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Title: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: ScentofAutumn on December 07, 2012, 08:32:57 PM
Post by: ScentofAutumn on December 07, 2012, 08:32:57 PM
Good evening, everyone!
An introduction would be in order would it not? I go by the name autumn on the internet. I'm a 25 year old trans-girl currently working part-time at a retail store whilst attending post-secondary - studying Fine arts with a minor in psychology. Interesting mixture, is it not? :D I'm an aspiring artist, spending a great deal of time in my school's art studio working compositions for my portfolio. Also, you could say that I am a bit of a fantasy nerd as well as a B movie/cult film addict. I've memorized most of The Cabinet of Dr.Caligari and Dr.Jerkly & Mr.Hyde. Odd ball, I know.
English is my second language so if my wording is incorrect just call me out on it.
After sixteen years of suppressing myself, belittlement, social withdrawl, self-hatred and multiple trips to the hospital, I came out three years ago. It was very gradual at first - only telling my girlfriend at the time to telling my friends, and so on. Now, I am living 90% of my time as female. I still haven't mustered enough strength to present myself at work even though a few of my co-workers already know. I still feel as if I am not completely passable (I get a lot of rude stares and laughter thrown at my direction), it might have to do with my height (6 feet) though I try not to think about it and try to ignore their arrogance.
I've started hormones about three months ago, and an anti-androgen for a month. The only noticeable changes I've seen thus far are changes in my skin as well as a slight breast growth.
What I hope to gain from this forum is the ability to branch out to the trans-community here in the cyberworld.
I hope to have long and meaningful conversations with all of you in the near future. :)
(sorry if this seems a bit brief)
Cheers,
Autumn
An introduction would be in order would it not? I go by the name autumn on the internet. I'm a 25 year old trans-girl currently working part-time at a retail store whilst attending post-secondary - studying Fine arts with a minor in psychology. Interesting mixture, is it not? :D I'm an aspiring artist, spending a great deal of time in my school's art studio working compositions for my portfolio. Also, you could say that I am a bit of a fantasy nerd as well as a B movie/cult film addict. I've memorized most of The Cabinet of Dr.Caligari and Dr.Jerkly & Mr.Hyde. Odd ball, I know.
English is my second language so if my wording is incorrect just call me out on it.
After sixteen years of suppressing myself, belittlement, social withdrawl, self-hatred and multiple trips to the hospital, I came out three years ago. It was very gradual at first - only telling my girlfriend at the time to telling my friends, and so on. Now, I am living 90% of my time as female. I still haven't mustered enough strength to present myself at work even though a few of my co-workers already know. I still feel as if I am not completely passable (I get a lot of rude stares and laughter thrown at my direction), it might have to do with my height (6 feet) though I try not to think about it and try to ignore their arrogance.
I've started hormones about three months ago, and an anti-androgen for a month. The only noticeable changes I've seen thus far are changes in my skin as well as a slight breast growth.
What I hope to gain from this forum is the ability to branch out to the trans-community here in the cyberworld.
I hope to have long and meaningful conversations with all of you in the near future. :)
(sorry if this seems a bit brief)
Cheers,
Autumn
Title: Re: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: Devlyn on December 07, 2012, 08:52:49 PM
Post by: Devlyn on December 07, 2012, 08:52:49 PM
Hi Autumn, welcome to Susan's Place! I'm up near Boston. Make yourself comfortable and I'll see you around the site. Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: Ms. OBrien CVT on December 07, 2012, 09:46:06 PM
Post by: Ms. OBrien CVT on December 07, 2012, 09:46:06 PM
Hi Autumn, :icon_wave:
Welcome to our little family. Over 9223 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.
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Welcome to our little family. Over 9223 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-3.gif&hash=f49e2f86761323f2abd9c33941920389dbb3b10f)
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Title: Re: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: Jamie D on December 08, 2012, 04:35:45 AM
Post by: Jamie D on December 08, 2012, 04:35:45 AM
Autumn, welcome from southern California.
The first thing I noticed too was the softness of my skin.
The second thing I noticed was an unexpected peace of mind.
Bonne chance, mon amie.
The first thing I noticed too was the softness of my skin.
The second thing I noticed was an unexpected peace of mind.
Bonne chance, mon amie.
Title: Re: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: Jeanette Marie on December 09, 2012, 12:34:03 AM
Post by: Jeanette Marie on December 09, 2012, 12:34:03 AM
Autumn,
I can speak from experience, even though I'm new here too. You are in a good place and one where you have more REAL support than you can ever want. Not a day goes by that I don't read something that brings comfort. I trust you will to.
Feel free to reach out...anytime. I admire you greatly.
I can speak from experience, even though I'm new here too. You are in a good place and one where you have more REAL support than you can ever want. Not a day goes by that I don't read something that brings comfort. I trust you will to.
Feel free to reach out...anytime. I admire you greatly.
Title: Re: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: gennee on December 09, 2012, 04:59:56 PM
Post by: gennee on December 09, 2012, 04:59:56 PM
Hi Autumn and welcome to Susan's. Art and psychology is an interesting combination.
Art illicit different moods in different individuals. Psychology can help one to understand
the mindset of the creator of art. That's pretty cool 8), I think!
:)
Art illicit different moods in different individuals. Psychology can help one to understand
the mindset of the creator of art. That's pretty cool 8), I think!
:)
Title: Re: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: veritasinchains on December 13, 2012, 08:04:26 AM
Post by: veritasinchains on December 13, 2012, 08:04:26 AM
New here myself but this already seems like a great place.
Title: Re: Hey there. ^_^
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on December 13, 2012, 03:28:26 PM
Post by: DeeperThanSwords on December 13, 2012, 03:28:26 PM
Welcome!