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Title: one more week!
Post by: BeefxCake on February 10, 2014, 11:19:02 PM
Post by: BeefxCake on February 10, 2014, 11:19:02 PM
Oh my, I see the endo in a week about starting T.
I'm hella scared but really excited too. can't really describe it.
I know I don't have much to lose, family is all fine with me and i got health insurance and i got the money, i just feel a little scared though. I want to be a man don't get me wrong, I find no redeeming factor to being a woman, and especially being the in between I'm at now physically. I want to be a man and i know i got no other way of getting the changes i want and it's exciting to know i have an answer but im still so so scared.
I've always been very cautious as a person, always second guessing myself. just the way i am.
but don't get me wrong i am still stoked im finally at this point even if im nervous i want to get on this sh*t
*edit*
i mean man physically, I'm mentally all man. just to clarify what im talkin about.
I'm hella scared but really excited too. can't really describe it.
I know I don't have much to lose, family is all fine with me and i got health insurance and i got the money, i just feel a little scared though. I want to be a man don't get me wrong, I find no redeeming factor to being a woman, and especially being the in between I'm at now physically. I want to be a man and i know i got no other way of getting the changes i want and it's exciting to know i have an answer but im still so so scared.
I've always been very cautious as a person, always second guessing myself. just the way i am.
but don't get me wrong i am still stoked im finally at this point even if im nervous i want to get on this sh*t
*edit*
i mean man physically, I'm mentally all man. just to clarify what im talkin about.
Title: Re: one more week!
Post by: Kreuzfidel on February 11, 2014, 12:07:53 AM
Post by: Kreuzfidel on February 11, 2014, 12:07:53 AM
That's awesome, mate. Congratulations!
Title: Re: one more week!
Post by: mm on February 11, 2014, 11:41:30 AM
Post by: mm on February 11, 2014, 11:41:30 AM
Good that you can take this step to get on T. Keep us informed on how everything goes for you.
Title: Re: one more week!
Post by: Edge on February 11, 2014, 12:33:09 PM
Post by: Edge on February 11, 2014, 12:33:09 PM
Congrats and good luck!
Title: Re: one more week!
Post by: BeefxCake on February 11, 2014, 05:38:39 PM
Post by: BeefxCake on February 11, 2014, 05:38:39 PM
thanks everybody XD It's been a hell of a ride, and I can't wait to get going on the next step.