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Title: My Diary Is Gone
Post by: kathyk on December 09, 2013, 09:31:23 PM
Post by: kathyk on December 09, 2013, 09:31:23 PM
I trashed it, and the trash has been emptied. But I feel like reminiscing a little.
I did read a couple little pieces of the old diary entries, but I don't want to revisit those times. There's really nothing to gain from it, yet I can't forget the fact that there were two suicide notes in the diary. Guess I left them there as a reminder of what I had to tell my wife and sons after I had lost the will to continue. I didn't read the notes again either, and I'm so glad those times are gone. And even with the occasional troubles we all suffer from time to time, I'm happy with my life.
I've come so far, but with a lot of help. And some of that help came from the girls here on Susan's. And so I have a giant warm embrace for those of you who took time in 2012 to read my rants and fearful pleas for help. You offered kind advice, and sometimes just a shoulder to cry on.
Yes, a lot has changed, and so much more is ahead. My diary is gone because it no longer served a purpose, and it seems a little odd that I took so long to discard it. After all I'm looking forward, and never think of turning back.
Katherine
I did read a couple little pieces of the old diary entries, but I don't want to revisit those times. There's really nothing to gain from it, yet I can't forget the fact that there were two suicide notes in the diary. Guess I left them there as a reminder of what I had to tell my wife and sons after I had lost the will to continue. I didn't read the notes again either, and I'm so glad those times are gone. And even with the occasional troubles we all suffer from time to time, I'm happy with my life.
I've come so far, but with a lot of help. And some of that help came from the girls here on Susan's. And so I have a giant warm embrace for those of you who took time in 2012 to read my rants and fearful pleas for help. You offered kind advice, and sometimes just a shoulder to cry on.
Yes, a lot has changed, and so much more is ahead. My diary is gone because it no longer served a purpose, and it seems a little odd that I took so long to discard it. After all I'm looking forward, and never think of turning back.
Katherine
Title: Re: My Diary Is Gone
Post by: evecrook on December 10, 2013, 10:52:22 AM
Post by: evecrook on December 10, 2013, 10:52:22 AM
good to feel good
Title: Re: My Diary Is Gone
Post by: Ms. OBrien CVT on December 10, 2013, 11:00:38 AM
Post by: Ms. OBrien CVT on December 10, 2013, 11:00:38 AM
Time to begin a new one, to document the new life.
Title: Re: My Diary Is Gone
Post by: Catherine Sarah on December 10, 2013, 11:17:30 AM
Post by: Catherine Sarah on December 10, 2013, 11:17:30 AM
Hi Kathyk,
Don't be alarmed. Your diary isn't lost. Devlyn has it. ............. And is making copious copies of it.
Huggs
Catherine
Don't be alarmed. Your diary isn't lost. Devlyn has it. ............. And is making copious copies of it.
Huggs
Catherine
Title: Re: My Diary Is Gone
Post by: kathyk on December 10, 2013, 04:38:12 PM
Post by: kathyk on December 10, 2013, 04:38:12 PM
Thanks ladies. And I've got so much on my daily calendar that a diary might be overkill. :)
Title: Re: My Diary Is Gone
Post by: Rachel on December 10, 2013, 05:05:49 PM
Post by: Rachel on December 10, 2013, 05:05:49 PM
Congratulations!
Title: Re: My Diary Is Gone
Post by: FrancisAnn on December 10, 2013, 05:27:14 PM
Post by: FrancisAnn on December 10, 2013, 05:27:14 PM
Glad I'm not alone on keeping a diary. I kept one for years & wrote everything down in detail.
However 2 or 3 months ago I just decided to just live life & no reason to write down every little thing & I burned it.
Doubt I'll start a new one. It just does not seem imortant any more. Our site helps me write down my feelings & activity. Also I opened a facebook page as a 100% woman & that is more fun to update & talk with other women.
However 2 or 3 months ago I just decided to just live life & no reason to write down every little thing & I burned it.
Doubt I'll start a new one. It just does not seem imortant any more. Our site helps me write down my feelings & activity. Also I opened a facebook page as a 100% woman & that is more fun to update & talk with other women.