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Title: New Here
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 06, 2013, 03:43:38 AM
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 06, 2013, 03:43:38 AM
hey, hey, hey... I am new here. I am an 18 year old MtF. I've been living fulltime since May 2012, and I'm on my 9th month of hrt. it is amazing.
but life just sucks. being happy with myself is one thing, but...i'm struggling through piles and piles of other crap. I pass as female; I don't think twice living female, just..some other things are getting in the way of my happiness
but life just sucks. being happy with myself is one thing, but...i'm struggling through piles and piles of other crap. I pass as female; I don't think twice living female, just..some other things are getting in the way of my happiness
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Cindy on June 06, 2013, 04:09:06 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 06, 2013, 04:09:06 AM
Hi and welcome,
Well this is a pretty good place to find out how to deal with stuff as most of us have to deal with it. :laugh:
Have a read through the rules in the announcement area and post away to ask questions.
Cindy
Well this is a pretty good place to find out how to deal with stuff as most of us have to deal with it. :laugh:
Have a read through the rules in the announcement area and post away to ask questions.
Cindy
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: V M on June 06, 2013, 04:43:59 AM
Post by: V M on June 06, 2013, 04:43:59 AM
Hi Crumbling Heart :icon_wave:
Welcome to Susan's :) Glad to have you here
Please be sure to review
Hugs
V M
Welcome to Susan's :) Glad to have you here
Please be sure to review
- Site Terms of Service and rules to live by (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html)
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Hugs
V M
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Jamie D on June 06, 2013, 05:11:36 AM
Post by: Jamie D on June 06, 2013, 05:11:36 AM
Crumbling heart, I hope things work out for you.
I am glad you found us here, and I hope we can be of service.
I am glad you found us here, and I hope we can be of service.
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 06, 2013, 07:22:00 AM
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 06, 2013, 07:22:00 AM
thank you all for your support. I will look at the rules.
and cindy.. you are absolutely right "Initium est dimidium facti" :)
and cindy.. you are absolutely right "Initium est dimidium facti" :)
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Ms. OBrien CVT on June 06, 2013, 09:59:35 AM
Post by: Ms. OBrien CVT on June 06, 2013, 09:59:35 AM
Hi Crumbling Heart, :icon_wave:
Welcome to our little family. Over 11518 . That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-3.gif&hash=f49e2f86761323f2abd9c33941920389dbb3b10f)
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Janet )O(
Welcome to our little family. Over 11518 . That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-3.gif&hash=f49e2f86761323f2abd9c33941920389dbb3b10f)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-5.gif&hash=cfc7a68438be4575d8493dfbe65d1b3586f10b81)
Janet )O(
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Rinzler on June 06, 2013, 10:45:25 AM
Post by: Rinzler on June 06, 2013, 10:45:25 AM
Hello, Crumbling Heart, it's very nice to meet you! Welcome to Susan's! I'm sorry you've been having such difficulties and I really hope that you're able to find the support you're looking for here!
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 07, 2013, 03:36:51 AM
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 07, 2013, 03:36:51 AM
awwwww janet ^.^ you are so sweet
thank you all for the warm welcome.
thank you all for the warm welcome.
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Cindy on June 07, 2013, 03:48:41 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 07, 2013, 03:48:41 AM
Quote from: Crumbling Heart on June 06, 2013, 07:22:00 AM
thank you all for your support. I will look at the rules.
and cindy.. you are absolutely right "Initium est dimidium facti" :)
Heee Heee
I'm glad you understood it, and it is true!!
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Devlyn on June 07, 2013, 05:07:59 PM
Post by: Devlyn on June 07, 2013, 05:07:59 PM
Hi Crumbling Heart, welcome to Susan's Place! Glad to hear things are moving forward for you. See you around the site, hugs, Devlyn
"Initium est dimidium facti" That says something? I thought it was just that upside down Australian writing!
<running away>
"Initium est dimidium facti" That says something? I thought it was just that upside down Australian writing!
<running away>
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 08, 2013, 12:56:26 AM
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 08, 2013, 12:56:26 AM
-giggles- no silly ^.^ it's latin :P haha
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Cindy on June 08, 2013, 01:47:11 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 08, 2013, 01:47:11 AM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on June 07, 2013, 05:07:59 PM
Hi Crumbling Heart, welcome to Susan's Place! Glad to hear things are moving forward for you. See you around the site, hugs, Devlyn
"Initium est dimidium facti" That says something? I thought it was just that upside down Australian writing!
<running away>
Australian writing! Now there is a concept!! I always thought we used Australian scrawl!
But I know Bostonians have trouble with culture due to their avoidance of tea :laugh:
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Jean24 on June 08, 2013, 08:58:18 PM
Post by: Jean24 on June 08, 2013, 08:58:18 PM
I hope you find happiness. This seems like an excellent place for support though.
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Rachel85 on June 08, 2013, 10:28:53 PM
Post by: Rachel85 on June 08, 2013, 10:28:53 PM
Welcome Crumbling!
Remember, Sharing is caring, sometimes all we need is a good vent and a bit of a cry and you can just keep going.
That's where we all come in!
Can I ask, How many people just googled Cindy's tag?
My Latin is a little "rusty" to say the least, are we going to start seeing much more edumacated discussions? :)
Cynths
P.S. By "rusty", I of course mean non-existent.
Remember, Sharing is caring, sometimes all we need is a good vent and a bit of a cry and you can just keep going.
That's where we all come in!
Can I ask, How many people just googled Cindy's tag?
My Latin is a little "rusty" to say the least, are we going to start seeing much more edumacated discussions? :)
Cynths
P.S. By "rusty", I of course mean non-existent.
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: V M on June 08, 2013, 10:48:22 PM
Post by: V M on June 08, 2013, 10:48:22 PM
"Initium est dimidium facti" - "The beginning is half (of getting it) done" :)
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Mac on June 09, 2013, 02:37:44 AM
Post by: Mac on June 09, 2013, 02:37:44 AM
hey and welcome!
The fact that you pass as female and happy living as one is great, give it more time and probably most of the other things will get better too. In the meantime, you can always vent to us :)
The fact that you pass as female and happy living as one is great, give it more time and probably most of the other things will get better too. In the meantime, you can always vent to us :)
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 10, 2013, 05:04:57 AM
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 10, 2013, 05:04:57 AM
thank you all for your support and offer for help..and thank you all for entertaining me with your discussion on the latin quote haha.
please excuse me..i am currently being blinded by tears.
I would pm you to vent and such, but maybe I should do that here or mayube I should go an..p
:/ nevermind, I can't type, let alone cope with what's going on these days
please excuse me..i am currently being blinded by tears.
I would pm you to vent and such, but maybe I should do that here or mayube I should go an..p
:/ nevermind, I can't type, let alone cope with what's going on these days
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: V M on June 10, 2013, 05:13:45 AM
Post by: V M on June 10, 2013, 05:13:45 AM
We are all here for you dear, you can talk to us
Hugs
Hugs
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Cindy on June 10, 2013, 05:36:04 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 10, 2013, 05:36:04 AM
Quote from: Crumbling Heart on June 10, 2013, 05:04:57 AM
thank you all for your support and offer for help..and thank you all for entertaining me with your discussion on the latin quote haha.
please excuse me..i am currently being blinded by tears.
I would pm you to vent and such, but maybe I should do that here or mayube I should go an..p
:/ nevermind, I can't type, let alone cope with what's going on these days
Hey Hon,
No need to keep stuff to yourself.
As we both know.
"The beginning is half of the journey" A Roman proverb.
Talk away
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 10, 2013, 06:48:39 AM
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 10, 2013, 06:48:39 AM
well...two weeks ago on Saturday, my very special cat snowball died :(
that seems to be the trigger of this torment...and then bad things couldn't stop happening
I have not been coping well...a bottle of alcohol and a nice sharp blade are my only friends, at some points. well..with these last two weeks, it got really bad. and even after that, bad things just couldn't stop happening!!! ahh!
that seems to be the trigger of this torment...and then bad things couldn't stop happening
I have not been coping well...a bottle of alcohol and a nice sharp blade are my only friends, at some points. well..with these last two weeks, it got really bad. and even after that, bad things just couldn't stop happening!!! ahh!
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Cindy on June 10, 2013, 06:57:40 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 10, 2013, 06:57:40 AM
Ahh sister I know this well.
There is hope ands there is life and grief does come to an end.
I know from living in a whisky bottle that booze doesn't help, it seems to, but it just makes the pain worse.
Can I offer you my strength?
I have been to Hell and I do know what it is like.
I'm know a very happy woman, and you can be as well.
If you would like to talk I can email you my phone number.
I am in Australia so it's about 9.30 pm. I can be around for a while
You can talk to me honey.
I'm here
There is hope ands there is life and grief does come to an end.
I know from living in a whisky bottle that booze doesn't help, it seems to, but it just makes the pain worse.
Can I offer you my strength?
I have been to Hell and I do know what it is like.
I'm know a very happy woman, and you can be as well.
If you would like to talk I can email you my phone number.
I am in Australia so it's about 9.30 pm. I can be around for a while
You can talk to me honey.
I'm here
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 10, 2013, 07:02:08 AM
Post by: Crumbling Heart on June 10, 2013, 07:02:08 AM
Quote from: Cindy. on June 10, 2013, 06:57:40 AM
Ahh sister I know this well.
There is hope ands there is life and grief does come to an end.
I know from living in a whisky bottle that booze doesn't help, it seems to, but it just makes the pain worse.
Can I offer you my strength?
I have been to Hell and I do know what it is like.
I'm know a very happy woman, and you can be as well.
If you would like to talk I can email you my phone number.
I am in Australia so it's about 9.30 pm. I can be around for a while
You can talk to me honey.
I'm here
that would be very wonderful :') please do
Title: Re: New Here
Post by: Cindy on June 10, 2013, 07:15:18 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 10, 2013, 07:15:18 AM
I've sent an email and a pm talk to me.
I'm here
I'm here