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Title: Depression is gone
Post by: brianna1016 on December 18, 2013, 01:49:20 PM
Post by: brianna1016 on December 18, 2013, 01:49:20 PM
since I've been on hrt I can't get sad about anything! Its amazing how calm and peaceful I've become. Nothing bothers me for more than a few minutes.
Sometimes I start to feel guilty because I'm not investing any of my energy towards ANYTHING negative.
I don't want to change people or fight for causes or spread awareness or protest or be an activist. I simply don't care anymore about the world's problems anymore.
Things that used to make me bummed out; like the never ending grey skies of Washington State, hearing a sad song, or having my plans cancelled; don't get me down.
I'm focusing on the positive, and starving the negative.
The hormones have helped tremendously. My body and mind are in harmony. Everything feels balanced. Not too much, not too little.
Its very nice to feel this way. :)
Sometimes I start to feel guilty because I'm not investing any of my energy towards ANYTHING negative.
I don't want to change people or fight for causes or spread awareness or protest or be an activist. I simply don't care anymore about the world's problems anymore.
Things that used to make me bummed out; like the never ending grey skies of Washington State, hearing a sad song, or having my plans cancelled; don't get me down.
I'm focusing on the positive, and starving the negative.
The hormones have helped tremendously. My body and mind are in harmony. Everything feels balanced. Not too much, not too little.
Its very nice to feel this way. :)
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: evecrook on December 18, 2013, 01:52:03 PM
Post by: evecrook on December 18, 2013, 01:52:03 PM
same here
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: KittyKat on December 18, 2013, 02:31:00 PM
Post by: KittyKat on December 18, 2013, 02:31:00 PM
That sounds wonderful and I hope I can be like that in the future. I was trying to explain to my military psychologist that I believe I'm angry most of the time because of my gender and he basically told me I'm making an issue that can't be solved. Anyway, that's why I started seeing someone outside the military and have been discussing HRT...
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: Ltl89 on December 18, 2013, 02:58:19 PM
Post by: Ltl89 on December 18, 2013, 02:58:19 PM
I'm glad things are going well! :)
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on December 18, 2013, 03:11:04 PM
Post by: Miss_Bungle1991 on December 18, 2013, 03:11:04 PM
Quote from: brianna1016 on December 18, 2013, 01:49:20 PM
I'm focusing on the positive, and starving the negative.
That is a great approach. Props, yo! ;D
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: mrs izzy on December 18, 2013, 04:33:39 PM
Post by: mrs izzy on December 18, 2013, 04:33:39 PM
I am glad you are having a good response to HRT. That is what all this is about, finding what works and what does not. Not everyone need everything to get to that happy place.
I kinda am jealous.
Izzy
I kinda am jealous.
Izzy
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: Rowan Rue on December 18, 2013, 04:43:33 PM
Post by: Rowan Rue on December 18, 2013, 04:43:33 PM
I can relate so much to this, now after a year I'm finding new ways to care about what happens in the world, now though it's driven much more by love and compassion than by fear and that is a blessing!
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: svaso on December 18, 2013, 07:30:00 PM
Post by: svaso on December 18, 2013, 07:30:00 PM
That's awesome! I experience things a little differently. I now tend to get very emotional sometimes, and have found a capability of crying that I haven't experienced since I was much younger. It may sound weird, but I actually like that I'm able to cry rather than having an annoying numbness that I used to have. I suppose I never really had a way to release my feelings before. I get a good cry in when I do feel a little down, and then I'm back to my normal. I can otherwise say that I am a very happy person now.
Title: Re: Depression is gone
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on December 18, 2013, 07:47:54 PM
Post by: FalseHybridPrincess on December 18, 2013, 07:47:54 PM
you guys seem really happy,,,
till now its wierd for me , one dat I feel happy one day sad,,,just like that , no reason...
not angry though,,,definitely not angry...and still not able to cry I think...
im only one week on e
till now its wierd for me , one dat I feel happy one day sad,,,just like that , no reason...
not angry though,,,definitely not angry...and still not able to cry I think...
im only one week on e