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So what do you do, when there is no man to yell at, and it is not any woman's fault so you can't yell at a woman?

And there is no governmental agency responsible, and there is no religious group or ethnic source of your frustration?

I am Canadian, and frankly, there is no downside to that.

I live in Ontario, and there is nothing negative about living here.

I live in a small town, and while it lacks in some areas, it has perks as well that don't exist in the big city.

I am disabled, but, I have the support of a disability pension, so my income is not a problem.

I don't own a home, but, I also don't have a need to pay property taxes and repairs are not my problem.

But I still manage to find ways to be unhappy. How the hell do I manage that?

Considering all of the above, it is maddening I suffer from depression at all.

Ok I am not able to pursue my dream of woodworking. That's nobodies fault. Life just happened.

I was not born in the right body, and I have no one to blame for that, it just happened that way.

There is no one to take my frustrations out on though. I get frustrated and angry and there is no target. I can't beat up life.

Oh just walk away, I am clearly mental here. Lesley is just having one of her irrational female moments.

*hugs*

Please also remember there is another person who doesn't deserve to have it all taken out on.... yourself.  It seems many of us, myself included big time, follow self destructive paths and negative thoughts as a way to punish ourselves for things that really aren't our fault at the end of the day.  While I don't have the answer, as I am still searching for it myself, I do encourage you to actively seek the answer and stop seeing yourself negatively for the things you can't control. 

Hoping your frustration subsides soon.  :)