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Title: Yay! :D
Post by: JillSter on December 04, 2013, 05:13:55 PM
Post by: JillSter on December 04, 2013, 05:13:55 PM
I've been all over the place emotionally lately, especially these last couple of weeks. I've cried more times than I'm used to. I've screamed until my throat feels raw and scratchy. I've been filled with both hope and doubt; courage and fear. One minute I feel like the world is just waiting for me to arrive, the next I feel like it'll never happen and I should just curl up and die. It's been a very stressful ride ever since my relapse. Ever since I crawled out of my drunken stupor once again to face reality. I'm not a man. I never was. And it has to change. This time I knew I had to make it happen. No more running away. No more escaping. No more denial.
On 1/14/14 I will be the proud owner of a body fueled by estrogen! ;D The testosterone that has poisoned my mind and body for decades will finally be a thing of the past. Good riddance! Welcome sweet E! :D
I can't wait! I'm so excited! A month ago I was sure it would never happen for me! But if you hang in there, it'll happen! Just try to keep your eye on the prize, and make good decisions along the way to set yourself up for success. And when you stumble, get back up and keep moving. That's really all we can do. Stubborn determination in the face of adversity. Ignore fear. It only has power over if you if you let it! Focus, and take it one day at a time. You will succeed if you refuse to give up! Take the life you need to survive! Take it! It's already yours!
Good luck to everyone else beginning their journey! I love you all!
So happy! HRT! Yay! :D
On 1/14/14 I will be the proud owner of a body fueled by estrogen! ;D The testosterone that has poisoned my mind and body for decades will finally be a thing of the past. Good riddance! Welcome sweet E! :D
I can't wait! I'm so excited! A month ago I was sure it would never happen for me! But if you hang in there, it'll happen! Just try to keep your eye on the prize, and make good decisions along the way to set yourself up for success. And when you stumble, get back up and keep moving. That's really all we can do. Stubborn determination in the face of adversity. Ignore fear. It only has power over if you if you let it! Focus, and take it one day at a time. You will succeed if you refuse to give up! Take the life you need to survive! Take it! It's already yours!
Good luck to everyone else beginning their journey! I love you all!
So happy! HRT! Yay! :D
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: Jill F on December 04, 2013, 05:24:45 PM
Post by: Jill F on December 04, 2013, 05:24:45 PM
You go, girl!
And I like your name. ;D
And I like your name. ;D
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: Devlyn on December 04, 2013, 05:26:18 PM
Post by: Devlyn on December 04, 2013, 05:26:18 PM
Yay! Yay! And yay! The real cookie lady will be along, but ta heck with waiting! Have a cookie! Hugs, Devlyn
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Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 05:30:43 PM
Post by: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 05:30:43 PM
YAY! I'm so happy for you Jillian!
A new you for the new year. Congrats girl!
A new you for the new year. Congrats girl!
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: JillSter on December 04, 2013, 06:44:13 PM
Post by: JillSter on December 04, 2013, 06:44:13 PM
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! :D
Shh. Don't tell them about the amazing powers of the Jills! Oops! :icon_blink: :icon_doh: :eusa_whistle:
I see a nudie boobie cookie! I'll have that one. :eusa_shifty:
*slinks away clutching her newboobs cookie*
:angel:
I know! :D I was determined to get started on HRT before my birthday in March. 38 is too close to 40. 37 can still be called "mid-30s" which still sounds young enough to fool me into thinking I didn't waste soooo many years! And yay! I did it! :) And the best part is the doctor will be my new GP, and she's supposed to be very good! Hence the six week waiting list! She only works with trans people, so she's the perfect doctor for my needs! :)
I'm so happy tonight! I can't wait! 2014 is going to be the best year EVER! :D
YAY! :D
Quote from: Jill F on December 04, 2013, 05:24:45 PM
And I like your name. ;D
Shh. Don't tell them about the amazing powers of the Jills! Oops! :icon_blink: :icon_doh: :eusa_whistle:
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 04, 2013, 05:26:18 PM
Yay! Yay! And yay! The real cookie lady will be along, but ta heck with waiting! Have a cookie! Hugs, Devlyn
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1279.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy537%2FDevlynMarie%2FModstuff%2FWhy-Men-Shouldnt-Bake-Cookies_zps674c0630.jpg&hash=55591b834a3626bd9a55a238d7693fb459866d9e)
I see a nudie boobie cookie! I'll have that one. :eusa_shifty:
*slinks away clutching her new
:angel:
Quote from: Shaina on December 04, 2013, 05:30:43 PM
A new you for the new year. Congrats girl!
I know! :D I was determined to get started on HRT before my birthday in March. 38 is too close to 40. 37 can still be called "mid-30s" which still sounds young enough to fool me into thinking I didn't waste soooo many years! And yay! I did it! :) And the best part is the doctor will be my new GP, and she's supposed to be very good! Hence the six week waiting list! She only works with trans people, so she's the perfect doctor for my needs! :)
I'm so happy tonight! I can't wait! 2014 is going to be the best year EVER! :D
YAY! :D
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: Mogu on December 04, 2013, 10:09:36 PM
Post by: Mogu on December 04, 2013, 10:09:36 PM
Congratulations. Enjoy the coming year.
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: Jamie D on December 04, 2013, 10:19:43 PM
Post by: Jamie D on December 04, 2013, 10:19:43 PM
Quote from: Jillian on December 04, 2013, 05:13:55 PM
On 1/14/14 I will be the proud owner of a body fueled by estrogen! ;D The testosterone that has poisoned my mind and body for decades will finally be a thing of the past. Good riddance! Welcome sweet E! :D
Please fasten your seat belts and make sure your seat backs and folding trays are in their full upright and locked position.
Were are about to take off!
(Enjoy the trip!) ;)
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: MaryXYX on December 05, 2013, 09:45:50 AM
Post by: MaryXYX on December 05, 2013, 09:45:50 AM
You go Jillian! Stand by for "that time of month" when you start - it is worth it really.
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: JillSter on December 05, 2013, 07:19:18 PM
Post by: JillSter on December 05, 2013, 07:19:18 PM
Thanks everyone!
I'm actually looking forward to watching melodramatic romance once my head gets de-maled. That stuff makes me blubber already. It'll probably have me wailing now! That's gonna be fun!
I just hope rage isn't part of the package! Being emotional is one thing. Being angry is not so fun.
Quote from: MaryXYX on December 05, 2013, 09:45:50 AM
You go Jillian! Stand by for "that time of month" when you start - it is worth it really.
I'm actually looking forward to watching melodramatic romance once my head gets de-maled. That stuff makes me blubber already. It'll probably have me wailing now! That's gonna be fun!
I just hope rage isn't part of the package! Being emotional is one thing. Being angry is not so fun.
Title: Re: Yay! :D
Post by: MaryXYX on December 06, 2013, 05:48:09 PM
Post by: MaryXYX on December 06, 2013, 05:48:09 PM
I'm sure there's a lot of variation but I haven't had any fits of anger. I have had attacks of the weepies though. Even without the help of films.