Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: BeefxCake on February 21, 2014, 01:08:37 AM Return to Full Version
Title: Feelin wierd
Post by: BeefxCake on February 21, 2014, 01:08:37 AM
Post by: BeefxCake on February 21, 2014, 01:08:37 AM
Cnt really describe it
Been on T for 2 days and i am extatic i am on my way to appearing the way i feel
And there's no way in hell im gonna live out as a girl
But ive just been so nervous since yesterday, like i was just being paranoid for no reason and i dont know.
Just strange feelings about it all.
I know im a man, ive gotten to this point why am i so scared?
Been on T for 2 days and i am extatic i am on my way to appearing the way i feel
And there's no way in hell im gonna live out as a girl
But ive just been so nervous since yesterday, like i was just being paranoid for no reason and i dont know.
Just strange feelings about it all.
I know im a man, ive gotten to this point why am i so scared?
Title: Re: Feelin wierd
Post by: Cindy on February 21, 2014, 01:11:15 AM
Post by: Cindy on February 21, 2014, 01:11:15 AM
I think we all get a bit nervous when we start our journey. It does take a little while to settle down and start enjoying being yourself.
Congratulations on getting onto man juice!
Cindy
Congratulations on getting onto man juice!
Cindy
Title: Feelin wierd
Post by: overdrive on February 21, 2014, 01:14:03 AM
Post by: overdrive on February 21, 2014, 01:14:03 AM
Congrats on getting started on T. Change makes most people nervous even if its change you want. Things will settle down a bit as far as the nervousness goes. The excited feeling though is likely to last a long time every time you notice any milestones. :)
Title: Re: Feelin wierd
Post by: Jessica Merriman on February 21, 2014, 01:17:30 AM
Post by: Jessica Merriman on February 21, 2014, 01:17:30 AM
It is the "T" flowing. You are describing exactly how I felt every day until I started transition. I was constantly over alert, needed to move all the time and hyper. It wore me out by the end of the day. Then when I tried to sleep it would not let me if I was worrying about something. Small noises would instantly wake me ready for action and I felt the urge to protect everyone all the time. I just felt like I had a high pitched vibration inside all the time unless we worked a really big structure fire or something on shift. Physical exertion was really the only way to keep it in check. That's why guys hit the gym all the time or played sports. It does cause a kind of paranoia because you always every day have to earn male privilege and be dominant in everything you do.
Title: Re: Feelin wierd
Post by: Felix on February 21, 2014, 01:24:29 AM
Post by: Felix on February 21, 2014, 01:24:29 AM
Congratulations on the milestone. I agree with everybody that some nervousness is normal, whether it comes from the major change or from the direct influence of testosterone.
When I get edgy, for any reason, I do what Jessica said and exercise. I used to shoot hoops or rollerskate and now I do situps and lift weights. Exertion is a wonderful panacea.
When I get edgy, for any reason, I do what Jessica said and exercise. I used to shoot hoops or rollerskate and now I do situps and lift weights. Exertion is a wonderful panacea.
Title: Re: Feelin wierd
Post by: Jared on February 21, 2014, 09:05:35 AM
Post by: Jared on February 21, 2014, 09:05:35 AM
I had kinda the same feeling when started T. Exercise is good and try to always do something so you don't have too much time worrying over everything and nothing. Also congrats on fuctioning on the right hormones!
Title: Re: Feelin wierd
Post by: BeefxCake on February 21, 2014, 04:44:38 PM
Post by: BeefxCake on February 21, 2014, 04:44:38 PM
Thanks guys, helps to know it aint just me.
I feel more settled down now. Went to the gym AND DAMN I COULD RUN FOREVER AND IT FELT GREAT but now im really sore cuz i dont do that all the time.
I think the first couple days were rough just because i didnt know what was happening internally. Looked it up a bit and apparently your on a T high at first and then it tapers, so the edge is kind of less.
But im definitely going to keep goin, im not discouraged.
I feel more settled down now. Went to the gym AND DAMN I COULD RUN FOREVER AND IT FELT GREAT but now im really sore cuz i dont do that all the time.
I think the first couple days were rough just because i didnt know what was happening internally. Looked it up a bit and apparently your on a T high at first and then it tapers, so the edge is kind of less.
But im definitely going to keep goin, im not discouraged.