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Hi everyone, my name is i guess like most of us a name givin' by my mother when i wasn't even born as the dokter told my mom that i would be a girl, bummer it turned out to be a boy.
Never really felt like a boy, but you know how it works and what parents and others wish that a boy is a boy and a girl is a girl.
So yeah i moved on, alone in the world i figured out at a younger age.
But now thanks to the internet and more and more the news i know that i'm not the only one out there who feels like ->-bleeped-<- everyday just by looking into a mirror.
So now i'm just starting with therapy but i do wish to move on and be a girl full time, but it will be hard as we just found out that my dad has ALS (some as Stephen Hawking) so it will be a though one to tell my parents what i wish for in my life.

Oh well i guess that's how the world turns, it's all up to myself what i wish for in my life.
And for one's i'm more the 100% sure about it and i can't wait for everything to fall into place so i can finaly be myself.

I would like to know if others have dreams, do you dream like me, meaning that i always dream that i'm a girl but then again i played that i was a girl all my life and deep inside i know that i am a girl, God Just f* up when giving me the body.

So sorry for the bad English.

Best regards,
Xandra XXX

Quote from: Xandra on March 12, 2014, 11:18:00 AM



I would like to know if others have dreams, do you dream like me, meaning that i always dream that i'm a girl but then again i played that i was a girl all my life and deep inside i know that i am a girl, God Just f* up when giving me the body.


Best regards,
Xandra XXX

welcome :)

Yeah thats how I feel pretty much haha :)

A big warm welcome to the family Xandra! You have found a very special place of caring and acceptance. Feel free to rant, vent, share good news (we like this a lot), learn or just have some fun and meet the rest of the family. I think most of us have your dreams and feelings. What caused most of my Dysphoria is that being born male I have had only a few times in my life where I dreamed I was one. Most of my dreams I am female with all the feelings, emotions, etc. Before starting transition I would wake up every morning just crushed. The Therapist cant even figure out why I am female dreaming only. I told him it was because I am female into my heart and soul. Here is a BIG HUG  :icon_hug: to welcome you and make you feel right at home! :)

Thanks for the warm welcome,

FalsePrincess,  :D yeah reading it myself it sounds funny. But what if it is true and HE just f* up?

Jessica, so it is not strange at all that my dreams are like that.
Oh well people learn everyday, guess my therapist will say the same thing as yours.
Yeah i do hate mornings, if i look into the mirror there's a man on the other side wonder where are they hidding the girl, i should try and call the FBI and report a missing person  ;D

 Welcome to Susans! I hope susan's is as helpful to you as it has been to me.

P.S I dream all the time about being a girl. :D :icon_hug:

Welcome I just joined myself today, but you know people say great minds think alike

Fuzed,
yeah one day we all wake-up from this nightmare just to find out that we have been living in a matrix, damn they din't even say that in the movie.
And yeah so for i been reading a lot of stuff on here, mostly about ffs and what surgeon is good.
But i think for me it is an easy pick as i kindoff live next to Ghent 30min driving (Belgium) it will be Dr. Bart the results look ok from what i have seen so for.
I just wish for the best care, before and after and i'm scared for needles (yeah i'm a pussy).

I also noticed you play video games, so do you pick like me always the girl if there is a girl in it?  :)

Christinetobe,
Welcome and hope some day we all can be happy and not just think alike.

Quote from: Xandra on March 14, 2014, 05:22:09 AM

I also noticed you play video games, so do you pick like me always the girl if there is a girl in it?  :)

Thats actually what most if not all trans people who play videogames do :P

Quote from: FalsePrincess on March 14, 2014, 05:32:53 AM
Thats actually what most if not all trans people who play videogames do :P

Oh, okey.
I never tought about it like that but now you say it yeah girls play as girl.

Just been writting a letter to my parents, brother and fam.
Did take the letter to my mother, but my dad was there to and i first wish my mother to read my story before someone else.
So i did not have the courage to give it to her.
How did some of you do it, it's tough.

Hi Xandra  :icon_wave:

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Hello xandra, welcome in susans.org :angel:

Hello Xandra and welcome to Susan's.

:)

Thank you for having me as a member.

Quote from: FalsePrincess on March 14, 2014, 05:32:53 AM
Thats actually what most if not all trans people who play videogames do :P

I rarely play video games
and I never thought about it before .. but that is so true ... I always pick the girls ....