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Title: The things that get you through.
Post by: Biscuit_Stix on August 05, 2013, 01:58:27 AM
Post by: Biscuit_Stix on August 05, 2013, 01:58:27 AM
So right now, I'm going through a pretty rough time. I'll paraphrase it to "I made a mistake". And it seems I can't get out of the hell I've made for myself. But then this happens...
I went over to a friend's place the other day. And she says, "You've got to see this. My son made it for school." Her son is about, what, 7 now? I've known him since he was 4ish, so he's known me since before transition... Anyway, she pulls out this little stapled-together book he made in class. And I'm thinking, 'aw how cute'. And my friend is going through it, pointing at the pictures, saying "This is me, and Daddy," and so on. And there's 'little kid' drawings of everyone, and they're flippin' adorable. And then she says, "And this is his hero. They had to put their hero in the book..." I'm thinking, 'oh it's gonna be batman 'cause this kid loves batman'... and it wasn't. And I'm staring at this brown haired, green eyed drawing of some guy, and she says, "It's you."
I looked up at her, and she's smiling from ear to ear. She says, "You're his hero, because you showed him that anyone can be anything they want to be. He really believes that he can be whatever he wants to be now, because if a girl can be a boy, than what could possibly stop him from obtaining his dreams, too? You did something everyone said was impossible. You're his hero."
I didn't cry. But I smiled for the first time in a long time.
Sometimes when it's darkest and you've lost all hope... When people make you feel like a freak or a monster... Sometimes you're still someone's hero simply because you stood up and tried.
So moral of the story? Just. Keep. Swimming :)
I went over to a friend's place the other day. And she says, "You've got to see this. My son made it for school." Her son is about, what, 7 now? I've known him since he was 4ish, so he's known me since before transition... Anyway, she pulls out this little stapled-together book he made in class. And I'm thinking, 'aw how cute'. And my friend is going through it, pointing at the pictures, saying "This is me, and Daddy," and so on. And there's 'little kid' drawings of everyone, and they're flippin' adorable. And then she says, "And this is his hero. They had to put their hero in the book..." I'm thinking, 'oh it's gonna be batman 'cause this kid loves batman'... and it wasn't. And I'm staring at this brown haired, green eyed drawing of some guy, and she says, "It's you."
I looked up at her, and she's smiling from ear to ear. She says, "You're his hero, because you showed him that anyone can be anything they want to be. He really believes that he can be whatever he wants to be now, because if a girl can be a boy, than what could possibly stop him from obtaining his dreams, too? You did something everyone said was impossible. You're his hero."
I didn't cry. But I smiled for the first time in a long time.
Sometimes when it's darkest and you've lost all hope... When people make you feel like a freak or a monster... Sometimes you're still someone's hero simply because you stood up and tried.
So moral of the story? Just. Keep. Swimming :)
Title: Re: The things that get you through.
Post by: Simon on August 05, 2013, 02:11:56 AM
Post by: Simon on August 05, 2013, 02:11:56 AM
That's awesome.
Title: Re: The things that get you through.
Post by: Jamie D on August 05, 2013, 02:13:57 AM
Post by: Jamie D on August 05, 2013, 02:13:57 AM
That is nice.
Title: Re: The things that get you through.
Post by: bethany on August 05, 2013, 02:23:27 AM
Post by: bethany on August 05, 2013, 02:23:27 AM
You may have not cried but this brought tears to my eyes. Its awesome that you are seen as a child's hero.
Title: Re: The things that get you through.
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 05, 2013, 04:28:44 AM
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 05, 2013, 04:28:44 AM
Quote from: Biscuit_Stix on August 05, 2013, 01:58:27 AM
So right now, I'm going through a pretty rough time. I'll paraphrase it to "I made a mistake". And it seems I can't get out of the hell I've made for myself. But then this happens...
I went over to a friend's place the other day. And she says, "You've got to see this. My son made it for school." Her son is about, what, 7 now? I've known him since he was 4ish, so he's known me since before transition... Anyway, she pulls out this little stapled-together book he made in class. And I'm thinking, 'aw how cute'. And my friend is going through it, pointing at the pictures, saying "This is me, and Daddy," and so on. And there's 'little kid' drawings of everyone, and they're flippin' adorable. And then she says, "And this is his hero. They had to put their hero in the book..." I'm thinking, 'oh it's gonna be batman 'cause this kid loves batman'... and it wasn't. And I'm staring at this brown haired, green eyed drawing of some guy, and she says, "It's you."
I looked up at her, and she's smiling from ear to ear. She says, "You're his hero, because you showed him that anyone can be anything they want to be. He really believes that he can be whatever he wants to be now, because if a girl can be a boy, than what could possibly stop him from obtaining his dreams, too? You did something everyone said was impossible. You're his hero."
I didn't cry. But I smiled for the first time in a long time.
Sometimes when it's darkest and you've lost all hope... When people make you feel like a freak or a monster... Sometimes you're still someone's hero simply because you stood up and tried.
So moral of the story? Just. Keep. Swimming :)
I love this tale! It must have been heart-warming :C
Just keep swimming ;D
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Title: Re: The things that get you through.
Post by: Amelia Pond on August 05, 2013, 11:33:17 AM
Post by: Amelia Pond on August 05, 2013, 11:33:17 AM
That's an awesome story! :)
You're not the only one.
Amy
Quote from: Bethany Dawn on August 05, 2013, 02:23:27 AM
You may have not cried but this brought tears to my eyes.
You're not the only one.
Amy
Title: Re: The things that get you through.
Post by: Natkat on August 05, 2013, 12:22:19 PM
Post by: Natkat on August 05, 2013, 12:22:19 PM
it's cute, wish I could be the most awsome hero in a kids drawing, but well, I guess super ninja is also something XD
Title: Re: The things that get you through.
Post by: MrJ on August 07, 2013, 05:39:55 PM
Post by: MrJ on August 07, 2013, 05:39:55 PM
That is beautiful. It made my night to read something like that.