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 I did it. I purged. I got rid of all of my feminine things;( I feel so stupid. I regret it so much. Now I'm just trying to view it as fun because I get to buy new things(;. I'm not really sure what to buy. I would really like to start incorporating more things that cis girls wear into my waredrobe but I'm in high school. What can I get away with and also what should I stay away from. I've made a resolution to be true to Kayla this year.
Love,
Kayla

Thats really hard for me to answer, I know the post purge feeling though. you will make it through. the only suggestion i have for what to get next, look at what the girls are wairing in school and imitate some of there styles.

Baby, I can't begin to tell you how much I used to purge and waste things. Guilt was the controlling factor. When I accepted I had no reason to be guilty and was not abnormal in any way, the purge never entered my mind again. I still wish I had a lot of my things back, but like you kind of said "It's shopping time". I guess the good to come out of the purge is now you will have current fashions!  :) PM me if you ever get the "Purge Urge" again, OK? See ya sis. :)

I will Jessica thank you :)

I purged a lot as a teen and in my twenties. Finally, I got to where if I was going to purge, I would just give it all to my little sister and that way I could usually get what I wanted back later. She was pretty cool about it for most of our lives.

If the Urge to Purge ever hits again, FedEx delivers where I live! *giggle* ;D

FedEx delivers where I live too haha

Thanks for the advice n/a but my sister has no idea that I'm really a girl :-\

WOW Jessical i never thought that that would be a way to get more cloths..... find a purging sis lol.

To bad i dont live closser to my family and they where more ok with it, im sure i could get a lot off them.

Haha(; Yeah my parents don't believe I'm actually transgender. They're convinced it's just hormones :-\

my dad thinks the same, my mom wants "DNA/genetic" proof. lmao. my sisters have acccepted me though. but they still live acrost the country so....

Hey Kayla and Sheala, I found a way to pay for SRS all around. PurgingSister.com ;D We could get rich beyond our wildest dreams. I will be involved in E-mail guilt trips, Kayla can receive inventory and Sheala you can resell it. *giggle*

That stinks :-\ Yeah I basically have nobody to confide in except for the people on this site. That's why I ask for suggestions for so much because there aren't any women in my life that I can ask

Haha(; We should do that Jessica. I hope I don't purge too much though. I've already built back up some of my feminine things. I have six pairs of panties, dove deodorant, and eyelash curlers. I just don't know what to get next. I hope I don't purge again really.

hehehe jessica now that is just taking advantage of people when they are down.....   >:-) i love it sign me up lol

Kayla i hear ya there im really lucky in that aspect my fiancee has stayed by my side this whole time and i have some wonderfull coworkers,and friends that have been overy supportive. that dress in my pic acctualy came from a coworker.

Kayla, it looks like Sheala and I are your new big sisters! Sorry! ;D Anything you need baby, just ask.  :laugh: PM anytime at all.

Thanks Jessica ;)

Deffinatly Kayla if you need anything im a PM away.

Thanks Sheala(;

You guys should make a purging thread. Send the clothes to one s who are getting over a purge and get clothes from one is on a purging binge.

Quote from: LordKAT on January 01, 2014, 07:57:45 PM
You guys should make a purging thread. Send the clothes to one s who are getting over a purge and get clothes from one is on a purging binge.

Uh, if you forget this we will get you in on the ground floor of PurgingSister.com  ;D Commission only though! *giggle* ;D

wait i thought i was incharge of all sales........

I know im tempted to purge again....i ended up getting the "I miss the man i met" bit today....on top of purging im even more tempted to stop shaving, grow the beard out again...force myself to be chris again....it sucks too....i can't tell if right now imjust depressed, or if my dysphoria is acting up really bad again.

Quote from: Sheala on January 01, 2014, 08:13:27 PM
wait i thought i was incharge of all sales........

Sorry, but do you want the KAT out of the bag! ;D

No I want the KAT stuffed deep  :embarrassed:

and kariann if you need to talk I'm free.

Quote from: kariann330 on January 01, 2014, 08:48:37 PM
I know im tempted to purge again....i ended up getting the "I miss the man i met" bit today....on top of purging im even more tempted to stop shaving, grow the beard out again...force myself to be chris again....it sucks too....i can't tell if right now imjust depressed, or if my dysphoria is acting up really bad again.

Relax Obi-Wan! Let the trans flow through you!  ;D

A beard, purging? A trans Jedi craves not these things! ::)

We're losing a Dysphoria screen, go strap yourselves in! I going to make the jump to hyper trans! ;D
Sorry, meal replacement shake kicking in!

Quote from: Sheala on January 01, 2014, 09:08:45 PM
No I want the KAT stuffed deep  :embarrassed:

I saw him first! ;)

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on January 01, 2014, 09:12:02 PM
Relax Obi-Wan! Let the trans flow through you!  ;D

A beard, purging? A trans Jedi craves not these things! ::)

We're losing a Dysphoria screen, go strap yourselves in! I going to make the jump to hyper trans! ;D
Sorry, meal replacement shake kicking in!

WOW really...... star wars much lol. however i do love how you incorperated the trans in to it all.

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on January 01, 2014, 09:13:14 PM
I saw him first! ;)

you can have him a little too furry for my tast  :laugh:

Quote from: kariann330 on January 01, 2014, 08:48:37 PM
I know im tempted to purge again....i ended up getting the "I miss the man i met" bit today....on top of purging im even more tempted to stop shaving, grow the beard out again...force myself to be chris again....it sucks too....i can't tell if right now imjust depressed, or if my dysphoria is acting up really bad again.

I think reassurance that you are still the same person just with a different look and a happier demeaner would be the correct action. Then continue with your journey but stagnate a bit and let them catch up so to speak, if in 6 months or so the opinion doesn't show signs of weakening, you may need to rethink that plan.

Quote from: Sheala on January 01, 2014, 09:15:56 PM
you can have him a little too furry for my tast  :laugh:

A little KAT fur never hurt anyone, besides, I have my soft and cuddly side(s).  I'm not good eatin' either.

Quote from: Sheala on January 01, 2014, 09:15:56 PM
you can have him a little too furry for my tast  :laugh:

Do you think we are the best role models for poor Kayla?  ;D

Quote from: LordKAT on January 01, 2014, 09:17:29 PM
A little KAT fur never hurt anyone, besides, I have my soft and cuddly side(s). 

Sigh!

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on January 01, 2014, 09:18:43 PM
Do you think we are the best role models for poor Kayla?  ;D

yes, cause if you cant have a little fun in life its not worth living  8)

She sure won't be shy for very long! ;)

aint that the truth lmao. all she needs to do is join in the fun hehehe

Should we change the topic from "Purging" to the "Corrupting Kayla" topic? ;D

Feeling better now....thanks everyone, especially Yoda lol

we are not corrupting her...... do think of it as corruption. it is guidance to the dark side.  we have cookies :)

Quote from: kariann330 on January 01, 2014, 09:43:12 PM
Feeling better now....thanks everyone, especially Yoda lol

Meesa thinky you be okey dokey now! ;D

I'm pretty okey dokey. Let's not corrupt Kayla please :-\

Quote from: kaylagirl0806 on January 07, 2014, 08:12:59 PM
I'm pretty okey dokey. Let's not corrupt Kayla please :-\

Not even a "little" bit? ;)

Ok... Maybe a little bit. I got some mascara! I'm going to try and wear it to school tomorrow! Also I'm super happy right now because I'm in a class at school where I'm the only "guy" everyone else is cis female. I finally feel like I fit in ;D

Great news baby! The Urge to Purge has not visited lately has it? Stay strong girl!  :)

No it hasn't actually :)

I  love being feminine! I just wish I knew how to be more open about it :) I'm in high school so I have to settle for the little things like mascara :-\ Oh well

You will make it at your speed, not anyone else's. I have complete confidence in you baby!  :)