Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: carrie359 on October 31, 2013, 04:18:08 PM Return to Full Version
Title: Got the letter and the plan is on
Post by: carrie359 on October 31, 2013, 04:18:08 PM
Post by: carrie359 on October 31, 2013, 04:18:08 PM
I love my therapist. She really knows how to make me think things through.
Today we talked about why I care so much what others think... the pride thing... she was very helpful with this issue.
We talked about suicide.. which I have been having thoughts of.. I feel better. Just need to be on guard when depression sets in.
We talked about my intense concern over what I will look like as a woman...again the pride thing. She said after FFS she might be envious.. because of my face.. made me laugh. I think she was blowing smoke because she is a good looking chick.
The plan..
Start low dose HRT.
Get involved in a LBGT group...for support...
Over the next year get rid of the beard.
Sometime in about a year go ahead with FFS..and a face lift.. Will be flying to Boston for consult.
Get my business on track..built up stronger so I can idle during the awkward stage of transition.
I am relaxed now for the first time... knowing the plan.
Meet with Endo next week to do blood work.
Thanks for all the support here on Susan's.. I know I ramble and have had fits so appreciate everything..
Carrie
Today we talked about why I care so much what others think... the pride thing... she was very helpful with this issue.
We talked about suicide.. which I have been having thoughts of.. I feel better. Just need to be on guard when depression sets in.
We talked about my intense concern over what I will look like as a woman...again the pride thing. She said after FFS she might be envious.. because of my face.. made me laugh. I think she was blowing smoke because she is a good looking chick.
The plan..
Start low dose HRT.
Get involved in a LBGT group...for support...
Over the next year get rid of the beard.
Sometime in about a year go ahead with FFS..and a face lift.. Will be flying to Boston for consult.
Get my business on track..built up stronger so I can idle during the awkward stage of transition.
I am relaxed now for the first time... knowing the plan.
Meet with Endo next week to do blood work.
Thanks for all the support here on Susan's.. I know I ramble and have had fits so appreciate everything..
Carrie
Title: Re: Got the letter and the plan is on
Post by: Katie on October 31, 2013, 07:23:24 PM
Post by: Katie on October 31, 2013, 07:23:24 PM
One question that I don't get. You sound like your intending to transition. You said low dose HRT. Why? Why take a weak dosage when you can take what the doctor determines a dosage that would be appropriate for you to progress?
Just don't get that line of though.
Just don't get that line of though.
Title: Re: Got the letter and the plan is on
Post by: carrie359 on November 01, 2013, 12:10:06 PM
Post by: carrie359 on November 01, 2013, 12:10:06 PM
Good point Katie,
I will be discussing the dose with the endo... I suppose she will of course know what is best..
I really would love to go all out but have some fears still that I am working through therapy. I want to go slow but have an effective dose..not sure what that will end up being..
Carrie
I will be discussing the dose with the endo... I suppose she will of course know what is best..
I really would love to go all out but have some fears still that I am working through therapy. I want to go slow but have an effective dose..not sure what that will end up being..
Carrie