it doesn't contain too much information, but then again if it does then I don't have to deal with coming out to them...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 13, 2013, 08:32:29 AM
Post by: Xhianil on December 13, 2013, 08:32:29 AM
it seems like my period (i get something one even though im in a male body) came early this month, on one hand im happy its happening, but on the other it hurts bad and i wish it came a while later, on the break.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Elanore joey on December 13, 2013, 11:29:47 AM
Post by: Elanore joey on December 13, 2013, 11:29:47 AM
went to see my gp today which i always look forward to as i feel she understands me and i find it easy to talk to her about anything(from arousels and sex life to feeling hormonal), walking into her room feels like shes giving me a big hug. today though i felt like she was a bit pushy. im currently on employment and support benefit (on the sick) because i was having real problems with the job center as they dont understand my/our situation and how it affects work and iv been suffering from depression any way back to the point she does not want me to stay on the sick and she did not give a definite answer on wethter she would help me with my hrt as i have decided i cant wait for the nhs.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 13, 2013, 02:42:48 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 13, 2013, 02:42:48 PM
I've lived in public for near to 24 hours as a female, alone (without friends for support) for most of it, I love it, how it feels so natural, and even though I do this, and am confident about it, I'm still told that I'm either not ready or taking things too fast.
Let's just see what the dedicated gender therapist says when I show up, all dressed up and cute, with my brand new boots.
Let's just see what the dedicated gender therapist says when I show up, all dressed up and cute, with my brand new boots.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on December 13, 2013, 05:25:50 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on December 13, 2013, 05:25:50 PM
Quote from: Joules on December 13, 2013, 11:03:35 AM
He he, I never know when you are serious.
That implies that when I am and when I'm not are mutually exclusive >:-)
What you call gutters, we call eavestroughs. Gutters are what we call the drains that meltwater and rain flow through to enter the municipal storm-water management system.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on December 13, 2013, 07:53:48 PM
Post by: Jill F on December 13, 2013, 07:53:48 PM
It was probably the estrogen. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on December 13, 2013, 08:04:05 PM
Post by: Devlyn on December 13, 2013, 08:04:05 PM
Gutters catch melted snow off your roof and form beautiful, yet dangerous icicles. Dangerous because when you kick the downspout (think itsy bitsy spider) or hit it with the shovel, the icicles fall. Aside from that, they are there until next year, when the downspouts feed water into the storm drains, which bypass the municipal water treatment facility.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 14, 2013, 12:55:16 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 14, 2013, 12:55:16 AM
Sometimes they are called storm gutters.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 14, 2013, 01:46:14 AM
Post by: Shaina on December 14, 2013, 01:46:14 AM
Holding my niece!
She smiled at me like an angel and I swore she was about to say my name...
then came the baby vomit! >:( LOL
She smiled at me like an angel and I swore she was about to say my name...
then came the baby vomit! >:( LOL
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 14, 2013, 10:26:09 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 14, 2013, 10:26:09 AM
Quote from: Shaina on December 14, 2013, 01:46:14 AM
Holding my niece!
She smiled at me like an angel and I swore she was about to say my name...
then came the baby vomit! >:( LOL
Lol, been there...projectile baby vomit takes the color out of your clothes! :D ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on December 14, 2013, 10:29:47 AM
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on December 14, 2013, 10:29:47 AM
Quote from: Shaina on December 14, 2013, 01:46:14 AM
Holding my niece!
She smiled at me like an angel and I swore she was about to say my name...
then came the baby vomit! >:( LOL
I lol'ed
Title: Prague
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 14, 2013, 10:42:09 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 14, 2013, 10:42:09 AM
Happy: Gendered female with "witch hair" after 12 hours traveling.
Unhappy: as this happened with other Spaniards, I could hear a "señora" when I left the tram. Never ever ask 16 year old girls for directions. It's not the first time I get that word. It makes me feel old, which is more painful than being misgendered.
Unhappy: as this happened with other Spaniards, I could hear a "señora" when I left the tram. Never ever ask 16 year old girls for directions. It's not the first time I get that word. It makes me feel old, which is more painful than being misgendered.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SlateRDays on December 14, 2013, 11:26:19 AM
Post by: SlateRDays on December 14, 2013, 11:26:19 AM
Sad: Being told not to go outside and shovel the snow and do indoor chores instead (it burns me up having to do indoor stuff all the time, but outdoor work gives me a major energy drain)
Happy: Might try to sneak outside and shovel anyway after doing a few things indoors and take a few photos of the snow we're getting.
Happy: Might try to sneak outside and shovel anyway after doing a few things indoors and take a few photos of the snow we're getting.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 14, 2013, 04:02:05 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 14, 2013, 04:02:05 PM
Got up at the crack of dawn to go and raise money for the Action for Children charity all day today. I think we got a fair bit, we had a stall in the market where we were taking turns to row and cycle the distance to our headquarters, and we ended up doing it twice. And personally, I was pleased because I passed all day, and I forget that I can because I rarely see anyone from the outside world because to save money I try to avoid leaving the base.
Only downsides were that I was almost suffocated by my binder, some days I can wear it from when I get up to when I go to bed without issues, and then another I get back pain and go light headed. This was before I did my turn on the rower (I managed to find a toilet and take it off by then). And the first woman who stopped to talk to us read me as male until my friend said "she" and she just stared at me with her jaw on the floor for ages, and kept repeating, "She?! She?! Did you say she?! She?!" I tried to make a joke of it and told him not to confuse the elderly, but he kept retelling the story throughout the day.
Only downsides were that I was almost suffocated by my binder, some days I can wear it from when I get up to when I go to bed without issues, and then another I get back pain and go light headed. This was before I did my turn on the rower (I managed to find a toilet and take it off by then). And the first woman who stopped to talk to us read me as male until my friend said "she" and she just stared at me with her jaw on the floor for ages, and kept repeating, "She?! She?! Did you say she?! She?!" I tried to make a joke of it and told him not to confuse the elderly, but he kept retelling the story throughout the day.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ToxicFox on December 14, 2013, 11:42:32 PM
Post by: ToxicFox on December 14, 2013, 11:42:32 PM
I Went to my first transgender meet today which went great and I got to meet a ton of nice people. The only problem is it gets out at 6 which is also the time my dad normally gets home from work. I was thinking over how to best explain where I was without him thinking I'm out doing drugs. I don't know what he has picked up on because I've been doing some weird stuff lately. I'm worried he is going to think something bad is going on. To avoid this when I got home I planned to tell him where I was and what I am but he wasn't here. He came home about 20 minutes after I did and didn't even realize I'd been out all day. I want to tell him so bad but can't seem to get the courage.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rachel85 on December 15, 2013, 03:28:53 AM
Post by: Rachel85 on December 15, 2013, 03:28:53 AM
Happy: At work (I am a nurse), having two of my patients over two nights referring to me as a "lovely girl", "sister" and a "lovely young lady".
Sad: It was about 4am and they were both well and truly delirious and or had dementia. <sigh>
I don't care! I take it as a win! :)
Sad: It was about 4am and they were both well and truly delirious and or had dementia. <sigh>
I don't care! I take it as a win! :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 15, 2013, 11:14:44 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 15, 2013, 11:14:44 AM
While the getting of it made me happy... the reading of it made me happy and sad. A little bit of :'( seeing it all laid out, reading through it, and knowing the raw truth of it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on December 15, 2013, 06:01:46 PM
Post by: Xhianil on December 15, 2013, 06:01:46 PM
-ahh, those days you have to walk to the store just eat, despite the fact you cant see (or walk) straight due to a migranie.
+i haz foodz.
+i haz foodz.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on December 15, 2013, 07:33:24 PM
Post by: Jill F on December 15, 2013, 07:33:24 PM
Destroyed a nice manicure this weekend. Broke a nail so deeply that it will take months to recover.
At least I can play the guitar at full shred now.
*sigh*
At least I can play the guitar at full shred now.
*sigh*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on December 16, 2013, 05:19:28 PM
Post by: Constance on December 16, 2013, 05:19:28 PM
I just found out that a few weeks ago a friend of mine was roofied at a bar in SF. Fortunately, the bartender noticed and was able to get a cab for my friend to get her home, as she was pretty much unable to speak.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on December 16, 2013, 05:23:19 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on December 16, 2013, 05:23:19 PM
Quote from: Constance on December 16, 2013, 05:19:28 PM
I just found out that a few weeks ago a friend of mine was roofied at a bar in SF. Fortunately, the bartender noticed and was able to get a cab for my friend to get her home, as she was pretty much unable to speak.
Unhappy: stories like this leave me questioning my faith in humanity :(
Happy: "roofied" doesn't mean what I thought it did (being thrown from a roof)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on December 16, 2013, 05:28:13 PM
Post by: Constance on December 16, 2013, 05:28:13 PM
Quote from: EstroGwynne on December 16, 2013, 05:23:19 PMYeah. Somebody dumped roofies, a "date rape" drug, into her drink. No one actually saw this happen but when B started acting like she couldn't talk or stand the bartender realized what had happened. They knew where to direct the cab to take her home because of her driver's license, she was so out of it she couldn't direct the driver herself.
Unhappy: stories like this leave me questioning my faith in humanity :(
Happy: "roofied" doesn't mean what I thought it did (being thrown from a roof)
She's like a adoptive older sister to me, and that anyone would do this to her makes my blood boil.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 17, 2013, 03:54:17 AM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 17, 2013, 03:54:17 AM
I ordered a $8 "Bulk Pack" of incense from an Amazon seller and arrived today which made me happy.
Then I opened the parcel and it was a single box of ten sticks of incense...for $8!!! Now she wants me to pay her return shipping which costs more than the box is even worth.
I am incensed. >:(
Then I opened the parcel and it was a single box of ten sticks of incense...for $8!!! Now she wants me to pay her return shipping which costs more than the box is even worth.
I am incensed. >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 17, 2013, 11:33:41 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 17, 2013, 11:33:41 AM
My mother is sad and it feels like it's all my fault. Mixed emotions here. I'm told that she still loves me, but can't accept this until she understands, which was expected. She's expecting me to go to my old therapist, who she also showed my (private) letter to. I'm frustrated that she dogs that without my permission. I'm also confused on why she is angry for sending my sistera letter as well, saying it's been affecting her academic performance.
In entirety: unhappy because I'm confused and feeling guilty, happy because I got those important the words from her.
In entirety: unhappy because I'm confused and feeling guilty, happy because I got those important the words from her.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: sigmafan on December 17, 2013, 05:04:29 PM
Post by: sigmafan on December 17, 2013, 05:04:29 PM
It's easily whenever I am with my girlfriend. I'm happy that I am with her because she makes me happy, but I am also sad that we won't be together for long, since both of us have school and can't be alone together unless we are at my place.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on December 18, 2013, 12:52:16 AM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on December 18, 2013, 12:52:16 AM
Quote from: Constance on December 16, 2013, 05:28:13 PM
Yeah. Somebody dumped roofies, a "date rape" drug, into her drink. No one actually saw this happen but when B started acting like she couldn't talk or stand the bartender realized what had happened. They knew where to direct the cab to take her home because of her driver's license, she was so out of it she couldn't direct the driver herself.
She's like a adoptive older sister to me, and that anyone would do this to her makes my blood boil.
I'm not sure I would trust a cab driver...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 18, 2013, 01:54:16 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 18, 2013, 01:54:16 AM
Quote from: Willow on December 17, 2013, 11:33:41 AM
My mother is sad and it feels like it's all my fault. Mixed emotions here. I'm told that she still loves me, but can't accept this until she understands, which was expected. She's expecting me to go to my old therapist, who she also showed my (private) letter to. I'm frustrated that she dogs that without my permission. I'm also confused on why she is angry for sending my sistera letter as well, saying it's been affecting her academic performance.
In entirety: unhappy because I'm confused and feeling guilty, happy because I got those important the words from her.
One of the hardest life lessons is that we cannot be responsible for others. Yes we can love them and try to help them but in the end it is up to them to deal with their issues. Sadly far too often this involves a person we love.
In the end I had to walk away from my family many years ago because they could not accept that their raped and abused sixteen year old son was their daughter who needed their love and their help.
In the end she had to face her life without them. It was hard and it was a cruel life for many years, but in the end she grew to be a woman who accepted herself and lived her life without her family.
They died without ever accepting their daughter.
I had to live my life no matter the cost and the regret that I had no family. I hope that does not happen to you, or to anyone else, but we face this path and we have to be true to ourselves.
Hugs
Cindy
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 18, 2013, 03:49:45 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 18, 2013, 03:49:45 AM
40C today - nice
44C tomorrow - and I have the Christmas shopping to do! Not nice.
44C tomorrow - and I have the Christmas shopping to do! Not nice.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on December 18, 2013, 09:40:44 AM
Post by: Constance on December 18, 2013, 09:40:44 AM
Nearly a year ago I reported a possible bug in my employer's web site. I was assured there was no such bug and that I was simply doing things wrong and/or forgetting key steps. I persisted, reporting it again and getting the web dev and database teams involved. Again, they thought I was using the support team's back-end tool and I had to explain AGAIN that I was using the same processes our customers use.
They reproduced the issue I'd documented at least 3 times over the last year and have logged a bug report for it.
So, this could all be argued as evidence that my womanness is being taken seriously, because I as a technical support analyst am being taken less seriously.
Still, I claim victory and vindication. My peers on the support team doubted me, and I proved them all wrong. >:-)
They reproduced the issue I'd documented at least 3 times over the last year and have logged a bug report for it.
So, this could all be argued as evidence that my womanness is being taken seriously, because I as a technical support analyst am being taken less seriously.
Still, I claim victory and vindication. My peers on the support team doubted me, and I proved them all wrong. >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 18, 2013, 10:17:24 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 18, 2013, 10:17:24 AM
Quote from: Constance on December 18, 2013, 09:40:44 AM
Still, I claim victory and vindication. My peers on the support team doubted me, and I proved them all wrong. >:-)
I love proving people technically wrong. I'm ok with people being right, too... but if it's a face-off, I'll always win. (I'm not a poker player... I only play that game if I know I'm right).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SlateRDays on December 18, 2013, 05:20:04 PM
Post by: SlateRDays on December 18, 2013, 05:20:04 PM
Uhappy: I have to wear regular boots this winter and the slightly elevated heel is driving me crazy and hurting the knee on the left leg. Father refusing to stay home so I can have one day of alone time driving.
Happy: Father got shoes that fit him and I don't have to worry about his feet getting wet or slipping. I did the best I could today by putting up with the pain, and having no time to myself. Finally I'm happy because I know all of this won't last forever and I have to hang in there.
Happy: Father got shoes that fit him and I don't have to worry about his feet getting wet or slipping. I did the best I could today by putting up with the pain, and having no time to myself. Finally I'm happy because I know all of this won't last forever and I have to hang in there.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on December 18, 2013, 09:21:30 PM
Post by: Keaira on December 18, 2013, 09:21:30 PM
YAY, I can wear my Hell Bunny dress again. And I still look ridiculous in it. So screw it. No more skirts and dresses.not that I have a lot to begin with.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 18, 2013, 10:33:49 PM
Post by: Edge on December 18, 2013, 10:33:49 PM
I went to see The Hobbit with some friends. The guy I like was among them. He sat next to me while we were waiting for everyone to show up, talked to me, and sat next to me while we were in the theatre. He seemed genuinely glad to hang out with me.
He's straight. I have no chance in heck.
He's straight. I have no chance in heck.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 19, 2013, 04:19:48 AM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 19, 2013, 04:19:48 AM
Quote from: Edge on December 18, 2013, 10:33:49 PM
I went to see The Hobbit with some friends. The guy I like was among them. He sat next to me while we were waiting for everyone to show up, talked to me, and sat next to me while we were in the theatre. He seemed genuinely glad to hang out with me.
He's straight. I have no chance in heck.
Aww, but you never know people are funny...
So how was Hobbit 2?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 04:25:47 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 04:25:47 AM
I broke my glasses, went to the optician and have to have them replace - no repair possible ::)
I walked in and the staff member said 'Hi Cindy how are you?' I've never met her before!!
My fame precedes me!! :laugh:
I walked in and the staff member said 'Hi Cindy how are you?' I've never met her before!!
My fame precedes me!! :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: svaso on December 19, 2013, 04:38:06 AM
Post by: svaso on December 19, 2013, 04:38:06 AM
The other day at work, my boss and I were arguing over something and in a backhand comment, he said your 'a damn woman' :o . Some of my coworkers started laughing, but I was a little stunned. I was happy that I was being called a woman, but his context was way out of line. I've always present at work male, and never let on to anybody yet, but I have gotten a lot of comments alluding toward my transition.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 04:41:56 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 04:41:56 AM
Quote from: svaso on December 19, 2013, 04:38:06 AM
The other day at work, my boss and I were arguing over something and in a backhand comment, he said your 'a damn woman' :o . Some of my coworkers started laughing, but I was a little stunned. I was happy that I was being called a woman, but his context was way out of line. I've always present at work male, and never let on to anybody yet, but I have gotten a lot of comments alluding toward my transition.
Lots of people know before we admit it!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: svaso on December 19, 2013, 04:51:48 AM
Post by: svaso on December 19, 2013, 04:51:48 AM
I more or less enjoys some of those comments. I think it will make it easier when I do come out at work. Just passing the mirror, I say,'wow, you've come a long way, baby'.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 04:55:20 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 04:55:20 AM
I remember coming out and so many people just reacted with 'I was wondering when you were going to admit it'
We try to lie to ourselves but we a living a lie and people who care for us can see through that.
We try to lie to ourselves but we a living a lie and people who care for us can see through that.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: svaso on December 19, 2013, 05:05:20 AM
Post by: svaso on December 19, 2013, 05:05:20 AM
I feel like that will be the reaction I will get. I can remember most phobe comments I used to here around the office, but they mostly diminished. The comments I hear now are usually positive. The rest is up to me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 05:08:59 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 05:08:59 AM
We control our destiny, and you are a very pretty woman. If you look like that at work ...............well :laugh: No wonder they are confused!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 19, 2013, 05:13:21 AM
Post by: Edge on December 19, 2013, 05:13:21 AM
Quote from: MiaOhMya! on December 19, 2013, 04:19:48 AMGood, but they added an elf/Kili romance.
Aww, but you never know people are funny...
So how was Hobbit 2?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 19, 2013, 08:30:25 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 19, 2013, 08:30:25 AM
Quote from: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 05:08:59 AM
We control our destiny,
You could add (up to a point) in reality we don't control as much as we wish to. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 19, 2013, 08:42:28 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 19, 2013, 08:42:28 AM
Quote from: Shantel on December 19, 2013, 08:30:25 AM
You could add (up to a point) in reality we don't control as much as we wish to. :)
I like to think of it as... we have complete control over our own actions and no control over others'; the limits imposed upon us are external and can be overcome; and every action we take has a consequence that may further limit us or reduce our limitations.
Perhaps that's a bit too simple... but all limitations can be overcome. The question is whether it's worth it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on December 19, 2013, 10:48:17 AM
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on December 19, 2013, 10:48:17 AM
So today I went to my therapist to talk about the wierd looks I keep getting in public when im in boy mode (that , made me sad :-\ )
I told him that when I go out as a boy people stare at me, and then he goes like
"who told you that you look like a boy "
"eeeh" I really hadnt noticed , I look completely androgynous...
therapist said that like this people will always look at me cause an androgynous person /feminine boy is much more scandalous than a norma girl :/
im getting there i guess...
anyway,,,the thing that Im starting to not look like a guy made happy , even if it means getting stared at :)
I told him that when I go out as a boy people stare at me, and then he goes like
"who told you that you look like a boy "
"eeeh" I really hadnt noticed , I look completely androgynous...
therapist said that like this people will always look at me cause an androgynous person /feminine boy is much more scandalous than a norma girl :/
im getting there i guess...
anyway,,,the thing that Im starting to not look like a guy made happy , even if it means getting stared at :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 10:53:51 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 19, 2013, 10:53:51 AM
Quote from: Shantel on December 19, 2013, 08:30:25 AM
You could add (up to a point) in reality we don't control as much as we wish to. :)
I disagree. I control my destiny because I do not allow others to control it.
I accept the influence of nature, but not the influence of others.
Why should I? Do I control them?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 19, 2013, 11:12:31 AM
Post by: Edge on December 19, 2013, 11:12:31 AM
Hmm. In this case, would destiny be the sum of all the little choices one makes? I mean, life happens and other people happen and one can't really control that, but one can control how they act and react and what they choose to do. Added all together and it makes a path. I guess. My mind is odd today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 19, 2013, 01:13:13 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 19, 2013, 01:13:13 PM
Quote from: Edge on December 19, 2013, 11:12:31 AM
Hmm. In this case, would destiny be the sum of all the little choices one makes? I mean, life happens and other people happen and one can't really control that, but one can control how they act and react and what they choose to do. Added all together and it makes a path. I guess. My mind is odd today.
Your mind is fine today Edge, that was the gist of what my response to Cindy was suggesting. Beyond our own choices we really don't have control. We can set a course but really have no control over what the future actually holds for us.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on December 19, 2013, 01:28:07 PM
Post by: Edge on December 19, 2013, 01:28:07 PM
I find that is still more control than other people think. Then again, most people I talk to are in their early twenties and don't really know what they want yet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 19, 2013, 04:38:36 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 19, 2013, 04:38:36 PM
I flipped out at an instructor today and got in a bit of trouble, but when my friend (the only one here who knows I'm actually male) came to calm me down and we both needed the toilet, so we walked over to them together. She just stopped at the bottom of the stairs (guys are downstairs and girls are in the same place on the floor above) and tried to make me go in to cheer me up. I refused because I don't trust my ability to pass when I'm in my uniform, and a lot of people know me. I didn't really want anything kicking off surrounded by massive navy guys either, and I was in enough trouble anyway.
Turned out I was right not to as my instructor came looking for me and was at the bottom of the stairs when we came down, and someone else in my class came out the gents a moment later, but it's still good to know I really am seen as me by her.
Turned out I was right not to as my instructor came looking for me and was at the bottom of the stairs when we came down, and someone else in my class came out the gents a moment later, but it's still good to know I really am seen as me by her.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 20, 2013, 01:05:47 AM
Post by: King Malachite on December 20, 2013, 01:05:47 AM
Happy- My sister just had her baby not too long ago and it was a boy. YES!
Unhappy- Now there's an extra person I have to spend money on for Christmas.... Heck, now my sister has three children. Ugh.....
Unhappy- Now there's an extra person I have to spend money on for Christmas.... Heck, now my sister has three children. Ugh.....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 20, 2013, 08:19:59 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 20, 2013, 08:19:59 AM
Happy:
(A bit NSFW)
http://i.imgur.com/DhzKURP.jpg
Unhappy:
God, that was the worst pain I have experienced. I so much wanted to cry, but screaming, not just the fluid dripping from the eyes.
(A bit NSFW)
http://i.imgur.com/DhzKURP.jpg
Unhappy:
God, that was the worst pain I have experienced. I so much wanted to cry, but screaming, not just the fluid dripping from the eyes.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SlateRDays on December 20, 2013, 04:45:15 PM
Post by: SlateRDays on December 20, 2013, 04:45:15 PM
Unhappy: I have to survive the caffeine crash tonight and minor insomnia
Happy: I enjoyed the treat since I hadn't had it in some time
Happy: I enjoyed the treat since I hadn't had it in some time
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 20, 2013, 07:25:00 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 20, 2013, 07:25:00 PM
Quote from: SlateRDays on December 20, 2013, 04:45:15 PM
Unhappy: I have to survive the caffeine crash tonight and minor insomnia
Happy: I enjoyed the treat since I hadn't had it in some time
What was it, just coffee?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SlateRDays on December 20, 2013, 08:38:20 PM
Post by: SlateRDays on December 20, 2013, 08:38:20 PM
Quote from: Shantel on December 20, 2013, 07:25:00 PM
What was it, just coffee?
3 candy bars and a coffee. I'm a tad bit tweakish. I'm going to see if I can burn the energy before I go to sleep later.
unhappy: Frustrated I can't wear a silicone or cyberskin(masho's material) packer near my skin without odd irritation.
happy: I sewed my own. And this may go into the what did you learn section but, I now have a visual idea of how phalloplasty is done and can understand why creating the glans is difficult without it going completely flat.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 20, 2013, 09:13:32 PM
Post by: King Malachite on December 20, 2013, 09:13:32 PM
Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on December 20, 2013, 10:26:11 AM
Happy - ditto
Unhappy - more kids means higher chance of people in my family not wanting me around in case I confuse the children if I come out.
I haven't really thought about that, but I suppose that's true as well. As my family increases, I feel more distant from them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 20, 2013, 09:17:47 PM
Post by: Shantel on December 20, 2013, 09:17:47 PM
Quote from: SlateRDays on December 20, 2013, 08:38:20 PM
3 candy bars and a coffee. I'm a tad bit tweakish. I'm going to see if I can burn the energy before I go to sleep later.
unhappy: Frustrated I can't wear a silicone or cyberskin(masho's material) packer near my skin without odd irritation.
happy: I sewed my own. And this may go into the what did you learn section but, I now have a visual idea of how phalloplasty is done and can understand why creating the glans is difficult without it going completely flat.
I understand, the sugar should act as a downer over the coffee and put you to sleep eventually. I can't relate to packers but we do have an engineer in the MtF forum occasionally that hails from New Zealand (Isabelle) and who picked the brains of several FtM folks on what they needed in a good packer and was thinking of developing something that would be marketable. You might bring it up in the FtM forums and ask about it....I dunno! Meanwhile put that tree up and have a nice Christmas!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JRD on December 21, 2013, 01:30:33 PM
Post by: JRD on December 21, 2013, 01:30:33 PM
I got the siding washed on my house today, but I exhausted myself doing it. I can't really do much overhead with my arms anymore. Its actually always been a little that way, but its much worse now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 01:34:01 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 01:34:01 PM
Happy: My dad comes home today.
Unhappy: My dad comes home today.
Unhappy: My dad comes home today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 02:06:53 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 02:06:53 PM
Quote from: Willow on December 21, 2013, 01:34:01 PM
Happy: My dad comes home today.
Unhappy: My dad comes home today.
Sounds like a bit of anxiety. I hope it goes well with your dad, since he seems to be willing to accept you. Or am I remembering wrong?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 02:46:28 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 02:46:28 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 02:06:53 PMHe seems willing, but I'm afraid he'll rescind it on account of my poor grades.
Sounds like a bit of anxiety. I hope it goes well with your dad, since he seems to be willing to accept you. Or am I remembering wrong?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:00:12 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:00:12 PM
Quote from: Willow on December 21, 2013, 02:46:28 PM
He seems willing, but I'm afraid he'll rescind it on account of my poor grades.
If he does, he is pretty shallow. You love people for who they are, not their grades.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 03:13:46 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 03:13:46 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:00:12 PMI don't think he'll be happy about my major change either. Psychology orange within his realm of jobs where it's actually useful to go to college for. I think he'd rather love me as a computer scientist than a psychologist.
If he does, he is pretty shallow. You love people for who they are, not their grades.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:19:16 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:19:16 PM
Quote from: Willow on December 21, 2013, 03:13:46 PM
I don't think he'll be happy about my major change either. Psychology orange within his realm of jobs where it's actually useful to go to college for. I think he'd rather love me as a computer scientist than a psychologist.
Perhaps, but it is more important that you love your choices and can both succeed and be happy with your career as well as personal life.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:20:31 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:20:31 PM
All my posts from last night have disappeared.
Maybe I said something bad.
Maybe I said something bad.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 03:45:15 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 03:45:15 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:19:16 PMThat's what I think too.
Perhaps, but it is more important that you love your choices and can both succeed and be happy with your career as well as personal life.
Dad just wants me to have money. To pay him back for school maybe?
Mom had had me working for hey all day and finally said thank you.
She said thank you to him, not to me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 06:07:56 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 06:07:56 PM
or your dad might think that money aids happiness, and it can. Money is often seen as a sign of success. Sadly it is often not a bringer of happiness on its own.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 21, 2013, 06:12:14 PM
Post by: Cindy on December 21, 2013, 06:12:14 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:20:31 PM
All my posts from last night have disappeared.
Maybe I said something bad.
Which posts?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 06:16:08 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 06:16:08 PM
Quote from: Cindy on December 21, 2013, 06:12:14 PMA couple in the happy/unhappy threads and one in the avatar one. 2 posts were relevant to not exist. You know about those.
Which posts?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 21, 2013, 06:21:59 PM
Post by: Cindy on December 21, 2013, 06:21:59 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 06:16:08 PM
A couple in the happy/unhappy threads and one in the avatar one. 2 posts were relevant to not exist. You know about those.
Nothing in the mod log, I'm just off to give Rebecca her lunch so will have a look later. I see FA is on send him a pm.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on December 21, 2013, 06:26:38 PM
Post by: Devlyn on December 21, 2013, 06:26:38 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 21, 2013, 03:20:31 PM
All my posts from last night have disappeared.
Maybe I said something bad.
You've been BANNED from making posts last night. Wait, wrong thread.....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 06:36:15 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 21, 2013, 06:36:15 PM
The only money that makes me happy are money for FFS and SRS.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on December 21, 2013, 08:19:11 PM
Post by: Constance on December 21, 2013, 08:19:11 PM
I was the only regular of the Transgender Parents Support Group at the meeting today. But, there were two new FTMs who came looking for support as both intend to be parents in the near future.
So, yeah. It was me and the 2 new guys. While that was a little disappointing, it was still a great conversation.
So, yeah. It was me and the 2 new guys. While that was a little disappointing, it was still a great conversation.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on December 21, 2013, 08:21:28 PM
Post by: Devlyn on December 21, 2013, 08:21:28 PM
Is this a new group? Good thing you were there, either way. Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ToxicFox on December 22, 2013, 07:36:58 PM
Post by: ToxicFox on December 22, 2013, 07:36:58 PM
I woke up depressed today due to my coming out to my father going badly and when I realized he wasn't going to leave the house like he usually does I went online to talk to some gaming friends. I talked with them for a bit and they tried to cheer me up so I told them why I was depressed and they took it fine. I think they kinda already knew because they often teased me about being a girl secretly... Anyways that picked me up enough for me to go out and get some food. I'm still trying to avoid my dad until I figure out what to do.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SlateRDays on December 23, 2013, 05:56:21 PM
Post by: SlateRDays on December 23, 2013, 05:56:21 PM
My father gave away my snow shoveling duty to a male neighbor, because of "female problems" last week that prevented me from shoveling the snow causing their to be a thick sheet of ice on the front porch. Can't wait til this atleast gets taken care of. I really like my manual labor.
The good thing is today was not bad. Got exercise from walking around crowded stores and helped an older woman find what she was looking for. Found most of the items on the list and no broken candy canes either.
The good thing is today was not bad. Got exercise from walking around crowded stores and helped an older woman find what she was looking for. Found most of the items on the list and no broken candy canes either.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 23, 2013, 09:50:00 PM
Post by: King Malachite on December 23, 2013, 09:50:00 PM
Happy- My mom brought a little ceasars pizaz
Unhappy- I put it in the oven when it's off like I usually do (and she knows it), but for some reason she decides to turn the oven on to prepare to cook a steak without checking if anything was inside, and half of the box burned and she had to run water over it and the rest of the pizza....
Unhappy- I put it in the oven when it's off like I usually do (and she knows it), but for some reason she decides to turn the oven on to prepare to cook a steak without checking if anything was inside, and half of the box burned and she had to run water over it and the rest of the pizza....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 24, 2013, 12:40:55 AM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 24, 2013, 12:40:55 AM
$5 Hot n' Ready Malachite? I haven't bought a "real" pizza from Little Ceasars before the cheap ones are yummy.
Happy: Several Chrissy presents I ordered online arrived today in time for Christmas...
Unhappy: ...yet one parcel didn't arrive but it is showing as "delivered to front door". It is lost!! >:( It has pressies inside for 3 family members and now I can't afford to run out to the shops and buy replacements. The company offered a refund, which takes 2-3 business days, way too late. I cried for like 30 minutes I was just so frustrated...I just want to be able to give them their gifts on Christmas and now I can't even get anything in time for Boxing Day. :'( :'(
Happy: Several Chrissy presents I ordered online arrived today in time for Christmas...
Unhappy: ...yet one parcel didn't arrive but it is showing as "delivered to front door". It is lost!! >:( It has pressies inside for 3 family members and now I can't afford to run out to the shops and buy replacements. The company offered a refund, which takes 2-3 business days, way too late. I cried for like 30 minutes I was just so frustrated...I just want to be able to give them their gifts on Christmas and now I can't even get anything in time for Boxing Day. :'( :'(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 24, 2013, 12:48:21 AM
Post by: King Malachite on December 24, 2013, 12:48:21 AM
Yup the $5 hot n ready. ^_^ I love that deal. It's a good pizza for a good price. I just ate another slice of that pizza. I always love it when it tastes like burnt cardboard......
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on December 24, 2013, 12:52:33 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on December 24, 2013, 12:52:33 AM
Quote from: MiaOhMya! on December 24, 2013, 12:40:55 AM
$5 Hot n' Ready Malachite?
In the absence of a comma, I misread this ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 24, 2013, 01:09:06 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 24, 2013, 01:09:06 AM
Gwynne, get your mind out of the... you know.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 24, 2013, 01:26:13 AM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 24, 2013, 01:26:13 AM
Quote from: GeWnYnNyNwEg on December 24, 2013, 12:52:33 AM
In the absence of a comma, I misread this ;D
...Or did you?? ;) :)
Oh BTW Malachite my BF had me watch Children of the Corn for the first time the other day...now whenever I see you I'm reminded of....:
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:P
(In the film his name's Malachi)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 24, 2013, 07:11:35 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 24, 2013, 07:11:35 AM
Happy: Confirmed my endo appointment for the second time.
Unhappy: Zero confidence it won't be cancelled on me.
I'll be showing up and waiting until my appointment, whenever it might be. That's all I know...
Unhappy: Zero confidence it won't be cancelled on me.
I'll be showing up and waiting until my appointment, whenever it might be. That's all I know...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 24, 2013, 07:37:34 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 24, 2013, 07:37:34 AM
Quote from: Joules on December 24, 2013, 07:29:45 AM
Silly rabbit! You are just fretting yourself into a hole. Relax!
Thanks ;D
For anxiety, there's nothing like having them screw up an important appointment you make 3 months out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 24, 2013, 08:20:53 AM
Post by: King Malachite on December 24, 2013, 08:20:53 AM
Quote from: GeWnYnNyNwEg on December 24, 2013, 12:52:33 AM
In the absence of a comma, I misread this ;D
Please, I'm worth at least $7. 8)
Quote from: MiaOhMya! on December 24, 2013, 01:26:13 AM
...Or did you?? ;) :)
Oh BTW Malachite my BF had me watch Children of the Corn for the first time the other day...now whenever I see you I'm reminded of....:
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:P
(In the film his name's Malachi)
Lol I was wondering about the reference.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Amelia Pond on December 24, 2013, 08:23:25 AM
Post by: Amelia Pond on December 24, 2013, 08:23:25 AM
HAPPY: The Doctor Who Christmas special is only a day away! :icon_dance:
UNHAPPY: I'm going to miss Matt Smith as the Doctor. :icon_cry2:
UNHAPPY: I'm going to miss Matt Smith as the Doctor. :icon_cry2:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 24, 2013, 12:14:08 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 24, 2013, 12:14:08 PM
I got my Christmas presents a day early because I'll not be around to see this bit of my family tomorrow.
I'm feeling like an ungrateful swine because my grandparents spent £75 on a gilet and t-shirt set that I'll never touch.
I'm glad that as soon as they went my mum picked it up and asked if I was going to wear it. True she did try to point out that it's only brown and blue, and I could do with something warm, but it's the shade of blue, and the cut, and the labels, and I just can't. I'll let her take it back and hope that they just shut up and keep the money for themselves.
I'm feeling like an ungrateful swine because my grandparents spent £75 on a gilet and t-shirt set that I'll never touch.
I'm glad that as soon as they went my mum picked it up and asked if I was going to wear it. True she did try to point out that it's only brown and blue, and I could do with something warm, but it's the shade of blue, and the cut, and the labels, and I just can't. I'll let her take it back and hope that they just shut up and keep the money for themselves.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rachel85 on December 27, 2013, 04:44:51 AM
Post by: Rachel85 on December 27, 2013, 04:44:51 AM
Happy? I spent about 8 hours shopping today, LOVED IT! OMG! So many amazing specials!
Unhappy? I will need to pay my credit card some time in the future... damn!
Unhappy? I will need to pay my credit card some time in the future... damn!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on December 27, 2013, 04:50:10 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on December 27, 2013, 04:50:10 AM
They got you did they Rachel.
It looked like madness at the shops today.
I ran away quickly as I hate it myself.
It looked like madness at the shops today.
I ran away quickly as I hate it myself.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on December 27, 2013, 05:09:28 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on December 27, 2013, 05:09:28 AM
I can't say how surprised I was at how few people were in walmart.
Luckily I go back again today. Maybe the people will have shown?
Luckily I go back again today. Maybe the people will have shown?
Title: Happy / unhappy
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 28, 2013, 05:19:53 AM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on December 28, 2013, 05:19:53 AM
Happy:
My cold is starting to die
Unhappy:
I woke up with a tank in my underwear. It's been operating all the night...
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I need estrogen, and I need it now... (Singing like Rob Manuel)
My cold is starting to die
Unhappy:
I woke up with a tank in my underwear. It's been operating all the night...
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I need estrogen, and I need it now... (Singing like Rob Manuel)
Title: Re: Happy / unhappy
Post by: Shantel on December 28, 2013, 10:22:46 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 28, 2013, 10:22:46 AM
Quote from: Dream Is Over on December 28, 2013, 05:19:53 AM
Happy:
My cold is starting to die
Unhappy:
I woke up with a tank in my underwear. It's been operating all the night...
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I need estrogen, and I need it now... (Singing like Rob Manuel)
Hah, nothing to be overly concerned about as long as it didn't fire off any unwanted rounds.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on December 28, 2013, 12:20:12 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on December 28, 2013, 12:20:12 PM
Happy: I started the process of bidding adieu to my facial hair
Unhappy: YEEEEEOOOOOUUUUUUCHHHHH!!!!! :o
Unhappy: YEEEEEOOOOOUUUUUUCHHHHH!!!!! :o
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 29, 2013, 01:14:20 AM
Post by: V M on December 29, 2013, 01:14:20 AM
One of my neighbors came to show me her arm, it looked infected so I called the EMTs :-\
The EMT's wouldn't stop shaking my hand and thanking me saying that I probably saved my neighbor's arm
The EMT's wouldn't stop shaking my hand and thanking me saying that I probably saved my neighbor's arm
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 03:13:47 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 03:13:47 AM
Quote from: V M on December 29, 2013, 01:14:20 AM
One of my neighbors came to show me her arm, it looked infected so I called the EMTs :-\
The EMT's wouldn't stop shaking my hand and thanking me saying that I probably saved my neighbor's arm
and I thought Cindy had original ways of meeting men.
Good thing you did call though if it was that bad. Why didn't your neighbor call in the first place?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 29, 2013, 03:55:36 AM
Post by: V M on December 29, 2013, 03:55:36 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 03:13:47 AM
and I thought Cindy had original ways of meeting men.
Good thing you did call though if it was that bad. Why didn't your neighbor call in the first place?
Her arm was pretty bad
Unfortunately her mental and physical capacities are somewhat limited, It was just luck that I had decided to go for a walk and found her on the hallway and was able to get her back into her place and call
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on December 29, 2013, 04:00:20 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 29, 2013, 04:00:20 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 03:13:47 AM
and I thought Cindy had original ways of meeting men.
Good thing you did call though if it was that bad. Why didn't your neighbor call in the first place?
I resent that remark, I haven't had the emergency services in ..... weeks!
Not like Virginia who cow eyed up to some fancy ER guy, bet she was wearing her cute nurse uniform
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 29, 2013, 04:32:22 AM
Post by: V M on December 29, 2013, 04:32:22 AM
LOL... I cornered all three of them and slapped them about until they said they liked it then all of us went over and laughed like hyenas at my neighbor with the messed up arm then we went raising hell all over town blaring the siren with me sitting on the roof of the ambulance and making a point of flippin' the cops the bird and that was just the start of things
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 05:08:28 AM
Post by: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 05:08:28 AM
Another adventure and here I sit.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on December 29, 2013, 10:08:16 AM
Post by: Shantel on December 29, 2013, 10:08:16 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 05:08:28 AM
Another adventure and here I sit.
Surely that last segment was a Walter Mitty adventure, got to hand it to Virginia for having a remarkable imagination though! :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 12:30:09 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 29, 2013, 12:30:09 PM
Quote from: Shantel on December 29, 2013, 10:08:16 AM
Surely that last segment was a Walter Mitty adventure, got to hand it to Virginia for having a remarkable imagination though! :D
I'm sure it was, still a fun read.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 30, 2013, 05:20:38 PM
Post by: V M on December 30, 2013, 05:20:38 PM
My internet was down yesterday, and although I am glad it was back up today, it's been a real drag wading through the email inbox hell
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on December 30, 2013, 08:19:51 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on December 30, 2013, 08:19:51 PM
One of the chefs at my old work walked out today, I'm glad that he's got out of there because the landlord is a horrible person and a terrible boss, but I feel sorry for the chef that he's left there and I don't know what he's going to do here as the last I heard he was living a flat with a massive hole in his kitchen floor, and his partner can't work because she's a hairdresser but because her Romanian qualifications aren't accepted over here no one will give her a job.
The remaining chef was on the phone telling my mother they needed her to go in to make puddings tomorrow (her part time job) and when he told her she jokingly offered my services as I'm up here for Christmas. I heard her and said I wouldn't mind too much if they needed me, he went to check with the landlord who said he would cover the missing chef, and came back on the phone practically begging because the last thing they need on NYE is having the landlord constantly in the kitchen shouting and swearing at all the staff. I agreed to work as long as it was cash in hand.
So I'll be out the house with a purpose for once because having two weeks off is going my head in, shame I'll be working there again (it's got much worse since I left) and doing something I'm not wholly comfortable with (I was mostly waiting staff, only started dealing food a little a month or so before I left). I was told I could go in scruffy old clothes so not to get dragged into anything remotely front of house which is a relief because I don't know if I could cope with getting into my female clothes again after so long.
It'll be good to do something again, and helping them out, I just wonder how bad it'll really be. And if I'll know what I'm doing with only a 15 minute crash course/refresher.
The remaining chef was on the phone telling my mother they needed her to go in to make puddings tomorrow (her part time job) and when he told her she jokingly offered my services as I'm up here for Christmas. I heard her and said I wouldn't mind too much if they needed me, he went to check with the landlord who said he would cover the missing chef, and came back on the phone practically begging because the last thing they need on NYE is having the landlord constantly in the kitchen shouting and swearing at all the staff. I agreed to work as long as it was cash in hand.
So I'll be out the house with a purpose for once because having two weeks off is going my head in, shame I'll be working there again (it's got much worse since I left) and doing something I'm not wholly comfortable with (I was mostly waiting staff, only started dealing food a little a month or so before I left). I was told I could go in scruffy old clothes so not to get dragged into anything remotely front of house which is a relief because I don't know if I could cope with getting into my female clothes again after so long.
It'll be good to do something again, and helping them out, I just wonder how bad it'll really be. And if I'll know what I'm doing with only a 15 minute crash course/refresher.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 30, 2013, 08:40:13 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 30, 2013, 08:40:13 PM
Had an excellent lamb burger at the pub.
My dad in his friends are totally immature, and to be honest really embarrasing to be around. They also wouldn't listen to me for answers for trivia. I especially dislike having his girlfriend around me.
My dad in his friends are totally immature, and to be honest really embarrasing to be around. They also wouldn't listen to me for answers for trivia. I especially dislike having his girlfriend around me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on December 30, 2013, 10:06:55 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on December 30, 2013, 10:06:55 PM
Quote from: Willow on December 30, 2013, 08:40:13 PM
Had an excellent lamb burger at the pub.
My dad in his friends are totally immature, and to be honest really embarrasing to be around. They also wouldn't listen to me for answers for trivia. I especially dislike having his girlfriend around me.
Lamb burger? I dig it!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on December 31, 2013, 05:28:08 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on December 31, 2013, 05:28:08 PM
Happy: Walked around the AIr Force museum for hours, even finding a few things I never noticed before.
Unhappy: My knee hurts.
Happy: I get to go with dad for food.
Unhappy: His girlfriend is still going with him
Happy: I'm OK with that as long as I get something to eat.
Unhappy: I was invited because he also invited his very immature best friend.
I'm not affiliated with those people...
Unhappy: My knee hurts.
Happy: I get to go with dad for food.
Unhappy: His girlfriend is still going with him
Happy: I'm OK with that as long as I get something to eat.
Unhappy: I was invited because he also invited his very immature best friend.
I'm not affiliated with those people...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 31, 2013, 05:51:24 PM
Post by: V M on December 31, 2013, 05:51:24 PM
Quote from: Shantel on December 29, 2013, 10:08:16 AM
Surely that last segment was a Walter Mitty adventure, got to hand it to Virginia for having a remarkable imagination though! :D
LOL... I was being a bit facetious >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 31, 2013, 09:57:07 PM
Post by: Shaina on December 31, 2013, 09:57:07 PM
Happy: Malachite is wonderful and I'm glad to experience new love during the new year. :icon_love:
Unhappy: I can't make out with him at midnight! :-*
Unhappy: I can't make out with him at midnight! :-*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 31, 2013, 10:15:35 PM
Post by: King Malachite on December 31, 2013, 10:15:35 PM
Quote from: Shaina on December 31, 2013, 09:57:07 PM
Happy: Malachite is wonderful and I'm glad to experience new love during the new year. :icon_love:
Unhappy: I can't make out with him at midnight! :-*
Rawr! Awww well a phone kiss can be lovely, right before turning into zombies. :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shaina on December 31, 2013, 10:19:17 PM
Post by: Shaina on December 31, 2013, 10:19:17 PM
Quote from: Malachite on December 31, 2013, 10:15:35 PM
Rawr! Awww well a phone kiss can be lovely, right before turning into zombies. :D
Aww you're so weird, in the best way!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on December 31, 2013, 10:22:37 PM
Post by: King Malachite on December 31, 2013, 10:22:37 PM
Quote from: Shaina on December 31, 2013, 10:19:17 PM
Aww you're so weird, in the best way!
As are you. 8)
Non weirdness is overrated
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on December 31, 2013, 11:29:23 PM
Post by: LordKAT on December 31, 2013, 11:29:23 PM
Quote from: Malachite on December 31, 2013, 10:22:37 PM
Non weirdness is overrated
Totally agreed, the 'normal' people I meet are some of the worst people that have ever lived.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 01, 2014, 01:10:12 AM
Post by: LordKAT on January 01, 2014, 01:10:12 AM
It is just playing 'ketchup'...a silly game that counters play.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 01, 2014, 01:13:39 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 01, 2014, 01:13:39 AM
Quote from: Joules on January 01, 2014, 01:11:23 AM
ahhh, has some delay in it, never noticed before lol
It's time dilation, Julie. ;D
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 01, 2014, 04:42:04 AM
Post by: King Malachite on January 01, 2014, 04:42:04 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on December 31, 2013, 11:29:23 PM
Totally agreed, the 'normal' people I meet are some of the worst people that have ever lived.
Same here- I'll take kind weirdness over uneeded hostility any day.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 02, 2014, 12:50:35 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 02, 2014, 12:50:35 PM
Unhappy: Spent enough money for a pair of shoes today.
Happy: It went to a good cause :)
Happy: It went to a good cause :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on January 02, 2014, 02:30:23 PM
Post by: Jamie D on January 02, 2014, 02:30:23 PM
Quote from: Switzerland on January 01, 2014, 01:13:39 AM
It's time dilation, Julie. ;D
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 02, 2014, 11:25:29 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 02, 2014, 11:25:29 PM
Quote from: Jamie D on January 02, 2014, 02:30:23 PM
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I'm left-handed. Does the rule still apply? :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 02, 2014, 11:46:22 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 02, 2014, 11:46:22 PM
Happy- My mom brought some sirloin burger vegetable soup in a can
Unhappy- It's not the NFL kind
I was talking about how I liked the NFL kind, but I know she's not able to afford it so I'm happy that she actually just remembered I liked that type of soup and got two cans of that and a can chicken and dumplings. Even if it wasn't name brand, I still appreciate the effort on her part and I can't wait to eat a can later on today.
Unhappy- It's not the NFL kind
I was talking about how I liked the NFL kind, but I know she's not able to afford it so I'm happy that she actually just remembered I liked that type of soup and got two cans of that and a can chicken and dumplings. Even if it wasn't name brand, I still appreciate the effort on her part and I can't wait to eat a can later on today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on January 03, 2014, 03:25:04 PM
Post by: big kim on January 03, 2014, 03:25:04 PM
Happy I am going ash blonde and saving money at the hairdressers
Unhappy most people think it's grey
Unhappy most people think it's grey
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on January 04, 2014, 03:48:19 AM
Post by: Jamie D on January 04, 2014, 03:48:19 AM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 02, 2014, 11:25:29 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.clker.com%2Fcliparts%2Fc%2F8%2Ff%2F8%2F11949865511933397169thumbs_up_nathan_eady_01.svg.hi.png&hash=ccf0d565e5bd3013d0b870cb603522bb1fba8425)
I'm left-handed. Does the rule still apply? :-\
In the mirror universe!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 04, 2014, 01:47:11 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 04, 2014, 01:47:11 PM
My dog came to see me. :) But when I went to give her a kiss, she farted AND had bad breath...the fart and the breath smelled nearly identical.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JRD on January 04, 2014, 07:26:36 PM
Post by: JRD on January 04, 2014, 07:26:36 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 04, 2014, 01:47:11 PMIf she's anything like my dog was, probably licking her butt just before kissing you.
My dog came to see me. :) But when I went to give her a kiss, she farted AND had bad breath...the fart and the breath smelled nearly identical.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 11:51:28 AM
Post by: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 11:51:28 AM
Quote from: n/a on January 04, 2014, 07:26:36 PM
If she's anything like my dog was, probably licking her butt just before kissing you.
Sounds familiar, didn't I say that same thing to you and you said something like, "oh no, not my lil precious, he wouldn't do that to me!" :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 05, 2014, 12:33:20 PM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 05, 2014, 12:33:20 PM
I love animals they are so genuine. :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JRD on January 05, 2014, 12:38:15 PM
Post by: JRD on January 05, 2014, 12:38:15 PM
Quote from: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 11:51:28 AMActually, I'm pretty sure he brushed his teeth and used Listerine before he kissed me.
Sounds familiar, didn't I say that same thing to you and you said something like, "oh no, not my lil precious, he wouldn't do that to me!" :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 12:45:47 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 12:45:47 PM
Quote from: n/a on January 05, 2014, 12:38:15 PM
Actually, I'm pretty sure he brushed his teeth and used Listerine before he kissed me.
I'm beginning to think that isn't real tobacco in your smokes sweetheart! :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JRD on January 05, 2014, 12:48:21 PM
Post by: JRD on January 05, 2014, 12:48:21 PM
Quote from: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 12:45:47 PMCurently, I'm trying to go to vaping for a bit. My brother gave me one and I'm supposed to see if I can go without smoking a real cigarette.
I'm beginning to think that isn't real tobacco in your smokes sweetheart! :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 12:55:39 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 05, 2014, 12:55:39 PM
Quote from: n/a on January 05, 2014, 12:48:21 PM
Curently, I'm trying to go to vaping for a bit. My brother gave me one and I'm supposed to see if I can go without smoking a real cigarette.
Sounds like a good plan, hope it works out for you. I finally weened myself off of my 2 pack a day Pall Mall habit back in 76 when they went to 55 cents a pack since they are manufactured for less than 1/4 cent each I assumed I was paying too much. Looks like you'll be saving some money in the future hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: amZo on January 05, 2014, 09:03:45 PM
Post by: amZo on January 05, 2014, 09:03:45 PM
After 32 months on HRT, I've decided to stop. It makes me both happy and sad. :) :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 05, 2014, 10:23:02 PM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 05, 2014, 10:23:02 PM
Quote from: Joules on January 05, 2014, 09:19:47 PM
wow, that's a big choice Nikko. do you mind, can I ask, what's going on?
Yes I hope it is what you want. Are you just going cold turkey?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 06, 2014, 07:07:25 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 06, 2014, 07:07:25 PM
My sweater looks good on me.
But I can't hide my boobs in it so it's not for outside the house. :( And the sleeves are a little long.
I swear when I get surgery I will buy a whole new wardrobe, because I won't have to dictate my choices based on hiding massive lumps of flesh.
But I can't hide my boobs in it so it's not for outside the house. :( And the sleeves are a little long.
I swear when I get surgery I will buy a whole new wardrobe, because I won't have to dictate my choices based on hiding massive lumps of flesh.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 06, 2014, 07:10:51 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 06, 2014, 07:10:51 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 06, 2014, 07:07:25 PM
My sweater looks good on me.
But I can't hide my boobs in it so it's not for outside the house. :( And the sleeves are a little long.
I swear when I get surgery I will buy a whole new wardrobe, because I won't have to dictate my choices based on hiding massive lumps of flesh.
O hell they're not that massive unless you're turning into that person in your avatar! lol :D ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 06, 2014, 07:15:07 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 06, 2014, 07:15:07 PM
Unhappy-There was a spider in the sink.
Happy- I ran hot water on it until it was dead. If he came in because it was cold, well, that solved it's problem. He will never have to worry about ever being cold again.
Happy- I ran hot water on it until it was dead. If he came in because it was cold, well, that solved it's problem. He will never have to worry about ever being cold again.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 06, 2014, 07:33:02 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 06, 2014, 07:33:02 PM
Quote from: Malachite on January 06, 2014, 07:15:07 PM
Unhappy-There was a spider in the sink.
Happy- I ran hot water on it until it was dead. If he came in because it was cold, well, that solved it's problem. He will never have to worry about ever being cold again.
You sent it to the big web in the sky?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on January 06, 2014, 07:40:27 PM
Post by: Jamie D on January 06, 2014, 07:40:27 PM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 05, 2014, 12:38:15 PM
Actually, I'm pretty sure he brushed his teeth and used Listerine before he kissed me.
At least that is better than him brushing his teeth and gargling with Listerine after he kisses you. ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 06, 2014, 07:46:25 PM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 06, 2014, 07:46:25 PM
Quote from: Malachite on January 06, 2014, 07:15:07 PM
Unhappy-There was a spider in the sink.
Happy- I ran hot water on it until it was dead. If he came in because it was cold, well, that solved it's problem. He will never have to worry about ever being cold again.
Omg that is a horrible death malachite! ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on January 06, 2014, 09:56:56 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on January 06, 2014, 09:56:56 PM
I haven't managed to sleep again, got to be up on the bus for work in just under 4 hours, but I did manage to watch Sherlock. It's weird to be watching something popular for the first time in my life.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on January 07, 2014, 10:02:19 AM
Post by: Xhianil on January 07, 2014, 10:02:19 AM
+waking up today it felt as if my dream extended into reality for a few minutes, it felt as if I was female, it was such a great feeling.
-i had to get up, now today I feel even more empty inside...
-i had to get up, now today I feel even more empty inside...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 07, 2014, 10:11:16 AM
Post by: LordKAT on January 07, 2014, 10:11:16 AM
Quote from: Xhianil on January 07, 2014, 10:02:19 AM
+waking up today it felt as if my dream extended into reality for a few minutes, it felt as if I was female, it was such a great feeling.
-i had to get up, now today I feel even more empty inside...
That is me everyday since about 8 years old.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on January 07, 2014, 10:20:09 AM
Post by: Xhianil on January 07, 2014, 10:20:09 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on January 07, 2014, 10:11:16 AM
That is me everyday since about 8 years old.
Its a great feeling while you have it, but the after sucks.
P.S. love your new avatar, the pit bull reminds me of my old dog..
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JRD on January 07, 2014, 04:08:59 PM
Post by: JRD on January 07, 2014, 04:08:59 PM
Working a lot of overtime so checks are going to be pretty good for a while, but thinking it might be nice to have one day where I didn't have to go in, but that's going to be while, they want me and I prefer as well that I keep control of the safe/cash at the store.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 08, 2014, 04:33:59 PM
Post by: Edge on January 08, 2014, 04:33:59 PM
D is in my chem class. I can sit next to him. It's still hopeless. I have feelings. I do not want them. But at the same time, I do. Arg. I sound like a teenage girl.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 08, 2014, 05:12:16 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 08, 2014, 05:12:16 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 08, 2014, 04:33:59 PM
D is in my chem class. I can sit next to him. It's still hopeless. I have feelings. I do not want them. But at the same time, I do. Arg. I sound like a teenage girl.
:)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 08, 2014, 05:49:13 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 08, 2014, 05:49:13 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 08, 2014, 04:33:59 PM
D is in my chem class. I can sit next to him. It's still hopeless. I have feelings. I do not want them. But at the same time, I do. Arg. I sound like a teenage girl.
Or a teenage boy. No real difference, there :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 08, 2014, 05:54:50 PM
Post by: Edge on January 08, 2014, 05:54:50 PM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 08, 2014, 05:49:13 PMI'm 25. :P
Or a teenage boy. No real difference, there :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 08, 2014, 07:48:20 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 08, 2014, 07:48:20 PM
Happy: new therapist things the gatekeeping I got at the school clinic was BS, and so is referring me to an endo off campus, who will do patches and implants rather than only just pills, as the school clinic offers. I'll set up an appointment tomorrow.
Unhappy: The bus on the way back drove right by me, so I had to walk 3 miles in the snow to the bus station downtown so to know where I was, warm up, and use the toilet.
Unhappy: The bus on the way back drove right by me, so I had to walk 3 miles in the snow to the bus station downtown so to know where I was, warm up, and use the toilet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: amZo on January 08, 2014, 09:02:04 PM
Post by: amZo on January 08, 2014, 09:02:04 PM
Quote from: Joules on January 05, 2014, 09:19:47 PM
wow, that's a big choice Nikko. do you mind, can I ask, what's going on?
I don't know exactly. The best I can decide at the moment is 1) I'm simply tired of being on medication. My body struggles with the spiro, it can make me feel bad at times, and 2) I didn't feel bad before HRT, I was pretty happy with my appearance and emotional feelings.
I want to stop for at least three months and see how I feel. Thanks for asking. :)
@ MiaOhMya, haven't gone cold turkey, I'm working on phasing off (keyword is 'working' on it, stopping is hard!).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 08, 2014, 10:02:20 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 08, 2014, 10:02:20 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 08, 2014, 05:54:50 PM
I'm 25. :P
I know. I'm being cheeky.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 08, 2014, 10:58:32 PM
Post by: Edge on January 08, 2014, 10:58:32 PM
lol Are teenage boys like that though? Or is it too girly? I really need to stop worrying about being "too girly." Everyone knows I'm a guy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 08, 2014, 11:06:07 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 08, 2014, 11:06:07 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 08, 2014, 10:58:32 PM
lol Are teenage boys like that though? Or is it too girly? I really need to stop worrying about being "too girly." Everyone knows I'm a guy.
Absolutely, they are. There's just social pressure to pretend they don't.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on January 09, 2014, 01:41:42 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on January 09, 2014, 01:41:42 AM
Back to work after a three week vacation. Believe it or not I was happy to get back to work, for the most part I really like my job and the people I work with. But after three weeks of spending whole or part days lounging around home in the clothes I'd prefer to be wearing all the time it was a bummer to have to represent myself as a guy again. I momentarily considered throwing caution to the wind and going to work in a dress... but then thought better of it. I can't maintain full time yet so impulsive actions would ultimately prove to be disastrous... better to stick to the plan, methinks. :)
This is true!! ;D
Quote from: Gwynne on January 08, 2014, 11:06:07 PM
Absolutely, they are. There's just social pressure to pretend they don't.
This is true!! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 09, 2014, 01:45:52 AM
Post by: Cindy on January 09, 2014, 01:45:52 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on January 09, 2014, 01:41:42 AM
Back to work after a three week vacation. Believe it or not I was happy to get back to work, for the most part I really like my job and the people I work with. But after three weeks of spending whole or part days lounging around home in the clothes I'd prefer to be wearing all the time it was a bummer to have to represent myself as a guy again. I momentarily considered throwing caution to the wind and going to work in a dress... but then thought better of it. I can't maintain full time yet so impulsive actions would ultimately prove to be disastrous... better to stick to the plan, methinks. :)
This is true!! ;D
The genie or in your case the Gracie will pop out of her bottle soon enough Sis.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on January 09, 2014, 02:38:17 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on January 09, 2014, 02:38:17 AM
Have had some amazing progress with E and boobage is strong.
However this morning I had a WTF moment that shook me hard.
I hate it.
However this morning I had a WTF moment that shook me hard.
I hate it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 09, 2014, 03:49:14 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 09, 2014, 03:49:14 AM
Quote from: Shantel on January 06, 2014, 07:10:51 PM
O hell they're not that massive unless you're turning into that person in your avatar! lol :D ;D
The prominence of my belly fat helps to disguise them lol.
I'm happy because I may have surgery sooner...and for free...but unhappy because I realized that gives me not that much time to lose some weight. I understand bigger guys often get dog earring. Sooo. Lol. Guess I just have to do the best I can. I'd rather get it sooner and get a revision later than live with boobs longer than I have to.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 09, 2014, 09:06:14 AM
Post by: Shantel on January 09, 2014, 09:06:14 AM
Quote from: caleb. on January 09, 2014, 03:49:14 AM
The prominence of my belly fat helps to disguise them lol.
I'm happy because I may have surgery sooner...and for free...but unhappy because I realized that gives me not that much time to lose some weight. I understand bigger guys often get dog earring. Sooo. Lol. Guess I just have to do the best I can. I'd rather get it sooner and get a revision later than live with boobs longer than I have to.
I understand how the tummy can camouflage the upper decking, I did that myself back when I was feeling self conscious as a man with boobs. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you on the insurance being forthcoming, it would probably be the end of your body dysphoria, you can lose the excess weight later.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 09, 2014, 04:44:40 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 09, 2014, 04:44:40 PM
Happy- There is a hoagie on the fridge
Unhappy- It has mayonaise on it and I hate that crap.
Unhappy- It has mayonaise on it and I hate that crap.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 09, 2014, 05:27:49 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 09, 2014, 05:27:49 PM
Quote from: Malachite on January 09, 2014, 04:44:40 PM
Unhappy- It has mayonaise on it and I hate that crap.
+1
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 09, 2014, 05:36:54 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 09, 2014, 05:36:54 PM
Quote from: Joules on January 06, 2014, 08:29:14 PM
Happy - My insurance has kicked in from the start of the New Year, got to see my GP today for the first time in six months.
Unhappy - The paperwork is slow in being processed by the insurance, I still couldn't pick up some needed scrips. Also, had a flu shot that made me crash for the rest of the day.
Joules, the avatar photo is a riot, it says it all!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on January 10, 2014, 03:44:23 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on January 10, 2014, 03:44:23 AM
Quote from: Malachite on January 09, 2014, 04:44:40 PM
Happy- There is a hoagie on the fridge
Unhappy- It has mayonaise on it and I hate that crap.
Mayo is gross!! Especially on a sandwich.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 10, 2014, 04:38:22 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 10, 2014, 04:38:22 PM
Unhappy- I found out that none of my cell phone calls were coming through yesterday. I was wondering why no one called.
Happy- My friend left me a message wondering where I was and was concerned for me. It made me glad to know that people care about me.
Indeed
Agreed
Happy- My friend left me a message wondering where I was and was concerned for me. It made me glad to know that people care about me.
Quote from: Gwynne on January 09, 2014, 05:27:49 PM
+1
Indeed
Quote from: KabitTarah on January 10, 2014, 03:44:23 AM
Mayo is gross!! Especially on a sandwich.
Agreed
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 11, 2014, 05:06:31 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 11, 2014, 05:06:31 PM
Quote from: Shantel on January 09, 2014, 09:06:14 AM
I understand how the tummy can camouflage the upper decking, I did that myself back when I was feeling self conscious as a man with boobs. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you on the insurance being forthcoming, it would probably be the end of your body dysphoria, you can lose the excess weight later.
Well, it won't be the end as I've known for a long time I need bottom surgery to feel "complete." But no boobs would make a difference in ways I can't even state.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 11, 2014, 05:36:19 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 11, 2014, 05:36:19 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 11, 2014, 05:06:31 PM
Well, it won't be the end as I've known for a long time I need bottom surgery to feel "complete." But no boobs would make a difference in ways I can't even state.
Yeah, but what about the braces tin grin? :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on January 11, 2014, 05:40:15 PM
Post by: Jamie D on January 11, 2014, 05:40:15 PM
Quote from: Malachite on January 09, 2014, 04:44:40 PM
Happy- There is a hoagie on the fridge
Unhappy- It has mayonaise on it and I hate that crap.
Mayonnaise = God's gift to mankind. ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 11, 2014, 06:17:43 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 11, 2014, 06:17:43 PM
Quote from: Jamie D on January 11, 2014, 05:40:15 PM
Mayonnaise = God's gift to mankind. ;)
I thought that was tribalism.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SlateRDays on January 11, 2014, 06:30:46 PM
Post by: SlateRDays on January 11, 2014, 06:30:46 PM
Happy: Went into Target and did not have one urge to get any Tar-bucks (Target Starbucks)
Unhappy: Though my craving and longing for coffee has now gone and gets easier to manage I'm struggling with the beast named chocolate as the last of the addictions
Unhappy: Though my craving and longing for coffee has now gone and gets easier to manage I'm struggling with the beast named chocolate as the last of the addictions
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: amZo on January 11, 2014, 06:34:59 PM
Post by: amZo on January 11, 2014, 06:34:59 PM
Happy: This...
http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/eats/burrito-vending-machine-arrives-los-angeles-article-1.1575453 (http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/eats/burrito-vending-machine-arrives-los-angeles-article-1.1575453)
Unhappy: I don't live in CA.
Happy again: I live in TX, we'll be getting them soon. However, I think a business did this in my hometown when I was young, not sure this is new. The fact it tastes good from a vending machine may be new though.
http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/eats/burrito-vending-machine-arrives-los-angeles-article-1.1575453 (http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/eats/burrito-vending-machine-arrives-los-angeles-article-1.1575453)
Unhappy: I don't live in CA.
Happy again: I live in TX, we'll be getting them soon. However, I think a business did this in my hometown when I was young, not sure this is new. The fact it tastes good from a vending machine may be new though.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: SlateRDays on January 11, 2014, 07:51:11 PM
Post by: SlateRDays on January 11, 2014, 07:51:11 PM
Quote from: Nikko on January 11, 2014, 06:34:59 PM
Happy: This...
http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/eats/burrito-vending-machine-arrives-los-angeles-article-1.1575453 (http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/eats/burrito-vending-machine-arrives-los-angeles-article-1.1575453)
Unhappy: I don't live in CA.
Happy again: I live in TX, we'll be getting them soon. However, I think a business did this in my hometown when I was young, not sure this is new. The fact it tastes good from a vending machine may be new though.
This reminds me of a small outting i had in December and went to a place called Wings. I was mystified by this vending machine that with the press of a button could give you one out of 100 drinks
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm9.staticflickr.com%2F8383%2F8622177536_e8794e03a8.jpg&hash=ef699a9b9a17139bd83f827875c4706da74bdd51)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 11, 2014, 08:04:40 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 11, 2014, 08:04:40 PM
Quote from: SlateRDays on January 11, 2014, 07:51:11 PMI saw one of these at Moe's about 3 years ago and said heck with the water dispenser on the fridge, I want one of those on a fridge instead.
This reminds me of a small outting i had in December and went to a place called Wings. I was mystified by this vending machine that with the press of a button could give you one out of 100 drinks
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm9.staticflickr.com%2F8383%2F8622177536_e8794e03a8.jpg&hash=ef699a9b9a17139bd83f827875c4706da74bdd51)
My newest favourite is raspberry Seagram's gingerale.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 11, 2014, 08:07:10 PM
Post by: V M on January 11, 2014, 08:07:10 PM
The weather warmed up to a whole 36f today 8) Unfortunately, a rain storm came in so my bike ride to the store was wet and cold with patchy ice and slippy slush on the roads
I got pretty winded and my asthma started acting up but I made it there and back very little incident, hit my inhaler and now I just have to hope this nagging headache will go away :P
I got pretty winded and my asthma started acting up but I made it there and back very little incident, hit my inhaler and now I just have to hope this nagging headache will go away :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 11, 2014, 08:15:50 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 11, 2014, 08:15:50 PM
Quote from: V M on January 11, 2014, 08:07:10 PMHoly crap, same weather in Lansing. We must live close :D
The weather warmed up to a whole 36f today 8) Unfortunately, a rain storm came in so my bike ride to the store was wet and cold with patchy ice and slippy slush on the roads
I got pretty winded and my asthma started acting up but I made it there and back very little incident, hit my inhaler and now I just have to hope this nagging headache will go away :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 11, 2014, 09:35:09 PM
Post by: V M on January 11, 2014, 09:35:09 PM
Quote from: Willow on January 11, 2014, 08:15:50 PM
Holy crap, same weather in Lansing. We must live close :D
LOL... Just a mere 1,700 miles away :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 11, 2014, 10:22:48 PM
Post by: Cindy on January 11, 2014, 10:22:48 PM
Sitting in my garden wearing my bikini in 40c heat drinking a cold Corona
Unhappy: you guys aren't here enjoying one with me :-*
Unhappy: you guys aren't here enjoying one with me :-*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 11, 2014, 10:24:22 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 11, 2014, 10:24:22 PM
Quote from: Cindy on January 11, 2014, 10:22:48 PM
Sitting in my garden wearing my bikini in 40c heat drinking a cold Corona
Unhappy: you guys aren't here enjoying one with me :-*
sponsor me for a visa? :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 11, 2014, 10:27:28 PM
Post by: Cindy on January 11, 2014, 10:27:28 PM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 11, 2014, 10:24:22 PM
sponsor me for a visa? :P
Done, remember to bring some coldies. I've cleaned out the shed for you to stay!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 12, 2014, 12:54:13 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 12, 2014, 12:54:13 AM
Quote from: V M on January 11, 2014, 09:35:09 PMLOL... Just a mere 1,700 miles away :DSame temperature, same precipitation, same icy roads and sidewalks, it can't be a coincidence! :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 12, 2014, 01:39:19 AM
Post by: V M on January 12, 2014, 01:39:19 AM
I'm in the North West, I think many of the northern states have a similar weather going :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 12, 2014, 02:18:31 AM
Post by: Cindy on January 12, 2014, 02:18:31 AM
It is only going to 41C tomorrow
The rest of the week is 43C
Send snow!
The rest of the week is 43C
Send snow!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 12, 2014, 05:12:36 AM
Post by: LordKAT on January 12, 2014, 05:12:36 AM
I loaded a truck with snow for you, Cindy. They tell me that when it got to port, it only had water in it. Sorry.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Calder Smith on January 12, 2014, 07:59:18 AM
Post by: Calder Smith on January 12, 2014, 07:59:18 AM
Happy because I had a great breakfast and unhappy I don't have anymore. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on January 12, 2014, 11:39:08 AM
Post by: NathanielM on January 12, 2014, 11:39:08 AM
Unhappy because people I felt safe with and expected to accept me the way I am aren't doing that. I've had a lot of comments about being 'feminine' and needing to change that...
Happy because I had a bit of a meltdown due to the above and two people really came through for me :)
Happy because I had a bit of a meltdown due to the above and two people really came through for me :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 12, 2014, 06:22:17 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 12, 2014, 06:22:17 PM
Quote from: Shantel on January 11, 2014, 05:36:19 PM
Yeah, but what about the braces tin grin? :D
Lol, I lost my braceface a number of years back now. Unfortunately a tooth is starting to shift a little and I'm worried it'll throw off the others. I call it inbred tooth.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 13, 2014, 08:29:39 AM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on January 13, 2014, 08:29:39 AM
Quote from: caleb. on January 12, 2014, 06:22:17 PM
Lol, I lost my braceface a number of years back now. Unfortunately a tooth is starting to shift a little and I'm worried it'll throw off the others. I call it inbred tooth.
Do you have your wisdom teeth yet? When I got mine they moved my teeth just a little and one tooth kinda went, well all "inbred" like you say. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 13, 2014, 04:37:56 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 13, 2014, 04:37:56 PM
Quote from: MiaOhMya! on January 13, 2014, 08:29:39 AM
Do you have your wisdom teeth yet? When I got mine they moved my teeth just a little and one tooth kinda went, well all "inbred" like you say. ;D
Mine were removed two years ago, which stopped the crowding on the bottom, so I don't really know why this one corner tooth likes to mess around so much. I hope it doesn't get worse. I don't think I'd ever go through braces again, but after spending 4 years in them, I'd like to enjoy my smile! I only have a retainer on the bottom, not the top.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on January 14, 2014, 05:16:10 AM
Post by: Xhianil on January 14, 2014, 05:16:10 AM
found a cute lil (misleading in the end) comic that id thought just be cute, in the end it turns out super sad and now im crying over it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: oh hai! on January 14, 2014, 05:51:46 AM
Post by: oh hai! on January 14, 2014, 05:51:46 AM
Happy testosterone level is under the low end range for men my age. Found a nice matte lipstick I think looks nice on me.
Unhappy because I have a cold. Sniffles abound.
Unhappy because I have a cold. Sniffles abound.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 14, 2014, 12:43:57 PM
Post by: Emo on January 14, 2014, 12:43:57 PM
Trying the chai tea latte and its good... And hothothot. XP
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JRD on January 14, 2014, 04:36:21 PM
Post by: JRD on January 14, 2014, 04:36:21 PM
I have 48 hours of ot for the last two weeks, but it'd be nice to sometime get a whole day off instead of having to come in to do paperwork and deposits.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 14, 2014, 05:14:35 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 14, 2014, 05:14:35 PM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 14, 2014, 04:36:21 PM
I have 48 hours of ot for the last two weeks, but it'd be nice to sometime get a whole day off instead of having to come in to do paperwork and deposits.
Money isn't everything is it Jaime? Nice that you're willing to be such a strong pinch hitter though!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JRD on January 14, 2014, 05:31:53 PM
Post by: JRD on January 14, 2014, 05:31:53 PM
Quote from: Shantel on January 14, 2014, 05:14:35 PMI'll soldier through it. I did schedule myself two part days off this coming weekend. Maybe it will be enough to get a bit more rest and just veg out for most of it.
Money isn't everything is it Jaime? Nice that you're willing to be such a strong pinch hitter though!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 14, 2014, 05:36:53 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 14, 2014, 05:36:53 PM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 14, 2014, 05:31:53 PM
I'll soldier through it. I did schedule myself two part days off this coming weekend. Maybe it will be enough to get a bit more rest and just veg out for most of it.
Sounds like a plan, take care of yourself hon!
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 14, 2014, 06:16:58 PM
Post by: Emo on January 14, 2014, 06:16:58 PM
Might be able to get a doc in the next few weeks... But it costs 320 per hour. :/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on January 14, 2014, 09:25:28 PM
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on January 14, 2014, 09:25:28 PM
Quote from: Emo on January 14, 2014, 06:16:58 PM
Might be able to get a doc in the next few weeks... But it costs 320 per hour. :/
jesus christ !!!
with that price Id expect you to look like a cis model in 2 months...
LOL
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 15, 2014, 05:55:30 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 15, 2014, 05:55:30 PM
Quote from: FalsePrincess on January 14, 2014, 09:25:28 PM
jesus christ !!!
with that price Id expect you to look like a cis model in 2 months...
LOL
Check out her pictures--she will irrespective! >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on January 15, 2014, 06:46:30 PM
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on January 15, 2014, 06:46:30 PM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 15, 2014, 05:55:30 PM
Check out her pictures--she will irrespective! >:-)
absolutely she will!
still...dat price...I couldnt afford that XD
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 15, 2014, 07:04:47 PM
Post by: Edge on January 15, 2014, 07:04:47 PM
I spoke to D today.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 15, 2014, 07:22:11 PM
Post by: Emo on January 15, 2014, 07:22:11 PM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 15, 2014, 05:55:30 PM
Check out her pictures--she will irrespective! >:-)
Quote from: FalsePrincess on January 15, 2014, 06:46:30 PMYou guys cant be serious.
absolutely she will!
still...dat price...I couldnt afford that XD
@edge
And? And?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 15, 2014, 07:25:11 PM
Post by: Edge on January 15, 2014, 07:25:11 PM
Quote from: Emo on January 15, 2014, 07:22:11 PMAnd what?
@edge
And? And?
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 15, 2014, 07:38:06 PM
Post by: Emo on January 15, 2014, 07:38:06 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 15, 2014, 07:25:11 PMHowd it go?
And what?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 15, 2014, 08:20:24 PM
Post by: Edge on January 15, 2014, 08:20:24 PM
I just asked about statistics stuff since I couldn't remember what the symbols mean and he's taken it, so he helped me with that, we talked a bit about stats teachers, and then he signed off.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 16, 2014, 10:16:50 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 16, 2014, 10:16:50 PM
My tax return check will come to 275.05.
I totally forgot to exclude the $203.49 that won't be returned. So much for thinking I was getting close to $500 back.
And this has to last me until the end of the semestre.
I totally forgot to exclude the $203.49 that won't be returned. So much for thinking I was getting close to $500 back.
And this has to last me until the end of the semestre.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 16, 2014, 10:18:13 PM
Post by: Emo on January 16, 2014, 10:18:13 PM
Quote from: Willow on January 16, 2014, 10:16:50 PMAt least you dont owe.
My tax return check will come to 275.05.
I totally forgot to exclude the $203.49 that won't be returned. So much for thinking I was getting close to $500 back.
And this has to last me until the end of the semestre.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 16, 2014, 10:27:11 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 16, 2014, 10:27:11 PM
Quote from: Emo on January 16, 2014, 10:18:13 PMAt least you dont owe.I made just over $2500 over the summer, no one is going to owe with that much.
I think I need to search for a job and not care about dad's feelings on it; I'm going to need the money to just pay for medications. No more going to dinner with friends on Thursdays, unless I can get dad onboard for money. I'll talk with him tomorrow.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 16, 2014, 10:28:57 PM
Post by: Emo on January 16, 2014, 10:28:57 PM
Quote from: Willow on January 16, 2014, 10:27:11 PMi hope for the best.
I made just over $2500 over the summer, no one is going to owe with that much.
I think I need to search for a job and not care about dad's feelings on it; I'm going to need the money to just pay for medications. No more going to dinner with friends on Thursdays, unless I can get dad onboard for money. I'll talk with him tomorrow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 16, 2014, 10:49:18 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 16, 2014, 10:49:18 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 15, 2014, 07:04:47 PM
I spoke to D today.
Victor wants the D?
lol sorry, couldn't resist
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 16, 2014, 10:52:44 PM
Post by: Edge on January 16, 2014, 10:52:44 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 16, 2014, 10:49:18 PMNow I'm curious. What do you mean?
Victor wants the D?
lol sorry, couldn't resist
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 17, 2014, 03:14:34 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 17, 2014, 03:14:34 PM
Unhappy- Rockstar removed all of the hacked money from GTA V. That means I have to spend more wisely. I'm going to miss that money.
Happy-At least I still got everything I have purchased with that money that I wouldn't have if I didn't have it. I just wish I had purchased ALL that I could before the mony went away. -sigh- Silly me. Oh well
Happy-At least I still got everything I have purchased with that money that I wouldn't have if I didn't have it. I just wish I had purchased ALL that I could before the mony went away. -sigh- Silly me. Oh well
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 17, 2014, 06:34:46 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 17, 2014, 06:34:46 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 16, 2014, 10:52:44 PM
Now I'm curious. What do you mean?
Oh, um, well...when someone makes a joke about "wanting the D" it means, wanting the dick. Lol. Like they have a picture of a sun and it says "you want the D...the Vitamin D." Obviously I didn't mean dick, just when I see the letter D by itself I think of that joke.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 17, 2014, 06:37:53 PM
Post by: Edge on January 17, 2014, 06:37:53 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 17, 2014, 06:34:46 PMYes. Yes, I do.
Oh, um, well...when someone makes a joke about "wanting the D" it means, wanting the dick. Lol. Like they have a picture of a sun and it says "you want the D...the Vitamin D." Obviously I didn't mean dick, just when I see the letter D by itself I think of that joke.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 17, 2014, 06:38:53 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 17, 2014, 06:38:53 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 17, 2014, 06:37:53 PM
Yes. Yes, I do.
Well in your case, it could take on so many meanings lol. :P
I hope something works out between the two of you. I'd be really happy for you.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 17, 2014, 06:47:25 PM
Post by: Edge on January 17, 2014, 06:47:25 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 17, 2014, 06:38:53 PMIt won't. He's straight. I should find some way to get him out of my head.
Well in your case, it could take on so many meanings lol. :P
I hope something works out between the two of you. I'd be really happy for you.
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Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 17, 2014, 06:49:45 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 17, 2014, 06:49:45 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 17, 2014, 06:47:25 PM
It won't. He's straight. I should find some way to get him out of my head.
That's a pity. :( I find women, oftentimes, can be more open about any bisexual tendencies they may have. Men, not so much, at least as far as they'll admit. Unless they're predominantly bi.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 17, 2014, 07:02:16 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 17, 2014, 07:02:16 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 17, 2014, 06:47:25 PM
It won't. He's straight. I should find some way to get him out of my head.
This so reminds me of Winnie the Poo's friend Eor!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on January 17, 2014, 10:17:54 PM
Post by: Ms Grace on January 17, 2014, 10:17:54 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 17, 2014, 06:34:46 PM
Oh, um, well...when someone makes a joke about "wanting the D" it means, wanting the dick. Lol. Like they have a picture of a sun and it says "you want the D...the Vitamin D." Obviously I didn't mean dick, just when I see the letter D by itself I think of that joke.
You boys and your dick jokes... ::) ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 18, 2014, 03:02:57 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 18, 2014, 03:02:57 AM
Have a friend who is willing to donate a bunch of clothes.
She lives in Calgary. Aka a long way away :(
She lives in Calgary. Aka a long way away :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on January 18, 2014, 03:33:26 AM
Post by: Jamie D on January 18, 2014, 03:33:26 AM
Quote from: Shantel on January 17, 2014, 07:02:16 PM
This so reminds me of Winnie the Poo's friend Eor!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqayWZN0zLA
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KabitTarah on January 18, 2014, 05:10:38 AM
Post by: KabitTarah on January 18, 2014, 05:10:38 AM
Happy: Winnie the Pooh
Unhappy: Eeyore
but that's just how it goes... ;)
Unhappy: Eeyore
but that's just how it goes... ;)
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 18, 2014, 12:37:22 PM
Post by: Emo on January 18, 2014, 12:37:22 PM
Happy: moved out.
Unhappy: everything else.
Overall mood; :)
Unhappy: everything else.
Overall mood; :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 18, 2014, 12:42:39 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 18, 2014, 12:42:39 PM
Happy: Edge is a buddy :)
Unhappy: Edge is P.O.'ed at me for the Eor comment. :icon_peace:
Unhappy: Edge is P.O.'ed at me for the Eor comment. :icon_peace:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 18, 2014, 01:32:24 PM
Post by: Edge on January 18, 2014, 01:32:24 PM
No, I'm not. I'm just not in a friendly mood towards anyone.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 18, 2014, 03:56:14 PM
Post by: LordKAT on January 18, 2014, 03:56:14 PM
Dear Mr. Not in a good mood,
Tough luck but you are still one of my favorite people. I hope you can find your way out of that funk.
Tough luck but you are still one of my favorite people. I hope you can find your way out of that funk.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 18, 2014, 03:58:48 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 18, 2014, 03:58:48 PM
I slept in until after 3. I clearly needed to catch up on sleep.
I've screwed myself for getting my errands accomplished today.
I've screwed myself for getting my errands accomplished today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 18, 2014, 04:20:53 PM
Post by: LordKAT on January 18, 2014, 04:20:53 PM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 18, 2014, 03:58:48 PM
I slept in until after 3. I clearly needed to catch up on sleep.
I've screwed myself for getting my errands accomplished today.
Me too. How unusual.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: CalmRage on January 18, 2014, 04:45:15 PM
Post by: CalmRage on January 18, 2014, 04:45:15 PM
unhappy:
unexplainable stomach cramps.
i am going to shedule an appointment with my doctor about this.
happy:
i have my own technique to ease them and make them go away without them reaching more than a moderate level of pain. amongst other things it involves straigthening my posture (i spend too much time hunched over which is a contributing factor), breathing slowly without allowing too much air inside.
unexplainable stomach cramps.
i am going to shedule an appointment with my doctor about this.
happy:
i have my own technique to ease them and make them go away without them reaching more than a moderate level of pain. amongst other things it involves straigthening my posture (i spend too much time hunched over which is a contributing factor), breathing slowly without allowing too much air inside.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 20, 2014, 02:04:02 AM
Post by: Emo on January 20, 2014, 02:04:02 AM
Anime
Happy: offers me an escape from life and i often put myself in the place of one of my favorite characters.
Unhappy: its only a temporary getaway that only leads to false hopes and dashed dreams triggering a more pure form of dysphoria that consumes me in the deepest aspects of my life.
All in all, im left satisfied yet hungry, together yet alone, loving yet unhappy. I find myself wanting fantasies that i know will never happen because of the way i am. The way i was made. I can never know a normal life. Only a life of pain.
I dont know what will happen next. I dont know who will be with me or who will be against me. But i do know that my life will go on. It stops for no one. And i will be me. Not an outer shell, not a girl hiding behind a mask, and not that perfect child my parents always wanted. I am human. I am me. Theres no other way i can be in order to be happy.
Happy: offers me an escape from life and i often put myself in the place of one of my favorite characters.
Unhappy: its only a temporary getaway that only leads to false hopes and dashed dreams triggering a more pure form of dysphoria that consumes me in the deepest aspects of my life.
All in all, im left satisfied yet hungry, together yet alone, loving yet unhappy. I find myself wanting fantasies that i know will never happen because of the way i am. The way i was made. I can never know a normal life. Only a life of pain.
I dont know what will happen next. I dont know who will be with me or who will be against me. But i do know that my life will go on. It stops for no one. And i will be me. Not an outer shell, not a girl hiding behind a mask, and not that perfect child my parents always wanted. I am human. I am me. Theres no other way i can be in order to be happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on January 20, 2014, 03:34:17 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on January 20, 2014, 03:34:17 AM
A meeting with management about the impending restructure at work...
Unhappy: having to argue against the biggest dumb a$$ decision management has made, one that effects me in many non positive ways.
Happy(ish): got a possible concession out of that them they'll look at my proposed alternative, the first such concession on this issue ever.
Unhappy: now I have to make my proposal rock solid and waterproof.
Happy: I'm gonna win this one and pwn them, dammit!!
Unhappy: having to argue against the biggest dumb a$$ decision management has made, one that effects me in many non positive ways.
Happy(ish): got a possible concession out of that them they'll look at my proposed alternative, the first such concession on this issue ever.
Unhappy: now I have to make my proposal rock solid and waterproof.
Happy: I'm gonna win this one and pwn them, dammit!!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 20, 2014, 10:28:50 AM
Post by: Shantel on January 20, 2014, 10:28:50 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on January 20, 2014, 03:34:17 AM
A meeting with management about the impending restructure at work...
Unhappy: having to argue against the biggest dumb a$$ decision management has made, one that effects me in many non positive ways.
Happy(ish): got a possible concession out of that them they'll look at my proposed alternative, the first such concession on this issue ever.
Unhappy: now I have to make my proposal rock solid and waterproof.
Happy: I'm gonna win this one and pwn them, dammit!!
That's our girl Ms. Grace, take no prisoners! >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 20, 2014, 12:30:50 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 20, 2014, 12:30:50 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on January 20, 2014, 03:34:17 AM
A meeting with management about the impending restructure at work...
Unhappy: having to argue against the biggest dumb a$$ decision management has made, one that effects me in many non positive ways.
Happy(ish): got a possible concession out of that them they'll look at my proposed alternative, the first such concession on this issue ever.
Unhappy: now I have to make my proposal rock solid and waterproof.
Happy: I'm gonna win this one and pwn them, dammit!!
dazzle them with charts and they'll be putty in your hands ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jerri on January 20, 2014, 01:01:42 PM
Post by: Jerri on January 20, 2014, 01:01:42 PM
so, today marks 17 days until HR and i have set up my coming out at work and starting my full time life, it brings great joy to be this close but the dysphoria is kicking my azz as I have to present in male mode for the next few weeks and i am really not into this at all any more, this dual role is to much for me to deal with. i have committed to waiting until i am scheduled off site for ffs. we decided that making my announcements would be best to do the day I leave so once i come out no one will ever see me as a boy again, hopefully avoiding some of the confusion that can create. any way very happy and very sad even hrt is not pulling me out of this slump.
Jerri
Jerri
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 20, 2014, 01:19:05 PM
Post by: Emo on January 20, 2014, 01:19:05 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on January 20, 2014, 03:34:17 AMYou forgot the inspired emote.
A meeting with management about the impending restructure at work...
Unhappy: having to argue against the biggest dumb a$$ decision management has made, one that effects me in many non positive ways.
Happy(ish): got a possible concession out of that them they'll look at my proposed alternative, the first such concession on this issue ever.
Unhappy: now I have to make my proposal rock solid and waterproof.
Happy: I'm gonna win this one and pwn them, dammit!!
--> \(>__<)/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 20, 2014, 01:26:57 PM
Post by: LordKAT on January 20, 2014, 01:26:57 PM
Happy that V M ans Sephiraha are making more of an appearance of late.
Unhappy that they are suffering.
(Who said I could spell. I am the typo king.)
Unhappy that they are suffering.
(Who said I could spell. I am the typo king.)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on January 20, 2014, 01:53:45 PM
Post by: NathanielM on January 20, 2014, 01:53:45 PM
I'm sick which makes me unhappy but... my throatinfection means I have this low raspy voice now and I totally passed while talking all day because of that so that sort of made me happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 20, 2014, 05:13:21 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 20, 2014, 05:13:21 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on January 20, 2014, 01:26:57 PM
Happy that V M ans Sephirah are making more of an appearance of late.
Unhappy that they are suffering.
I worry sometimes that the moderators will hold their own challenges in so as not to affect others. Moderators need support, too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on January 20, 2014, 10:13:30 PM
Post by: Keaira on January 20, 2014, 10:13:30 PM
My landlord decided to go back on our agreement and came back to no home. The family are with relatives now. I wish I could give Caleb a kiss right now. I couldnt get ahold of my friend to maybe crash at their house for a couple days. So Caleb had me book into a hotel for the night. I owe him so much and love him to bits. It just makes me miss him even more. I would be lost without him.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 20, 2014, 10:15:15 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 20, 2014, 10:15:15 PM
Quote from: Keaira Raine on January 20, 2014, 10:13:30 PM
My landlord decided to go back on our agreement and came back to no home. The family are with relatives now. I wish I could give Caleb a kiss right now. I couldnt get ahold of my friend to maybe crash at their house for a couple days. So Caleb had me book into a hotel for the night. I owe him so much and love him to bits. It just makes me miss him even more. I would be lost without him.
What's happening to you is despicable.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 20, 2014, 10:30:37 PM
Post by: Emo on January 20, 2014, 10:30:37 PM
Happy: anime is bringing me out...
Unhappy: i dont know if its real or fake...
Unhappy: i dont know if its real or fake...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 21, 2014, 09:25:05 AM
Post by: Shantel on January 21, 2014, 09:25:05 AM
Quote from: Keaira Raine on January 20, 2014, 10:13:30 PM
My landlord decided to go back on our agreement and came back to no home. The family are with relatives now. I wish I could give Caleb a kiss right now. I couldnt get ahold of my friend to maybe crash at their house for a couple days. So Caleb had me book into a hotel for the night. I owe him so much and love him to bits. It just makes me miss him even more. I would be lost without him.
What happened is pretty grim especially this time of year. Glad you have Caleb he's a gem, a real keeper. We all worried about your safety.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 21, 2014, 10:38:55 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 21, 2014, 10:38:55 AM
Delicious spicy Korean pork.
Some is stuck in my teeth.
Some is stuck in my teeth.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 21, 2014, 10:56:47 AM
Post by: Cindy on January 21, 2014, 10:56:47 AM
My demons are here.
Not again please, leave me alone, so tired, so alone, so sick
Not again please, leave me alone, so tired, so alone, so sick
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 21, 2014, 11:31:36 AM
Post by: Shantel on January 21, 2014, 11:31:36 AM
Quote from: Cindy on January 21, 2014, 10:56:47 AM
My demons are here.
Not again please, leave me alone, so tired, so alone, so sick
Is it time for an exorcism, or does our Cindy girl just need a lover in her life? ((Hugs))
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 21, 2014, 12:28:31 PM
Post by: LordKAT on January 21, 2014, 12:28:31 PM
Just a big furry KAT to guard the door.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 21, 2014, 12:30:18 PM
Post by: Cindy on January 21, 2014, 12:30:18 PM
Sorry should have killed the post.
I sometimes walk a path of the past that no one should.
I sometimes walk a path of the past that no one should.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 21, 2014, 01:00:42 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 21, 2014, 01:00:42 PM
Quote from: Cindy on January 21, 2014, 12:30:18 PM
Sorry should have killed the post.
I sometimes walk a path of the past that no one should.
I'm sure you're not alone hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: amZo on January 21, 2014, 01:16:39 PM
Post by: amZo on January 21, 2014, 01:16:39 PM
Quote from: Cindy on January 21, 2014, 12:30:18 PM
Sorry should have killed the post.
I sometimes walk a path of the past that no one should.
Hope everything is ok.
Stay clear of those past paths... :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 21, 2014, 01:20:16 PM
Post by: LordKAT on January 21, 2014, 01:20:16 PM
I usually wake up hearing screams. Then the anxiousness that won't go away and the thoughts that come with. It happens less often now but it still happens. I never did figure out how to make it stop. It is a very bad place.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 22, 2014, 08:38:03 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 22, 2014, 08:38:03 AM
I feel beautiful.
Then I look in the mirror and see my huge brow ridge, massive chin, and oversized nose, amongst other things.
I also think I bought a shade too dark in foundation. Too late, I can't afford another bottle.
Then I look in the mirror and see my huge brow ridge, massive chin, and oversized nose, amongst other things.
I also think I bought a shade too dark in foundation. Too late, I can't afford another bottle.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 22, 2014, 08:42:47 AM
Post by: Shantel on January 22, 2014, 08:42:47 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on January 21, 2014, 01:20:16 PM
I usually wake up hearing screams. Then the anxiousness that won't go away and the thoughts that come with. It happens less often now but it still happens. I never did figure out how to make it stop. It is a very bad place.
Been there more than a few times! (Shan squeezes the Kat)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: amZo on January 22, 2014, 08:46:59 AM
Post by: amZo on January 22, 2014, 08:46:59 AM
Unhappy: Another terrible blizzard today. :(
Happy: I don't live there (northeast). :)
Happy: I don't live there (northeast). :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on January 22, 2014, 02:32:59 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on January 22, 2014, 02:32:59 PM
Unhappy: My GP is still as useless as a chocolate teapot to a lactose intolerant person. Completely clueless about the referral process despite me showing him informational paperwork, and why my employer is being copied in to letters about me even though the reception has a completely different address for me. And my brain froze up whilst I was in there and came back to life as soon as I was walking out.
Happy: He's attempting to get me referred after a lot of pushing, although he's going about it the wrong way. Someone has now informed me that if I call the gender identity clinic they're often helpful enough to speak with unsure GPs and advise them on how to refer.
Happy: He's attempting to get me referred after a lot of pushing, although he's going about it the wrong way. Someone has now informed me that if I call the gender identity clinic they're often helpful enough to speak with unsure GPs and advise them on how to refer.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on January 22, 2014, 02:42:35 PM
Post by: Sephirah on January 22, 2014, 02:42:35 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on January 21, 2014, 01:20:16 PM
I usually wake up hearing screams. Then the anxiousness that won't go away and the thoughts that come with. It happens less often now but it still happens. I never did figure out how to make it stop. It is a very bad place.
*gives you a big hug*
You're not alone with those feelings, hon.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 22, 2014, 02:43:02 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 22, 2014, 02:43:02 PM
I've spent a lot of time on my thesis today. However, I feel like I have very little actual output to show for this. =/ Only a few pages. I guess it kind of makes sense as I'm not writing bulky parts anymore for this particular chapter; just filling in the gaps. Still though. Progress is progress. I feel like other parts will give me more pages for the hour...
I still feel productive so screw the page numbers!
I still feel productive so screw the page numbers!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on January 22, 2014, 06:43:58 PM
Post by: Jamie D on January 22, 2014, 06:43:58 PM
I had a first-rate therapy session today, that went for hours, best one I have ever had, and I did not have to pay :) ... money, at least. Some debts can not be paid with money.
I did, however, have to open up. :-\
I did, however, have to open up. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 22, 2014, 07:06:20 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 22, 2014, 07:06:20 PM
Quote from: Jamie D on January 22, 2014, 06:43:58 PM
I had a first-rate therapy session today, that went for hours, best one I have ever had, and I did not have to pay :) ... money, at least. Some debts can not be paid with money.
I did, however, have to open up. :-\
So cool, glad it helped, and yes opening up is a part of the program if it's going to work, but that's what Kleenex is for hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on January 22, 2014, 08:04:38 PM
Post by: Jamie D on January 22, 2014, 08:04:38 PM
Yeah, that was part of it. I used my shirt.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 22, 2014, 08:43:41 PM
Post by: V M on January 22, 2014, 08:43:41 PM
It was snowing out and I had to get all BMX on my bike to avoid some jerk on a cell phone who ran a red on a left turn and nearly ran me over >:( Of course my natural reaction was to yell a-hole at the top of my lungs
I made it across the intersection and noticed that a bunch of people were applauding and giving me the thumbs up so I smiled and waved 8)
I made it across the intersection and noticed that a bunch of people were applauding and giving me the thumbs up so I smiled and waved 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on January 22, 2014, 09:25:23 PM
Post by: Sephirah on January 22, 2014, 09:25:23 PM
Quote from: Jamie D on January 22, 2014, 06:43:58 PM
I had a first-rate therapy session today, that went for hours, best one I have ever had, and I did not have to pay :) ... money, at least. Some debts can not be paid with money.
I did, however, have to open up. :-\
Some debts aren't debts, and no payment is necessary. *huggles*
I hope it helped. :)
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 22, 2014, 10:24:08 PM
Post by: Emo on January 22, 2014, 10:24:08 PM
Talked to my mom today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: oh hai! on January 25, 2014, 01:09:14 AM
Post by: oh hai! on January 25, 2014, 01:09:14 AM
Had a great morning at the mall with my wife; she got a new hairstyle that's *rawr.*
Then went to our local pub and lunchhtime and had to endure lunch with a rather hostile crowd of "real men" (road crew/construction types.) Glares and snickers abound. Didn't flinch but really don't feel welcome (or safe) in my local anymore, sigh.
Then went to our local pub and lunchhtime and had to endure lunch with a rather hostile crowd of "real men" (road crew/construction types.) Glares and snickers abound. Didn't flinch but really don't feel welcome (or safe) in my local anymore, sigh.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 25, 2014, 01:43:33 AM
Post by: Emo on January 25, 2014, 01:43:33 AM
Clannad.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on January 25, 2014, 05:11:38 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on January 25, 2014, 05:11:38 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on January 21, 2014, 01:20:16 PM
I usually wake up hearing screams. Then the anxiousness that won't go away and the thoughts that come with. It happens less often now but it still happens. I never did figure out how to make it stop. It is a very bad place.
That can absolutely be fixed. I've had lots of trouble hearing voices waking me up at night. Medication killed the people screaming.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 25, 2014, 05:13:25 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 25, 2014, 05:13:25 AM
Smooth legs.
They feel nasty when touching fabric.
They feel nasty when touching fabric.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on January 25, 2014, 08:25:30 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on January 25, 2014, 08:25:30 AM
Got a new phone. It's pretty, feels great, works brilliant..
...... and the battery isn't working properly so it only works for like 10 hours. So I'll have to return it and start looking for a new phone. I even bought two super amazing phone cases to protect it but that won't help me - I'm getting a new phone and this was their last one of this model.
...... and the battery isn't working properly so it only works for like 10 hours. So I'll have to return it and start looking for a new phone. I even bought two super amazing phone cases to protect it but that won't help me - I'm getting a new phone and this was their last one of this model.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 25, 2014, 12:54:27 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 25, 2014, 12:54:27 PM
Happy- My new bed is in
Unhappy- I don't like it. I miss my death trap bed.
Unhappy- I don't like it. I miss my death trap bed.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 25, 2014, 12:59:12 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 25, 2014, 12:59:12 PM
Quote from: Malachite on January 25, 2014, 12:54:27 PM
Happy- My new bed is in
Unhappy- I don't like it. I miss my death trap bed.
omg. Why??? haha
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 25, 2014, 01:04:35 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 25, 2014, 01:04:35 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 25, 2014, 12:59:12 PM
omg. Why??? haha
It seems shorter than the last one and it rolls around. It doesn't feel as soft either. :(
I want my other bed back but it's on the side of the road.....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 25, 2014, 04:42:47 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 25, 2014, 04:42:47 PM
Quote from: caleb. on January 25, 2014, 12:59:12 PM
omg. Why??? haha
Either some kids are hard to please or he's into BDSM and enjoys feeling like a pin cushion? :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 25, 2014, 04:49:52 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 25, 2014, 04:49:52 PM
Quote from: Emo on January 25, 2014, 01:43:33 AM
Clannad.
Borrowed it from the library today! Hopefully, I'll find the time to watch it. :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 25, 2014, 09:46:13 PM
Post by: Edge on January 25, 2014, 09:46:13 PM
I really like myself and I love being me, but my friends don't see me for who I am (well, one might) and I have to live vicariously through fiction because there is only so much I can do in real life.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 26, 2014, 12:26:52 AM
Post by: Emo on January 26, 2014, 12:26:52 AM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 25, 2014, 04:49:52 PMIt will make you cry.
Borrowed it from the library today! Hopefully, I'll find the time to watch it. :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on January 26, 2014, 12:34:12 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on January 26, 2014, 12:34:12 PM
Quote from: Emo on January 26, 2014, 12:26:52 AM
It will make you cry.
I watched the first 2/3 of episode one yesterday. I already have a sense of why you say that. :embarrassed:
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 26, 2014, 10:28:53 PM
Post by: Emo on January 26, 2014, 10:28:53 PM
Quote from: Gwynne on January 26, 2014, 12:34:12 PMI told you! Lol
I watched the first 2/3 of episode one yesterday. I already have a sense of why you say that. :embarrassed:
Itll get worse. Just wait. Lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 27, 2014, 02:30:47 PM
Post by: Edge on January 27, 2014, 02:30:47 PM
My voice is changing, but I can no longer sing to some of songs I used to. Small price to pay though.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 27, 2014, 02:54:22 PM
Post by: LordKAT on January 27, 2014, 02:54:22 PM
Car won't start.
I don't want to go to work, but I do want a paycheck.
I don't want to go to work, but I do want a paycheck.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 27, 2014, 04:08:45 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 27, 2014, 04:08:45 PM
I'm unhappy because a while ago my mom ruined the coat I bought in Indiana. I told her I was doing my own laundry, and please not to touch it because I only had a coat in there that needed to be air dried, and she did it anyway. -_- The coat is basically ruined. It lost length so it's wide, and the outer layer shrunk while the inner fleecy layer didn't shrink, so now it looks like I have a sheep hanging over my butt.
Thing is, it's my only winter coat and I am broke as broke gets.
The happy part is, it looks like crap and I've been wearing it nevertheless, yet I've convinced myself to finally throw it out. I'm relieved. I don't have cash for a new winter coat but I'll make it on heavily layered hoodies!
Thing is, it's my only winter coat and I am broke as broke gets.
The happy part is, it looks like crap and I've been wearing it nevertheless, yet I've convinced myself to finally throw it out. I'm relieved. I don't have cash for a new winter coat but I'll make it on heavily layered hoodies!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on January 28, 2014, 07:16:22 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on January 28, 2014, 07:16:22 PM
Dad offered to reimburse me the $215 for textbooks.
Add on the $19 I already have, the $162 the government is giving me back, and the $4 the state is taking away, I've got. $392. Enough for some new clothes, makeup, and prescriptions (if I get them, ever)
Not enough for laser or electrolysis though. I'll discuss more with him about it, and for a trip to Howard Brown in Chicago, when he calls back in an hour.
Add on the $19 I already have, the $162 the government is giving me back, and the $4 the state is taking away, I've got. $392. Enough for some new clothes, makeup, and prescriptions (if I get them, ever)
Not enough for laser or electrolysis though. I'll discuss more with him about it, and for a trip to Howard Brown in Chicago, when he calls back in an hour.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on January 28, 2014, 08:32:10 PM
Post by: King Malachite on January 28, 2014, 08:32:10 PM
Happy- I finally got back into my Toys R Us hiring account
Unhappy- The job status is inactive and says they are no longer accepting job submissions. :/
Unhappy- The job status is inactive and says they are no longer accepting job submissions. :/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on January 28, 2014, 10:45:35 PM
Post by: Constance on January 28, 2014, 10:45:35 PM
Rehearsal for went well for the most part, but the music director has difficulty admitting when she's wrong and the primary accompanist is passive-aggressive. So, there's a lot of tension there. But I think we'll still be able to pull the performance together without too much (more) drama.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 29, 2014, 04:46:07 PM
Post by: Edge on January 29, 2014, 04:46:07 PM
It's stab myself in the leg day.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 30, 2014, 09:08:29 AM
Post by: Shantel on January 30, 2014, 09:08:29 AM
Quote from: Edge on January 29, 2014, 04:46:07 PM
It's stab myself in the leg day.
When everything is running smoothly you stab yourself in the leg to see if it's just a dream? ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 30, 2014, 11:42:07 AM
Post by: Edge on January 30, 2014, 11:42:07 AM
Quote from: Shantel on January 30, 2014, 09:08:29 AMNo, it's my T shot. I like the T, but I am less fond of the method of injecting it.
When everything is running smoothly you stab yourself in the leg to see if it's just a dream? ;D
An exterminator is coming tomorrow afternoon to get rid of the mice. I have a ton of cleaning to do before they arrive and see my messy apartment.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on January 30, 2014, 12:33:13 PM
Post by: Shantel on January 30, 2014, 12:33:13 PM
Quote from: Edge on January 30, 2014, 11:42:07 AM
No, it's my T shot. I like the T, but I am less fond of the method of injecting it.
An exterminator is coming tomorrow afternoon to get rid of the mice. I have a ton of cleaning to do before they arrive and see my messy apartment.
Oh the thigh muscle T injection. I used to do that back when I de-trnsitioned, type-A aggressive A-hole on Monday type B whiny, sniveler by the following Sunday, the major mood swings sucked big time! It wasn't like it was when I still made my own naturally, then I was an A-hole 24/7 -365 days a year, but at least I was consistent. :icon_peace:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: amZo on January 30, 2014, 12:36:59 PM
Post by: amZo on January 30, 2014, 12:36:59 PM
Happy: I just finished up putting in new counter tops in my kid's playroom. :icon_clap:
Unhappy: Not so crazy about 'em. >:( :( >:(
Unhappy: Not so crazy about 'em. >:( :( >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rachel85 on January 31, 2014, 12:20:36 AM
Post by: Rachel85 on January 31, 2014, 12:20:36 AM
Last night shift of four tonight, feeling like a rotten apple and feeling like I look like one too...
Last night shift of four tonight! Woo!
Last night shift of four tonight! Woo!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rachel85 on January 31, 2014, 12:23:11 AM
Post by: Rachel85 on January 31, 2014, 12:23:11 AM
Ooh, can I do two in a row?
Happy: Finished the book series I've been reading, it has been awesome!
Unhappy: OMG, I cried for 2 hours at the ending. Worse than sad like a hurt kitten sad. Worse than sad like a beaten up clown sad.
Happy: Finished the book series I've been reading, it has been awesome!
Unhappy: OMG, I cried for 2 hours at the ending. Worse than sad like a hurt kitten sad. Worse than sad like a beaten up clown sad.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on January 31, 2014, 01:33:32 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on January 31, 2014, 01:33:32 AM
Quote from: Rachel85 on January 31, 2014, 12:23:11 AM
...like a beaten up clown sad.
That's the worst kind of sad.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: oh hai! on January 31, 2014, 03:39:43 AM
Post by: oh hai! on January 31, 2014, 03:39:43 AM
Happy:
Day off I can sleep as long as I want!
Unhappy:
I can't sleep :/
Day off I can sleep as long as I want!
Unhappy:
I can't sleep :/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on January 31, 2014, 04:37:10 AM
Post by: NathanielM on January 31, 2014, 04:37:10 AM
I went to talk to my mentor at my internship (I came out to her!) and I haven't been there for 3 weeks because of exams. Half the kids came running and wanted to hug me and asked when I'd come back. One of them even wanted me to stay and became sad, which is my unhappy: I had to leave again :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on January 31, 2014, 06:29:22 AM
Post by: LordKAT on January 31, 2014, 06:29:22 AM
Heard from my son finally.
He is in the hospital.
He is in the hospital.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: oh hai! on January 31, 2014, 06:31:14 AM
Post by: oh hai! on January 31, 2014, 06:31:14 AM
Oh my gosh, I hope nothing serious?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on January 31, 2014, 11:35:13 AM
Post by: Edge on January 31, 2014, 11:35:13 AM
Someone is coming to deal with the mice. I hate having people in my apartment.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on January 31, 2014, 02:58:00 PM
Post by: Emo on January 31, 2014, 02:58:00 PM
Happy: taking pills
Unhappy: hard to swallow and sometimes gives me headaches.
Unhappy: hard to swallow and sometimes gives me headaches.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 31, 2014, 11:43:40 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on January 31, 2014, 11:43:40 PM
Happy: passed perfectly to a new friend of my brother
Unhappy: he commented that he couldn't believe I was the older brother given my beard shadow not existing on my cheeks like my brother. I felt very self-aware. The guy also dressed the way I'd dress if I didnt have two big meat sacks hanging off my chest.
I'm also fairly certain my brother's female friend that was there knows I am trans and will tell this guy, making him feel weird for reading me as male. Hopefully I will never have to see him again as I'd prefer if at least once in a while I didn't have people outing me and someone could see me for me.
Unhappy: he commented that he couldn't believe I was the older brother given my beard shadow not existing on my cheeks like my brother. I felt very self-aware. The guy also dressed the way I'd dress if I didnt have two big meat sacks hanging off my chest.
I'm also fairly certain my brother's female friend that was there knows I am trans and will tell this guy, making him feel weird for reading me as male. Hopefully I will never have to see him again as I'd prefer if at least once in a while I didn't have people outing me and someone could see me for me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on January 31, 2014, 11:51:26 PM
Post by: Cindy on January 31, 2014, 11:51:26 PM
It is another extreme heat day here (110F)
Happy; I went to visit my wife wearing a very short dress, one of her carers said to me that she wished she could get away with wearing something so sexy.
Unhappy; sat on the car seat and burned my bum!
Happy; I went to visit my wife wearing a very short dress, one of her carers said to me that she wished she could get away with wearing something so sexy.
Unhappy; sat on the car seat and burned my bum!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on February 01, 2014, 08:28:35 AM
Post by: Edge on February 01, 2014, 08:28:35 AM
We're going to back to school on monday! Since we missed three weeks, we'll now have to cram, I still haven't gotten my student loan, and it'll be harder to avoid D.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 01, 2014, 02:24:26 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 01, 2014, 02:24:26 PM
Good day shopping, but JCP only had one style of jeans that came in a 9 long. So I'm now up to two pairs of pants. I could go for 5-6 more.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 01, 2014, 04:45:51 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 01, 2014, 04:45:51 PM
Quote from: birkin on January 31, 2014, 11:43:40 PM
Happy: passed perfectly to a new friend of my brother
Unhappy: he commented that he couldn't believe I was the older brother given my beard shadow not existing on my cheeks like my brother. I felt very self-aware. The guy also dressed the way I'd dress if I didnt have two big meat sacks hanging off my chest.
I'm also fairly certain my brother's female friend that was there knows I am trans and will tell this guy, making him feel weird for reading me as male. Hopefully I will never have to see him again as I'd prefer if at least once in a while I didn't have people outing me and someone could see me for me.
Lol well I guess I may well find out. -_- They're coming over again. If the transition happens to come up, I'll just say I don't want to talk about it. Because I don't.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on February 01, 2014, 09:04:36 PM
Post by: Jill F on February 01, 2014, 09:04:36 PM
Making another one of my (in)famous pizzas, but I'm sick and can't taste a thing. *le sigh*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on February 01, 2014, 09:47:37 PM
Post by: Cindy on February 01, 2014, 09:47:37 PM
It is still hot enough to melt concrete.
My sister in law brought a cold beer!
My sister in law brought a cold beer!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on February 03, 2014, 02:19:35 PM
Post by: Edge on February 03, 2014, 02:19:35 PM
Seeing and talking with D. Also, he was friendly to me.
I need new binders because mine are too big.
I need new binders because mine are too big.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on February 03, 2014, 04:04:44 PM
Post by: big kim on February 03, 2014, 04:04:44 PM
Happy new Within Temptation CD out this week
Unhappy can't be bothered to get it
Unhappy can't be bothered to get it
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 03, 2014, 04:19:31 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 03, 2014, 04:19:31 PM
Happy because I now pass to the homeless, which seems to be a milestone.
Unhappy because the events that transpired were truly hellish. I had to take my dog in to get her nails clipped, so I took her on the bus. The poor baby is so old and she just started crying, growling, and barking all throughout the bus ride. She then refused to walk. Flat out refused. So I had to carry her the walking distance. Which made me covered in dog hair and smell like wet dog. The clipping was easy but as I carried her back some guy (pretty sure he was homeless cause he had a cart) was like "hey dude, your dog needs some water." The we got back on the bus (more crying, growling, and barking) and another guy told me she needed water. Lol. She didn't even drink any when we got home. But yeah, that was horrible. If I were to become homeless, I'd be giving my dog up for adoption. :( It's just so hard for even a short bus ride.
Unhappy because the events that transpired were truly hellish. I had to take my dog in to get her nails clipped, so I took her on the bus. The poor baby is so old and she just started crying, growling, and barking all throughout the bus ride. She then refused to walk. Flat out refused. So I had to carry her the walking distance. Which made me covered in dog hair and smell like wet dog. The clipping was easy but as I carried her back some guy (pretty sure he was homeless cause he had a cart) was like "hey dude, your dog needs some water." The we got back on the bus (more crying, growling, and barking) and another guy told me she needed water. Lol. She didn't even drink any when we got home. But yeah, that was horrible. If I were to become homeless, I'd be giving my dog up for adoption. :( It's just so hard for even a short bus ride.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jerri on February 04, 2014, 03:33:58 PM
Post by: Jerri on February 04, 2014, 03:33:58 PM
will be fully out at work over the 30 hours and full time,
dealing with the disphoria stress nervousness and excitement
and trying to prepare my self for my discussions scheduled for morning
have 600 people to address
dealing with the disphoria stress nervousness and excitement
and trying to prepare my self for my discussions scheduled for morning
have 600 people to address
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on February 04, 2014, 04:58:28 PM
Post by: Shantel on February 04, 2014, 04:58:28 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on January 31, 2014, 06:29:22 AM
Heard from my son finally.
He is in the hospital.
What's going on with your son Ken?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on February 04, 2014, 06:28:01 PM
Post by: LordKAT on February 04, 2014, 06:28:01 PM
Quote from: Shantel on February 04, 2014, 04:58:28 PM
What's going on with your son Ken?
He lost his job, has bad teeth with infection, bleeding from his colon for a couple months. Had a surgery last week and having another Feb 11 with a colonoscopy today. His front teeth rotted out before he left high school. No dental insurance and too much cola.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on February 04, 2014, 06:33:25 PM
Post by: Shantel on February 04, 2014, 06:33:25 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on February 04, 2014, 06:28:01 PM
He lost his job, has bad teeth with infection, bleeding from his colon for a couple months. Had a surgery last week and having another Feb 11 with a colonoscopy today. His front teeth rotted out before he left high school. No dental insurance and too much cola.
Gee that's pretty sad, poor kid! I hope he's going to have a good recovery.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on February 05, 2014, 04:07:14 PM
Post by: Danielle Emmalee on February 05, 2014, 04:07:14 PM
My pants are barely staying up. I don't think they're stretching, so that means I'm losing weight. That means new pants or a belt.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mariax on February 06, 2014, 03:59:10 AM
Post by: Mariax on February 06, 2014, 03:59:10 AM
Good: My psych said my face looks more female each time we meet.
Bad: Wasn't willing to believe him, started wonder if things were ever going to take off.
Worse: had to use the gents at the station. Felt like a mouse at a cat convention.
Slightly better: The janitor gave me a once over before staring at my face to figure out if I was in the "correct" bathroom. No, but thanks anyway...
Good: Messured myself. Less than an inch off a AA cup. Should be there soon, at which point I expect prompt delivery of my IBTC membership card.
Bad: Wasn't willing to believe him, started wonder if things were ever going to take off.
Worse: had to use the gents at the station. Felt like a mouse at a cat convention.
Slightly better: The janitor gave me a once over before staring at my face to figure out if I was in the "correct" bathroom. No, but thanks anyway...
Good: Messured myself. Less than an inch off a AA cup. Should be there soon, at which point I expect prompt delivery of my IBTC membership card.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: kelly_aus on February 06, 2014, 04:06:01 AM
Post by: kelly_aus on February 06, 2014, 04:06:01 AM
The good: Remembering it's my GF, Alison's, birthday on Monday.
The bad: Remembering it's also the 9 month aniiversary of her death.
The bad: Remembering it's also the 9 month aniiversary of her death.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on February 06, 2014, 04:34:34 AM
Post by: Cindy on February 06, 2014, 04:34:34 AM
Quote from: Jerri on February 04, 2014, 03:33:58 PM
will be fully out at work over the 30 hours and full time,
dealing with the disphoria stress nervousness and excitement
and trying to prepare my self for my discussions scheduled for morning
have 600 people to address
You are wrong.
You have one person to address. You.
600 people have the problem, not you.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on February 06, 2014, 05:05:04 AM
Post by: Felix on February 06, 2014, 05:05:04 AM
I realized I haven't socialized in person outside of my own apartment since moving in with my current roommate a couple years ago.
That is kinda awful, but the good side is that I'm seeing some kind of pattern and can maybe pick up the pieces.
That is kinda awful, but the good side is that I'm seeing some kind of pattern and can maybe pick up the pieces.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on February 06, 2014, 03:50:58 PM
Post by: King Malachite on February 06, 2014, 03:50:58 PM
Unhappy- I get one of the jobs at the hospital that I applied for
Happy- I'm not bothered too much since it was at the hospital that is further away than the hospital I wanted to be at, and I applied or several more jobs at the latter hospital so hopefully I can hear something from them. Congrats to whoever got the job though!
Happy- I'm not bothered too much since it was at the hospital that is further away than the hospital I wanted to be at, and I applied or several more jobs at the latter hospital so hopefully I can hear something from them. Congrats to whoever got the job though!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on February 07, 2014, 10:14:40 AM
Post by: King Malachite on February 07, 2014, 10:14:40 AM
Unhappy- My mom came home early.
Happy- She got some free food.
Unhappy- I can't eat any of it right now because I have to get blood drawn, and I'm scared of having my blood drawn.
Happy- At least I'll be out of the house for part of the time.
Happy- She got some free food.
Unhappy- I can't eat any of it right now because I have to get blood drawn, and I'm scared of having my blood drawn.
Happy- At least I'll be out of the house for part of the time.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on February 07, 2014, 03:08:25 PM
Post by: Edge on February 07, 2014, 03:08:25 PM
I sat next to D in chem and during break and he talked to me. I spent the whole time feeling warm and fuzzy, but painful things for him. It's still hopeless and I am ashamed of feeling this and, worse, talking about it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on February 07, 2014, 04:59:11 PM
Post by: Shantel on February 07, 2014, 04:59:11 PM
Quote from: Edge on February 07, 2014, 03:08:25 PMThat's pretty cool Victor, see he likes you just fine otherwise he wouldn't give you the time of day.
I sat next to D in chem and during break and he talked to me. I spent the whole time feeling warm and fuzzy,
Quote from: Edge on February 07, 2014, 03:08:25 PM
but painful things for him. It's still hopeless and I am ashamed of feeling this and, worse, talking about it.
Oh please, stop! Just chill on that and smell the roses, there's nothing wrong with having feelings, in fact it's quite human.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 07, 2014, 06:04:01 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 07, 2014, 06:04:01 PM
omg. I just got asked for a "few" chapters by Monday. :| When I only really have one good draft completed and the rest is...patchy at best. Unhappy because this is going to be a long weekend, happy because I need the heat turned up a little.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rachel85 on February 08, 2014, 01:32:12 AM
Post by: Rachel85 on February 08, 2014, 01:32:12 AM
So I'm carpooling with someone from work (I am not out to anyone there) to an extra education/training day and my coworker asked me
"You are married or have a partner, right? So gay people wear rings on their other hand?"
(I happen to wear a plain silver band on my right hand second finger because well, it wont fit on other fingers...)
Unhappy: Many things! I don't care that she thinks I'm gay, but that she has so little an idea of same-sex attracted people, that they must be so different that they do everything backwards! I am coming out to them soon(ish) and this is the kind of blatant ignorance that I will meet and need to challenge?!
Happy: The course we went to was great!
Disclaimer: Yes it is only one small thing but it's pretty indicative of her thoughts (or lack there-of) of LGBTI people!
P.S. I basically replied, "Nope, I wear it there because I like it there.", Neither confirmed nor denied any of it!
"You are married or have a partner, right? So gay people wear rings on their other hand?"
(I happen to wear a plain silver band on my right hand second finger because well, it wont fit on other fingers...)
Unhappy: Many things! I don't care that she thinks I'm gay, but that she has so little an idea of same-sex attracted people, that they must be so different that they do everything backwards! I am coming out to them soon(ish) and this is the kind of blatant ignorance that I will meet and need to challenge?!
Happy: The course we went to was great!
Disclaimer: Yes it is only one small thing but it's pretty indicative of her thoughts (or lack there-of) of LGBTI people!
P.S. I basically replied, "Nope, I wear it there because I like it there.", Neither confirmed nor denied any of it!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on February 08, 2014, 03:23:56 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on February 08, 2014, 03:23:56 AM
Quote from: Mariax on February 06, 2014, 03:59:10 AM
Good: Messured myself. Less than an inch off a AA cup. Should be there soon, at which point I expect prompt delivery of my IBTC membership card.
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Got mine a few months ago... but might be kicked out of the club soon! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on February 08, 2014, 11:49:20 AM
Post by: Shantel on February 08, 2014, 11:49:20 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on February 08, 2014, 03:23:56 AM
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Got mine a few months ago... but might be kicked out of the club soon! ;D
:D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 08, 2014, 12:16:53 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 08, 2014, 12:16:53 PM
I finally have the things I need to last me another week or so, at least.
I'm broke. Including a $4 bus ticket, I have about $7 to my name.
I'm broke. Including a $4 bus ticket, I have about $7 to my name.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on February 08, 2014, 11:21:20 PM
Post by: Emo on February 08, 2014, 11:21:20 PM
Happy: mutual feeling of love.
Unhappy: mutual feeling of love.
Unhappy: mutual feeling of love.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on February 08, 2014, 11:44:29 PM
Post by: Edge on February 08, 2014, 11:44:29 PM
Quote from: Emo on February 08, 2014, 11:21:20 PM?
Happy: mutual feeling of love.
Unhappy: mutual feeling of love.
Mine's about the same minus the mutual.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: K Style Addiction on February 11, 2014, 12:39:07 AM
Post by: K Style Addiction on February 11, 2014, 12:39:07 AM
Singing an old lullaby from my childhood.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rachel85 on February 11, 2014, 04:41:54 AM
Post by: Rachel85 on February 11, 2014, 04:41:54 AM
Quote from: Donna Troy on February 11, 2014, 12:39:07 AM
Singing an old lullaby from my childhood.
Wow, that does it to me every time too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on February 11, 2014, 10:17:47 PM
Post by: King Malachite on February 11, 2014, 10:17:47 PM
Happy- Found out that someone I went to school with got married in December
Unhappy- It wasn't my wedding. Oh, and the guy wasn't wearing a lavender tuxedo....shame on him.
Unhappy- It wasn't my wedding. Oh, and the guy wasn't wearing a lavender tuxedo....shame on him.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: KMLK3 on February 11, 2014, 10:25:39 PM
Post by: KMLK3 on February 11, 2014, 10:25:39 PM
Happy that someone asked me what my preferred pronouns were after we talked about my gender, but unhappy when my "best friend" jumped in and said "She's a girl, she likes girl things."
Progress, though!
Progress, though!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on February 12, 2014, 12:11:26 AM
Post by: Cindy on February 12, 2014, 12:11:26 AM
Called my mobile phone carrier to arrange international roaming. She didn't believe that it was my account due to my voice and female name not matching. So I just said I'm a woman with a deep voice and it confuses people over the phone.
She was so apologetic. She was so helpful, fixed everything, gave me a discount on services and we ended up having a friendly chat about guys, holidays and Valentine's Day. :laugh:
She was so apologetic. She was so helpful, fixed everything, gave me a discount on services and we ended up having a friendly chat about guys, holidays and Valentine's Day. :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on February 12, 2014, 09:19:23 AM
Post by: King Malachite on February 12, 2014, 09:19:23 AM
Happy- There is a lot of snow here and it's beautiful.
Unhappy- I don't have anyone (romantic, family, friends, or otherwise) to enjoy the snow with. Plus my mom is home today because of the snow.... :/
Unhappy- I don't have anyone (romantic, family, friends, or otherwise) to enjoy the snow with. Plus my mom is home today because of the snow.... :/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on February 12, 2014, 09:29:24 AM
Post by: Shantel on February 12, 2014, 09:29:24 AM
Quote from: Cindy on February 12, 2014, 12:11:26 AM
Called my mobile phone carrier to arrange international roaming. She didn't believe that it was my account due to my voice and female name not matching. So I just said I'm a woman with a deep voice and it confuses people over the phone.
She was so apologetic. She was so helpful, fixed everything, gave me a discount on services and we ended up having a friendly chat about guys, holidays and Valentine's Day. :laugh:
You handled it well! To all the women with deeper voices I want to remind you that Lauren Bacall had a deep female voice and Melina Mercouri sounded more like a man than a lot of men. Both women were very successful actresses and stylishly attractive at the peak of their careers.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on February 12, 2014, 05:25:56 PM
Post by: King Malachite on February 12, 2014, 05:25:56 PM
Happy: There is a fair amount of snow outside so I went out there and pretended I was in an elite special forces (like in Call of Duty) looking for terrorists for a few minutes.
Unhappy: I had no one to enjoy this fantasy with
Happy: I told my father and he said though he disagrees a lot with my way of thinking, he was cool with me doing that and he's told me he has pretended to do that before because you never know when you will encounter a situation where you have to act like you are in an elite special forces, such as car breaking down in the snow.
Unhappy: I had no one to enjoy this fantasy with
Happy: I told my father and he said though he disagrees a lot with my way of thinking, he was cool with me doing that and he's told me he has pretended to do that before because you never know when you will encounter a situation where you have to act like you are in an elite special forces, such as car breaking down in the snow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: oh hai! on February 13, 2014, 01:29:51 AM
Post by: oh hai! on February 13, 2014, 01:29:51 AM
Happy, a Black Widow movie is in the works ;D ;D ;D http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1722209/marvel-black-widow-movie.jhtml
Unhappy, I am not watching this movie yet.
Unhappy, I am not watching this movie yet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on February 13, 2014, 03:25:49 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on February 13, 2014, 03:25:49 PM
The doll clothes that I ordered came in today BUT, they were too damn small for the dolls that I had in mind.
However, I DID get the clothes to fit two smaller figurines that I had and they do look pretty decent in those but that still leaves me with needing to buy outfits for the other dolls.
Oh well...ya live and learn.
However, I DID get the clothes to fit two smaller figurines that I had and they do look pretty decent in those but that still leaves me with needing to buy outfits for the other dolls.
Oh well...ya live and learn.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on February 17, 2014, 02:39:53 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on February 17, 2014, 02:39:53 AM
Thing are progressing much faster than I expected on a low dose of E.
Very strong results with breast growth now seeming to be rampant and out of control :-\
It's getting hard to hide now.
Not really ready for this as I thought it would take much longer. ???
Don't get me wrong I love it and it is wonderful but hard being alone.
J
Very strong results with breast growth now seeming to be rampant and out of control :-\
It's getting hard to hide now.
Not really ready for this as I thought it would take much longer. ???
Don't get me wrong I love it and it is wonderful but hard being alone.
J
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on February 17, 2014, 03:53:33 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on February 17, 2014, 03:53:33 AM
Quote from: Cindy on February 12, 2014, 12:11:26 AM
Called my mobile phone carrier to arrange international roaming. She didn't believe that it was my account due to my voice and female name not matching. So I just said I'm a woman with a deep voice and it confuses people over the phone.
She was so apologetic. She was so helpful, fixed everything, gave me a discount on services and we ended up having a friendly chat about guys, holidays and Valentine's Day. :laugh:
Great way to deal with that problem, I'll keep it in mind when I strike it too. Makes me wonder though if there are any voice modulators for phones that can change the way the voice sounds, to make it sound more feminine. The only ones I've seen in TV shows and movies make the voice deep and creepy. Sure there are others!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on February 17, 2014, 03:56:33 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on February 17, 2014, 03:56:33 AM
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 17, 2014, 02:39:53 AM
Thing are progressing much faster than I expected on a low dose of E.
Very strong results with breast growth now seeming to be rampant and out of control :-\
It's getting hard to hide now.
Not really ready for this as I thought it would take much longer. ???
Don't get me wrong I love it and it is wonderful but hard being alone.
J
It's great your body is taking so eagerly to E but what a bummer it is making you feel uncomfortable. Do you have any timeline in mind at all?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on February 17, 2014, 04:06:47 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on February 17, 2014, 04:06:47 AM
I really have not made a timeline as I had no idea a low dose would be so favourable. Perhaps I need to sit down and think it through.
I suppose this is what makes me feel uncomfortable yet so happy at the same time.
I suppose this is what makes me feel uncomfortable yet so happy at the same time.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on February 17, 2014, 04:21:46 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on February 17, 2014, 04:21:46 AM
Yeah, you don't want to jump into full time until you feel ready. I know people keep telling me I'm ready, maybe I am and I sure as hell wish I felt I was but still feel the need to tick a few more boxes first. We've seen some people take the plunge, sometimes quite unexpectedly and it has worked out great for them, but even they must have been "ready" at some level. Let me know if you need tips or suggestions about anything... :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on February 17, 2014, 10:39:17 PM
Post by: King Malachite on February 17, 2014, 10:39:17 PM
Happy- I found $5 at the store today
Unhappy- I need to put it towards getting a lapdesk that is triple the price online since it's sold out for it's regular price at Best Buy. :/
Unhappy- I need to put it towards getting a lapdesk that is triple the price online since it's sold out for it's regular price at Best Buy. :/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on February 18, 2014, 03:24:31 AM
Post by: V M on February 18, 2014, 03:24:31 AM
Saw a bumper stinker that read... "I'm not a bigot, I hate everyone equally"
I'm pretty sure it was just meant as a joke, but felt sad for anyone who actually feels that way
I'm pretty sure it was just meant as a joke, but felt sad for anyone who actually feels that way
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Keaira on February 18, 2014, 04:22:30 AM
Post by: Keaira on February 18, 2014, 04:22:30 AM
Caleb is in Las Vegas, having a good time. He so needed this break. But I miss seeing him every night. And we both hate that he is in the US and not spending that time together. I do hope though that this will bring Caleb and his Dad a little closer together. Some bonding can only be good for both of them, right?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on February 18, 2014, 12:10:41 PM
Post by: Shantel on February 18, 2014, 12:10:41 PM
Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 18, 2014, 04:22:30 AM
Caleb is in Las Vegas, having a good time. He so needed this break. But I miss seeing him every night. And we both hate that he is in the US and not spending that time together. I do hope though that this will bring Caleb and his Dad a little closer together. Some bonding can only be good for both of them, right?
Yes I think you are right about that, suppose we'll be getting a report soon huh?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on February 18, 2014, 12:15:48 PM
Post by: LordKAT on February 18, 2014, 12:15:48 PM
I went to pick up my repaired car. Only to have them repair it cause it now had no brakes.
Taxi is making money off me today.
Taxi is making money off me today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 18, 2014, 04:32:18 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 18, 2014, 04:32:18 PM
So it turns out the box from mom was filled with candies, snacks, a check from some law firm (I think I know what it's for) and then the kicker: a Calbin and Hobbes book. Which one did she get me? Weirdos From Another Planet. I'm not sure if she meant to get this one on purpose or not. It just feels somewhat offensive.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on February 18, 2014, 09:35:48 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on February 18, 2014, 09:35:48 PM
Quote from: Willow on February 18, 2014, 04:32:18 PM
So it turns out the box from mom was filled with candies, snacks, a check from some law firm (I think I know what it's for) and then the kicker: a Calbin and Hobbes book. Which one did she get me? Weirdos From Another Planet. I'm not sure if she meant to get this one on purpose or not. It just feels somewhat offensive.
I'd hold off on being offended. If I remember correctly, the "weirdos" is reference to Calvin and Suzy's schoolyard gender politics.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on February 18, 2014, 09:39:13 PM
Post by: Devlyn on February 18, 2014, 09:39:13 PM
I have "Scientific Progress Goes Boink?" somewhere around here. I'll be transmogrified if I can remember where.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on February 18, 2014, 09:46:24 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on February 18, 2014, 09:46:24 PM
Calvin's wonderful, but I've come to prefer Alice Otterloop from Cul-de-Sac
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.weeklystorybook.com%2F.a%2F6a0105369e6edf970b015393f25777970b-800wi&hash=6de20aa6d523538d49961ea0ee08cd6c623b444f)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.weeklystorybook.com%2F.a%2F6a0105369e6edf970b015393f25777970b-800wi&hash=6de20aa6d523538d49961ea0ee08cd6c623b444f)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on February 19, 2014, 12:19:00 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on February 19, 2014, 12:19:00 PM
I've been put down as "Miss [last name]" on the booking for the hotel I'm staying in because I'm not out at work. I've already had one argument about my identity.
Receptionist: When will Miss [last name] be arriving.
Me: That's me.
Receptionist: MISS [last name]?!
Me: YES.
Receptionist: M-i-s-s?!
Me: Yes.
Happy: I passed that well.
Unhappy: It was almost in front of my future manager, it's on my meal allowance slip and I'm so nervous they're going to argue who I am again that I'm seriously considering not eating again tonight. Its daft, because I've got £30 of food paid for by my company, and its the best I'll be eating for months.
Receptionist: When will Miss [last name] be arriving.
Me: That's me.
Receptionist: MISS [last name]?!
Me: YES.
Receptionist: M-i-s-s?!
Me: Yes.
Happy: I passed that well.
Unhappy: It was almost in front of my future manager, it's on my meal allowance slip and I'm so nervous they're going to argue who I am again that I'm seriously considering not eating again tonight. Its daft, because I've got £30 of food paid for by my company, and its the best I'll be eating for months.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on February 19, 2014, 02:26:58 PM
Post by: big kim on February 19, 2014, 02:26:58 PM
Happy a day out with my sister
Unhappy she now needs a walking stick
Unhappy she now needs a walking stick
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on February 23, 2014, 03:36:08 PM
Post by: Sephirah on February 23, 2014, 03:36:08 PM
Happy: just washed my hair. It feels, and smells lovely.
Unhappy: Forgot where I put my scrunchy, therefore I guarantee I'll have a gob full of it when I wake up tomorrow.
Unhappy: Forgot where I put my scrunchy, therefore I guarantee I'll have a gob full of it when I wake up tomorrow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Calder Smith on February 23, 2014, 03:41:24 PM
Post by: Calder Smith on February 23, 2014, 03:41:24 PM
Happy: my ex got back to me about my message.
Unhappy: she still doesn't think we should be friends.
Unhappy: she still doesn't think we should be friends.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on February 23, 2014, 05:59:24 PM
Post by: NathanielM on February 23, 2014, 05:59:24 PM
Actually yesterday but I was at the local supportgroup and because a transman came to talk about his book there actually were some more transmen (instead of mostly women). And they're all so awesome! They're all gorgeous and it was hard figuring out which guys were SO's because they looked so good :p And they were really cool, and I spend a lot of time hanging out wth the guys which was this great feeling. And the guy that organises (and knows me) was calling me son again (no-one does that except him) and introducing me all proudly to people and hugging me and stuff... It was really cool!
except I then had to go and start thinking :p And you know it just got me down a little that they've all had topsurgery and most of them phallo and are pretty much past transitioning whereas I'm just starting out here. And it felt like I was with this cool group but I didn't really belong with them yet (altough I'm sure some of them would hit me over the head for thinking that ...) Sometimes I just wish it was easier.
except I then had to go and start thinking :p And you know it just got me down a little that they've all had topsurgery and most of them phallo and are pretty much past transitioning whereas I'm just starting out here. And it felt like I was with this cool group but I didn't really belong with them yet (altough I'm sure some of them would hit me over the head for thinking that ...) Sometimes I just wish it was easier.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 23, 2014, 11:05:15 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 23, 2014, 11:05:15 PM
I did some looking into the TSA body scanners. Both times I've come back from the US, I've gone through the scanners only to have them raise some concern about my chest and pat it down. The first time I was asked if I had a big necklace on. This time, he just said he needed to pat down my chest. I tried to figure it out - did my bra set something off? If so, couldn't they see from my outline that I had no penis?
Turns out those scanners that show genitals are long gone as of early 2013. All they see now is a cartoon character, with a yellow mark wherever something suspicious is. They also don't always work that well (even the old ones that showed genitals didn't) so if someone wears baggy clothes or has an unusual form, they pat you down. So one of two things happened:
1) The scanner did in fact detect my bra as an abnormality, and it showed up on the screen.
2) I passed the body scanner, but they were concerned about my baggy sweater combined with an unusually large lump.
So happy: I obviously pass as male, despite my chest. I'm directed to the male officer without question.
Unhappy: my chest looks big enough that they suspect I am smuggling drugs or weapons in it. LOL. I guess it's kind of funny, in a horrible way.
As a sidenote, the male officers are always extremely professional in the chest pat-down. Just take both hands, sideways, and press down on the boobs with their palms. It's very quick and non-invasive.
Turns out those scanners that show genitals are long gone as of early 2013. All they see now is a cartoon character, with a yellow mark wherever something suspicious is. They also don't always work that well (even the old ones that showed genitals didn't) so if someone wears baggy clothes or has an unusual form, they pat you down. So one of two things happened:
1) The scanner did in fact detect my bra as an abnormality, and it showed up on the screen.
2) I passed the body scanner, but they were concerned about my baggy sweater combined with an unusually large lump.
So happy: I obviously pass as male, despite my chest. I'm directed to the male officer without question.
Unhappy: my chest looks big enough that they suspect I am smuggling drugs or weapons in it. LOL. I guess it's kind of funny, in a horrible way.
As a sidenote, the male officers are always extremely professional in the chest pat-down. Just take both hands, sideways, and press down on the boobs with their palms. It's very quick and non-invasive.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 24, 2014, 02:39:10 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 24, 2014, 02:39:10 AM
Looking back over the documents given to me during the first time I visited my doctor the first time, there's a form for informed consent for hormones. All I need to do is sign this and show my doctor and she is required to prescribe me HRT.
Knowing my doctor she'll say the form is invalid and I need to come back in 2-3 months to have my depression re-evaluated.
Knowing my doctor she'll say the form is invalid and I need to come back in 2-3 months to have my depression re-evaluated.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on February 24, 2014, 09:27:11 AM
Post by: Shantel on February 24, 2014, 09:27:11 AM
Quote from: birkin on February 23, 2014, 11:05:15 PM
Unhappy: my chest looks big enough that they suspect I am smuggling drugs or weapons in it. LOL. I guess it's kind of funny, in a horrible way.
They just want to be sure those aren't implants packed with C-4 explosive, oh and they should be careful about pressing the nips, they could be detonator buttons. :icon_hahano: :icon_peace:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 24, 2014, 09:29:40 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 24, 2014, 09:29:40 AM
Quote from: Shantel on February 24, 2014, 09:27:11 AMThey just want to be sure those aren't implants packed with C-4 explosive, oh and they should be careful about pressing the nips, they could be detonator buttons. :icon_hahano: :icon_peace:First Umar, the Northwest flight 253 (failed) underwear bomber, now Caleb, the bra bomber! :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 24, 2014, 02:28:43 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on February 24, 2014, 02:28:43 PM
Quote from: Shantel on February 24, 2014, 09:27:11 AM
They just want to be sure those aren't implants packed with C-4 explosive, oh and they should be careful about pressing the nips, they could be detonator buttons. :icon_hahano: :icon_peace:
LOL. Yes.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on February 24, 2014, 02:56:35 PM
Post by: Edge on February 24, 2014, 02:56:35 PM
I had a very tame flashback type thing at school. I'm not sure how to describe it. The point is, I was able to make it stop and it didn't drain or hurt me nearly as badly.
My friends, despite not knowing what was going on, agreed to change the subject and didn't make any deal of it. I just took a couple minutes to breath and then we were back to talking about other things.
My friends, despite not knowing what was going on, agreed to change the subject and didn't make any deal of it. I just took a couple minutes to breath and then we were back to talking about other things.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on February 25, 2014, 01:38:40 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on February 25, 2014, 01:38:40 AM
Found myself getting all emotional today at work and unable to cope due to everything going on.
Looks like the e has kicked in the emotions as well as the boobies that are getting hard to hide.
Got a nice sports bra yesterday for running. I will test it out shortly as it hurts running with them free.
J
Looks like the e has kicked in the emotions as well as the boobies that are getting hard to hide.
Got a nice sports bra yesterday for running. I will test it out shortly as it hurts running with them free.
J
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on February 25, 2014, 05:32:20 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on February 25, 2014, 05:32:20 AM
I find I have to run quite differently to avoid that (not jogging just making a dash for the train) - more of scurry really!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on February 25, 2014, 05:58:33 AM
Post by: V M on February 25, 2014, 05:58:33 AM
Careful, scientific men and others may want to study your bouncing algorithms :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on February 25, 2014, 01:10:58 PM
Post by: big kim on February 25, 2014, 01:10:58 PM
Unhappy I had to buy a walking stick
Happy I can get around a lot easier
Happy I can get around a lot easier
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Julia-Madrid on February 25, 2014, 02:25:28 PM
Post by: Julia-Madrid on February 25, 2014, 02:25:28 PM
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 25, 2014, 01:38:40 AM
Found myself getting all emotional today at work and unable to cope due to everything going on.
Looks like the e has kicked in the emotions as well as the boobies that are getting hard to hide.
Gawd, I am soooo envious.... hope to go on HRT in a few weeks and wonder if I'll be in a similar place in some months. Lucky girl...!!! :-*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Julia-Madrid on February 25, 2014, 02:30:27 PM
Post by: Julia-Madrid on February 25, 2014, 02:30:27 PM
I'm working at a trade fair this week, and all 200 of us have a uniform which includes a scarf and pocket square. I converted the scarf into a cute neckerchief. Nobody's really noticed such dashing design flair at all LOL! Then today a very senior manager I work with asked me about the girlie neckerchief (happy!) and then asked me when I'd be getting the skirt. However, (unhappy) is that I'm still presenting as a guy, and I think he's now wondering what kind of strange creature he's got on his team...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lizzie on February 25, 2014, 02:35:01 PM
Post by: Lizzie on February 25, 2014, 02:35:01 PM
It started to snow some today. It was really pretty but I was afraid it would cover the roads so I wouldn't be able to go to therapy tomorrow. Plus there's suppose to some more overnight.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kreuzfidel on February 25, 2014, 10:21:35 PM
Post by: Kreuzfidel on February 25, 2014, 10:21:35 PM
Spoke to my boss for the first time today in 4 weeks since taking time off for surgery - was nerve-wracking (a. because I hate talking on the phone and b. because she's my boss and I didn't know what to expect) and yet good to hear her voice again. Makes me remember what I like about my job vs. what I don't.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rachel85 on February 26, 2014, 04:34:55 AM
Post by: Rachel85 on February 26, 2014, 04:34:55 AM
Spoke in a group to young trans people and I think, maybe mostly hope, that some people found something I said useful or could relate.
I then drove home thinking not practicing what I am preaching and thinking about all the things I shouldn't be making myself depressed...
I then drove home thinking not practicing what I am preaching and thinking about all the things I shouldn't be making myself depressed...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on February 26, 2014, 12:57:45 PM
Post by: Xhianil on February 26, 2014, 12:57:45 PM
-Woke up with a bad migraine.
+just got rid of most of it using loud music.
+just got rid of most of it using loud music.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 26, 2014, 01:07:29 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 26, 2014, 01:07:29 PM
Hungry. Very hungry. Like I didn't eat breakfast. But I did.
But class is almost over! Then it's lunchtime!
I should probably make my phone calls first though.
But class is almost over! Then it's lunchtime!
I should probably make my phone calls first though.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on February 27, 2014, 02:11:11 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on February 27, 2014, 02:11:11 AM
Horrible day at work with client making mountain out of molehills.
Spent all day sorting them out and when we met them there were no issues???
Why do they torture me so?
Also still full of doubt.
Boobies bouncing along nicely.
Spent all day sorting them out and when we met them there were no issues???
Why do they torture me so?
Also still full of doubt.
Boobies bouncing along nicely.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jamie D on February 27, 2014, 03:11:15 AM
Post by: Jamie D on February 27, 2014, 03:11:15 AM
Quote from: Xhianil on February 26, 2014, 12:57:45 PM
-Woke up with a bad migraine.
+just got rid of most of it using loud music.
That is very interesting. Most people with migraine headaches are light- and sound-sensitive.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 27, 2014, 10:27:27 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 27, 2014, 10:27:27 AM
Moving into a gender neutral dorm tomorrow.
Have to pack tonight.
Have to pack tonight.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on February 27, 2014, 10:30:10 AM
Post by: LordKAT on February 27, 2014, 10:30:10 AM
Yay!! Way to go Willow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 27, 2014, 11:22:26 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 27, 2014, 11:22:26 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on February 27, 2014, 10:30:10 AMYay!! Way to go Willow.Also another thing came up.
Have a doctor that will take my insurance and prescribe me hormones and set an appointment.
Appointment isn't for another 15 days though :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on February 28, 2014, 09:51:52 AM
Post by: LordKAT on February 28, 2014, 09:51:52 AM
Quote from: Willow on February 27, 2014, 11:22:26 AM
Also another thing came up.
Have a doctor that will take my insurance and prescribe me hormones and set an appointment.
Appointment isn't for another 15 days though :(
Better 15 days than months which seems to be the usual.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on February 28, 2014, 02:59:19 PM
Post by: Jenny07 on February 28, 2014, 02:59:19 PM
Still feeling dark and confused
Had a long chat with Aunty C last night which was helpful.
I think I'm terrified of the next steps and am lost by myself. ???
I know I will love it and be happy but I'm not sure exactly how to do it.
I love the changes, don't get me wrong E is the best thing ever.
Had a long chat with Aunty C last night which was helpful.
I think I'm terrified of the next steps and am lost by myself. ???
I know I will love it and be happy but I'm not sure exactly how to do it.
I love the changes, don't get me wrong E is the best thing ever.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on February 28, 2014, 03:24:04 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on February 28, 2014, 03:24:04 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on February 28, 2014, 09:51:52 AMI've been waiting months to get to see a doctor that will actually do something.
Better 15 days than months which seems to be the usual.
Finally it seems that it will work out. 4th time's the charm?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on March 01, 2014, 08:46:57 AM
Post by: LordKAT on March 01, 2014, 08:46:57 AM
Quote from: Willow on February 28, 2014, 03:24:04 PM
I've been waiting months to get to see a doctor that will actually do something.
Finally it seems that it will work out. 4th time's the charm?
You are charming enough that it will be. I said so.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Calder Smith on March 01, 2014, 09:36:23 AM
Post by: Calder Smith on March 01, 2014, 09:36:23 AM
Ryan Miller being traded.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on March 01, 2014, 03:10:29 PM
Post by: big kim on March 01, 2014, 03:10:29 PM
Happy got an extra day off tomorrow
Unhappy can't afford to do anything
Unhappy can't afford to do anything
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lizzie on March 01, 2014, 04:20:00 PM
Post by: Lizzie on March 01, 2014, 04:20:00 PM
My DVR isn't working and none of the channels come in :(. But now I've got reason to watch Star Trek Voyager all day :icon_geekdance: Netflix saves the day!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 01, 2014, 09:12:39 PM
Post by: V M on March 01, 2014, 09:12:39 PM
Getting pelted with icy snow that kinda stings while riding my bike to the store :P The stuff sure does wake you up though
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 02, 2014, 09:55:33 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 02, 2014, 09:55:33 AM
Had two nice days that the sun was shining and it got up to 50 F, spent both days in hip waders re-plumbing my Koi pond pump to waterfall feature, something I wanted to accomplish. :)
Water was so cold I lost feeling in both hands and arms and was in extreme pain when they warmed back up, had several cursing attacks in the process and was not a nice person. >:( >:-)
Water was so cold I lost feeling in both hands and arms and was in extreme pain when they warmed back up, had several cursing attacks in the process and was not a nice person. >:( >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 02, 2014, 10:22:54 AM
Post by: V M on March 02, 2014, 10:22:54 AM
I use one of those reusable shopping bags and just as I walked into the lobby of my apt.s the handle tore right off and my stuff fell all over the floor - I used some interesting vocabulary when that happened
Luckily, other than the bag nothing was badly damaged and I'm glad I wasn't out on the snow covered road when it happened - That would have been a fine mess
LOL... I can laugh about it now though
Luckily, other than the bag nothing was badly damaged and I'm glad I wasn't out on the snow covered road when it happened - That would have been a fine mess
LOL... I can laugh about it now though
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 02, 2014, 10:38:50 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 02, 2014, 10:38:50 AM
Quote from: V M on March 02, 2014, 10:22:54 AM:D :D
I use one of those reusable shopping bags and just as I walked into the lobby of my apt.s the handle tore right off and my stuff fell all over the floor - I used some interesting vocabulary when that happened
Luckily, other than the bag nothing was badly damaged and I'm glad I wasn't out on the snow covered road when it happened - That would have been a fine mess
LOL... I can laugh about it now though
Good to know I'm not the only naughty one here sis!
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on March 02, 2014, 06:23:30 PM
Post by: Emo on March 02, 2014, 06:23:30 PM
I heard a baby crying today and tried to hold myself back from running over and comforting him myself...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 02, 2014, 08:36:57 PM
Post by: Shantel on March 02, 2014, 08:36:57 PM
Quote from: Emo on March 02, 2014, 06:23:30 PM
I heard a baby crying today and tried to hold myself back from running over and comforting him myself...
How cute of you, are you getting mommy instinct?
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emo on March 02, 2014, 08:40:28 PM
Post by: Emo on March 02, 2014, 08:40:28 PM
Quote from: Shantel on March 02, 2014, 08:36:57 PMLol. Howd you know? :p
How cute of you, are you getting mommy instinct?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 03, 2014, 09:04:56 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 03, 2014, 09:04:56 AM
Quote from: Emo on March 02, 2014, 08:40:28 PM
Lol. Howd you know? :p
It becomes instinct for some, not all MtF types. I didn't have any of that as my kids grew up but later after a long time on HRT I began to take an interest in women friend's small children and fuss over them when they got hurt and I routinely make a big fuss over new babies. It wasn't a natural thing for me before.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 04, 2014, 05:22:47 PM
Post by: V M on March 04, 2014, 05:22:47 PM
Changed my bike tires back over from snow tires to regular street tires 8) My left leg feels like a sharp stick :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on March 04, 2014, 05:28:38 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on March 04, 2014, 05:28:38 PM
Quote from: V M on March 04, 2014, 05:22:47 PM
Changed my bike tires back over from snow ties to regular street tires 8) My left leg feel like a sharp stick :P
You must not have six inches of solid ice on your streets :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 04, 2014, 11:29:29 PM
Post by: V M on March 04, 2014, 11:29:29 PM
Quote from: G:W:Y:N:N:E on March 04, 2014, 05:28:38 PM
You must not have six inches of solid ice on your streets :P
Most of it has melted off but we still get a thin layer of 'Black Ice' at night so still have to be careful
Kickin' back with my guitar and playin' "While My guitar Gently Weeps" by George Harrison
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on March 06, 2014, 02:36:32 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on March 06, 2014, 02:36:32 AM
Tried to find a bus today but they were going to slow, city traffic.
At least I was wearing clean undies. :-\
At least I was wearing clean undies. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on March 09, 2014, 04:46:10 PM
Post by: Constance on March 09, 2014, 04:46:10 PM
I was supposed to meet a friend this weekend but it didn't happen. Part of the reason is the message I received from them:
The thing is that I'd been developing "feelings" for this person as well, and had been somewhat suppressing them. These are interesting times indeed.
QuoteI'm sorry I have been so slow to respond. I do want to see you. I have feelings for you and haven't really been handling them well. I'm a little overwhelmed. I'll make it up to you soon!
The thing is that I'd been developing "feelings" for this person as well, and had been somewhat suppressing them. These are interesting times indeed.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on March 09, 2014, 05:35:58 PM
Post by: Nero on March 09, 2014, 05:35:58 PM
Quote from: Constance on March 09, 2014, 04:46:10 PM
I was supposed to meet a friend this weekend but it didn't happen. Part of the reason is the message I received from them:QuoteI'm sorry I have been so slow to respond. I do want to see you. I have feelings for you and haven't really been handling them well. I'm a little overwhelmed. I'll make it up to you soon!
The thing is that I'd been developing "feelings" for this person as well, and had been somewhat suppressing them. These are interesting times indeed.
That's awesome hon!
Quote from: Jenny07 on March 06, 2014, 02:36:32 AM
Tried to find a bus today but they were going to slow, city traffic.
At least I was wearing clean undies. :-\
Gets image in his head of what this means. :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JaimeD on March 09, 2014, 05:38:56 PM
Post by: JaimeD on March 09, 2014, 05:38:56 PM
Makes me wonder if it warranted being mentioned because its such a rare occurrence. :D >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 10, 2014, 09:41:58 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 10, 2014, 09:41:58 AM
Quote from: JaimeD on March 09, 2014, 05:38:56 PM
Makes me wonder if it warranted being mentioned because its such a rare occurrence. :D >:-)
Huh.....what?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 10, 2014, 10:20:44 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 10, 2014, 10:20:44 AM
Dad was suggesting I find out about perhaps following a track to be a PA. Ok, this might work I think. And then I read that it involves assisting with surgery.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JaimeD on March 10, 2014, 05:07:38 PM
Post by: JaimeD on March 10, 2014, 05:07:38 PM
Quote from: Shantel on March 10, 2014, 09:41:58 AMwas referring to the clean undies comment.
Huh.....what?
Basically, just being stupid. in my own way. amusing myself a bit childishly.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on March 10, 2014, 05:52:42 PM
Post by: King Malachite on March 10, 2014, 05:52:42 PM
Happy: A couple of guys in GTA V: Online said my character looks like a hitman, which was the look I was going for. They even took pictures of my character.
Unhappy: The other guys died and I was left to complete the mission because I failed it.
Unhappy: The other guys died and I was left to complete the mission because I failed it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 10, 2014, 06:15:31 PM
Post by: Shantel on March 10, 2014, 06:15:31 PM
Quote from: JaimeD on March 10, 2014, 05:07:38 PM
was referring to the clean undies comment.
Basically, just being stupid. in my own way. amusing myself a bit childishly.
I was wondering what wearing clean undies had to do with slow busses too, but then wearing clean undies is nice if you suddenly wind up in the ER.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Brooke777 on March 10, 2014, 10:36:25 PM
Post by: Brooke777 on March 10, 2014, 10:36:25 PM
Happy : I held my own against the boys at work today. We had to train on carrying a 28 foot ladder that weighs 75lbs.
Unhappy : I am quite thin, and therefore not very 'padded'. I have bruises on my arms and shoulders from where that stupid ladder was!
Unhappy : I am quite thin, and therefore not very 'padded'. I have bruises on my arms and shoulders from where that stupid ladder was!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 11, 2014, 09:58:06 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 11, 2014, 09:58:06 AM
Quote from: Brooke777 on March 10, 2014, 10:36:25 PM
Happy : I held my own against the boys at work today. We had to train on carrying a 28 foot ladder that weighs 75lbs.
Way to go girl, show them how it's done!
Unhappy : I am quite thin, and therefore not very 'padded'. I have bruises on my arms and shoulders from where that stupid ladder was! Poor baby, just bruises so you'll pink back up!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on March 11, 2014, 09:40:58 PM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on March 11, 2014, 09:40:58 PM
Made me giggly although I feel like SUCH a dork, oh please don't tell my girlfriend how bad I am with housework lol. I just managed to put dishwasher soap in the washing machine aka foam heaven and there's nothing I can do about it because the washing machine won't open until the water's gone and it doesn't automatically empty itself so I need to wait for it.
It's 4 AM, I'm goddamn tired and there's no way I am going to sleep with that foam monster lurking in the bathroom.....
It's 4 AM, I'm goddamn tired and there's no way I am going to sleep with that foam monster lurking in the bathroom.....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 12, 2014, 10:21:56 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 12, 2014, 10:21:56 AM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on March 11, 2014, 09:40:58 PM
Made me giggly although I feel like SUCH a dork, oh please don't tell my girlfriend how bad I am with housework lol. I just managed to put dishwasher soap in the washing machine aka foam heaven and there's nothing I can do about it because the washing machine won't open until the water's gone and it doesn't automatically empty itself so I need to wait for it.
It's 4 AM, I'm goddamn tired and there's no way I am going to sleep with that foam monster lurking in the bathroom.....
Waaaa ha ha ha >:-) there's something new to learn every day! :D ;D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LivingTheDream on March 12, 2014, 11:35:21 AM
Post by: LivingTheDream on March 12, 2014, 11:35:21 AM
Unhappy: Another huge snowstorm and super cold air
Happy: Class was cancelled today :D
Happy: Class was cancelled today :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 12, 2014, 02:23:19 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 12, 2014, 02:23:19 PM
Quote from: LivingTheDream on March 12, 2014, 11:35:21 AMUnhappy: Another huge snowstorm and super cold airSame here.
Happy: Class was cancelled today :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 12, 2014, 03:26:24 PM
Post by: Edge on March 12, 2014, 03:26:24 PM
I am apparently so obviously stressed that my lab prof made me make an appointment with a school counsellor. (As in she had me use her computer to make an appointment before I left the lab.)
On the plus side, it's nice to know someone cares and she told me I had a good head for science aside from the stress.
On the plus side, it's nice to know someone cares and she told me I had a good head for science aside from the stress.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ForceMustang on March 12, 2014, 06:28:27 PM
Post by: ForceMustang on March 12, 2014, 06:28:27 PM
My older brother is going to California for the Burning Man this summer, and that is so cool, so i'm happy for him. But a part of me is just jealous because i don't have the money yet, and won't have anytime soon because i still have one and a half year in college to do :-X
(but you know, i'll keep waiting and i have my own hippy festival to go here this summer :D)
(but you know, i'll keep waiting and i have my own hippy festival to go here this summer :D)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on March 12, 2014, 09:15:38 PM
Post by: JLT1 on March 12, 2014, 09:15:38 PM
I got called "ma'am" for the first time. Which means, for the very first time and after 14 months on HRT, I passed! But ma'am???
Jen
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 12, 2014, 09:20:11 PM
Post by: V M on March 12, 2014, 09:20:11 PM
Quote from: JLT1 on March 12, 2014, 09:15:38 PM
I got called "ma'am" for the first time. Which means, for the very first time and after 14 months on HRT, I passed! But ma'am???
Jen
Ma'am, the female equivalent to Sir = Score!!! ;D Congrats
My neighbor, aka Captain Obnoxious got up to one of his bellowing rants this evening which naturally reminded me that I truly should play my electric guitar more often as I'd hate for it to feel lonely 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on March 12, 2014, 09:40:31 PM
Post by: JLT1 on March 12, 2014, 09:40:31 PM
Quote from: V M on March 12, 2014, 09:20:11 PM
Ma'am, the female equivalent to Sir = Score!!! ;D Congrats
My neighbor, aka Captain Obnoxious got up to one of his bellowing rants this evening which naturally reminded me that I truly should play my electric guitar more often as I'd hate for it to feel lonely 8)
Thank you. I fealt special..kind of warm all over. And old. But I will never forget.
Guitars can be wonderful things when amplified correctly!
Hugs!!
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 01:09:10 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 01:09:10 AM
My roommate thinks I'd look good with glasses like these.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.polyvore.com%2Fcgi%2Fimg-thing%3F.out%3Djpg%26amp%3Bsize%3Dl%26amp%3Btid%3D61470237&hash=6aed71e00040ac4b05a82fc06ef8163f4693d6ec)
Unfortunately I have 20/15 vision, I'm the only one in my family who has vision better than 20/40 (the minimum needed for driving without glasses)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.polyvore.com%2Fcgi%2Fimg-thing%3F.out%3Djpg%26amp%3Bsize%3Dl%26amp%3Btid%3D61470237&hash=6aed71e00040ac4b05a82fc06ef8163f4693d6ec)
Unfortunately I have 20/15 vision, I'm the only one in my family who has vision better than 20/40 (the minimum needed for driving without glasses)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on March 13, 2014, 09:41:52 AM
Post by: Kittenswithmittens on March 13, 2014, 09:41:52 AM
Quote from: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 01:09:10 AM
My roommate thinks I'd look good with glasses like these.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.polyvore.com%2Fcgi%2Fimg-thing%3F.out%3Djpg%26amp%3Bsize%3Dl%26amp%3Btid%3D61470237&hash=6aed71e00040ac4b05a82fc06ef8163f4693d6ec)
Unfortunately I have 20/15 vision, I'm the only one in my family who has vision better than 20/40 (the minimum needed for driving without glasses)
Try it! I love glasses like those but I can't wear them because the glasses would be too thick due to the size of the glasses. My vision is straight out awful, when I stretch my hand out I can't count my fingers without glasses or contacts on.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on March 13, 2014, 10:17:34 AM
Post by: AdamMLP on March 13, 2014, 10:17:34 AM
A trans woman agreed to talk to me after work today, although she doesn't know what about. I'm cacking myself and I don't entirely know why.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on March 13, 2014, 11:45:11 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on March 13, 2014, 11:45:11 AM
Quote from: lxndr on March 13, 2014, 10:17:34 AM
A trans woman agreed to talk to me after work today, although she doesn't know what about. I'm cacking myself and I don't entirely know why.
She probably has an inkling, given that she's an out trans person and hasn't properly met you before. lol. I wouldn't worry about it. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 02:41:56 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 02:41:56 PM
Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on March 13, 2014, 09:41:52 AMTry it! I love glasses like those but I can't wear them because the glasses would be too thick due to the size of the glasses. My vision is straight out awful, when I stretch my hand out I can't count my fingers without glasses or contacts on.THere's no real reason to wear glasses though, considering that I don't need them for vision. Also, here in the US, most of the time, the frames are free, but oñly if you buy prescription lenses, which I won't need.
I may try it when I have more money.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 13, 2014, 06:06:50 PM
Post by: V M on March 13, 2014, 06:06:50 PM
Quote from: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 01:09:10 AM
Unfortunately I have 20/15 vision, I'm the only one in my family who has vision better than 20/40 (the minimum needed for driving without glasses)
When I was younger I had 20/15 vision, but that started to fade about my mid thirties and so now I have to wear glasses for almost everything but the computer
Enjoy it while you've got it
Hugs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on March 13, 2014, 11:53:22 PM
Post by: King Malachite on March 13, 2014, 11:53:22 PM
Unhappy: I got sad thinking how about how I will never have a fully functional cis-male body. I told my friend that I feel like half a man.
Happy: My friend said that I was all man. :) That made me feel better. I hope my future wife tells me that I'm all man.
Happy: My friend said that I was all man. :) That made me feel better. I hope my future wife tells me that I'm all man.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on March 14, 2014, 12:27:02 AM
Post by: Jill F on March 14, 2014, 12:27:02 AM
OMG, mah bewbs are super achy right now. That means they're growing!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on March 14, 2014, 12:43:07 AM
Post by: Cindy on March 14, 2014, 12:43:07 AM
Quote from: Malachite on March 13, 2014, 11:53:22 PM
Unhappy: I got sad thinking how about how I will never have a fully functional cis-male body. I told my friend that I feel like half a man.
Happy: My friend said that I was all man. :) That made me feel better. I hope my future wife tells me that I'm all man.
You are all man and a very fine and decent one. Your future wife will be an extremely lucky woman to have such a man to share her life with.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on March 14, 2014, 01:55:30 AM
Post by: King Malachite on March 14, 2014, 01:55:30 AM
Quote from: Cindy on March 14, 2014, 12:43:07 AM
You are all man and a very fine and decent one. Your future wife will be an extremely lucky woman to have such a man to share her life with.
Awwww thank you, Cindy! :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 15, 2014, 12:39:16 AM
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 15, 2014, 12:39:16 AM
Norton programs coming pre-installed in my new laptop. Getting to give a scathingly honest feedback as to why I was removing in the feedback survey they offered. I didn't hold back.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 15, 2014, 10:23:50 PM
Post by: V M on March 15, 2014, 10:23:50 PM
A young couple at the store was standing in front of one of the refrigeration doors in the dairy section having a somewhat argumentative discussion about something
I didn't want to bother them so I just waited a moment
The gal then told her boyfriend/husband? "I think she would like to get in there to get something" and so they moved on
I felt kinda sad that they were arguing, but it was very reaffirming to be referred to as she, especially since I'd been going through a lot of depression, anxiety and dysphoria stuff lately
I didn't want to bother them so I just waited a moment
The gal then told her boyfriend/husband? "I think she would like to get in there to get something" and so they moved on
I felt kinda sad that they were arguing, but it was very reaffirming to be referred to as she, especially since I'd been going through a lot of depression, anxiety and dysphoria stuff lately
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on March 16, 2014, 06:36:19 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on March 16, 2014, 06:36:19 PM
I bought a tiny container of ice cream and made a pan of nachos. I know it's bad for my weight loss plan, but it's soooo good. I just try to limit how many times I do it. (and I'm 90% successful at it, so it isn't so bad)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on March 17, 2014, 12:14:58 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on March 17, 2014, 12:14:58 AM
Quote from: Jill F on March 14, 2014, 12:27:02 AM
OMG, mah bewbs are super achy right now. That means they're growing!
ditto.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jean24 on March 17, 2014, 01:01:18 AM
Post by: Jean24 on March 17, 2014, 01:01:18 AM
Went to an airshow. I love aviation. I also saw a representative from the aviation department of the university that I attend. Long story short: I have had a lot of problems with them and have never been able to attend.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on March 17, 2014, 02:09:42 PM
Post by: Jill F on March 17, 2014, 02:09:42 PM
Was awakened at 6:30 this morning by an earthquake. My immediate assessment- meh, about 4 and a half, probably 5 miles away, go back to sleep.
Just about nailed it. 4.4, about 5 miles away.
I can also tell you the approximate voltage I'm being zapped with. Wow, the things you probably shouldn't be able to gauge.
Just about nailed it. 4.4, about 5 miles away.
I can also tell you the approximate voltage I'm being zapped with. Wow, the things you probably shouldn't be able to gauge.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 17, 2014, 02:35:07 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 17, 2014, 02:35:07 PM
Quote from: Jean24 on March 17, 2014, 01:01:18 AMWent to an airshow. I love aviation. I also saw a representative from the aviation department of the university that I attend. Long story short: I have had a lot of problems with them and have never been able to attend.Cool, aviation is a near obsession of mine, although I don't plan on going into it as a career, and my university has no aviation department.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on March 17, 2014, 03:57:19 PM
Post by: 930310 on March 17, 2014, 03:57:19 PM
I watched the latest episode of HIMYM. I was happy when I watched it but I felt sad when i realised that there are just five more episodes before it's over...
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Post by: V M on March 18, 2014, 01:34:51 AM
Post by: V M on March 18, 2014, 01:34:51 AM
My corned beef and cabbage dinner came out awesome tasty 8) Just wish I had someone special to share it with
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on March 18, 2014, 01:39:20 AM
Post by: Cindy on March 18, 2014, 01:39:20 AM
Quote from: V M on March 18, 2014, 01:34:51 AM
My corned beef and cabbage dinner came out awesome tasty 8) Just wish I had someone special to share it with
On my way sis, white wine?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 18, 2014, 01:48:27 AM
Post by: V M on March 18, 2014, 01:48:27 AM
I'll get the glasses out!
Hugs
Hugs
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Post by: Lauren5 on March 18, 2014, 02:11:33 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 18, 2014, 02:11:33 AM
Quote from: Cindy on March 18, 2014, 01:39:20 AMOn my way sis, white wine?Says Guinness more to me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on March 18, 2014, 03:36:03 AM
Post by: 930310 on March 18, 2014, 03:36:03 AM
The fact that the universities in Sweden opened their applications today. I'm happy that I get a new chance to get into med school, but it's also a bit boring that I haven't already started studying there yet.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Julia-Madrid on March 18, 2014, 12:57:23 PM
Post by: Julia-Madrid on March 18, 2014, 12:57:23 PM
Yay - got my ears pierced today. A little step forward woo hoo. Stings a little, but I rewarded myself with CHOCOLATE!! So happy 8)
VM - if you've still got any of that corned beef and cabbage dinner going, I can bring dessert!! (Well, I didn't eat all of it!) ;D
VM - if you've still got any of that corned beef and cabbage dinner going, I can bring dessert!! (Well, I didn't eat all of it!) ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 18, 2014, 04:59:27 PM
Post by: V M on March 18, 2014, 04:59:27 PM
Quote from: Julia-Madrid on March 18, 2014, 12:57:23 PM
Yay - got my ears pierced today. A little step forward woo hoo. Stings a little, but I rewarded myself with CHOCOLATE!! So happy 8)
VM - if you've still got any of that corned beef and cabbage dinner going, I can bring dessert!! (Well, I didn't eat all of it!) ;D
Congrats on getting your ears pierced :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on March 18, 2014, 06:22:13 PM
Post by: King Malachite on March 18, 2014, 06:22:13 PM
Unhappy- My mom is getting a little loud so chances are she has had a sip....
Happy- I'm getting out of the house to go to Bible study so I won't have to deal with it for a couple of hours at least.
Happy- I'm getting out of the house to go to Bible study so I won't have to deal with it for a couple of hours at least.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 18, 2014, 08:46:24 PM
Post by: Edge on March 18, 2014, 08:46:24 PM
I'm trying to do homework while I probably have an ear infection and my throat hurts.
D has offered to help me.
D has offered to help me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on March 18, 2014, 10:11:30 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on March 18, 2014, 10:11:30 PM
Quote from: Edge on March 18, 2014, 08:46:24 PM
I'm trying to do homework while I probably have an ear infection and my throat hurts.
D has offered to help me.
Ouch. Ear infections SUCK!!
I finished my latest fanfic BUT my printer is way low on ink. I don't have the money to buy a new cartridge at the moment.
Crap.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 18, 2014, 10:21:14 PM
Post by: Edge on March 18, 2014, 10:21:14 PM
D will probably be at school tomorrow and will be coming to my lab. I wish I wasn't this happy about it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on March 19, 2014, 02:38:39 AM
Post by: 930310 on March 19, 2014, 02:38:39 AM
Electrolysis...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on March 19, 2014, 02:42:35 AM
Post by: Cindy on March 19, 2014, 02:42:35 AM
Quote from: Julia-Madrid on March 18, 2014, 12:57:23 PM
Yay - got my ears pierced today. A little step forward woo hoo. Stings a little, but I rewarded myself with CHOCOLATE!! So happy 8)
VM - if you've still got any of that corned beef and cabbage dinner going, I can bring dessert!! (Well, I didn't eat all of it!) ;D
Congrats on the ears, and don't touch them!!!!!
Getting my ears pierced was in retrospect the moment I began to transition and more importantly to accept myself.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Chris R. on March 19, 2014, 03:08:12 AM
Post by: Chris R. on March 19, 2014, 03:08:12 AM
Not going to school. I don't mind staying at home but I wanted to go.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Julia-Madrid on March 19, 2014, 05:39:47 AM
Post by: Julia-Madrid on March 19, 2014, 05:39:47 AM
Hiya Cindy
ABSOLUTELY AGREE! In fact, I had mine pierced when I was only 12 originally, but as a kid, I lived in such a conservative country that there was tremendous pressure to be a real man (urgh!) And when I got married my wife wanted a "normal" husband, so the studs got lost for 15 years. Finally I'm able to reuse the old holes, but it's pretty much like starting again... bring on the saline and cotton buds...!!
Hugs
Julia
QuoteGetting my ears pierced was in retrospect the moment I began to transition and more importantly to accept myself.
ABSOLUTELY AGREE! In fact, I had mine pierced when I was only 12 originally, but as a kid, I lived in such a conservative country that there was tremendous pressure to be a real man (urgh!) And when I got married my wife wanted a "normal" husband, so the studs got lost for 15 years. Finally I'm able to reuse the old holes, but it's pretty much like starting again... bring on the saline and cotton buds...!!
Hugs
Julia
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on March 19, 2014, 07:44:01 AM
Post by: 930310 on March 19, 2014, 07:44:01 AM
I don't know why, but I've never liked the thought of having my skin pierced. I don't like the way it looks on people I guess.
There's nothing wrong with your piercings though, it's just something that's wrong with me I guess.
There's nothing wrong with your piercings though, it's just something that's wrong with me I guess.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on March 19, 2014, 07:47:50 AM
Post by: Cindy on March 19, 2014, 07:47:50 AM
Quote from: 930310 on March 19, 2014, 07:44:01 AM
I don't know why, but I've never liked the thought of having my skin pierced. I don't like the way it looks on people I guess.
There's nothing wrong with your piercings though, it's just something that's wrong with me I guess.
Nothing wrong with that at all, my sister in law hates pierced ears. I love them. Just different strokes
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 08:30:21 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 08:30:21 AM
I had pierced ears but lost a 3/4 carat diamond stud in the rocks somewhere, it was upsetting so I let the holes grow shut. Lesson learned, get the jeweler to put screw on type backs on expensive earrings.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 08:07:55 PM
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 08:07:55 PM
I saw a lot of D today and he was friendly toward me. I wish I didn't feel this way.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 09:32:13 PM
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 09:32:13 PM
Quote from: Edge on March 19, 2014, 08:07:55 PM
I saw a lot of D today and he was friendly toward me. I wish I didn't feel this way.
Do you think Loki and D will get along ok?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 09:50:33 PM
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 09:50:33 PM
Quote from: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 09:32:13 PMHe gets along with me, so probably.
Do you think Loki and D will get along ok?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 10:03:35 PM
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 10:03:35 PM
Quote from: Edge on March 19, 2014, 09:50:33 PM
He gets along with me, so probably.
Cool!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 10:11:26 PM
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 10:11:26 PM
Regardless, he's still straight and I still get way too happy about seeing him.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 10:54:05 PM
Post by: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 10:54:05 PM
Quote from: Edge on March 19, 2014, 10:11:26 PM
Regardless, he's still straight and I still get way too happy about seeing him.
So what? No big deal! Just smell the roses and take it a day at a time, we never know what tomorrow will bring. I live in a place where supernatural is expected rather than denied. After you are like Loki right? You're saying he's straight, are you sure you haven't put him in a mental box?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 11:01:32 PM
Post by: Edge on March 19, 2014, 11:01:32 PM
Quote from: Shantel on March 19, 2014, 10:54:05 PMNot necessarily, but I do respect the orientation he identifies with and I still don't want to feel this way.
So what? No big deal! Just smell the roses and take it a day at a time, we never know what tomorrow will bring. I live in a place where supernatural is expected rather than denied. After you are like Loki right? You're saying he's straight, are you sure you haven't put him in a mental box?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on March 20, 2014, 02:13:44 AM
Post by: 930310 on March 20, 2014, 02:13:44 AM
The stress this morning. Everybody except me were in a rush and now I'm happy that I get some time for myself, but I'm not very happy that I'll be alone until tonight.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on March 20, 2014, 09:47:17 AM
Post by: Shantel on March 20, 2014, 09:47:17 AM
Quote from: Edge on March 19, 2014, 11:01:32 PM
Not necessarily, but I do respect the orientation he identifies with and I still don't want to feel this way.
I never wanted to feel how I look, but we can only suppress feelings for so long and eventually something pops!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Chris R. on March 20, 2014, 01:34:27 PM
Post by: Chris R. on March 20, 2014, 01:34:27 PM
Coming out to my brother.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: radsi on March 20, 2014, 05:52:24 PM
Post by: radsi on March 20, 2014, 05:52:24 PM
Quote from: Chris R. on March 20, 2014, 01:34:27 PM
Coming out to my brother.
thats a big step! well done... hope it went ok tho
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on March 21, 2014, 10:16:27 PM
Post by: King Malachite on March 21, 2014, 10:16:27 PM
Happy: My sister is bringing some leftover Little Caesar's Pizza
Unhappy: I really don't need it, but aside from that, she will be brining it when live fighting on t.v. will be over.
Unhappy: I really don't need it, but aside from that, she will be brining it when live fighting on t.v. will be over.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 21, 2014, 10:39:05 PM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 21, 2014, 10:39:05 PM
Happy AND unhappy: After work, I stopped at home on the way to the night class I teach. I was sitting silently on the couch with my wife, when she turned to me, gave me the sweetest smile and said, "you are so cute!"
I appreciated the compliment for what it was, but it still tugged at my heart a little. She, of course, meant that I'm a cute guy, so yeah. My only response was a small smile that was more a smirk than anything.
:-\
-Tegan
I appreciated the compliment for what it was, but it still tugged at my heart a little. She, of course, meant that I'm a cute guy, so yeah. My only response was a small smile that was more a smirk than anything.
:-\
-Tegan
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on March 21, 2014, 11:19:37 PM
Post by: Constance on March 21, 2014, 11:19:37 PM
I'm painting my nails. :)
But I started while wearing my cutest white blouse. :(
I managed to get the blouse off without marking it with the nail polish. :)
But I started while wearing my cutest white blouse. :(
I managed to get the blouse off without marking it with the nail polish. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 22, 2014, 10:08:42 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 22, 2014, 10:08:42 PM
My friends are going out to a party tonight.
Normally I wouldn't ask if I could tag along, but I did.
I was advised not to go, because they're going to a frat which is known for having guys who aren't really that tolerant while under the influence, so for my own safety (and so I wouldn't be arrested if a fight broke out and I lost, which with my track record, would happen) I shouldn't go, and I reluctantly agreed.
My other friends aren't that fun to be around, or haven't talked to me in a while, so I'm doubting if they were ever my friends.
I have to ask that to myself about all of my "friends," whether they really enjoy me being around or not. Of course asking them directly will always result in a yes, which isn't reassuring because it could be truthful or not.
Normally I wouldn't ask if I could tag along, but I did.
I was advised not to go, because they're going to a frat which is known for having guys who aren't really that tolerant while under the influence, so for my own safety (and so I wouldn't be arrested if a fight broke out and I lost, which with my track record, would happen) I shouldn't go, and I reluctantly agreed.
My other friends aren't that fun to be around, or haven't talked to me in a while, so I'm doubting if they were ever my friends.
I have to ask that to myself about all of my "friends," whether they really enjoy me being around or not. Of course asking them directly will always result in a yes, which isn't reassuring because it could be truthful or not.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: xponentialshift on March 24, 2014, 01:45:31 PM
Post by: xponentialshift on March 24, 2014, 01:45:31 PM
I saw an overturned vehicle on my rainy and foggy drive into work today which was very sad. (Luckily it didn't look like there were serious injuries but I can't be sure) the paramedics were about 2 minutes away when I passed.
But there was a good Samaritan standing in the rain guiding one lane traffic and alternating directions. Also the cars around me were very good about using hazard lights and flashing oncoming traffic to warn then to slow down.
My faith in humanity was restored for they day :)
But there was a good Samaritan standing in the rain guiding one lane traffic and alternating directions. Also the cars around me were very good about using hazard lights and flashing oncoming traffic to warn then to slow down.
My faith in humanity was restored for they day :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 12:49:01 AM
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 12:49:01 AM
Advanced digital painting practice where things finally clicked for me, and then being a moron that didn't save and having photoshop crash...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sephirah on March 25, 2014, 12:59:25 AM
Post by: Sephirah on March 25, 2014, 12:59:25 AM
Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 12:49:01 AM
Advanced digital painting practice where things finally clicked for me, and then being a moron that didn't save and having photoshop crash...
Ouch. :-\ I've had a similar thing happen to me before. It is not a good feeling. The sort of "D'OH!" feeling which evokes mental images of Homer Simpson slapping himself on the forehead with a huge, wet halibut.
*hugs*
I'm glad things are clicking for you though, hon. It's always really cool when you get those eureka moments. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 01:09:33 AM
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 01:09:33 AM
Yeah, the idea for it clicked after finishing my last digital piece, but tonight got to test out the idea and took a bit of tweaking to get it to come together.
Ah, well, I'm choosing to look as this just means I get to practice more with it and work out the kinks.
Ah, well, I'm choosing to look as this just means I get to practice more with it and work out the kinks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 25, 2014, 01:29:15 AM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 25, 2014, 01:29:15 AM
Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 12:49:01 AM
Advanced digital painting practice where things finally clicked for me, and then being a moron that didn't save and having photoshop crash...
God, that suck. When I used to write, I lost entire stories in that manner a couple of times. It was always so deflating. I hope you recreate the image to your satisfaction.
Did you paint your avatar? I like it.
-Teg
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 01:32:06 AM
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 01:32:06 AM
I did.
Btw was going to quote you on a different thread to ask and say the same thing about yours.
I love your avatar, did you paint it?
Btw was going to quote you on a different thread to ask and say the same thing about yours.
I love your avatar, did you paint it?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on March 25, 2014, 08:20:05 AM
Post by: 930310 on March 25, 2014, 08:20:05 AM
I'm happy for Coleen for her moderator appointment! But unhappy that I'm not there yet. I guess I have to work harder from now on and stop being so focused on myself.
Sorry for being envious Coleen... :-\
Sorry for being envious Coleen... :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Chris R. on March 25, 2014, 10:27:50 AM
Post by: Chris R. on March 25, 2014, 10:27:50 AM
Not going to school...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on March 25, 2014, 03:28:32 PM
Post by: big kim on March 25, 2014, 03:28:32 PM
Unhappy the top came off a bottle of mouth wash when I was shaking it
Happy I've got a spearmint smelling bathroom
Happy I've got a spearmint smelling bathroom
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 25, 2014, 08:04:06 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 25, 2014, 08:04:06 PM
I think I've got my computer back to working order again. Now to reinstall all my programs and etc. etc.
I still think I'm going to sell it for something cheaper.
Prescription was sent to the local Meijer's pharmacy.
Due to staying up all night trying to fix my computer, and because of back issues, I only woke up about 30 minutes ago (rudely, by a fire drill,) and the pharmacy just closed. I wouldn't have had enough time to get ready and get there in time anyways. So I'll pick it up first thing tomorrow morning, since it opens at 8.
I still think I'm going to sell it for something cheaper.
Prescription was sent to the local Meijer's pharmacy.
Due to staying up all night trying to fix my computer, and because of back issues, I only woke up about 30 minutes ago (rudely, by a fire drill,) and the pharmacy just closed. I wouldn't have had enough time to get ready and get there in time anyways. So I'll pick it up first thing tomorrow morning, since it opens at 8.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on March 25, 2014, 10:39:31 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on March 25, 2014, 10:39:31 PM
Quote from: Malachite on March 21, 2014, 10:16:27 PM
Happy: My sister is bringing some leftover Little Caesar's Pizza
Unhappy: I really don't need it, but aside from that, she will be brining it when live fighting on t.v. will be over.
I love how your sister is like "I'm going to help you work out and lose weight" and then she brings you pizza. Haha.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on March 25, 2014, 10:51:05 PM
Post by: V M on March 25, 2014, 10:51:05 PM
Mmmmmm, pizza sounds so good right now, but I'm broke and the Little Caesar's here is closed anyway :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Bombadil on March 25, 2014, 10:53:13 PM
Post by: Bombadil on March 25, 2014, 10:53:13 PM
Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 12:49:01 AM
Advanced digital painting practice where things finally clicked for me, and then being a moron that didn't save and having photoshop crash...
oh no
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on March 26, 2014, 12:54:09 AM
Post by: King Malachite on March 26, 2014, 12:54:09 AM
Quote from: Malachite on March 26, 2014, 12:45:08 AM
My cell phone charger isn't working. There are no frays in it so I can't detect what the problem is. It isn't the plug. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH! Now I'm going to have to buy a new charger. My phone is almost dead and I may have potential employers calling me in the next few days....and it's cold outside.
Happy- I got my phone charger to work
Unhappy- I'm not too sure how long it will last.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 26, 2014, 11:23:18 AM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 26, 2014, 11:23:18 AM
Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 25, 2014, 01:32:06 AM
I did.
Btw was going to quote you on a different thread to ask and say the same thing about yours.
I love your avatar, did you paint it?
I wish I could claim I did. Alas, my talents are not so developed as an artist. I'm not bad at drawing, but I'd never try to sell myself as an artist; with friends who work for Pixar and the Simpsons, I have too much respect for actual artists to lump myself in with them. I'm more a doodler than anything else. I'd really like to teach myself digital paint. When I was in college, I wrote a comic strip for the school newspaper, and it might be fun to return to that.
My creative talents lay primarily in making things- I'm a cosplayer, and I relish the chance to find a way to recreate a costume that has only existed up to that point in two dimensions. And then to get to wear it to a convention and show it off- fun. I recently cosplayed Wreck-it Ralph (I'm super-thin, so I pulled it off with a padded muscle shirt. Anyway, there was a cute little girl who thought I was the actual character- it was so cute. I love that kind of thing.
So, my avatar is an image I borrowed from deviantart. The character is Death from Neil Gaiman's Sandman series. She holds a special place in my heart, and my first major tattoo was a beautiful half-sleeve of her.
Anyway, I like your art. Consider me a fan. :-)
-Teg
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 26, 2014, 11:59:25 AM
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 26, 2014, 11:59:25 AM
Quote from: Tegan on March 26, 2014, 11:23:18 AM
I wish I could claim I did. Alas, my talents are not so developed as an artist. I'm not bad at drawing, but I'd never try to sell myself as an artist; with friends who work for Pixar and the Simpsons, I have too much respect for actual artists to lump myself in with them. I'm more a doodler than anything else. I'd really like to teach myself digital paint. When I was in college, I wrote a comic strip for the school newspaper, and it might be fun to return to that.
My creative talents lay primarily in making things- I'm a cosplayer, and I relish the chance to find a way to recreate a costume that has only existed up to that point in two dimensions. And then to get to wear it to a convention and show it off- fun. I recently cosplayed Wreck-it Ralph (I'm super-thin, so I pulled it off with a padded muscle shirt. Anyway, there was a cute little girl who thought I was the actual character- it was so cute. I love that kind of thing.
So, my avatar is an image I borrowed from deviantart. The character is Death from Neil Gaiman's Sandman series. She holds a special place in my heart, and my first major tattoo was a beautiful half-sleeve of her.
Anyway, I like your art. Consider me a fan. :-)
-Teg
You and I are reversed. I dabble in cosplay, but skill there is nothing to write home about, and pales in comparison to many out there.
Awesome! You are actually my first proclaimed fan. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on March 26, 2014, 12:54:57 PM
Post by: Edge on March 26, 2014, 12:54:57 PM
I confused the receptionist when she called about an doctor's appointment for my son. Good thing is I said something instead of just letting her refer to me as female and she only hesitated a little when I corrected her.
Oh yeah. Also I had a run in with a homophobe where I had plenty of support. I usually don't get support when I have run ins with people.
Oh yeah. Also I had a run in with a homophobe where I had plenty of support. I usually don't get support when I have run ins with people.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on March 26, 2014, 02:20:03 PM
Post by: 930310 on March 26, 2014, 02:20:03 PM
Taking the train. I was happy that it actually was on schedule but I didn't like that it was completely overcrowded.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: piglet smith on March 26, 2014, 04:40:38 PM
Post by: piglet smith on March 26, 2014, 04:40:38 PM
The apathy I've had of late.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on March 27, 2014, 07:59:12 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on March 27, 2014, 07:59:12 AM
I had my fourth T shot this morning. Yay!
But whilst sitting in the waiting room waiting for the nurse to call me in for my shot, another patient was called... and she had a name that was almost exactly the same as my old name. My head shot up in recognition and I felt awkward for a while afterwards. Boo!
But whilst sitting in the waiting room waiting for the nurse to call me in for my shot, another patient was called... and she had a name that was almost exactly the same as my old name. My head shot up in recognition and I felt awkward for a while afterwards. Boo!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: radsi on March 28, 2014, 06:57:21 PM
Post by: radsi on March 28, 2014, 06:57:21 PM
Tomorrow I have my first saturday off work in about 3 years which should make me happy BUT I have to spend the day with my head stuck in my textbooks learning all about cancer :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 28, 2014, 11:12:51 PM
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 28, 2014, 11:12:51 PM
I just can't paint digitally in photoshop. Too many things just don't work right for me with it. I've seen some amazing artist do incredible work with PS, and spent hours learning their techniques and all that... still can't do it.
Painter on the other hand...
Yet painter is the weaker of the two programs and has a lot less range, and less customization ability (at least it makes it harder to customize), so it kinda fails at everything else....
Painter on the other hand...
Yet painter is the weaker of the two programs and has a lot less range, and less customization ability (at least it makes it harder to customize), so it kinda fails at everything else....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 29, 2014, 01:04:39 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 29, 2014, 01:04:39 AM
Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 28, 2014, 11:12:51 PMI just can't paint digitally in photoshop. Too many things just don't work right for me with it. I've seen some amazing artist do incredible work with PS, and spent hours learning their techniques and all that... still can't do it.I can barely into physical art. I cannot into digital art at all.
Painter on the other hand...
Yet painter is the weaker of the two programs and has a lot less range, and less customization ability (at least it makes it harder to customize), so it kinda fails at everything else....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 29, 2014, 02:54:35 AM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on March 29, 2014, 02:54:35 AM
Colleen, I think I'm going to have to pick your brain in regards to all this digital art stuff, because I really want to learn how to draw and paint on the computer.
-Teg
-Teg
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 29, 2014, 07:17:58 PM
Post by: Colleen♡Callie on March 29, 2014, 07:17:58 PM
Quote from: Tegan on March 29, 2014, 02:54:35 AM
Colleen, I think I'm going to have to pick your brain in regards to all this digital art stuff, because I really want to learn how to draw and paint on the computer.
-Teg
I am no expert, but I'll help with what I can :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on March 30, 2014, 03:13:29 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on March 30, 2014, 03:13:29 AM
Happy: I'm tied for the lead in the NCAA office pool
Unhappy: I'd be alone in the lead if I hadn't accidentally left two easy games blank in the round of 64
Unhappy: I'd be alone in the lead if I hadn't accidentally left two easy games blank in the round of 64
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 30, 2014, 03:51:40 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 30, 2014, 03:51:40 AM
Quote from: Sois toi-même! on March 30, 2014, 03:13:29 AMHappy: I'm tied for the lead in the NCAA office pool:D
Unhappy: I'd be alone in the lead if I hadn't accidentally left two easy games blank in the round of 64
I don't pay much attention to basketball, but I hope MSU and Michigan win, so 3 Big Ten teams go into the Final Four.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on March 30, 2014, 12:44:51 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on March 30, 2014, 12:44:51 PM
Quote from: Lauren5 on March 30, 2014, 03:51:40 AM
:D
I don't pay much attention to basketball, but I hope MSU and Michigan win, so 3 Big Ten teams go into the Final Four.
I have Michigan in the Final Four.
I had Spartans going out to Virginia.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on March 30, 2014, 01:16:24 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on March 30, 2014, 01:16:24 PM
Quote from: Sois toi-même! on March 30, 2014, 12:44:51 PMI have Michigan in the Final Four.That would have got you killed here...
I had Spartans going out to Virginia.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on March 31, 2014, 12:15:40 AM
Post by: King Malachite on March 31, 2014, 12:15:40 AM
Happy: Earned $2 babysitting my niece and nephew for an hour
Unhappy: My sister didn't had the extra change she promised to give me so I told her to forget it because I was too sick to deal with it. Still am
Unhappy: My sister didn't had the extra change she promised to give me so I told her to forget it because I was too sick to deal with it. Still am
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on March 31, 2014, 02:25:17 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on March 31, 2014, 02:25:17 AM
Happy: Was referred to as a girl by every new person who came in today and some of my regulars who haven't been in for a while. ;D ;D ;D
Unhappy: I still haven't told my boss what's going on yet. (can anyone say wimp)
Unhappy: I still haven't told my boss what's going on yet. (can anyone say wimp)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on April 01, 2014, 09:51:54 AM
Post by: AdamMLP on April 01, 2014, 09:51:54 AM
Finding work easy, finished the fault finding assessment really quickly.
Downside is that I would have finished earlier if it wasn't for the odd and creepy instructor standing over me for half of it. I waited until the other one came up my end before I asked for replacement components. It makes me uncomfortable having people behind me too (although I'm miles better than I was a few years ago!)
And I'm young enough to still hear very high pitched noises, just like the transformer unit does.
Downside is that I would have finished earlier if it wasn't for the odd and creepy instructor standing over me for half of it. I waited until the other one came up my end before I asked for replacement components. It makes me uncomfortable having people behind me too (although I'm miles better than I was a few years ago!)
And I'm young enough to still hear very high pitched noises, just like the transformer unit does.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ltl89 on April 02, 2014, 09:00:23 PM
Post by: Ltl89 on April 02, 2014, 09:00:23 PM
Lately, I've been having mood swings all over the place. For the most part I've been fairly depressed which has been making it hard for me to cope. I feel as close to feeing suicidal without actually being that if that makes sense. I guess more hopeless and in doubt about ever maintaining a happy or stable life. Obviously, this is the unhappy part. On the other hand, today I didn't feel quite as depressed and miserable as I've been feeling as of late, so in a sense the small little improvement in my mood/outlook makes me happy. Sometimes the small stuff really does wonders to our self perception. Each small step and slight sense of improvement can feel like a big accomplishment when you feel really down. I'll accept that as a minor victory for the day and it sort of makes me feel happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 03, 2014, 11:32:06 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 03, 2014, 11:32:06 AM
Lately cis women have been doing double takes, smiling and opening doors for me. I'd like to think it was all about some kind of attraction or appreciation, but I suspect it's more about helping the old geez. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on April 03, 2014, 01:22:02 PM
Post by: Edge on April 03, 2014, 01:22:02 PM
D spoke to me today of his own free will.
The reason this is a big deal to me is because people usually don't talk to me unless I talk to them first.
D also opened up to me a bit.
I am scared of losing him. I don't like this.
The reason this is a big deal to me is because people usually don't talk to me unless I talk to them first.
D also opened up to me a bit.
I am scared of losing him. I don't like this.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on April 04, 2014, 12:23:05 AM
Post by: V M on April 04, 2014, 12:23:05 AM
Someone bought me a bacon cheeseburger and onion rings from a fast food place 8) I was praising the porcelain goddess two hours later :icon_blah:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 04, 2014, 01:20:39 AM
Post by: King Malachite on April 04, 2014, 01:20:39 AM
Happy: My mom hid the candy.
Unhappy: My mom hid the candy.
Unhappy: My mom hid the candy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: alabamagirl on April 04, 2014, 01:27:30 AM
Post by: alabamagirl on April 04, 2014, 01:27:30 AM
Quote from: V M on April 04, 2014, 12:23:05 AM
Someone bought me a bacon cheeseburger and onion rings from a fast food place 8) I was praising the porcelain goddess two hours later :icon_blah:
I feel for you. Reminds me of when I was visiting my mum and she bought me a chicken dinner from a fast food place. Really enjoyed eating it. Was incredibly, incredibly sick a few hours later. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on April 04, 2014, 06:08:48 AM
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on April 04, 2014, 06:08:48 AM
Got a haircut that looks decent XD
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 04, 2014, 10:01:02 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 04, 2014, 10:01:02 AM
Quote from: V M on April 04, 2014, 12:23:05 AM
Someone bought me a bacon cheeseburger and onion rings from a fast food place 8) I was praising the porcelain goddess two hours later :icon_blah:
Not fun! I always suspect that fast food places reuse cooking oil until it's rancid and that the worker bees aren't good about washing their hands following a bathroom break. Ugh...fast food places are off my list!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 04, 2014, 10:35:35 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 04, 2014, 10:35:35 AM
Hmmm.... on that subject:
My daughter, who has been off school with a tummy bug, is back at school today. Yay!
My other daughter is now off school with the tummy bug instead. Boo!
My daughter, who has been off school with a tummy bug, is back at school today. Yay!
My other daughter is now off school with the tummy bug instead. Boo!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Erik Ezrin on April 04, 2014, 10:36:58 AM
Post by: Erik Ezrin on April 04, 2014, 10:36:58 AM
Happy: after I came out to my niece a while ago, through whatsapp, she finally came over, and was the first person I could talk openly with about my trans feelings. Usually writing it is easy, but SAYING it is much harder. The reason why I could talk about it now was because we discussed it excessively through whatsapp at first. She was also very supportive, which made me feel great too!
Unhappy: I tried to tell my parents. Yesterday. Today. But kept pushing the deadline ("if they come over in an hour I'll tell" "I'll tell when they are both there" "I'll tell just to my dad" etc. but when the moment I set in mind was there I was like "NOPENOPENOPE okayy, I can MUCHH better tell it at another time. Yes! Much better!") I have to break that pattern if I EVER want to tell them, but have no idea how. I feel paralyzed when I try to say it or hand them the letter, which makes me feel bad about myself (besides the gender stuff. Also hating how spineless I am). I even canceled the upcoming larp event, even though I already paid. I feel >-bleeped-< about it all and weak that I cannot just say it... :(
Unhappy: I tried to tell my parents. Yesterday. Today. But kept pushing the deadline ("if they come over in an hour I'll tell" "I'll tell when they are both there" "I'll tell just to my dad" etc. but when the moment I set in mind was there I was like "NOPENOPENOPE okayy, I can MUCHH better tell it at another time. Yes! Much better!") I have to break that pattern if I EVER want to tell them, but have no idea how. I feel paralyzed when I try to say it or hand them the letter, which makes me feel bad about myself (besides the gender stuff. Also hating how spineless I am). I even canceled the upcoming larp event, even though I already paid. I feel >-bleeped-< about it all and weak that I cannot just say it... :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 04, 2014, 11:46:28 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 04, 2014, 11:46:28 AM
Quote from: Erik Ezrin on April 04, 2014, 10:36:58 AM
I feel paralyzed when I try to say it or hand them the letter, which makes me feel bad about myself (besides the gender stuff. Also hating how spineless I am).
Nah, you're not spineless: this is vitally important to you, so it's only natural to feel nervous. You're only human. ;)
Would it help if you could leave the letter somewhere obvious for them to find it, and then go out somewhere for a couple of hours to steady your nerves?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 04, 2014, 01:55:45 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 04, 2014, 01:55:45 PM
Found a way that will hopefully make the patches stick.
It's going to cost me about half of the money I have to last me a month or longer.
I need to find out where to go to find out about on campus hiring for the summer.
It's going to cost me about half of the money I have to last me a month or longer.
I need to find out where to go to find out about on campus hiring for the summer.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ltl89 on April 05, 2014, 12:52:27 AM
Post by: Ltl89 on April 05, 2014, 12:52:27 AM
Well, I suppose this is more yesterday considering the time, but.....
It appears my mother lost all of my tax information. Tax season is a bitch of enough to deal with, now I've got like 10 days left and need to do everything all at once. Granted I have very little to my name, but knowing that my W-2 form is probablly sitting somewhere in a dumpster is not comforting. Seriously, she hords everything and keeps random stuff; however, when you have importantt things, she throws them out. Like, I recently got a prescription for a numbing cream for laser. She threw that out on me , likely out of spite. Now, I have to go get laser tomorrow with more pain. And today I was seraching throw her random piles of useless stuff only to find my birth certificate all crumbled and torn up within it. It couldn't be more symbolic.
On the happy front, I seem to be getting really good feedback at work. That's really comforting to me as I'm only a temp. It appears that a lot of the doctors are happy with my work and are going out of there way to try and make me a permanent part of their practice. Even nicer is the fact that these doctors are hardcore conservatives, yet they seem very supportive of a hippie >-bleeped-< such as myself. I hope that is a sign of better things to come in my life. There is so much uncertainty and stress that it's relly making me break down.
It appears my mother lost all of my tax information. Tax season is a bitch of enough to deal with, now I've got like 10 days left and need to do everything all at once. Granted I have very little to my name, but knowing that my W-2 form is probablly sitting somewhere in a dumpster is not comforting. Seriously, she hords everything and keeps random stuff; however, when you have importantt things, she throws them out. Like, I recently got a prescription for a numbing cream for laser. She threw that out on me , likely out of spite. Now, I have to go get laser tomorrow with more pain. And today I was seraching throw her random piles of useless stuff only to find my birth certificate all crumbled and torn up within it. It couldn't be more symbolic.
On the happy front, I seem to be getting really good feedback at work. That's really comforting to me as I'm only a temp. It appears that a lot of the doctors are happy with my work and are going out of there way to try and make me a permanent part of their practice. Even nicer is the fact that these doctors are hardcore conservatives, yet they seem very supportive of a hippie >-bleeped-< such as myself. I hope that is a sign of better things to come in my life. There is so much uncertainty and stress that it's relly making me break down.
Title: Re:
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 02:02:57 AM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 02:02:57 AM
Quote from: learningtolive on April 05, 2014, 12:52:27 AM
Well, I suppose this is more yesterday considering the time, but.....
It appears my mother lost all of my tax information. Tax season is a bitch of enough to deal with, now I've got like 10 days left and need to do everything all at once. Granted I have very little to my name, but knowing that my W-2 form is probablly sitting somewhere in a dumpster is not comforting. Seriously, she hords everything and keeps random stuff; however, when you have importantt things, she throws them out. Like, I recently got a prescription for a numbing cream for laser. She threw that out on me , likely out of spite. Now, I have to go get laser tomorrow with more pain. And today I was seraching throw her random piles of useless stuff only to find my birth certificate all crumbled and torn up within it. It couldn't be more symbolic.
On the happy front, I seem to be getting really good feedback at work. That's really comforting to me as I'm only a temp. It appears that a lot of the doctors are happy with my work and are going out of there way to try and make me a permanent part of their practice. Even nicer is the fact that these doctors are hardcore conservatives, yet they seem very supportive of a hippie >-bleeped-< such as myself. I hope that is a sign of better things to come in my life. There is so much uncertainty and stress that it's relly making me break down.
LTL,
Sorry to hear about what's happening at home. Very happy to hear about how things are going at work.
Consider it this way: your mother represents your past, where you came from, whereas your work friends symbolize your future and adult life.
It kind of sounds like your past is going to need to scramble and catch up soon in order to not be left behind entirely.
In other words, get with the program, MOM!
Have a great weekend!
Cheers,
Tegan
Title: Re
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 04:08:27 AM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 04:08:27 AM
Okay, first the good news: my wife is going to therapy. She has anger issues, and is finally willing to address said issues. If she can really learn good coping techniques, there is a chance that we might work. If she gives up on this, we very likely won't make it.
The bad news: When I got home from my night class, I found her drunk. She seems pretty remorseful of the problems her anger issues have caused, bit still- she was drunk. I don't know what to make of that, in terms of expectations for the future. She seems to be having trouble accepting just how damaging her unhealthy anger expression can be.
The other good news: I don't know what it is, but I've really been loving my job lately. And, over the last couple weeks, my students seem to be lining up to tell me that I'm a good teacher. It's been incredible, and I have loved every moment of it. The thing is, I used to beat myself up because I thought I didn't want to be a teacher, that I was no good at it. Lately, I have found my full confidence. I've been good for years, but only lately have I allowed myself to enjoy that realization. The last couple weeks have been so validating at both my high school and college classes.
The other OTHER good news: I have been super-conflicted about how to feel for quite a while. It has been a long week. I have decided to really ENJOY tomorrow. I won't worry about the gender of the person in the mirror; I will simply enjoy my day. Tomorrow, I tutor in the morning, which will be nice, as I like to feel that I'm helping people who need it (and my tutee REALLY needs it). Then I'll have a couple hours to kill- hopefully pleasantly with my wife- before our best friends come over and we all go to Los Angeles to watch my favorite monthly event, a live old-time radio style stage show called The Thrilling Adventure Hour. Tomorrow, I will enjoy myself without thinking too hard about the future. Tomorrow, I will just enjoy the present.
Have a wonderful weekend, all!
Cheers,
Tegan
The bad news: When I got home from my night class, I found her drunk. She seems pretty remorseful of the problems her anger issues have caused, bit still- she was drunk. I don't know what to make of that, in terms of expectations for the future. She seems to be having trouble accepting just how damaging her unhealthy anger expression can be.
The other good news: I don't know what it is, but I've really been loving my job lately. And, over the last couple weeks, my students seem to be lining up to tell me that I'm a good teacher. It's been incredible, and I have loved every moment of it. The thing is, I used to beat myself up because I thought I didn't want to be a teacher, that I was no good at it. Lately, I have found my full confidence. I've been good for years, but only lately have I allowed myself to enjoy that realization. The last couple weeks have been so validating at both my high school and college classes.
The other OTHER good news: I have been super-conflicted about how to feel for quite a while. It has been a long week. I have decided to really ENJOY tomorrow. I won't worry about the gender of the person in the mirror; I will simply enjoy my day. Tomorrow, I tutor in the morning, which will be nice, as I like to feel that I'm helping people who need it (and my tutee REALLY needs it). Then I'll have a couple hours to kill- hopefully pleasantly with my wife- before our best friends come over and we all go to Los Angeles to watch my favorite monthly event, a live old-time radio style stage show called The Thrilling Adventure Hour. Tomorrow, I will enjoy myself without thinking too hard about the future. Tomorrow, I will just enjoy the present.
Have a wonderful weekend, all!
Cheers,
Tegan
Title: Re: Re
Post by: Shantel on April 05, 2014, 11:12:29 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 05, 2014, 11:12:29 AM
Quote from: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 04:08:27 AM
Okay, first the good news: my wife is going to therapy. She has anger issues, and is finally willing to address said issues. If she can really learn good coping techniques, there is a chance that we might work. If she gives up on this, we very likely won't make it.
The bad news: When I got home from my night class, I found her drunk. She seems pretty remorseful of the problems her anger issues have caused, bit still- she was drunk. I don't know what to make of that, in terms of expectations for the future. She seems to be having trouble accepting just how damaging her unhealthy anger expression can be.
The other good news: I don't know what it is, but I've really been loving my job lately. And, over the last couple weeks, my students seem to be lining up to tell me that I'm a good teacher. It's been incredible, and I have loved every moment of it. The thing is, I used to beat myself up because I thought I didn't want to be a teacher, that I was no good at it. Lately, I have found my full confidence. I've been good for years, but only lately have I allowed myself to enjoy that realization. The last couple weeks have been so validating at both my high school and college classes.
The other OTHER good news: I have been super-conflicted about how to feel for quite a while. It has been a long week. I have decided to really ENJOY tomorrow. I won't worry about the gender of the person in the mirror; I will simply enjoy my day. Tomorrow, I tutor in the morning, which will be nice, as I like to feel that I'm helping people who need it (and my tutee REALLY needs it). Then I'll have a couple hours to kill- hopefully pleasantly with my wife- before our best friends come over and we all go to Los Angeles to watch my favorite monthly event, a live old-time radio style stage show called The Thrilling Adventure Hour. Tomorrow, I will enjoy myself without thinking too hard about the future. Tomorrow, I will just enjoy the present.
Have a wonderful weekend, all!
Cheers,
Tegan
Learning to just be and live in the moment is the key to happiness, we can do nothing to change the past and have no control over the future, we live in the present that's why it's called "Present" because it a gift! Congrats Tegan!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Erik Ezrin on April 05, 2014, 12:07:29 PM
Post by: Erik Ezrin on April 05, 2014, 12:07:29 PM
Unhappy: Walked around all day feeling totally >-bleeped-<, like the days before. Not being able to tell my parents... total horrible feeling.
Happy: I TOLD THEM!!! YAAYYY!!! :D :D :D I DID IT! HOLY CRAP!!! *happy attack*
I still feel a bit awkward about it too, because I could notice how weird it felt for them to see me as their son (and referred to me with 'child' and 'our sweet human' (lol :P) instead. Also already correcting a bit when they said "girl", but not yet able to say "boy"). I understand this too, after all... I've been their daughter for 19 years. Most important was that they respected my feelings and said they would always keep loving me as their child. They also said they NEVER expected it :0 wow! I really thought they HAD TO know, but my mom totally didn't notice my obvious tomboyishness as a kid, and only the feminine things I did. It completely hit them out of the blue.
I find it difficult to see how to proceed next now. Whether to seek out a therapist asap, or wait longer, etc. etc. well, anyway, for now I am glad with their response.
Happy: I TOLD THEM!!! YAAYYY!!! :D :D :D I DID IT! HOLY CRAP!!! *happy attack*
I still feel a bit awkward about it too, because I could notice how weird it felt for them to see me as their son (and referred to me with 'child' and 'our sweet human' (lol :P) instead. Also already correcting a bit when they said "girl", but not yet able to say "boy"). I understand this too, after all... I've been their daughter for 19 years. Most important was that they respected my feelings and said they would always keep loving me as their child. They also said they NEVER expected it :0 wow! I really thought they HAD TO know, but my mom totally didn't notice my obvious tomboyishness as a kid, and only the feminine things I did. It completely hit them out of the blue.
I find it difficult to see how to proceed next now. Whether to seek out a therapist asap, or wait longer, etc. etc. well, anyway, for now I am glad with their response.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 01:59:40 PM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 01:59:40 PM
Quote from: Erik Ezrin on April 05, 2014, 12:07:29 PM
Unhappy: Walked around all day feeling totally >-bleeped-<, like the days before. Not being able to tell my parents... total horrible feeling.
Happy: I TOLD THEM!!! YAAYYY!!! :D :D :D I DID IT! HOLY CRAP!!! *happy attack*
I still feel a bit awkward about it too, because I could notice how weird it felt for them to see me as their son (and referred to me with 'child' and 'our sweet human' (lol :P) instead. Also already correcting a bit when they said "girl", but not yet able to say "boy"). I understand this too, after all... I've been their daughter for 19 years. Most important was that they respected my feelings and said they would always keep loving me as their child. They also said they NEVER expected it :0 wow! I really thought they HAD TO know, but my mom totally didn't notice my obvious tomboyishness as a kid, and only the feminine things I did. It completely hit them out of the blue.
I find it difficult to see how to proceed next now. Whether to seek out a therapist asap, or wait longer, etc. etc. well, anyway, for now I am glad with their response.
Dude, awesome!
They're in shell-shock, but their reaction sounds pretty damn positive. Congratulations- very brave of you; feel proud. Pat yourself on the back, or punch the sky, or do a happy dance or whatever. Seriously, do it. I'll wait. DO IT!
Now, as for therapy, why wait? Therapy is nothing but talking things out, so why why not dive into it if you have support (however bewildered) in your life? Why prolong things? You've got the green light, man, so it's time to GO.
I'm glad things are going well for you. Have a great weekend!
Cheers,
Tegan
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 02:47:53 PM
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 02:47:53 PM
Happy: My father gave me $55.65 in change! :)
Unhappy: Only $55.64 of that can go into my top surgery fund as one of the coins was a Canadian penny so I can't use it. :(
Unhappy: Only $55.64 of that can go into my top surgery fund as one of the coins was a Canadian penny so I can't use it. :(
Title: Re: Having a breakdown, just want to talk, want somebody to listen
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 02:53:02 PM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 02:53:02 PM
Quote from: Malachite on April 05, 2014, 02:47:53 PM
Happy: My father gave me $55.65 in change! :)
Unhappy: Only $55.64 of that can go into my top surgery fund as one of the coins was a Canadian penny so I can't use it. :(
Um... keep it for good luck?
Why does Canada produce pennies, anyway? I mean, honestly!
:-P,
Teg
Title: Re: Having a breakdown, just want to talk, want somebody to listen
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 02:56:40 PM
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 02:56:40 PM
Quote from: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 02:53:02 PM
Um... keep it for good luck?
Why does Canada produce pennies, anyway? I mean, honestly!
:-P,
Teg
Nah, it will just irritate me seeing that single, lonely penny not being able to join the rest of my money. I'll probably just give it to my 6 year old nephew. He might think it's neat. I know I did at 6. :)
On another note, Kudos for Canada having a female on their currency!
Title: Re: Having a breakdown, just want to talk, want somebody to listen
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 03:46:40 PM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 03:46:40 PM
Quote from: Malachite on April 05, 2014, 02:56:40 PM
Nah, it will just irritate me seeing that single, lonely penny not being able to join the rest of my money. I'll probably just give it to my 6 year old nephew. He might think it's neat. I know I did at 6. :)
On another note, Kudos for Canada having a female on their currency!
You just know that kid is going to end up with that thing stuck up his nose. And of course, it'll be all you fault, Mal. :)
Also, I'm pretty sure Britain beat Canada to the punch on the whole female currency thing. Just sayin. They had a famous queen, or somethin'.
-Tegs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 03:53:14 PM
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 03:53:14 PM
If it ends up in his nose, then he would have gotten more use out of it than me. ;)
I never had a Brittish coin so I wouldn't know about them. I know here in the U.S. I don't think we have any currency with a female on it, so to see one is pretty cool. :)
I never had a Brittish coin so I wouldn't know about them. I know here in the U.S. I don't think we have any currency with a female on it, so to see one is pretty cool. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 04:11:36 PM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 05, 2014, 04:11:36 PM
Quote from: Malachite on April 05, 2014, 03:53:14 PM
If it ends up in his nose, then he would have gotten more use out of it than me. ;)
I never had a Brittish coin so I wouldn't know about them. I know here in the U.S. I don't think we have any currency with a female on it, so to see one is pretty cool. :)
I'm from the USA as well, Mal- Southern California, to be precise.
And we DO have a couple obscure coins with females on them. There's the golden dollar Sacagawea coin (you know- Louis and Clark's Native-American guide), and also the Susan B. Anthony (famous suffragist) dollar coin (which looks far too much like a quarter).
Ask for them at your local bank- they'll be glad to be rid of them. :)
Happy coin-collecting!
Teg
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 04:13:41 PM
Post by: King Malachite on April 05, 2014, 04:13:41 PM
I always thought the SBA coin was a Canadian Quarter.
I don't quite have a bank account yet though, but thanks, lol.
I don't quite have a bank account yet though, but thanks, lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on April 06, 2014, 12:19:36 AM
Post by: MadeleineG on April 06, 2014, 12:19:36 AM
Quote from: Malachite on April 05, 2014, 04:13:41 PM
I always thought the SBA coin was a Canadian Quarter.
The Canadian quarter features a large ungulate.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.fubacoins.com%2Fstore%2Fuploads%2FCNTF1990T1.jpg&hash=8c0bad78d2d03134ce26dab7eb509cb4d16115eb)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 06, 2014, 12:25:51 AM
Post by: King Malachite on April 06, 2014, 12:25:51 AM
Quote from: Djynne on April 06, 2014, 12:19:36 AM
The Canadian quarter features a large ungulate.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.fubacoins.com%2Fstore%2Fuploads%2FCNTF1990T1.jpg&hash=8c0bad78d2d03134ce26dab7eb509cb4d16115eb)
Oops, lol.
I think I had that quarter before, but it dropped and rolled under my mom's counter and I was never able to retreieve it again. :(
Title: Re: Having a breakdown, just want to talk, want somebody to listen
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 06, 2014, 12:43:29 PM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 06, 2014, 12:43:29 PM
Quote from: Malachite on April 06, 2014, 12:25:51 AM
Oops, lol.
I think I had that quarter before, but it dropped and rolled under my mom's counter and I was never able to retreieve it again. :(
Don't lie, Mal. We all know it's up your nose. ;)
-Tegs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 06, 2014, 04:09:40 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 06, 2014, 04:09:40 PM
Some of my backup game discs work! (FONV, FO3 disc 2, JK2)
Some didn't :( )FO3 disc 1 (the one the game is actually on,) Civ4)
Some didn't :( )FO3 disc 1 (the one the game is actually on,) Civ4)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on April 06, 2014, 04:29:54 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on April 06, 2014, 04:29:54 PM
Happy: ISA allowance renewed this weekend, meaning I can start saving properly again instead of just relying on my willpower.
Unhappy: As I'm no longer a new customer I have an awful 0.5% interest rate, so I really should switch. I don't want to go through the hassle knowing that in a few months I might end up doing it again if they're not helpful when I change my name.
Unhappy: As I'm no longer a new customer I have an awful 0.5% interest rate, so I really should switch. I don't want to go through the hassle knowing that in a few months I might end up doing it again if they're not helpful when I change my name.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on April 06, 2014, 05:42:45 PM
Post by: Edge on April 06, 2014, 05:42:45 PM
D came back to school and we hung out. He's going to be coming to school more often in the next couple weeks. I'm right back to square one.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 06, 2014, 07:17:07 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 06, 2014, 07:17:07 PM
Quote from: Edge on April 06, 2014, 05:42:45 PM
D came back to school and we hung out. He's going to be coming to school more often in the next couple weeks. I'm right back to square one.
You going to blame him for your crush Viking!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on April 06, 2014, 07:23:10 PM
Post by: Edge on April 06, 2014, 07:23:10 PM
Quote from: Shantel on April 06, 2014, 07:17:07 PMNo, I blame me. It's my weakness.
You going to blame him for your crush Viking!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 06, 2014, 07:25:29 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 06, 2014, 07:25:29 PM
Quote from: Edge on April 06, 2014, 07:23:10 PM
No, I blame me. It's my weakness.
Don't beat up on yourself, you're still human in spite of what you may think! :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on April 06, 2014, 09:59:15 PM
Post by: antonia on April 06, 2014, 09:59:15 PM
On my morning cycling trip a guy in a pickup rolled down the window and yelled "Watch where you're going bitch".
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on April 06, 2014, 10:05:46 PM
Post by: Edge on April 06, 2014, 10:05:46 PM
Quote from: Shantel on April 06, 2014, 07:25:29 PMThat's no excuse.
Don't beat up on yourself, you're still human in spite of what you may think! :)
Title: Re: Having a breakdown, just want to talk, want somebody to listen
Post by: King Malachite on April 07, 2014, 04:55:08 AM
Post by: King Malachite on April 07, 2014, 04:55:08 AM
Quote from: Sincerely Tegan on April 06, 2014, 12:43:29 PM
Don't lie, Mal. We all know it's up your nose. ;)
-Tegs
Lol!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 07, 2014, 09:17:32 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 07, 2014, 09:17:32 AM
I got carded yet again whilst attempting to buy alcohol. The problem is, I don't have any current ID in the correct gender because I've only just received the relevant paperwork from my GIC, despite chasing them for it for about a year.
On the one hand, it's nice that I'm being challenged on whether I'm over 25 when I'm actually in my mid-40s. But on the other hand, it really brings home to me that if I want to go on any dates, I need to get some ID sorted... because if I get carded when I try to buy wine at the supermarket, you can bet that a bouncer will give me a hard time if I try to get into a nightclub.
The best bit? Last week my daughter rather nastily told me that I look older than her Dad, who is slightly older than I am. But he hasn't been carded for about 20 years now... and I get carded all the time! ;D
On the one hand, it's nice that I'm being challenged on whether I'm over 25 when I'm actually in my mid-40s. But on the other hand, it really brings home to me that if I want to go on any dates, I need to get some ID sorted... because if I get carded when I try to buy wine at the supermarket, you can bet that a bouncer will give me a hard time if I try to get into a nightclub.
The best bit? Last week my daughter rather nastily told me that I look older than her Dad, who is slightly older than I am. But he hasn't been carded for about 20 years now... and I get carded all the time! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 07, 2014, 10:55:08 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 07, 2014, 10:55:08 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on April 07, 2014, 09:17:32 AM
I got carded yet again whilst attempting to buy alcohol. The problem is, I don't have any current ID in the correct gender because I've only just received the relevant paperwork from my GIC, despite chasing them for it for about a year.
On the one hand, it's nice that I'm being challenged on whether I'm over 25 when I'm actually in my mid-40s. But on the other hand, it really brings home to me that if I want to go on any dates, I need to get some ID sorted... because if I get carded when I try to buy wine at the supermarket, you can bet that a bouncer will give me a hard time if I try to get into a nightclub.
The best bit? Last week my daughter rather nastily told me that I look older than her Dad, who is slightly older than I am. But he hasn't been carded for about 20 years now... and I get carded all the time! ;D
:eusa_clap: In my view it appears that most Trans Men always look much younger as males than they did as females probably due to the fact that most born males show their age more readily due to years of testosterone and of course they seldom take very good care of their faces like those born females normally do. So it seems like a real plus that you are perceived to be a male of marginally legal drinking age. Go with the flow and smell the roses!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 07, 2014, 11:14:10 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on April 07, 2014, 11:14:10 AM
Quote from: Shantel on April 07, 2014, 10:55:08 AM
:eusa_clap: In my view it appears that most Trans Men always look much younger as males than they did as females probably due to the fact that most born males show their age more readily due to years of testosterone and of course they seldom take very good care of their faces like those born females normally do. So it seems like a real plus that you are perceived to be a male of marginally legal drinking age. Go with the flow and smell the roses!
I'm definitely going to make hay whilst the sun shines, Auntie Shan. I ain't getting any younger! ;D
My worry is: I'm betting that I'm going to keep looking young for a year or two, and then I'm going to wake up one morning to find that Old Father Time has slapped me about during the night. It's going to look like an episode of Face Off.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 07, 2014, 11:22:43 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 07, 2014, 11:22:43 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on April 07, 2014, 11:14:10 AM
I'm definitely going to make hay whilst the sun shines, Auntie Shan. I ain't getting any younger! ;D
My worry is: I'm betting that I'm going to keep looking young for a year or two, and then I'm going to wake up one morning to find that Old Father Time has slapped me about during the night. It's going to look like an episode of Face Off.
Oh please! :D It isn't going to happen....Lol!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Bombadil on April 07, 2014, 10:47:25 PM
Post by: Bombadil on April 07, 2014, 10:47:25 PM
Quote from: Djynne on April 06, 2014, 12:19:36 AM
The Canadian quarter features a large ungulate.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.fubacoins.com%2Fstore%2Fuploads%2FCNTF1990T1.jpg&hash=8c0bad78d2d03134ce26dab7eb509cb4d16115eb)
you rock my world just because you said ungulate. I love that word. And I love that my fellow biologists came up with the term ungulate thrust.
<checks subject header>
yep this is what made you happy and unhappy
ok, happy- I believe my stp packer came today. unhappy - it's at the post office for pickup and there hours suck.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 08, 2014, 06:56:19 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 08, 2014, 06:56:19 PM
Thought some guys were playing football across from my building, but it was actually frisbee. Unhappy because I really want to play football today, happy because guys never want girls playing with them at this age. It's no longer a boys vs girls thing, it's guys play their game, girls play theirs. Which is unfortunate because I never see any girls playing football around here, just frisbee and occasionally basketball. Also happy because I've walked probably a good 8-10km today, and I've got a little pain in my left hip, so I can just relax instead of straining it more by playing football. But it's so beautiful out :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ltl89 on April 08, 2014, 07:19:50 PM
Post by: Ltl89 on April 08, 2014, 07:19:50 PM
So, it seems like everyone at my job want to keep me (I'm a temp) and enjoy working with me. It's really heartwarming to know that I may have found an accepting work environment and can be appreciated for who I am and how I perform. In fact, one of the Doctors texted me to let me know how much he enjoys working with me and that was really sweet of him. And many of my coworkers have commented on how good I'm doing and how I'm officially one of them. In many ways it should be going great which makes me happy.
The downside is that this practice is owned by a much larger entity that penny pinch everything. They already tried to get me a full time permanent position but failed due to a hiring freeze and major reductions going on at the time. Now they want to try again to get me in, but I'm hearing word that they have to prove there has been a revenue increase to justify my stay which will be judged over 3 months. I've heard there has been an increase and a new physician has joined the practice which has enabled more revenue, but we are only 3 weeks into the process. Sadly, I'm only there till the end of next week. So, I may be out of work for 2 months and even then there is no guarantee that I'll make it through. There is a chance that my office manager may be able to do something or at least keep me as a temp, but likely I'll have to wait and my temp position ends when she comes back from maternity leave. It's all so silly because honestly they are in need of an office staffer. With the hiring freeze they've been unable to replace people who have left, and this has all happened during the expansion of our practice. It really doesn't make sense. Honestly, I wish the people in charge of these decision would sit in our office and see what we do. It's not like I'm sitting playing solitataire. I'd love that, but it's not the case considering the giant work load that exists. Anyway, I hope it works out. I need work and have to find some financial stability while I start full time, but even more important would be to have a supportive work environment which I think this place will be.
The downside is that this practice is owned by a much larger entity that penny pinch everything. They already tried to get me a full time permanent position but failed due to a hiring freeze and major reductions going on at the time. Now they want to try again to get me in, but I'm hearing word that they have to prove there has been a revenue increase to justify my stay which will be judged over 3 months. I've heard there has been an increase and a new physician has joined the practice which has enabled more revenue, but we are only 3 weeks into the process. Sadly, I'm only there till the end of next week. So, I may be out of work for 2 months and even then there is no guarantee that I'll make it through. There is a chance that my office manager may be able to do something or at least keep me as a temp, but likely I'll have to wait and my temp position ends when she comes back from maternity leave. It's all so silly because honestly they are in need of an office staffer. With the hiring freeze they've been unable to replace people who have left, and this has all happened during the expansion of our practice. It really doesn't make sense. Honestly, I wish the people in charge of these decision would sit in our office and see what we do. It's not like I'm sitting playing solitataire. I'd love that, but it's not the case considering the giant work load that exists. Anyway, I hope it works out. I need work and have to find some financial stability while I start full time, but even more important would be to have a supportive work environment which I think this place will be.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on April 08, 2014, 08:51:40 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on April 08, 2014, 08:51:40 PM
Happy: The Liberals won the Quebec election, meaning the threat of yet another referendum on sovereignty is out the window.
Unhappy: I'm concerned about the baby that is Quebec Secularism being thrown out with the colloquial bathwater.
Unhappy: I'm concerned about the baby that is Quebec Secularism being thrown out with the colloquial bathwater.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 09, 2014, 03:24:38 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 09, 2014, 03:24:38 PM
Happy: met two girls in the field across the road and played football with them.
Unhappy: had a bad touch and smashed up my toenail pretty bad.
Unhappy: had a bad touch and smashed up my toenail pretty bad.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 06:15:14 PM
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 06:15:14 PM
Found out from the lady that dropped my certificate off at the store that I had the second highest score in the class.
it wasn't the highest. :P
it wasn't the highest. :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:23:05 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:23:05 PM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on April 09, 2014, 06:15:14 PM
Found out from the lady that dropped my certificate off at the store that I had the second highest score in the class.
it wasn't the highest. :P
Cripes hon, you did well!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 06:39:15 PM
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 06:39:15 PM
Quote from: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:23:05 PMBut even going home that day, I thought of two that I got wrong, but should have gotten right. That would have put me first, dammit! lol
Cripes hon, you did well!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:52:40 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:52:40 PM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on April 09, 2014, 06:39:15 PM
But even going home that day, I thought of two that I got wrong, but should have gotten right. That would have put me first, dammit! lol
You're in the upper percentile so wtf hon?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 06:54:34 PM
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 06:54:34 PM
Quote from: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:52:40 PMI probably hold myself to too high of expectations. I get disappointed in myself due to it quite often.
You're in the upper percentile so wtf hon?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:58:22 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:58:22 PM
Quote from: big head horsey-face on April 09, 2014, 06:54:34 PM
I probably hold myself to too high of expectations. I get disappointed in myself due to it quite often.
Try lowering your expectations by 50% and then you will always be surprised and thrilled by the results and it takes away the sense of failure and shortcomings.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 07:03:36 PM
Post by: piglet smith on April 09, 2014, 07:03:36 PM
Quote from: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 06:58:22 PMSo that I'll feel accomplished if I put my socks on right side out in the morning?
Try lowering your expectations by 50% and then you will always be surprised and thrilled by the results and it takes away the sense of failure and shortcomings.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 07:59:19 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 07:59:19 PM
Quote from: big head horsey-faced cookie monster on April 09, 2014, 07:03:36 PM
So that I'll feel accomplished if I put my socks on right side out in the morning?
There you go honey, see you're getting smarter already! :D ;D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Hayley on April 09, 2014, 08:23:44 PM
Post by: Hayley on April 09, 2014, 08:23:44 PM
Had a family member blow up at me with the whole "you're a man" thing which kind of ruined my evening but at least I have therapy tomorrow so I'm happy it happened tonight and not tomorrow or the day after like had been the routine for me getting yelled at by people who "love" me. Looking at the positives!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanExplosion on April 10, 2014, 12:18:34 AM
Post by: NathanExplosion on April 10, 2014, 12:18:34 AM
Cut contact with my emotionally abusive mother. A weird feeling of freedom and loss.
Title: Re: Having a breakdown, just want to talk, want somebody to listen
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 10, 2014, 12:56:06 AM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 10, 2014, 12:56:06 AM
All good today.
A student that I've been meeting with at lunch so that she can talk through her emotional problems surprised me with a gift today. It was a birthday gift. Nearly two months early. A handmade Alice (in Wonderland) and White rabbit. They're felt dolls and super-cute. Alice in Wonderland is one of my favorite stories and I have an entire concept mapped out for a tattoo sleeve on my left arm based on the story; as soon as my preferred artist gets into town, we're getting going on that. Anyway, that was a super special moment with a student. It's nice to feel appreciated.
Also, I'm almost done writing my intro to this site. It's been consuming my days (if I owe you a response, give me a little more time please). I've been here awhile now, but I haven't posted a proper intro, and I really want to open myself up. What I've written so far is extrememly long, and might be too overwhelming for a casual reader, but it has been extremely helpful to me to write it. It might also prove helpful in therapy. I've broken it up into chapters, and it expresses my life and journey very honestly and well. I'm looking forward to sharing it.
Also, I got a manicure today.
Also, at the mall today there was a men's button-up shirt that was in a color I sort of liked. I normally purchase shirts in a Large. The shirt at the front of the rack looked about right though; it was a Medium. When I tried it on, it looked a bit boxy. When I tried on the Small, it fit perfectly. I also have a lightweight hoody I picked up at a thrift store that's marked Small, but fits perfectly. I always figured that it was mislabeled, but now I guess not. Apparently, according to some standards of measurement, due to my thin frame I'm a Men's Small. I didn't buy the shirt, but it was a nice feeling nonetheless.
I'm going to go back to writing that intro now.
Cheers,
Tegan
A student that I've been meeting with at lunch so that she can talk through her emotional problems surprised me with a gift today. It was a birthday gift. Nearly two months early. A handmade Alice (in Wonderland) and White rabbit. They're felt dolls and super-cute. Alice in Wonderland is one of my favorite stories and I have an entire concept mapped out for a tattoo sleeve on my left arm based on the story; as soon as my preferred artist gets into town, we're getting going on that. Anyway, that was a super special moment with a student. It's nice to feel appreciated.
Also, I'm almost done writing my intro to this site. It's been consuming my days (if I owe you a response, give me a little more time please). I've been here awhile now, but I haven't posted a proper intro, and I really want to open myself up. What I've written so far is extrememly long, and might be too overwhelming for a casual reader, but it has been extremely helpful to me to write it. It might also prove helpful in therapy. I've broken it up into chapters, and it expresses my life and journey very honestly and well. I'm looking forward to sharing it.
Also, I got a manicure today.
Also, at the mall today there was a men's button-up shirt that was in a color I sort of liked. I normally purchase shirts in a Large. The shirt at the front of the rack looked about right though; it was a Medium. When I tried it on, it looked a bit boxy. When I tried on the Small, it fit perfectly. I also have a lightweight hoody I picked up at a thrift store that's marked Small, but fits perfectly. I always figured that it was mislabeled, but now I guess not. Apparently, according to some standards of measurement, due to my thin frame I'm a Men's Small. I didn't buy the shirt, but it was a nice feeling nonetheless.
I'm going to go back to writing that intro now.
Cheers,
Tegan
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Finnyh on April 10, 2014, 01:31:24 AM
Post by: Finnyh on April 10, 2014, 01:31:24 AM
Happy: Finished my dissertation. It's my birthday. It's only 52 days until I spend a month travelling Asia. Made some great friends at Susan's that already mean a lot to me.
Unhappy: I've got no choice but to revert to being female again tonight and have to glam up and wear a dress for my birthday night out ???
Unhappy: I've got no choice but to revert to being female again tonight and have to glam up and wear a dress for my birthday night out ???
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on April 10, 2014, 05:16:55 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on April 10, 2014, 05:16:55 AM
It finally just hit me that I may now be cut off from my family :(. While my best friend told her mother who is happy for me. So if my family can't get over with what I'm doing I've been offered "adoption" :D :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on April 10, 2014, 08:16:07 AM
Post by: Edge on April 10, 2014, 08:16:07 AM
D is also doing his lab today which means I will see him. Also, since we usually have lab on different days, we might end up being lab partners.
Unfortunately, I feel sick. Also, I really should keep my distance from him.
Unfortunately, I feel sick. Also, I really should keep my distance from him.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 11, 2014, 09:57:45 AM
Post by: King Malachite on April 11, 2014, 09:57:45 AM
Unhappy: There was a spider in my room. I found it while putting up some stuff back in place. It caught me off guard.
Happy: I killed it. That made me happy.
Happy: I killed it. That made me happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 11, 2014, 10:05:33 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 11, 2014, 10:05:33 AM
Quote from: Malachite on April 11, 2014, 09:57:45 AM
Unhappy: There was a spider in my room. I found it while putting up some stuff back in place. It caught me off guard.
Happy: I killed it. That made me happy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwwUb978l_c
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 11, 2014, 10:30:10 AM
Post by: King Malachite on April 11, 2014, 10:30:10 AM
I'm afraid to even play it, lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 11, 2014, 04:23:09 PM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 11, 2014, 04:23:09 PM
I finished and posted my introduction!
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,162973.msg1400485.html#msg1400485
It's not short, but it's extremely informative.
Go check it out if you feel like it.
Cheers,
Tegs
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,162973.msg1400485.html#msg1400485
It's not short, but it's extremely informative.
Go check it out if you feel like it.
Cheers,
Tegs
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 11, 2014, 11:33:17 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 11, 2014, 11:33:17 PM
I can get Real Madrid vs Manchester United at UM Stadium tickets!
They're sold out, so StubHub has the crappiest seats at $201.
I found a good seat!
It's $335, and for some reason, has to be sold in a pair. $335 each. Ugh, I just want one!
They're sold out, so StubHub has the crappiest seats at $201.
I found a good seat!
It's $335, and for some reason, has to be sold in a pair. $335 each. Ugh, I just want one!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on April 12, 2014, 11:58:56 AM
Post by: 930310 on April 12, 2014, 11:58:56 AM
The regular season of the NHL is about to end and Marty Brodeur will probably retire. It's the end of an era and a bit sad. And yet the playoffs are about to begin!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on April 12, 2014, 12:09:30 PM
Post by: Edge on April 12, 2014, 12:09:30 PM
I found more music I like. I'm going to run out of room on my iPod again. One of these weeks, I should go through all the songs on my iTunes and weed out some of them. And I do mean weeks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 12, 2014, 02:28:51 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 12, 2014, 02:28:51 PM
Showering this morning and soaping up my body and I MY NIPPLES HURT but it hurts so good!
Tegaderm wasn't properly secured, so it fell off. Only two sheets left, for three weeks of school. I don't know if I can afford another box at $15 a box.
Dad has also come to visit, and while being nice to have him here, he was on the phone and kept referring to me as "my son" and it was really disheartening.
Tegaderm wasn't properly secured, so it fell off. Only two sheets left, for three weeks of school. I don't know if I can afford another box at $15 a box.
Dad has also come to visit, and while being nice to have him here, he was on the phone and kept referring to me as "my son" and it was really disheartening.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 12, 2014, 09:01:57 PM
Post by: King Malachite on April 12, 2014, 09:01:57 PM
Happy: Threw some fish and a giant muffin outside last night and a critter ate it.
Unhappy: I have no clue what critter ate it and I'm curious about that.
Unhappy: I have no clue what critter ate it and I'm curious about that.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: 930310 on April 13, 2014, 02:05:50 PM
Post by: 930310 on April 13, 2014, 02:05:50 PM
Maybe you should do it again and place a surveillance-kit or something that will record whatever it is that eats it Malachite?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on April 13, 2014, 08:36:51 PM
Post by: V M on April 13, 2014, 08:36:51 PM
LOL... Although some particular events that happened years ago have caused me to have somewhat of an aversion to being within a motor vehicle I actually do have an older car that I keep for emergencies and do my best to keep in good running condition
Well, the battery had gone flat so I took it to get it charged - no big deal - When I reinstalled the battery the whole system was flat - No electrical what so ever - Well that put me on a bit of a freaker ???
So I went to inspect and work on it again today in some better daylight and noticed that one of the connections had fallen out of view - One simple wire out of three on the positive terminal ::) Silly me
Hooked it all up and VAROOM a ZOOM ZOOM back in business :)
Well, the battery had gone flat so I took it to get it charged - no big deal - When I reinstalled the battery the whole system was flat - No electrical what so ever - Well that put me on a bit of a freaker ???
So I went to inspect and work on it again today in some better daylight and noticed that one of the connections had fallen out of view - One simple wire out of three on the positive terminal ::) Silly me
Hooked it all up and VAROOM a ZOOM ZOOM back in business :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on April 13, 2014, 09:32:25 PM
Post by: Jill F on April 13, 2014, 09:32:25 PM
Last day of P cycle and my titties are super sore.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 14, 2014, 10:25:23 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 14, 2014, 10:25:23 AM
Quote from: V M on April 13, 2014, 08:36:51 PM
LOL... Although some particular events that happened years ago have caused me to have somewhat of an aversion to being within a motor vehicle I actually do have an older car that I keep for emergencies and do my best to keep in good running condition
Well, the battery had gone flat so I took it to get it charged - no big deal - When I reinstalled the battery the whole system was flat - No electrical what so ever - Well that put me on a bit of a freaker ???
So I went to inspect and work on it again today in some better daylight and noticed that one of the connections had fallen out of view - One simple wire out of three on the positive terminal ::) Silly me
Hooked it all up and VAROOM a ZOOM ZOOM back in business :)
Always best to try a tune-up before taking it for a full rebuild! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LivingTheDream on April 15, 2014, 12:08:28 AM
Post by: LivingTheDream on April 15, 2014, 12:08:28 AM
Got a text while at work about school being cancelled~! That's great news, except that it was supposed to be the last time this semester that I had to go to school, now I'll prolly have to go next week :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on April 15, 2014, 05:00:01 PM
Post by: big kim on April 15, 2014, 05:00:01 PM
Happy I got this wire thing that you can make a French pleat with easily for a bargain £1.00
Unhappy 3 hours later I still haven't managed it!
Unhappy 3 hours later I still haven't managed it!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: GnomeKid on April 18, 2014, 04:19:56 PM
Post by: GnomeKid on April 18, 2014, 04:19:56 PM
Got a box of easter candy.... now I feel sick from too much sugar :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 18, 2014, 06:35:13 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 18, 2014, 06:35:13 PM
Quote from: GnomeKid on April 18, 2014, 04:19:56 PM
Got a box of easter candy.... now I feel sick from too much sugar :P
GnomeKid, you really are a kid! :D I'm a sucker for chocolate fudge!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LivingTheDream on April 19, 2014, 01:21:14 AM
Post by: LivingTheDream on April 19, 2014, 01:21:14 AM
Happy because some of my co-workers are looking for a place for me to move to so that I don't move up north, which would only be a temp fix and not address the problem really cuz I'd have to be back in sept for school so moving that far away wouldn't really benefit me except for the fact that I'd have a place to stay.
Unhappy because i should be doing it myself and not having to rely on others to help me with this. Unhappy as well because I still think it is hopeless and because I just don't have the energy or motivation to do it myself right now even tho I only have 10 days left in this home :(
Unhappy because i should be doing it myself and not having to rely on others to help me with this. Unhappy as well because I still think it is hopeless and because I just don't have the energy or motivation to do it myself right now even tho I only have 10 days left in this home :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 21, 2014, 03:34:23 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 21, 2014, 03:34:23 AM
Dad sent me another 10 dollars. I can probably be comfortable for the next two weeks.
It really hurts though to see my legal name flashed everywhere on the my accounts page on the bank's website though.
It really hurts though to see my legal name flashed everywhere on the my accounts page on the bank's website though.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Christinetobe on April 21, 2014, 04:02:48 AM
Post by: Christinetobe on April 21, 2014, 04:02:48 AM
I have to give my example from yesterday. I was happy that when my kids called their grandparents to say happy Easter their mom was their so they got to speak with her as well. It made me sad that she was there and not here with them on a holiday for the first time since they were born.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on April 25, 2014, 04:20:16 AM
Post by: Edge on April 25, 2014, 04:20:16 AM
I stayed up reading past 6am. On the one hand, dumb idea. On the other, there's nothing more peaceful than reading when the rest of the world is asleep.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Christinetobe on April 25, 2014, 07:07:45 AM
Post by: Christinetobe on April 25, 2014, 07:07:45 AM
My son woke up feeling really lousy. He checked his blood sugar and it was 457 (very high) he has been a type one diabetic for 6 months. He is 11 and he just very calmly figured out what he was having for breakfast counted his carbs did the division for insulin dose, made his breakfast, gave his insulin and never complained. I am so proud of him. He is amazing. But him having to deal with diabetes makes me sad but his strength and abilities makes me happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on April 25, 2014, 08:13:18 PM
Post by: antonia on April 25, 2014, 08:13:18 PM
If you ever need any advice or have any questions I'm a Type1 and I'd be happy to assist in any way, I also have some insights into the medical research, etc to the point that I'm currently participating in a drug study for using Liraglutide for Type1.
Quote from: Christinetobe on April 25, 2014, 07:07:45 AM
My son woke up feeling really lousy. He checked his blood sugar and it was 457 (very high) he has been a type one diabetic for 6 months. He is 11 and he just very calmly figured out what he was having for breakfast counted his carbs did the division for insulin dose, made his breakfast, gave his insulin and never complained. I am so proud of him. He is amazing. But him having to deal with diabetes makes me sad but his strength and abilities makes me happy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Christinetobe on April 26, 2014, 04:07:08 AM
Post by: Christinetobe on April 26, 2014, 04:07:08 AM
Thanks Antonia, right now I think he is doing great. Most of the time his cbs is 100-200 so no worries there. A1C is right where it should be (finally) and he accepts the restrictions better than me. I will definitely ask if any questions come up though thanks for offering.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: radsi on April 26, 2014, 06:32:33 AM
Post by: radsi on April 26, 2014, 06:32:33 AM
I discovered this new part of the day called morning ;)
It makes me unhappy as i love my sleep and makes me happy as it gives me more time to cause mischief
It makes me unhappy as i love my sleep and makes me happy as it gives me more time to cause mischief
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 26, 2014, 08:13:38 PM
Post by: King Malachite on April 26, 2014, 08:13:38 PM
Happy: My period is on.
Unhappy: My period is on.
Unhappy: My period is on.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on April 27, 2014, 03:14:25 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on April 27, 2014, 03:14:25 AM
Rain, rain and for something completely different more rain all on a long weekend!
Saw my aunt today wanting to talk but as ever she is so preoccupied by so many things that don't matter had no time.
This after she didn't bed out of bed till lunchtime. Really busy. Everything's a drama to her.
Driving home in the, yes wait for it more rain looked in the mirror and saw my sister.
Holly Cinderella Batman!
Saw my aunt today wanting to talk but as ever she is so preoccupied by so many things that don't matter had no time.
This after she didn't bed out of bed till lunchtime. Really busy. Everything's a drama to her.
Driving home in the, yes wait for it more rain looked in the mirror and saw my sister.
Holly Cinderella Batman!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 27, 2014, 03:41:37 AM
Post by: Sincerely Tegan on April 27, 2014, 03:41:37 AM
Unhappy: I just pigged out on a bunch of pizza.
Happy: Mmm. Pizza
-Teg
Happy: Mmm. Pizza
-Teg
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 27, 2014, 11:40:10 AM
Post by: Shantel on April 27, 2014, 11:40:10 AM
Quote from: Malachite on April 26, 2014, 08:13:38 PM
Happy: My period is on.
Unhappy: My period is on.
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Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on April 27, 2014, 01:36:08 PM
Post by: King Malachite on April 27, 2014, 01:36:08 PM
Quote from: Shantel on April 27, 2014, 11:40:10 AM
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:-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on April 27, 2014, 01:43:19 PM
Post by: Shantel on April 27, 2014, 01:43:19 PM
Quote from: Malachite on April 27, 2014, 01:36:08 PM
:-\
OK dude don't hurt me, I wuz only kidding you! :-*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MadeleineG on April 27, 2014, 02:07:49 PM
Post by: MadeleineG on April 27, 2014, 02:07:49 PM
Happy: back home
Unhappy: vacation's over
Unhappy: vacation's over
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on April 27, 2014, 11:27:35 PM
Post by: AdamMLP on April 27, 2014, 11:27:35 PM
I'm back at work accommodation now, away from the parents.
I have to go into work tomor-- TODAY. I need to be up in 2 hours and I haven't been able to sleep a wink.
I have to go into work tomor-- TODAY. I need to be up in 2 hours and I haven't been able to sleep a wink.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on April 27, 2014, 11:39:18 PM
Post by: V M on April 27, 2014, 11:39:18 PM
I'm kind of a plant person and have several houseplants that are mainly rescues that various people have nearly killed
Anyway a little back history - The guy who took care of the plants of the lobby in my apt.s passed away and right away a totally incompetent guy asked for the job before I could and the new mgr. said okay even though she had no idea how incompetent the guy is
He is also somewhat of a rude, conceited and annoying braggart who bitches and moans about everyone and everything even though he is almost totally clueless and is one of the people I've rescued most of my plants from
Well, one of the plants was in too small of a pot and had been over watered so it fell out of the pot with the roots exposed
I thought to myself, I could either help someone I don't really like very much or just let it go, I decided to take the high road and help him transplant the plant into a larger pot
Surprisingly he was actually rather receptive to my advise and we got it done
I was just happy to have hopefully helped save a plant
Anyway a little back history - The guy who took care of the plants of the lobby in my apt.s passed away and right away a totally incompetent guy asked for the job before I could and the new mgr. said okay even though she had no idea how incompetent the guy is
He is also somewhat of a rude, conceited and annoying braggart who bitches and moans about everyone and everything even though he is almost totally clueless and is one of the people I've rescued most of my plants from
Well, one of the plants was in too small of a pot and had been over watered so it fell out of the pot with the roots exposed
I thought to myself, I could either help someone I don't really like very much or just let it go, I decided to take the high road and help him transplant the plant into a larger pot
Surprisingly he was actually rather receptive to my advise and we got it done
I was just happy to have hopefully helped save a plant
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on April 28, 2014, 06:37:30 AM
Post by: big kim on April 28, 2014, 06:37:30 AM
Happy a big bar of chocolate for 50p
Unhappy it tasted like crap!
Unhappy it tasted like crap!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on April 28, 2014, 07:08:28 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on April 28, 2014, 07:08:28 PM
Lost my bus pass when the winds ripped it from between my fingers while standing at the bus stop near the grocery store. But I had some quarters in my pocket so I could pay the bus fare and not have to walk the mile or so back with the groceries.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on April 29, 2014, 11:49:06 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on April 29, 2014, 11:49:06 AM
My roommate told me where I can get a place for $16 a week less than my friend's place, and closer to campus too, assuming I snag an on campus job, or any job at all, to pay for it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ltl89 on April 30, 2014, 10:34:29 PM
Post by: Ltl89 on April 30, 2014, 10:34:29 PM
Tonight I went out to dinner and saw family members that I haven't seen in quite some time. I was sort of dreading this because I look different and didn't know how I would be taken. Everyone was very nice and receptive. Since I'm in an awkward situation where I still present male, everyone tries to pretend everything is all kosher even though you know they can tell, especially my chest. This was also at a restaurant that we used to frequent, but I haven't been to in almost a year. luckily, I wasn't looked at strangely by the staff, though there was a creepy guy starting at me from the bar. It was very uncomfortable, and I couldn't tell why he was looking at me. I've always felt different from men, but lately that difference is even stronger. Quite frankly, I feel afraid and uncomfortable around some men nowadays. I know that's not right, but it's how I'm starting to feel.
I guess the fact that everything went okay would be the good news. The bad news would be that I totally pigged out tonight and feel like a whale. Those family pics were not flattering to me at all. I really hate what a giant pig I am. Feel like crying now.
I guess the fact that everything went okay would be the good news. The bad news would be that I totally pigged out tonight and feel like a whale. Those family pics were not flattering to me at all. I really hate what a giant pig I am. Feel like crying now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: @Diana on April 30, 2014, 10:39:37 PM
Post by: @Diana on April 30, 2014, 10:39:37 PM
enjoy eating, then realized i ate too much , trying to loose weight :icon_chew:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on May 01, 2014, 12:39:13 AM
Post by: Cindy on May 01, 2014, 12:39:13 AM
Unhappy it took a one hour flight to see a surgeon about my GRS.
The consult took an hour, and I flew back
Happy, same as above :laugh:
The consult took an hour, and I flew back
Happy, same as above :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: @Diana on May 01, 2014, 01:00:54 AM
Post by: @Diana on May 01, 2014, 01:00:54 AM
never mind ............................
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on May 01, 2014, 05:33:06 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on May 01, 2014, 05:33:06 AM
Happy - third time dressing in pants today. Still can't believe that I pass wearing pants. Have been worried that I might just look like dude - but seems I pass as I don't attract undue stares.
Unhappy - two colleagues slipped up with my dude name today. :( I know, I know, it's only been a month, give them time. Didn't really make me all that unhappy but I wondered if the pants had anything to do with it...?
Unhappy - two colleagues slipped up with my dude name today. :( I know, I know, it's only been a month, give them time. Didn't really make me all that unhappy but I wondered if the pants had anything to do with it...?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on May 01, 2014, 06:10:20 AM
Post by: Cindy on May 01, 2014, 06:10:20 AM
Last time I wore pants was skin tight leather and high heel boots and a tight top. Mmmm no one misgendered me, but the waiter was very red in the face >:-) >:-) >:-) >:-)
Where is my riding crop :laugh:
Where is my riding crop :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on May 01, 2014, 06:14:02 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on May 01, 2014, 06:14:02 AM
You left it at my place!
Still sore to sit down. Ouch.
Any pics?
Still sore to sit down. Ouch.
Any pics?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on May 01, 2014, 06:17:58 AM
Post by: Cindy on May 01, 2014, 06:17:58 AM
Having a photo shoot tomorrow!!!!
Ahhh becoming famous :embarrassed:
Ahhh becoming famous :embarrassed:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: GnomeKid on May 01, 2014, 06:00:28 PM
Post by: GnomeKid on May 01, 2014, 06:00:28 PM
Fellowship interview.........
So much promise.... So little ability to express it through words.
So much promise.... So little ability to express it through words.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Christinetobe on May 01, 2014, 07:08:51 PM
Post by: Christinetobe on May 01, 2014, 07:08:51 PM
Happy that I did some research and my health insurance will cover treatment and medications but unhappy that I am only now starting something I have known about forever
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 02, 2014, 10:54:39 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 02, 2014, 10:54:39 AM
Happy that I have many cis women friends that love me and are supportive, also happy that I have many FtM friends here that are buddies and I enjoy being just as supportive of them as I am of the MtF friends here and elsewhere.
Unhappy the new "What made you happy MtF only please" thread as if we don't tend to isolate enough from the real world already. I won't join an exclusively ingrown club because I belong to the all inclusive transgender community and prefer not to suffocate socially. :icon_ballbounce:
Unhappy the new "What made you happy MtF only please" thread as if we don't tend to isolate enough from the real world already. I won't join an exclusively ingrown club because I belong to the all inclusive transgender community and prefer not to suffocate socially. :icon_ballbounce:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: defective snowflake on May 02, 2014, 11:16:48 AM
Post by: defective snowflake on May 02, 2014, 11:16:48 AM
Quote from: Shantel on May 02, 2014, 10:54:39 AMI did wonder why someone felt we needed one that was exclusive like that.
Unhappy the new "What made you happy MtF only please" thread as if we don't tend to isolate enough from the real world already. I won't join an exclusively ingrown club because I belong to the all inclusive transgender community and prefer not to suffocate socially. :icon_ballbounce:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 02, 2014, 09:46:12 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 02, 2014, 09:46:12 PM
Liking that each apartment in this quad has its own bathroom.
Not liking that my friend neglected to clean it.
Oh well, she was probably super excited for her flight early tomorrow morning, she flies to Bangkok via Chicago and Tokyo.
Not liking that my friend neglected to clean it.
Oh well, she was probably super excited for her flight early tomorrow morning, she flies to Bangkok via Chicago and Tokyo.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kaylee on May 02, 2014, 11:22:17 PM
Post by: Kaylee on May 02, 2014, 11:22:17 PM
Quote from: Shantel on May 02, 2014, 10:54:39 AM
Unhappy the new "What made you happy MtF only please" thread as if we don't tend to isolate enough from the real world already. I won't join an exclusively ingrown club because I belong to the all inclusive transgender community and prefer not to suffocate socially. :icon_ballbounce:
I thought that was a bit off having a gender segregated thread like that as well. People are people, and everyone's view/perspective should be considered at all times (well, unless that POV is something I disagree with, then it's most definitely NOT valid!! ;D )
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 02, 2014, 11:37:07 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 02, 2014, 11:37:07 PM
I felt pretty bummed out today while filling out apps for jobs I would hate. -_- I'm not one to rag on customer service jobs, they're hard as hell, and anyone who works one should probably be paid double what they're currently getting. But I do better in customer service when it's a smaller place, not so much one customer after another like in the convenience store or grocery store. So that made me pretty unhappy, feeling like I might not be able to do something I enjoy.
But, that feeling of sadness has inspired me to quit feeling sorry for myself and be more proactive in finding something that fits my skills and interests. Just contacted someone who had a job a few years back that I was interested in, to see how she got it. Maybe, if she can't recommend anything in that area to me, she will be kind enough to make other suggestions.
I also started looking at colleges again and found a few jobs that I not only would be good at, but am excited about. I actually wrote a cover letter that was sincere, rather than super painful and forced. I hope I can get one of those college jobs, that's really where I do the best work.
So, I felt really horrible and sad, but that inspired me to try some new stuff, and now I feel hopeful about this rather than anxious and upset.
But, that feeling of sadness has inspired me to quit feeling sorry for myself and be more proactive in finding something that fits my skills and interests. Just contacted someone who had a job a few years back that I was interested in, to see how she got it. Maybe, if she can't recommend anything in that area to me, she will be kind enough to make other suggestions.
I also started looking at colleges again and found a few jobs that I not only would be good at, but am excited about. I actually wrote a cover letter that was sincere, rather than super painful and forced. I hope I can get one of those college jobs, that's really where I do the best work.
So, I felt really horrible and sad, but that inspired me to try some new stuff, and now I feel hopeful about this rather than anxious and upset.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 03, 2014, 12:21:54 AM
Post by: Edge on May 03, 2014, 12:21:54 AM
It's Free Comic Book Day! I need to drag my son with me and he has little legs.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: @Diana on May 03, 2014, 12:58:09 AM
Post by: @Diana on May 03, 2014, 12:58:09 AM
I am happy that my close friends like to come to me for advice on their make-up & clothing ... But when I was honest to them what look good on them, whats not .. They said i was mean to them & they would stick with those they picked .. I was like wtf why did you come to me for advice then ... LMAO
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 03, 2014, 09:08:41 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 03, 2014, 09:08:41 AM
Quote from: DianaVV on May 03, 2014, 12:58:09 AM
I am happy that my close friends like to come to me for advice on their make-up & clothing ... But when I was honest to them what look good on them, whats not .. They said i was mean to them & they would stick with those they picked .. I was like wtf why did you come to me for advice then ... LMAO
Obviously they were looking for validation for their poor choices rather than advice.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 03, 2014, 05:00:07 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 03, 2014, 05:00:07 PM
Quote from: Edge on May 03, 2014, 12:21:54 AM
It's Free Comic Book Day! I need to drag my son with me and he has little legs.
Lift him ;D Lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 03, 2014, 05:34:20 PM
Post by: Edge on May 03, 2014, 05:34:20 PM
Quote from: birkin on May 03, 2014, 05:00:07 PMHe's getting too big for that and he's heavy.
Lift him ;D Lol.
Ran into some people, it was fun, could only go to one place and had to leave quickly because he was in a bad mood. He was all giggly at home though.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: radsi on May 03, 2014, 06:44:43 PM
Post by: radsi on May 03, 2014, 06:44:43 PM
My friends been having a rough few days and was telling me about it on whats app.. The autocorrect on my new phone has a mind of its own so in the middle of her telling me something pretty bad i meant to reply with "oh dear" but my phone decided to say "oh dwarves".. At least it made her laugh lol
Oh and it then decided to change "when are you leaving?" to "when are you lesbian?"
I really think i need to educate this phone of mine lol
Oh and it then decided to change "when are you leaving?" to "when are you lesbian?"
I really think i need to educate this phone of mine lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 03, 2014, 07:25:38 PM
Post by: King Malachite on May 03, 2014, 07:25:38 PM
Happy: I went to Free Comic Book Day
Unhappy: They either didn't have/ran out of most of the comics I wanted.
Unhappy: They either didn't have/ran out of most of the comics I wanted.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MbutF on May 03, 2014, 07:55:48 PM
Post by: MbutF on May 03, 2014, 07:55:48 PM
Happy : I got a message from someone who has been very upset with me for a month now
Unhappy : It was a farewell message, asking me to move on, I'm not getting another chance.
Unhappy : It was a farewell message, asking me to move on, I'm not getting another chance.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 05, 2014, 04:59:48 PM
Post by: Edge on May 05, 2014, 04:59:48 PM
I found out Sunday night that I can still take my genetics exam. It's tomorrow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 05, 2014, 06:31:12 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 05, 2014, 06:31:12 PM
Quote from: Edge on May 05, 2014, 04:59:48 PM
I found out Sunday night that I can still take my genetics exam. It's tomorrow.
That is awesome! I guess the prof was understanding in the end?
Edit: wait, happy and unhappy? What's the unhappy part?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 05, 2014, 06:59:17 PM
Post by: Edge on May 05, 2014, 06:59:17 PM
It's tomorrow and I only found out Sunday night which means I had to get a babysitter for my son without much time (which, luckily, I got) and I'm still mad at myself for making such a dumb mistake.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 04:08:53 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 04:08:53 AM
That very, very awkward moment when you accidentally stumble upon your brother's profile on an online dating site... and he list amongst his interests 'casual sex'.
It's nice to know that he's back in the game and is trying to get his life together... but I feel like I've just walked in on my parents 'doing it'.
It's nice to know that he's back in the game and is trying to get his life together... but I feel like I've just walked in on my parents 'doing it'.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 09:05:01 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 09:05:01 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 04:08:53 AM
That very, very awkward moment when you accidentally stumble upon your brother's profile on an online dating site... and he list amongst his interests 'casual sex'.
It's nice to know that he's back in the game and is trying to get his life together... but I feel like I've just walked in on my parents 'doing it'.
Cripes I can relate totally! My youngest son was on-line dating unbeknownst to me, charming women that were years older into sexual hookups. I told him he needed to cease and desist before he inadvertently met up with a Jeffery Dahmer type.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 09:34:53 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 09:34:53 AM
Quote from: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 09:05:01 AM
Cripes I can relate totally! My youngest son was on-line dating unbeknownst to me, charming women that were years older into sexual hookups. I told him he needed to cease and desist before he inadvertently met up with a Jeffery Dahmer type.
OK Auntie Shan, you win! Yours is even more 'eww!' than mine. :o
Let's face it: we just don't want to think of our relatives in that way, do we?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 09:47:33 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 09:47:33 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 09:34:53 AM
OK Auntie Shan, you win! Yours is even more 'eww!' than mine. :o
Let's face it: we just don't want to think of our relatives in that way, do we?
Not when we try to instill good moral values in them, but they all have to learn their own lessons because we don't know anything.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 10:03:30 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 10:03:30 AM
Quote from: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 09:47:33 AM
Not when we try to instill good moral values in them, but they all have to learn their own lessons because we don't know anything.
Ain't that the truth!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on May 06, 2014, 11:27:19 AM
Post by: Constance on May 06, 2014, 11:27:19 AM
My partner and I broke up for the fourth and final time last night. I'm upset, but really I think it's for the best. I am unable to offer what they need in a partner at this time.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 11:34:12 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 06, 2014, 11:34:12 AM
Quote from: Constance on May 06, 2014, 11:27:19 AM
My partner and I broke up for the fourth and final time last night. I'm upset, but really I think it's for the best. I am unable to offer what they need in a partner at this time.
((Hugs)) girlfriend! You are being mature about it and don't need to assume any guilt or blame, we all do the best we can and sometimes it's just not enough to satisfy everyone.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 06, 2014, 06:18:25 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 06, 2014, 06:18:25 PM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on May 06, 2014, 04:08:53 AM
That very, very awkward moment when you accidentally stumble upon your brother's profile on an online dating site... and he list amongst his interests 'casual sex'.
It's nice to know that he's back in the game and is trying to get his life together... but I feel like I've just walked in on my parents 'doing it'.
lol. Sadly, I know so much about my brother's sexual proclivities and fantasies that I've come to accept it. -_-
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:20:15 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:20:15 PM
happy my dysphoria isnt acting up today but sadly, imma get a big punch in the stomach tomorrow :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:20:53 PM
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:20:53 PM
Quote from: Umiko Nixie on May 06, 2014, 06:20:15 PMWhy?
happy my dysphoria isnt acting up today but sadly, imma get a big punch in the stomach tomorrow :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:22:57 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:22:57 PM
Quote from: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:20:53 PMbecuz usually when i'm in a state of bliss like i am right now, the next day, something always sets me off and me being hyper jealous, it sets my dysphoria into hyper mode. if it wasnt for my 2 therapy sessions a week, i'd end up back in the nut house lol. for some reason, its always my jealousy to sets me off the most
Why?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:24:41 PM
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:24:41 PM
Quote from: Umiko Nixie on May 06, 2014, 06:22:57 PMAh. The roller coaster. I hope it gets easier to ride.
becuz usually when i'm in a state of bliss like i am right now, the next day, something always sets me off and me being hyper jealous, it sets my dysphoria into hyper mode. if it wasnt for my 2 therapy sessions a week, i'd end up back in the nut house lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:27:14 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:27:14 PM
Quote from: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:24:41 PMthe roller coaster i want off but becuz of my need for a thrill, its gets me in trouble :-\
Ah. The roller coaster. I hope it gets easier to ride.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:55:20 PM
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:55:20 PM
Quote from: Umiko Nixie on May 06, 2014, 06:27:14 PMInstall seatbelts. I also like the thrill, but learned skills so that I'm a little more stable. Have you tried one of the behaviour therapies?
the roller coaster i want off but becuz of my need for a thrill, its gets me in trouble :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:59:06 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 06:59:06 PM
Quote from: Edge on May 06, 2014, 06:55:20 PMHAHAH! funny. no but i have tried anger management o.o i dont have behavior issue but i do gets explosive either when i'm irritated(this happens very rarely) or when that time of the month comes (believe it or not, for some reason, every month i get debilitating cramping, bloating and i wanna bite someone's face off just for looking at me) o.o other than that i'm ok, just something that i've never really dealt with before
Install seatbelts. I also like the thrill, but learned skills so that I'm a little more stable. Have you tried one of the behaviour therapies?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 07:14:04 PM
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 07:14:04 PM
Quote from: Umiko Nixie on May 06, 2014, 06:59:06 PMBehaviour therapies aren't for behaviour issues. They teach behaviours and skills that can help with emotional problems including mood swings like that.
HAHAH! funny. no but i have tried anger management o.o i dont have behavior issue but i do gets explosive either when i'm irritated(this happens very rarely) or when that time of the month comes (believe it or not, for some reason, every month i get debilitating cramping, bloating and i wanna bite someone's face off just for looking at me) o.o other than that i'm ok, just something that i've never really dealt with before
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 07:15:19 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 07:15:19 PM
Quote from: Edge on May 06, 2014, 07:14:04 PMah. they just medicate me for that. bi-polar kicks my butt but i doubt i fit the criteria now
Behaviour therapies aren't for behaviour issues. They teach behaviours and skills that can help with emotional problems including mood swings like that.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 07:16:26 PM
Post by: Edge on May 06, 2014, 07:16:26 PM
Quote from: Umiko Nixie on May 06, 2014, 07:15:19 PMWhy's that?
ah. they just medicate me for that. bi-polar kicks my butt but i doubt i fit the criteria now
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 07:23:35 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 06, 2014, 07:23:35 PM
Quote from: Edge on May 06, 2014, 07:16:26 PMthe new DSM-5 criteria. plus i'm only moody becuz of my brain chemistry. i've been told many times that i'm not bi-polar, i just have mood swings of a girl on her period which excites me but yet again words like those sets me off so yea, but that is a good idea. i'll bring it up in my next therapy session.
Why's that?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 07, 2014, 12:59:09 AM
Post by: King Malachite on May 07, 2014, 12:59:09 AM
Happy: I finally get a little bit of closure
Unhappy: It's still closure that I never wanted....
Unhappy: It's still closure that I never wanted....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: HoneyStrums on May 07, 2014, 01:16:13 AM
Post by: HoneyStrums on May 07, 2014, 01:16:13 AM
Having my hair removal cream come through and going to town on my legs.
:)
Then getting dysphoric about having hairy toes :/
:)
Then getting dysphoric about having hairy toes :/
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on May 07, 2014, 08:17:46 AM
Post by: LordKAT on May 07, 2014, 08:17:46 AM
Work; I have a love/hate relationship with my job.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 07, 2014, 10:18:16 AM
Post by: Umiko on May 07, 2014, 10:18:16 AM
finally accepted myself, but that pesky letter is still eluding me -.-
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 07, 2014, 10:59:43 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 07, 2014, 10:59:43 AM
Had a nice, longish chat with my brother (he of the online dating profile) and it was good to get into a discussion with him about old times... but it's obvious from his choice of words and his temperament that he's in a bit of a dark place at the moment.
The past year has been a nightmare for him and I'd love to be able to offer him some support, but that's hard to do when we're not even on the same continent.
The past year has been a nightmare for him and I'd love to be able to offer him some support, but that's hard to do when we're not even on the same continent.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on May 07, 2014, 11:52:18 AM
Post by: big kim on May 07, 2014, 11:52:18 AM
Happy The monkeys stolen from Blackpool zoo have been found
Unhappy the baby monkey is still missing
Unhappy the baby monkey is still missing
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 08, 2014, 08:53:02 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 08, 2014, 08:53:02 PM
Walked a mile and a half with a 24 pack of soda back from the store, without having to stop and set it down. It's good to know that I still have some muscle mass, I was thinking what little I had before HRT would just go into oblivion, but it seems to have stayed.
On that count, it made my back hurt quite a bit. I also found out this apartment complex has a pool. Something I can't use for a good year or so.
On that count, it made my back hurt quite a bit. I also found out this apartment complex has a pool. Something I can't use for a good year or so.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on May 08, 2014, 09:19:59 PM
Post by: V M on May 08, 2014, 09:19:59 PM
First appointment with a new psych. Not sure how I feel about that, but he does seem to be a nice sort
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: @Diana on May 08, 2014, 09:21:28 PM
Post by: @Diana on May 08, 2014, 09:21:28 PM
happy that i just talked to my parents on the phone but super sad/unhappy that my mom fall on her bike, got so many bruises and she cant lift her arm today :'( i wish i was there to help her
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 09, 2014, 08:38:49 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 09, 2014, 08:38:49 AM
Had a brilliant passing moment whilst getting on a coach with some colleagues. The driver instantly read me as male; most people do these days, to be honest. And it feels wonderful that they do.
What made me unhappy was what he said: we were getting our bags loaded on the coach, and a female colleague in front of me had her small suitcase loaded on before mine. However, when I followed with my much smaller rucksack, the driver commented: "See? That's how a man packs. Women have to take the kitchen sink, but a man can put everything he needs in a small rucksack!".
Of course, my female colleague was so used to that sort of chauvinistic nonsense that she didn't say anything in response. And to be honest, I had no idea what to say either. :-\
What made me unhappy was what he said: we were getting our bags loaded on the coach, and a female colleague in front of me had her small suitcase loaded on before mine. However, when I followed with my much smaller rucksack, the driver commented: "See? That's how a man packs. Women have to take the kitchen sink, but a man can put everything he needs in a small rucksack!".
Of course, my female colleague was so used to that sort of chauvinistic nonsense that she didn't say anything in response. And to be honest, I had no idea what to say either. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 09, 2014, 09:25:23 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 09, 2014, 09:25:23 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on May 09, 2014, 08:38:49 AM
Had a brilliant passing moment whilst getting on a coach with some colleagues. The driver instantly read me as male; most people do these days, to be honest. And it feels wonderful that they do.
What made me unhappy was what he said: we were getting our bags loaded on the coach, and a female colleague in front of me had her small suitcase loaded on before mine. However, when I followed with my much smaller rucksack, the driver commented: "See? That's how a man packs. Women have to take the kitchen sink, but a man can put everything he needs in a small rucksack!".
Of course, my female colleague was so used to that sort of chauvinistic nonsense that she didn't say anything in response. And to be honest, I had no idea what to say either. :-\
Interesting observations and perspective from someone now living on the opposite side of the gender fence!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 09, 2014, 09:27:42 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 09, 2014, 09:27:42 AM
Quote from: @Diana on May 08, 2014, 09:21:28 PM
happy that i just talked to my parents on the phone but super sad/unhappy that my mom fall on her bike, got so many bruises and she cant lift her arm today :'( i wish i was there to help her
Aging parents are worrisome, we sometimes suffer anxiety for them as they once did for us.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 09, 2014, 11:10:30 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 09, 2014, 11:10:30 AM
Quote from: Shantel on May 09, 2014, 09:27:42 AM
Aging parents are worrisome, we sometimes suffer anxiety for them as they once did for us.
I guess it's only fair.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 09, 2014, 12:18:16 PM
Post by: Shantel on May 09, 2014, 12:18:16 PM
Quote from: birkin on May 09, 2014, 11:10:30 AM
I guess it's only fair.
Yeah until you have to change their diapers and wipe their butts! :D ;D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: @Diana on May 09, 2014, 06:31:46 PM
Post by: @Diana on May 09, 2014, 06:31:46 PM
yes Auntie Shan .. and I dont mind doing those to my parents .. I am very happy to help them in anyways i can ..
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 09, 2014, 09:24:49 PM
Post by: King Malachite on May 09, 2014, 09:24:49 PM
Happy: My mom brought a cheesecake. Apparantly there was a sale on them for $3.99.
Unhappy: My mom brought a cheesecake....
Unhappy: My mom brought a cheesecake....
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: apriljo on May 09, 2014, 11:40:45 PM
Post by: apriljo on May 09, 2014, 11:40:45 PM
Happy: Another round of laser today takes me one step closer.
Unhappy: She turned the settings way up and laser hurts.
Unhappy: She turned the settings way up and laser hurts.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 09:46:37 PM
Post by: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 09:46:37 PM
got offered a job >:-) .. BUT it's night shift :angel:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on May 11, 2014, 09:50:55 PM
Post by: LordKAT on May 11, 2014, 09:50:55 PM
Quote from: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 09:46:37 PM
got offered a job >:-) .. BUT it's night shift :angel:
Personally, that would be double happy. Is the pay worth it?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 11:31:52 PM
Post by: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 11:31:52 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on May 11, 2014, 09:50:55 PM
Personally, that would be double happy. Is the pay worth it?
yes the pay is pretty good .. its a casual job working in kitchen :police:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 11, 2014, 11:53:24 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 11, 2014, 11:53:24 PM
figured out i actually spot a little every time my cramps and bloating show up, what makes me unhappy is the fact its so sudden and i'm afraid its some medical problem o:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on May 12, 2014, 05:16:11 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on May 12, 2014, 05:16:11 AM
Just finished my first full shift today :). Unfortunetly I kept getting calls from my boss asking if I was alright. It is nice that he cares about me but last week I only had a seizure, I'm epileptic sadly thats a fact of life they occasionally happen. You can not wrap me in cotton wool pleanty have tried all have failed
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Post by: Shantel on May 12, 2014, 09:19:45 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 12, 2014, 09:19:45 AM
Quote from: immortal gypsy on May 12, 2014, 05:16:11 AM
Just finished my first full shift today :). Unfortunetly I kept getting calls from my boss asking if I was alright. It is nice that he cares about me but last week I only had a seizure, I'm epileptic sadly thats a fact of life they occasionally happen. You can not wrap me in cotton wool pleanty have tried all have failed
There is medication to prevent epileptic seizures you muse be on that, are you not?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 12, 2014, 09:28:20 AM
Post by: Umiko on May 12, 2014, 09:28:20 AM
i'm feeling a little better but i'm suffering after affects -.-
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lee on May 12, 2014, 11:49:58 AM
Post by: Lee on May 12, 2014, 11:49:58 AM
My former girlfriend sent me a nice message. I thought I was over her, but apparently I'm not.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on May 12, 2014, 06:44:39 PM
Post by: immortal gypsy on May 12, 2014, 06:44:39 PM
Quote from: Lee on May 12, 2014, 11:49:58 AMAre we ever truley over ones we use to love?
My former girlfriend sent me a nice message. I thought I was over her, but apparently I'm not.
Quote from: Shantel on May 12, 2014, 09:19:45 AMI am and while I'm lucky it dosen't interfear too much in my life. No medication or combination is perfect these things happen occasionally. I still don't like it but I've learnt to accept it
There is medication to prevent epileptic seizures you muse be on that, are you not?
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Post by: Shantel on May 12, 2014, 09:13:27 PM
Post by: Shantel on May 12, 2014, 09:13:27 PM
Quote from: immortal gypsy on May 12, 2014, 06:44:39 PM
Are we ever truley over ones we use to love?
I am and while I'm lucky it dosen't interfear too much in my life. No medication or combination is perfect these things happen occasionally. I still don't like it but I've learnt to accept it
I wish you well sweetie!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on May 13, 2014, 12:41:26 AM
Post by: antonia on May 13, 2014, 12:41:26 AM
Felt like a million bucks after learning that an old friend went through with her transition, forgot about a meal and didn't eat enough carbs (Type 1 diabetes), hypoglycaemia kicked in with shakes, nausea and the usual "I feel like >-bleeped-<", had to eat sugar pills and I'm not a happy gal.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on May 13, 2014, 12:56:29 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on May 13, 2014, 12:56:29 AM
Quote from: antonia on May 13, 2014, 12:41:26 AM
Felt like a million bucks after learning that an old friend went through with her transition, forgot about a meal and didn't eat enough carbs (Type 1 diabetes), hypoglycaemia kicked in with shakes, nausea and the usual "I feel like >-bleeped-<", had to eat sugar pills and I'm not a happy gal.
That's no good. Hope you get back on your feet quickly
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on May 13, 2014, 02:31:11 AM
Post by: Felix on May 13, 2014, 02:31:11 AM
My kid got accepted to a middle/high school, and starts the day after tomorrow. They refused to give me any specifics about their suspension policy, so maybe she'll get kicked out as soon as her habit of hitting/kicking/spitting becomes clear, but it's better than jail. Everything is better than jail. She wouldn't understand jail and she'd be victimized too easily.
Happy she's being given a chance and also unhappy because my hopes aren't high. I went to 12 different public schools and still didn't manage to finish 7th grade before coming back for college years later, and my daughter is in the last two weeks of 8th grade and hasn't yet learned that 4 quarters equals one dollar. She can't read a clock and likes to run into traffic, and adults tend to react with a lot of emotion to her everyday behaviors.
Happy she's being given a chance and also unhappy because my hopes aren't high. I went to 12 different public schools and still didn't manage to finish 7th grade before coming back for college years later, and my daughter is in the last two weeks of 8th grade and hasn't yet learned that 4 quarters equals one dollar. She can't read a clock and likes to run into traffic, and adults tend to react with a lot of emotion to her everyday behaviors.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 13, 2014, 09:48:12 AM
Post by: Shantel on May 13, 2014, 09:48:12 AM
Quote from: Felix on May 13, 2014, 02:31:11 AM
My kid got accepted to a middle/high school, and starts the day after tomorrow. They refused to give me any specifics about their suspension policy, so maybe she'll get kicked out as soon as her habit of hitting/kicking/spitting becomes clear, but it's better than jail. Everything is better than jail. She wouldn't understand jail and she'd be victimized too easily.
Happy she's being given a chance and also unhappy because my hopes aren't high. I went to 12 different public schools and still didn't manage to finish 7th grade before coming back for college years later, and my daughter is in the last two weeks of 8th grade and hasn't yet learned that 4 quarters equals one dollar. She can't read a clock and likes to run into traffic, and adults tend to react with a lot of emotion to her everyday behaviors.
You've got a lot on your plate Felix, my heart goes out to you my friend. I hope things pan out, keeping my fingers crossed for you both!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: defective snowflake on May 13, 2014, 03:08:06 PM
Post by: defective snowflake on May 13, 2014, 03:08:06 PM
Gotta open at another store on Thursday so their manager can go to the doctor. The extra hours will be nice, but I've not opened for another store before and I don't really know my way around that one, plus they do the paperwork a little different there. I'll probably figure it out, but still, I like our store better...
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Post by: LordKAT on May 13, 2014, 03:13:17 PM
Post by: LordKAT on May 13, 2014, 03:13:17 PM
I'm mixed on what would happen if killer shrimp from outer space met marsh monsters.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on May 13, 2014, 03:21:21 PM
Post by: Jill F on May 13, 2014, 03:21:21 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on May 13, 2014, 03:13:17 PM
I'm mixed on what would happen if killer shrimp from outer space met marsh monsters.
I'm thinking immediate mutual annihilation.
Then again, all shrimp are killers if you're me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: defective snowflake on May 13, 2014, 03:22:09 PM
Post by: defective snowflake on May 13, 2014, 03:22:09 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on May 13, 2014, 03:13:17 PMI would describe it, but I think it would break the TOS. Let's just say, it wouldn't be pretty...
I'm mixed on what would happen if killer shrimp from outer space met marsh monsters.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Christinetobe on May 13, 2014, 03:46:59 PM
Post by: Christinetobe on May 13, 2014, 03:46:59 PM
What made me unhappy was spending 15 minutes searching for the back of an earring but I am happy it is finally MY earring
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 13, 2014, 04:55:36 PM
Post by: Shantel on May 13, 2014, 04:55:36 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on May 13, 2014, 03:13:17 PM
I'm mixed on what would happen if killer shrimp from outer space met marsh monsters.
Waaaaaa Hahaha it would be catastrophic! :D ;D :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 13, 2014, 04:57:01 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 13, 2014, 04:57:01 PM
i lost my therapist becuz of my freaking insurance but i have so many endorphin's running through my blood, its not really hitting me as of yet :eusa_eh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 13, 2014, 04:58:34 PM
Post by: Shantel on May 13, 2014, 04:58:34 PM
Quote from: Umiko Liliana on May 13, 2014, 04:57:01 PM
i lost my therapist becuz of my freaking insurance but i have so many endorphin's running through my blood, its not really hitting me as of yet :eusa_eh:
Sorry, did your policy get cancelled?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 13, 2014, 05:00:07 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 13, 2014, 05:00:07 PM
Quote from: Shantel on May 13, 2014, 04:58:34 PMnah, he just found out he wasnt in network
Sorry, did your policy get cancelled?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on May 13, 2014, 06:10:08 PM
Post by: Jill F on May 13, 2014, 06:10:08 PM
Well, another nice long fingernail bit the dust, so I cut them back far enough to play my best guitars without damaging them.
Bye bye pretty nails, hello Marshall stack. Suck it, neighbors! >:-)
Bye bye pretty nails, hello Marshall stack. Suck it, neighbors! >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: GnomeKid on May 13, 2014, 11:55:01 PM
Post by: GnomeKid on May 13, 2014, 11:55:01 PM
Waking up :P
Happy because I love waking up alive, Sad because it was SOOO early and my alarm was screaming at me.
Happy because I love waking up alive, Sad because it was SOOO early and my alarm was screaming at me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on May 14, 2014, 07:41:48 AM
Post by: JLT1 on May 14, 2014, 07:41:48 AM
Good morning! !
Hugs,
Jen
Hugs,
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on May 14, 2014, 07:49:18 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on May 14, 2014, 07:49:18 AM
Loving the changes I have waited so long for are well underway.
I really don't ever want to go back as the differences E has made is unbelievable.
Struggling with the demons of what to do next as feel helpless alone and lost.
I really don't ever want to go back as the differences E has made is unbelievable.
Struggling with the demons of what to do next as feel helpless alone and lost.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on May 14, 2014, 08:07:52 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on May 14, 2014, 08:07:52 AM
Jen, you can always PM me if you need to chat. :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 14, 2014, 11:48:05 AM
Post by: Umiko on May 14, 2014, 11:48:05 AM
i saw my new endocrinologist today, she is willing to start me on HRT but she says i first need to get mentally stable which is understandable seeing how my mental state is crumbling, sad part is, the therapist i'm considering has only some experience and i really need my letter before more damage starts happening to my mental and physical. so all an all, its great, its just my letter thats eluding me
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ltl89 on May 15, 2014, 11:20:15 AM
Post by: Ltl89 on May 15, 2014, 11:20:15 AM
After a long battle that spanned months, I was finally offered a permanent position at my job. It's taken forever and I've had to sit out and work as a temp periodically, but I finally have something stable. Everyone there is really nice, so it makes me feel more comfortable knowing that I won't have to fear a hostile work environment as a trans person. Plus I don't have to worry about discrimination in hiring and interviews. No having to worry about how to justify my apperance and confliction as to who I am going to talk about my past when I go full time. Now I have something that can keep me alive/allow me to develop more experience. I've been looking for so long for anything that pays at least over 10 dollars an hour because anything else is impossible for me to live on. Sadly that hasn't been easy for me to find. Finally I have something that pays even more. This a huge deal for me. I really needed this and it helps so much for my anxiety. Maybe I can make it through till the end.
Bad news is that I'm still totally poor and have so much fear about how to pay for everything. It's so overwheliming. At least, this job allows me to survive for the transition process. And I still have my mother's benefits which I will keep until I'm 26 (she has a much better plan than my jobs). Because I don't reach the full time hours of 37.5, I will have to use their part time benefit plan, so I'd like to avoid any changes within this year. In any event, I can live another day and plan for grad school so that I can one day have a stable future, but I still don't know how I could ever afford SRS and a nose job (both of them are needed for me). Oh well, maybe I will just have to wait a few years for SRS. I can deal with that, but it's going to make any potential love life hard as most guys aren't okay with this. And I really want to be able to date soon as I'm getting lonely. As for the the nose job, it seems essential if I'm ever going to be able to pass. It sounds silly to put so much stock in that, but I need this in order to live a secure and private life. I don't know. I wish everything in my life was cheaper and the cost of living here wasn't so ridiculous. At least the rent my mom is asking for is really lenient. I'd be screwed trying to find an appartment near my job that I could afford. There's no way. Oh well, I should count my blessings and be grateful for what I have now. I'm just still so uncertain about my future and the anxiety is driving me insane.
Bad news is that I'm still totally poor and have so much fear about how to pay for everything. It's so overwheliming. At least, this job allows me to survive for the transition process. And I still have my mother's benefits which I will keep until I'm 26 (she has a much better plan than my jobs). Because I don't reach the full time hours of 37.5, I will have to use their part time benefit plan, so I'd like to avoid any changes within this year. In any event, I can live another day and plan for grad school so that I can one day have a stable future, but I still don't know how I could ever afford SRS and a nose job (both of them are needed for me). Oh well, maybe I will just have to wait a few years for SRS. I can deal with that, but it's going to make any potential love life hard as most guys aren't okay with this. And I really want to be able to date soon as I'm getting lonely. As for the the nose job, it seems essential if I'm ever going to be able to pass. It sounds silly to put so much stock in that, but I need this in order to live a secure and private life. I don't know. I wish everything in my life was cheaper and the cost of living here wasn't so ridiculous. At least the rent my mom is asking for is really lenient. I'd be screwed trying to find an appartment near my job that I could afford. There's no way. Oh well, I should count my blessings and be grateful for what I have now. I'm just still so uncertain about my future and the anxiety is driving me insane.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 15, 2014, 12:21:47 PM
Post by: Shantel on May 15, 2014, 12:21:47 PM
Quote from: learningtolive on May 15, 2014, 11:20:15 AM
After a long battle that spanned months, I was finally offered a permanent position at my job. It's taken forever and I've had to sit out and work as a temp periodically, but I finally have something stable.
Maybe I can make it through till the end.
Oh well, I should count my blessings and be grateful for what I have now. I'm just still so uncertain about my future and the anxiety is driving me insane.
Congratulations! :eusa_clap:
Yes you will make it, just like you made it to this point through determination, fortitude and stick-to-itiveness!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ltl89 on May 15, 2014, 01:08:38 PM
Post by: Ltl89 on May 15, 2014, 01:08:38 PM
Quote from: Shantel on May 15, 2014, 12:21:47 PM
Congratulations! :eusa_clap:
Yes you will make it, just like you made it to this point through determination, fortitude and stick-to-itiveness!
Thanks Shantel! :)
I guess I just need to believe in myself and have hope things will go well. Focus on the good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Dee Marshall on May 15, 2014, 04:51:47 PM
Post by: Dee Marshall on May 15, 2014, 04:51:47 PM
Vacation starts in two hours! Wedding anniversary is part way through! :D
The plan is to tell sweety that I'm trans next month so if things don't go well with that this could be our last happy anniversary and vacation. :'(
The plan is to tell sweety that I'm trans next month so if things don't go well with that this could be our last happy anniversary and vacation. :'(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 15, 2014, 04:52:50 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 15, 2014, 04:52:50 PM
I CAN START HRT IN 3 WEEKS! unhappy becuz my therapist wasnt in the office today to sign off on my letter -.-
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 15, 2014, 07:41:14 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 15, 2014, 07:41:14 PM
Used the noodles from ramen to make pasta with since I was out of pasta, and although it looks terrible, doesn't taste bad, and is filling.
I then noticed half a box of pasta on the counter. Ugh, I can't believe I missed that.
Also, no more forks, have to go buy more. This time, washable metal ones, gotta wean off plastic utensils.
EDIT: also this, found a site with almost all clothes available in longs. It's not as expensive as custom made, but still more than I want to pay. Pants with a 35" inseam end up $27-42, while I'd rather not pay over $20 for them.
I need to visit American Eagle more, they have jeans on the sale rack for $15, but rarely are there longs there. At least if I can snap some up, that's a reasonable price.
I then noticed half a box of pasta on the counter. Ugh, I can't believe I missed that.
Also, no more forks, have to go buy more. This time, washable metal ones, gotta wean off plastic utensils.
EDIT: also this, found a site with almost all clothes available in longs. It's not as expensive as custom made, but still more than I want to pay. Pants with a 35" inseam end up $27-42, while I'd rather not pay over $20 for them.
I need to visit American Eagle more, they have jeans on the sale rack for $15, but rarely are there longs there. At least if I can snap some up, that's a reasonable price.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 16, 2014, 04:19:21 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 16, 2014, 04:19:21 PM
Quote from: Lauren5 on May 15, 2014, 07:41:14 PM
Used the noodles from ramen to make pasta with since I was out of pasta, and although it looks terrible, doesn't taste bad, and is filling.
I then noticed half a box of pasta on the counter. Ugh, I can't believe I missed that.
Also, no more forks, have to go buy more. This time, washable metal ones, gotta wean off plastic utensils.
I've done that lol. I've had a lot of very strange food combinations over the years too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on May 17, 2014, 12:18:01 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on May 17, 2014, 12:18:01 PM
Happy: Electricity went off and everything was wonderful. No annoying neighbours with the music all day, no football fans shouting... I loved it
Unhappy: It came back after three minutes.
Unhappy: It came back after three minutes.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 19, 2014, 08:34:59 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on May 19, 2014, 08:34:59 AM
Happy: ran on a treadmill for the first time in 8 months.
Unhappy: shin splints!
I know it gets better with time & practice. I'll just have to keep pushing through. :-\
Unhappy: shin splints!
I know it gets better with time & practice. I'll just have to keep pushing through. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on May 19, 2014, 07:43:42 PM
Post by: JLT1 on May 19, 2014, 07:43:42 PM
Quote from: learningtolive on May 15, 2014, 11:20:15 AM
After a long battle that spanned months, I was finally offered a permanent position at my job. It's taken forever and I've had to sit out and work as a temp periodically, but I finally have something stable.
Bad news is that I'm still totally poor and have so much fear about how to pay for everything. It's so overwheliming.
Congrads! You just keep moving ahead. Sometimes that's what it's about. You're going to make it.
Hugs!
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on May 19, 2014, 07:45:35 PM
Post by: JLT1 on May 19, 2014, 07:45:35 PM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on May 19, 2014, 08:34:59 AM
Happy: ran on a treadmill for the first time in 8 months.
Unhappy: shin splints!
I know it gets better with time & practice. I'll just have to keep pushing through. :-\
Keep going, keep pushing (but not to hard). Hang in there.
Hugs,
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 19, 2014, 09:18:22 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 19, 2014, 09:18:22 PM
Have a job opportunity for a full time position that makes $27,000-$42,000 a year and has decent benefits.
It will mean moving, as well as getting my legal gender and name change in first, as they have to have at least a certain percentage of male and female employees, and I don't want to be thrown into the wrong bunch, and then when I do have the legal change, throw off their numbers.
It will mean moving, as well as getting my legal gender and name change in first, as they have to have at least a certain percentage of male and female employees, and I don't want to be thrown into the wrong bunch, and then when I do have the legal change, throw off their numbers.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on May 19, 2014, 10:00:05 PM
Post by: JLT1 on May 19, 2014, 10:00:05 PM
Quote from: Lauren5 on May 19, 2014, 09:18:22 PM
Have a job opportunity for a full time position that makes $27,000-$42,000 a year and has decent benefits.
It will mean moving, as well as getting my legal gender and name change in first, as they have to have at least a certain percentage of male and female employees, and I don't want to be thrown into the wrong bunch, and then when I do have the legal change, throw off their numbers.
This could be wonderful but watch the details of everything. You deserve a break and I hope it goes wonderful.
Hugs,
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 20, 2014, 01:13:28 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 20, 2014, 01:13:28 AM
Quote from: JLT1 on May 19, 2014, 10:00:05 PMThis could be wonderful but watch the details of everything. You deserve a break and I hope it goes wonderful.I think I've got the legal details worked out, now I actually need to file everything. I was worried that I haven't lived here long enough, only 9 months out of the required year, but then I remembered that my dad set my permanent address the same as his; the house of his parents, which is where I'd be living probably if I go for the job, since birth. So, officially, that's over 19 years of residence, good enough. I think I'm understanding the court orderless system through the California Department of Public Health now, and it seems after a legal name change and form NC-210/310 from my doctor, should be able to amend my birth certificate. Then, the tougher parts. Figuring out if I can terminate this sublease early, move, and the hardest part, come out to my grandparents.
Hugs,
Jen
EDIT: Aw crap, I have only until the 27th to apply for that job. Can't get the legal stuff in by then. Going to have to explain it in my application. Since it's with the government, I don't think they'd want to turn me down for being trans.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on May 21, 2014, 07:10:18 PM
Post by: V M on May 21, 2014, 07:10:18 PM
I have to buy a new pair of blue jeans 8) Granted, I love to get a new pair of jeans, but I am trying to limit my expenses right now :-\
The problem with being a cyclist is that over time the crotch area wears out and I'm not too certain that crotchless blue jeans are going to be the next ragingly big fashion statement :D
I am however trying to figure out how to possibly sew a patch on without it looking too tacky, plus I'm not particularly the best seamstress either :-\
The problem with being a cyclist is that over time the crotch area wears out and I'm not too certain that crotchless blue jeans are going to be the next ragingly big fashion statement :D
I am however trying to figure out how to possibly sew a patch on without it looking too tacky, plus I'm not particularly the best seamstress either :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 21, 2014, 08:29:39 PM
Post by: Shantel on May 21, 2014, 08:29:39 PM
Quote from: V M on May 21, 2014, 07:10:18 PM
I have to buy a new pair of blue jeans 8) Granted, I love to get a new pair of jeans, but I am trying to limit my expenses right now :-\
The problem with being a cyclist is that over time the crotch area wears out and I'm not too certain that crotchless blue jeans are going to be the next ragingly big fashion statement :D
I am however trying to figure out how to possibly sew a patch on without it looking too tacky, plus I'm not particularly the best seamstress either :-\
Hmmmm it might wind up looking like you wet your pants.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Avery.u2205 on May 22, 2014, 12:34:22 AM
Post by: Avery.u2205 on May 22, 2014, 12:34:22 AM
Realizing that being perpetually single means I can do whatever I want, but with frequent loneliness.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 22, 2014, 03:39:59 AM
Post by: King Malachite on May 22, 2014, 03:39:59 AM
Happy-I finally got to taste the blue-berry waffles we have.
Unhappy: I feel like a total fattie right now. Plus, the syrup on those waffles was absolutely nasty an just ruined the experience of eating them.
Unhappy: I feel like a total fattie right now. Plus, the syrup on those waffles was absolutely nasty an just ruined the experience of eating them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on May 23, 2014, 09:00:43 PM
Post by: V M on May 23, 2014, 09:00:43 PM
It is egg laying season and my Iguana laid 28 eggs 8) Unfortunately because the eggs are infertile they have to be gathered up and discarded and I always feel kinda sad about that :P But it was also getting time to replace the old bedding so the timing worked out well and her enclosure smells much better again
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Michaela Whimsy on May 23, 2014, 09:30:55 PM
Post by: Michaela Whimsy on May 23, 2014, 09:30:55 PM
Sad news is that a guy at work banged his shin on something bad enough to need 20 stitches, he was a visitor that has been there a few dozen times I turned away for about four seconds when he did it. He was a visitor that I was escorting, so by work standards it's my fault that he had to go to the hospital ( also sad news).
Good news is that while everyone else froze up I reacted very quickly, accurately, and with a level head. It makes me feel good knowing that when these things happen I am not one of those that would freeze up.
Good news is that while everyone else froze up I reacted very quickly, accurately, and with a level head. It makes me feel good knowing that when these things happen I am not one of those that would freeze up.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: defective snowflake on May 24, 2014, 10:15:55 AM
Post by: defective snowflake on May 24, 2014, 10:15:55 AM
It was nice talking to someone, but I'm afraid I probably wasn't much help for them. I suck as some things and really talking to someone is one of them. I often don't know what to say to help them or make them feel better.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 24, 2014, 03:16:22 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on May 24, 2014, 03:16:22 PM
Quote from: Malachite on May 22, 2014, 03:39:59 AM
Happy-I finally got to taste the blue-berry waffles we have.
Unhappy: I feel like a total fattie right now. Plus, the syrup on those waffles was absolutely nasty an just ruined the experience of eating them.
Wow, those sounds delicious lol. Worth feeling like a fattie for. :P Hm, minus the syrup perhaps. Now I want to go back to Indiana just for Waffle House. /tangent
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: GnomeKid on May 24, 2014, 11:26:32 PM
Post by: GnomeKid on May 24, 2014, 11:26:32 PM
My moe's burrito.
Happy because it was delicious. Unhappy because I started at the wrong end... I didn't realize there was a tear at the one end and just bit into the other. Next thing I know I'm holding all the fillings in with my hand covered in sour cream and guacamole.
Still delicious in the end though. I love me some burritos.
Happy because it was delicious. Unhappy because I started at the wrong end... I didn't realize there was a tear at the one end and just bit into the other. Next thing I know I'm holding all the fillings in with my hand covered in sour cream and guacamole.
Still delicious in the end though. I love me some burritos.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on May 25, 2014, 12:36:17 AM
Post by: Edge on May 25, 2014, 12:36:17 AM
I'm in a bad mood and a good mood at the same time.
I've been feeling angry lately. (This is a normal thing for me and has been all my life regardless of hormones.) It was bothering me. I talked to a friend about it. I'm kicking myself now because that was a dumb move for many reasons, but I think it also helped because now I've been enjoying my anger. I'm not sure how exactly it helped though.
I'm thinking about how people weaker than me sometimes underestimate me and think it's the other way around. That pisses me off. At the same time, it makes me gleeful because I'm thinking about how strong I am. That sounds arrogant and mean and it is, but that doesn't make it any less true.
I've been feeling angry lately. (This is a normal thing for me and has been all my life regardless of hormones.) It was bothering me. I talked to a friend about it. I'm kicking myself now because that was a dumb move for many reasons, but I think it also helped because now I've been enjoying my anger. I'm not sure how exactly it helped though.
I'm thinking about how people weaker than me sometimes underestimate me and think it's the other way around. That pisses me off. At the same time, it makes me gleeful because I'm thinking about how strong I am. That sounds arrogant and mean and it is, but that doesn't make it any less true.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 25, 2014, 07:45:42 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 25, 2014, 07:45:42 AM
Quote from: GnomeKid on May 24, 2014, 11:26:32 PMMmm, I love Moe's.
My moe's burrito.
Happy because it was delicious. Unhappy because I started at the wrong end... I didn't realize there was a tear at the one end and just bit into the other. Next thing I know I'm holding all the fillings in with my hand covered in sour cream and guacamole.
Still delicious in the end though. I love me some burritos.
If I think I can spare it, I may go meet a friend there for $6 burrito and drink tomorrow lunch or dinner.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: GnomeKid on May 25, 2014, 11:03:08 AM
Post by: GnomeKid on May 25, 2014, 11:03:08 AM
Quote from: Lauren5 on May 25, 2014, 07:45:42 AM
Mmm, I love Moe's.
If I think I can spare it, I may go meet a friend there for $6 burrito and drink tomorrow lunch or dinner.
Mmm I love mondays at Moes! People keep telling me to try Chipotle too. Its not in walking distance though, so Moe's it is!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 25, 2014, 11:26:05 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 25, 2014, 11:26:05 AM
Quote from: GnomeKid on May 25, 2014, 11:03:08 AMMmm I love mondays at Moes! People keep telling me to try Chipotle too. Its not in walking distance though, so Moe's it is!The one here has Moe's Mondays on Thursdays as well.
There's a Chipotle and Pancheros near there too. Chipotle is a bit more expensive, doesn't have free chips, and I think is more traditional with things, lots of spicy salsas and meats and such. Panchero's, well, I've only been once. What I do like about them is they mix up all the ingredients on the tortilla (after turning it into a tortilla from a ball of dough) which means I won't get a bite of just guac or something, I hate that.
What made me unhappy: I actually failed the tutorial in a game (Rome Total War)
Then happy: I started doing better on my second try. Won a battle 89 kills to 9 deaths, only letting 12 enemies escape.
Then unhappy again: my game crashed. I have to play the tutorial all over again.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: apriljo on May 25, 2014, 03:18:44 PM
Post by: apriljo on May 25, 2014, 03:18:44 PM
I went clothes shopping today and came home with nothing but makeup.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on May 25, 2014, 05:19:09 PM
Post by: big kim on May 25, 2014, 05:19:09 PM
Happy a guy asked me out
Unhappy he was a fat bald meathead with more tattoos than teeth who smelled of piss,weed,beer and junk food!Yuck!
Unhappy he was a fat bald meathead with more tattoos than teeth who smelled of piss,weed,beer and junk food!Yuck!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on May 26, 2014, 01:30:04 AM
Post by: V M on May 26, 2014, 01:30:04 AM
Happy - Being able to help various neighbors with various problems
Unhappy - Thinking that some of their problems are related to being over medicated
It kinda pisses me off when a Dr. prescribes another pill rather than addressing the actual problem
Unhappy - Thinking that some of their problems are related to being over medicated
It kinda pisses me off when a Dr. prescribes another pill rather than addressing the actual problem
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on May 26, 2014, 12:16:13 PM
Post by: Shantel on May 26, 2014, 12:16:13 PM
Quote from: V M on May 26, 2014, 01:30:04 AM
Happy - Being able to help various neighbors with various problems
Unhappy - Thinking that some of their problems are related to being over medicated
It kinda pisses me off when a Dr. prescribes another pill rather than addressing the actual problem
Yup, that's my biggest gripe about VA, they throw pills at the symptoms but never work to find and isolate the cause. Big Pharma gives them kickbacks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 26, 2014, 07:53:52 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 26, 2014, 07:53:52 PM
Had an awesome daydream. I lived on the outskirts of Rome, a beautiful husband and children which I loved so dearly, made them dinner, one of the children complains that they're hungry, I yell at them in Italian to wash their hands and faces, then dinner will be ready. Serve dinner, kiss my husband on the cheek and we all sit down as a family.
Sad that this is pretty much the furthest thing from reality. I'm at a small table by myself, eating dinner from the pan.
Sad that this is pretty much the furthest thing from reality. I'm at a small table by myself, eating dinner from the pan.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: GnomeKid on May 27, 2014, 11:41:36 PM
Post by: GnomeKid on May 27, 2014, 11:41:36 PM
sitting through 71/2 hours of class.... 81/2 hours total including breaks between...
What made me happy about that is that there are only two days left of classes before I'm done with them forever and just have to write/defend my thesis. Only 10 more hours of class until summer! (..... and then I'm going to disneyworld with my sister =] )
What made me happy about that is that there are only two days left of classes before I'm done with them forever and just have to write/defend my thesis. Only 10 more hours of class until summer! (..... and then I'm going to disneyworld with my sister =] )
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on May 28, 2014, 03:11:37 PM
Post by: V M on May 28, 2014, 03:11:37 PM
The shuttle didn't show up to take me to me therapist appointment, so I think I'll take a nap
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on May 28, 2014, 03:23:40 PM
Post by: Umiko on May 28, 2014, 03:23:40 PM
my hair finally reached in a little over an inch but i'm still very depressed
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on May 28, 2014, 03:27:54 PM
Post by: big kim on May 28, 2014, 03:27:54 PM
I went round the shops spraying free perfume on myself. Opium was Mum's favourite and it reminds me how much I still miss her
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 28, 2014, 03:39:13 PM
Post by: King Malachite on May 28, 2014, 03:39:13 PM
Quote from: birkin on May 24, 2014, 03:16:22 PM
Wow, those sounds delicious lol. Worth feeling like a fattie for. :P Hm, minus the syrup perhaps. Now I want to go back to Indiana just for Waffle House. /tangent
Thankfully I believe my mom gave the rest of them to my brother. :D Going to Waffle House sounds nice about now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on May 28, 2014, 06:30:47 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on May 28, 2014, 06:30:47 PM
Finding out that my Bandcamp pages aren't screwed up. :)
But I am annoyed because I think that my ISP may be throttling my connection in regards to Bandcamp. >:( Pricks.
But I am annoyed because I think that my ISP may be throttling my connection in regards to Bandcamp. >:( Pricks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Apples Mk.II on May 30, 2014, 01:47:32 PM
Post by: Apples Mk.II on May 30, 2014, 01:47:32 PM
Happy: I found a wonderful dress that really shows my waist.
Unhappy: Apparently is not compatible with standard bras. I need something that is cross strap and can be tied from the waist.
And no, I'm not wearing it without a bra. I need a foam one for a reason.
Unhappy: Apparently is not compatible with standard bras. I need something that is cross strap and can be tied from the waist.
And no, I'm not wearing it without a bra. I need a foam one for a reason.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on May 31, 2014, 03:58:17 AM
Post by: Felix on May 31, 2014, 03:58:17 AM
The internet, being up late, my cat, my roommate.
I'm not sure I've ever gone online without finding something that made me feel bad, even though there are nice people and funny captions and stuff. Being up late is wonderful for getting time to myself but it means being worn out later. My cat is sweet but I can't give anywhere near the level of affection he wants from me. I feel like a jerk pushing him away. Same for the roommate.
Also I play World of Warcraft, and lately I've been raiding with a group of unfamiliar people. It's fun but I'm way too sensitive. I'll never not be the guy who stands in the fire. Even when I'm awesome I'm not macho enough to stand up for myself if I get blamed for something, and I don't know how to have and display a sense of humor with people I don't know. That made me happy and unhappy today.
I'm not sure I've ever gone online without finding something that made me feel bad, even though there are nice people and funny captions and stuff. Being up late is wonderful for getting time to myself but it means being worn out later. My cat is sweet but I can't give anywhere near the level of affection he wants from me. I feel like a jerk pushing him away. Same for the roommate.
Also I play World of Warcraft, and lately I've been raiding with a group of unfamiliar people. It's fun but I'm way too sensitive. I'll never not be the guy who stands in the fire. Even when I'm awesome I'm not macho enough to stand up for myself if I get blamed for something, and I don't know how to have and display a sense of humor with people I don't know. That made me happy and unhappy today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: HoneyStrums on May 31, 2014, 04:39:01 AM
Post by: HoneyStrums on May 31, 2014, 04:39:01 AM
Quote from: V M on August 01, 2012, 11:35:19 PMI liked how you walked into the bedroom to walk back out again. talking to yourself lmao.
I was feeling tired so I laid down for a nap and had drifted off into a nice deep sleep :icon_sleep: I started to have a dream about someone playing a drum when suddenly I woke up to realize someone was pounding on my front door
I put on my robe and answer the door saying "Can I help you?" there was a lady with a clipboard who asked:
"Is (Male name) there?"
*I'm thinking what are you a cop?* "Yes..."
"Can you do me a favor hon and tell him that the shuttle is here to take him to his therapist appointment?"
"Okay" *Walks into bedroom a moment then back to the door* "He says it's next week, not today"
"Oh, okay hon, sorry if I interrupted anything... I'll let the office know"
"Okay, thank you, see you next week"
I didn't like getting woken up but apparently I passed even though I was half awake and looked like crap :laugh:
Hope i wasn't interrupting anything o.O
-----------------
I noticed my hair is getting longer :)
Its beginning to become inconvenient.
I was laying on my belly on my lap top, and i was like this in in my way grrr i need to tie my hair up to its out of the way. and then i realised its a good two inch below my shoulders.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 31, 2014, 08:12:46 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 31, 2014, 08:12:46 AM
It's a beautiful day today.
I own no shorts to properly enjoy it.
The beaches are 2-3 hours away from here, and no swimming allowed until after surgery.
I own no shorts to properly enjoy it.
The beaches are 2-3 hours away from here, and no swimming allowed until after surgery.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on May 31, 2014, 08:18:49 AM
Post by: LordKAT on May 31, 2014, 08:18:49 AM
Quote from: Lauren5 on May 31, 2014, 08:12:46 AM
It's a beautiful day today.
I own no shorts to properly enjoy it.
The beaches are 2-3 hours away from here, and no swimming allowed until after surgery.
Make some cut offs?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on May 31, 2014, 08:22:17 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on May 31, 2014, 08:22:17 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on May 31, 2014, 08:18:49 AMMake some cut offs?I've only 3 pairs of jeans, one a bit too big, another a lot too big, the third way too big. The middle one may work, I could give it a shot. Just not sure how to do it, I shall search the internet for tutorials.
Hope I have everything with me to make it, the little money I have left is for bus fare and emergency food purchase. That job can't come soon enough.
Ugh, I wish the upstairs would turn their AC off. You'd think they were from the freaking north pole, it's 70 out right now. Doesn't help that the AC is right outside my window.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on May 31, 2014, 05:30:58 PM
Post by: King Malachite on May 31, 2014, 05:30:58 PM
Happy: My mom decided to surprise me with some Taco Bell
Unhappy: They got the order wrong and gave me crunchy tacos instead of soft shelled tacos.
Unhappy: They got the order wrong and gave me crunchy tacos instead of soft shelled tacos.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on May 31, 2014, 10:43:34 PM
Post by: V M on May 31, 2014, 10:43:34 PM
Gathering rocks to put at the base of my planters so they drain better and the wind doesn't knock them over quite so easily 8) I'm not able to lift/carry as much as I use to and could only get my bucket half full before it started to get too heavy :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on June 02, 2014, 04:03:52 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on June 02, 2014, 04:03:52 AM
So it's been 8 months now and I love the effects that even my low dose E has given me.
Starting to overflow a B cup :) Simply wonderful all the other changes.
Great feeling soft skin, body hair reduction etc.
I'm starting to slide.
Feeling odd, tired and lacking energy ???
Also found out I will be going to Manilla for 4 weeks shortly. Don't want to go.
I don't like traveling interstate let alone overseas as I hate it.
I had to stand all the way back from NZ as I could not sit in the seat I had. They thought I was Joking but alas no. >:(
Starting to overflow a B cup :) Simply wonderful all the other changes.
Great feeling soft skin, body hair reduction etc.
I'm starting to slide.
Feeling odd, tired and lacking energy ???
Also found out I will be going to Manilla for 4 weeks shortly. Don't want to go.
I don't like traveling interstate let alone overseas as I hate it.
I had to stand all the way back from NZ as I could not sit in the seat I had. They thought I was Joking but alas no. >:(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on June 02, 2014, 04:49:53 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 02, 2014, 04:49:53 AM
Think of the nice clothes you buy over there!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on June 02, 2014, 04:51:37 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on June 02, 2014, 04:51:37 AM
Was called a weirdo at work today :(, as upsetting as that was I was able to kick them out and bar them from entering while I'm on duty ever again that made me smile. (Sometimes I think I have too much power >:-))
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on June 02, 2014, 05:35:03 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on June 02, 2014, 05:35:03 AM
Quote from: Cindy on June 02, 2014, 04:49:53 AM
Think of the nice clothes you buy over there!
But every time I go overseas it's full of, well, Foreigners?!?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on June 02, 2014, 05:35:52 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 02, 2014, 05:35:52 AM
Quote from: Jenny07 on June 02, 2014, 05:35:03 AM
But every time I go overseas it's full of, well, Foreigners?!?
Just like Australia!! :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on June 02, 2014, 11:01:32 AM
Post by: LordKAT on June 02, 2014, 11:01:32 AM
but OZ is full of munchkins and yellow brick roads.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: HoneyStrums on June 02, 2014, 11:34:16 AM
Post by: HoneyStrums on June 02, 2014, 11:34:16 AM
Quote from: Jenny07 on June 02, 2014, 05:35:03 AM
But every time I go overseas it's full of, well, Foreigners?!?
But when your the one overseas, your the foreigner, :P
My guess is you hate being a foreigner more then you dislike foreigner's.? lol
Anyway, My dad and his friend would listen to my concerns about something, and were being extreamly submissive with me, I didn't like that much. I absolutely loved being able to say " Told you so" And refused to help them when they asked for it, because the refused my help when I offered it. :) "Your mess, not mine, Big cheeky smile and more then a little smug."
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on June 02, 2014, 01:13:54 PM
Post by: LordKAT on June 02, 2014, 01:13:54 PM
speaking of foreigner
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=os0F4-XFf6w&feature=kp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=os0F4-XFf6w&feature=kp
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on June 02, 2014, 01:30:07 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on June 02, 2014, 01:30:07 PM
Quote from: Jenny07 on June 02, 2014, 04:03:52 AMSo it's been 8 months now and I love the effects that even my low dose E has given me.I would take your place, if only my Fillipina friend wasn't in Singapore for school.
Starting to overflow a B cup :) Simply wonderful all the other changes.
Great feeling soft skin, body hair reduction etc.
I'm starting to slide.
Feeling odd, tired and lacking energy ???
Also found out I will be going to Manilla for 4 weeks shortly. Don't want to go.
I don't like traveling interstate let alone overseas as I hate it.
I had to stand all the way back from NZ as I could not sit in the seat I had. They thought I was Joking but alas no. >:(
Oh, and just remember one thing: Selamat Pagi may be good day in Indonesian/Malay, but the similar Salamat Pagi in Tagalog (also known as FIllipino) means thank you stingray :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on June 02, 2014, 03:59:35 PM
Post by: antonia on June 02, 2014, 03:59:35 PM
Just got back from a fertility clinic, I was going to make a deposit before I start HRT, turns out I don't produce any sperm so no need to bank anything but this does raise a lot of questions and I guess I'll need chromosome tests for XXY now to determine if I'm actually intersex.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on June 02, 2014, 07:22:26 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on June 02, 2014, 07:22:26 PM
While out walking, I caught my foot in a mole hole. The (good?) part was that I just ended up up skinning parts of my left hand and elbow. It's been worse. A few weeks ago, I tripped on a curb, landed on my right hand and sprained the hell out of my right pinkie. It's just now getting back to normal.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on June 06, 2014, 01:32:31 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on June 06, 2014, 01:32:31 PM
Up and down and back up.
Dad said he'd send me some money.
Only if I called my uncle to ask him if he has openings in the stores up in the UP, and that if I didn't have a job by Wednesday and there was an opening up there, I'd take it.
He also said some other things, like that I haven't "experimented enoguh" with gender to know if transitioning is really right for me, and that I could just revert to get a job, but doesn't fully understand the dirstress it causes me, and didn't understand (but now he does) the implications for surgery (he thought it was a year on hormones, not a year full time as well.)
Some things he did say to me about my roommate and living situation has finally motivated me to do something about it, since he pretty much gave me the OK to go ahead with that. I wasn't really looking for his approval to do it, but getting it, that's encouraged me to.
He also mentioned that the Air Force may soon be lifting the ban towards transpeople enlisting, which would be great if I could only do it for a year rather than the 3 or 4. My plan was save enough to have surgery in the January-April timeframe, then move to Belgium (or elsewhere in Europe, depending where I get in) to restart my education, since trying to continue it here would be a nightmare, even if I was feeling better (have to take all 5 classes I failed and average a 3.8 on them to get my GPA back up to acceptable levels. Not to mention no major here really interests me. Looking at some degrees in British universities, many of them offered 4 year MS in Architectural and Civil Engineering, which isn't something I can find at MSU. They don't have architecture, only civil engineering, and the transportation segment only consists of roads, where I would be not happy and much prefer metrorail and airport development) it'd be tough. From what one of my Belgian friends tells me, lots of universities in Belgium are offering good scholarships and there are many jobs open for engineers, and I already know the terrain (even if it was 11 years ago) and one of the languages, and part of the other. I don't really care to be an engineer, it just seems that A+CE is the closest thing I can get to art that pays well enough, and allows me to be creative and use my vast imagination while ignoring my very little artistic talent.
Dad said he'd send me some money.
Only if I called my uncle to ask him if he has openings in the stores up in the UP, and that if I didn't have a job by Wednesday and there was an opening up there, I'd take it.
He also said some other things, like that I haven't "experimented enoguh" with gender to know if transitioning is really right for me, and that I could just revert to get a job, but doesn't fully understand the dirstress it causes me, and didn't understand (but now he does) the implications for surgery (he thought it was a year on hormones, not a year full time as well.)
Some things he did say to me about my roommate and living situation has finally motivated me to do something about it, since he pretty much gave me the OK to go ahead with that. I wasn't really looking for his approval to do it, but getting it, that's encouraged me to.
He also mentioned that the Air Force may soon be lifting the ban towards transpeople enlisting, which would be great if I could only do it for a year rather than the 3 or 4. My plan was save enough to have surgery in the January-April timeframe, then move to Belgium (or elsewhere in Europe, depending where I get in) to restart my education, since trying to continue it here would be a nightmare, even if I was feeling better (have to take all 5 classes I failed and average a 3.8 on them to get my GPA back up to acceptable levels. Not to mention no major here really interests me. Looking at some degrees in British universities, many of them offered 4 year MS in Architectural and Civil Engineering, which isn't something I can find at MSU. They don't have architecture, only civil engineering, and the transportation segment only consists of roads, where I would be not happy and much prefer metrorail and airport development) it'd be tough. From what one of my Belgian friends tells me, lots of universities in Belgium are offering good scholarships and there are many jobs open for engineers, and I already know the terrain (even if it was 11 years ago) and one of the languages, and part of the other. I don't really care to be an engineer, it just seems that A+CE is the closest thing I can get to art that pays well enough, and allows me to be creative and use my vast imagination while ignoring my very little artistic talent.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 09, 2014, 11:17:16 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 09, 2014, 11:17:16 AM
My iPhone was refusing to charge and my computer couldn't connect to it either. The battery went down to 30% and I was worried it'd shut down. :(
So I carefuly dug around in the charging port, dislodging a chunk of compacted fluff... and now it's charging again! :)
Yeah, I know: #FirstWorldProblems ;D
So I carefuly dug around in the charging port, dislodging a chunk of compacted fluff... and now it's charging again! :)
Yeah, I know: #FirstWorldProblems ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 09, 2014, 01:48:38 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 09, 2014, 01:48:38 PM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on June 09, 2014, 11:17:16 AM
My iPhone was refusing to charge and my computer couldn't connect to it either. The battery went down to 30% and I was worried it'd shut down. :(
So I carefuly dug around in the charging port, dislodging a chunk of compacted fluff... and now it's charging again! :)
Yeah, I know: #FirstWorldProblems ;D
Pocket lint will do that!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 09, 2014, 04:41:45 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 09, 2014, 04:41:45 PM
Had lunch and nice chats :icon_lalala: with five different women friends that happened by, it was pleasant.
A woman I don't know gave me the :icon_yikes: look as I was leaving. It was rather humorous though! :icon_hahano:
I should have photoed the look on her face, I could have used it as my new avatar. ;D
A woman I don't know gave me the :icon_yikes: look as I was leaving. It was rather humorous though! :icon_hahano:
I should have photoed the look on her face, I could have used it as my new avatar. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 09, 2014, 08:12:52 PM
Post by: V M on June 09, 2014, 08:12:52 PM
Being able to get back online after an internet disruption
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on June 09, 2014, 09:27:39 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on June 09, 2014, 09:27:39 PM
Having fun with Kerbal Space Program.
Not having fun at doing bad at it and my spaceplanes always veering to the left on takeoff.
Also, my head is thinking in orbits. It also feels like it's orbiting something :P
This is what happens when I do something for too long.
Not having fun at doing bad at it and my spaceplanes always veering to the left on takeoff.
Also, my head is thinking in orbits. It also feels like it's orbiting something :P
This is what happens when I do something for too long.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on June 09, 2014, 09:44:15 PM
Post by: Umiko on June 09, 2014, 09:44:15 PM
finally able to start my criminal justice courses but i end up getting a migraine :o
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 10, 2014, 04:46:03 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 10, 2014, 04:46:03 AM
Quote from: Shantel on June 09, 2014, 04:41:45 PM
I should have photoed the look on her face, I could have used it as my new avatar. ;D
That would be so epic. In fact, we should all do that whenever some ignoramus gives us 'the look'. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on June 11, 2014, 05:23:52 PM
Post by: Edge on June 11, 2014, 05:23:52 PM
My friend called me with detail for the anime convention we're going to. I'm going to ahve to ask my ex to take my son for a couple extra nights. Bleh.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shodan on June 11, 2014, 06:21:23 PM
Post by: Shodan on June 11, 2014, 06:21:23 PM
Well. I'm finally losing my beer belly.
It's turning into a muffintop. :icon_cry2:
It's turning into a muffintop. :icon_cry2:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 11, 2014, 06:31:36 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 11, 2014, 06:31:36 PM
Quote from: Shodan on June 11, 2014, 06:21:23 PM
Well. I'm finally losing my beer belly.
It's turning into a muffintop. :icon_cry2:
Good work! :eusa_clap:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 11, 2014, 06:46:46 PM
Post by: V M on June 11, 2014, 06:46:46 PM
I've been losing some weight, but it's because I tend to neglect eating when the depression thing hits and besides, I'm pretty broke anyway :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 07:38:05 PM
Post by: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 07:38:05 PM
Here's a winner-
I went to the gorcery store today and used my debit card with my legal name on it, but it somehow went through as a credit card, but I needed cash back and asked to cancel the transaction so I could re-run the card.
Cashier woman: "Sorry, it already went through." (translation: I'm new and don't have a clue how to do that)
Me: "Just cancel and do it again."
Her: "I can't do that. It's too late. Besides, that's a credit card, not a debit card."
Me: "No, trust me, it's a debit card and I use it all the time"
Her (looking at name on card): "Umm, I'm going to need some ID. You clearly aren't this person."
Me (getting pissed off): "Uhh, I'm transgender. Can we maybe drop this?"
Her (suspicious): "I don't think so. Why are you buying tampons, then?"
Me (in the guy voice that I NEVER use): "They're for my wife, idiot. Thank you so much for putting me through this. Do you feel better now?"
So, I guess it's a pass. *le sigh*
I went to the gorcery store today and used my debit card with my legal name on it, but it somehow went through as a credit card, but I needed cash back and asked to cancel the transaction so I could re-run the card.
Cashier woman: "Sorry, it already went through." (translation: I'm new and don't have a clue how to do that)
Me: "Just cancel and do it again."
Her: "I can't do that. It's too late. Besides, that's a credit card, not a debit card."
Me: "No, trust me, it's a debit card and I use it all the time"
Her (looking at name on card): "Umm, I'm going to need some ID. You clearly aren't this person."
Me (getting pissed off): "Uhh, I'm transgender. Can we maybe drop this?"
Her (suspicious): "I don't think so. Why are you buying tampons, then?"
Me (in the guy voice that I NEVER use): "They're for my wife, idiot. Thank you so much for putting me through this. Do you feel better now?"
So, I guess it's a pass. *le sigh*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 11, 2014, 07:58:16 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 11, 2014, 07:58:16 PM
Quote from: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 07:38:05 PM
Here's a winner-
I went to the gorcery store today and used my debit card with my legal name on it, but it somehow went through as a credit card, but I needed cash back and asked to cancel the transaction so I could re-run the card.
Cashier woman: "Sorry, it already went through." (translation: I'm new and don't have a clue how to do that)
Me: "Just cancel and do it again."
Her: "I can't do that. It's too late. Besides, that's a credit card, not a debit card."
Me: "No, trust me, it's a debit card and I use it all the time"
Her (looking at name on card): "Umm, I'm going to need some ID. You clearly aren't this person."
Me (getting pissed off): "Uhh, I'm transgender. Can we maybe drop this?"
Her (suspicious): "I don't think so. Why are you buying tampons, then?"
Me (in the guy voice that I NEVER use): "They're for my wife, idiot. Thank you so much for putting me through this. Do you feel better now?"
So, I guess it's a pass. *le sigh*
Yeahhh....it sucks that you had to be embarrassed like that but that is a killer pass lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 11, 2014, 08:08:22 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 11, 2014, 08:08:22 PM
Quote from: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 07:38:05 PM
Here's a winner-
I went to the gorcery store today and used my debit card with my legal name on it, but it somehow went through as a credit card, but I needed cash back and asked to cancel the transaction so I could re-run the card.
Cashier woman: "Sorry, it already went through." (translation: I'm new and don't have a clue how to do that)
Me: "Just cancel and do it again."
Her: "I can't do that. It's too late. Besides, that's a credit card, not a debit card."
Me: "No, trust me, it's a debit card and I use it all the time"
Her (looking at name on card): "Umm, I'm going to need some ID. You clearly aren't this person."
Me (getting pissed off): "Uhh, I'm transgender. Can we maybe drop this?"
Her (suspicious): "I don't think so. Why are you buying tampons, then?"
Me (in the guy voice that I NEVER use): "They're for my wife, idiot. Thank you so much for putting me through this. Do you feel better now?"
So, I guess it's a pass. *le sigh*
Consider the source and be thankful for her that she has a job so you're taxes won't be supporting her. You handled it pretty well though, I am so ashamed at the number of times that those things make me explode and have an "Oh g-dammit" moment because of my short fuse for BS!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 08:26:06 PM
Post by: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 08:26:06 PM
Quote from: Shantel on June 11, 2014, 08:08:22 PM
Consider the source and be thankful for her that she has a job so you're taxes won't be supporting her. You handled it pretty well though, I am so ashamed at the number of times that those things make me explode and have an "Oh g-dammit" moment because of my short fuse for BS!
Seriously, I can't wait to get my new ID and cards in July/August.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 11, 2014, 08:28:48 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 11, 2014, 08:28:48 PM
Quote from: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 08:26:06 PM
Seriously, I can't wait to get my new ID and cards in July/August.
Yeah I get you, but that was a terrific pass all the same! Most cis women can spot a MtF a mile away so you rock sister!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Marcel on June 11, 2014, 08:44:42 PM
Post by: Marcel on June 11, 2014, 08:44:42 PM
Finished my coming letter for parents. Then I realized that I should make a separate one for mom since her English isn't good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on June 11, 2014, 08:48:09 PM
Post by: LordKAT on June 11, 2014, 08:48:09 PM
I'm moving, I think.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on June 11, 2014, 10:22:56 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on June 11, 2014, 10:22:56 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on June 11, 2014, 08:48:09 PMI'm moving, I think.I'm moving, I'm pretty sure.
I'll have a job. But I'll also live in like the worst place for me to live in the country.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 10:24:08 PM
Post by: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 10:24:08 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on June 11, 2014, 08:48:09 PM
I'm moving, I think.
LA Zoo, perchance?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on June 11, 2014, 11:20:51 PM
Post by: LordKAT on June 11, 2014, 11:20:51 PM
Quote from: Jill F on June 11, 2014, 10:24:08 PM
LA Zoo, perchance?
Yup, be sure to visit me. I'm the only chameleon KAT in existence. Very rare and priceless.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on June 13, 2014, 08:31:48 PM
Post by: Allyda on June 13, 2014, 08:31:48 PM
While at my bank today I was addressed as Ms. Anderson over and over without me saying anything regarding my gender status. I was just treated like a normal woman. It felt great until my loan officer said that with me only owing $3,500. or so on my home, refinancing would be a bad idea considering closing costs and everything, and that going for a personal loan would be more suited to my needs. Problem with that is, I don't think I have the credit rating needed for a substantial personal loan.
Ally :icon_flower:
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Xhianil on June 14, 2014, 02:33:52 AM
Post by: Xhianil on June 14, 2014, 02:33:52 AM
Wore my first pair of panties, did not fit, along with the bra, but the second pair and second bra both did, feel hollow and sad after taking them off, but with them on I was elated.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on June 14, 2014, 02:39:06 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 14, 2014, 02:39:06 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on June 11, 2014, 11:20:51 PM
Yup, be sure to visit me. I'm the only chameleon KAT in existence. Very rare and priceless.
Now that is a very true. :-*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on June 14, 2014, 03:37:58 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 14, 2014, 03:37:58 AM
Made souffles for family lunch tomorrow.
Great fun
All rose except one.
Guess which is mine ::)
Oh and it is a Hot Dog lunch - OMG how do you guys eat those things!
To explain my family is from USA - I'm not!
Great fun
All rose except one.
Guess which is mine ::)
Oh and it is a Hot Dog lunch - OMG how do you guys eat those things!
To explain my family is from USA - I'm not!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 14, 2014, 04:39:40 AM
Post by: V M on June 14, 2014, 04:39:40 AM
My internet was down for several hours :( It finally came back up again 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 14, 2014, 10:51:37 AM
Post by: Shantel on June 14, 2014, 10:51:37 AM
Quote from: Cindy on June 14, 2014, 03:37:58 AM
Made souffles for family lunch tomorrow.
Great fun
All rose except one.
Guess which is mine ::)
Oh and it is a Hot Dog lunch - OMG how do you guys eat those things!
To explain my family is from USA - I'm not!
I eat them in hawt dawg buns slathered with mustard, relish and chopped onions, mmmmmm they are yummie and can be washed down with cold beer. (Burp.. oh excuse me!)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Erik Ezrin on June 14, 2014, 04:37:01 PM
Post by: Erik Ezrin on June 14, 2014, 04:37:01 PM
Today I met that very special girl again.
I knew she has a crush on me, but I felt doubtful about my own feelings. Each time when she was there and got to the more love-y things I felt very bad and horrible... and just wanted to be alone and cry... but at the same time I felt happy and fuzzy... (this already counts, lol)
I was so confused WHY I felt that way, so torn apart...
Until it struck me: love is one big twisting ball of gender dysphoria of me. Just THINKING of a relationship (and doing love-y things) makes me whimper in a corner. When I realized that I could clearly distinguish my love for her and my dysphoria, and feel very relieved and happy now that I am NOT going mad, DO love her back, and that I now finally know what was going on with me.
So yeah, today was a rollercoaster ride between flying through the skies and wanting to cry in a dark corner and be alone.
I knew she has a crush on me, but I felt doubtful about my own feelings. Each time when she was there and got to the more love-y things I felt very bad and horrible... and just wanted to be alone and cry... but at the same time I felt happy and fuzzy... (this already counts, lol)
I was so confused WHY I felt that way, so torn apart...
Until it struck me: love is one big twisting ball of gender dysphoria of me. Just THINKING of a relationship (and doing love-y things) makes me whimper in a corner. When I realized that I could clearly distinguish my love for her and my dysphoria, and feel very relieved and happy now that I am NOT going mad, DO love her back, and that I now finally know what was going on with me.
So yeah, today was a rollercoaster ride between flying through the skies and wanting to cry in a dark corner and be alone.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Marcel on June 14, 2014, 04:54:20 PM
Post by: Marcel on June 14, 2014, 04:54:20 PM
<--- I got my cartoon self-portrait today.
Unfortunately, it's based on my ideal vision of me post-HRT.
Unfortunately, it's based on my ideal vision of me post-HRT.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on June 15, 2014, 12:47:19 AM
Post by: JLT1 on June 15, 2014, 12:47:19 AM
Quote from: Erik Ezrin on June 14, 2014, 04:37:01 PM
Today I met that very special girl again.
I knew she has a crush on me, but I felt doubtful about my own feelings. Each time when she was there and got to the more love-y things I felt very bad and horrible... and just wanted to be alone and cry... but at the same time I felt happy and fuzzy... (this already counts, lol)
I was so confused WHY I felt that way, so torn apart...
Until it struck me: love is one big twisting ball of gender dysphoria of me. Just THINKING of a relationship (and doing love-y things) makes me whimper in a corner. When I realized that I could clearly distinguish my love for her and my dysphoria, and feel very relieved and happy now that I am NOT going mad, DO love her back, and that I now finally know what was going on with me.
So yeah, today was a rollercoaster ride between flying through the skies and wanting to cry in a dark corner and be alone.
Yea,
I understand that. I would also say that it will get better with time.
Hugs,
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Erik Ezrin on June 15, 2014, 02:57:50 AM
Post by: Erik Ezrin on June 15, 2014, 02:57:50 AM
Thanks Jen :) And that's a relief too!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 17, 2014, 05:37:57 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 17, 2014, 05:37:57 PM
Happy - job offer.
Unhappy - background check which may or may not reveal my past.
Unhappy - background check which may or may not reveal my past.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 17, 2014, 06:17:24 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 17, 2014, 06:17:24 PM
Quote from: birkin on June 17, 2014, 05:37:57 PM
Happy - job offer.
Unhappy - background check which may or may not reveal my past.
As long as you're not a convicted felon or are wanted on an outstanding warrant you should have it dicked! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 17, 2014, 06:54:17 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 17, 2014, 06:54:17 PM
Yeah I have no criminal history at all lol. The police are my friends. I knew the job was in the bag anyway.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 17, 2014, 07:03:22 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 17, 2014, 07:03:22 PM
Quote from: birkin on June 17, 2014, 06:54:17 PM
Yeah I have no criminal history at all lol. The police are my friends. I knew the job was in the bag anyway.
Congrats, keep us posted!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on June 18, 2014, 01:26:18 AM
Post by: Edge on June 18, 2014, 01:26:18 AM
I talked out the reason I was angry with D instead of keeping it to myself. We got it sorted and doesn't hate me. Of course, I'm sure he doesn't like me (as a friend) either since that's not possible. Then again, when I mentioned that to him, he said I'd be surprised.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on June 19, 2014, 06:07:55 PM
Post by: King Malachite on June 19, 2014, 06:07:55 PM
Unhappy- My coworker threw my drink away, thinking it was a child's
Happy- He offered to buy me a another drink. He gave me his debit card so I went to Chick Fila and the guy asked was everything okay and I told him what happened and he said "why didn't you tell me earlier, you shouldn't have to pay for a drink he threw away". He thought the debit card was mine so I just rolled with it. Long story short I got a free drink (and a free refill) and my co-worker got his money refunded.
Unhappy- My bus was super late today
Happy- My sister picked me up from the transfer and took me home, which was awesome because I totally had to do number 2 and it was getting harder and harder to hold in.
Happy- He offered to buy me a another drink. He gave me his debit card so I went to Chick Fila and the guy asked was everything okay and I told him what happened and he said "why didn't you tell me earlier, you shouldn't have to pay for a drink he threw away". He thought the debit card was mine so I just rolled with it. Long story short I got a free drink (and a free refill) and my co-worker got his money refunded.
Unhappy- My bus was super late today
Happy- My sister picked me up from the transfer and took me home, which was awesome because I totally had to do number 2 and it was getting harder and harder to hold in.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on June 19, 2014, 06:14:26 PM
Post by: Jenny07 on June 19, 2014, 06:14:26 PM
Have the day off work to pack and get ready. :)
Still have to go into work later today to brief my analyst.
Flying tomorrow to Manila. I don't travel well.
What tropical disease will I return with? It will be a lottery.
A full month away from home and everyone here. :(
Who will keep the kats under control?
Still have to go into work later today to brief my analyst.
Flying tomorrow to Manila. I don't travel well.
What tropical disease will I return with? It will be a lottery.
A full month away from home and everyone here. :(
Who will keep the kats under control?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Marcel on June 19, 2014, 07:54:27 PM
Post by: Marcel on June 19, 2014, 07:54:27 PM
I got back into MapleStory. The bad thing about that is that I'm going to more likely get sucked back this pay to win game and be spending my money in improving my main character. Damn those cute 2D graphics!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on June 19, 2014, 09:18:05 PM
Post by: LordKAT on June 19, 2014, 09:18:05 PM
Jenny,
Don't forget that crate marked Fragile! Handle with extreme care. It is also important that it be opened soonest after landing.
Be seeing ya soon.
Don't forget that crate marked Fragile! Handle with extreme care. It is also important that it be opened soonest after landing.
Be seeing ya soon.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on June 20, 2014, 02:27:12 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on June 20, 2014, 02:27:12 AM
Don't worry LordKat, I will put some air holes in and fresh water for Cindy.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily.T on June 20, 2014, 08:54:15 AM
Post by: Emily.T on June 20, 2014, 08:54:15 AM
My $800 cheque cleared but I can't get a lazer appt for 2 weeks
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on June 20, 2014, 04:47:31 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on June 20, 2014, 04:47:31 PM
Finally got out of the looney bin, but the bus back to Lancing was 45 minutes late. Should be on the city bus now, almost home, but there's 30 minutes to go.
Moving tomorrow, I'm not ready to move. Still need to negotiate rent with the management; since dad refused to sign the form, they probably want even let me past the doorway.
Moving tomorrow, I'm not ready to move. Still need to negotiate rent with the management; since dad refused to sign the form, they probably want even let me past the doorway.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on June 21, 2014, 03:51:29 PM
Post by: Edge on June 21, 2014, 03:51:29 PM
A couple of my friends are getting married and I'm going to their wedding dance in a couple hours.
It's difficult to look good in "nice looking" male pants when I have hips.
Also the only tie I own that isn't outright Halloween themed is a Slytherin tie.
It's difficult to look good in "nice looking" male pants when I have hips.
Also the only tie I own that isn't outright Halloween themed is a Slytherin tie.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kimberley Beauregard on June 23, 2014, 02:39:48 PM
Post by: Kimberley Beauregard on June 23, 2014, 02:39:48 PM
Heh. Thanks to poor time keeping, I had to go in male mode. I ended up rushing the makeup and the wig was wonky. By then, I just gave up.
But I've got the ball rolling on getting therapy now which will hopefully get my >-bleeped-< sorted.
(I also got bothered by something too trivial to go into here. When that happens, I feel silly when presenting as a woman)
But I've got the ball rolling on getting therapy now which will hopefully get my >-bleeped-< sorted.
(I also got bothered by something too trivial to go into here. When that happens, I feel silly when presenting as a woman)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 23, 2014, 08:53:20 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 23, 2014, 08:53:20 PM
Quote from: Kimberley Beauregard on June 23, 2014, 02:39:48 PM
Heh. Thanks to poor time keeping, I had to go in male mode. I ended up rushing the makeup and the wig was wonky. By then, I just gave up.
But I've got the ball rolling on getting therapy now which will hopefully get my >-bleeped-< sorted.
(I also got bothered by something too trivial to go into here. When that happens, I feel silly when presenting as a woman)
There's always another time Kimberley! And uh I think I get you on that other item....yeah!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Megumi on June 23, 2014, 09:57:37 PM
Post by: Megumi on June 23, 2014, 09:57:37 PM
Went to my women's yoga class and showed the girls my new awesome ID! :D
Ten minutes into the class my testicles decided to annoy me but stay hidden at least but still ugggggghhhh :(
Ten minutes into the class my testicles decided to annoy me but stay hidden at least but still ugggggghhhh :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on June 24, 2014, 12:44:18 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on June 24, 2014, 12:44:18 AM
I start work today, with a 10 hour shift, and my uncle bought me a shirt from the store for advertisement. Also plan to pick up name change papers at the courthouse after an appointment in the morning. I can also start looking into facial hair removal in Petoskey or Traverse City too, since the income is coming in.
I have to be 5 hours in the stockroom, with a literal Kilimanjaro of boxes looming behind me as I work on inventory from the storage room and the second storage room (which never ever ever had merchandise in it as far as I've remembered) before getting to them. They put the Tower of Pisa to shame. I'm afraid I'm going to be crushed. My uncle needs to stop buying merchandise and sell what he has. There's enough to last two more years for all eight stores just in this one store. The others have enough to last one year in one store. So basically he could just not buy anything the next two years and we'd cut our expenses in half. No wonder my grandpa was at least partially serious about the board restructuring, with me on there in charge of the stores. If that happens, I'd be the first of his grandkids in the business in more than just the basic clerk/cook/carhop sense.
Tomorrow, the stores. Thursday, the restaurants. Friday, the hotel. Saturday, THE WORLD!!!
Hey, at least I waited till the weekend :P
I have to be 5 hours in the stockroom, with a literal Kilimanjaro of boxes looming behind me as I work on inventory from the storage room and the second storage room (which never ever ever had merchandise in it as far as I've remembered) before getting to them. They put the Tower of Pisa to shame. I'm afraid I'm going to be crushed. My uncle needs to stop buying merchandise and sell what he has. There's enough to last two more years for all eight stores just in this one store. The others have enough to last one year in one store. So basically he could just not buy anything the next two years and we'd cut our expenses in half. No wonder my grandpa was at least partially serious about the board restructuring, with me on there in charge of the stores. If that happens, I'd be the first of his grandkids in the business in more than just the basic clerk/cook/carhop sense.
Tomorrow, the stores. Thursday, the restaurants. Friday, the hotel. Saturday, THE WORLD!!!
Hey, at least I waited till the weekend :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2014, 05:01:22 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2014, 05:01:22 AM
Last night I was presented with an opportunity to prove what kind of man I am.
Yesterday my ex took his father to hospital for a neurological appointment. His dad has rapidly progressing Parkinson's and is now struggling to perform everyday tasks. Nevertheless, his dad has booked a week's holiday for him & his wife, and because of his rapid deterioration this may well prove to be the last holiday they get to take together. His wife, my ex's mum, begged my ex to join them and to bring our kids with so they can have one last holiday with their favourite grandkids. Naturally, I'm not invited - that side of the family has acted atrociously towards me for many years, and it got exponentially worse when I came out.
Now regulars at Susan's might recall that last year my ex decided to take my kids away on holiday to our usual spot... but I was deliberately not invited. This was extremely traumatising for me; I had to take that week off work and I needed to work through it in therapy. So this should be very triggering for me, right?
But these circumstances are different. This is perhaps my daughters' last opportunity to go away on holiday with their beloved grandparents. No matter how badly that pair has treated me over the years, I believe it would be inhuman of me to stand in the way under these circumstances. I have the opportunity to be the bigger man here.
So when my ex proposed all of this to me last night, I gave him my blessing to take the kids away again this year, and I am at peace with my decision.
Yesterday my ex took his father to hospital for a neurological appointment. His dad has rapidly progressing Parkinson's and is now struggling to perform everyday tasks. Nevertheless, his dad has booked a week's holiday for him & his wife, and because of his rapid deterioration this may well prove to be the last holiday they get to take together. His wife, my ex's mum, begged my ex to join them and to bring our kids with so they can have one last holiday with their favourite grandkids. Naturally, I'm not invited - that side of the family has acted atrociously towards me for many years, and it got exponentially worse when I came out.
Now regulars at Susan's might recall that last year my ex decided to take my kids away on holiday to our usual spot... but I was deliberately not invited. This was extremely traumatising for me; I had to take that week off work and I needed to work through it in therapy. So this should be very triggering for me, right?
But these circumstances are different. This is perhaps my daughters' last opportunity to go away on holiday with their beloved grandparents. No matter how badly that pair has treated me over the years, I believe it would be inhuman of me to stand in the way under these circumstances. I have the opportunity to be the bigger man here.
So when my ex proposed all of this to me last night, I gave him my blessing to take the kids away again this year, and I am at peace with my decision.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 24, 2014, 05:14:55 AM
Post by: V M on June 24, 2014, 05:14:55 AM
I have a Dr.'s appointment later today, feeling a bit nervous about it
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on June 24, 2014, 05:38:11 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on June 24, 2014, 05:38:11 AM
I managed to not eat chocolate today. Believe me, it required a fair bit of will power, so I'm glad... but also craving the stuff like you wouldn't believe.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Nero on June 24, 2014, 05:42:02 AM
Post by: Nero on June 24, 2014, 05:42:02 AM
Quote from: Edge on June 21, 2014, 03:51:29 PM
A couple of my friends are getting married and I'm going to their wedding dance in a couple hours.
It's difficult to look good in "nice looking" male pants when I have hips.
Also the only tie I own that isn't outright Halloween themed is a Slytherin tie.
A Slytherin tie? They actually make those? Cool!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on June 24, 2014, 10:06:13 AM
Post by: Edge on June 24, 2014, 10:06:13 AM
Quote from: FA on June 24, 2014, 05:42:02 AMYeah. Luckily, no one cared what tie I wore.
A Slytherin tie? They actually make those? Cool!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 24, 2014, 10:35:11 AM
Post by: Shantel on June 24, 2014, 10:35:11 AM
Quote from: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2014, 05:01:22 AM
Last night I was presented with an opportunity to prove what kind of man I am.
Yesterday my ex took his father to hospital for a neurological appointment. His dad has rapidly progressing Parkinson's and is now struggling to perform everyday tasks. Nevertheless, his dad has booked a week's holiday for him & his wife, and because of his rapid deterioration this may well prove to be the last holiday they get to take together. His wife, my ex's mum, begged my ex to join them and to bring our kids with so they can have one last holiday with their favourite grandkids. Naturally, I'm not invited - that side of the family has acted atrociously towards me for many years, and it got exponentially worse when I came out.
Now regulars at Susan's might recall that last year my ex decided to take my kids away on holiday to our usual spot... but I was deliberately not invited. This was extremely traumatising for me; I had to take that week off work and I needed to work through it in therapy. So this should be very triggering for me, right?
But these circumstances are different. This is perhaps my daughters' last opportunity to go away on holiday with their beloved grandparents. No matter how badly that pair has treated me over the years, I believe it would be inhuman of me to stand in the way under these circumstances. I have the opportunity to be the bigger man here.
So when my ex proposed all of this to me last night, I gave him my blessing to take the kids away again this year, and I am at peace with my decision.
That is evidence that you have far outstripped their pettiness and you are now standing head and shoulders above the lot. Very commendable and empowering for you to have taken the high road, and what a sterling example you are being to your kids, kudos! :eusa_clap:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2014, 10:54:42 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2014, 10:54:42 AM
Quote from: Shantel on June 24, 2014, 10:35:11 AM
That is evidence that you have far outstripped their pettiness and you are now standing head and shoulders above the lot. Very commendable and empowering for you to have taken the high road, and what a sterling example you are being to your kids, kudos! :eusa_clap:
Aw shucks, thanks hun! :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on June 24, 2014, 03:17:21 PM
Post by: V M on June 24, 2014, 03:17:21 PM
Had to cancel my Dr.'s appointment because the transportation service goofed on scheduling my transportation >:( Plus now I feel really bad for raging on the phone at the transportation people :P
In good news, the transportation office called back to apologize and to say that transportation for my appointment had been approved for when I reschedule 8)
In good news, the transportation office called back to apologize and to say that transportation for my appointment had been approved for when I reschedule 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on June 24, 2014, 04:25:30 PM
Post by: Allyda on June 24, 2014, 04:25:30 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on June 24, 2014, 05:38:11 AMCongratulations Ms. Grace. I know all too well how hard refusing chocolate is. I know my chocolate/junk food habit is what's keeping these extra 7 lb's on me I'm trying soooo hard to lose. But I have a refrigerator door full of chocolate goodies that's constantly calling me, lol!!
I managed to not eat chocolate today. Believe me, it required a fair bit of will power, so I'm glad... but also craving the stuff like you wouldn't believe.
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on June 25, 2014, 01:26:22 AM
Post by: LordKAT on June 25, 2014, 01:26:22 AM
Go ahead Ladies. Refuse to eat chocolate, the food of the gods. It leaves more for me. That only makes sense since KAT is dog spelled backwards.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on June 25, 2014, 02:24:35 AM
Post by: Jill F on June 25, 2014, 02:24:35 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on June 25, 2014, 01:26:22 AM
Go ahead Ladies. Refuse to eat chocolate, the food of the gods. It leaves more for me. That only makes sense since KAT is dog spelled backwards.
Bad kitty, step away from my chocolate. Mr. Gud Spellar, yu.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on June 25, 2014, 11:16:44 AM
Post by: Allyda on June 25, 2014, 11:16:44 AM
Quote from: LordKAT on June 25, 2014, 01:26:22 AMLmao, Kat you crack me up. Just stay away from my refrigerator door, lol!, he, he, he, he. Just cause I cut down on it doesn't mean I want it to go away.
Go ahead Ladies. Refuse to eat chocolate, the food of the gods. It leaves more for me. That only makes sense since KAT is dog spelled backwards.
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on June 26, 2014, 04:33:10 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on June 26, 2014, 04:33:10 AM
Growing pains thanks to a visit from the boob fairy, grr. Growing pains thanks to a visit from the boob fairy, yippee skippie
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 26, 2014, 04:35:15 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 26, 2014, 04:35:15 PM
Unhappy: referred to a therapist by my GP for anxiety. I assumed that she had read in the referral that I'm trans, but she hadn't. I outed myself to her thinking she knew, she didn't, so I outed myself for nothing and now that's going to be a thing she focusses on when I'm actually so over the transgender thing it's not even funny. I wanted to go in as a guy that needed help with his anxiety, not someone who needed help transitioning.
Happy: when I told her I was trans she went "um, ok, I'm confused...you...want to be a woman? Have you had surgeries?"
She then suggested I go to trans support groups and "get used to the idea of being outed." No thanks! I just started a new job where I am accepted 100% as male. Not "we'll use male pronouns and your male name because we respect you despite you being born a girl", I mean I was seen as a guy, period, no questions asked, no special medical conditions disclosed. Took me 2 years of HRT to get here and 5 years of torment, humiliation, and prostration. Not about to go back.
Happy: when I told her I was trans she went "um, ok, I'm confused...you...want to be a woman? Have you had surgeries?"
She then suggested I go to trans support groups and "get used to the idea of being outed." No thanks! I just started a new job where I am accepted 100% as male. Not "we'll use male pronouns and your male name because we respect you despite you being born a girl", I mean I was seen as a guy, period, no questions asked, no special medical conditions disclosed. Took me 2 years of HRT to get here and 5 years of torment, humiliation, and prostration. Not about to go back.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on June 26, 2014, 06:01:20 PM
Post by: Allyda on June 26, 2014, 06:01:20 PM
I had high hope for the therapist I went to see on the 11th of this month. I was treated like a normal woman by the office staff and everything went great until I actually met the therapist I was to be seeing. First, he was a man when I specifically requested I see a woman, second, he was an ass**** of the first order. It really felt good when I told him that to his face too. When I told the lady who was checking me out I wasn't coming back and that he was an ass, she and two other women there laughed as well as she said to me: "We hear that a lot about him." Which I in turn told her as I grabbed my purse: "And you'll continue to hear it as long as he's on staff here."
What made me happy today was my Endo's office called and I was told they'd help me find a trans friendly therapist.
Ally :icon_flower:
What made me happy today was my Endo's office called and I was told they'd help me find a trans friendly therapist.
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sydney_NYC on June 28, 2014, 10:15:25 AM
Post by: Sydney_NYC on June 28, 2014, 10:15:25 AM
I was excited to see a letter containing my new social security card, but then was upset when saw that they misspelled my new name!! They weird part is, in the office the woman was so nice and she read the spelling back to be correctly, plus I had type the form. I know it was an honest mistake, but still frustrating. I will have to go back on Monday or Tuesday.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 28, 2014, 10:17:43 AM
Post by: Shantel on June 28, 2014, 10:17:43 AM
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on June 28, 2014, 10:15:25 AM
I was excited to see a letter containing my new social security card, but then was upset when saw that they misspelled my new name!! They weird part is, in the office the woman was so nice and she read the spelling back to be correctly, plus I had type the form. I know it was an honest mistake, but still frustrating. I will have to go back on Monday or Tuesday.
How typically government huh Sydney? Snafu comes to mind here.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 28, 2014, 02:28:45 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 28, 2014, 02:28:45 PM
I have a few days this month where I will work at one job from 9 am to 4 pm, then at my second job from 9 pm - 7:30 am the next day. I'm happy because KA-CHING but I'm sad because I'm going to be eff to the ucked physically.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 28, 2014, 02:39:05 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 28, 2014, 02:39:05 PM
Quote from: birkin on June 28, 2014, 02:28:45 PM
I have a few days this month where I will work at one job from 9 am to 4 pm, then at my second job from 9 pm - 7:30 am the next day. I'm happy because KA-CHING but I'm sad because I'm going to be eff to the ucked physically.
Been good reading your posts, you'll probably have to forgo posting and squeeze in some food, sleep, shower and don't forget to brush your teeth kid! Gotta hand it to you for being aggressively proactive about your transitional plans. :eusa_clap:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 28, 2014, 02:59:06 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 28, 2014, 02:59:06 PM
Thanks Auntie Shan. ;D Haha well we'll see how I feel after a month of this. It's only been the first week and I am exhausted, but that's because I haven't established a routine yet so I've lost sleep. I figure I can be OK as long as I get my sleeping patterns very regimented and keep them that way, and have a set schedule for things like laundry, errands, appointments, etc.
I imagine I will lose weight at this job too because there are many people there who have diabetes so I don't want to eat junk food meals in front of them.
I imagine I will lose weight at this job too because there are many people there who have diabetes so I don't want to eat junk food meals in front of them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on June 28, 2014, 04:09:43 PM
Post by: Shantel on June 28, 2014, 04:09:43 PM
Quote from: birkin on June 28, 2014, 02:59:06 PM
I imagine I will lose weight at this job too because there are many people there who have diabetes so I don't want to eat junk food meals in front of them.
Always a good plan, you don't want to have it either.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 28, 2014, 05:40:37 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on June 28, 2014, 05:40:37 PM
Yeah. A lot of the guys I work with are on diets, most of them aren't big guys like me but they've been diagnosed with high cholesterol (like me). And then the clients have a lot of diabetes so...it works out.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on June 28, 2014, 06:45:01 PM
Post by: Allyda on June 28, 2014, 06:45:01 PM
I was all set to launch my boat today and enjoy some time on the water in a very happy mood -until I heard the thunder rolling in the background which cancelled my boating plans until tomorrow.
Ally :icon_flower:
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Umiko on July 01, 2014, 02:54:55 AM
Post by: Umiko on July 01, 2014, 02:54:55 AM
i had gotten the green light from my psychiatrist. i'm unhappy because i cant stay away from you all lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Eris on July 04, 2014, 05:15:57 AM
Post by: Eris on July 04, 2014, 05:15:57 AM
I finally received a letter from the NHS informing me that I had an appointment for genetic storage. :)
Sadly it's two months away so I won't be able to begin HRT until September :(
Sadly it's two months away so I won't be able to begin HRT until September :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on July 04, 2014, 09:22:16 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on July 04, 2014, 09:22:16 PM
I'm very bad with liquid eyeliner.
Or so I think, it seemed to work.
Or so I think, it seemed to work.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sheala on July 04, 2014, 10:06:40 PM
Post by: Sheala on July 04, 2014, 10:06:40 PM
on my way in to work this evening two kids where arguing next to me as to weather i was a girl or a boy...... they finaly decided to ask and i said a girl, they bought it but the little girl said i looked like a boy..... :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on July 05, 2014, 02:18:47 AM
Post by: Felix on July 05, 2014, 02:18:47 AM
I've gotten really fixated on French lately. I like languages, but always personally found that one aesthetically distasteful in the way it flows. Plus (where I live) it is strongly associated with snobbery when talking about food or drink, and some other things.
But there's this musician who got interviewed on a radio show that focuses on the experience of racial minorities. I looked him up, and his songs are catchy and accessible pop techno, in French. I have enough english and spanish and italian to be able to understand some song titles and phrases here and there, and the more I listen the more I figure out. The links from him lead to other french speakers, and I start hearing patterns and parsing individual words better.
But gosh. I have no plans to live anywhere else, and my sporadic obsessions with other languages don't make my life better apart from the direct pleasure of it. I feel like I need to find more pro-social ways to spend my time.
But there's this musician who got interviewed on a radio show that focuses on the experience of racial minorities. I looked him up, and his songs are catchy and accessible pop techno, in French. I have enough english and spanish and italian to be able to understand some song titles and phrases here and there, and the more I listen the more I figure out. The links from him lead to other french speakers, and I start hearing patterns and parsing individual words better.
But gosh. I have no plans to live anywhere else, and my sporadic obsessions with other languages don't make my life better apart from the direct pleasure of it. I feel like I need to find more pro-social ways to spend my time.
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Post by: Cindy on July 05, 2014, 02:38:30 AM
Post by: Cindy on July 05, 2014, 02:38:30 AM
Quote from: Sheala on July 04, 2014, 10:06:40 PM
on my way in to work this evening two kids where arguing next to me as to weather i was a girl or a boy...... they finaly decided to ask and i said a girl, they bought it but the little girl said i looked like a boy..... :-\
Send them to an optician, they need their eyes tested!! :laugh:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on July 05, 2014, 06:12:50 PM
Post by: immortal gypsy on July 05, 2014, 06:12:50 PM
On this date (06/07) my grandfather died a man who raised me. It was also the date I realized that if I ever want to transition I have to be like him and work my way out of the hole I dug for myself that I can't just expect someone to give me a large sack of cash. Three years later I'm here if only he could see me, James Isley C your granddaughter misses you but never forgets what you taught her
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Post by: Allyda on July 05, 2014, 06:52:52 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 05, 2014, 06:52:52 PM
Quote from: immortal gypsy on July 05, 2014, 06:12:50 PMI like your ethic and attitude. I wish others I know had the same. It seems the people around me all expect a handout, lol! It really isn't funny though. And I need to be a little more stingy and stop enabling.
On this date (06/07) my grandfather died a man who raised me. It was also the date I realized that if I ever want to transition I have to be like him and work my way out of the hole I dug for myself that I can't just expect someone to give me a large sack of cash. Three years later I'm here if only he could see me, James Isley C your granddaughter misses you but never forgets what you taught her
Your Grandfather must have been a great guy!
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on July 07, 2014, 04:36:40 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on July 07, 2014, 04:36:40 PM
I'm freaking beautiful today, nobody better call me sir or he.
So far so good, 5.5 hours in and only miss, she, young lady, or nothing. Still have 4.5 hours to go though.
Could also be due to less customers. We're not doing too well today. Most people left either last night or this morning, since 1, business has been slow.
So far so good, 5.5 hours in and only miss, she, young lady, or nothing. Still have 4.5 hours to go though.
Could also be due to less customers. We're not doing too well today. Most people left either last night or this morning, since 1, business has been slow.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 09, 2014, 12:32:48 PM
Post by: Edge on July 09, 2014, 12:32:48 PM
Cuddling and stuff with my boyfriend made me happy, but it was weird since I have a female body and now I feel really dysphoric.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 09, 2014, 04:17:58 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 09, 2014, 04:17:58 PM
I was unhappy because I was with a friend and we were talking to this girl...she was pretty hot though not my type...anyway she was very obviously into him. And at one point during the conversation it was like I was completely invisible. He kept trying to include me (I think he was oblivious to her liking him lol) but she was fixated on him. I wouldn't have even been into her, but I just felt sort of ugly in comparison. I got a random but unwelcome angry red pimple on my nose this morning, I don't have nice clothes (can't afford them and even if I could, they don't tend to agree with manboobs), and well...manboobs.
But in a weird way it made me happy, because it's "nice" relatively speaking to have normal body image issues rather than gender issues lol.
But in a weird way it made me happy, because it's "nice" relatively speaking to have normal body image issues rather than gender issues lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on July 09, 2014, 07:01:51 PM
Post by: JLT1 on July 09, 2014, 07:01:51 PM
I'm cleaning out my freezer and cooking whatever I can using the stuff that has been in there for a while. Tonight, I made a fish and seasoned rice dish that was phenomenal. I will make that again. My wife would have loved it but she isn't here any more...
Jen
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sydney_NYC on July 09, 2014, 08:30:35 PM
Post by: Sydney_NYC on July 09, 2014, 08:30:35 PM
I learned today that I'm about to become an aunt. The bad news is that my youngest sister went into labor 5 weeks early and she has a drug and alcohol problem. Plus she can't raise the child (nor can the father) and they don't want to get him up for adoption even though that can't even support themselves. My father flew up from Florida today to try and talk some sense into them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on July 09, 2014, 09:18:12 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on July 09, 2014, 09:18:12 PM
Dad left me his car (manual) to drive as my sister was taking my grandpa's van. I've driven manual before, a while ago, and don't like doing it, and I remembered why I get frustrated; the timing of applying gas when shifting from neutral to reverse/first when you're not on a slope. So basically getting frustrated as hell at stop signs.
But when accelerating from a 35 speed limit zone to a 45 zone, in 4th gear, when the light came on to upshift, it felt so much faster doing 47 in that car in 5th than in grandpa's van at the same speed.
But when accelerating from a 35 speed limit zone to a 45 zone, in 4th gear, when the light came on to upshift, it felt so much faster doing 47 in that car in 5th than in grandpa's van at the same speed.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 10, 2014, 07:46:41 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 10, 2014, 07:46:41 AM
Got a phone call at 11 pm asking if I could come in this morning to work. Had to shift everything around. So tired. 4 hours of sleep. I have to keep reminding myself that this is to help remove my accursed manboobies.
So yeah sad because I want to collapse, happy because money.
So yeah sad because I want to collapse, happy because money.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on July 10, 2014, 09:32:39 AM
Post by: Cindy on July 10, 2014, 09:32:39 AM
Walked into the lab and saw an interesting case, I decided to take it. Hard diagnosis, really enjoyed the challenge. Nasty aggressive disease
Started to write it up - then found she is the wife of a close friend.
I can't tell him or her.
I can't sleep.
Started to write it up - then found she is the wife of a close friend.
I can't tell him or her.
I can't sleep.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 10, 2014, 10:08:28 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on July 10, 2014, 10:08:28 AM
Quote from: Cindy on July 10, 2014, 09:32:39 AM
Started to write it up - then found she is the wife of a close friend.
I can't tell him or her.
I can't sleep.
*Hugs*. This is such a difficult thing for someone in your position to have to bear. :(
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Post by: JLT1 on July 10, 2014, 02:09:32 PM
Post by: JLT1 on July 10, 2014, 02:09:32 PM
Quote from: Cindy on July 10, 2014, 09:32:39 AM
Walked into the lab and saw an interesting case, I decided to take it. Hard diagnosis, really enjoyed the challenge. Nasty aggressive disease
Started to write it up - then found she is the wife of a close friend.
I can't tell him or her.
I can't sleep.
Why I wimped out on med school.
I'm sorry. You are wonderful.
Hugs,
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on July 11, 2014, 09:10:01 PM
Post by: immortal gypsy on July 11, 2014, 09:10:01 PM
Being kept out of the organization of my father's funeral for me is a good thing. Being read the riot act being included with my siblings and mother's long term war isn't. The temptation to blow up the illusion of the perfect family is growing by the day. Anyone got a match >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 14, 2014, 07:42:34 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 14, 2014, 07:42:34 PM
Quote from: immortal gypsy on July 11, 2014, 09:10:01 PMAm I understanding you correctly, your father is actually having a funeral for you?
Being kept out of the organization of my father's funeral for me is a good thing. Being read the riot act being included with my siblings and mother's long term war isn't. The temptation to blow up the illusion of the perfect family is growing by the day. Anyone got a match >:-)
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on July 15, 2014, 03:46:31 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on July 15, 2014, 03:46:31 AM
Caved into my impulsive spending and bombed $270 on a Dell Venue 8 Pro, keyboard case, digitizer stylus, adaptors, and 3 64gb micro SD cards (I intend to only use one for the tablet, the other two are for my computer, or perhaps as spares. I picked them up cheap)
Now, I can finally into digital art, can easily carry my language programs around with me in my purse, and if I go back to school in the fall (if I figure out how to do it) have something light and with a good battery life to take to class rather than lug around my laptop, which gets 4 hours max, usually more like 3, as it was meant to play games and watch movies, not take to class.
Now, I can finally into digital art, can easily carry my language programs around with me in my purse, and if I go back to school in the fall (if I figure out how to do it) have something light and with a good battery life to take to class rather than lug around my laptop, which gets 4 hours max, usually more like 3, as it was meant to play games and watch movies, not take to class.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on July 15, 2014, 03:58:57 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on July 15, 2014, 03:58:57 AM
Quote from: Allyda on July 14, 2014, 07:42:34 PMNo he passed away, and I haven't talked to him since I was 19. With my mum not talking to me I'm mostly finding out things from a sister, and playing go between when two siblings decide to fight AGAIN.
Am I understanding you correctly, your father is actually having a funeral for you?
Ally :icon_flower:
Funeral for me. You have just given me a idea for when I go full time next year
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 15, 2014, 08:39:25 AM
Post by: V M on July 15, 2014, 08:39:25 AM
Actually last night, I was referred to as a COW!!! :-\ Not sure how I should feel about that
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 15, 2014, 09:52:00 AM
Post by: Edge on July 15, 2014, 09:52:00 AM
Last night, my bf showed me a couple of pictures from when he was younger. He was ridiculously pretty. Like exactly my type kind of pretty.
Now I feel bad because he's self conscious about how he looks.
Now I feel bad because he's self conscious about how he looks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 15, 2014, 12:49:17 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 15, 2014, 12:49:17 PM
Quote from: V M on July 15, 2014, 08:39:25 AMMight have something to do with that long Mooooooo you gave those guys, lol!!
Actually last night, I was referred to as a COW!!! :-\ Not sure how I should feel about that
Quote from: immortal gypsy on July 15, 2014, 03:58:57 AMGlad I could help. I'm sorry about the mistake though. Yea a funeral might be a morbid, but good way to say goodbye to your former male persona.
No he passed away, and I haven't talked to him since I was 19. With my mum not talking to me I'm mostly finding out things from a sister, and playing go between when two siblings decide to fight AGAIN.
Funeral for me. You have just given me a idea for when I go full time next year
Allie :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 15, 2014, 12:58:06 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 15, 2014, 12:58:06 PM
Quote from: Lauren5 on July 15, 2014, 03:46:31 AM
Caved into my impulsive spending and bombed $270 on a Dell Venue 8 Pro, keyboard case, digitizer stylus, adaptors, and 3 64gb micro SD cards (I intend to only use one for the tablet, the other two are for my computer, or perhaps as spares. I picked them up cheap)
Now, I can finally into digital art, can easily carry my language programs around with me in my purse, and if I go back to school in the fall (if I figure out how to do it) have something light and with a good battery life to take to class rather than lug around my laptop, which gets 4 hours max, usually more like 3, as it was meant to play games and watch movies, not take to class.
Nice. ;D
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Post by: Lauren5 on July 15, 2014, 03:41:51 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on July 15, 2014, 03:41:51 PM
Quote from: birkin on July 15, 2014, 12:58:06 PMNice. ;DEven better since I'm starting to learn Japanese and Korean, I can take it to work and learn while it's dead, and the stylus will be perfect for writing Kana and Hangul.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on July 15, 2014, 11:43:50 PM
Post by: antonia on July 15, 2014, 11:43:50 PM
Doctor's office called to reschedule the appointment at which I'm supposed to start E, fortunately I'm running low on blockers so they managed to reschedule me for next Monday.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Evienne on July 16, 2014, 02:17:26 AM
Post by: Evienne on July 16, 2014, 02:17:26 AM
unhappy because i've been dealing with serious thoughts of suicide lately :embarrassed:
happy because I got a package of gifts in the mail from an instagram friend just as a nice thing. That really helped me feel better
happy because I got a package of gifts in the mail from an instagram friend just as a nice thing. That really helped me feel better
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 16, 2014, 03:39:40 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 16, 2014, 03:39:40 PM
Quote from: Sam314 on July 16, 2014, 02:17:26 AMDo you have a therapist hun? If not please seek help. Take it from someone who tried twice. It's not worth it that I can promise you. It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and if you stick it out things will get better. Please seek help though if your having a rough time.
unhappy because i've been dealing with serious thoughts of suicide lately :embarrassed:
happy because I got a package of gifts in the mail from an instagram friend just as a nice thing. That really helped me feel better
All my best wishes and hopes :icon_bunch:
Hugs :icon_hug:
Allie :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Blue Senpai on July 17, 2014, 02:50:08 PM
Post by: Blue Senpai on July 17, 2014, 02:50:08 PM
I got a call from Costco about my job application that I sent 2 weeks ago.
However, they decided for a phone interview and asking how I would make people buy products. Crash and burn.
However, they decided for a phone interview and asking how I would make people buy products. Crash and burn.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 17, 2014, 07:34:35 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 17, 2014, 07:34:35 PM
Quote from: Blue Senpai on July 17, 2014, 02:50:08 PM
I got a call from Costco about my job application that I sent 2 weeks ago.
However, they decided for a phone interview and asking how I would make people buy products. Crash and burn.
Bummer, you weren't ready for that! Stupid question anyway really, no-one makes anyone buy products. If anything it's the advertiser that plants the idea, a store clerk has nothing to do with the decision.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jay27 on July 17, 2014, 08:17:33 PM
Post by: Jay27 on July 17, 2014, 08:17:33 PM
I finally confessed to my friend that I've liked for a couple of years now. The problem is: I did it in a really unspectacular way...via the internet. Waiting for a response now :embarrassed:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Blue Senpai on July 17, 2014, 09:00:11 PM
Post by: Blue Senpai on July 17, 2014, 09:00:11 PM
Quote from: Shantel on July 17, 2014, 07:34:35 PM
Bummer, you weren't ready for that! Stupid question anyway really, no-one makes anyone buy products. If anything it's the advertiser that plants the idea, a store clerk has nothing to do with the decision.
I wasn't and I'm not the type to be excelling at sales anyways.
Quote from: Jay27 on July 17, 2014, 08:17:33 PM
I finally confessed to my friend that I've liked for a couple of years now. The problem is: I did it in a really unspectacular way...via the internet. Waiting for a response now :embarrassed:
I hope it goes well for you, that must have took some guts!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jay27 on July 17, 2014, 09:04:15 PM
Post by: Jay27 on July 17, 2014, 09:04:15 PM
Quote from: Blue Senpai on July 17, 2014, 09:00:11 PMYeah, I didn't think I would ever be brave enough ;o; Thank you! Hopefully they are willing to remain friends with me afterwards even if things don't go well.
I hope it goes well for you, that must have took some guts!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on July 17, 2014, 09:50:26 PM
Post by: Edge on July 17, 2014, 09:50:26 PM
I'm in the infatuation phase of my relationship and am very happy. I hope it lasts because I really like this guy. We spent last night and most of today together.
It's kind of confusing because I spent the past three or so years being against relationships and stuff and now I'm in one. It was totally unexpected and I still don't know why.
I'm afraid his feelings for me won't last. I'm afraid my feelings for him won't last. I'm afraid that all this time we're spending together is going to cause problems. I'm afraid of history repeating itself.
It's kind of confusing because I spent the past three or so years being against relationships and stuff and now I'm in one. It was totally unexpected and I still don't know why.
I'm afraid his feelings for me won't last. I'm afraid my feelings for him won't last. I'm afraid that all this time we're spending together is going to cause problems. I'm afraid of history repeating itself.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Annabella on July 17, 2014, 11:24:48 PM
Post by: Annabella on July 17, 2014, 11:24:48 PM
I was left alone for the evening to experiment with girl-mode!
I only had three hours or so to do so, and an hour and a half are gone :(
Almost doesn't seem worth getting out the makeup.
I only had three hours or so to do so, and an hour and a half are gone :(
Almost doesn't seem worth getting out the makeup.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 17, 2014, 11:44:57 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 17, 2014, 11:44:57 PM
Quote from: Annabella on July 17, 2014, 11:24:48 PMWell if you do decide to go forth, let us know how you turn out!
I was left alone for the evening to experiment with girl-mode!
I only had three hours or so to do so, and an hour and a half are gone :(
Almost doesn't seem worth getting out the makeup.
Allie :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily.T on July 18, 2014, 05:34:49 AM
Post by: Emily.T on July 18, 2014, 05:34:49 AM
Quote from: Annabella on July 17, 2014, 11:24:48 PM
I was left alone for the evening to experiment with girl-mode!
I only had three hours or so to do so, and an hour and a half are gone :(
Almost doesn't seem worth getting out the makeup.
Even if you don't get time to get out the makeup enjoy the time that you have
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on July 18, 2014, 10:53:47 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on July 18, 2014, 10:53:47 AM
Started getting the shipments from my order in. Got the stylus (useless until I get the tablet) and the SD cards.
The SD cards are 64mb though, not the 64gb cards I ordered. Need to return them.
No wonder they were so cheap, it was a rip off. The only card that I found with positive reviews saying it's not a ripoff is the price of all three of the cards I bought, but I can't be too certain it works because it only has 2 reviews compared to 30+ for the others, where half say they work and the other half says they don't.
If I can find one that says "fulfilled by Amazon" then it's probably legit. Just don't want to be paying too much over $15 for a card.
My external hard drive can soldier on for now, in fact, perhaps I should use my older, smaller one, since it didn't click when bumped like this one does. Weird considering it was in a laptop for three years before I used it as an external for a year, replacing it with the internal from my current laptop when I put in an SSD. But for the tablet, I'll need a micro SD card. At least 32GB is wanted for the language programs, if not 64GB.
The SD cards are 64mb though, not the 64gb cards I ordered. Need to return them.
No wonder they were so cheap, it was a rip off. The only card that I found with positive reviews saying it's not a ripoff is the price of all three of the cards I bought, but I can't be too certain it works because it only has 2 reviews compared to 30+ for the others, where half say they work and the other half says they don't.
If I can find one that says "fulfilled by Amazon" then it's probably legit. Just don't want to be paying too much over $15 for a card.
My external hard drive can soldier on for now, in fact, perhaps I should use my older, smaller one, since it didn't click when bumped like this one does. Weird considering it was in a laptop for three years before I used it as an external for a year, replacing it with the internal from my current laptop when I put in an SSD. But for the tablet, I'll need a micro SD card. At least 32GB is wanted for the language programs, if not 64GB.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on July 19, 2014, 01:43:22 AM
Post by: Felix on July 19, 2014, 01:43:22 AM
I used to think I could explain things better to my kid when she was older, and today it hit me that that's probably not going to be possible. This was my consolation about so many things. I thought if I ever had kids I would make sure we had a yard and a dog, and I can't manage that, but I thought one day she'd understand that I'm not just being mean when I refuse to get a puppy. I thought that someday I could explain better why it's just the two of us, why no relatives are involved. I thought that one day we could watch the Simpsons together without her getting scared or upset. So many things. I thought I could go back to college after she was grown, that I could at least work odd jobs or something. I thought that as aging made her outlook more complex, she'd eventually not have the need for every detail to be okay or invisible like it does now. I think I assumed that her entire world wouldn't always hinge on my decisions and behavior.
So that was kind of upsetting to think about, but there is obviously the positive aspect. She believes in magic better than most people can, and she's immune to a lot of the world's problems for as long as she needs to be. Her happiness rarely seems to have any asterisks.
So that was kind of upsetting to think about, but there is obviously the positive aspect. She believes in magic better than most people can, and she's immune to a lot of the world's problems for as long as she needs to be. Her happiness rarely seems to have any asterisks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 19, 2014, 07:28:54 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 19, 2014, 07:28:54 AM
Awww. I always love reading your posts, Felix. You seem very insightful into so many situations in your life. I wish that things were easier for you and your daughter, but it is wonderful that you can see the positives where they exist as well.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 08:28:43 AM
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 08:28:43 AM
Quote from: birkin on July 19, 2014, 07:28:54 AM
Awww. I always love reading your posts, Felix. You seem very insightful into so many situations in your life. I wish that things were easier for you and your daughter, but it is wonderful that you can see the positives where they exist as well.
Felix is blessed with resiliency!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on July 19, 2014, 09:29:09 AM
Post by: JLT1 on July 19, 2014, 09:29:09 AM
Quote from: Felix on July 19, 2014, 01:43:22 AM
I used to think I could explain things better to my kid when she was older, and today it hit me that that's probably not going to be possible. This was my consolation about so many things. I thought if I ever had kids I would make sure we had a yard and a dog, and I can't manage that, but I thought one day she'd understand that I'm not just being mean when I refuse to get a puppy. I thought that someday I could explain better why it's just the two of us, why no relatives are involved. I thought that one day we could watch the Simpsons together without her getting scared or upset. So many things. I thought I could go back to college after she was grown, that I could at least work odd jobs or something. I thought that as aging made her outlook more complex, she'd eventually not have the need for every detail to be okay or invisible like it does now. I think I assumed that her entire world wouldn't always hinge on my decisions and behavior.
So that was kind of upsetting to think about, but there is obviously the positive aspect. She believes in magic better than most people can, and she's immune to a lot of the world's problems for as long as she needs to be. Her happiness rarely seems to have any asterisks.
She has the most important thing she needs in you.
Thank you for sharing this.
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 19, 2014, 03:44:25 PM
Post by: V M on July 19, 2014, 03:44:25 PM
Coughing fit while eating which caused me to start choking which then triggered my gag reflex and I threw up :P Luckily I was able to make into the restroom in time to yak and the food bit I was choking on became dislodged
Pretty scary and painful experience, but at least I'm breathing again :P
Pretty scary and painful experience, but at least I'm breathing again :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 03:48:20 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 03:48:20 PM
Quote from: V M on July 19, 2014, 03:44:25 PM
Coughing fit while eating which caused me to start choking which then triggered my gag reflex and I threw up :P Luckily I was able to make into the restroom in time to yak and the food bit I was choking on became dislodged
Pretty scary and painful experience, but at least I'm breathing again :P
Glad you made it, not funny when that happens and it's hard not to panic.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 19, 2014, 04:00:14 PM
Post by: V M on July 19, 2014, 04:00:14 PM
Quote from: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 03:48:20 PM
Glad you made it, not funny when that happens and it's hard not to panic.
Whew, I definitely did start to panic a bit
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 04:37:56 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 04:37:56 PM
Quote from: V M on July 19, 2014, 04:00:14 PM
Whew, I definitely did start to panic a bit
It seems that the reflex action when that happens is to gasp and then you inadvertently suck more food particles into the airways and it's darned scary.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 19, 2014, 05:16:54 PM
Post by: V M on July 19, 2014, 05:16:54 PM
Quote from: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 04:37:56 PM
It seems that the reflex action when that happens is to gasp and then you inadvertently suck more food particles into the airways and it's darned scary.
I did still have a bit of food in my mouth and it was a concern to possibly add to the existing problem, I could feel my eyes bulging like my head would explode
Still a bit of a headache and rough throat but I'm starting to feel better
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 05:19:31 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 19, 2014, 05:19:31 PM
Quote from: V M on July 19, 2014, 05:16:54 PM
I did still have a bit of food in my mouth and it was a concern to possibly add to the existing problem, I could feel my eyes bulging like my head would explode
Still a bit of a headache and rough throat but I'm starting to feel better
:icon_bunch:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lonicera on July 24, 2014, 06:31:08 PM
Post by: Lonicera on July 24, 2014, 06:31:08 PM
I apologise for posting here without contributing before now and understand if nobody reads this, writing it out is mainly for the sake of purging emotions and making sense of things. :D
What made me sad? Very sadly, my partner had to deal with her mother stressing her greatly today by launching an attack about her job, for spending money on food essentials rather than saving for a new washing machine (I don't even begin to understand that), and for her reproductive health choices. Due to the anxiety and upset suddenly imposed on her, my partner desperately said out that the last one of these was influenced by the fact I'm transgender. After this, her mother kept pushing conversation around relatives they visited in that direction and effectively forced her to tell her grandmother and her father. Her mother showed no regard for welfare or anxiety, in my mind, so I'm a teeny tiny bit peeved to say the least.
I'm not focused on the disclosure because I've always aimed to encourage my partner to do whatever feels right and tried to explore possibilities for increasing happiness when it comes to my trans stuff. I just want her to make the best decision for her future happiness and feel anything can be said or done, no matter how unreasonable or absurd she might think it is. Personally, I would never ask her to keep my status private at a cost to her. It's why she's known about my status since before our relationship began. Of course, I'm not suggesting this is what others should do, it's what works for us. :)
What distresses me is that my partner's mother upset her for ridiculous reasons yet again and placed her in a situation where she felt compelled to disclose something she wanted to keep private until I was about to fully socially transition in the future. My partner intended to alleviate some of her fear by planning and such but never got to do that.
What makes me happy? My partner's family have said nothing negative to her so far. Her mother said she only cares about her happiness. Her grandmother just made a noise of acknowledgement then carried on with an internet search. Her father claims to not be bothered because he'd already guessed there was 'something odd' about me in 'that area'. It's far better than I'd anticipated because past conversation about gay men resulted in me having to challenge a litany of homophobic nonsense, ranging from 'it's not natural' to 'children shouldn't see them'. I'm glad my partner doesn't have to deal with keeping a secret any longer and just hope that they're actually being supportive of her rather than doing what they've done before, which is publicly accept something and be scathing about it in private until they become confident enough to reveal their true views.
Provided they're genuine, this could work out to be a far, far better scenario that allows greater time to adapt and creates less issues. ^_^
What made me sad? Very sadly, my partner had to deal with her mother stressing her greatly today by launching an attack about her job, for spending money on food essentials rather than saving for a new washing machine (I don't even begin to understand that), and for her reproductive health choices. Due to the anxiety and upset suddenly imposed on her, my partner desperately said out that the last one of these was influenced by the fact I'm transgender. After this, her mother kept pushing conversation around relatives they visited in that direction and effectively forced her to tell her grandmother and her father. Her mother showed no regard for welfare or anxiety, in my mind, so I'm a teeny tiny bit peeved to say the least.
I'm not focused on the disclosure because I've always aimed to encourage my partner to do whatever feels right and tried to explore possibilities for increasing happiness when it comes to my trans stuff. I just want her to make the best decision for her future happiness and feel anything can be said or done, no matter how unreasonable or absurd she might think it is. Personally, I would never ask her to keep my status private at a cost to her. It's why she's known about my status since before our relationship began. Of course, I'm not suggesting this is what others should do, it's what works for us. :)
What distresses me is that my partner's mother upset her for ridiculous reasons yet again and placed her in a situation where she felt compelled to disclose something she wanted to keep private until I was about to fully socially transition in the future. My partner intended to alleviate some of her fear by planning and such but never got to do that.
What makes me happy? My partner's family have said nothing negative to her so far. Her mother said she only cares about her happiness. Her grandmother just made a noise of acknowledgement then carried on with an internet search. Her father claims to not be bothered because he'd already guessed there was 'something odd' about me in 'that area'. It's far better than I'd anticipated because past conversation about gay men resulted in me having to challenge a litany of homophobic nonsense, ranging from 'it's not natural' to 'children shouldn't see them'. I'm glad my partner doesn't have to deal with keeping a secret any longer and just hope that they're actually being supportive of her rather than doing what they've done before, which is publicly accept something and be scathing about it in private until they become confident enough to reveal their true views.
Provided they're genuine, this could work out to be a far, far better scenario that allows greater time to adapt and creates less issues. ^_^
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on July 26, 2014, 06:16:33 AM
Post by: Felix on July 26, 2014, 06:16:33 AM
Lonicera, it sounds like your partner's mother doesn't relate to her in a completely healthy way, but that's wonderful that everyone involved was mostly cool about your identity. That's major. :)
For what it's worth, whether you post a lot or just showed up, your comments will get seen and read and thought about most of the time even if the responses don't always make that obvious.
What made me happy and unhappy today was preparations for moving. That's always a mixed experience.
For what it's worth, whether you post a lot or just showed up, your comments will get seen and read and thought about most of the time even if the responses don't always make that obvious.
What made me happy and unhappy today was preparations for moving. That's always a mixed experience.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lonicera on July 26, 2014, 08:39:21 PM
Post by: Lonicera on July 26, 2014, 08:39:21 PM
Quote from: Felix on July 26, 2014, 06:16:33 AMWhat made me happy and unhappy today was preparations for moving. That's always a mixed experience.Thank you very much for the input and, more importantly, good luck with moving. I hope the process goes smoothly and you find yourself feeling comfortable and content in your new home. ^_^
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 26, 2014, 09:51:20 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 26, 2014, 09:51:20 PM
My mother-in-law died today and though she really didn't care much for me I loved her just the same, I cried for her.
I'm happy that her suffering is over, she had the most horrible case of Rheumatoid Arthritis and was in constant pain, she was 90 and had lived a good life.
I'm happy that her suffering is over, she had the most horrible case of Rheumatoid Arthritis and was in constant pain, she was 90 and had lived a good life.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 27, 2014, 09:45:43 AM
Post by: Allyda on July 27, 2014, 09:45:43 AM
Quote from: Shantel on July 26, 2014, 09:51:20 PMI'm so sorry to hear of your loss Auntie Shan. Please except my condolences to you and your family.
My mother-in-law died today and though she really didn't care much for me I loved her just the same, I cried for her.
I'm happy that her suffering is over, she had the most horrible case of Rheumatoid Arthritis and was in constant pain, she was 90 and had lived a good life.
Allie
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 27, 2014, 09:48:44 AM
Post by: Shantel on July 27, 2014, 09:48:44 AM
Quote from: Allyda on July 27, 2014, 09:45:43 AM
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss Auntie Shan. Please except my condolences to you and your family.
Allie
Thanks hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on July 27, 2014, 07:18:15 PM
Post by: LordKAT on July 27, 2014, 07:18:15 PM
Quote from: Shantel on July 26, 2014, 09:51:20 PM
My mother-in-law died today and though she really didn't care much for me I loved her just the same, I cried for her.
I'm happy that her suffering is over, she had the most horrible case of Rheumatoid Arthritis and was in constant pain, she was 90 and had lived a good life.
Condolences and such. My thoughts are with you.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily.T on July 27, 2014, 07:57:21 PM
Post by: Emily.T on July 27, 2014, 07:57:21 PM
Quote from: Shantel on July 26, 2014, 09:51:20 PM
My mother-in-law died today and though she really didn't care much for me I loved her just the same, I cried for her.
I'm happy that her suffering is over, she had the most horrible case of Rheumatoid Arthritis and was in constant pain, she was 90 and had lived a good life.
I'm sorry to hear that Shantel I hope that you are coping the best you can xx
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on July 28, 2014, 12:33:03 AM
Post by: Felix on July 28, 2014, 12:33:03 AM
Hearing transpeople interviewed on the radio. It needs to happen and I'm glad it's happening, but it's triggering to hear.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 28, 2014, 10:57:45 AM
Post by: Shantel on July 28, 2014, 10:57:45 AM
Quote from: Emily.T on July 27, 2014, 07:57:21 PM
I'm sorry to hear that Shantel I hope that you are coping the best you can xx
It's all good, thanks to all!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 28, 2014, 07:26:53 PM
Post by: V M on July 28, 2014, 07:26:53 PM
My old faithful desktop died yesterday :'( My new laptop is a fairly basic model, but it's smokin' hot compared to my old PC 8)
My TV died as well the day before so now my old monitor is now my TV
My TV died as well the day before so now my old monitor is now my TV
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 28, 2014, 08:46:45 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 28, 2014, 08:46:45 PM
Quote from: V M on July 28, 2014, 07:26:53 PM
My old faithful desktop died yesterday :'( My new laptop is a fairly basic model, but it's smokin' hot compared to my old PC 8)
My TV died as well the day before so now my old monitor is now my TV
It's called can-do ingenuity, the pragmatists approach to life!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 28, 2014, 09:33:46 PM
Post by: V M on July 28, 2014, 09:33:46 PM
Quote from: Shantel on July 28, 2014, 08:46:45 PM
It's called can-do ingenuity, the pragmatists approach to life!
Hopefully that's a good thing :) Being practical is a necessity rather than a choice for me
My desktop had served me well but I knew it was struggling and would go down at some point so I did some research into what was going to give me the most bang for the buck for the applicable applications so I'd have a good idea what to look for when the time came
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 29, 2014, 11:24:15 AM
Post by: Shantel on July 29, 2014, 11:24:15 AM
Quote from: V M on July 28, 2014, 09:33:46 PM
Hopefully that's a good thing :) Being practical is a necessity rather than a choice for me
My desktop had served me well but I knew it was struggling and would go down at some point so I did some research into what was going to give me the most bang for the buck for the applicable applications so I'd have a good idea what to look for when the time came
Being disabled/retired on a fixed income I can relate perfectly Sis!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 29, 2014, 04:12:33 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 29, 2014, 04:12:33 PM
Quote from: V M on July 28, 2014, 09:33:46 PMBeing also on a fixed income with the exception of what I make on the side, I custom build my own desktops and servers. I;m just finishing up an 8 core AMD based gaming machine I have less than $600. into. I build my own for the same reason, I get more bang for the buck.
Hopefully that's a good thing :) Being practical is a necessity rather than a choice for me
My desktop had served me well but I knew it was struggling and would go down at some point so I did some research into what was going to give me the most bang for the buck for the applicable applications so I'd have a good idea what to look for when the time came
Allie :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 29, 2014, 05:23:48 PM
Post by: V M on July 29, 2014, 05:23:48 PM
I have a nephew that builds his own computers, but he's very religious and won't talk to me
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 29, 2014, 07:09:56 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 29, 2014, 07:09:56 PM
Quote from: V M on July 29, 2014, 05:23:48 PM
I have a nephew that builds his own computers, but he's very religious and won't talk to me
Too bad he's missing the gist of what unconditional love is all about and has joined the hypocrites camp instead. Good thing Jesus isn't like that!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on July 29, 2014, 07:33:25 PM
Post by: V M on July 29, 2014, 07:33:25 PM
Quote from: Shantel on July 29, 2014, 07:09:56 PM
Too bad he's missing the gist of what unconditional love is all about and has joined the hypocrites camp instead. Good thing Jesus isn't like that!
Yeah, he's a muscle guy, rather conceited and quite the hater
I think he still begrudges me for blowing up his LEGO race car with a firecracker
But hey, he and his friend were playing with firecrackers and trying to blow stuff up and failing miserably so I asked if I could give one a try
He looked a bit dismayed when the thing blew sky high and then came raining down in bits
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 29, 2014, 08:35:15 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 29, 2014, 08:35:15 PM
Quote from: V M on July 29, 2014, 07:33:25 PM
Yeah, he's a muscle guy, rather conceited and quite the hater
I think he still begrudges me for blowing up his LEGO race car with a firecracker
But hey, he and his friend were playing with firecrackers and trying to blow stuff up and failing miserably so I asked if I could give one a try
He looked a bit dismayed when the thing blew sky high and then came raining down in bits
Well that's obviously it then, just jealous of your prowess with explosives! ;D :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 30, 2014, 01:54:56 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 30, 2014, 01:54:56 PM
Quote from: V M on July 29, 2014, 05:23:48 PMI'm sorry to hear about your brother placing his religious convictions over your happiness and you, his sister. Because religious people have had a profound impact on my life (my adopted family thinks because God made me this way, I should accept it and live my life with malformed genitals) every time I hear about this happening it fills me with sorrow. Jesus is love, God is love. Why can't they just see that?
I have a nephew that builds his own computers, but he's very religious and won't talk to me
Allie :icon_flower:
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MacG on July 30, 2014, 02:57:27 PM
Post by: MacG on July 30, 2014, 02:57:27 PM
My dog was hit by a car. Specifically my dad's car. Dad feels horrible.
However, though my dog is in surgery right now, the vet thinks she'll make it through and recover. She's only a year and a half.
However, though my dog is in surgery right now, the vet thinks she'll make it through and recover. She's only a year and a half.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 30, 2014, 05:47:33 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 30, 2014, 05:47:33 PM
Quote from: MacG on July 30, 2014, 02:57:27 PM
My dog was hit by a car. Specifically my dad's car. Dad feels horrible.
However, though my dog is in surgery right now, the vet thinks she'll make it through and recover. She's only a year and a half.
That's awful, accidents happen. Feeling bad for both dad and dog!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 30, 2014, 06:49:13 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 30, 2014, 06:49:13 PM
Quote from: MacG on July 30, 2014, 02:57:27 PM
My dog was hit by a car. Specifically my dad's car. Dad feels horrible.
However, though my dog is in surgery right now, the vet thinks she'll make it through and recover. She's only a year and a half.
Aw that's sad. :'( I am glad she is going to recover though.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on July 30, 2014, 07:12:58 PM
Post by: Allyda on July 30, 2014, 07:12:58 PM
Quote from: MacG on July 30, 2014, 02:57:27 PMThat's horrible I'm so sorry to hear. Wishing you all my hopes for your dog's speedy recovery. :icon_bunch:
My dog was hit by a car. Specifically my dad's car. Dad feels horrible.
However, though my dog is in surgery right now, the vet thinks she'll make it through and recover. She's only a year and a half.
Allie :icon_flower:
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MacG on July 30, 2014, 10:30:42 PM
Post by: MacG on July 30, 2014, 10:30:42 PM
Thanks. The surgery went long. She had a lot of damage. The next day or two will tell... I'm heart broken for my parents, who feel so guilty. They were watching my dog for a couple weeks so I could get the fence at our new place ready. They're 450 miles away, so no hugs. And I can't see my dog. Ugh.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MacG on July 31, 2014, 02:05:42 PM
Post by: MacG on July 31, 2014, 02:05:42 PM
Ahh Blech. My dog didn't make it. There was a whole lot of internal damage. She was too young to die, but she sure had an excellent life for the time she was here. She got to explore the forest and hop into the creek whenever, visit other dogs, chickens, horses, and a lot of people loved her.
She was just too afraid of the inside if car and not afraid enough if the outside of a car. (She was hit in our driveway by my dad who was going very slowly)
She was just too afraid of the inside if car and not afraid enough if the outside of a car. (She was hit in our driveway by my dad who was going very slowly)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on July 31, 2014, 06:39:44 PM
Post by: Shantel on July 31, 2014, 06:39:44 PM
Quote from: MacG on July 31, 2014, 02:05:42 PM
Ahh Blech. My dog didn't make it. There was a whole lot of internal damage. She was too young to die, but she sure had an excellent life for the time she was here. She got to explore the forest and hop into the creek whenever, visit other dogs, chickens, horses, and a lot of people loved her.
She was just too afraid of the inside if car and not afraid enough if the outside of a car. (She was hit in our driveway by my dad who was going very slowly)
Very sad Mac! ((Hugs)) :icon_bunch:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 31, 2014, 11:53:36 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on July 31, 2014, 11:53:36 PM
Awww I'm so sorry Mac! :( I was hopeful that she would make it through.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on August 01, 2014, 12:27:15 AM
Post by: Allyda on August 01, 2014, 12:27:15 AM
I'm so so sorry to hear this. I was really hoping for a happy outcome. Please know that she's in a better place now with no more suffering.
Allie
Allie
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: FTMDiaries on August 01, 2014, 09:07:30 AM
Post by: FTMDiaries on August 01, 2014, 09:07:30 AM
I went to see my GP this morning about my hearing. I've been suffering some very noticeable hearing loss over the past 6 months and it's now at the point where I struggle to hear conversations if I'm not directly next to whoever is talking as well as facing them so that I can fill in any gaps by lipreading.
The GP was excellent and is referring me to the Audiology department of a major hospital... which makes me both happy and sad. Happy that my GP is taking it seriously and is referring me for further investigation. Sad (and worried) because my doctor was deeply concerned about the rapid onset and severity of my hearing loss, particularly at my relatively young age.
The GP was excellent and is referring me to the Audiology department of a major hospital... which makes me both happy and sad. Happy that my GP is taking it seriously and is referring me for further investigation. Sad (and worried) because my doctor was deeply concerned about the rapid onset and severity of my hearing loss, particularly at my relatively young age.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on August 02, 2014, 01:02:06 AM
Post by: Felix on August 02, 2014, 01:02:06 AM
I'm sorry to hear about your dog, Mac. My parents backed over our cat once when I was little, but it was a quick death so we didn't face the trial of trying to save it. I can't imagine what you are going through.
What gave me mixed feelings is reading history books. It's all written to be light reading - one about the history of formal botany, one about humans and food, and one about Hawaii - but some of the stuff recounted is pretty heavy. It makes me sad to know the particulars of the darker parts of human history, but it makes me happy to be reminded exactly how well I have it. My life is so much easier for being born in the current era and in my country, and I am thrilled with the relative comfort and long lifespan I have access to.
What gave me mixed feelings is reading history books. It's all written to be light reading - one about the history of formal botany, one about humans and food, and one about Hawaii - but some of the stuff recounted is pretty heavy. It makes me sad to know the particulars of the darker parts of human history, but it makes me happy to be reminded exactly how well I have it. My life is so much easier for being born in the current era and in my country, and I am thrilled with the relative comfort and long lifespan I have access to.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on August 02, 2014, 07:58:56 AM
Post by: LordKAT on August 02, 2014, 07:58:56 AM
I put in 12 hours of work til early this morning, I have to go back to work and finish what I didn't yesterday plus so Saturdays work today.
I need the money, but have so much stuff to do at home.
I need the money, but have so much stuff to do at home.
Title: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MacG on August 02, 2014, 09:01:34 AM
Post by: MacG on August 02, 2014, 09:01:34 AM
Thank you for your kind thoughts about my dog.
I'm happy it's the weekend, but sad at the idea I should give away my dog's items. Hopeful that another dog can make good use.
I'm happy it's the weekend, but sad at the idea I should give away my dog's items. Hopeful that another dog can make good use.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on August 03, 2014, 01:03:58 AM
Post by: Felix on August 03, 2014, 01:03:58 AM
Quote from: MacG on August 02, 2014, 09:01:34 AMThat's the right thing to do. I got most of my cat's things secondhand, and when he dies (he's not young) I'm going to try hard to be calm enough to make sure some other cat will enjoy them.
I'm happy it's the weekend, but sad at the idea I should give away my dog's items. Hopeful that another dog can make good use.
What made me happy and unhappy today was grocery shopping. There were no major incidents and I spent a reasonable amount of money for what I was buying, and the entire experience was pleasant, but deriving so much joy from a successful grocery trip is a reminder that my life will probably be difficult and small for a long time.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 03, 2014, 05:08:51 PM
Post by: Edge on August 03, 2014, 05:08:51 PM
I found out recently that alongside coming out as bi to his mom because he's dating me, my boyfriend also told her I'm trans. Without my permission.
She still genders me correctly. Also, she acknowledged my existence today.
She still genders me correctly. Also, she acknowledged my existence today.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Kulti on August 04, 2014, 01:07:30 AM
Post by: Kulti on August 04, 2014, 01:07:30 AM
My girlfriend boyfriend of 6 years recently expressed that He wants to be a guy. Happy, because I'm very happy for him and well... we'll have even more in common, but sad because i know what he's going through. Happy again because i can help - but sad because i can't help as much as i'd want to. Fun little rollercoaster.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lynne on August 04, 2014, 04:04:23 PM
Post by: Lynne on August 04, 2014, 04:04:23 PM
I got fired today. I'm unhappy because it was not justified and I hate injustice, and of course I need to look for a new job and my financial plans just went out of the window, but I'm happy that I won't have to work in a place where my efforts are not appreciated. 2 years here was an achievement in itself, most people did not "survive" that long.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 04, 2014, 07:36:50 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 04, 2014, 07:36:50 PM
Quote from: Anne Kaitlyn on August 04, 2014, 04:04:23 PM
I got fired today. I'm unhappy because it was not justified and I hate injustice, and of course I need to look for a new job and my financial plans just went out of the window, but I'm happy that I won't have to work in a place where my efforts are not appreciated. 2 years here was an achievement in itself, most people did not "survive" that long.
Good attitude in spite of it though! You may look back on it eventually and see it as a blessing that caused you to step up out of a hole you were in. Been there before and it always turned out to be that way in retrospect.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on August 04, 2014, 09:56:09 PM
Post by: King Malachite on August 04, 2014, 09:56:09 PM
Happy- I was going to purchase a Spiderman keychain on Ebay for $4.54 from one seller, but I found the exact same one for $3.50 from another so I got that one and saved $1.04.
Unhappy- I LOVE purchasing from the first seller so I'm a bit sad that I will be getting this purchase elsewhere. The first seller actually sold things that were anime/manga/video games/cosplay type stuff while the other seller seem to sell things like NFL shirts, hats, accessories, socks, etc......in other words.... non anime/manga/video games/ cosplay stuff. Buying from the first retailer makes me feel special because a lot of people buy from them and it's cool to know that some of them share my interests, while with the second seller, my purchase is kind of the outlier, lol, but hey, outliers can be cool, especially if it saves me money. I just wish that the first seller sold it for just as cheap.
Unhappy- I LOVE purchasing from the first seller so I'm a bit sad that I will be getting this purchase elsewhere. The first seller actually sold things that were anime/manga/video games/cosplay type stuff while the other seller seem to sell things like NFL shirts, hats, accessories, socks, etc......in other words.... non anime/manga/video games/ cosplay stuff. Buying from the first retailer makes me feel special because a lot of people buy from them and it's cool to know that some of them share my interests, while with the second seller, my purchase is kind of the outlier, lol, but hey, outliers can be cool, especially if it saves me money. I just wish that the first seller sold it for just as cheap.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on August 06, 2014, 03:04:27 AM
Post by: Felix on August 06, 2014, 03:04:27 AM
Trying to find a reputable hand surgeon. I'm happy to make the potential progress for my hand, proud I was brave enough to ask for a different doctor from the one who slipped up on the left side, but not looking forward to misgendering from the nurses and not being able to lift heavy things for a little while afterward.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on August 06, 2014, 03:06:01 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on August 06, 2014, 03:06:01 AM
I had a blood test this afternoon and not only managed not to faint (very scared of needles) but get out semi reasonably quickly under my own power.
*Reads over post and passes out*
*Reads over post and passes out*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 07, 2014, 07:39:27 PM
Post by: Edge on August 07, 2014, 07:39:27 PM
My boyfriend's friend's brother and sister-in-law have been asking about me. That's kind of a new thing for me. I mean, they've known my boyfriend for a long time I guess, but it's rare that people are curious about me. It's kind of nice.
We were told that they're confused over the fact that he's dating a guy, the fact that I am a guy, and how old I am. Ouch. Another reminder that I don't pass. Also, his friend outed me as trans without my permission.
We were told that they're confused over the fact that he's dating a guy, the fact that I am a guy, and how old I am. Ouch. Another reminder that I don't pass. Also, his friend outed me as trans without my permission.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on August 07, 2014, 09:03:07 PM
Post by: Allyda on August 07, 2014, 09:03:07 PM
My new next door neighbor came over tonight and asked me out. Yes, I was very flattered by this, but I'm into girls and had to let him down easy while watching his groping hands that seemed to want to touch my shoulders and arms. So why am I unhappy about this flattering incident, One his groping and two, I gotta for now anyways til I sell my house live next door to the guy.
Ali :icon_flower:
Ali :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: StevieAK on August 08, 2014, 07:58:35 AM
Post by: StevieAK on August 08, 2014, 07:58:35 AM
New therapist and i had a great appointment and we talked for two hours at an 1 hour meeting. She swooned over how i looked...was jealous of my long legs and ches. Bad mojo is no closer to dealing with rejection. She told me to ask my kids to come see her as they have the problem, not I. We shall see..
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AvaCadaver on August 08, 2014, 09:35:09 AM
Post by: AvaCadaver on August 08, 2014, 09:35:09 AM
Unhappy: Alarm clocks, going to work soon
Happy: Kissing my gf, seeing her at work soon
Happy: Kissing my gf, seeing her at work soon
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 08, 2014, 10:11:10 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 08, 2014, 10:11:10 AM
Quote from: StevieAK on August 08, 2014, 07:58:35 AM
New therapist and i had a great appointment and we talked for two hours at an 1 hour meeting. She swooned over how i looked...was jealous of my long legs and ches. Bad mojo is no closer to dealing with rejection. She told me to ask my kids to come see her as they have the problem, not I. We shall see..
Family is by far the most judgmental, manipulative and obnoxious acting of all the people we have to deal with and it probably doesn't help that they grew up and live in Alaska of all places where their peer group is no doubt rather redneck and your kid's concerns about what others think might be holding them in it's sway.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on August 08, 2014, 04:15:33 PM
Post by: Jill F on August 08, 2014, 04:15:33 PM
Got my new DL in the mail today. Yay!
Unfortunately the picture could not have been more unflattering. It's like, am I REALLY that ugly? I mean, why is the camera practically on the floor so I have to look down? I'm all neck and chin(s)... UGH!!! Can't wait until 2016 when it expires and I have to get a new one!
Well, there's motivation to drop some weight. *le sigh*
Unfortunately the picture could not have been more unflattering. It's like, am I REALLY that ugly? I mean, why is the camera practically on the floor so I have to look down? I'm all neck and chin(s)... UGH!!! Can't wait until 2016 when it expires and I have to get a new one!
Well, there's motivation to drop some weight. *le sigh*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on August 08, 2014, 04:46:59 PM
Post by: Allyda on August 08, 2014, 04:46:59 PM
Quote from: Jill F on August 08, 2014, 04:15:33 PMUnfortunately DL photo's arent ever that flattering and are more akin to mugshots than actual photographs. When I got my gender marker changed this past April 11th on mine I actually for the first time got a halfway decent photo. However my face still looks a bit crooked on it. I think it's the heat used when they laminate it.
Got my new DL in the mail today. Yay!
Unfortunately the picture could not have been more unflattering. It's like, am I REALLY that ugly? I mean, why is the camera practically on the floor so I have to look down? I'm all neck and chin(s)... UGH!!! Can't wait until 2016 when it expires and I have to get a new one!
Well, there's motivation to drop some weight. *le sigh*
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on August 10, 2014, 03:19:40 PM
Post by: Edge on August 10, 2014, 03:19:40 PM
I got too talkative last night and said some things I regret revealing. It was an excellent conversation though and I am probably worrying about nothing.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on August 10, 2014, 05:25:13 PM
Post by: YinYanga on August 10, 2014, 05:25:13 PM
The Good: Nice dinner with brother and sister-in-law. He cooked as per usual (Cook as profession ;D) and we had a fun time playing some Rummikub and I did some nail-painting with sister in law. We had lengthy chats on the sofa about our mom, girl Ive dated this week and intimate physical things that are changing for me during transition. I'm not prude, pretty open and feel comfy enough with them so why not? Education makes for understanding and good laughs.
The Bad: Bike issues again, this time a part of my bike was gone/stolen when I wanted to go home....ended up having to borrow one of their bikes. Pretty pissed off because I need to go back again tomorrow
The Ugly: I left at 11pm, so well into night. Got hit on 3 times by guys who said things like "Hey girl...how are you" I guess it comes with being/looking female. I anticipated it when I was still living in boymode pre-transition but having anxiety towards violence and sexual harassment I'm going to have to discuss this with people. Sure I shouldnt go back home that late either by public transport or bike but I am afraid its a matter of time before I get forced into (painful) things I dont want just because I ran into the wrong guy and the wrong time
Basically being left at the mercy and common sense of a guy is an experience that frightens and upsets me
The Bad: Bike issues again, this time a part of my bike was gone/stolen when I wanted to go home....ended up having to borrow one of their bikes. Pretty pissed off because I need to go back again tomorrow
The Ugly: I left at 11pm, so well into night. Got hit on 3 times by guys who said things like "Hey girl...how are you" I guess it comes with being/looking female. I anticipated it when I was still living in boymode pre-transition but having anxiety towards violence and sexual harassment I'm going to have to discuss this with people. Sure I shouldnt go back home that late either by public transport or bike but I am afraid its a matter of time before I get forced into (painful) things I dont want just because I ran into the wrong guy and the wrong time
Basically being left at the mercy and common sense of a guy is an experience that frightens and upsets me
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on August 10, 2014, 10:20:43 PM
Post by: Constance on August 10, 2014, 10:20:43 PM
A little while ago my second-born and I came home from a weekend church camp. And while I'm glad to be home to my own bed instead of that bunk, I really enjoy the community that only happens that this particular place.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 11, 2014, 09:53:42 AM
Post by: V M on August 11, 2014, 09:53:42 AM
Thinking about a dear friend from several years ago, he was more or less my boyfriend of sorts and I could see the love in his eyes but we were both too afraid to take our relationship to the next level, mostly I was afraid
Unfortunately there was a bit of a language barrier but we communicated through an odd mix of English, French and a bit of Italian
He also had a bit of a temper and got deported for beating the hell out of someone and had an outdated passport/visa
Anyway, sometimes when I'm feeling lonely I make one of the simple meals that he use to make for me
Think I'd be over it after all these years, but I'm not, I still think about him often
Unfortunately there was a bit of a language barrier but we communicated through an odd mix of English, French and a bit of Italian
He also had a bit of a temper and got deported for beating the hell out of someone and had an outdated passport/visa
Anyway, sometimes when I'm feeling lonely I make one of the simple meals that he use to make for me
Think I'd be over it after all these years, but I'm not, I still think about him often
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2014, 11:33:28 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 11, 2014, 11:33:28 AM
Quote from: V M on August 11, 2014, 09:53:42 AM
Thinking about a dear friend from several years ago, he was more or less my boyfriend of sorts and I could see the love in his eyes but we were both too afraid to take our relationship to the next level, mostly I was afraid
Unfortunately there was a bit of a language barrier but we communicated through an odd mix of English, French and a bit of Italian
He also had a bit of a temper and got deported for beating the hell out of someone and had an outdated passport/visa
Anyway, sometimes when I'm feeling lonely I make one of the simple meals that he use to make for me
Think I'd be over it after all these years, but I'm not, I still think about him often
Must have been real, cyber hugs for you hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 13, 2014, 01:39:44 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 13, 2014, 01:39:44 PM
Quote from: Edge on August 10, 2014, 03:19:40 PM
I got too talkative last night and said some things I regret revealing. It was an excellent conversation though and I am probably worrying about nothing.
That happens to me a lot and I hate that feeling! Part of me feels relieved to have discussed what was on my mind and still have the talk go well, but part of me feels like that person has seen me naked or something lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on August 13, 2014, 01:51:52 PM
Post by: YinYanga on August 13, 2014, 01:51:52 PM
Quote from: birkin on August 13, 2014, 01:39:44 PM
That happens to me a lot and I hate that feeling! Part of me feels relieved to have discussed what was on my mind and still have the talk go well, but part of me feels like that person has seen me naked or something lol.
I had that same feeling when I talked to my brother and sister in law a few days ago....talking about the more intimate body changes of HRT. They were genuinly interested and it wasnt uncomfy talking about it (Im no prude at all) but still....Ive told them things that you would rarely tell anyone
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on August 14, 2014, 05:25:07 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on August 14, 2014, 05:25:07 AM
So I've had a very stressful last few weeks at work. Worked past midnight yesterday without a break for even food as simply crazy. 17 hour day. >:( There is currently a completely inequitable work load in the team which angers me.
I was too tired today to be cranky.
Today as I was going to lunch one of the girls in the team was in tears and I took her aside to a meeting room to let her talk and vent in private. It was a good move and it really made her day to talk to someone who cares. After a bit I asked if I could get in someone more senior so I could discuss her issues further which she really thought was a good idea. I told him about the issues and it was nice to know that he was also aware of them as well. Made her feel so much better about herself and we went and got lunch together and she really appreciated me being there for her.
I felt glad she could confide and I could help.
I was too tired today to be cranky.
Today as I was going to lunch one of the girls in the team was in tears and I took her aside to a meeting room to let her talk and vent in private. It was a good move and it really made her day to talk to someone who cares. After a bit I asked if I could get in someone more senior so I could discuss her issues further which she really thought was a good idea. I told him about the issues and it was nice to know that he was also aware of them as well. Made her feel so much better about herself and we went and got lunch together and she really appreciated me being there for her.
I felt glad she could confide and I could help.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on August 14, 2014, 07:11:37 AM
Post by: YinYanga on August 14, 2014, 07:11:37 AM
Good job Jenny :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Felix on August 14, 2014, 09:22:24 PM
Post by: Felix on August 14, 2014, 09:22:24 PM
I took my cat's collar off to brush him. He's got long fur and it's so cool to see the way it lions up around his neck and head when the collar isn't on. He doesn't care one way or another but I feel a little bad reattaching it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on August 16, 2014, 07:07:02 PM
Post by: King Malachite on August 16, 2014, 07:07:02 PM
Happy- Getting to see the UFC Prelims on time
Unhappy- Knowing that the buldges they have in their shorts will make me dysphoric
Unhappy- Knowing that the buldges they have in their shorts will make me dysphoric
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on August 16, 2014, 07:17:46 PM
Post by: Jenny07 on August 16, 2014, 07:17:46 PM
Having a day off and being able to catch up on sleep.
Raining hard here and only have washing, cleaning and groceries to do.
Would be nice to be able to get outside and get some sun.
Also would be nice to not be alone. :(
But seeing all the stuff others have to go through makes me glad I have no attachments.
Others behaviour to us is disgusting.
J
Raining hard here and only have washing, cleaning and groceries to do.
Would be nice to be able to get outside and get some sun.
Also would be nice to not be alone. :(
But seeing all the stuff others have to go through makes me glad I have no attachments.
Others behaviour to us is disgusting.
J
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on August 16, 2014, 08:11:02 PM
Post by: Ms Grace on August 16, 2014, 08:11:02 PM
I left my copy of Batgirl #34 out on the balcony and it got totally rained on overnight and ruined. That's the bit that makes me happy. It was a >-bleeped-<e story and had crappy art.
The bit that makes me unhappy is now I'll have to fork out more money to by a new copy...bad as it was I need to keep the collection intact...!
#FirstWorldProblems! ;)
The bit that makes me unhappy is now I'll have to fork out more money to by a new copy...bad as it was I need to keep the collection intact...!
#FirstWorldProblems! ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Aylén on August 16, 2014, 08:44:19 PM
Post by: Aylén on August 16, 2014, 08:44:19 PM
Remembering my ex. It made me unhappy because she accepted me for who I am, which is the one reason why I didn't run away sooner. :( And it made me very happy because I no longer have to put up with her abusive behavior (physical and emotional). :embarrassed: I'm definitely better off alone and I'm happy I was strong enough to leave this toxic relationship. Not an easy thing to do...
But I'm feeling lonely right now and I wonder if I'll ever find someone who accepts me and who truly loves me the way I am (i.e. not abusive, control freaks).
Oh well... I guess I'll be alone for a while. I'm not in the mood for tolerating disgusting behavior. ;)
But I'm feeling lonely right now and I wonder if I'll ever find someone who accepts me and who truly loves me the way I am (i.e. not abusive, control freaks).
Oh well... I guess I'll be alone for a while. I'm not in the mood for tolerating disgusting behavior. ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on August 16, 2014, 10:30:38 PM
Post by: Jenny07 on August 16, 2014, 10:30:38 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on August 16, 2014, 08:11:02 PM
I left my copy of Batgirl #34 out on the balcony and it got totally rained on overnight and ruined. That's the bit that makes me happy. It was a >-bleeped-<e story and had crappy art.
The bit that makes me unhappy is now I'll have to fork out more money to by a new copy...bad as it was I need to keep the collection intact...!
#FirstWorldProblems! ;)
Oh the pain Grace ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on August 16, 2014, 10:55:54 PM
Post by: Ms Grace on August 16, 2014, 10:55:54 PM
Quote from: Jenny07 on August 16, 2014, 10:30:38 PMIt's a tragedy, but I expect there's a good chance I will survive...
Oh the pain Grace ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on August 16, 2014, 10:57:32 PM
Post by: Jenny07 on August 16, 2014, 10:57:32 PM
Ley me know if you need any moral support.... :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily.T on August 17, 2014, 07:32:30 AM
Post by: Emily.T on August 17, 2014, 07:32:30 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on August 16, 2014, 10:55:54 PM
It's a tragedy, but I expect there's a good chance I will survive...
It's only a comic book what's the big deal lol
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on August 17, 2014, 07:39:05 AM
Post by: Cindy on August 17, 2014, 07:39:05 AM
Quote from: Emily.T on August 17, 2014, 07:32:30 AMQuote from: Ms Grace on August 16, 2014, 10:55:54 PM
It's a tragedy, but I expect there's a good chance I will survive...
It's only a comic book what's the big deal lol
Only a comic book! One of the most significant contributions to Australian Literature since Barry said 'G'dye'
:laugh:
Been raining has it up in the big smoke?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ms Grace on August 17, 2014, 07:45:30 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on August 17, 2014, 07:45:30 AM
I'm glad someone feels my pain!! ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Cindy on August 17, 2014, 07:52:06 AM
Post by: Cindy on August 17, 2014, 07:52:06 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on August 17, 2014, 07:45:30 AM
I'm glad someone feels my pain!! ;D
I'm renowned for being the sweet caring considerate kind of girl.
Ah you posting during your toilet time! I've warned you, staff are not allowed breaks. I let you go for a pee last week, Jinz, can't get good help anywhere nowadays
Back to being caring and considerate. :angel:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Emily.T on August 17, 2014, 07:58:03 AM
Post by: Emily.T on August 17, 2014, 07:58:03 AM
Quote from: Cindy on August 17, 2014, 07:39:05 AM
It's only a comic book what's the big deal lol
Only a comic book! One of the most significant contributions to Australian Literature since Barry said 'G'dye'
:laugh:
Been raining has it up in the big smoke
I was only kidding hence the lol. My dad I'd an avid comic book collector so I know how much they mean to ppl
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on August 17, 2014, 08:28:57 AM
Post by: YinYanga on August 17, 2014, 08:28:57 AM
My macho dad calling me 'darling'
I was somewhat taken a back but his tries to accept me and treat me well are just another example of:
My family accepts me better than I do myself, and that's both a happy and sad realization
I was somewhat taken a back but his tries to accept me and treat me well are just another example of:
My family accepts me better than I do myself, and that's both a happy and sad realization
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 17, 2014, 09:08:34 AM
Post by: Shantel on August 17, 2014, 09:08:34 AM
Quote from: YinYanga on August 17, 2014, 08:28:57 AM
My macho dad calling me 'darling'
I was somewhat taken a back but his tries to accept me and treat me well are just another example of:
My family accepts me better than I do myself, and that's both a happy and sad realization
:eusa_clap: You're going to have to just accept their acceptance and let go then darling!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 19, 2014, 03:50:49 AM
Post by: V M on August 19, 2014, 03:50:49 AM
Realized there's a crack in my butt, but then decided there must be a reason for that
Sorry, being bad >:-)
Sorry, being bad >:-)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on August 19, 2014, 04:05:39 AM
Post by: Jill F on August 19, 2014, 04:05:39 AM
Went to an awesome Japanese restaurant for dinner. The food was amazing.
However, for the reservation, they wrote down "Joe". Really? I even spelled it for them over the phone. More work to do on voice I guess. Blah.
Oh well, at least the food was good.
However, for the reservation, they wrote down "Joe". Really? I even spelled it for them over the phone. More work to do on voice I guess. Blah.
Oh well, at least the food was good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on August 19, 2014, 01:41:22 PM
Post by: YinYanga on August 19, 2014, 01:41:22 PM
Seeing this picture and going 'wooooah, Id like that!!'
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmThRlOF.png&hash=825df38de58eefb0e8895b078e0cd82dd93e48a4)
Realizing its going to take a lot of time and effort to get something like that :(
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmThRlOF.png&hash=825df38de58eefb0e8895b078e0cd82dd93e48a4)
Realizing its going to take a lot of time and effort to get something like that :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: jamboe89 on August 19, 2014, 04:45:03 PM
Post by: jamboe89 on August 19, 2014, 04:45:03 PM
Quote from: YinYanga on August 19, 2014, 01:41:22 PM
Seeing this picture and going 'wooooah, Id like that!!'
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmThRlOF.png&hash=825df38de58eefb0e8895b078e0cd82dd93e48a4)
Realizing its going to take a lot of time and effort to get something like that :(
Looks amazing! Set it as a goal! you're sure to achieve it someday as long as you know what you want. :)
Some more hair inspirations I've come across recently! Makes that hairdo you posted look like a piece of cake!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi997.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faf96%2Fjamboe1%2Frainbowhair_zps5ef45d4d.jpg&hash=560a21b3b1021af8c0853307ff466b2d36c1256d)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi997.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faf96%2Fjamboe1%2Falisakiss__s_rainbow_hair_by_meandeeveelutions-d49wz6d_zps1ff31edb.png&hash=7328da1e04515c6e55a49b8879b2d6bf01bf53f7)
This evening I went out for a walk, it was really pleasing at first, along the quiet streets, venting the stress of the day, yet I gradually realised it was far chillier than normal and I only had a t-shirt and thin jacket on, so by the time I arrived back I was pretty frozen and so pretty disappointed with the walk overall, it started out so pleasantly! :( Though I guess this is the time of the year where we're past Summer and into Autumn now, I definitely need to start wearing a coat when I go out for walks...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jenny07 on August 22, 2014, 03:11:51 AM
Post by: Jenny07 on August 22, 2014, 03:11:51 AM
My favourite bra no longer fits. :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 23, 2014, 08:26:34 AM
Post by: V M on August 23, 2014, 08:26:34 AM
Stomped the first known hobo spider of the this season 8) Now I'm afraid to go to sleep again :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 25, 2014, 01:05:05 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 25, 2014, 01:05:05 PM
A couple days ago someone gave me the most vocal and sincere display of acceptance that I've ever received (happy). Unfortunately I'm quite certain that I freaked that person out by opening up about how much grief my body has caused for me and now maybe we're not going to be friends (unhappy). I don't know.
As a result I decided to reach out to a counsellor, which makes me happy because hopefully it will open me up to growth. However (unhappy), I really feel like it may be better for me not to share my feelings with the people in my life. There's counselling, and there's online sites where you can talk to random people who sign on just to hear others vent.
As a result I decided to reach out to a counsellor, which makes me happy because hopefully it will open me up to growth. However (unhappy), I really feel like it may be better for me not to share my feelings with the people in my life. There's counselling, and there's online sites where you can talk to random people who sign on just to hear others vent.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on August 25, 2014, 01:34:53 PM
Post by: Shantel on August 25, 2014, 01:34:53 PM
Quote from: birkin on August 25, 2014, 01:05:05 PM
A couple days ago someone gave me the most vocal and sincere display of acceptance that I've ever received (happy). Unfortunately I'm quite certain that I freaked that person out by opening up about how much grief my body has caused for me and now maybe we're not going to be friends (unhappy). I don't know.
As a result I decided to reach out to a counsellor, which makes me happy because hopefully it will open me up to growth. However (unhappy), I really feel like it may be better for me not to share my feelings with the people in my life. There's counselling, and there's online sites where you can talk to random people who sign on just to hear others vent.
Venting here is very therapeutic at times, it's ok hon!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 25, 2014, 01:58:17 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on August 25, 2014, 01:58:17 PM
Here is OK but I think I might have to keep people IRL at arm's length from now on, they just can't handle it lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on August 25, 2014, 09:30:42 PM
Post by: V M on August 25, 2014, 09:30:42 PM
Watching Billy Crystal give tribute to Robin Williams on the Emmys
It was a beautiful tribute and I was happy about that, but then I just cried and cried then cried some more
It was a beautiful tribute and I was happy about that, but then I just cried and cried then cried some more
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on August 26, 2014, 12:11:02 PM
Post by: Lauren5 on August 26, 2014, 12:11:02 PM
Spurs are top of the league.
Wish I could be playing football.
Wish I could be playing football.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Ashlotte on August 26, 2014, 12:21:19 PM
Post by: Ashlotte on August 26, 2014, 12:21:19 PM
Made my last trip to the pediatric dentist today. I don't know why I'm slightly unhappy about that, but I am.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on August 29, 2014, 08:26:44 PM
Post by: King Malachite on August 29, 2014, 08:26:44 PM
Happy: My mom brought me a Little Ceaser's Hot n Ready
Unhappy: She put extra mozzarella on it because *she* thought it was too dry.... -sigh-
Unhappy: She put extra mozzarella on it because *she* thought it was too dry.... -sigh-
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lauren5 on August 31, 2014, 12:46:58 AM
Post by: Lauren5 on August 31, 2014, 12:46:58 AM
It appears American Airlines covers SRS, hormones, and BA/DM (depending if MtF or FtM of course) for employees under the standard plan. Awesome!
Now just to explain the whole age thing, and I'm very worried about that. They say you have to be 20 to be an FA. Well, I'm in this job for 9 more weeks, training takes 8.5 weeks, and my birthday is in about 16.5 weeks; I'll probably want a week or two of down time in-between the two to get everything in order and head to Dallas for training. So I'd be a bit past 20 by the time I graduate from training. Do they want me to be 20 when I graduate, when I begin training, or when I apply? The middle I could deal with, I could at least do odd jobs and such till then or do something. The latter worries me, as it usually takes 2 months for applications to be reviewed. I can't be out of a job and roaming around for at least 4 months; I won't make enough money in this job to sustain myself until then. I only found one phone number (not preferred, voice over the phone + phone anxiety) for HR, and it seemed to be for employees with benefits questions, while the chat requires an employee login.
I know of one other AMR employee on this site, any more that may be able to help?
Now just to explain the whole age thing, and I'm very worried about that. They say you have to be 20 to be an FA. Well, I'm in this job for 9 more weeks, training takes 8.5 weeks, and my birthday is in about 16.5 weeks; I'll probably want a week or two of down time in-between the two to get everything in order and head to Dallas for training. So I'd be a bit past 20 by the time I graduate from training. Do they want me to be 20 when I graduate, when I begin training, or when I apply? The middle I could deal with, I could at least do odd jobs and such till then or do something. The latter worries me, as it usually takes 2 months for applications to be reviewed. I can't be out of a job and roaming around for at least 4 months; I won't make enough money in this job to sustain myself until then. I only found one phone number (not preferred, voice over the phone + phone anxiety) for HR, and it seemed to be for employees with benefits questions, while the chat requires an employee login.
I know of one other AMR employee on this site, any more that may be able to help?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MyKa on September 01, 2014, 08:23:33 AM
Post by: MyKa on September 01, 2014, 08:23:33 AM
Last day before having surgery. So much too do so little time.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: AdamMLP on September 03, 2014, 09:55:35 AM
Post by: AdamMLP on September 03, 2014, 09:55:35 AM
The Big Issue seller and his dog who were there this morning were still by the station when I came back from my GIC appointment. I tried to walk past, but had to go back and buy a Big Issue that I don't even want because I couldn't pass up the opportunity to help him out even just a little bit, or to say hello to his dog.
Thank you so much to Sizzles and the guy who's name I don't even know. I'm in tears at the station because I miss my little dog so much, I haven't seen her since Easter and I may never see her again.
Thank you so much to Sizzles and the guy who's name I don't even know. I'm in tears at the station because I miss my little dog so much, I haven't seen her since Easter and I may never see her again.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on September 04, 2014, 08:29:38 AM
Post by: V M on September 04, 2014, 08:29:38 AM
My sister brought over two large beautiful plants last night, I love plants 8) Then she told me they were from my nephew's funeral :'( Cried myself to sleep
I'll be sure to give then plenty of loving care
I'll be sure to give then plenty of loving care
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: big kim on September 07, 2014, 04:41:14 PM
Post by: big kim on September 07, 2014, 04:41:14 PM
Finally got time to sit down for a meal and felt sick at the sight of it and threw it in the bin after 2 spoonfuls
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: GnomeKid on September 08, 2014, 03:48:35 PM
Post by: GnomeKid on September 08, 2014, 03:48:35 PM
Day off!
day off wasted...
There is still a chance, however, that it can be reclaimed.
day off wasted...
There is still a chance, however, that it can be reclaimed.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JulieWeeks on September 09, 2014, 11:51:20 AM
Post by: JulieWeeks on September 09, 2014, 11:51:20 AM
I found a new shade of bold pink lipstick that I am in love with but it limits the colour of outfits you can wear with it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on September 09, 2014, 10:23:21 PM
Post by: V M on September 09, 2014, 10:23:21 PM
Happy - My apt. inspection went well today :eusa_dance:
Unhappy - I thought I had gotten over the flu but it came back and hit me even harder this morning :P I'm dizzy, have little to no energy, can't eat anything and I never know which end is going to spew like a volcano first :P
Unhappy - I thought I had gotten over the flu but it came back and hit me even harder this morning :P I'm dizzy, have little to no energy, can't eat anything and I never know which end is going to spew like a volcano first :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on September 13, 2014, 06:07:32 AM
Post by: YinYanga on September 13, 2014, 06:07:32 AM
My 17 year old cat -who was living with my brother- has been diagnosed with cancer. We were adviced to let him go to sleep on Monday. I had the last say and I agreed its for the better; he was already suffering from arthritis in his hindlegs ..Ill probably bawl my eyes out on monday, ugghh
I am happy because it can end the suffering
Love you kittycat
I am happy because it can end the suffering
Love you kittycat
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 13, 2014, 09:20:19 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 13, 2014, 09:20:19 AM
Quote from: YinYanga on September 13, 2014, 06:07:32 AM
My 17 year old cat -who was living with my brother- has been diagnosed with cancer. We were adviced to let him go to sleep on Monday. I had the last say and I agreed its for the better; he was already suffering from arthritis in his hindlegs ..Ill probably bawl my eyes out on monday, ugghh
I am happy because it can end the suffering
Love you kittycat
((Hugs)) Poor kitty, it's always a sad occasion!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on September 13, 2014, 10:53:17 AM
Post by: YinYanga on September 13, 2014, 10:53:17 AM
Quote from: Shantel on September 13, 2014, 09:20:19 AM
((Hugs)) Poor kitty, it's always a sad occasion!
Thank you <3
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sydney_NYC on September 13, 2014, 11:30:34 AM
Post by: Sydney_NYC on September 13, 2014, 11:30:34 AM
Quote from: YinYanga on September 13, 2014, 06:07:32 AM
My 17 year old cat -who was living with my brother- has been diagnosed with cancer. We were adviced to let him go to sleep on Monday. I had the last say and I agreed its for the better; he was already suffering from arthritis in his hindlegs ..Ill probably bawl my eyes out on monday, ugghh
I am happy because it can end the suffering
Love you kittycat
Hugs!!!! My wife and I had to put our 17 year old fur baby to sleep last year due to stomach cancer. I cried for days it seemed. Two months later we lost or 19 year old fur baby to failed kidneys. We miss them both as they were our children and part of the family. Remember that it's best that they don't suffer.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on September 13, 2014, 11:33:03 AM
Post by: Allyda on September 13, 2014, 11:33:03 AM
Quote from: YinYanga on September 13, 2014, 06:07:32 AMI'm so sorry to hear about your kitty. I know how sad your feeling believe me. Like you say tho his suffering will be over. All my sympathies. :icon_bunch:
My 17 year old cat -who was living with my brother- has been diagnosed with cancer. We were adviced to let him go to sleep on Monday. I had the last say and I agreed its for the better; he was already suffering from arthritis in his hindlegs ..Ill probably bawl my eyes out on monday, ugghh
I am happy because it can end the suffering
Love you kittycat
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on September 22, 2014, 08:15:21 PM
Post by: King Malachite on September 22, 2014, 08:15:21 PM
Unhappy: The beautiful girl working at a Chick-Fila straigtened her hair. Her hair was natural at first (women with natural flowing hair drive me crazy), but it's not like that anymore.
Happy: She is still exceptionally beautiful.
Happy: She is still exceptionally beautiful.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on September 22, 2014, 09:46:19 PM
Post by: Edge on September 22, 2014, 09:46:19 PM
Just read a recent comic with Loki, Thor, Odin, and Thor's new found sister. Once again, I was struck by how similar Loki is to me. I feel happy, confused, sad, and... some form of weird I can't really describe all at once.
Also kind of pathetic for relating so much to a fictional character.
Also kind of pathetic for relating so much to a fictional character.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on September 23, 2014, 06:01:06 AM
Post by: YinYanga on September 23, 2014, 06:01:06 AM
Had my hair cut and coloured
I look like a femme guy again :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Dee Marshall on September 25, 2014, 06:52:28 AM
Post by: Dee Marshall on September 25, 2014, 06:52:28 AM
This was last evening, it always takes me a bit to process this stuff enough to post it. Sweety asked me if I was happy with the way HRT is affecting me. I told her that I was pleased with the mental changes and that there were only minor physical changes so far because she can't stand that I might look too female and I'm good with that right now because it means we can stay together.
She told me that it was making me very "level". I said that was exactly what I was hoping for. A year ago or more she was complaining that I should get therapy for my wild mood swings. She told me that it was too much, like might happen to someone who was bipolar, that I never seemed really angry or really happy anymore. I realized that she was talking about "flat affect", a term she wouldn't know to use. There hasn't been much to be "really happy" for us lately, but I didn't make that point. I told her that it was mostly true that I'm not hitting those big swings I had been, but that I had been keeping more control on my anger and elation as I feared either one might trigger her right now. She told me not to. I said I wouldn't and then kissed her all over her face saying that I had feared she reject something like that. She said she still might.
So, it made me happy that she validated the positive changes, but unhappy that she seemed to see them as a negative outcome. Still, it's progress.
She told me that it was making me very "level". I said that was exactly what I was hoping for. A year ago or more she was complaining that I should get therapy for my wild mood swings. She told me that it was too much, like might happen to someone who was bipolar, that I never seemed really angry or really happy anymore. I realized that she was talking about "flat affect", a term she wouldn't know to use. There hasn't been much to be "really happy" for us lately, but I didn't make that point. I told her that it was mostly true that I'm not hitting those big swings I had been, but that I had been keeping more control on my anger and elation as I feared either one might trigger her right now. She told me not to. I said I wouldn't and then kissed her all over her face saying that I had feared she reject something like that. She said she still might.
So, it made me happy that she validated the positive changes, but unhappy that she seemed to see them as a negative outcome. Still, it's progress.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on September 25, 2014, 09:13:40 AM
Post by: Shantel on September 25, 2014, 09:13:40 AM
Quote from: Dee Walker on September 25, 2014, 06:52:28 AM
This was last evening, it always takes me a bit to process this stuff enough to post it. Sweety asked me if I was happy with the way HRT is affecting me. I told her that I was pleased with the mental changes and that there were only minor physical changes so far because she can't stand that I might look too female and I'm good with that right now because it means we can stay together.
She told me that it was making me very "level". I said that was exactly what I was hoping for. A year ago or more she was complaining that I should get therapy for my wild mood swings. She told me that it was too much, like might happen to someone who was bipolar, that I never seemed really angry or really happy anymore. I realized that she was talking about "flat affect", a term she wouldn't know to use. There hasn't been much to be "really happy" for us lately, but I didn't make that point. I told her that it was mostly true that I'm not hitting those big swings I had been, but that I had been keeping more control on my anger and elation as I feared either one might trigger her right now. She told me not to. I said I wouldn't and then kissed her all over her face saying that I had feared she reject something like that. She said she still might.
So, it made me happy that she validated the positive changes, but unhappy that she seemed to see them as a negative outcome. Still, it's progress.
Good report really! She's just leaving the door cracked open in the event she feels a need to escape, but that may not happen as long as you continue to communicate often and keep her apprised of anything she should know about rather than surprise her later. This incremental approach worked well with us as well as the calming effects of HRT that took away my explosive "oh g--ammit!" moments which always cause a spouse to become fearful.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on September 25, 2014, 10:07:57 AM
Post by: Edge on September 25, 2014, 10:07:57 AM
My boyfriend and I are at the point where we love each other and we know it, but not at the point where one of us has said it.
Or maybe it's too early to say we're in love. Maybe I'm being ridiculous and jumping the gun.
Or maybe it's too early to say we're in love. Maybe I'm being ridiculous and jumping the gun.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on September 25, 2014, 11:42:56 AM
Post by: YinYanga on September 25, 2014, 11:42:56 AM
Quote from: Edge on September 25, 2014, 10:07:57 AM
My boyfriend and I are at the point where we love each other and we know it, but not at the point where one of us has said it.
Or maybe it's too early to say we're in love. Maybe I'm being ridiculous and jumping the gun.
Well, only one thing left to do! ::)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on September 25, 2014, 02:01:28 PM
Post by: Edge on September 25, 2014, 02:01:28 PM
I'm not saying it first and he knows I won't and why.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: YinYanga on September 25, 2014, 03:05:10 PM
Post by: YinYanga on September 25, 2014, 03:05:10 PM
Time for the waiting game then.....*zzzz*
(I agree, he should do it first :P)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on September 25, 2014, 04:32:37 PM
Post by: Allyda on September 25, 2014, 04:32:37 PM
Our weather finally broke where I live in Florida making way for more boating/fishing, and getting outside and doing things instead of being stuck inside due to heat and humidity. :eusa_dance:
Sad part is, I caught a very nasty cold yesterday when it all of a sudden got cold yesterday morning while I was sleeping uncovered, cough, cough! :icon_ashamed:
Ally ;)
Sad part is, I caught a very nasty cold yesterday when it all of a sudden got cold yesterday morning while I was sleeping uncovered, cough, cough! :icon_ashamed:
Ally ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Lee on September 26, 2014, 06:14:21 AM
Post by: Lee on September 26, 2014, 06:14:21 AM
I got to campus at 4am to review for a test this morning, which was unpleasant. However, I ran into someone I have worked with before, and she offered me a job at the hospital she's working at now. The job sounds perfect, and it made my morning a lot better.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on September 26, 2014, 02:55:38 PM
Post by: ImagineKate on September 26, 2014, 02:55:38 PM
Well here it comes and it has been a long long time coming...
I booked a therapist appointment, a couple weeks from now. Need some breathing room for me to think and also clear my kids' birthday (yes, plural, they are triplets, one of the side effects of having to see a fertility doc, partially my fault). So I'm happy but nervous to go down this path.
I booked a therapist appointment, a couple weeks from now. Need some breathing room for me to think and also clear my kids' birthday (yes, plural, they are triplets, one of the side effects of having to see a fertility doc, partially my fault). So I'm happy but nervous to go down this path.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mariah on September 26, 2014, 07:49:16 PM
Post by: Mariah on September 26, 2014, 07:49:16 PM
Getting the first laser session done in the breasts area today. I thought the face hurt, but nothing prepared me for the pain I felt in this area. Which is the part that made me unhappy and made me wish I had started sooner. I thought I was starting early enough that it wouldn't hurt that bad, but I guess not.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on September 27, 2014, 07:00:02 AM
Post by: antonia on September 27, 2014, 07:00:02 AM
Interesting, I've had 5 full body sessions and the upper lip still hurts the worst for me, even worse than the Brazilian :P
Quote from: Mariah2014 on September 26, 2014, 07:49:16 PM
Getting the first laser session done in the breasts area today. I thought the face hurt, but nothing prepared me for the pain I felt in this area. Which is the part that made me unhappy and made me wish I had started sooner. I thought I was starting early enough that it wouldn't hurt that bad, but I guess not.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mariah on September 27, 2014, 10:51:45 AM
Post by: Mariah on September 27, 2014, 10:51:45 AM
I never had a tone of facial hair and few different factors played a role in the breast area being much more painful including how dense the hair coverage was.
Quote from: antonia on September 27, 2014, 07:00:02 AM
Interesting, I've had 5 bull body sessions and the upper lip still hurts the worst for me, even worse than the Brazilian :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on October 06, 2014, 02:54:07 PM
Post by: NathanielM on October 06, 2014, 02:54:07 PM
It's monday and I've had one morning (9-12) of class and I'm already exhausted (again). I'm not sure if I'm going to keep this up for very long. On the plus side I came home, crawled in bed until four and then cooked, cleaned up and prepared stuff for tomorrow. Now I'm curled up on the couch again but I've basically done everyhting I've had to even without pushing myself too far. I'm getting the hang of this selfcare thing!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on October 06, 2014, 05:39:28 PM
Post by: Edge on October 06, 2014, 05:39:28 PM
Some kids asked if I was a "he or a she." They were rude, but at least they didn't automatically assume "she."
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 06, 2014, 06:52:03 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 06, 2014, 06:52:03 PM
Quote from: Edge on October 06, 2014, 05:39:28 PM
Some kids asked if I was a "he or a she." They were rude, but at least they didn't automatically assume "she."
On a positive note it shows change is happening.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ElDudette on October 06, 2014, 11:25:27 PM
Post by: ElDudette on October 06, 2014, 11:25:27 PM
Happy:just painted toes nails & nails w/ dark purple w/ sparkles
unhappy: almost out of said nail polish and clear coat :(
I'd trade you in a 100th of a heart beat if I could.. I'm shaped like a burley Scotsman :( Woot on the vest thought!
unhappy: almost out of said nail polish and clear coat :(
Quote from: Jam on August 03, 2012, 07:54:41 PM
I finally got around to getting some man vests (yey) but then I asked my friend to try them on and now I feel like cr*p because the sides of his stomach are straight. His whole trunk looks wider and far more masculin then I can ever hope for because I am lumbered with an hour glass figure.
I'd trade you in a 100th of a heart beat if I could.. I'm shaped like a burley Scotsman :( Woot on the vest thought!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on October 07, 2014, 12:00:36 PM
Post by: ImagineKate on October 07, 2014, 12:00:36 PM
Two things.
First off, got back my last set of labs (just a regular checkup). A1C is too high, 7.7. Need to get that down. Probably because I started to slack off with exercise and I haven't been going to the gym. I usually keep it between 5.5 - 6. Everything else though? Pretty darn good, normal or just borderline high. Uric acid down to normal range which I am extremely happy about. I have gout and that pretty much leaves me useless and paralyzed.
I kind of came out to my doc, telling him that I am possibly transgender and that I may be starting HRT soon and what to look out for. He said he wasn't surprised... lol. He said to watch out for the A1C and triglycerides, and that with spiro I would be off the bp meds because that helps with bp and they'd interact (in a bad way). And the bad news when I talked to the receptionist is that they're not in network for my insurance, and they've been billing my insurance and they haven't been paying... wtf! So now I look for a new doc, maybe one that's trans friendly?
The other weird good/bad news.
I had a dream. I dreamt I was on the operating table to get SRS. Not sure who was the surgeon but she was female. So she said, "ok this is it. Anything you want to do before you go to sleep?"
I said, "jeez, maybe I should tell my wife first. But I really need to pee. Let me go so I can stand up and pee one last time."
Then what do you know, I woke up and had to go pee, lol.
First off, got back my last set of labs (just a regular checkup). A1C is too high, 7.7. Need to get that down. Probably because I started to slack off with exercise and I haven't been going to the gym. I usually keep it between 5.5 - 6. Everything else though? Pretty darn good, normal or just borderline high. Uric acid down to normal range which I am extremely happy about. I have gout and that pretty much leaves me useless and paralyzed.
I kind of came out to my doc, telling him that I am possibly transgender and that I may be starting HRT soon and what to look out for. He said he wasn't surprised... lol. He said to watch out for the A1C and triglycerides, and that with spiro I would be off the bp meds because that helps with bp and they'd interact (in a bad way). And the bad news when I talked to the receptionist is that they're not in network for my insurance, and they've been billing my insurance and they haven't been paying... wtf! So now I look for a new doc, maybe one that's trans friendly?
The other weird good/bad news.
I had a dream. I dreamt I was on the operating table to get SRS. Not sure who was the surgeon but she was female. So she said, "ok this is it. Anything you want to do before you go to sleep?"
I said, "jeez, maybe I should tell my wife first. But I really need to pee. Let me go so I can stand up and pee one last time."
Then what do you know, I woke up and had to go pee, lol.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 13, 2014, 07:15:18 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 13, 2014, 07:15:18 PM
Having my house in "construction mode" shambles again, but because we kicked so much gluteus max today, it looks like it will be done a day ahead of schedule and I save $750.
Not looking forward to hauling 5 gallon paint buckets tomorrow. I used to be able to manhandle them, but now it's a real struggle.
Not looking forward to hauling 5 gallon paint buckets tomorrow. I used to be able to manhandle them, but now it's a real struggle.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on October 14, 2014, 03:22:51 PM
Post by: Edge on October 14, 2014, 03:22:51 PM
I went to go exchange a shirt for a better size and the cashier misgendered me. I corrected him and he apologized and then started telling me about how some people come in who are... He spent a few minutes struggling to find the word before telling me he had thought they were a different gender and then told me the story of how one time he was really uncomfortable due to meeting a "crossdressing stripper."
Happy: watching the guy squirm was amusing.
Unhappy: I don't like his attitude and he's probably transphobic
Happy: watching the guy squirm was amusing.
Unhappy: I don't like his attitude and he's probably transphobic
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 14, 2014, 03:50:10 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 14, 2014, 03:50:10 PM
Quote from: Edge on October 14, 2014, 03:22:51 PM
I went to go exchange a shirt for a better size and the cashier misgendered me. I corrected him and he apologized and then started telling me about how some people come in who are... He spent a few minutes struggling to find the word before telling me he had thought they were a different gender and then told me the story of how one time he was really uncomfortable due to meeting a "crossdressing stripper."
Happy: watching the guy squirm was amusing.
Unhappy: I don't like his attitude and he's probably transphobic
Always makes it worth the discomfort of being misgendered by a twerp!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 14, 2014, 09:40:49 PM
Post by: V M on October 14, 2014, 09:40:49 PM
Earlier last month when I went to refill my Advair inhaler script it got denied by my insurance, I thought "what the hecks? I kinda like being able to breath" and somewhat thought it was a requirement for folks that have to put up with this lame hellhole called earth
So anyway I got another denial letter along with another lame excuse in the mail today and decided to ask the pharmacist about it because the Dr's office was closed, much to my surprise the approval finally came through and they had it ready for me and I'm good until next year 8)
Now I'm just kinda concerned as to how I'm going to afford my HRT refill next month because the ins. doesn't cover that :P
*Heavy sigh*
So anyway I got another denial letter along with another lame excuse in the mail today and decided to ask the pharmacist about it because the Dr's office was closed, much to my surprise the approval finally came through and they had it ready for me and I'm good until next year 8)
Now I'm just kinda concerned as to how I'm going to afford my HRT refill next month because the ins. doesn't cover that :P
*Heavy sigh*
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on October 14, 2014, 09:43:27 PM
Post by: LordKAT on October 14, 2014, 09:43:27 PM
It should cover HRT as part of ACA says they have cover it for you if they would for anyone else. Other women take hormones so it should have to be covered. I admit you could end up fighting for it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 14, 2014, 09:46:38 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 14, 2014, 09:46:38 PM
VM-
Now I'm just kinda concerned as to how I'm going to afford my HRT refill next month because the ins. doesn't cover that :P
Got PayPal? How much do you need?
Aren't you in WA? I thought that was covered by law now.
Now I'm just kinda concerned as to how I'm going to afford my HRT refill next month because the ins. doesn't cover that :P
Got PayPal? How much do you need?
Aren't you in WA? I thought that was covered by law now.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 14, 2014, 10:32:10 PM
Post by: V M on October 14, 2014, 10:32:10 PM
No, I'm not in WA although I have thought about moving there or Oregon or even back to Calif. I'm in the state next door where folks like us tend to be generally frowned upon
Yes, I have PayPal but I'm not going to hit anyone up as it is not allowed here at Susan's place
I'll have to look into the ACA and see if it can help in my state or not
Yes, I have PayPal but I'm not going to hit anyone up as it is not allowed here at Susan's place
I'll have to look into the ACA and see if it can help in my state or not
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Mariah on October 16, 2014, 09:59:01 AM
Post by: Mariah on October 16, 2014, 09:59:01 AM
I was going to post this in the happy thread, but now that I have thought about it I feel it belongs here. I was working on my paperwork that I have to have finished by the beginning of November. I', suppose to fill these sheets out monthly and sometimes I do, but generally I fill them out shortly before they are needed. Anyway several of the sheets are from months prior to the name change taking affect at work. As a result, a few last signatures of my old name had to be made. The fact That I totally messed it up my first go at signing my old name again shows how much things have changed in the last few months. I'm glad I won't have to sign with my old name again, but at the same time passing this milestone saddens me at the same time. I would have never thought I would have felt sadness over this moment. I happy to be done with the paperwork, but I still can't get over the fact that I could forget how to sign my old name so quickly.
Mariah
Mariah
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MyKa on October 16, 2014, 01:41:54 PM
Post by: MyKa on October 16, 2014, 01:41:54 PM
Unhappy.....dropping the fob to my car in the toilet last night. Happy.....putting the aired out and cleaned fob back together today and it works thank god. These things for my car are like $300.00 a piece
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on October 23, 2014, 11:14:17 PM
Post by: King Malachite on October 23, 2014, 11:14:17 PM
Unhappy: Somehow, I cut my finger and didn't realize it.
Happy: The pain (magnified by rubbing alcohol on it) is curbing my strong sex drive.
Happy: The pain (magnified by rubbing alcohol on it) is curbing my strong sex drive.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Zoidberg on October 24, 2014, 01:25:18 AM
Post by: Zoidberg on October 24, 2014, 01:25:18 AM
Therapy. Unhappy because I pretty much spent the whole time crying and I don't think this guy necessarily knows much about trans stuff so Idk how much he can help with the underlying cause. Happy because I feel like he's gonna be able to help me tolerate the symptoms while I figure it outout nothing else. For the first time in days, my depression isn't intolerable tonight.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on October 24, 2014, 09:19:29 AM
Post by: Allyda on October 24, 2014, 09:19:29 AM
I'm very happy a good friend is coming to stay with me to help care for me during my pre, and more important, post-op SRS while I heal. This takes a great worry off of me, and allows me to go ahead and schedule my consults and surgery.
Unhappy because I have to make a 5 plus hour drive to go and get her. It's leaving my home and property unattended overnight that does. Sometimes road trips can be fun tho. And I do have someone riding up there with me to keep me company. So it isn't too bad, and I'll be back the next day.
Ally ;)
Unhappy because I have to make a 5 plus hour drive to go and get her. It's leaving my home and property unattended overnight that does. Sometimes road trips can be fun tho. And I do have someone riding up there with me to keep me company. So it isn't too bad, and I'll be back the next day.
Ally ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JLT1 on October 24, 2014, 11:55:48 AM
Post by: JLT1 on October 24, 2014, 11:55:48 AM
Quote from: Allyda on October 24, 2014, 09:19:29 AM
I'm very happy a good friend is coming to stay with me to help care for me during my pre, and more important, post-op SRS while I heal. This takes a great worry off of me, and allows me to go ahead and schedule my consults and surgery.
Unhappy because I have to make a 5 plus hour drive to go and get her. It's leaving my home and property unattended overnight that does. Sometimes road trips can be fun tho. And I do have someone riding up there with me to keep me company. So it isn't too bad, and I'll be back the next day.
Ally ;)
Hey Ally!!!!!
I found a psych who can serve as a second recommend for surgery with only an on-line visit or two. PM me if you need this.
I am excited for you. You go girl!!!!
Hugs,
Jen
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on October 27, 2014, 06:00:32 AM
Post by: V M on October 27, 2014, 06:00:32 AM
Was finally able to do some laundry, but not until 4:00 AM in the morning and I just got them into the dryers and I'm dog tired and still have a freakin gnarly headache :P But at least I'll have some clean clothes and bedding in about an hour 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 29, 2014, 01:48:46 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 29, 2014, 01:48:46 PM
I came down with a nasty bug. Cough, sinus headache, brain fog, fatigue, stuffy head, etc. :(
I'm pretty sure it's not Ebola. :P
I'm pretty sure it's not Ebola. :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jay27 on October 29, 2014, 06:43:50 PM
Post by: Jay27 on October 29, 2014, 06:43:50 PM
I threw away my binders since they were unsafe, but now I don't have anything to bind with :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Dee Marshall on October 29, 2014, 08:29:06 PM
Post by: Dee Marshall on October 29, 2014, 08:29:06 PM
I measured myself to see how many inches I got back between the cruise, the food expo and stress eating, and I gained almost everywhere, but...
My measurements, except for my small boobs were cylindrical, the same at all three points. Now, my waist is the same, and tighter, my chest is one inch larger,...
And my butt is TWO inches larger! Curves a comin'!
My measurements, except for my small boobs were cylindrical, the same at all three points. Now, my waist is the same, and tighter, my chest is one inch larger,...
And my butt is TWO inches larger! Curves a comin'!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 10:01:09 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 10:01:09 AM
Quote from: Dee Walker on October 29, 2014, 08:29:06 PM
Actual fortune cookie I received the day I got fired (10/28/14):
"You are strong and brave, use these qualities to pull through."
Never believed in those things, but, still...
Believe it because having read many of your posts it is evident. I can't image finding a new apartment in NYC under those circumstances, things here in Seattle are atrociously expensive but not anything like NYC. I have never listened to the word "can't' myself, it's not a part of my vocabulary or internal persona, so as long as you maintain that kind of perspective I think you will prevail over the odds. My very best to you Dee!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Dee Marshall on October 30, 2014, 10:41:12 AM
Post by: Dee Marshall on October 30, 2014, 10:41:12 AM
Quote from: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 10:01:09 AM
Believe it because having read many of your posts it is evident. I can't image finding a new apartment in NYC under those circumstances, things here in Seattle are atrociously expensive but not anything like NYC. I have never listened to the word "can't' myself, it's not a part of my vocabulary or internal persona, so as long as you maintain that kind of perspective I think you will prevail over the odds. My very best to you Dee!
Thank you! I actually meant I don't believe in fortune cookies. Actually I'm an hour north of NYC, which makes it all harder, not easier. There's a job at my Sweetie's employer I applied for and am salivating over. It's a wholistic retreat and education center and they need someone for the team that arranges for their classes, contracts and instructors and such. I hope they think I'm as good a fit as I do. Tonight we look at an apartment about 6 blocks from here. Recently renovated and in the middle of everything.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 10:47:20 AM
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 10:47:20 AM
Quote from: Dee Walker on October 30, 2014, 10:41:12 AM
Thank you! I actually meant I don't believe in fortune cookies. Actually I'm an hour north of NYC, which makes it all harder, not easier. There's a job at my Sweetie's employer I applied for and am salivating over. It's a wholistic retreat and education center and they need someone for the team that arranges for their classes, contracts and instructors and such. I hope they think I'm as good a fit as I do. Tonight we look at an apartment about 6 blocks from here. Recently renovated and in the middle of everything.
Hope you get it, good luck Dee!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 30, 2014, 01:34:37 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 30, 2014, 01:34:37 PM
My fortune cookie story (and you can't make something this unreal up!)-
A few days before I got married, my wife and I went to the local Chinese restaurant for (at that time) a major treat. At the end of the meal, we got orange slices and two fortune cookies with our check. We randomly grabbed our cookies. Hers wasn't special, but mine said, "YOU AND YOUR WIFE WILL BE HAPPY IN YOUR LIFE TOGETHER."
Now I realize that it didn't matter which one of us got it.
Today I'm unhappy to still feel crappy but at least I think I feel just slightly better than I did a few hours ago. Maybe another nap?
A few days before I got married, my wife and I went to the local Chinese restaurant for (at that time) a major treat. At the end of the meal, we got orange slices and two fortune cookies with our check. We randomly grabbed our cookies. Hers wasn't special, but mine said, "YOU AND YOUR WIFE WILL BE HAPPY IN YOUR LIFE TOGETHER."
Now I realize that it didn't matter which one of us got it.
Today I'm unhappy to still feel crappy but at least I think I feel just slightly better than I did a few hours ago. Maybe another nap?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on October 30, 2014, 03:28:45 PM
Post by: Jill F on October 30, 2014, 03:28:45 PM
I got invited to a pre-concert VIP party tomorrow for tomorrow's King Diamond show just now and I probably won't be able to go due to illness.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 03:31:25 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 03:31:25 PM
Quote from: Jill F on October 30, 2014, 03:28:45 PM
I got invited to a pre-concert VIP party tomorrow for tomorrow's King Diamond show just now and I probably won't be able to go due to illness.
Well one sicko to another that really sucks, sniff, cough, sneeze, wheeze! (I'm not winning any spelling bees either!)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: LordKAT on October 30, 2014, 04:13:53 PM
Post by: LordKAT on October 30, 2014, 04:13:53 PM
Quote from: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 03:31:25 PM
Well one sicko to another that really sucks, sniff, cough, sneeze, wheeze! (I'm not winning any spelling bees either!)
That's OK. Bees sting. Although they do well at pollinating the flowers to make us sneeze.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 05:42:09 PM
Post by: Shantel on October 30, 2014, 05:42:09 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on October 30, 2014, 04:13:53 PM
That's OK. Bees sting. Although they do well at pollinating the flowers to make us sneeze.
:icon_bunch: My new operating system on my laptop is constantly respelling things for me so that I have to re-read my posts before sending or I wind up going back to edit. I edited that last one three times and there wasn't much to it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Devlyn on October 30, 2014, 05:46:53 PM
Post by: Devlyn on October 30, 2014, 05:46:53 PM
Happy: The chicken in the oven smells delicious.
Unhappy: It ain't ready yet and my stomach is performing tricks.
Unhappy: It ain't ready yet and my stomach is performing tricks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on November 01, 2014, 04:20:57 PM
Post by: ImagineKate on November 01, 2014, 04:20:57 PM
Happy: kick ass dia de Los Muertos party at a friend's house today.
Sad: I want to go in girl mode but I'm afraid if I do I will rock the boat way too much...
Sad: I want to go in girl mode but I'm afraid if I do I will rock the boat way too much...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 03, 2014, 03:39:21 AM
Post by: V M on November 03, 2014, 03:39:21 AM
Glad we didn't get the predicted snow, but it was another wet and cold rainy day
Looks fairly clear out right now but there is another storm predicted to be on the way
Looks fairly clear out right now but there is another storm predicted to be on the way
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on November 04, 2014, 05:24:56 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on November 04, 2014, 05:24:56 AM
Busy day at work, I ended up throwing customer service out the window and snapping at pretty much everyone for a few hours. Brain is scattered, gave up on balancing the safe by the time I left. Oh and I have to work tomorrow, and that is supposed to be my day off.
Now for the good. Male fail, male fail and more male fail by the punters, (this is still a shock and surprise for me when it happens). Also worked with my bosses father today he mentioned he might have some of the work polo's and didn't question that I wear the ladies size
Now for the good. Male fail, male fail and more male fail by the punters, (this is still a shock and surprise for me when it happens). Also worked with my bosses father today he mentioned he might have some of the work polo's and didn't question that I wear the ladies size
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on November 04, 2014, 09:40:44 AM
Post by: ImagineKate on November 04, 2014, 09:40:44 AM
My dad told me that my childhood home is going to be demolished to build a highway.
I'm happy for him but sad that the place will be gone.
I'm happy for him but sad that the place will be gone.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Alaia on November 10, 2014, 05:24:37 AM
Post by: Alaia on November 10, 2014, 05:24:37 AM
Sad: Having to go out in public today sans makeup.
Happy: Being ma'amed anyway :)
Happy: Being ma'amed anyway :)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Marcellow on November 10, 2014, 11:28:53 AM
Post by: Marcellow on November 10, 2014, 11:28:53 AM
Wanted to share story for a magazine but I need 6 professional photos of me to insert into the magazine. Shoot, I need a photographer.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on November 10, 2014, 04:24:55 PM
Post by: Edge on November 10, 2014, 04:24:55 PM
My boyfriend invited me to hang out with him for a short period of time. When I got there, he played video games for a good chunk of that time. I was happy to see him, but was not happy that he invited me over just so I could watch him play video games. I had other stuff I could have been doing.
I got into a debate with our friend over a topic that neither our friend nor my boyfriend agree with and that my boyfriend thinks is stupid. Now at least they know my stance on it because I usually keep quiet, but I had trouble getting my emotions back down even after knowing that my boyfriend isn't mad at me. (I didn't yell or anything. It just feels uncomfortable.)
I am still paranoid that showing annoyance and having a controversial opinion makes my boyfriend not want to be with me anymore. Even though he made it very clear he's not mad and he does want me around.
Actually, he made it pretty clear he loves me. He didn't say "I love you," but he told me I need "love and cuddles," proceeded to cuddle me, and told me that I make him happy. Me being me, I'm still paranoid.
I got into a debate with our friend over a topic that neither our friend nor my boyfriend agree with and that my boyfriend thinks is stupid. Now at least they know my stance on it because I usually keep quiet, but I had trouble getting my emotions back down even after knowing that my boyfriend isn't mad at me. (I didn't yell or anything. It just feels uncomfortable.)
I am still paranoid that showing annoyance and having a controversial opinion makes my boyfriend not want to be with me anymore. Even though he made it very clear he's not mad and he does want me around.
Actually, he made it pretty clear he loves me. He didn't say "I love you," but he told me I need "love and cuddles," proceeded to cuddle me, and told me that I make him happy. Me being me, I'm still paranoid.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 10, 2014, 04:42:32 PM
Post by: Shantel on November 10, 2014, 04:42:32 PM
Quote from: Edge on November 10, 2014, 04:24:55 PM
My boyfriend invited me to hang out with him for a short period of time. When I got there, he played video games for a good chunk of that time. I was happy to see him, but was not happy that he invited me over just so I could watch him play video games. I had other stuff I could have been doing.
I got into a debate with our friend over a topic that neither our friend nor my boyfriend agree with and that my boyfriend thinks is stupid. Now at least they know my stance on it because I usually keep quiet, but I had trouble getting my emotions back down even after knowing that my boyfriend isn't mad at me. (I didn't yell or anything. It just feels uncomfortable.)
I am still paranoid that showing annoyance and having a controversial opinion makes my boyfriend not want to be with me anymore. Even though he made it very clear he's not mad and he does want me around.
Actually, he made it pretty clear he loves me. He didn't say "I love you," but he told me I need "love and cuddles," proceeded to cuddle me, and told me that I make him happy. Me being me, I'm still paranoid.
I often wonder about that, when a couple go out together and both sit there texting other people, like are we having fun yet? Kinda thoughtless and rude really!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on November 10, 2014, 05:43:23 PM
Post by: Allyda on November 10, 2014, 05:43:23 PM
Quote from: Shantel on November 10, 2014, 04:42:32 PMCrazy^^___^^ isn't it Shanty. This is one of the things my ex used to do to me. She'd beg me to come over and spend time with her, but once I got there I couldn't keep her off her phone. :-\
I often wonder about that, when a couple go out together and both sit there texting other people, like are we having fun yet? Kinda thoughtless and rude really!
Ally ;)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on November 10, 2014, 06:08:36 PM
Post by: Jill F on November 10, 2014, 06:08:36 PM
Have to take the 5:30 train downtown with all of the smelly creeps and weirdos... to the Judas Priest concert (and I have VIP backstage/open bar passes!).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Constance on November 11, 2014, 10:35:11 PM
Post by: Constance on November 11, 2014, 10:35:11 PM
Our Trans-Forming Ministries group at seminary had a planning session today for next Tuesday's chapel service, which will be a TDoR. The meeting was great, and we got a lot of good work done.
But, there's still a need for the TDoR. :(
But, there's still a need for the TDoR. :(
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: JustASeq on November 12, 2014, 12:54:46 AM
Post by: JustASeq on November 12, 2014, 12:54:46 AM
Went to a friends birthday party tonight and met a bunch of his friends for the first time. Everyone seemed nice, however I did get something new, that I am not sure how to take. During a conversation with new folks, it came out that I was trans. One woman there said "I didn't realize you were trans, I just thought you were a lesbian." I explained that I identify as female but was assigned male, and yeah... anyways, kinda just left me wondering about the meaning of her words. What does a lesbian look like anyways?...
-Seq
-Seq
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: NathanielM on November 12, 2014, 03:45:23 AM
Post by: NathanielM on November 12, 2014, 03:45:23 AM
I feel afwull but at least I listened annd stayed home.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on November 13, 2014, 10:29:41 AM
Post by: Edge on November 13, 2014, 10:29:41 AM
Next week is apparently Sexual Assault Awareness Week and there's a discussion night I can go to.
I'm afraid that's going to focus solely on women being assaulted by men. I'm afraid of being told that I don't have the right to talk about it or have an opinion. Again. By people who have never experienced it. Like I have.
Even if it is a good discussion, it is a difficult subject for me and I am guaranteed to be triggered.
But I still hope I can go and be part of the discussion and that it will be good.
I'm afraid that's going to focus solely on women being assaulted by men. I'm afraid of being told that I don't have the right to talk about it or have an opinion. Again. By people who have never experienced it. Like I have.
Even if it is a good discussion, it is a difficult subject for me and I am guaranteed to be triggered.
But I still hope I can go and be part of the discussion and that it will be good.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2014, 10:45:21 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2014, 10:45:21 AM
Quote from: Edge on November 13, 2014, 10:29:41 AM
Next week is apparently Sexual Assault Awareness Week and there's a discussion night I can go to.
I'm afraid that's going to focus solely on women being assaulted by men. I'm afraid of being told that I don't have the right to talk about it or have an opinion. Again. By people who have never experienced it. Like I have.
Even if it is a good discussion, it is a difficult subject for me and I am guaranteed to be triggered.
But I still hope I can go and be part of the discussion and that it will be good.
You should be able to speak about it and be listened to politely.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on November 13, 2014, 10:51:54 AM
Post by: Edge on November 13, 2014, 10:51:54 AM
I should, but often can't. I do anyway. Then I get told I don't have the right to. In this case, I'm asking one of the hosts ahead of time and letting her know why this is an issue for me.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2014, 11:06:31 AM
Post by: Shantel on November 13, 2014, 11:06:31 AM
Quote from: Edge on November 13, 2014, 10:51:54 AM
I should, but often can't. I do anyway. Then I get told I don't have the right to. In this case, I'm asking one of the hosts ahead of time and letting her know why this is an issue for me.
That would be infuriating to say the least! Tell the hosts that you are more than qualified to speak about it having been subjected to it yourself, in fact demand them to let you speak and that they listen respectfully, you deserve to be heard!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on November 13, 2014, 12:06:51 PM
Post by: Edge on November 13, 2014, 12:06:51 PM
Well, I'm asking nicely first (or as nicely as someone like me can ask) and if that doesn't go well, I won't bother going. If it does go well and I go and it happens anyway, then I'll get demanding.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on November 13, 2014, 03:59:03 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on November 13, 2014, 03:59:03 PM
I found a used copy of Living Colour's "Time's Up" CD at our crappy record store. So far, it seems to play just fine. BUT I friggin hate this cold weather that has came in. Good thing it didn't come in until after the show last weekend. But, it still sucks.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on November 13, 2014, 04:13:39 PM
Post by: Allyda on November 13, 2014, 04:13:39 PM
Quote from: Laura Squirrel on November 13, 2014, 03:59:03 PMI know the feeling Laura^^^___^^^. Even here in NW Central Florida it's dam chilly outside, and I've been laid up with the Flu until just recently because of it. So yea!, this sucks!!
I found a used copy of Living Colour's "Time's Up" CD at our crappy record store. So far, it seems to play just fine. BUT I friggin hate this cold weather that has came in. Good thing it didn't come in until after the show last weekend. But, it still sucks.
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: King Malachite on November 13, 2014, 11:51:33 PM
Post by: King Malachite on November 13, 2014, 11:51:33 PM
Unhappy: My mom got a ticket on the way home for faulty equipment. Her headlight wasn't working properly. The police said that the ticket can be dropped if she gets the headlight fixed and bring the receipt to court. Since she was picking me up from work, I told her I would help pay to get it fixed. That means less money for my top surgery fund.
Happy: The police was really nice and he didn't shoot us.
Happy: The police was really nice and he didn't shoot us.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 17, 2014, 05:28:43 PM
Post by: V M on November 17, 2014, 05:28:43 PM
Came out to someone I was really nervous to come out to
A friend that I am already out to was visiting when another person called to say they needed a signature on a document for the therapy program I am in
I was very nervous so I was going to go change into boy mode, but my friend said I had nothing to worry about and he was there in case there was any problem and basically talked me into just answering the door as I am
Well, everything went fine, the gal was very nice and supportive so I told her she was welcome to visit any time, even to just girl talk awhile :icon_chick:
The unhappy part is that I haven't legally changed my name yet so I had to sign my legal name :P
A friend that I am already out to was visiting when another person called to say they needed a signature on a document for the therapy program I am in
I was very nervous so I was going to go change into boy mode, but my friend said I had nothing to worry about and he was there in case there was any problem and basically talked me into just answering the door as I am
Well, everything went fine, the gal was very nice and supportive so I told her she was welcome to visit any time, even to just girl talk awhile :icon_chick:
The unhappy part is that I haven't legally changed my name yet so I had to sign my legal name :P
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Marcellow on November 17, 2014, 07:05:09 PM
Post by: Marcellow on November 17, 2014, 07:05:09 PM
Mom was griping me about getting a job and she said "son" in Spanish.
However she quickly corrected herself to say "daughter". :-\
However she quickly corrected herself to say "daughter". :-\
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Edge on November 24, 2014, 07:33:58 PM
Post by: Edge on November 24, 2014, 07:33:58 PM
I went down a couple of pant sizes.
Now I have to buy more pants.
Now I have to buy more pants.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on November 25, 2014, 01:19:09 AM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on November 25, 2014, 01:19:09 AM
By total coincidence, I've ended up ignoring the girl I like on numerous occasions. Every time she's texted me I've been busy, and not replied to her texts. I also have been busy whenever she is around so it appears like I am avoiding her. And she's noticed. Not gonna lie it's kind of nice to know that she at least notices when I'm not around or not responsive. On the other hand, it just makes me wonder why there seemed to be all these signs (before) and then she turns around and says she doesn't feel the same. -_- I am mostly over her but it honestly still bugs me sometimes, especially since she's trying to work things out with this other dude.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on November 26, 2014, 05:08:23 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on November 26, 2014, 05:08:23 PM
I got my refund check from the peeps at the fairgrounds for the security deposit. (I, with the help of my mom, rented the building for a local Noise fest). I got the full amount refunded. So, that was great. But it didn't arrive until after 5 pm. So, now I have to wait until the day after Thanksgiving to cash it. UGH!! :D But once I cash it, I have plans to blow the entire $350. Christmas came early this year. ;D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on November 26, 2014, 06:18:58 PM
Post by: V M on November 26, 2014, 06:18:58 PM
My bathroom sink had been clogging up all last week so I'd been plunging at it only to have it become worse, I was thinking that I'll have to go buy some liquid plumber or something but I always feel like I'm literally pouring money down the drain when I do that :-\
Well I decided to give it one more try... and viola!!! Good as new again 8)
Well I decided to give it one more try... and viola!!! Good as new again 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Adam (birkin) on December 03, 2014, 10:34:34 PM
Post by: Adam (birkin) on December 03, 2014, 10:34:34 PM
I helped a suicidal person today. I convinced her to stay safe and I instated some hope in her. But it's hard. I know how it feels to feel hopeless. I don't feel that way anymore but I did at one point in my life. And I could have died. I'm glad I didn't, but I hate thinking of how much I'd have missed out on if I had.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on December 05, 2014, 07:02:18 PM
Post by: ImagineKate on December 05, 2014, 07:02:18 PM
Happy: transition is coming swimmingly along
Sad: going to have to come out to parents soon. Probably not going to go over well. But if I'm accepted as their daughter I will be over the moon.
Sad: going to have to come out to parents soon. Probably not going to go over well. But if I'm accepted as their daughter I will be over the moon.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on December 05, 2014, 07:10:03 PM
Post by: Jill F on December 05, 2014, 07:10:03 PM
Quote from: ImagineKate on December 05, 2014, 07:02:18 PM
Happy: transition is coming swimmingly along
Sad: going to have to come out to parents soon. Probably not going to go over well. But if I'm accepted as their daughter I will be over the moon.
Mine were pretty cold at first, but they eventually came around. I think when they saw me actually smiling and happy for the first time it drove the point home.
Don't be surprised if it takes time. I'm really glad that I never burned a single bridge.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on December 11, 2014, 02:25:58 PM
Post by: ImagineKate on December 11, 2014, 02:25:58 PM
Wheee more people are catching on, and I'm sorta male failing.
Today one of my coworkers didn't recognize me until I spoke to him. He looked totally confused.
Another asked me if I was removing my beard and mustache. He also told me I looked like a girl. I said, "thanks for the compliment bro." He tends to be extremely honest with people without even realizing it.
Happy because I'm coming out. Sad that I think some people are talking negatively amongst themselves... but, screw it. Time to press on. I see my therapist tomorrow (yay!), but I have electrolysis in the AM (ouch!).
Today one of my coworkers didn't recognize me until I spoke to him. He looked totally confused.
Another asked me if I was removing my beard and mustache. He also told me I looked like a girl. I said, "thanks for the compliment bro." He tends to be extremely honest with people without even realizing it.
Happy because I'm coming out. Sad that I think some people are talking negatively amongst themselves... but, screw it. Time to press on. I see my therapist tomorrow (yay!), but I have electrolysis in the AM (ouch!).
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on December 11, 2014, 10:48:32 PM
Post by: antonia on December 11, 2014, 10:48:32 PM
Me and my partner broke up after 4 years, we've grown apart and both agreed this was the way to go since we'll be living/working in different cities.
Knew intellectually this was a very real possibility but emotionally processing it is still taking it's toll.
Happy we are still friends, happy we split on good terms.
Knew intellectually this was a very real possibility but emotionally processing it is still taking it's toll.
Happy we are still friends, happy we split on good terms.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 12, 2014, 11:58:50 PM
Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 12, 2014, 11:58:50 PM
Quote from: antonia on December 11, 2014, 10:48:32 PM
Me and my partner broke up after 4 years, we've grown apart and both agreed this was the way to go since we'll be living/working in different cities.
Knew intellectually this was a very real possibility but emotionally processing it is still taking it's toll.
Happy we are still friends, happy we split on good terms.
Sorry Hun. I am going through a similar-feeling situation. It is very tough. My boyfriend made me happy and sad today. We've been together nearly 4 years.
We just got home from what started as a nice evening. I was happy as I got a group of our friends together at the last minute to surprise him after a rough week at work. We went out and all was well...
...until AS USUAL various things happened through the evening. Primarily I cannot take it anymore how much he lives to be negative. He almost wants trouble. He acts like he hates everything and everyone. He belittles the value of education and berates anyone who might give him advice. He is a hypocrite when it comes to acceptance. He is a T-guy and expects everyone to respect that and treat him right, then he turns around and absolutely positively disrespects EVERYONE who is not like him.
Tonight he went off on me that all the CRAP he talks is okay because he treats others fine... to their faces. Tonight he said I must be retarded because I don't know that all of the horrible things he says...about everything and everyone... aren't ACTUALLY what he thinks.
So, easy example, he talks crap about my parents ways and conservative politics..people who helped him to finance his car, and let him live WITH ME under their roof for 2 years. He refuses to visit them. Calls my mom a stupid b*tch and my dad annoying...but alas I am supposed to just say "It's not what he REALLY thinks of them!" ???
Another example, he is Tguy but hasn't done ONE thing to transition since I've known him. However I do hear constantly how he hates being called "ladies" when we're together. He hates that people assume we're lesbians. This person SAW ME TRANSITION and go from sirs to ma'ams. Don't they get it, you hafta DO something. Yet today he holds my passability and successes AGAINST ME like it was freaking easy or something. I tell him every time that I never once held it against someone that they called me sir before I physically began to transition!
He also believes that the problem isn't his negativity so much as that I dislike it. AHHHHH. My head's gonna explode!!! I don't want to leave him, truly I do love him. I know he is just beaten down, but his negativity has doomed him. Makes me saddddd. Sorry, I really needed to vent!!! :'(
Edited: many times. I also want to add I'm not NEAR perfect, have my mental moments. I can be a handful at times, but I do try to take notice my faults and address them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: antonia on December 15, 2014, 04:46:37 PM
Post by: antonia on December 15, 2014, 04:46:37 PM
I'm sad you are going through this, to me it sounds like there are some insecurity issues but I might be way off base here.
At the end of the day you need to make sure you are happy and sometimes that means short term pain.
Hope things get better one way or another.
- Antonia
At the end of the day you need to make sure you are happy and sometimes that means short term pain.
Hope things get better one way or another.
- Antonia
Quote from: MiaOhMya! on December 12, 2014, 11:58:50 PM
Sorry Hun. I am going through a similar-feeling situation. It is very tough. My boyfriend made me happy and sad today. We've been together nearly 4 years.
We just got home from what started as a nice evening. I was happy as I got a group of our friends together at the last minute to surprise him after a rough week at work. We went out and all was well...
...until AS USUAL various things happened through the evening. Primarily I cannot take it anymore how much he lives to be negative. He almost wants trouble. He acts like he hates everything and everyone. He belittles the value of education and berates anyone who might give him advice. He is a hypocrite when it comes to acceptance. He is a T-guy and expects everyone to respect that and treat him right, then he turns around and absolutely positively disrespects EVERYONE who is not like him.
Tonight he went off on me that all the CRAP he talks is okay because he treats others fine... to their faces. Tonight he said I must be retarded because I don't know that all of the horrible things he says...about everything and everyone... aren't ACTUALLY what he thinks.
So, easy example, he talks crap about my parents ways and conservative politics..people who helped him to finance his car, and let him live WITH ME under their roof for 2 years. He refuses to visit them. Calls my mom a stupid b*tch and my dad annoying...but alas I am supposed to just say "It's not what he REALLY thinks of them!" ???
Another example, he is Tguy but hasn't done ONE thing to transition since I've known him. However I do hear constantly how he hates being called "ladies" when we're together. He hates that people assume we're lesbians. This person SAW ME TRANSITION and go from sirs to ma'ams. Don't they get it, you hafta DO something. Yet today he holds my passability and successes AGAINST ME like it was freaking easy or something. I tell him every time that I never once held it against someone that they called me sir before I physically began to transition!
He also believes that the problem isn't his negativity so much as that I dislike it. AHHHHH. My head's gonna explode!!! I don't want to leave him, truly I do love him. I know he is just beaten down, but his negativity has doomed him. Makes me saddddd. Sorry, I really needed to vent!!! :'(
Edited: many times. I also want to add I'm not NEAR perfect, have my mental moments. I can be a handful at times, but I do try to take notice my faults and address them.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Marcellow on December 15, 2014, 05:20:47 PM
Post by: Marcellow on December 15, 2014, 05:20:47 PM
Might be getting famous too soon, it's great for visibility but not sure how I feel about it.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on December 15, 2014, 11:12:20 PM
Post by: Jill F on December 15, 2014, 11:12:20 PM
I got hit on by the bass player playing at the bar tonight. Was he blind?
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on December 16, 2014, 05:39:12 AM
Post by: Allyda on December 16, 2014, 05:39:12 AM
Quote from: Jill F on December 15, 2014, 11:12:20 PMGood for you Jill! No, he's not blind he just liked you! Is that so strange? You look quite fabulous girl!
I got hit on by the bass player playing at the bar tonight. Was he blind?
Happy Holidays! :icon_bunch:
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on December 17, 2014, 03:19:09 PM
Post by: Jill F on December 17, 2014, 03:19:09 PM
Quote from: Allyda on December 16, 2014, 05:39:12 AM
Good for you Jill! No, he's not blind he just liked you! Is that so strange? You look quite fabulous girl!
Happy Holidays! :icon_bunch:
Ally :icon_flower:
Thank you so much. I'm still new to this thing where straight guys are hitting on me, even with my wedding rings in plain sight. I honestly don't think I'm exactly "pretty" or "super feminine" or "desirable". Oh, if only he wasn't creepy in a "drives panel van with shag carpet" sort of way...
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Marcellow on December 17, 2014, 03:41:27 PM
Post by: Marcellow on December 17, 2014, 03:41:27 PM
Got the prescription for T and syringes for self injection but the doctor upgraded me to 10ml vial and now I gotta pay double what I expected. e__e
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Allyda on December 18, 2014, 12:38:06 AM
Post by: Allyda on December 18, 2014, 12:38:06 AM
Quote from: Jill F on December 17, 2014, 03:19:09 PMUnfortunately the unwanted or unexpected attention from guys is something we must get used to. It happens to me a lot and it still freaks me out a lil, but I've gotten better at not showing my nervousness over the last few years. I just giggle a lil sometimes, say thank's, or I'm flattered but I'm lesbian, or something along those lines while remaining polite and appreciative -after all guys hitting on you is sort of a compliment, then I go about my business. If he's creepy looking or "drives that panel van with shag carpet," I steer as clear of them as much as possible and stay in well lit areas until I can get away from them. I haven't had any close calls yet but there's a first time for everything.
Thank you so much. I'm still new to this thing where straight guys are hitting on me, even with my wedding rings in plain sight. I honestly don't think I'm exactly "pretty" or "super feminine" or "desirable". Oh, if only he wasn't creepy in a "drives panel van with shag carpet" sort of way...
After a while you'll even start to feel good about getting hit on, as it demonstrates your femininity. Getting treated like a lady is one of the best things ie: guys holding doors for you and such, I very much enjoy.
Happy Holidays! :icon_bunch:
Ally :icon_flower:
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Jill F on December 18, 2014, 01:57:43 AM
Post by: Jill F on December 18, 2014, 01:57:43 AM
Quote from: Allyda on December 18, 2014, 12:38:06 AM
Unfortunately the unwanted or unexpected attention from guys is something we must get used to. It happens to me a lot and it still freaks me out a lil, but I've gotten better at not showing my nervousness over the last few years. I just giggle a lil sometimes, say thank's, or I'm flattered but I'm lesbian, or something along those lines while remaining polite and appreciative -after all guys hitting on you is sort of a compliment, then I go about my business. If he's creepy looking or "drives that panel van with shag carpet," I steer as clear of them as much as possible and stay in well lit areas until I can get away from them. I haven't had any close calls yet but there's a first time for everything.
After a while you'll even start to feel good about getting hit on, as it demonstrates your femininity. Getting treated like a lady is one of the best things ie: guys holding doors for you and such, I very much enjoy.
Happy Holidays! :icon_bunch:
Ally :icon_flower:
Oh, the getting hit on part is something I can get used to, as is getting doors opened for me. I just sort of want to roll my eyes at guys who hit on obviously married women. Admittedly, having a "child molester moustache" as well and needing a breath mint or ten doesn't help. And yes, I'm still sort of blown away now that I get treated like a woman everywhere I go, when in my head sometimes I'm still that "shaven ape in a dress" with no chance in hell.
Hugs to you,
Jill
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on December 21, 2014, 07:33:52 PM
Post by: V M on December 21, 2014, 07:33:52 PM
Woke up feeling really run down with a really gnarly headache :P Feeling a little better but still kinda blah with a lingering headache
Hope I'm not coming down with something
Hope I'm not coming down with something
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rainbow Dash on December 22, 2014, 11:43:45 PM
Post by: Rainbow Dash on December 22, 2014, 11:43:45 PM
Kristy and Monica were talking about the 3 of us having a girls night out to see a movie. A minute later it hit me that it was about this time that Jannie and Azmaria came to visit and the 3 of us went to see " The girl with the dragon tattoo." 2 years ago. I was so amazingly happy to be with them. It was was the last time I saw Jannie alive in person. I still miss her so much. Maybe that's another reason I have just become so grouchy with the Christmas holidays. Or why I am looking forward to spending future Christmases in a semi truck alone. perhaps I need to back off a little from Monica and Kristy. I'm tired of losing good friends who I considered family. I don't want that to be the case with them too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Tossu-sama on December 28, 2014, 10:16:21 AM
Post by: Tossu-sama on December 28, 2014, 10:16:21 AM
Unhappy: Had to take the cat to the vet today. It was clear he wasn't feeling well and based on what I saw and looked up in the internet, he had urinary problems. Well, he did. His urinary track was clogged at the tip of his little cat dingdong so it was a bit tricky to clear out.
Happy: He's okay now! And he had no stones so no surgery was required. It was just some mineral junk gathered over time. He's now on pain meds and antibiotics for few days. He's currently recovering from the sedatives he was given at the vet so it's kinda funny to watch... xD But he's starting to act normal again, shrimps got his attention right away. :D
Happy: He's okay now! And he had no stones so no surgery was required. It was just some mineral junk gathered over time. He's now on pain meds and antibiotics for few days. He's currently recovering from the sedatives he was given at the vet so it's kinda funny to watch... xD But he's starting to act normal again, shrimps got his attention right away. :D
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Rainbow Dash on December 29, 2014, 08:41:01 PM
Post by: Rainbow Dash on December 29, 2014, 08:41:01 PM
I failed my road test. got past all 3 backing maneuvers and then got out on the road and hit a curb.
But, during the night drive class, I shifted gears like a pro in her rig.
But, during the night drive class, I shifted gears like a pro in her rig.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 01, 2015, 04:18:42 PM
Post by: V M on January 01, 2015, 04:18:42 PM
Actually yesterday, as I was about to leave the store a nice young man called me ma'am and asked me if I would like a ride home
Unfortunately, I think my voice gave me away when I asked if there was enough room for my bicycle and he gave me a rather perplexed look, but then he shrugged it off, said yes and gave me a ride anyway
I was feeling exhausted and was really glad I didn't have ride home on the icy roads 8)
Unfortunately, I think my voice gave me away when I asked if there was enough room for my bicycle and he gave me a rather perplexed look, but then he shrugged it off, said yes and gave me a ride anyway
I was feeling exhausted and was really glad I didn't have ride home on the icy roads 8)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Skyler on January 01, 2015, 10:48:16 PM
Post by: Skyler on January 01, 2015, 10:48:16 PM
Having to move but then having to move all my stuff down a flight of stairs and into the van +car then having to move it all into new house... urgh! yaya!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: immortal gypsy on January 05, 2015, 02:12:54 AM
Post by: immortal gypsy on January 05, 2015, 02:12:54 AM
First time waiting in line for a cubicle in the ladies to be free at the shops, and no weird looks at my direction. Yay for me
Umm did I mention I was waiting in line to go to the bathroom.
Umm did I mention I was waiting in line to go to the bathroom.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Dee Marshall on January 05, 2015, 07:57:12 AM
Post by: Dee Marshall on January 05, 2015, 07:57:12 AM
Quote from: Sky on January 01, 2015, 10:48:16 PMI've been in exactly that position recently. I feel for you!
Having to move but then having to move all my stuff down a flight of stairs and into the van +car then having to move it all into new house... urgh! yaya!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on January 06, 2015, 12:45:45 PM
Post by: ImagineKate on January 06, 2015, 12:45:45 PM
Electrolysis didn't hurt that much today.
It still hurt and my face is swollen.
And I had to go to work with this yucky beard grown out.
Can't wait to shave off the ugly male face fur when I get home!
It still hurt and my face is swollen.
And I had to go to work with this yucky beard grown out.
Can't wait to shave off the ugly male face fur when I get home!
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: Sydney_NYC on January 06, 2015, 01:36:33 PM
Post by: Sydney_NYC on January 06, 2015, 01:36:33 PM
Quote from: ImagineKate on January 06, 2015, 12:45:45 PM
Electrolysis didn't hurt that much today.
It still hurt and my face is swollen.
And I had to go to work with this yucky beard grown out.
Can't wait to shave off the ugly male face fur when I get home!
One thing you can do to help is to bring a razor (one that hasn't been used) and a little soap or very basic shaving cream (an electric razor is OK as well) and shave right after electrolysis (Shelly doesn't mind). I do it all the time. (not much left these days to do)
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: ImagineKate on January 06, 2015, 01:58:05 PM
Post by: ImagineKate on January 06, 2015, 01:58:05 PM
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on January 06, 2015, 01:36:33 PM
One thing you can do to help is to bring a razor (one that hasn't been used) and a little soap or very basic shaving cream (an electric razor is OK as well) and shave right after electrolysis (Shelly doesn't mind). I do it all the time. (not much left these days to do)
Good advice. I can shave at work too.
Title: Re: What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today?
Post by: V M on January 06, 2015, 02:35:04 PM
Post by: V M on January 06, 2015, 02:35:04 PM
Hi friends :)
Time for a new one, Please visit What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today? 2.0 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,181024.msg1602221.html#msg1602221)
Time for a new one, Please visit What Made You Both Happy and Unhappy at the Same Time Today? 2.0 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,181024.msg1602221.html#msg1602221)