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Title: New Therapist for fresh look nothing changed
Post by: carrie359 on March 28, 2014, 03:08:58 PM
Post by: carrie359 on March 28, 2014, 03:08:58 PM
So I saw a new therapist..
I was so upset to know my wife and I will not stay together long term I decided to try to fight.
After an hour I walked out even more committed to transition full time one day.
I love the new therapist.. there seems to be no turning back.. and I kinda new that.
Just too happy to be me for once..
I have totally accepted who I am..no more trying to deny it.
Feels good.
Carrie
I was so upset to know my wife and I will not stay together long term I decided to try to fight.
After an hour I walked out even more committed to transition full time one day.
I love the new therapist.. there seems to be no turning back.. and I kinda new that.
Just too happy to be me for once..
I have totally accepted who I am..no more trying to deny it.
Feels good.
Carrie
Title: Re: New Therapist for fresh look nothing changed
Post by: JessikaBlackMage on March 28, 2014, 03:18:18 PM
Post by: JessikaBlackMage on March 28, 2014, 03:18:18 PM
Quote from: carrie359 on March 28, 2014, 03:08:58 PM
So I saw a new therapist..
I was so upset to know my wife and I will not stay together long term I decided to try to fight.
After an hour I walked out even more committed to transition full time one day.
I love the new therapist.. there seems to be no turning back.. and I kinda new that.
Just too happy to be me for once..
I have totally accepted who I am..no more trying to deny it.
Feels good.
Carrie
congrats it's a really good feeling.
Title: Re: New Therapist for fresh look nothing changed
Post by: JulieBlair on March 28, 2014, 03:51:25 PM
Post by: JulieBlair on March 28, 2014, 03:51:25 PM
Hey Carrie,
You are making progress. My wife has declared that she is leaving many times over the last two years. She may yet do so, and I do not blame her for her feelings. I am not what she signed up for, not at all. Our relationship is has evolved into a not too dysfunctional friendship, but once her business is self sustaining, I expect she will move on. So it goes. The price of authenticity is sometimes painful, but the price of continuing the lies and denial is so much higher. Thank goodness for sympathetic counselors, and for the open ears here.
j
You are making progress. My wife has declared that she is leaving many times over the last two years. She may yet do so, and I do not blame her for her feelings. I am not what she signed up for, not at all. Our relationship is has evolved into a not too dysfunctional friendship, but once her business is self sustaining, I expect she will move on. So it goes. The price of authenticity is sometimes painful, but the price of continuing the lies and denial is so much higher. Thank goodness for sympathetic counselors, and for the open ears here.
j
Title: Re: New Therapist for fresh look nothing changed
Post by: Jessica Merriman on March 28, 2014, 04:11:46 PM
Post by: Jessica Merriman on March 28, 2014, 04:11:46 PM
Quote from: carrie359 on March 28, 2014, 03:08:58 PMI am glad to see this. It will cost, but the long term payoff will be more than you can imagine. Life free from raging Dysphoria is a wonderful thing. Congrats Sister! :)
I have totally accepted who I am..no more trying to deny it.
Feels good.
Carrie
Title: Re: New Therapist for fresh look nothing changed
Post by: Rachel on March 28, 2014, 07:14:32 PM
Post by: Rachel on March 28, 2014, 07:14:32 PM
Carrie, I am glad you feel good.
I know you have been having a very difficult time recently, hugs.
I know you have been having a very difficult time recently, hugs.