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Title: The dark passenger
Post by: Dreams2014 on August 08, 2013, 02:52:01 PM
Is what I have taken to calling that urge. The unwelcome urge. My rational mind screams that I want to be a woman. My hormones dampen my clarity. I feel the sexual urges of a male, when my mind is well aware it is not what I truly want, yet the desire becomes unbearable.

So I have taken to calling it my dark passenger. As Dexter did to describe his urges.

Random post I know. But I'm drunk. I'm probably preaching to the choir here but does anybody else just drink to help calm the ongoing crisis a little?
Title: Re: The dark passenger
Post by: Devlyn on August 08, 2013, 02:56:27 PM
Big hug! I quit drinking 27 years ago because it wasn't helping me deal with anything. You just gotta face life, every human ever has had to do it, you'll be fine! Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: The dark passenger
Post by: SaveMeJeebus on August 08, 2013, 03:00:39 PM
QuoteI think i do a good job keeping my dark passenger at bay, i am usually upbeat when talking to people.
- I like to call my "baggage", my dark passenger too. Like you, i love Dexter's description.

Anyway, I do often think i might be happier as a girl, but i think that's as i am so unhappy as a guy. I've offered to chat to you, if you ever feel like it.
Title: Re: The dark passenger
Post by: Dreams2014 on August 08, 2013, 03:36:43 PM
Quote from: SaveMeJeebus on August 08, 2013, 03:00:39 PM
- I like to call my "baggage", my dark passenger too. Like you, i love Dexter's description.

Anyway, I do often think i might be happier as a girl, but i think that's as i am so unhappy as a guy. I've offered to chat to you, if you ever feel like it.

Maybe you would be happier as a girl, you never know?

My biggest inner conflict happens with sexual urge. It's like I'm feeling womens urges in a mans body, it's really strange.